#where in the world is dmitri tippens krushnic

[fangirling221b]

Dear Mish

(I shouldn't probably address you like that. That nickname should be sacred - meant for the people who love you the most. But anyways it's you who taught us to break rules.)

I started watching supernatural for the very purpose of discovering Destiel. Yeah yeah, I have a thing for shows with complex relationships between men which are never resolved. I couldn't wait for the three seasons to finish so that I could finally watch cas enter through those barn doors, and into my life. And probably never leave again.

I could go on and on about how much I love Cas and how much that one angel means to me but this letter will probably not suffice. Besides this is about you, the closest we have to a real angel in this world.

I was never the one to swoon over celebrities and make my life about that one actor or actress who will never even know me. But you are something different. Mish, you are so much more than any celebrity. To me, and to all of us who just fell in love with the angel of the lord only to discover that the actor was so so much more.

I've been a fan for a fairly shorter period of time but that was all it took to start obsessing over the show, and of course, you. It's not about your perfect face or ocean blue eyes or even the tens of versions of your voice we've witnessed. It's in the little things, in the beautiful, beautiful smile of yours that is known for having such an effect on us. Believe me when I say looking at you smile makes us smile. It's in the jokes you make that have Jensen rolling on the floor, it's how you talk at the conventions- as if you're narrating an old story to even older friends, it's how you embrace your flaws and have no practical filter when it comes to saying things that matter.

It's how you're an idea. An inspiration. You're something good that reflects in never ending waves.

It's how you understand your fandom and respect them more than we even deserve. It's when you tell us to write our own ending, it's when you celebrate dean and cas having 100k fanfics written about them. It's when you give meaning to the spnfamily by sharing your innermost stories meant only for best friends. It's when you post cas with rainbow wings celebrating with pride the truth everyone tried to cover and deny but they couldn't. Because you, not very much unlike cas were the one real character that broke out of narration, that wrote his own story, that embraced the beauty of what people call love.

And thank you Mish, thank you for giving us Castiel. Characters will come and go, there will be new shows, some will be better some will be worse. The universe won't stop writing and celebrating fiction. But there will never ever be another Cas, another angel of the lord, who, by the mere mention of his name in a thousand different alternate universe versions can reduce us to tears, can make us happy from within, can make us beg to the lord to bring him back, sob his name if he gets hurt and scream with ecstasy when he finally gets the happiness he deserves. Castiel is here to stay. And never to leave.

Thank you for being you. The crazy weird chaotic energy of yours, the loving nature and the helping hands that have decided to fix this broken world one act of kindness at a time, for teaching us to be ourselves, letting us have fun while changing the world, for never giving a fudge to what people think, for inspiring us to be better, for naming a goddamn star after us, for being our best friend we don't fear saying anything to, for the legendary 15×18 confession scene we still haven't really processed. Thank you Misha. Thank you for everything.

A very Happy Birthday to you, the Dmitri Tippens Krushnic, the Overlord, the Misha Collins, the best friend of ours in all of the world. All I can wish for you is a bright and beautiful future and thank the lord and every other force of the universe that made it so that I exist at a time where you do too.

With Love,

spnfamily.

P.S. I Love You. And will, always.

P.P.S Even when you get old and saggy.

#Misha birthday #misha collins #misha #spnfamily

[redneckangelsdrinkmoonshine]

Yesterday something weird happened and I wasn't gonna talk about it, but I am gonna talk about it. It's gonna be a vulnerable post y'all.

So, I finished season 13 and I wanted to watch some random videos instead of starting a new season or maybe listen to some music so I switched to YouTube. There were a lot of Misha Collins videos in my recommendations and they were all titled "Halo" (my favourite Beyonce song), "I Lived" (my favourite One Republic song) and some others. I was sure they were gonna be quite emotional, but I wanted to watch them.

I had watched videos where Misha talks about his scars, being homeless, being fat, all that earlier, this week (I almost cried) and y'know, knowing small pieces of this guy's past made me feel like we're family and it made me appreciate him more.

Watching these videos? One minute into the first video, I started sobbing, the last time I cried so hard was so long ago. I ended up watching like, ten videos in a row, I barely saw anything through my tears but what I saw, I'll have it tattooed on my heart forever.

I knew he has different charity organisations, but I never realized how big they are and how much Misha is actually involved in them. But that wasn't the only thing that made me cry,

I cried so much, because I was proud and full of hope. I'm proud of Misha, of how much he's grown, of how even though his early, delicate years were filled with so much pain and anger, that guy was able to succeed in life and he was able to keep his halo. Misha is an actual angel, no wonder he was cast on the show, but he is an angel and the world should have at least one more person like him, even though Misha Collins is one of a kind.

Another thing that made me cry even harder before I just ran out of tears was that feeling of overwhelming hope. Being in a rough situation right now, quite often I feel like I'm gonna come out on the other side as my worst version ever. As much as I'm improving, my head feels quite heavy sometimes and sometimes it's way too hard to keep it up. Some of my old additions, things it took me years to get rid of are crawling back and for now, I'm able to push them away because I know they don't help, but do the opposite. However, living in a place where you're barely liked and being openly hated and judged when you leave the house just makes you feel hopeless and homeless.

Watching these videos of Misha and also reading quite some interviews, it gave me hope, because Misha is human. If he was able to go through such terrible things, then I believe I can do the same, and maybe I can be as good of a person as he is.

But there was one thing that broke me. It hurt, emotionally and- it just hurt in every way possible. Hearing Misha say that he's not worthy of anyone looking up to him, hearing him say all these terrible, horrible things about himself.

Dmitri Tippens Krushnic, you're worthy of every single person that has a special place for you in their heart. Don't you dare ever forget that. Don't change and never stop shining so brightly, never strip the world of your smile, because it's pretty much like the sun : we're gonna die without it.

Thank you for existing. (and I'm sorry to whoever read that whole thing just now)

#supernatural #So #This happened #That guy crawled his way into my dark hollow heart #And I feel like he's always gonna stay there #Misha Collins is definitely something else

[dothwrites]

watch me playing some version of where in the world is dmitri tippens krushnic with Misha’s every social media post

#misha collins #i do not like surprises so just tell me ok

[rosewoodmeadow]

MOUNT MEADOW WELCOMES... MISHA COLLINS!

Welcome to Mount Meadow, Si! Before you get stuck in, make sure to check out our new members’ checklist. Once this is complete, you have 24 hours to send in your account. We’re so happy that you’re here!

OUT OF CHARACTER

Name: Si

Preferred Pronoun: they/them

ABOUT THE RESIDENT

Celebrity Name: Misha Collins (Dmitri Tippens Krushnic)

Pronouns: he/him

Birthday: August 20, 1974

Profession: retired actor, activist, poet

Housing District: Oak Grove

Personality: Misha is a kind-hearted person, but has a sense of humor that would have most everyone in a room rolling on the floor laughing. He’s very passionate about the work he does - but he can admittedly be a little chaotic sometimes and that carries over into all areas of his life.

Relationship/Family: Misha is divorced from his ex-wife, Vicki Vantoch. They share 50/50 custody of their two kids, West (9/23/2010) and Maison (9/25/2012). Misha will be moving to Mount Meadow with his fiancé, Zayn Malik, who also has a daughter, Khai (9/23/2020).

MORE INFORMATION

Choose three questions to answer in character, in addition to the mandatory question. Please provide answers that allow us some insight into your celebrity.

Why Mount Meadow and what brought you to town? My fiancé and I wanted a new place to settle, and Mount Meadow seemed to be perfect. I could see myself enjoying the retired life here, with my kids and his, writing poetry and not having a care in the world. Besides, who can say no to all this nature? I know I can’t.

What did you dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true? Well, I wanted to be a poet. After all, that’s where it all really started for me. I never imagined I’d be an actor. It didn’t come true for a long time, at least not officially, but now I’ve made it, so I can say with certainty that - yes - my dream did come true.

Would you consider yourself a hero or villain in your life story? Be honest. Can I say neither? I don’t consider myself the hero of my story but I definitely don’t see myself as the villain either. I’m sort of like the weird side character that no one expected to like as much as they did. Maybe to some people I’m the hero though - I hope to some extent I made enough of an impact on people’s lives to be a hero for them.

#mmcollins #accepted