#which also has to cover food! and meds! from the remaining balance of -$300 :)

[isa-ah]

Idk if this is too personal but why isn’t Lo able to help contribute?

when he quit his job, while it was during the pandemic it wasn't Because of the pandemic and he knows better than anyone that that corporation has a habit of going back and changing the reason someone left in their files to bar unemployment claims or anything of the sort. so he can't really file for any assistance and he can't go out to work bc we live in phoenix which is just a disgusting hotbed right now, so id rather handle it than put him through that. ive got those 3D commissions I want open by next week which should swing it, im just anxious y'know

#she knows i need to save up ~10k by the middle of next year bc shes the one who crunched the numbers #so im just. endlessly irritared w her. ahet cleaely didnt miss the monet bc shes the one who said i was ahead on rent #like im sorry! it's a chunk of change i know! but im also wholly supporting her son under her own roof! #she knows im trying to do that AND set aside money! for our name changes and passports and tickets and nest egg to immigrate #so why go through all the effort and see that she fucked up the numbers and bring that to me so solemnly like #well i guess you owe me over a grand ... #now? we need to do this now? cant you take a rain vheck for a year because again- she didnt miss the money for rent WHEN she said it #rents doing Fine we havent been late on a payment once #so like ! why cant you let us handle our shit and worry about this after we so everything #were teying to afford an entire life right now im just really irritated about the timing bc now this is on my mind constantly #nvm that rent went up since then and npq i need to worry about $1500 for this month when pua dropped to $1200 monthly #which also has to cover food! and meds! from the remaining balance of -$300 :) #irritated ouggggg #but again. again! itll be fine. i just need to finish these opening collaborations so i can start my 3d commissions