#which btw im super happy with

[sesamenom]

the "what-to-do-about-the-ring" chapters, but from the perspective of elronds oath-related trauma

all text from Fellowship of the Ring (council of elrond + the ring goes south), except the snippets of the Oath, which i believe is from the Shibboleth of Feanor

inspired by this post

#silm #silmarillion #lotr #lord of the rings #fellowship #lotr fellowship #comics #elrond #glorfindel #gandalf #boromir #gimli #ill tag everyone with a speaking role i guess #the only thing here i own is the art #hopefully its clear when the person talking switches based on the speech bubble colors #hm im not super happy with some pages but i think the last two turned out really well #btw the greyscale panels are past/future/hypothetical while the color panels are present #so while i was figuring out how to trim a full chapter and then some into a six page comic i realized i cut out the entirety of aragorn #which i guess makes sense since hes obviously more aware of elrond's no oaths policy? #but kind of funny #also i cut saruman to focus on the four parallels theme #fun symbolic details: #i used that one shade of dark red to represent the Oath #in the first panel elrond and erestor (the feanorian kids (i hc erestor is caranthirs son)) are the only ones wearing red #but its also not either of their main colors bc they grew up w the oath but were never actually bound by it #the leaves are redder across the elwing half panel too #on the second page it shows up again in mae's hair and across the silmaril-related half panels #on the third page its in mae's lava; the bodies in menegroth; diors blood; and the figure stabbing him #but also in the belt of the hypothetical ringlord-elrond in a darker shade than it does in normal-elrond #and a ton in the last panel - all the feanorions are either wearing red or have red hair

[birdricks]

theyre running to the gay club. or smth

#birdrick #this is just an early draft of a frame from the. thing im doing rn #to work out colours properly #but the tag always needs more fuel. and i like this frame #btw hope everyone has had or is having a good christmas. or just a good day if u dont celebrate #this is my gift. for you #btw before you all ATTACK me for drawing bp hairles. trust me i KNOW hes a bear. #i just have a specific lame ass hc that bird people can onlyyy grow feathers. #which is kinda hard to draw but i give him a little happy trail anyways #if the anatomy sucks watever ill fix it later #also im a like 7 foot bp truther. it doesnt show super well cus of the poses but u know

[hella1975]

i need to read more books and annotate in the margins i need to write more i need to buy jeans that fit me i need to eat more fruit i need to buy good quality headphones i need to get a skincare routine i need to talk to my friends more i need to wash my hair i need to stop treating this inhabitation as a curse. i am tired of punishing the body that has fought me for survival every day for years. i deserve little treats as regularly as possible !!

#more money would also be good but! we are working on it <3 this is a team effort im bored of being in a perpetual bar fight with myself #like sorry i havent answered my texts in months or barely sustain personal hygeine but that bitch (points at mirror) chucked a drink at me #it's okay tho we are in our enemies to lovers arc #just had a really vivid sudden 'i am in this body' moment and let me TELL you when you spend 90% of the time feeling a very #set seperation between your emotional self and physical self that is INCREDIBLY fucking jarring lmao. like oh this is me #the freckles on my fingers are just as much me as my years long loyalty to specifically prawn cocktail pringles. okay #that's cool. cool cool cool that's so cool so everything that's happened to me physically is still me okay cool #coooool cool cool. super cool btw. very angry for myself rn which never happens i normally just get angry at myself #LIKE THIS IS MY BODY! WHY DO I HAVE TO DRINK IT INTO BED AND HURT IT FOR NO REASON! WHY DO I LET PEOPLE GET AWAY WITH SO MUCH! #'i'll take care of you it's rotten work especially to me especially if it's you i'll do it but christ alive' except it's me and my body #like yeah im not happy about it bossman but we're stuck together. let's get you some nice clothes

[jils-things]

i know me and my friends tend to joke a lot over how red is (hc) huge and how hes basically caked up and down 😭😭but that genuinely comforts me because i can hug someone and feel super warm and comfy (aka chest lol) but i mean this in the most wholesome way i promise asdkaldkadjak <3333🥺

#youll get an eepy appleshipping art one day and you'll understand where im coming from #~ rambling #~ lovemail #this is me responding to that poll btw HEAUEHUAHA my main answer is still shoulders #back then i dont hug people (out of shyness) and in my last school hugging always was immediately recognized to be /rom so i rarely hug #but when i switched schools everyone seemed to recognize platonic friendship better than the last and i remember being hugged by a taller- #classmate of mine when i greeted him a happy birthday and i was immediately surprised over two things #1) he hugged me (which again - was rare for me because of last school influence) and then 2) his hug was super... warm and #i just liked it a whole lot - and given his broad shoulders its like i was hugging a big bear HAKHSAJFHAFHJSAF so yeah thats why i like the #i wanted to experience that again so i always find myself hugging my peers (doesnt matter who. i loved the warmth) and i always get excited #i have a classmate rn who im super close to and we always hug it out and it comforts me a whole lot (while also simulating that goofy feeli #of... omg (f/o) hugging me eeek LOL SORRYA DJASSJKFHSKFJFHAHKF😭😭😭😭 #thats why i always appreciate seeing red a little bigger than his actual model because i always get reminded of that moment #yea <3 #red.rom

[malikselfindulgence]

Do you guys mind if I use he/she/they pronouns for Red Son in x reader fics?

If you're transphobic/homophobic this poll is not for you, and neither is my page . Fuck off !!

#x reader #red son x reader #lmk x reader #sorry for using these tags just wanna get responses ! #lmk red son x reader #i already use she/he in my non-self insert fics #but im curious :p #self insert #btw this is because a crew member who works on lmk said they see red son as using all pronouns! #while i know tbis isnt technically canon I super enjoy it nonetheless :] #anf its pretty widely accepted in the fandom which!! woah! makes me happy

[pepprs]

discovered miah_pie on t*ktok (<- i don’t have one btw i just stumbled upon her bc someone i follow on ig talked abt her) and her videos make me want to cry so bad. 24 year old dependent moment

#purrs #i went to a clothing store today to try to get new work shoes and pants bc the one pair i have of each literally have holes in them and are #falling the fuck apart on my body and it was a HORRIBLE experience largely bc i think everybody in town was out shopping for back to school #so it was super crowded and there were lots of screaming kids and it was extremely stressful + my dad got into a mini car accident while i w #was in the store (he was / is completely fine thankfully but the car is not which is so awesome 😍😍😍😍😍) and i was just so stressed and #overstimulated but also like… nothing fits me bc im so short lol. but anyway it was so horrible i was on the verge of starting to cry in the #store and then i came home empty handed and my mom got super pissed at me for… needing to go to the store / being the reason we were out lol #and then finding miah pie and her videos are all about making trips to the store SO much fun and buying little treats and saying yessir and #OHHHHHH MYYYYY and just finding the joy in smth that can be so stressful and unpleasant… it makes me want to cry happy and sad tears at the #same time like i want that soooo bad and i can’t do it fully yet but i want it. need it. fuck my stupid baka life #anyways im gonna start saying the stuff she says just to make myself feel better even when im not at a store. yessir! OHHHHHH MYYYYYY. #acquired. don’t mind if i diddly dooooo! #also btw i am not a dependent except for the ways i am a dependent. hope that helps 🫶🏻 #the problem is really that i don’t have a car or a license and also that my mom throws a fit every time i need / want to get driving #practice bc it’s never a good time so. lol 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 me doing drivers ed this summer was a fucking joke i forget literally everything i #learned and have only been behind the wheel 3 times and none of them have actually counted bc im just developing basic motor skills #(literally). fmlllll im never getting out of here who am i kidding 🤪 #delete later

[muirneach]

also EEEE MY TOWNES SHIRT CAME IN!!

#its kinda faded irl which im not. super happy about but OH WELL #feat my shoes cause i think the colours r nice together #from handofgosh on insta btw <33

[akinachiri]

i just wanna say thank u sm for the bday wishes!!! i have a weird complex when it comes to me and my source things that makes me feel like. im being weird as hell for talking abt source in these ways. so it rly does mean a lot to me that evryones onboard with my source shenanigans n r willing to properly celebrate this with me <3333333

#leos lovezone #my source means a lot to me im vry close to it #if u couldnt tell #so im glad im regarded similarly #if thats the right word #i guess #thank u for treating me like leo?? #it makes me super happy #even if i feel like ppl r weirded out by it #which btw #no one is. hopefully. #just brain thoughts #/leo

[intimidatingsqueak]

smapxsmap (1999.10.4)

im actually breakin’ my own heart over here

(read tags if you want a bit of a nonsensical ramble…😭)

#im interrupting the pussuma posts because im upset lol #like this has honestly been wrecking me ever since I watched the ep last night #and i apologize in advance because these tags are super vague… #…… #for the amount of shit takuya gave him this episode…THIS part was the reality #he wasn’t actually pissed/annoyed with him which was made clear a few times #but those were usually him just playing around with tsuyoshi which was v cute and funny #in this case tho…he genuinely looks sad and scared #like he was really fucking worried about him #(in my view obv because these men don’t talk FOR SHIT…again my view…but i mean…his eyes are telling a story) #(…just fucking tell him you’re scared and worried about him instead of telling him to be better for the fans or his duty) #(taking this tactic doesn’t work anyway…tough love doesn’t work here…) #(I’m not judging either of these guys AT ALL btw I couldn’t even begin to imagine being on either end…) #(but i just wonder if any of the guys expressed their personal concern or if they just deflected to other reasons) #(please actually correct me if I’m wrong because I haven’t watched much in the scheme of things lol) #also right before this takuya had to DRAG him up the stairs and its making me so…jeez actually fucking hurts lol #ugh okay im gonna go ugly-sob and overthink about this byeeee #more happy and silly pussuma gifs in the pipeline lol #on my soapbox #smapxsmap gifs

[blueslight]

hii how r u.. happy new year!! 🎊

HII HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! IM GREAT I JUST GOT DONE HANGING OUT W MY BEST FRIENDS :DD WE WALKED AROUND TOWN TIL LIKE 3 AM WHILE I RECOUNTED THE ENTIRE FNAF LORE TO THEM (I JUST GOT ONE OF THEM SUPER INTO FNAF RECENTLY AND ITS OME OF MY SPINS ) AND THEN WE PLAYED FNAF SECURITY BREACH TIL LIKE 5 AM AND THEY JUST LEFT RN AND I HAD A GREAT TIME :DD I HOPE YOURE DOJNG WELL TOO!!! I

#We agreed we all wanna design fnaf ocs/inserts which is basicallx the teenage equivalrnt to roleplaying Warrior cats on the playground so #im bouncing off the walls with joy #BTW I WAS ALSO GONNA SEND YOU AN ASK SAYING HAPPY NEW YEAR BUT THEN I GOT SUPER BUSY AMD DIDNT GET AROUND TO IF

[macroglossus]

okay BUT. i finished the two paintings that have a time limit!

#for my baby cousins who live like two hours away so if i dont give it to them during the christmas meetup id have to mail it #why did i paint something for my baby cousins instead of buying them toys? their mom ASKED ME TO so there #ugh though i dont particularly like one of them.... it's a dog and ive never drawn a dog before LMFAO #kinda looks like shit. but hes like two what's he gonna do. critique it #the other one is super cute and im happy with it #two more paintings to go! 😓 #like idk it's FINE i just dont love it #the dog one #literally was thinking to myself like. why didnt i dabble in being a furry when i was younger like EVERY other artist #then this shit wouldnt be so difficult. what the fuck is a snout #tried to start the one for my best friend but i got mad and squeezed a bunch of paint straight out the tube and smeared it all over the #canvas with my bare hands. and i paint in bed bc i dont have like. a workspace so i had to maneuver so awkwardly with my two paint #hands out from under my weighted blanket which was absolutely determined to trap me btw #to get to my designated Paint Rag which is a tshirt that begs regularly to be put down like an old dog #but im clinging on for dear life. it was once yellow #this is an absurd amount of tags. absurd. if you read this far i want you to know that my nails are growing out very nicely :)

[prinzessinpluto]

guys my aunt might be throwing a birthday party for me (not specifically me more like us kids as a collective since she missed all our birthdays this year sadly but.... I will pretend it's for me lol)

#this is a Huge Deal btw beCAUSE a) my dad and his sister (said aunt) arent very close so we dont usually just meet up like this #and b) because the last time we did see each other she figured out i was enby (my dad told her) #and since then she started texting me more often which shes never done before #bc as i said her and my dad arent close so we never spent too much time together #she was also the one family member whose reaction i was afraid of the most bc she's pretty religous and works at a church (i think) #but it looks like she's super cool abt it :))) and kinda tries to connect more :)))) and im v happy :))))) #maybe we can bond over not getting along with my dad lmaoooo #//personal

[bandomgay]

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#maybe i am just super dissociative this month but i dont feel SHIT literally about anything lol its kinda weird but like id rather wake up #with varying degrees of literal amnesia than what was happening before so idk #also maybe im not the best to conversate with Abt the recent drama btw ...anons i quite literally cabt muster up enough energy to actually #care about it which sucks considering dublin is underway and i wanna at least feel the happiness but i don't feel a thing for anything at #all so idk

[literalfuckingfreak]

i really truly do not know if im hypomanic or just drank a monster and had a decent day and some sleep and now my brain is trying to kill me about it

#like. i was super fucking depressed until 2pm today and i was like OUGH. AWAKE. AND HAPPY TO BE ALIVE BABEY!!! YES!! #and only ate candy and smoked cigarettes all day. which is usually a Sign right #so . fuck if i know right #AND IM NOT SENSITIVE TO CAFFEINE BTW 😭😭 i had my normal daily allotted amount. #maybe i really did just sleep too well