#which hurts

[b99andsoc]

I finished Angel.

What do I do with my life now?

#there were tears #many #I know it got canceled and that’s why that ending #but i kinda like it #ambiguous #…I feel like Gunn died though #WHICH HURTS #I have many thoughts and opinions #Siri play I know the end by Phoebe Bridgers #angel the series #buffy the vampire slayer #angel btvs #cordelia chase #connor ats #charles gunn #wesley wyndam pryce #fred burkle #winifred burkle #spike btvs

[robntunney]

It's funny, the things that I've been remembering about your mom. Little things from, like, years ago.

#dear edward #taylor schilling #lacey curtis #tvedit #appletvedit #appletvsource #usertelevision #cinemapix #tvarchive #smallscreensource #i made dis #the lighting in this scene was torture #and these really do look like crap #but i had to do it #this show is destroying me #but its making me face some things i've avoided my whole life #which hurts #but i'm trying

[lestresmiserables]

'Do you think there will be people my age?'

There are, several! And your father figure will kill the father of one of them causing them to hunt your father figure down and kill him in a couple of years, resulting in you killing almost all of them in return. Hope that helps!

#imagine if young ellie and young Abby would have actually met tho #i think they wouldve been friends #which hurts #fucking marlene man #tlou #the last of us #ellie williams #abby anderson

[aesthetically-dying101]

Just to say, i love playing the drums, BUT THOSE MOTHERFUCKING SPLINTERS FUCK THEY HURT

#metal #metalhead #drummer #drumming #drums #music #playing music #love that instrument to death #but holy shit #that hurts #like ow #i gotta use tweezers to get each wood piece out now #WHICH HURTS #like a lot #ow #how did this happen #actually I know why #but whatever

[moonlightpirate]

I'm pretty sure the end of 2023 was to help remind me to be careful in 2024 who I'm always there for because not everyone that I'm there for will be there for me when I need them most

#november and December #were some of the toughest months i went through #i have never felt so alone #i can count on one hand who was there for me #which hurts #but im slowly #putting myself back together #with the help of those who ars still there for me #and im trying to help them as best i can #random thoughts #random rant #jen talks #friends #true friendship

[valleynix]

i am so very sorry for being busy (finals and new job :’) ) and not posting any updates. i should have a bit of a break after tomorrow, and hopefully, i’ll get the next chapter out this weekend and begin answering requests tomorrow evening. in the meantime, here’s a little excerpt from the last thing i’ve written so far to (maybe) hold you over until the weekend <33

#bela dimitrescu #cassandra dimitrescu #to promise the moon #i think im only at like #6k words #which hurts #but #im slowly chipping away at this #being an adult is hard #especially because i had such bad writer's block when i wasnt working #and now that i am again #i just cant find the time to write anymore #sigh

[bobendsneyder64]

😔

#not feeling really happy rn #one of my colleagues had her last day today #she has a new job #and I just found out tuesday that she #and a few of my other colleagues were going to dinner tonight #as a goodbye dinner #so I asked who was going #and apparently everyone #except me and one other colleague #which hurt me a lot #they were talking about it all day too today #saying they had their party tonight and stuff like that #but no one seemed to care that I heard it and wasn't invited #the other womam who wasn't invited didn't work today #so I was the only one today who wasn't going #so I went home alone #knowing they would have fun tonight and I would be alone again #which hurts #luckily me and the other woman who wasn't invited have a good relationship #so to say we texted a lot about it these days is an understatement #glad I have her at least #me #personal #work

[scopeiguess]

you are as beautiful as the clouds.

#she was my willow i was her rose #im trying #to go to bed tonight but #you do you #wild find on pintrest #this is a good one #you are as beautiful as the clouds #who just *says* that?? #willow pls find rose #pintrest #old friends #nostalgia #childhood friends #those are just gut wrenching arent they #they either end #which hurts #or they never end and you have to live in fear of the day they will #do you think #of me on my birthday? #*his* birthday was recently #i didnt realize #which day it was until halfway through #i didnt know it was the tenth #hes a year okder than me now #too much ranting #going on in the tags #sorry to bother you #youre not my notes app #tumblr fyp #fyp

[makemycitybreak]

I wish I never fell in love with her

#I did her homework FOR FREE #NOTHING in return #I gave her my money #i let her fucking use me all because she was hot and broken and gave me attention #girlie was homophobic what business did I have with her #i think she had a crush on me too tho #which hurts #it was so long ago #but still

[vitos-ordination-song]

He reminds me of my brother

#which hurts #my brother is so talented but life hasn’t given him the ability to make much of himself #he got fired from a fast food job recently #Youtube

[riverfetus]

Drugs truly are indeed for mugs

#i lied and manipulated to get high #and all i got in return was the worlds shittiest hangover this morning #it wasnt even worth it #which hurts #because if even the drugs dont help #then what will?

[doberbutts]

Thank you for defending Nazis. They're just little guys. Just misunderstood, with genuine grievances. I noticed you accidentally forgot to defend child rapists. Dumb commies like you are all the same 🙄

Piss on the poor! Also I'm not a commie and never claimed to be one.

#anyway 'Germany was hurting after WWI which allowed Hitler to rise to power' #and 'antisemitism was escalating at an alarming rate which created a very dangerous situation for Europe's Jewish population' #and 'by leaning into the antisemitism that already existed in Germany at the time Hitler was able to rapidly radicalize Germany's population #are all just like. history. ever read a world history textbook or did you sleep all through your history classes? #case in point if you're not able to identify why or how things got that bad then you're doomed to follow the same path

[inkskinned]

he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho) #healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage.... #1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception'' #3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.'' #idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band'' #edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry. #but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally. #i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet . #i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound. #but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too. #here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort) #choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

[bamsara]

I FORGOT TO POST ART FOR DAYS.

I have....so much to post and queue up....many comic and doodles ough

#trod au #the rehabilitation of death #doodles #narinder #tw blood #my bad fam i cannot find my drawing tablet cord at the moment #which the doodles and comics are already drawn already but i still need to watermark them #also im in body hurt hell

[volixia669]

Fibro be like, “massage chair pad hurt but also knots in back lessened so extra pain it is”

#fibromyalgia #shitposting #i have bendy fibro with loose ligaments so muscle knots up trying to compensate #which hurts #i'm gonna feel like my back got beat up but holy shit i felt some muscles loosen

[nope-body]

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#I think part of why I’m so stuck on this is that having a house like this and being part of a family life like that #it always seemed like a pipe dream #walls painted fun colors and the exterior too and it’s vibrant! #one of the houses is bursting with life and cosy and they have two dogs and a cat and chickens #and the father is kind and always says how proud he is #the other house is so obviously a Jewish house and it’s wonderful #mezuzahs on every door frame except the bathroom and Jewish stuff everywhere #one of the houses hosts guests often! whether it’s just for a gathering or staying the night or for longer (even years) #and in both houses with every parent it’s just so obvious how much they care #and like. that’s the kind of household I want when I grow up #vulnerability and emotions aren’t bad things and they’re not dangerous here and it’s just. hard to adjust? #I’m used to silently moving and staying out of the way so I don’t end up in trouble or something #taking up space is encouraged here #and it’s so weird!! like people will openly talk about their emotions and boundaries are respected and just. #it’s how I wished I grew up #and seeing it and knowing that it isn’t how I grew up makes it hard to still pretend it is how I grew up #which hurts