#which is nice bc usually i'm apologizing for him bc he's nuts

[morkofday]

Bad Buddy and Gifted AU???????????? i know mejomonster would probably love to see that too

and u know that i'm always down for anything involving a william show >:)

<3 <3 <3

brigiiidd ♥♥ the love of my life 🥰

(placing under a cut bc this got so long! sorry)

ok yeah so i have this fully-fledged bad buddy x the gifted au in my brain that is half based on all the ohmnanon dramas i've come to watch after bad buddy plus all the things i hope the gifted would've been instead of. well. what it was 😬 the concept was super cool but i didn't really like their execution lol

but i have powers for the main six, i have backstories for most of them. i have figured out some of the struggles they go through! also yes this is a mutant au basically and of course that means there's a ton of Angst and things get way rougher than in the gifted. also the school system or whatever is more Nuts bc i said so. also bc i love mutant aus and the mutants always breaking free and lowkey starting a revolution or something. not just the small scale struggle they had going on in the gifted smh

(also as a side note, i have seen at least two other the gifted aus for bad buddy and both were really good so! idk if i really would have any place there so am happy to keep this in my own head basically :') i can just go feral every time i think about what i could write for them haha)

if i can talk about the powers i have figured out, then they go as:

pran - can control soundwaves which basically means that he can a) hear very well (at first involuntarily which is kind of rough), b) use sound as a weapon and c) talk to ppl who are far away

pat - a type of power sealing power? he can make others' powers disappear by touch. usually, the effect lasts only for a while but he can make it permanent too (has done this only by accident for now). my initial plan for him was him being some type of "shield" against powers but that felt too much like bella swan. so now he's this. tho i feel like he still gets parts of the "shield" idea bc i thought that at some point he might be able to develop his power into using it at will to just block others' powers when they try to use them

wai - can control senses so hallucinations, sensory deprivation, all that. if it's subtle he can just make ppl believe basically anything bc they thought they sensed it. if it's violent enough, he could kill ppl.

korn - super strength. lowkey a cliche but i like this. he can probably develop his power into being lowkey indestructible. he probably also heals fast.

pha - can control earth. she is the reason the jindapat siblings discover their powers. she suddenly gets a temper tantrum at ten and breaks their living room floor. bc pat is her biological brother, it is considered most likely that he will develop a power too. it takes him a year before he discovers that what he thought was just his social skill at calming down ppl is actually his ability to make their powers vanish for a moment.

ink - able to read and manipulate emotions. kind of like claire in the gifted but more extreme. she usually uses her skill to help others but she can be terrifying if someone does her wrong. ever cried so hard your heart gave out? not fun.

and that's about it. i have some meetings and conflicts figured out outside of their powers. also i think these could make very nice dynamics to explore. (tagging @mejomonster to this too if you're right and they wish to see this!)

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then the novoland thing bc i assume you meant that lol (or does my dreamwalker au include fo ye? you'll never know. at least ba ye is there)

i think you have read everything i have for that currently 😔 i still think about how zhou youdu will fit into the dynamic with the other two. also thinking about how william probably dies in this too. i was not that fond of his character as you might know lol he was a major asshole and i don't think he deserved to "get the girl" at the end but well. i guess he deserved something. also he needs to apologize to so many ppl and i plan on doing that bc wth why was he allowed to just Get Away With It dammit.

thank you so much for asking brigid ♥ i love you!

#the bad buddy x the gifted au is something that keeps me afloat ok #watching all these ohmnanon dramas has made me Feral #like have you seen nanon in the gifted or in blacklist? #the faces that boy makes?? delicious whump #i want to whump pran so bad #and bad buddy doesn't really offer us that bc that drama is Soft #and i cannot give anything but nice things to pran there #so au it is haha #and what an au it is ok i have come to majorly Wreck His Ass #the boy in this au is so angsty he wishes i was not in love with him #bc wow does he get hurt by his own power #he struggles with it so much #also it's been fun trying to come up with like #the reasons why some things that happen in bad buddy happen in this #like why does pran have to leave school when their parents aren't really involved in any of this in the au? #well i think it's bc he accidentally hurts someone with his powers #and is deemed too dangerous to attend this normal school #and well he and pat know each other then #and are kind of friends and kind of close #and then pat is left behind bc well his power isn't really dangerous #his power is Good #and then pran meets wai in the facility he ends up in #and wai is Dangerous too #and they bond over this #before somehow pat ends up there too #and they meet up again #and this time it's not just friendship but they Fall In Love #bc what will be sadder than loving someone in that type of environment #where they cannot be sure what happens to any of them

[jamesvowles]

hi synth my beloved… 15-20 <333

HI HONEY <333 HOW R UU ILY

15. Is there a driver that you disliked in the beginning but now like?

I disliked George bc I thought he was boring but he is my best friend now. It's because I always let the good ones go or whatever Charli XCX said in that one song. I think what changed my mind was when he apologized to Valtteri for the Imola accident and took full accountability. Also the rookie of the year skit really did numbers to me. Fact. FACT.

16. Is there a driver who you made you drastically change your opinion of him?

I think this question has an extra you or I don't know how to read but..... i do not see...... though i don't know fernando would probably be the answer here. he's drastically changed me. i see him everywhere now.

17. Is there a driver that you liked but now don't?

@pandonorran knows this well but I used to be a Lando girlie but I'm not anymore </3. I don't know what happened but I must've experienced some sort of post nut clarity or im gamerphobic :/. twitch streamer phobia is a real phenomenon.

18. Is there a driver that you hate?

i am a hater always but i usually feel more apathy for drivers than hate. i don't know sometimes me and [redacted] are fighting (one sided). maybe if he didn't complain about the wind or whatever on comms.

19. Are there drivers you don't care about or so not have an opinion on? If so, why?

i have contrarian hipster disease so sometimes i will simply not care for popular drivers because i have complexes <3. this is not the driver's fault though. i think they all have their flaws and sexiness. and i treat blorbo in laws very nicely!

20. Which are your favourite drivers?

the obvious ones like lewis, george, checo, lance, max, alex, valt, guanyu but everyone is sleeping on robert shwartzman and jehan daruvala. not me tho. im awake.

#asks #TY FOR THE QUESTIONS HONEY!!! hows rob is he enriched whats he doing in soccer slash footie #long post

[darkwood-sleddog]

Slash’s class went really well! He did less screaming this time and was in general much more calm and focused (also bc the air conditioning was broken in the facility and he was HOT). More dogs there this time and he got to show off his really good ‘place’ command as an example. There were two little dogs there that high pitched demand barked the entire time and he thought nothing of it. 

#dogblr #dog training #slash #would've been funny to bring sigurd and see him tuck tail at the bark of a westie lmao i kid i kid #but so proud of slash the trailer was very complimentary of him #which is nice bc usually i'm apologizing for him bc he's nuts #got to explain why i kept taking his harness off also (bc it's 100% fine for my dogs to pull when harnessed) and he understands #the difference between harness and collar #i also think back clip harnesses are a pain in the butt for obedience work am i alone in this? #like the dog is engaging so close to you and looking at you that the leash is always wrapped around them getting tangled idk #also bc slash is such an easy keeper i have to regulate his meals after training class for like a day and a half bc i reward every lil thing #it's just a whole new world of things to be aware of for me bc i could feed sigurd an entire two chicken breasts and two cups of 30/20 kibbs #and he'd be rail thin

[onlydeadcells]

S6 EP4 discussion (spoilers below)

so I am making this solely for my own need to vent about this recent episode so bear in mind that I am in no way an articulate person so this maybe a massive mess. I'm also trying to remember this all after just watching so I apologize if i've forgotten pieces or remembered them wrong.

the opening scene was HEARTBREAKING. little charlie w the rose, poor lizzie + tommy, arthur being an emotional mess. it was also nice to see other characters like curly, charlie + jeremiah again.

the way my heart broke for lizzie multiple times throughout this episode. this poor woman has been through the roller so much this season + i wish i could just hug her and take away her pain. I must add though that Natasha O'Keefe is an absolutely stunning actress and her true talent has come through more this season w the emotional turmoil that she portrays with such effortless elegance. endless praise to her. GIVE THIS WOMAN ALL THE AWARDS OKAY.

tommy what the fuck. i don't even know if the woman he shot was the actual gypsy woman responsible for the continued curse of the sapphire or if he just went NUTS and shot up a random gypsy camp. regardless, MANS LOST IT THERE.

the anguish and grief came through after the adrenaline of that scene though and it always hits really hard when tommy shows any vulnerability or emotion, especially in relation to pain and grief as we know he doesn't really express those kind of things. he's more of a repressive person which honestly, same.

FUCK NAZIS. FUCK KARL THORNE. your father would be ASHAMED of you. ada dropping this knowledge bomb on him after he spoke about his half-sister being sent to africa by the nazis and was basically his racist self as usual. he definitely needed to be made aware of the fact that he isn't as 'protected' as he thinks he is just because he is white.

arthur + tommy's brotherly scene was really special. the shelby brother scenes were always some of my favourites in earlier seasons and I think we've lacked a lot of arthur + tommy lately so I really enjoyed that section of the ep. I also always enjoy the little moments where the brothers get nostalgic as it gives us a little more of an insight into the life they grew up with.

tommy + soberity </3 it was good while it lasted.

singing in peaky blinders always makes me lowkey cringe. that's all on that topic.

the lizzie + horse scene was so short yet so sweet. my heart really is in pieces for her.

TOMMY WHY THE FUCK U DOING THE NAZI SALUTE?! i'm honestly curious as to where they are going to take this angle in the next two episodes. I fear it maybe a bit rushed bc there seems to be so much more going on as well so it's hard to figure out where this is going. we shall see though.

GINA + MOSLEY 🤮 I am not even surprised bc that explains the weird looks and vibe we kept getting from them last season. I had to cackle when tommy straight up waltzed his way into the apartment where gina was after mosley left though (they rly did have us thinking gina + tommy were going to bonk w the preview photo bahah). good ol' tommy using blackmail to force gina into informing him on the happenings and discussions of mosley's upcoming meeting in berlin was so damn sweet. I will never be over how severely gina underestimated tommy's true intellect and power.

NO NO NO. i'm not going to even extend on this point. all i'm going to say is, if steven knight ends this final season with tommy dying I WILL FIGHT.

i am definitely missing bits from this ep but overall, although it seemed slow it really had a lot happen. I am interested as to how they are going to complete all the current stories within two episodes but we shall see in the weeks to come.

If you read the whole way through, thank you for taking the time to read my ill put together thoughts. I'll probably do another next week bc this is the only place I can really discuss the show openly w/o judgement. but for now, thank you for reading and sending you all endless best wishes + love.

#show: peaky blinders #peaky blinders spoilers. #peaky blinders season 6. #peaky blinders s6. #c's vents. #txt. #peaky blinders

[survivorazores]

Ep. 8 - “People will probably think I'm lying even if it is the Bee Movie script” - Amanda G

https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/163848143303/reward-challenge-survivor-auction

I NEED TO KNOW WHO VOTED WHO DSFJSDHKFJDSJ. Did emily/amanda/ali vote together with someone correctly??? Also so iconic how emily <3 and my espresso pals didnt get votes. This really makes me want to win the next immunity so I'm closer to merge and I can meetup with them and get the details

This is my first auction and I'm really curious to see how this is gonna go down

OK Wow my alliance arent snakes and im alive! the vote went exactly how it was supposed to go! Nayeli went home and so did her idol! So now I know that the dragons alliance (Emily, Amanda, Will and I) are a solid 4 person majority! Which means were most likely going to make it to merge knock on wood! As long as the hosts dont try and of that bullshit and swap us again we should be all set!

I'm so happy that I'm finally in the majority!!! Host Ali even said, "Congrats for your first vote in the majority! woooo!" I'm honestly very happy about it and I'm stoked for the reward challenge. I feel confident and even if I don't get something good, it doesn't matter. Nothing can get me down right now.

WHEW is all I can say tbh. I'm so overwhelmed but everything played out how it should. Things are looking up!!! Nayeli's idol is gone!!! I have everyone in the tribe on my side I believe!!! Um!!! I'm still a nervous wreck but happy because things worked out.

ok im gonna start playing messy af now lol lIKE NO MORE BS i should have known nayeli was a target bc she had a idol fuckkkkkkk and they purposely split the votes bc I'm assuming ali told them that we were in an alliance. IDK WHAT TO DO LOL!!!!!! bc i don't wanna be anyones bitch and be like awwww keep me here and ill do whatever you want lol. i don't wanna trust ali though like really ?????? like you obviously don't like our alliance and I'm gonna start flipping now. idk who to trust but its definitely not someone who outs their alliance the minute the first time we go to tribal. like when was nayeli going after you ali!?!!??!?!?!?!??! never LOLOLOLOL fucking idiot and hell realize that. i wish he would have used that info and told her and we could have used the idol!!!!!!!!! anyways its evident he has more alliances and i wanna fuck him up i hate men

idk what to do I am very alone in this game and its evident from the 2 votes and also WHY WOULD ALI LET THEM TRY TO IDOL ME OUT!!! FUCK YOOU YOURE NOT A GOOD ALLY NOW I CLEARLY CANT TRUST YOU AND IM POPPING OFF ON HIM RN

ok i don't like abbey or will just bc i don't like talk to them at all, i don't like ali for reasons mentioned before, and emily n amanda G LIKE WHAT DO I DO WITH THEM !??!?!?!?! they were a part of the whole skeem (pls god help me spell that word) so how can i trust them ?!?!? i wish i had someone else to help with this game to tell me what to do saifnsaifndsionfdsio i really need to come back n glo up

Lol nayeli getting voted out??? Hmmm looks like the alliance I had with Ali is over since he is now clearly a RAT

ALI KEEPS SAYING I KNOW YOURE MAD N I REGRET IT LIKE NO YOU DONT!!!! you willingly made that decision just own up to it and stop bullshitting it. i hate when ppl do that like you made that move OWN IT BITCH!!! like if i ever made jury or whatever I'm not bitter like i would vote for ali in a heartbeat if he blindsided me again goddamn it but don't say i regret it and i feel bad like ITS YOUR MOVEE!!!!!!

i got played rip and i know it was amanda lynn that told emily about my alliance with nayeli n michael n ali fuckkkkk GTE HER OUT!!! i knew she was no good from the start bc she was playing other games n hosted a bunch and we got out some person who wanted her out who was in my alliance week 1 like I'm an idiot great! THAT MAKES ME SO ANGRY

I'm excited to see what sort of things are up for action and I hope I can get my hands on something advantageous. I don't really have too much to say

Ok time to get confident and win something to help me since there's no way I'm getting an idol through searching. I hope the auction gets me a good prize cause I need it. http://www.rophydoes.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/07/glee_1375.gif

I'm nervous because I'm gonna most likely be getting in a call with Will and after Ricky going home I don't know what's going on in his head

How I have felt this whole game being attacked and unsure of who to trust I just gotta get a little bit longer to jury http://i.imgur.com/6NUZjGp.gif

I knew Gwen would be mad but my girl Emily told her that amanda Lynn spilt the tea and that she's a rat YAHAJWHQHAHAHAHQH

http://youtu.be/MqyixybVn2I

https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/163853320623/auction-results

https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/163852968898/tribal-immunity-8

I bid on a parchment... And I don't know what's in it. I'm really nervous to find out because no matter what I say, people will probably think I'm lying even if it is the Bee Movie script. I hope it's a vote steal or something like that, that would be a game changer. I'm also super stoked that Emily also got an item, but again, it could be the Bee Movie script.

Y'allllllllllllll This auction? The opposite of nut! Amanda Lynn (I believe Amanda Lynn won it I forgot already) has the power to look at one person and see all the alliances they're a part of??? UM?????? I'M IN LIKE TEN ALLIANCES GIRLIE THIS IS NOT GOOD FOR ME!!! I should have bid on that oh my god. But now I have a parchment with beneficial information to the game? Fun.  Ali T has a spy glass??? Gwen has something I forget but it's something good I think. God! I'm scared. These are all things that can really hinder my game. I'm like very worried. I'm just hoping no one uses their advantages against me. ESPECIALLY the alliance one. I................. hate my life

So I got what I wanted at the auction. I didn't really want anything because I was afraid I could be targeted because of it and I didn't want to outbid anyone. My torch is pretty lit (so punny) so I'm really happy! The other tribe getting a disadvantage in the next challenge is iconic tbh so wig! Francie having her person challenge advantage is scary because I think she's already good at challenges so I have to watch out for that. Amanda Lynn getting the power to talk to a voted out person is honestly the only thing I would want. I would love to be able to talk to like raf because I don't think I am allowed to anymore since he's out of the game and I'm still in. It was super cool to see Amanda G and Emily slaying the auction as usual. Amanda G could have a vote swap or steal or extra vote or something so if I remain aligned with her and we both make it to merge then that will be great. I was shocked that Mo gave me his money on his way out,  I thought he might not really be with me so that was a nice surprise. I need to start making sure he believes that he is my closest ally so I can be safe on this tribe. He is very loyal and I think he plays based on his emotions and wouldn't turn on a friend and that is basically me except for like once when I voted out the two people who went to rocks for me at F6 at F5 and F4 whoops! But yeah as long as I have him I think I'll be good, especially because I think/hope he isn't as close with Amanda Lynn and Francie so if they want another espresso member out it would be him. Michael wasn't at the auction so that was iconic. Also Amanda Lynn went on a mini bidding war with me for the best item aka torch, so I should make sure I let her know that me bidding wasn't against her and I don't think her bidding was like a move against me; so that there can be nothing assumed that would make us not as close. I miss the INFP's :(

SHIT man Amanda G got an extra vote!!! I love this girl and how we tell each other everything. I told her about my merge idol clue!!! We're excited!!! Okay I'm a little more at ease. I just gotta watch out for that alliance thing that Amanda Lynn has. That's scary. And I KNEW I should have bid on it. Oh shit now Ali is telling me about his item - I love having everyone trust me - HE GETS TO SEE EVERYONE'S VOTES!!! Guess I can't lie to him about the vote anytime soon lmao. Ugh we have a 10% disadvantage this tribal, and that's RUDE because Espirito has a 50% ADVANTAGE with Amanda Lynn and Francie like WTF!!! Never mind fjasnkjflnkads I'm gonna go play free rice and learn some grammar goodbye

Guess who is stupid and just realized Gwen is the one with the alliance revealer. LMAO! I guess I gotta vote her out fdnsfjknad she is not getting a hold of my one hundred alliances no sir.

I got an extra vote!! I'm pumped, but also nervous. If I get blindsided and voted out, it's not transferable. I feel secure with this and the idol and since Emily told me she has a clue to the merge idol, we can get very far in this game together and I'm pumped!

I just realized I said I'm pumped twice and I apologize.

I can ask a question which could be good but I have to figure out how to word it to maximize the usefulness. I'm glad my auction was on good nite and not wasted whew

EXTRA DETAIL:

Ashley used her question this round and her question was: 

What is the exact location currently of every possible prize ( idol vote stealers advantages etc) you guys have created for this game? 

The answer she got was:

- Somebody on Salao has the re-hidden Espirito idol, so there is no idol to be found for the Espirito tribe - The Salao idol was found and re-hidden (meaning someone went home with it), and currently nobody has found it - Those are the only idols currently in the game - Gwen still has the alliance revealer - Ali T still has his spyglass - Amanda G still has her parchment, and that item cannot be transferred - Amanda Lynn has not used her knowledge/closure item - The contents of Emily's envelope will only be revealed to her at the point when its contents become relevant, but she still has the envelope - Will still has his necklace w the feather - Francie still has her 15% advantage

This is a good challenge just bc of the cause it's going to. Honestly, I can't stop laughing about the "buy yourself out of the auction" and the useless torch items from last night. Also, re: actual strategy and stuff, apparently Nayeli and Michael were somewhat a duo for some time before the tribe swap. I'm glad Nayeli is gone because it breaks up that alliance there.

I'm so tired I feel like being lazy on this challenge but I don't want to be the reason we lose and I definitely don't want to get the smallest amount of rice so I'm just going to get rice all day I guess!  I hope we win and I'm glad I didn't get the disadvantage in the auction, hehe, sorry abbey

re: free rice guys my brain is melting this is too repetitive 

My only plan for this fake idol right now is to wait until a major move needs to be made, and then lure someone into trusting me and give them the "idol" to play at a tribal council where - in reality - they'll be blindsided. There's plenty of people in this game right now who are big targets that trust me enough to where that would work - realistically I shouldn't have told Abbey but that shows her that I trust her 100% right now and that's what I need at the moment. If I had to take out any of old Espirito (besides Abbey) at any point, I could probably do it with this - Ruthie, Mo, or Amanda G especially, I can see them being big social threats post-merge - but I could also pass it along and convince someone to give it someone else. Regardless it gives me a bit of power right now and I like it.

I'm stressing out about rice but I just hit 40,000 so I'm hoping everything will be fine!!! Espirito better flop at this challenge lmao

I feel like I've been playing free rice for so long. I have almost 27,000 grains and my brain is fried (rice.) Please help me

Tea: I don't want to go to tribal again until the merge! I hate tribal at this point!

I am so nervous for the deadline. I'm thinking the announcement might be merge and I'm praying it is so I can get back with Bryce. I don't want to go to another tribal council until merge, so I'm hoping that Salao pulled through and won.

I literally have been sitting and clicking on my computer ever since I woke up this morning. I got 59,250 grains of rice...........we better win I swear to GOD!!!! That damn 10% disadvantage will really hold us back and I'm not happy about it.

ok thank god emily n ali tried super hard and i did really decent in the challenge so i can pray i have immunity and hopefully keep winning it until a merge LIKE I DONT WANNA GO HOME!! emily ali n amanda are still being really nice to me tho. also i told amanda g i wanna go really far with her so lets hope that makes her want to keep me. I'm going to try and tell her that if she votes me out then like theres going to be 2 bottom people out of that 5 person alliance and we can balance that out with me and ill actually be her ride or die

The Espirito tribe loses immunity

https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/163887476263/immunity-results-8

OH GOD FUCKING BLESS WE WON IMMUNITY that means no scrambling, no mess (for now), and hopefully someone I don't know or who's out to get me gets voted out that would be.... a dream wow

...........shit. I don't want to go to tribal, but the alliance I'm in has plans in place from last tribal for this one. Us former Salão members + Mo have majority so we should be able to target someone (likely Ashley) and get them out successfully as long as we stick together.

Fuuuuuuck, the last time I was this nervous was the fourth tribal council. I really don't wanna go home though and all I can do now is rely on social game.

I'm so happy!!!!!! I don't have to vote anyone out tomorrow!!!! I'm so happy!!!! Salao CRUSHED IT!!!! I don't have to turn on anyone!!! My day wasn't wasted!!! God - I am so happy. I spent so much time earning rice... I truly hate myself for it. But Gwen will likely use her alliance thingie on Amanda Lynn in merge, thus exposing her! That'll be great considering I want her to be voted off before she can secure any individual immunities. I think merge is tomorrow night. I can't believe how iconic this is. I'm yelling!!!! I can't believe I might actually be making merge??? AND I have a merge idol clue??? ICONIC! I just love life right now. Now I have time to read and work on scholarships tomorrow now that we are immune and my show is over!!! Wow - this is so great. I love Salao and I was really stressed about having to vote out another tribe member.

Something I'm worried about though is how I exposed Amanda Lynn to Gwen and that will probably blow up in my face. I can always claim I didn't say the things I said or whatnot... But I can't wait to be reunited (HOPEFULLY) with Bryce and hear all of the things that have gone down on Espirito!!! More INFPs calls!!! Oh my god - things are looking up??? I'm hoping I'm not reading too much into hosts asking us to be present after tribal... But I think we're merging??? I hope so!!! Oh my god!!!

Also, you would think that after like twenty hours of earning rice from answering questions about English grammar, I could write a nice confession essay sort of thing. I'm just too excited. I'm sorry. AHHHHH!

This comp is such a risk cause some people have irl stuff while others have plenty of time. It's luck and sadly we lost again. Let's hope our tribal can be easy like last time and we agree on who goes. I'm just trying to get to jury cause I know there are people,that want me out. Now to see what's the general feeling around

thankful we fucking won omg i needed that!!! and everything does seem really cool wit amanda g n ali. I'm not sure what I'm going to do at merge at all but well have to see what michael is doing and maybe we can start fucking shit up

I'm not ready for my game to end

We lost JFSKDHJKDSHFDSJKFHDS. I really didn't want to lose so I'm a flop. I had been pretty calm and happy sitting out for a tribal for once so to be back here is unfortunate. Mo wants ashley out and idk who else is the target but hopefully not me. Im gonna talk to Amanda and Michael and see what they think 

Im so ready for a merge, if its another switch im gonna cut someone, I legit did that challenge for 4 hours and and off an on all damn day! so I better make merge *prays* also lets talk the tea on Amanda Lynn, so Emily and I are close allies so we talk ALOT, she tells me Amanda Lynn made so many alliances and then she ratted the alliance that SHE made without even telling me about she told me that "she was my closest ally" Im ready for Queen GWEN SAGGLICOA to take her weave off come merge (please be merge) and Emily and I can stay under the radar!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Ashley says people are deciding between me and Mo, but I think Me, Francie, Mo, Amanda are all voting her so it should be good. But I don't know how well I can trust them. Francie says she doesnt talk to Ashley often but Ashley mutineed for a reason so it might not add up

https://youtu.be/7k9-9lCT0t0

Amanda and I have been talking today we've convinced Mo and Bryce to vote Ashley. Everything seemed to be going well but then Ruthie told the Feminism chat that Mo and Bryce were planning on voting Ash. Who told Ruthie??????? (shit??)

At this point you have to wonder what Ashley is doing telling people who's names are up that they're up bc it's messy. On the bright side, now Michael is considering voting Ash. We didn't try to get him to vote for her before because last time we brought up her name Michael tried to talk us out of it so he might have some kind of connecting with Ash. However, he's considering voting for her now (or he's playing us in the chat) so maybe it'll work out?

Michael randomly is seeking drama which is a choice... I just let him know what Ashley told me and he tries to make it seem like I'm hiding things from him when she literally didn't give me a name...

*Aaron Burr voice* “I'll keep all my plans close to my chest” (unlike Toph did) aka I'm going to try to keep my connection with Amanda on the DL bc I don't really need anyone knowing how close we are

I just want to survive this tribal then I'll be happy I don't even know what's gonna happen but I wanna be there for it. It's prob gonna get messy and I love seeing it !!! Yeah I know week one I didn't want to see it but it's much later in the game time to mess stuff up

Mo VS Bryce.... HMMMM.  I would rather Mo stay but i don't want my alliance to think that I'm like... being too pushy about it so I'm happy to just sit back and vote whoever they want.  I want to turn into someone that is just borderline chill so I can just... blend in a bit and make it to at least merge which I think is... SOON!

My perfect game is going out the window because Ashley wants to vote me ;(. So either no perfect game or game over lol, I guess I can be fine with receiving votes then.

Hoping everything goes well

I'm a bit nervous for Espirito's tribal because Bryce is still on that tribe. I really hope he isn't on the outs and that he makes it out alive tonight. I think we're going to merge after tonight, so I hope nothing bad happens to him.

I am so paranoid but im trying the fun method of ignoring my problems and pretending they dont exist!! Also amanda Lynn and her fear of idols is really messing with me because she doesnt want me to tell anyone other than mo and francie that im voting ashley but thats problematic because ruthie and michael want to know JKDSFHFKS. maybe im being played!

God, I hope tonight is the merge. Also, I'm praying that Bryce stays tonight!!! I think he will be fine because he's very under the radar, but I'm still very nervous! :0 I just don't want my game to blow up but... I feel like it'll happen soon especially because Gwen is planning on exposing Amanda Lynn soon with all of her alliances and whatnot. How did Gwen figure out that Amanda Lynn was leaking all her information? Me. I'm literally such a rat dkjfa;fdjs I-I can't handle myself. At least I have a few people that will help me vote out Amanda Lynn if possible. I know Gwen will be against Amanda Lynn, Ali will (We compared notes last night and I told Ali that Amanda Lynn has exposed a lot about him and his alliance), Amanda G will, Bryce might, Michael might (because he's close with Gwen), and who knows what else we can do!!! I'm so nervous!!! Merge? I want it. Merge? Keep it. I just don't know what I want honestly. Hoping for the best.

My heart is in my stomach right now. I'm so nervous about this twist, I'm hoping that it's merge so Emily and I can be reunited with Bryce. I really hope that we can get together and dominate until final 3.

https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/163925353903/tribal-8-ashley-voted-out-5-2-bryce-received-2

LAST WORDS:  I have no clue what happened more than likely someone is lying so I was rudely voted out for no reason. All I wanted was one more week then I would have gladly sit back and let them fight it out. I'm proud of myself tho cause it was a struggle from day 1. Idk why this game is so crazy but I have never had a game like this. I had stress and anxiety from start so I had to work extra hard and I'm just done with the game. I'm all for being a snake or engineering a blindside but you can't play in a game where you can't trust anyone. I literally had no one I could trust for the entire game. Ruthie is loyal but I wasn't working with her until we were forced to. Once we separated I felt better knowing I could play my own game without rumors swirling. Honestly I really am disappointed in the game overall because I really couldn't play a normal game I'm used to where I strategize and make allies and big moves cause I was too busy trying to keep myself out of target. Too many people switching their minds and flip flopping make the game messy and while I don't mind messy it way too early. Jury phase hits then yeah let's get messy but prejury is too early for that. At this point I think Ruthie and will are only ones that deserve to be in the game cause they are playing well unlike the rest who just follow along and don't know how to make their own choices. I can't respect the snakes that flat out lie to you either which there are several of. Being a snake is one thing but what they are doing is rude and not game play. It's taking it personal and I have absolutely no respect for that.

Ashley becomes the final premerge boot of Survivor Azores

#imthegreatergood #episodes