#which is soon btw um um ummm i get back at
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HI i dont know anything about doctor who and also THERE ARE MULTIPLE DOCTORS??????????? but ummm who is your favorite doctor ? why? AND who is your least favorite doctor ? why ?
JGKFHFKDJ THESEUS ILY YEAH THERES MULTIPLE DOCTORS ok holdon im literally going to be so autistic about this dw is my specialisest interest ever maybe even above minecraft. we stay winning
SPOILERS AHEAD !!don't read if u wanna watch. but also i'll try not to say too many things that could ruin stuff. hopefully.
uhhhh ok i feel like i wanna explain the multiple doctors thing JKGJFKF how do u not know this.......,,, no matter! i will. explain >:] so there's one Person. the doctor ys? they are an alien from a planet very far away. it has two suns is very pretty. also its destroyed rn but thats a whole storyline i Don't want to get into. also their species (the timelords) treated them horribly so they have an attachment to earth and humans because we are :] nicer :]
um so because they can't keep one actor being the doctor like . forever. its going to have its 60th anniversary next year so like. they couldn't have stayed kgkgjfkfj. they give each one like 3 seasons roughly? and a few christmas specials etc etc and then the doctor regenerates into a new incarnation of themselves. they can't control Anything about this which is a uhhhhhh .genetic defect because the rest of the timelords Can. or could. they're sorta dead. lol. but because the show started 60 years ago + some of the older writers are a mix of racist and misogynistic, historically the doctor has been played by a bunch of white men. BUT . when the doctor regenerated on screen for the 12th time (going into the 13th incarnation) here we start winning . the first female doctor!!!!! the backlash was stupid misogynistic and literally so bad that ppl Stopped watching. also they complained that the writing was shitty which was kinda fair but also !! u can live a little. maybe shitty writing is how we stay grounded. i love my shitty little show with its bad special effects. gimme a tardis sound and ill go insane for a month im a simple guy. BUT ANYWAY first female doctor. (she's my favourite btw. and then after her its nine :])
look at her. she's a lesbian (canon)
NO LIKE LITERALLY CANON !!!! she was in love with her companion yaz (yasmin khan literal beloved . she's the best) but they didn't do anything bc . time was running out and the doctor had been told Multiple times that she was going 2 die soon. and neither of them wanted to hurt themselves that badly but i am so sidetracked rn lemme just go agonise over whos my least favourite. holdon ill be back in 3-5 business days.
ok just kidding. maybe 12? i feel rly bad saying that bc he was so... theatric. like some of the biggest speeches came from him. like his episodes Stuck with me and bc he was played by an older looking guy compared to 10 and 11 he just. felt so cool. 12 was so cool actually i changed my mind. no i didn't. OUGH this is so hard ☹
i kiiiiinda wanna say 10. but maybe thats because of the recent mess surrounding him. i don't wanna get into it my brain is so fried from thinking about it all kgkgjfkfj. cries. um. least favourite is sooo subjective. i watched 10 seasons in a month? so they all felt Revolutionary to me i can't pick 😭 theyre amazing. but definitely 13 then 9 are my favourites
that was so long i apologise. in my defence u unlocked autism brain
#theseus!!#beloved. i hope i explained this semi decently also im >:] more than happy to talk more >:]#jgkfjffjkfjrkdj. im silly#little people in my phone#dw posting#lovely people
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okay yeah i like this theme im feeling it. its how i feel
#moment of silence for my carrd link though shes gone -_- ill fix it when i get home#which is soon btw um um ummm i get back at#9pm on thursday#kayla is picking me up from la airporte#i cant believe shes engaged now...i dont even want to be engaged i would absolutely hate to be engaged rn#but its got me feeling so left out and like im running late...awful
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Pure of Heart (Male!Reader x Peter Parker)
Requested by @acoustickitten for “This is kinda a niche headcanon but what do you think of Spider-Man getting injured on a mission and The avengers calling Helen Cho (from age of ultron) and her apprentice (the reader who has healing powers) and Peter is smitten by how kind and awkward he is. Btw I think you're awesome sauce and I hope you're having an amazing day and you're super talented”
First of all, thank you so much, @acoustickitten! Everybody, I’m sorry for my weird brain - if you’ve made a request, I AM working on it. I have 25 drafts that I’m working on, plus whatever my brain decides to focus on - like this request. Enjoy!
Tony got the call from Happy. Peter went alone after Vulture, but was seriously wounded in the plane crash.
He’s badly injured. Tony has Happy take the boy to the closest Stark facility before making a call.
He knows someone who can help.
You’ve been working with Dr. Helen Cho since your powers were discovered. You have the ability to heal wounds at a touch.
From a young age you’ve had this power, and SHIELD saw the need to protect you.
Their solution was to take you from your home and fake your death so that no other organization would try to kidnap you and use your abilities for their own ends.
It’s only later that they find that Hydra operatives were responsible for your treatment, and that they were planning on using you after they took over SHIELD.
But for many years, you’ve worked with Dr. Cho. Her Cradle was designed based on your powers.
So, you don’t get much opportunity for socializing.
The last time you were in a room full of people was when you and Helen came to Stark’s party - which ended abruptly when Ultron struck.
Anyway, Peter is brought, and you and Helen arrive soon after, on a chartered jet provided by Tony Stark.
“What’s going on, Stark?” Helen asks.
Tony shakes his head and looks at you. “I need the kid. Look, Y/N, there’s a boy who’s in trouble. He’s about your age, and if you don’t help him fast, he’ll die. You understand?”
Helen is furious. “Don’t you dare put that pressure on him! He’s-”
“I- I’ll do my best.” you say softly, following Tony into the facility.
You barely look at the patient before touching the nearest bit of exposed skin you can reach - his shoulder.
With damage this severe, the healing is taken from your own vitality - meaning it causes you strong phantom pain to bring others back from the brink.
But maybe the reason you have these powers is because you’re willing to use them.
Peter wakes up, and he doesn’t feel any pain. There’s only warmth, spreading out from his shoulder, which is being held tightly,
You’re glowing with a soft gold light, which tends to happen when you use your powers to their fullest. Peter deliriously thinks that you’re an angel.
When he wakes up for real, Dr. Cho is checking his vitals.
“Hello, Peter. I’m Dr. Cho. I’m a good friend of Mr. Stark. You were injured quite badly, but you’ll be just fine in a few hours.”
Peter’s confused. He had thought he was dying. “Um... Doctor? Was there a guy in here before?”
Dr. Cho nods. “Yes. My assistant. Y/N. He’s Enhanced. His healing abilities saved your life.”
“Can I - can I thank him?”
“If you’d like. I’ll call him in.”
You enter shortly after, and promptly trip over your own feet. You pop back up quickly, embarrassed. “I’m so sorry.”
“I, uh, I wanted to thank you for saving my life.”
“Oh, it was nothing.” you say breezily. Then your eyes bug out. “I mean, not nothing. Your life is definitely something. I just meant I have these powers. If I’m not using them to help people, then it’s kind of a waste, right?”
Peter nods, stunned at how simple you make dedicating yourself to helping others sound. He smiles.
You blush. Hard. “Uh... I’m really glad that you’re...like...alive.”
He smirks. “So am I.”
You nod and then slowly walk towards the door.
“Wait!”
You spin so hard you’re still facing the door when you stop. Then you walk in a half circle to be sure you’re facing the right way. That smirk was distracting, okay?
“Yes?”
“Uh, I don’t know if you’d - no. Would you like to go on a date?” Peter smiles, then frowns and points to himself. “With me. Would you like to go on a date with me?”
You point at yourself too, glancing over your shoulder just to be sure there’s no other possible person he could be talking to.
“Ummm. Yes. Yes, I would. I’d like that. Going out with you. On a date. Together. The two of us. I have to stop talking. I can’t. Please stop me. I-”
“That’s awesome. I, uh, how does tomorrow sound? Is that too soon?”
“No! Not for me! That’s the best amount of soon ever!”
Tony and Helen look at each other in disbelief at how awkward the two of you are, and how your painful conversation just keeps going on.
Tony slams the door open, sighing. “Great. Underoos, you’re taking Aspirin out on a date tomorrow afternoon. Anything to add, Dr. Cho?”
Helen smirks at you, then shakes her head. “Sounds about right.”
She sweeps you out of the room, and Tony turns to Peter.
“That’s how normal people have a conversation. Got it?”
Peter nods seriously. “Yes, Mr. Stark...”
#male reader#spiderman x male reader#peter parker x male reader#spiderman headcanons#marvel headcanons#headcanons
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a messy explanation of things and unnecessary information about life lately
soooo... right. i’m sorry i haven’t really been around aside from popping in here and there, and that i’ve been taking longer than usual to reply to things / not replying to things at all. it’s NOT that i’m upset with anyone or trying to ignore / avoid anyone, and it’s not that i don’t care / don’t love talking to you (whomstever you may be) i love chatting with y’all and wish i could get myself to reply to things quicker but i do not control the me lmfao honestly my sleep has never had a schedule but in recent weeks it’s kinda been operating like there’s a lil gremlin in my head who spins a wheel and picks my sleeping times at random - and it’s either like.. two hours or most of a day. there hasn’t been a lot of in between so that’s a thing!!
also in a fun added mix of maybe sleep?, missing meds, being stuck in the house more often than not, and the FUCKING EVERYTHING happening in the world right now my mental health is... probably run by the same goblin that runs my sleep schedule lmao consistency whomst?? since the lockdown started the depression has of course been around more but actually, worse than that, is how my anxiety - and by extension: my ocd - have really amped up and i need y’all to know that the struggle is painfully real (and another thing that affects shit like my replies and writing. reading as well. fics have been kinda stressful and that should be illegal. who authorized this?) i don’t hate talking about it but i don’t really like it either?? especially like.. in depth. but i will say there has been crying, screaming, pain!, and i’ve acquired a few physical injuries.
so
yeah
on a personal level - a ‘just me’ level - shit is an even bigger mess than usual lmao but all these things will get better eventually - they always do.
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NOW
ON A PERSONAL LEVEL - THE FULL LEVEL - THINGS.... are pretty great actually! i mean aside from the state of my fucking house e__e but Josh has been working from home for two (2) months now and it’s been really nice - people complaining about their partners being home?? can’t relate. yknow what?? i just might love that tall bastard even more from all this.fuck all y’all miserable fucks
we’ve been going out for drives and we’ve gone fishing and the only place i’ve gone too that’s re-opened is goodwill. because i require.. the shop. they do have a masks required rule! (at least at the one here) and, alongside that, the places we’ve gone that never closed (like grocery stores and the gas station and the hardware store) have social distancing rules and stuff in place which i love. can we keep social distancing after this is all over?? more things here in wisconsin are opening up and we might go to some. idk though. we also might not. either way its still a weird kind of exciting to see things opening back up?? even though i do think we’re not totally in the clear because most of our gov. sucks (our mayor tried to extend our stay-at-home order - keyword there is TRIED. we are the land of cheese, cows, and no fucking braincells for anyone)
having pets is obviously not a new thing for me but it’s still a thing. so it takes time and effort and energy and patience and love and a certain disregard for your own safety (claws. they really be as sharp as you think) so... it can be stressful, especially cuz we’ve had to keep them inside more as it gets hot out and something keeps breaking our porch screens (our cats are allowed onto our screened in porch or they can go out in a harness but we will never let them run free outside. fuck that noise) my bbies are all so cute and their personalities and idiosyncrasies are just... *chefs kiss* i love em and they’re definitely a part of what has made quarantine better
i’ve seen my mom a few times, like for my birthday and when she needed help moving Isaiah from one dorm to another and such, but that’s primarily been an option because she has become anti-mask and anti-stay-at-home-order. initially she wasn’t - she gave Isaiah and i fun lil masks since at that time trying to buy them would be impossible and she thought nothing of staying home - but i guess either as its dragged on or as she’s consumed her middle-right wing news that changed s o. she does take social distancing in public very seriously though, so at least there’s that. our favorite coffee shop, where we - pre-lockdown - always went one (1) or two (2) times a week to do art for hours re-opens on monday and that’s one of the few things i’ve truly missed.
josh’s camping trip for this weekend with his friends had to be cancelled because the parks weren’t going to open in time. so today they’re going somewhere to do at least some of the things they would have done if they had gone camping. bikes, bonfires, and cigars. i’m kinda jealous negl but he was really excited about it so mostly i’m happy
trying to figure out how human services was running things during lockdown was rough but thankfully it didn’t take much to get it sorted. mostly because my mom made the phone call i was supposed to lol (the phone anxiety is on its own level) so wednesday afternoon my mom sat with me while i had the appointment with my psychiatrist over speakerphone (which was.. an experience)
ummm.....
OH YEAH! Probably absolutely my favorite thing that’s happened is: WE’RE STARTING THE SEARCH FOR A NEW HOUSE!!!! it doesn’t mean we’re gonna be moving soon or anything, we don’t want to make the same mistake twice (buying the first house you tour that you love) because while it is a great house ultimately it is way too small for us. i mean there’s me and josh, all six cats, and ALL OUR SHIT. listen: i have an entire room dedicated to my various hobbies. and a walk in closet that isn’t big enough. and we both have collections we love and want to display (right now upstairs its hello kitty and downstairs its astronomy and the titanic. and then there’s pop figures, mtg, collectibles, our bottle collection and various knickknacks, etc.) plus all our books! then furniture and cat furniture (i.e towers) and all their shit because they are spoiled babies. and god forbid we ever have a human kid?? yeah. it’s just not big enough.
so we’re gonna take more time with this choice but what we do know is:: we wanna live out in the country (i’m paranoid and don’t like to be looked at and he loves the outdoors, lived on a farm for awhile. i also enjoy the outdoors but mostly since we moved into this house i’ve struggled with doing anything outside... while we only have one neighbor on our road. but there’s one across the road and one at the other side of our backyard and that’s just too much lol)
lets see.. um.... my birthday was may 2nd and that was pretty nice, for a pandemic birthday. there’s been a lot of stuff happening involving josh’s family but that’s not something i really wanna get into on here, tho i will say things have been better in recent weeks and it’s been... really nice. josh and i went to his mom’s house the other night and got drunk with her for fun and i actually had a really good time?? and didn’t complain about going?? that’s kinda unheard of.
i don’t have a job anymore - haven’t since early march-ish - and it kinda sucks but also the universe really did me a solid because my choices were either allow myself to work until i have a mental break again or quit. and i was leaning towards quitting (things had been going down hill with the owner and other employees and just the business as a whole for awhile and there’s a limit to the amount of bullshit i can take thanks) but now it doesn’t seem i have to. why do i think i’m jobless? i was barely working anyway, bc of the snow business was slow, and in march i got really sick and stayed home for a week. the day i was supposed to go back i was still sick, and covid19 was starting to become more of a serious situation everywhere, so josh called in for me and explained that between still being sick and my anxiety over covid (asthma + a not so great immune system) i wasn’t going in that day. i never heard from them again. so.
but it’s all good - there are some options but i’m not looking into them seriously until it’s safe to.
SO
THAT’S ALL OF FUCKING THAT ON THAT
i felt it wouldn’t be a bad idea to come on here and explain A. what’s been going on and B. where i’ve been and C. that if i haven’t responded to you or acknowledged something you sent me / tagged me in it’s literally just because i either forgot to (for all reasons and none) or i don’t have the mental space / energy to. but that doesn’t mean you have to stop talking to me! even if i don’t respond or respond immediately i do read everything and i would die for any one of you fuckers (especially my clowns and the tom hardy movie)
oh! and just btw - sometimes i don’t get notifications (quelle surprise) tumblr and skype should really pair up and talk about their truly great systems that function so well /s 8| ANYWAY: the best and most reliable ways to get my attention are twitter ( @/mieczyhale) and discord (same name) because i have yet to see their notifications fail. ahem.
i feel like i’m missing things / forgetting things but honestly this post is long enough and also enough of a rambley mess that i’m just gonna try and ignore that feeling and carry on with my goddamn day so i might actually accomplish something. sorry if there’s spelling off or missing words. i’m not taking the time to re-read this and might even delete it bc it’s already giving me anxiety bUT WE’LL SEE ALRIGHT HI AND BYE I LOVE YOU GUYS <3
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Can You Hear Me?- Part 7
Johnny x Reader
Author: MoRo
Prompt: Oooh okayy, I’d like to request some Johnny fluff please? Like maybe a soulmate au
Summary: You were unconcerned about soulmate things because getting it was the end of your final year in collage and time was counting down until graduation. But what happens when your soulmate suddenly appears right before your finals exams and it turns out he’s been there for much longer than you knew? Having your soulmate in your head was not something you needed but the more you get to know him, the more you appreciate him being there. College!Johnny x reader
Note: So um I’m like officially in love with him now, I need a Johnny :P
(Also yall I got a bit carried away on this part..it’s like a ton longer)
Warnings: The cavity inducing fluff
Word Count: 2.9kish
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9
BTW JOHNNY IS LIKE THE KING OF BF LOOKS
Your comment makes him laugh, white teeth glinting in the lamplights as he glances over at you. "Sure baby we can."
You smile back at him. "Thanks love. I have a sudden craving for a Matcha Latte. And it's Chicago. Aren't the Starbucks supposed to be like super fancy?"
Johnny laughs again and shakes his head. "My god you're adorable," which sends a fresh blush to your cheeks, "I guess they're okay, I mean I've never really compared Starbucks."
"Ahh..." You hum in response and resume your place at the window, happy to be getting Starbucks soon.
Soon Johnny pulls into the Starbucks parking lot and puts the car in park. "Come on babe. You should walk some more because of the flight."
You unbuckle your seatbelt and reach for the door handle but then the door was already opened with Johnny waiting patiently for you.
"After you my love." He bows like a butler and gestures with his hand. You get out of the car and hit him softly.
"I didn't realize you were such a dork. But thank you kind sir." You say with a soft light. "And he's a gentleman. Mom will like that, extra brownie points for him." You think to yourself.
Johnny just smiles at you, very proud of himself. He grabs your hand and you two go into Starbucks.
"Ummm... I'll have a tall Matcha Latte, iced please." You tell the tired barista. You dig around in your bag for your wallet. When you finally retrieve it from the depths of your purse, the barista already has a card in hand and then hands the card back to Johnny.
"Johnny! You didn't have to do that!" You scold him.
He just shrugs.
"What type of person am I if I can't even buy my soulmate a drink from Starbucks her first night here?" He says with that cheeky smile of his.
Huffing and rolling your eyes, you wrap your arms around him. "Thank you, I appreciate it. But you're not paying for me always on this trip. Got it? You're still a college student too."
Johnny wraps his arms around you and squeezes lightly. "Just let me spoil you a little. You deserve it." Then he kisses you softly on the top of your head and nuzzles your hair.
You're pretty sure by the end of this trip you won't be solid anymore. You'll just be a pile of mush from the amount Johnny has made you melt.
"Johnny! Y/N!" The barista calls out, setting your drinks down on the counter.
Johnny untangles himself from you and grabs your drinks. He gestures to the door and you walk out, heading to his car.
Back in the car and on the road, you wrap your hands around your latte and take a sip.
"Oh my god, I needed this." You moan."It's so good."
Johnny chuckles at your reaction, cheeks growing a little pink. "It's that good? Well, I'm glad we got one for you then."
You look over at him. One hand on the wheel and the other on his drink, as he brings it up to his lips and takes a sip. Oh my god, those plump lips. He's driving you crazy at how effortlessly hot he is being. Add the slight smile and crinkled eyes and you're a goner.
"I can feel you burning holes into my head. Do you like what you see?" He teases and looks at you, those brown eyes sparkling before going back to the road.
You jump, startled that you were caught. A familiar heat creeps back into your cheeks and you look away. "You tease..." You mumble.
"I'm sorry Y/N, I didn't hear that. What did you say?" He flashes another cheeky smile at you.
"I called you a tease." You say louder, looking back at him.
He laughs again, "Only for you."
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A little bit later, Johnny pulls into his driveway and shuts off the car. "Welcome to my home baby." You smile up at the cute little house. Johnny's house. Where he grew up. Where he lives with his mom and dad when he's not at school. His mom... his dad....
Your stomach crawls into your throat. You forgot about meeting his parents. You begin to nervous sweat again. Sometimes you weren't the best with new people but especially your soulmates parents.
Your future in-laws.
Before you can freak out anymore, your car door opens. Johnny had gotten out your luggage for you and was waiting.
"Ready?" He lends you a hand. You get out of the car and shut the door, the sound echoing into the night. He looks at you in the moonlight. "You okay Y/N? You look a little pale." Taking your face into his hands, he looks at you closely.
"I-i'm just nervous." You admit.
"Nervous about what?" Concern shows in his eyes.
"Meeting your parents..." Your voice gets small and you shift your eyes to the ground.
Johnny pulls you in for a hug and strokes your hair. "It'll be alright, I promise. It's scary but they're pretty cool people. Really inviting I've been told by my friends. They'll love you. I have no doubt of that." He makes you look up at him, your chin propped up on his chest.
"You sure?" Your heart thuds a little softer now and your stomach goes back in its place.
He nods and shows you that radiant smile. "I'm sure."
Burying your face into his chest one more time, you take a deep breath and let him lead you up to the front door.
Johnny opens up the door quietly and ushers you inside. Leaving your suitcase and backpack near the door, he grabs your hand and gives it a quick squeeze.
You step into the living room light, trying to hide yourself behind Johnny's height. Peeking around his arm you see his parents. They were this cute old Korean couple, who to your relief seemed to be sound asleep.
"They must have fallen asleep waiting for us..." Johnny says softly. He goes over to his parents and nudges their shoulders. "Eomma...Appa..Y/N is here..."
The couple rouses slightly, finally seeing you. His mom rubs her eyes and stands up.
"Ahhh! This is the girl who has my Johnny's heart. How was your flight? Are you hungry? I can make you something?" Your heart melts at how kind she is.
You shake your head. "Oh no it's alright, I'm not that hungry. But thank you! My flight was good, I slept the whole time." You smile at his mom. She returns the gesture.
"Okay then, it was nice to meet you Y/N. I wish I could talk to you more but I think it is time for me and Johnny's appa to go to bed. We will see you tomorrow. Anything you want special for breakfast? French toast? Blueberry pancakes?" His mom asked, making your heart melt even more.
You think for a minute. "Umm blueberry pancakes please. And that's alright, you two go sleep and it was nice meeting you too!" She gives you another smile while Johnny's father follows her and flashes you a tired smile and a small wave. You wave and smile back.
With his parents out of the room, your heart rate finally goes back to normal. You let out a breath and pull your scarf off from around your neck since it was warm in the house.
Then from behind you, Johnny wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you flush to his hips. He rests his chin on your head before bending down to move it to the crook of your neck.
His breath ghosts across the sensitive skin there and his nose tickles you oh so slightly.
So much for your heart rate going back to normal.
Your scarf slips from your fingers and onto the floor.
"I think that went well." He murmurs softly into your neck. "See, nothing to worry about."
You squirm a little in his arms, afraid his mom would come out at any moment and see you two.
Johnny tightens his hold on you, pinning you against him, making your cheeks heat up. He places soft kisses on the side of your neck, so light you almost don't feel them.
You absentmindedly tilt your head so your neck is more exposed, closing your eyes in the process. Johnny groans deep in his throat, the sound vibrating slightly against your neck.
Then your neck gets cold as he pulls away and releases you. He pushes back his hair with one hand, letting out a tight breath. Those black locks fall onto his forehead, no longer styled.
He gives you a cheeky smile. "Just checking that you're really here." His cheeks were flushed a bit. You look back at him with equally flushed cheeks.
"Oh I'm here." You step closer, the urge to kiss him almost unbearable.
Then he gets a look on his face.
"Hey babe it's not too late still. Do you want to go for a little night walk? We can see if we can see the stars and I want you to move around some more so you don't get any blood clots because of the flight." He is still like a doting mother in person. "My mom was telling me all about it before you showed up."
You're a bit surprised by the quick change in the mood. but you shrug it off. "Sure, that sounds nice." You give him a soft smile.
He gives you a quick peck on the cheek, "Let me go change into some sweats and a sweatshirt then real quick." Then he bounds up the stairs to where you assume his room is.
You bend down and pick up your scarf, wrapping it back around your neck. Looking around Johnny's house something catches your eye. A book on a side table. You walk over and pick up the book.
It's a scrapbook, filled with pictures of baby Johnny.
You are flipping through the pages, uwuing at the progression of baby Johnny to awkward middle school Johnny to high school graduation.
"Oh my god she left that out?" A voice startles you and makes you jump. Johnny chuckles a little. "Sorry babe, didn't mean to scare you." He puts his head on your shoulder, looking over it at the scrapbook.
"You were so cute Johnny..." You said in a low voice, leafing through more pages.
"Um excuse me? Was?" He said in an offended whisper.
"I meant when you were younger! You're still cute now but like a different cute ya know?" You laugh at him and pat his cheek that's on your shoulder.
You finish looking through it and set it back down on the side table. Turning around to your soulmate, you see he changed into black sweats and a black hoodie zipped up to the dip of his collarbone. It was all paired with a black baseball cap with his equally inky black hair sticking out on his forehead. He looked really good.
Like really good in casual clothes.
"Ready now?" He tilts his head as he bites his Starbucks straw. he must have picked up his drink off the side table.
Damn him and wanting to wait to make your first kiss special.
You nodded. "Yeah."
He grabs your hand and steps back out into the night with you.
"So like I don't have a plan on where to walk to... I just kinda wanted to hold your hand as we walked around and it be quiet." He admits as he softly swings your connected hands.
You shrug and give him a smile. "That sounds perfect."
Johnny smiles back at you. "God you're so amazing."
You're lucky it's dark out and the street lights are dim so Johnny couldn't see you blush for the hundred millionth time.
After some time walking you see a park close by. Letting go of Johnny's hand, you take off for the park heading for the swings.
Finding the swing you want, you plop down on it and look for your soulmate. He eventually makes it there a bit after you and has his phone pulled out.
"I want to take a picture of you." He says from behind his phone. You pose and smile big for the camera. Johnny doesn't lower his phone after a few pictures so you start to make different faces at him. You stick your tongue out, go cross eyed, throw out a peace sign, puff your cheeks out, etc.
Laughing, he finally lowers his phone, satisfied. "It's going to be hard for me to pick one for my phone background." He says while falling into the swing next to you.
"I have an idea to make it easier. Can I borrow your phone love?" You hold out your hand.
Johnny quirks up an eyebrow curious. "Sure." And he hands over his phone.
You swing sideways to him and catch his swing chains, pulling yourself over to him so your swings are together.
"Come here." You move your face close to his and hold the phone up.
Turning your head, you plant a kiss on his cheek. You feel Johnny's breath hitch a little in surprise.
You press the camera button a few times, hoping there was a good one. Pulling back from Johnny, you click open his gallery to look at the pictures.
You were kissing Johnny's cheek while he had his huge, eye-crinkling smile. Your favorite smile. The one that was infectious and made your heart stutter.
There was just enough light from the street lights but the picture was still a bit dark and grainy from the night.
It was perfect.
"I love it." Johnny took his phone back into his hands to get a closer look. "And I love you Y/N." He looked up at you with eyes that liquified your heart. His soft brown eyes were so full of love and shining in the night. You could see the stars in them and it tugged at your heart.
"I love you too Johnny." You leaned into his shoulder, placing your head on it. "I want to kiss you so bad." You mumbled.
"I know, I do too. But it will be worth it I promise. Then you can kiss me however much you want to." He winks at you. "We'll make up for the lost kisses, don't worry."
You laugh and hit his chest before letting go of his swing so your swing goes back to its spot.
A shiver runs through your body, making your swings chains rattle.
"Are you cold baby? Do you want to go back home?" Johnny leans over, putting his face in front of yours.
"Home..." You liked the way that sounded coming off of Johnny's tongue. "Yeah let's go home."
The walk home was cold but not too bad. You blew warm air out making "smoke clouds" and Johnny did the same, teasing when his were bigger than yours.
"That's because you're so full of hot air." You tease him back.
After that comment he grabs you by the waist and lifts you up threatening to throw you in a snow bank. You kick and squirm until he sets you down laughing more. "Payback."
You hit his arm and take off running when you see his house so he won't try to throw you again.
Inside Johnny helps you carry up your stuff to his room. It's a normal guy room, kind of bare since he lives mostly at school. But it was cute. Very Johnny.
You shower first and then Johnny does. Exhausted, you almost fell asleep waiting for Johnny to get done.
He comes in the room drying his hair with a towel. His arms up lift up his t-shirt a little revealing a strip of tan, toned skin. Even unintentionally this kid teases you relentlessly.
After deeming his hair dry enough, he slides into bed next to you. You are curled up on one side in the fetal position, barely able to keep your eyes open.
You hear Johnny softly chuckle and then feel him kiss your nose. You crack open your eyes to see him settling back on his phone looking through something.
Moving closer to him, you lay your head on his chest which gives you a view of his phone.
He's scrolling through pictures from today. You didn't realize it but he was taking candid pictures of you all day. There were pictures of you ordering your drink at Starbucks, a few of you looking out the window at the lights when he was at a stoplight, ones of you walking in front of him on your walk, the pictures from you guys on the swings, and ones of you on your way home from the park.
You had no makeup on, hair all frizzy from a day of travel and your red nose peeking out from your scarf but you loved how they looked. Johnny really had a knack for photography.
"You're good at this Johnny..." You mutter softly.
"You think?" His answer rumbles in the ear that's pressed to his chest.
You nod, too tired to answer.
He glances down at you on his chest and sees your eyes are closed. Your thick eyelashes flutter every once in a while and your lips part slightly in soft breaths. It was one of the most beautiful things he had ever seen. He took a few pictures of you to document then shut his phone off and set it on his nightstand.
Johnny gently brushed your hair with one hand while the other wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer to him. You roused a little and sleepily buried your face into his chest and wrapped a leg around one of his before going still again.
Closing his eyes, he planted a soft kiss on your head. "Goodnight Y/N, I love you so much."
Then he followed you to sleep.
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rambling;
i have nothing good to post, so i thought it might be fun to compile some answers to various ffxiv- and rp-related memes and questionnaires i’ve done on my private accounts! please enjoy my screaming.
8. Is there a character that embodies your good traits, or traits you wish you had? Several characters? Which ones and what traits?
i wish i was handsome and suave like all my characters thanks
13. What’s something you’ve never thought about your character?
a certain someone recently decided to remind me that francel's house has no bathroom... and i had honestly never considered, in two whole years of playing him, where he goes to pee?
"do you mean poop" francel is a delicate maiden i will not consider this
(we figure there’s probably an outhouse... somewhere...)
3. What’s something that surprises you about your canon?
Wiltswys: You think me cold? Well, fie on what you think! I wanted something better than tilling salty fields and spilling small fry out the nets, and occasionally taking a passing sailor into my bed for more o' the same!
LISTEN
THIS IS THE MOST VULGAR LINE IN THE GAME
I SWEAR TO GOD
i have done this quest at least... 4 or 5 times now and it never fails to make me scream. and every time i do it i have to zoom in on her and look at her face because she is a really cute roe girl, so i wonder what her taste in sailors is...
19. Give me an appearance-related headcanon of your choice.
LAUGHS OK hmm what have i never said before...
i have definitely mentioned that i don’t think francel likes his appearance very much — he especially wishes he had lighter-colored eyes like stephanivien and aurvael...
i personally want to think that chlodebaimt looked very different from francel BUT, although i have never datamined the necrose knight (i really should), a friend of mine took screenshots and his eyes at least look like francel's eyes
...but they might very well have just used a generic house haillenarte knight model for that, so who knows what chlodebaimt looked like?
i also like to think that baurendouin (francel's father) persists in the belief that his youngest son will do great things because he at least superficially resembles driancoin de haillenarte (the haillenarte founder you see in the haldrath flashback scene). i mean, i doubt portraits of driancoin survived or anything, given the nondescript statues of thordan's knights, but i’m sure comments about him did?
"he was fair of face and fair of hair" idfk some shit like that
5. What do you hate about your canon?
i am always, ALWAYS so tired of hearing people complain about how “no one ever” treats the wol like they’re “a normal person”
ah, yes
no one
no one ever
has treated you nicely
never mind the fact that people regularly apologize for turning to you in their hours of need, and for asking you to kill things, and you usually just dismiss their applogy
no one!!! has ever!! been nice!! to the wol!!
i know the entire arc of my francel writing career has been bitching about similar things but at least i find new ways to do it
ok wait i have to vent more about how people still persist in the NO ONE WAS NICE TO THE WOL BUT HAURCHEFAAANT!!!!! delusion like
tataru
fucking
made you clothes recently
IS THAT NOT THE ULTIMATE EXPRESSION OF LOVE?
YOU'VE FINALLY BEEN REWARDED WITH SOMETHING PHYSICAL AND TANGIBLE!!
STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW YOU DON’T HAVE FRIENDS!!
24. What’s a song that reminds you of your character?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1B7VKiJhU_s
“Dear Jack,” by Jack’s Mannequin.
lately, i’ve been listening to this... i don't like every part of this song, but lyrically, it is such a perfect francel song
dear jack, i write you as a friend
dear jack, i write for fear the end is coming soon
to you it's not so clear
it's clear to me
it's clear as glass
dear jack, wherever you are, hold tight
wherever he is, shine light
right there
be strong
i dare
i had songs for you
i had all your music written out
the words came when i heard you screaming
i had plans for you
until the plans fell through
now there is no turning back, my dear jack
11. Something you like to look at.
i have complicated feelings about haurchefant these days, but sometimes i go and look at this mug and cry about his handwriting
like from a lore perspective i know he can't be writing in english because they write in eorzean but until then, my friend...
14. When writing for specific characters, is there anything you have to do to get in the specific mindset?
yes! but it depends on the character. for ramza... i either read shakespeare (for real — i have lifted quotes wholesale from hamlet and the tempest) and/or listen to "rather be" by clean bandit? seriously, that is my most strong ramza association... which is weird because the song and the game are like 20 years apart? or i listen to the FFT ost...
for francel i have a whole playlist, but most importantly i either go on twitter and look at wolchefant fanart or read bad wolchefant fanfic on ao3... (don’t judge me; it keeps the bitterness alive)
18. Is there anything you really wish you could do that you feel is outside your current ability? A concept that you wish you could pull off but are uncertain about?
UMMM... hmmmmmmm...
i dont know... i don’t really think any plots are outside of my current ability, but i admire my friends for being so consistent and on the ball with their dignified prose? i can be dignified too, but at some point i'll crash and start writing intensely silly tags
i would like to do more plots where francel is a badass for whatever reason, but that’s just wish fulfillment
17. Which character is the easiest to write? Why do you think that is?
francel is the easiest to write because he has the ugliest emotions
ramza is the hardest because he is always so virtuous
everyone else has varying levels of self control, but with francel i can usually succumb to base impulse reactions. i like his unguarded nature...
6. When writing a character, do you find it easier to work on their external or internal ticks first?
oh, internal, definitely. i think my tags suffer from the fact that i often don’t describe what my characters are doing or what is around them? just... just assume on my behalf lmao....
so IF FRANCEL IS CAUGHT UP IN INTERNAL TL;DR there's a 90% chance he's doing that kicked-puppy stare at the floor
5. Has fandom ever ruined a pairing for you? XIV, hard mode: no Haurchefant/WoL.
LMAO THAT HARD MODE...
xiv's fandom has rarely "ruined" pairings for me, as in "i liked them before but i hate them now solely because of fandom"... that said, i think i kind of liked the idea of zephirin and aymeric as a rivalry ship, but i hate when fandom takes the "oMG ZEPH RAPED AYMERIC WHEN HE WAS HELD CAPTIVE" route...
i think this perception of zephirin as this horrible awful evil man comes from the fact that the information on the ward happened after the game was released, so... in the span of time between "zephirin killed haurchefant" and "wait actually zephirin is a virtuous man," people formed their opinions, you know?
but it's still really annoying, and to some degree the misconception persists...
i was also okay with guydelot and sanson at first, but i’m a little annoyed by them now, too... it’s not for any particular reason — i just think the fandom is annoying in the "THEY'RE SOOO MARRIED!! EVEN THE OTHER QUEST NPCS SAY THEY'RE LIKE A MARRIED COUPLE!! THEY’RE SO CANON!!!" way and i’m like Please Shut Up. that said, i guess it’s mostly jealousy because none of my pairings are ever canon, but whatever...
so i guess i'm going with zephirin/aymeric, guydelot/sanson... and oh btw like. urianger/moenbryda to a degree? i remember when the wind-up moenbryda item came out and the english item description was like "you don't want to know what urianger did to this" or something like that, like, i just took it as — like urianger probably dressed it up in a little maid outfit and had it serve him tea or something equally otaku-like?
but the entire fandom was like OMG HE JERKED OFF TO IT OR USED IT AS A SEX DOLL OR SOMETHING and i was like ... okay. like if that's how you're determined to see it, fine, but fandom always takes the worst possible interpretation of something i swear to god
13. Unpopular opinion about XXX character?
LAUGHS WELL I GUESS MY USUAL TIRADE: i don't think of haurchefant as the perfect cinnamon roll angel and actually he annoys me a little...
my friend just finished running coerthas quests on her balmung alt and like... even she commented on how brusque and condescending he seems to francel? and she has no reason to be tainted by my perception of him, it's just... it’s just that he is brusque and condescending.
back when i liked haurchefant/francel, i told myself that it was just how he acted in the heat of the moment and i was sure he was gentler later... but now we’ve seen so much of haurchefant that from the way he treats francel it really feels more to me like francel was just a friend of convenience. i don’t know. i’m bitter. maybe i’m just bitter because it’s easier to cope that way.
14. Unpopular opinion about your fandom?
um... well, i think everyone in the ffxiv fandom also agrees that the fandom is annoying...
something i sometimes worry about, but which is not exclusive to ffxiv, is like... people who rp wind up with such a different impression of things than people who just play the game?
i'm not judging either side on this but... i have rp friends, and i observe the rp community on tumblr/balmung, and i also have friends that are just gamers? and you know, like. sometimes rpers get carried away and invent all these narratives, like i know some tumblr rpers had a bunch of "plots" where a murder mystery happened in ishgard and it was all full of like noble OCs and intrigue or something?
but my gamer friends will sometimes be like, “ishgard is so boring.” so they... see it differently? you wind up viewing the game differently based on what you do in it.
there's also the divide between the english version of the game and the rest of the world, which i bitch about a lot but
just as an example, in english the nobles of ishgard are kind of broadly characterized as being unintelligent and shallow and foppish, whereas the other versions of the game really take a much more neutral approach?
or well i can really only speak for the japanese, but in general the german and french versions of the game are loyal to the japanese, however, 2.0 content was often based on the english...
so, for example, 2.0 content was EN->FR, but ever since 3.0 most of the patches have been JP->EN/DE/FR
however, the EN version continues to make changes, whereas DE and FR don't really change many things!
so i worry a lot about the different perceptions people have of the game, and what that means, like, when i write fanfic...
does my interpretation of coerthas align with other peoples' interpretations of coerthas? probably not. that’s something that’s deeply distressing, as a writer and as someone who prefers to have control, but i don’t know...
17. Instead of XYZ happening, I would have made ABC happen...
STARES INTO THE VOID
it's
it's too late for any of this
2 years ago i would have told you without hesitation that i wanted haurchefant to be alive and for him and francel to have eloped together, but now i just...
i've learned to play with the cards i've been dealt
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MEA liveblog part 2
Spoilers!
Havarl
So, the planets with Remnant technology are the planned Habitats? If so, why didn't anyone comment on that? That we're following the Remnant map but finding our "golden worlds"? Wait, Havarl wasn't even on the map -- Jaal pointed us to it.
Come on, even aliens in another galaxy are misogynists?
Why are the memory prompts scattered all over the cluster? What are they?
I really don't like the amount of cover and a giant-ass turret.
God, the Vault is just breathtaking! I'm glad the low settings don't get in the way (unlike faces)
Died several times trying to fight all these Remnant... Turns out I just had to survive long enough to use a console. I should pay more attention to quest markers...
Aaaand the viability jumps to 73! Nice.
Can't access the chest. I guess I should have killed all the Remnant in the room to lift the forcefield?
Whoa! I can feel the fresh air.
"This curious memory transfer--" "Reincarnation" Um. Ummm. This sounds terribly familiar to our heroine's personal story... Memory transfer you say?
Hmm, I should visit the monks to see a new view from above. I'm lazy though... Oh look, I can just climb high on this roof instead!
Not only the sky, but the entire map is clear! Incredible. Now I can go back to the Tempest with clear conscience, too.
Tempest
So I assume if you went to Voeld first, the lady would be on Havarl? Why do we need her to access the vault, btw, I forgot?
So, one of the "golden worlds" was inhabited -- a home planet, no less! Why is Aya's vault "special" but Havarl's just a means to an end? Why didn't people try to set course to Havarl before, since it was one of the planned destinations?
"At a price?" What? The Roekaar (or whatever they're spelled) hated Ryder way before she earned the resistance leader's trust.
I'm not sure I've mentioned this before, but we did have to fight and kill natives to one of the planets we'd planned to colonize... And since turns out Jaal knows their leader, that means we're going to change their minds because of course who could oppose us once they knew us, we're the best.
Yes, I'm going to be sympathetic to him, and yes "I want peace" instead of "They need to be stopped"
With Peebee, there's a heart option just called "Flirting" which I assumed was a glitched duplicate of a previous heart option just called "Flirting". It's not. But it's just as awkward.
Aw, Vetra and Drack talking about younger family members...
Saved and tried to flirt with Suvi just to hear the dialogue. But you know, I kinda want to keep that awkward "wanna talk about science"...
Oh right, I still need to do "Lost sister"... But I'm pretty tired of Havarl. And Jaal's quest will weigh me down... Let's pretend I'm halfway towards Aya now.
I'm gonna go check Eos before continuing the main quest.
Eos
Bradley has surprisingly emotional dialogue about all our loved ones back home being dead for 600 years.
Oh, and he advised me to be compassionate of the "pirates" because they're going through the same thing? Wow.
It's lucky I went to check Cora's LM first! Because the initial conversation sent me straight to Voeld. All roads lead to it! Main plot, Peebee's mission, Cora's mission. Good, let's go.
Btw, remember how I praised the lack of urgency that let me explore in peace? Well this mission kind of ruined it. This is a rescue operation! I felt guilty for sidetracking.
Voeld
And Voeld is Habitat-6. Of course.
Oh thank god there's a heater, I thought I was doing something wrong.
She's praising Efra so much... Is he going to become a bad guy?
Wait, so when I was talking to the Resistance for the past 30 minutes it wasn't a part of the main story? Who do I need then?
Oh, here they are, very unnoticeable, before the entrance.
The Kett base has weirdly nice weather! Not that I'm asking for an environmental hazard during a priority mission...
"Killing your allies is a lousy plan" Hmm, I heard there'll be a hard choice soon, I guess this is it. And since this is a priority mission, I won't be able to save right before it...
"Stasis pod school" Well yeah, haven't you heard of indoctrination?
"Chosen for what, exactly" To become kett, oh my god, haven't you played the original trilogy Drack
Oh look, 25+ hours into the game we see a dramatic reveal of what was immediately obvious from the publicity pictures of kett and angara. Like I mean even if we didn't have the OT where this happened to literally every species starting with the protheans, the faces are a dead giveaway. And of course Ryder has to play dumb and can't figure it out
Oh, she's surprised! Seriously, has no angara ever looked kett in the face and thought "hey, they look familiar"?
And Jaal's shocked too. For fuck's sake, writers.
Is the Moshae that woman we've seen in the trailer, standing with Ryder in a vault? She'll survive whatever I do, then.
Did this thing just sync-kill me
How many times can you recast your stupid orb, this is just boring
I'm glad cover can protect me from this Nova/Dark Spere :D
Well this was one of the hardest boss battles of my life. And I can't save afterwards. Guess I'll have to live with whatever decision I'm about to make.
Wait, he isn't dead! Ascendant surprise!
Oh, that's a she. Ok.
(She's beautiful btw. Looks more turian than angaran, actually.)
Well, that was an easy Paragon decision. They never backfire anyway. I took the interrupt though.
Just as someone said "We're ready for extraction," a fiend grabbed and sync-killed me. Of course...
BTW it's dumb that the game invites you to hold the platform in the end. It's an extraction wave! Why camp in the LZ?!
Oh dear, am I happy to finally save!
That last left dialogue option was dumb. "My people have travelled so far" -- well nobody forced them to! Moshae was right to chastise Ryder after that. And of course, without saves, I can't go back and redo it.
Tempest
So, the kett are like Borg, too.
The angara are open and free with their feelings? They act exactly the same as all other species we've seen!
Okay, I don't care about Jaal's feelings about the plot that's so badly written, but it gave Ryder the opportunity to say something touching about her own family.
Hmm, do I click the "friend" option or not? I don't give a shit about him personally, but...
Okay, I clicked... Abort abort abort! It's basically a flirt option. Dammit, mark your shit correctly!!
And finally, the lack of quick saves creates a real problem... Good luck finding the save I need and redoing this conversation. I tried but it didn't restart.
Vetra: "I cannot help thinking that asari reproduction and kett exaltation are similar in a lot of ways" IS SHE IN THE GAME JUST TO VOICE ALL MY OBSERVATIONS??
Restarting again, the first left-handed option is weird. "I may seem tough, but I have a good shoulder". Tough? This peaceloving kiddo??
Yaaay, I redid it. When talking about family, left options, everything else -- right. That's my way of talking in general. Casual options are dumb and/or rude, emotional options are unbearably sappy.
Why is "I like it when you flirt" still not greyed out???
I hate to be militaristic, but the AVP/cryo capsule bonuses for military are the most useful...
Kallo, Suvi... I've visited Prodromos like three times already... I know that the radiation levels are better and there's more to explore... Why does the game not track these things?!
So um... are the Nomad mods installed automatically?
My mom studied biotics? AI scientist father, biotic scientist mother -- no wonder I'm a nerdy Sentinel!
"I won't run out on you", say I to Vetra even though she's only my second choice after Peebee
Nah, you know what, I'm not going to talk to her until I decide if I want Peebee or not. Don't want to lead Vetra on, it's cruel.
The conversation with Cora sounds like it takes place at least a week after that mission. Come on, writers, you know that players interested in the story talk to everyone right after major events!
Oh, I need to have an opinion about dad. This is stressful.
That second flirt option in the armor is -- well, "Did I say put your shirt on" doesn't sound good, especially considering I'm his boss...
Wait, so what did Liam requisition?
Btw of course this scene is where mom walked in the room lmao
Me: “I don’t think my Ryder is attracted to men at all, she only flirted with a man once and it was pretty platonic” Liam: *takes shirt off* Me: “Okay, fine, she likes men a little bit”
And I can only imagine how bitter mlm players are about this scene...
Voeld
Died twice and now stuck on loading again. Screw this, I'm going to multiplayer
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-- choriocytosicInquisitor [CI] began pestering biotechnicZeal [BZ] at 15:03 --
CI: C!TR!N, MY LOVE.
CI: H!.
BZ: OH ZHIT IT'Z DAT BOI.
BZ: what'z up??
CI: WHADDUP !S... me wonder!ng when you w!ll be v!s!t!ng Lauct!s? >80
CI: W!ll that be soon?
BZ: YEAH, ACTUALLY. i've been packing my zhit.
BZ: i juzt had to make a few arrangementz firzt...
BZ: lmao it'z weird being productive.
CI: !t's not we!rd. !t's good ?or you! And there?ore, TERR!BLE ?or th!ngs !? you mean ?or them to be ?un.
CI: ! m!ss you. 8(
BZ: i mizz you too. B(
BZ: IT BLOWZ... but at leazt i'm keeping myzelf buzy at leazt.
BZ: alzo... zoon... ZOON.
CI: HOW SOON. ! can come see you R!GHT NOW.
CI: !? you tell me where you are.
CI: !'ll go ?!nd you!
BZ: OH FUCK.
BZ: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
BZ: in that caze i'm at my dadz' houze.
CI: Your dads' house????? BUT HOW CAN ! RAV!SH YOU W!TH SMOOCHES !? !'M AWARE YOUR DADS ARE HOME!!!!
BZ: plz.... they're probably too buzy zmooching each other or zomething.
CI: Strangely enough, that doesn't make me ?eel better about the arrangement.
BZ: LMAO i know it'z grozz.
BZ: but ztill.
CI: Okay.
CI: ! w!ll now proceed to vo!ce my compla!nts !n success!on.
CI: Aaa.
CI: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
BZ: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
CI: WHY MUST EVERYTH!NG BE D!??!CULT!
CI: ?!ne. !'m go!ng over anyway.
BZ: u fuckin' better.
BZ: >8P
CI: PREPARE YOUR PER?ECT BUTT, MR. STR!DER.
BZ: IT'Z READY.
CI: THAT D!DN'T TAKE LONG AT ALL! !'M SHOCKED.
BZ: that'z my butt'z zecret, ruleuz...
BZ: it'z alwayz ready.
CI: 8)
CI: !'M ON MY WAY.
BZ: B)
BZ: ZEE YA.
CI: *Perhaps close to a whole hour later, Ruleus is STORMING into the Casa de Strider English Captor and bullying J Dad awake from his nap. WASSALLA HULLABALO? It's Ruleus in the main living area.*
BZ: *citrin floats in when he hears a whole lot of hollering, which isn't unusual, but there's the distinct sound of RULEUS HOLLERING so he's here.* RULEZ ZTOP HAZZLING MY DAD GOZH!!
CI: *Here he is, the tall lanky fish caveman spongebob meming at Citrin.* CITRIN!!!
CI: JAKE: *still blinking heavily and sleepily, half waving an actual pistol around* Hoh rascals... you boys. You know better than to-- *mumble mumble, he's getting comfy back into the couch.* Take it to your room fellazzz.... zzzz
BZ: *snorts at ruleus and jake... they're both dorks... but here comes the peach, rocketing himself in ruleus' direction so he can cling to him.* eheheheheh!
BZ: you heard the man, let'z zplit.
CI: *HUP, naturally ends up carrying Citrin up in his arms.* GLUB. RIGHT! As you wish!!!! *scurries out of there, peach in tow.* Sorry Mr. English!
CI: JAKE: *snorts and waves his hand. Get on out you crazy kids.*
BZ: eheheheh... *buzzes all the way to his room, and once they're out of sight down the hall, he's covering ruleus in smooches.*
CI: Pfft prfbthth, that TICKLES. *scolds him, but not before ducking right into his room first. Stops dead in his tracks.* Wait.
CI: This is YOUR room, right?
BZ: LOL. well if u don't hear zim, dru or vic zcreaming then i think we're good. *looks over his shoulder*
BZ: YEAH WE'RE GOOD.
CI: OKAY. *launches Citrin onto his bed.* BYE.
BZ: WEEEEE. *there he goes. he lands and bounces gleefully. BUMBLES BOUNCE.* eheheheh.
BZ: *curls finger at him after posing seductively.*
BZ: /come hither./
CI: *launches for the bed, flailing his limbs. SCREAM. Casually drops on Citrin.*
BZ: DOOF.
BZ: *clings to him and ROLLS.*
CI: >8) *He is FEARSOME AND LARGE and not at all twiggy. There they go, rollin like a tumbleweed.* Ahhhhhhhh, I've missed you sweet peach.
CI: Even a finful of weeks is TOO MUCH.
BZ: ENOUGH IZ TOO MUCH. *giggling against his fins as they roll.*
BZ: pretty zoon we'll be in the zame place though... PERMANENT LIKE.
BZ: i'm gonna hit up nannerz later zo we can zcope out placez to live. oh zhit. *sits up while he's on top of ruleus.* BTW...
BZ: dadz cubed hooked up at the zkaianet branch on lauctiz in the bioengineering department!! >80 juzt an internzhip for now but ye.
CI: An internship??? *his fins perk until he's grinning wide. Yessss, Citrin perched on top of him was the best view. But Ruleus has to roll up to sit and scoop him in another hug.* THAT'S SUCH GREAT GLUBBING NEWS, CITRIN. I KNEW YOU WOULD NEVER HAVE TOO MUCH TROUBLE!!!!
CI: Will you be needing help searching for a place to live? Should I come with you and Ananya?
BZ: eheheh... *flushes a nice shade of peach, leaning into the embrace.* ummm.
BZ: the more the merrier tbh...
BZ: PLUZ it'll be your place too, zo??
BZ: bazically tho idk what the fuck i'm doing.
CI: Neither do I??? *content enough to let Citrin sit on his lap, hugging on him.* But HMMM. Yes. I think I will have to discuss this with Sileas.
CI: I'm not shore what plans he has EXACTLY. But it's a shame we can't all LIVE TOGETHER. It seems ridiculous that we can't. 8/
BZ: lol... yeah... it'z a real zhame...
CI: *tilts head at him* What would your preferences be?
BZ: *shrugs* nothing zuper FANCY... i'm pretty content with a lil apartment or a condo in the city.
CI: WELL YES. But in terms of living arrangements?
BZ: UHH... *sweats* you, me, and ananya?
CI: *looks off thoughtfully* And Sileas isn't included. *It's not a question but an observation.*
BZ: I MEAN...
BZ: i wanna ztay with ananya but... YIKEZ.
BZ: thoze two couldn't pozzibly live together. lbr.
BZ: there would be blood.
BZ: THERE HAZ BEEN BLOOD.
CI: I KNOW. *facepalms* How many more bridges must Sileas burn before he's SATED. I haven't a clue.
BZ: *fidgets a little.* zo like... i dunno. if you guyz talk and he wantz you to ztay with him then uh... that'z cool too. *he knows things... he just doesn't know if these THINGS have come to fruition yet.*
CI: But how fair would that be to you? *furrows his brow with all the fidgets and factors he has to take into account*
CI: Maybe it would be best if I lived on my own.
BZ: ... *nuzzles at him* hey, i'm juzt zaying... whatever you wanna do, i won't be far, right?
BZ: and... no matter where you're at, zileaz iz INEVITABLY gonna have to deal with a lot of me. *smiles a little*
CI: I don't think that's up for debait! *sighs and envelops Citrin in another hug* He can gripe all he likes. I will plant a fresh foot up his posterior.
CI: I just...
CI: Don't sea it all as fair.
CI: If it was only at his expense, I could honestly see myself NOT GIVING A CLAM. *But he knew it didn't work that way. He hugs on Citrin tighter.*
BZ: *buzzes softly, comfortingly... he had to admit to himself, this made him feel pretty darn important.* well... juzt talk to him about it and zee what he'z got to zay.
BZ: if you think having your own place iz the mozt fair then i'm cool with that... really.
CI: *Buries his face by the crook of his neck, absorbing the buzzes.* I would miss you.
BZ: ... gay. *kisses at the side of his head, squeezing him tighter.*
BZ: we'll get it worked out, ruru.
CI: I know... Unfortunately, you're contagious. *grins and gently nibbles the chub. Yum.*
BZ: hrrrkk. *wheezes until the giggles UNLEASH.* fuckin' RUDE.
CI: Isn't it??????????? I should have taken extra precautions before handling you. *peck peck, he steals some smooches*
BZ: FOOLIZH. eheheheh. *gets his revenge by holding ruleus' face in his hands and pressing a big kiss right on his fishy lips.* <3
CI: *BLUH, only not really. Citrin is really actually the best. He meets Citrin's big smooch with a bigger smooch from himself. Mwwwaaah.* I did this to myself. *muffled*
BZ: yep... now u gotta zuffer the conzequencez... *leans into him with all his fat weight so they're lying down again.*
CI: *is thoroughly squished under Citrin's GIRTH.* Should I die, tell them all I died as I lived. *purring from somewhere*
BZ: yez... zmothered betwixt peach cheekz.... *snnrrkks before dragging his kisses down towards his fin and then to his neck.*
CI: *ends up giggling, squirming from under Citrin* That TICKLES-- oh. Sorry.
CI: (Your dad.)
BZ: yez zhhhhh. *nibbles on him.* don't wake daddy. *SNRK.*
CI: That's difficult to do when you are being so... (Ticklish.) *paps him on the butt.*
BZ: yeah?? it ticklez in ur tummy?? >;) *he's papped... but it only makes him STRONGER. nibbles at his collar bone now. a frisky peach.*
CI: *SNORTS and ends up huffing about the rascally teeth prickling his collar. His hand comes up to stroke into the fluff of Citrin's hair instead.* In a particular kind of way, yes. Hmmm. *hums as if thinking.*
CI: We shouldn't get too distracted.
BZ: *buzzes softly...* why not? we can get diztracted for a LITTLE while...
CI: *laughs, scritching at his hair* I could compose, at very least, a small dramatic essay for you to ignore about all the reasons why we /shouldn't/ get "distracted" in your dads' house. But I also think I should tell you about...
CI: Sileas. And him wanting to matrimonialize our quadrant.
BZ: *peeks up at him but... doesn't really look surprised. he just rests his chin on ruleus' chest.* zo he went through with it, huh??
BZ: eheheh... he told me he waz going to. er, or that he WANTED to. but he waz being a dork about it...
BZ: like dur citrin do you think i zhould?? and i'm like bruh.
CI: *Exhales in relief, glad that at least Citrin knew about it. He purrs low in the backburner of his throat.* So he had the maturity and foresight enough for THAT at least. He's really bad with this kind of thing... when it comes down to it.
CI: It's another huge shame because I would not like his dumb baby butt feelings to get in the way of my relationship with you. Or any of our other corresponding relationships. *wrinkles his nose* He and Ananya greatly need an auspistice.
BZ: TELL me about it... but who iz ztrong enough for the tazk... eheheh. *nuzzles to his chest.*
BZ: ... i did really appreciate him talking to me. um... i'm not alwayz...
BZ: really zure where i ztand? er... idk. quadrant ztuff iz confuzing, you know? but when he came at me talking about that and rezpecting my input about you guyz and you going to lauctiz it really... helped clear up zome of my doubtz, i guezz.
BZ: he'z DUMB but at leazt he carez enough about you to look out for me too. and include me in all thiz.
CI: *Lip juts out, distressed by the idea of Citrin still having doubts about things... but ultimately, he puts it to rest.* I've always wanted you included.
BZ: i know... i'm juzt-- DUMB TOO... *looks guilty*
BZ: and i get confuzed.
CI: Citrin... You're not dumb for needing reasshorance. 8(
CI: You are an important part of the reason I would like to move to Lauctis. So the two of us can have a chance at augmenting all the GOOD we can do. Between ourselves...
CI: You inspire me a lot of the time.
BZ: ... *smiles at him bashfully.* yeah? eheh...
BZ: you too...
BZ: i wouldn't have even thought about moving... and i definitely wouldn't have motivated myzelf to get work if i wazn't... thinking about the kind of future i'd get to have with you if i did...
CI: *Citrin's honest bashful smiles should be bottled and kept away for rainy days. Ruleus is so smitten. He clears some hair out of his face.* There's plenty of time to figure it out.
CI: But I do want to figure it out. *takes up his hands and squeezes, nuzzling at his forehead.* No matter how long it takes.
BZ: *holds ruleus' hands tight, so relieved he feels like he might cry, his throat restricting and making his giggles rattle out hoarsely.* eheheh... me too...
BZ: i love you, ruleuz.
CI: *The words warm deep down in his bloodpusher and he's sure he's going to carry them for all of time. Ruleus's purrs roll anew.* I love you too, you silly peach. *murmurs, pecking a cool kiss right to his nose.*
BZ: no ur zilly... *catches him up in more kisses, humming against his lips.*
BZ: ... you zure we can't get diztracted juzt a little...
CI: It's tempting... but-- *he lingers, drawn into his warmth. His inviting softness. Flicks a fin remembering his trail of thought.*
CI: ...
CI: I can hear your dad snoring all the way over here. 8/
BZ: ... yeah that iz kind of a turn off...
BZ: BUT LATER.
BZ: you're gettin' it.
CI: Oh... *goes wall-eyed a little bit.* You know I never do get used to how plainly you put things.
BZ: GOOD. it makez it more fun for me when you're fluztered every time.>;)
CI: Whale how do you EXPECT me to act?? *HUFFS* You...
CI: Fluster me. 8(
BZ: FAIR. there really iz no other way to rezpond... i mean... LOOK AT ME!!
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