#who gave her permission????

[seariii]

i know everyone is really mad at kotoko, but i’ve been thinking a bit about why she ended up like this

I have a friend who has a really similar mindset to kotoko, so i'm kinda familiarized with how it works. as i've said before, she really sees everything in black and white, and while she originally said she would forgive those who did the same as her (basically amane, and fuuta to some extent), after her t1 inno verdict, her ideals got reinforced, well, more like radicalized and pushed them a step further, losing her original self/mindset in the process

every time i talk to this friend about kotoko, they really do see themselves in kotoko, and with everything currently going on (and them going to therapy and trying to be a better person, and just getting bad looks from others when they talk) has made them notice how some stuff isn't that good or how it's frowned upon. my friend has a black and white sense of justice, and when i told them about how kotoko would’ve harm amane, they went “it's good to know she wouldn't spare the child” (i know, messed up). their context to that is, we all know how children can be some of the most horrible people in earth, innocence can be seen as beautiful, but it can also be terrifying. their argument is that when children commit a crime, they're not trial respectively to what they committed, a child who killed someone doesn't get the same repercussions as an adult who killed someone. 

having said that, that mindset comes from a place of black and white morals, of difficulties during childhood, of seeing how people arent brought to justice and of how one suffers so much but no one cares. this friend struggles with empathy and struggles to understand others in general. the main difference they have with kotoko is that they try, that they were put in situations where they had to face reality and other people 

i believe kotoko must’ve went through something that in the end pushed her to this belief system. “it doesnt excuse what she did” i know, but i still think if she have had someone to guide her towards the right path, someone who she actually connected with and showed her why her actions and beliefs were harmful, this wouldn't have ended like this… 

now here, im not asking people to forgive her, i actually think that a guilty verdict this trial would be really good for her and hopefully would force her to face reality in some way

#as i was writing this said friend texted me with a problem about how they messed up in a friend gathering but they dont know what they did #they were stressing tf out about it and i tried my best to explain and break down their feelings #said friend reminds me of kotoko and muu… kinda funny kotoko is my favorite and muu is my most hated one #i can completely see why people dont like her but i still do... its such a tragic story about someone who never let anyone in and #went down a dark path that just brought more tragedy to them and the people around her. even when what she was looking was salvation for th #rest. even when she knew she could be condemned by her actions #milgram #kotoko yuzuriha #heh im back on my shit i can think about kotoko again i just needed content #also said friend gave me their permission to post this thanks friendo <3 #seari writes

[h-harleybaby]

Girl fuck friends, fill that hole in your heart with Miguel O’Hara and Pitbull’s music‼️‼️‼️‼️

Omg you don’t know how much I CRAVE that man I need him carnally I want him good LAWD

This post def isn’t because my life is spiraling out of control and Miguel is making me forget def not I dunno what you’re talking about

I need that old man from 2099 Jesus Christ he’s so fucking fine like omg bbg COME H E R E

Send help /hj

I need his man carnally

#I NEED HIM SO BAD #I CRAVE HIM #I WANNA SMACK HIS ASS SO FUCKING BAD #WHO GAVE HIM PERMISSION TO BE THAT HOT #AND WHO TF GAVE HIM PERMISSION TO BE THAT CHEEKED UP #I NEED MIGUEL SMUT RN #RNNNNNNN #h harleybaby needs help #harley won’t shut her mouth #mom come get harley she’s rambling #mom come get harley she’s crying #harley’s fr going feral rn #miguel o’hara #miguel spiderman #miguel o'hara #Miguel O’Hara simps

[thytorturedpoet]

Y’ALL, BLONDE NATALIA DYER?!?!?!! MOTHER??!?!?

OH MY GOD! SHES SO… 😩

#like who gave her permission to be that fine #natalia dyer #nancy wheeler #stranger things #my poetry

[paranorahjones]

#IM JUST #WHAT DID SHE PUT IN THIS SONG #i haven't for real cried in like a month and i sobbed for like 15 minutes with this song on repeat #next time she wants to write a song about me i'd appreciate it if she'd ask first #also who gave her permission to make the ending so orchestral #the strings #the brass #bruh #bluuuugggghheheeehssrrgrgereggrrr #that is the sound of me ugly crying #don't mind me i'm just having a night #we can't be friends #we cant be friends

[trekkiemage]

Me: so the new Doctor Who casti…

Mom: you know I’ve never really been that into doctor who

Me: [turns the phone to show her the new Doctor in his sweater vest]

Mom: oh you’re hot

#mother pls #I adore her #and she gave permission for me to post here lol #doctor who

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

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#just texted my ex that i parted on bad terms with. and who fucked my best friend. that i don't want to speak to her anymore #after she sent me a few messages #explained why i don't want to hear from her. was very polite #POLITE ABOUT THE FACT THAT SHE FUCKED MY BEST FRIEND #(don't worry my best friend didn't get off easily from this either) #but I've received no less than five messages from her since i sent mine #i think that's a pretty weird reaction to being told that i don't want to hear from her #literally two days before my birthday i got to learn that my best friend and my ex were fucking #didn't speak to my best friend for two weeks and i considered never speaking to him again #even considered not going back to the camp we both work at #i was in a very bad place for awhile #i feel like she has no right to text me what are definitely five angry messages #especially considering why we broke up #fuck her. i don't have the energy to be angry though #just tired and want her out of my life #I'm gonna go check the messages and maybe I'll talk about them here #not angry messages actually. she asked me to mail back the pillow i took (with her permission) and the promise ring she gave me #or at least not get rid of them because they mean a lot to her #i always told her if we broke up she wouldn't get her pillow back #but I'll send her the fucking ring. fuck get for promising we'd stay together and then abandoning me with no warning #I'm having a bad night folks. might cut and dye my hair about it

[maxellminidisc]

That O'Malley excerpt made me immediately think of this one dude I used to be friends with from my old days in shoegaze tumblr who couldn't get with me despite so much unwanted "courting" and instead of just dealing with rejection like a normal person, he was like "Being 24 and dating a high school sophomore is a great idea." And then insisting he was sooo Scott Pilgrim really cements that quote for me...

#i immediately cut him off after that #and tried talking to that poor girl and neither she OR HER FUCKING PARENTS saw anything wrong with it #he married her before she even graduated and her parents gave them permission #i only found out after checking on her and she actually recently let me know they divorced and she just wanted to say #that she was grateful she had people who cared enough to warn her and i was like 😢😢 #he's a bike messenger and every day i pray he gets hit by a car...and dies this time LMAO #and yes he used to fucking compare me to ramona flowers ALL the fucking time... #if youre in chi town let me know and ill tell you the fuckers name...

[thegoldenelite]

My gear post made it to T witter, and people are cutting it and reposting it now😡!

#not trish tho i gave her permission to p ost it😊 #but WOW #p eople s tealing other p eople's p ost who would do that⁉️ #rin posting #they cut my witty caption off. im i not enough #my sources just notified me that it got reposted here too⁉️ #WOW. SHOCKED AND DISGUSTED #agshshjs it's pretty funny too #but also like :/

[i01-xcl]

The worst woman alive !! (psst she belongs 2 @sootah ) bites bites bites bi-

#WE GOT PERMISSION 2 POST THE SILLIES #WOOOO WERE IN THHE BIG LEAGUES #ohyea the tag! #✧ -- TuB #i gave it a silly star #!!! <3 #how cool iss this lady? #(shes absolutely terrible) #her sonn will be here quite soooonn #n all of u hafta watch me!! #u have no choice!! #unless u dont wanna imean #should i give her a character tag? orr #ill make 1 for near n shell jus stay under that #◈ Near #he has his own lil symbol and everything ! #(reed reference) #(youll find out who he is soon enoughh) #☆ doodlez.png

[solvicrafts]

Me @ Ares right now: aslkdjfklasjdfklasdf who gave you permission to do THAT???

#hi there non-pagan followers no I will not explain this #suffice to say that pagan warrior gods will BREAK YOUR BRAIN #in the most unexpected ways imaginable #fuck dude where are my fellow hellenics at? we need to talk #btw the answer to that first question: I did #I'm the one who accidentally gave him permission to do *that* #I'm just... not used to a god listening to me and being like 'okay I'ma go do this thing now' #like this is the second time in recent months where I've just... vented #like not asked for a single thing not come to him hoping for help or anything #and he just immediately went and solved the fucking problem #like it was just no big deal to him #'oh this silly human is crying to me about a thing? is it a thing I can spear? no? oh well I'll go see what's up' #I just... ARES #I'm not used to gods being THIS hands-on #like Artemis and I have our thing but it's very professional and down-to-business #so I don't really... talk to her that way like when I do anything with her at all it is solely about WORK #I don't doubt she'd support me if I came to her for help it's just that I don't really find myself needing to #I went fucking months feeling like a shit devotee because I just... couldn't do a lot of things I wanted to do #I broke down in prayer to Ares today because life beat the crap out of me this week and I just hit my breaking point #I didn't even WANT to cry to him about my problems and figured he probably tuned me out because I know *I* would #and he not only listened but immediately went and solved one of my biggest problems #just... took care of it #without being asked #ARES #he's too much

[strangerthanjonathan]

I will always live peacefully in my own world in which Alex Karev did not leave Jo for Izzie Stevens, and instead started noticing signs of schizophrenia in himself and did the whole letter thing to throw everyone off and just moved back home because he thinks Jo shouldn’t have to deal with a mentally unstable spouse and have the risk of having children with the same illness. 

#the speech he gave Izzie where he said he knows he deserves better and he deserves someone who will stay???? #only to then LEAVE the woman he promised to STAY WITH for the woman who LEFT HIM #and yadda yadda his kids #bro there's such thing as joint custody #also the whole thing where Alex gave his sperm to Izzie when she froze her eggs never made sense #because you can freeze your eggs without needing a sperm donor #and then she used them without telling him which he gave her permission to but like???? c'mon now #him being basically nonexistent in his kids' lives after having a deadbeat dad???? that's going to be hard for him #it's just shit #the whole concept is shit #i will never forgive the writers for that LMAO #i've also heard concepts of him being kidnapped by Rebecca Pope which is also more valid than him going back to Izzie lmao

[iamnot-theboynextdoor]

lmao i saw my psychiatrist yesterday and the very first words he said to me were "have you seen it?"

#i know it's not his thing cause he said he couldn't get into s1 when i blathered on about it the first time #but i'm picturing like- he saw an advert or another client mentioned it and he went “i know who's gonna talk about this” #it's nice to have that in a positive way from someone #also was very nice when i got all sad about my mum thinking i'm so fucking annoying about it (hypocritically mind you) #(she goes on hours-long infodumps about sanditon and every other shows she likes and if i don't feign interest well enough she yells at me) #(hours is not hyperbole i watched the clock yesterday) #but if i talk about anything i like for five whole minutes she has to roll her eyes and say she doesn't care and the things i like sound ba #and then constantly condescendingly teminds me not to talk about my interests to others because ''not everybody likes the things you like'' #drives me nuts #anyway i got ashamed for liking a thing and my psych semi-jokingly gave me Permission to be a superfan which was really nice tbh #i'll miss the rapport we have when he leaves next year 😭 what am i gonna do

[crowsyart]

An itty bitty tsubaki and her brother! I’m sure nothing will go wrong later in life :)

As usual all the lore is in the tags which honestly. I should probably just start putting it here im running out of room

#tsubaki was the favorite child of the family #born a black leopard made her special #a gift and an omen #plus she was already so demure and got along well with the herbivores of the village #unlike her brother who already had some accidents from being too rough and mean #they lived in a mixed species village with very little trouble just in general #tsubaki is from a very long line of weapons and a well known weapon family #her brother would try to provoke her and bother her but she never reacted #she just wanted to be friends with her older brother #as he got older his childish frustrations morphed into something worse #he learned how the enchanted sword was passed on through their family #traditionally it would be the oldest son and the father would tell him on his deathbed #he needed to devour his body to gain the power of the enchanted sword like he did to his father before #masamune had always been a literature and history buff and managed to get his hands on old records of this figuring it out #he killed and ate his father fleeing from the village thereafterwards #he dyed his fur black and became the beast that he believed tsubaki should have been #when called to the village to get rid of him tsubaki was met with fear as she looked like the black shadow that would bound #across the spiked rooftop of their village(spikes implanted to try and stop the deaths but failing) #and the peacock clearly from the star clan by her side #after her confrontation her brother gave her permission to take the enchanted sword #to eat his body #black star guarded her while this occurred unaware of the events as the village plucked his tail feathers and beat him #tsubaki didn’t tell him what happened. at least not right away #but he understands #they’re both quiet when they go home and. for a while afterwards as they process it all #in the star clan a peacocks feathers would be cut while they were still apprenticing as an assassin #when his train grew back he was considered a full fledged member #black star had to for sure get used to balancing himself without his tail for a while #and looking very silly #when tsubaki uses the enchanted sword the marks are gold