#who just goes up to ppl and is rude like this smh

[birbfeeder2artisticboogaloo]

thousand autumns donghua, episode 6~

shen qiao: bro why did u poison me? :) yu ai: lol what?? POISON?? whaaaat??? no waaayyy, i would NEVER!!! here drink something i prepared with my poisoner hands pls shen qiao: 🎶MAYBE I SHOULDN'T SAYS CÚNLA!🎶 past!yu ai: yes…..YES! DRINK IT!! DRINK THE POISON BOOZE!! BAHAHAHAHAAHAAAA >:D past!shen qiao: bby bro ilu, actually ur just as good as i am, so u look after everything for me, ok?? if i die u take over my position and everything will be great, i trust u with my whole heart :) :) :) past!yu ai: ….....uh-oh ngl yu ai has a really cute face??? actually i might…..i might think he's a teeny tiny bit cuter than shen qiao?? I DON'T LIKE HIM MORE!! but idk i feel like….maybe they fussed with shen qiao's face a bit TOO much and got a weird effect? (i say this as someone who often fusses too much over my drawings' faces and ends up with a weird effect ;A; it's a curse 😔) NOOO SHEN QIAO DON'T GET SICKER!! poor bby sorry i criticised ur appearance so much ;A; awww he doesn't want to be bros anymore ;A; i find it interesting how he's willing to be forgiving of strangers, but not his former bro. not that the former bro really deserves it, bc he's being awful ;A; but its interesting to me, how different ppl approach betrayal!! I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW MORE ABOUT U SHEN QIAO. TELL ME UR SECRETS PLS. yan wushi is so relatable lol. he watches all this and goes 'what an idiot!' and it doesn't even matter who he's referring to, bc he's right lmao shen qiao poor bby ;A; he cough so much ;A; someone get my mans a glass of water ;A; HOLY SHIT YU AI JUST ATTACKED HIM WTF???!!!!! DID DID HE CALL HIM A-QIAO AS WELL?? WHAT A RUDE JERK!! THAT IS UR SHIXIONG, U BRAT!! >:V yu ai: 'i don't want u to leave!' *makes shen qiao spit blood* 'i don't want to hurt u!! come on bro, just stay here with meeeee uwu' ITS THE OLD MAN! HE'S HERE!! aww he help shen qiao up ;A; so cute ;A; uh sir u need to learn to take 'no' for an answe--OK NVM HE'S JUST WHISKING SHEN QIAO AWAY BY THE WAIST ONCE MORE THAT'S FINE. I GUESS yan wushi, king of evils??? LMAO more like king of dramatic hoes 'the evil gang' ….idk what i expected it to be called really DID HE JUST DID HE SLAP YU AI FOR CALLING SHEN QIAO 'A-QIAO'????? THATS AMAZING a bit hypocritical BUT STILL AMAZING AND HILARIOUS DO IT AGAIN!! DO IT AGAIN!! he's such a badass omg ;A; also he has such great accessories!! such good taste in fashion rly!! lol now it's yu ai's turn to spit blood!! serves u right for being a jerk smh lol i LOVE these random side characters who just look like normal ppl in comparison to these bishounen pretty boys. 10/10 artistic choice oh we've met a new friend! yuanchun! hello sir!! he's quite handsome, even if his spine is made of jam SHEN QIAO WILL U WHIST I CAN'T HEAR THEM OVER UR INNER MONOLOGUE yws: i'm gonna help u, then hurt u, then help u again, then ruin ur day and make u cry >:) shen qiao: …….. :( get me out of here pls :( yws: *evil laughs triumphantly* i just want everyone to know that every time yan wushi evil laughs, i laugh too🤣 'YOU SHAMELESS GUUUUYYYYY!!!!!!' amazing oh ok we're we're just gonna fight now. ok cool fellas, is it gay to touch fingertips with ur bro while wreathed in spiritual energy?? GHOST SWORDS!! i do love these pretty sequences with all the martial arts…..stuff lol. i wish i were clever enough to describe it but. just know that it's all very spiritual and neat ;A; aww shen qiao is so cool ;A; ilu my lad! ur a good boi!! WH SSIR SIR WHY ARE U GRABBING HIS FACE LIKE THAT WHOOOAAA UR GETTING REAL CLOSE TO HIM THERE SIR oh i see, the devil whispering in ur ear is actually yan wushi trying to make u be his wife, it all makes sense now!! yws: A-QIAO COME BE EVIL WITH ME. IT'LL BE FUN A-QIAO I PROMISE. WE CAN BE EVIL TOGETHER A-QIAO. I WILL BE THE EVIL HUSBAND AND U CAN BE MY EVIL WIFE A-QIAO. ARE U THE ONE FOR ME A-QIAO??? I THINK U ARE THE ONE A-QIAO. A-QIAO the old man moves fast, not like he's got unlimited time left i guess OH MY GOD HE'S LITERALLY CARRYING HIM AWAY LIKE A BRIDE in summation:

✨THESE BITCHES GAY✨

#birb watches #thousand autumns donghua #qian qiu is this liveblogging?? is that what im doing here??? #yu ai is a BIIIIITCHH he really should stop poisoning ppl!! what's his PROBLEM?? >:V #WAIT I SHOULD #i should explain #'maybe i shouldn't says cúnla' is from an irish song that is very old and was probably meant for night visiting #(when ur bf would come see u after dark for canoodling probably. maybe. who knows) #'cúnla' being the bf's name in this song #the verses are the gf saying like 'who's knocking on my window? who's putting the kettle on? who's tickling my feets?' #and cúnla going 'it me gurl!' but like. irishly. #and then the chorus is like her going 'cúnla dear don't come any closer' and him going 'actually i totally will tho' #it's NOT noncon tho!! it's just a game!! like a courting game....thing!!! #the chorus of the english version is a bit different #the lady goes 'cúnla dear don't come any nearer me' #and the last line is 'maybe i shouldn't says cúnla' #lol i......have been known (when sufficiently anxious and without any other outlet) to #LOUDLY SHOUT THAT LAST LINE. TO EXPRESS MY RELUCTANCE TO DO THINGS OTHERS SUGGEST #some ppl (my mother) find this hilarious #others find it very annoying #i'll let YOU decide lol #god it took me ages to get this to post #it BETTER work now or i'll be VERY ANNOYED >:V

[manilaluxon]

A random girl tried to insult drag queen Farrah Moan (x)

#I'll fight this girl #farrah was good at snapping back though #who just goes up to ppl and is rude like this smh #amy farrah fowler #shea coulee #mine #it was hard to tell what this girl was saying tbh #she seemed drunk #farrah

[edengarden]

some funny hc request shfjwha: ran, hakkai and sanzu about to fight reader (who's known for their brute strength and merciless fighting) but reader just pulls back and angrily goes "ARGH, GODDAMNIT!! I CAN'T HIT YOU, YOU'RE TOO PRETTY!!" and they just start cursing like it's an actual inconvenience for them

me too, reader. me too. you can't bash in a pretty face, it'd be such a waste :((

Ran

you've made a very bad mistake by saying that. it goes straight to his head

the shit eating grin on his face is enough to both make your heart sink and have you roll your eyes

"Oh? harbouring a little crush, are we?"

all of a sudden you do want to punch him in the face

granted, I think ran would indeed drop the fight. not because he's a coward or he's backing out, of course. simply because you just said you didnt want to fight and he isn't rude, duh

(he totally is rude, it's just that he likes you too)

P.S.- he'll never fucking let that go. he reminds you of that slip up every single day of your life. "that doesn't matter because y/n said i was pretty" type of shit even when it's irrelevant. rindou fucking despises it.

Hakkai

he blushes so damn hard. hakkai straight up just malfunctions

well now he cant fight you either because he can barely look at you. what do you MEAN he's pretty?? that's not-- why would you--

dude has a whole system shutdown smh. what else can I say? he feels like he'll explode on the spot

he cannot say a WORD after that. avoids you like the plague (i mean like, non-covid plagues. idk wtf ppl were doing with this one).

and he feels kind of bad for avoiding you, but every time he even sees your face he remembers what you said and flushes again because omg?? you think he's pretty?? do you like him?? does he like you?? how the hell does he proceed.

you'll have to work damn hard to catch him again, if you wanna try a move on him once more.

Sanzu

laughs in your face, probably. at that moment, he's so pumped on adrenaline that it kind of goes into one ear and out the other

the one out of these three that will actually still fight you. how can he not? if he beats you, that's something worth bragging about. too bad he ends up knocked on his ass a little too quickly for his likes

it's only later, when he's calmed down and going over the events in his head, that he realizes exactly what you meant by that. he may have accidentally heard you say he's petty instead of pretty and that's why it didn't even register.

when was the last time someone even called him pretty? he can't recall. He's not usually the pretty one in the family. that's senju. he's known to be the black sheep. the weirdo with the ugly scars on his mouth and you know what? he was fine with it.

until you said that damn thing. now he can't get you out of his fucking head.

#tokyo revengers #tr #tokyo revengers headcanons #tokyo revengers x reader #sanzu haruchiyo #sanzu x reader #sanzu haruchiyo x reader #ran haitani #ran x reader #ran haitani x reader #hakkai shiba #hakkai x reader #hakkai shiba x reader #tr headcanons

[bloededhoine]

okay i saw this trend going around and decided to give it a try: making my sister vibe check the witcher characters!

warning: she's really mean

machacho (what the fuck kind of name is that?)

buff. everyone knows it bc he enters a room by groaning loudly and complaining about “wow it’s so hard to bench press 500 lbs like wow i wish i could just do like 110 and get a workout but im so buff I can’t smh”. lowkey hated by everyone but still gets the ladies. 100% would ditch you in the morning and then forget he fucked you and try to hit on you in two months if you had different hair. alcohol. 1/10 sorry (you should be you bitch that's my husband)

henrietta

gives off super bitch energy. but not always a bitch. also she loves that her reputation is that she’s a bitch. but a serious badass. could kill you. if you fucked her and like ran out in the morning she’d find u and cut ur dick off (accurate). but also can be a pussy ngl (you are what you eat ig). she’s like either a bitchy simp or an independent badass. no in between. 4/10 (why 4/10 that's so low what the fuck?)

josh

john paul jones is his style inspiration (???). wack. broods for fun. if he’s brooding don’t interrupt. can’t deal with emotions. like seriously dude plz go to therapy (true). but he’d rather die than admit he needs help emotionally. thinks he wants a girlfriend and when he gets one he bolts immediately bc commitment issues. then lowkey feels bad and wonders why it keeps happening. see again: go to therapy 6/10

brad

really good at commanding armies. really bad at emotions. he’s great at winning wars but still can’t grasp that human life is...ahem...valuable. like would be confused why ppl were mad if he sent all his soldiers to their death if they ended up winning the battle (ok of everyone on this list he looks LEAST like a soldier whatttttt). 3/10

broderick

acts tough. lowkey a softie but doesn’t know how to be. emotionally stunted. thinks peak flirting is like punching women (JAJSJDJD). loves playing mario kart and would 100% destroy the console if he lost. absolutely loves beer. like beer is his best friend (beer and dandelion). not great with money. but again, he really does want to be nice he just legit has no clue how. also his friends aren’t exactly helpful in that department (his friends are idiots so yeah). 6/10

triss lite (THATS SO FUCKING RUDE)

mean but tough. like super tough. could cut you. drinks misogynist’s tears for breakfast. absolutely hates the patriarchy. not great on racism tho (???). gets into trouble bc she sometimes forgets that she doesn’t need to be mean around people who like aren’t misogynists. like will sometimes say really mean shit to her friends and then they get hurt. cannot apologize. like cannot. 5/10

joker (i mean... yeah)

dumb. and annoying. like he pisses me off. i don’t like him. not like a mean person just fucking annoying. like bro shut up. would not think sexism, homophobia or racism exist. not because he’s a sexist, homophobe, or racist. but bc he’s just really dumb. 2/10 (finally some good fucking analysis)

angie

feminist icon. but lowkey a man hater. it’s iconic tho we forgive it. would rather die than be in a relationship with a man. does not know fear. 100% carries ninja stars wherever she goes and is freakishly good at wielding them (it do be kinda canon tho). her fav pastime is going to bars and getting guys to buy her drinks. then when they go to talk to her she throws the drink in their faces. intimidating with good reason 8/10

stupid face (THATS UNCALLED FOR WHAT THE FUCK)

cannot bathe. does not know hygiene. super powerful tho. but like when u enter his castle it just smells so fuckin bad (what??). people are scared of him but they shouldn’t be. he’s a pussy. cannot command an army at all (yeah). literally would cry if someone tried to fight him 0/10

chad

loves frats. like thinks they’re the cornerstones of America. 100% thinks spain is the same thing as mexico. ceo of “I can’t be misogynistic my girlfriend is a woman”. but doesn’t have a girlfriend. just one night stands. would def has a note on his phone ranking the girls he sleeps with and doesn’t refer to them by name. just like “long legs, c cup 6/10” (EXCUSE YOU HE DRINKS HIS RESPECT WOMEN JUICE BY THE GALLON). got the scar bc he tried to be an asshole to angie (GOT THE SCAR CAUSE HIS DAUGHTER IS KINDA A DEMON). -1000/10

hit the 10 image limit but let me know if you want more!

#she did eskel absolutely dirty #the witcher #witcher humor #eskel #lambert #philippa #philippa eilhart #roche #vernon roche #olgierd von everec #wild hunt #blood and wine #hearts of stone #gen tag #vibe check tag #mine #haven't got a fucking queue

[lubdubsworld]

@sunshyngal your approach to handling anti vaxxers really motivated me ... I have recently completed a major which makes me eligible to work on vaccines 😎🤗 but I always coddled those rude anti vaxxer ppl on FB and insta because I wanted to avoid conflict.

The one ask you got about India is 100% true , and what people do not realize about vaccination is you get double protection out of mass vaccination as not only you are vaccinated , but your neighborhood too which means - herd immunity . If no one in your neighborhood catches the 'Rona , you won't too !

Not to bring up unpopular opinion in everything but this is really a white privilege thing ?! its almost always first world country people who have the facilities to treat every infection that comes in their way but you have to understand that not everyone in every country can do that ! I mean look at my country , we eradicated polio completely basedon mass vaccination !! Less sick you get , more healthy is your economy how is it hard to understand smh .

And above all , I can never understand the need to talk about your privilege to imply that people should be dead rather than taking corrective measures because YOU think it's a scam .

Sorry for the rant , you are amazing and I'm sorry those sleezebags ( is that a word ? 😅) found you. Nothing but love to you 💜💜💜

Ahhhhh thank you 💞💞💞💞

I used to worry about conflict too but at this point in my life I think its important to speak your truth in a way that goes through.

And almost always these people just will come at you with absolutely baseless he said she said nonsense as evidence while ignoring peer reviewed research that is authentic.

Like I mentioned earlier, its like playing chess with a pigeon. No matter how logical your views are the bird will shit on the board and walk away like its won.

#and i know all about India's massive polio drive. #amazing when you consider how many people live there

[unproduciblesmackdown]

prompt time

April 15th: Do you work? If so, what is that like for you? Are you open about being autistic at work? Alternatively, how open are you about being autistic? Do you tell a lot of people? Or just a select few? How do people normally react when you tell them? If you don’t tell people, then why?

speaking of "i think rote tasks are okay b/c i can just be listening to something else / thinking about whatever while i knock out whatever tasks" thinking of some post about stuff like, "i had a job stocking shelves and that was actually fine, but it was just the other bullshit that starts to make jobs unbearable" truly lol like, well, in Theory......and dealing with other people, like, customers or coworkers or managers / whoever is just like. absolutely just a case by case basis whether anyone's concerned with treating you with basic respect, so who doesn't love that lmao. but of course, some people Do choose to just treat the people around them like people and not choose antagonism every day, and sometimes i have like, Work Friends & Allies lmao, there was one friend from my longtime first job whomst just became Normal Friends lmao i.e. we hung out outside of work even, she and her sister and my brother and i were all Coworkers and Pals lmao, now Twitter Mutual Friends due to not being in the same place smh. but also it took a while of actually working together to hit it off, b/c not only am i just slow at making friends / warming up to anyone, but work as sometimes this Social Performance / Masking marathon lmao, so it's less like, time for epic rapport with anyone rn......but then of course, on the other hand, even with coworkers it's been like, ah, the je ne hate quoi of [people picking up on a someone being nd as "oh i dislike / have contempt for Their Vibe"] is partially in operation lol. where sometimes that involves people being more Outright rude or something, but other times is more the Quiet Exclusion sort of approach like, appreciate that. felt sort of like experimental evidence of "i kind of had more defenses in place for people to at least Simply Ignore Me in school or possibly accept whatever niche i had b/c i could Have that niche of like, i'm finishing my work asap & then just reading, which, At Work you know it's like, busy work On Principle even if things are slow or you've finished whatever (although lmao. did also just read at that first job, where often there wasn't a manager around or many coworkers) and also i was the Kid Who Drew which never came up much at jobs and probably wasn't as interesting as when everyone's like in third grade, and like, i figured people wouldn't think i was """smart""" if it's outside Academic Zone where i get good grades and stuff lmfao and yeah sometimes coworkers would graciously imply they thought i was pretty dumb like (: yeah thanks, way to be Normal to your coworker lmao. maybe at this point Needless To Say i never told anyone workwise i'm autistic, did not trust anyone with that, even just informally re: coworkers (although twitter mutual former coworker friend has access to that info now i guess lmao) like, maybe Only if i was having a convo with someone i knew was chill i could mention like, info re: myself that *i* know has to do with my being autistic lmao but, i can't think of any specific incidences of my doing that. although then there was that factor that could override it, aka at one job where i had lgbtq coworkers where like, we weren't outright talking about it lol, but Attuned to the Vibes and like, people would be cool about That lol which kind of overrode like oh you're weird or whatever in that case, although also yknow, there were ppl who were just generally cool anyways so. but even with that it's Still like, the rest of a job's bullshit is just........and the inconsistency........smh

but anyways lol also i guess just in general i don't tell people i'm autistic unless it's like, we have a personal relationship, it's someone i'm not always masking around / Not Being Myself, which kinda goes hand in hand with me being able to trust them some & that they already like a version of me that is somewhat Actual. and also that, yknow, it's a situation where i don't feel like person will tell it to other people who i'd prefer not to know, like, there'd be stuff i'd feel i Could tell a chill coworker b/c i feel Matter Of Factly about it, but then it's like, but do i also expect them to not tell anyone else whatever thing. and again shoutout to the time i mentioned i'm autistic in conversation with a friendly acquaintance b/c the concept of being autistic was relevant and they immediately launched into like dismissive "well, probably everyone can relate to Something about being autistic, also do any of us know what being autistic is? so" like clearly meaning "you don't Seem Autistic(tm) to me, so that's ridiculous" lmfao like if there's anything, i love to be dismissed, i love to not be listened to. so there's that as well lol. that was probably the most recent time i've mentioned i'm autistic In Person, but like. still of course it's been like, there's people i know Now who also know i'm autistic and it's gone fine and non [anyone reacting like That lmao] b/c you know, personally knowing & liking & vibing with someone so it's fine and just like Sharing Personal Info to connect, vs "i'm gonna tell someone this & they either treat you weirdly or worse or just dismiss it" like. nah

#30daysofautismacceptance #2021

[fsnowemblem]

Anon from before with the Hector/Noire argument. Cripes, did you miss my wink nudge at the end. I was playfully teasing. And as for the people in the comments, you'd do well to form opinions of your own instead of echoing the defensive babby mentality most Fateswakening fans default to. As for you fsownemblem, thank you for responding politely. I'm sorry if I came out rude, I don't think there's anything wrong with Fateswakening. However It's dominated the seasonals. Also Hector boring? lol. smh

i did not miss your “wink wink nudge nudge” but i usually take every question and answer it as seriously as possible, had there not been a wink wink nudge nduge i wouldve gone into a second rant in the same answer xD

as for the comments, i dunno what you expected yo, your message can be really easily read as fuck all yall fatesawakening fans vote for other fire emblems, m’dude u gotta think sometimes about the phrasing on what you are trying to say, i personaly didnt take it that way, i got as a, yo i like hector more imma vote for hector, i dont see why you like noire so much, and thats fair everybody has different favorites and i tried to get your “noire is bipolar” missconception outta here for sure

also, i dont think its an echo mentality when all the so called purists are allways saying fatesawakening suck, of course you will get defensive on a think you like, an echo chamber is for example, me yelling that noire is the greatest character in video games history and hearing back all hell yeahs from every single of my followers, its a bit different when the whole hardcore comunity treats fatesawakening fans like you are right now every single time, which i dont think its cool that you berate ppl from liking a thing and defending that thing when ppl are super dissmissive all the time, thats why i went into that mini rant in the first place, its not something they default to, its something thats usually built up from the community itself that are “too good for baby awakening or fates” you get what im saying?

i do agree that the popular games have dominated the seasonals, but hey, heroes aint stopping anytime soon, so popular stuff comes first, niche series come last, it is super sad and i would prefer more of an alternating kind of mentality to it but dont take it out on the fans dawg, take it out with intsys from managing only 2 games that sold well internationally rather than the foundation of said games from the past, i dont like it either

and lastly i dont really have an opinion on hector, i just would prefer ppl who arent in the game already, for his character i think ppl think hes boring maybe bcus past games in general have more muted personalities while newer stuff in general usually goes to extremes way easier, and imo i do prefer cartoon characters rather than all bussiness if it explains anything

its all about being polite and nice to each other m’dudes, both mr./mrs. anon and ppl responding yelling responses yknow, its all good, we all fire emblem fans here (if you arent i dunno why you would follow a fire emblem only account, but hey lemme know if you did thatd be interesting)

#fsnow answers questions #fsnow rambles like an idiot #fsnowemblem

[simkjrs]

chapter 6 asks that are people in distress about shinsou

SPOILERS FOR THE FIC, so it’s all under the readmore 

** before i start, i just want to say, the sheer number of people who have guessed that it’s himiko impersonating shinsou is frankly alarming and equally hilarious. thanks yall 

Anonymous said: OH MY GOD SHINSOU MY SON, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HIM??? HE DOESNT DESERVE THIS????? (for real, tho, that chapter was?? So good??? I'm so happy to have read this)

you’re absolutely right he doesn’t deserve this and im doing it to him anyways, which objectively proves that as an author i am not and never have been trustworthy. im sorry if i ever tricked you into thinking otherwise. im crying as well

Anonymous said: holy crap that chapter. where do i even start. i knew the kidnapping was coming up but that scene still managed to punch me in the gut. shinsou doesn't deserve this he just wanted to be a hero you guys. also the scene where izuku brought mitoki flowers was really great and i'm so happy that conversation happened. and the paintball fight? best thing i've ever laid my eyes upon. sorry this wasn't very coherent, i'm gonna go fling myself into the sun. thank you for this amazing chapter.

thank YOU for the feedback, i’m really glad you enjoyed the mitoki conversation & the paintball fight because those two scenes were the ones i was most nervous about. as for shinsou, you are very right. he doesn’t deserve this and im sorry 

Anonymous said: WHAT THE FUCK!!!!! that was so intense!!!!!!!!!!!! that chapter was amazing you lied sorry ://// (izuku has a crush on shinsou and i couldnt be happier. sweethearts, the both of them.) SO MUCH HAPPENED AT ONCE IM FU KCIFNSICIAJX!!!! WHAT HAPPENED WITH SHINSOU??? MY BOY WHO THREATENED HIM. WHO HURT HIM??!?!?!!?!??!!??!?! i got so emotional all throughout this chapter i almost cried like 26 times that was wild af!!! NOW HOW DO I RECOVER FROM THIS!!!! (im so worried about shinsou. about everyone.)

hfjldksf thanks!! glad you enjoyed it!! im sorry for making you emotional. its the unintended side effects of tryin to convey izuku’s state of mind 

i know this won’t ease your suffering much but for a while i intended for chapter 7 to be from shinsou’s point of view, and it was quite literally just titled “what happened to shinsou.” this may still happen. im not sure yet. stay tuned next for,

Anonymous said: *twitch twitch twitchy twich* omg suddenly i understand those comments from your betas. like. i'm legit speechless???? why. why would you do this, you evil writer from awesome land. like i just. im in like. the all caps state of shock. that FREAKING LAST LINE AKDJKLADSLKAJDSKLJLKJ. like. *squeezes air* i dont even know where to begin???? I MEAN CLEARLY I STARTED AT THE END BUT LIKE. so much. to talk about. like. the smile bits of gaming and cats and pics then THAT KAST KUUSJDFHSKJDHFSKJDHSJDF

i bait in readers with cute fun shenanigans and then i go in for the kill 

(thank you for writing in, i’m glad you enjoyed the chapter <3 )

Anonymous said: no, but like, ur saying that chapter 6 is the worst one YET (which is a HORRIBLE LIE. this chapter was great. even if it let us all devastated afterwards. but whats a good fanfiction if it doesnt affect the reader tho heh(and your certainly is a great fanfiction. one of the greatest)) is it because of the giant clusterfuck that 7 and/or 8 is gonna be? (kamino ward, all might reveal, kidnappings+ SHINSOU) im legit worried haha ( btw "(accidental) dad might: Stealth Style" is my favorite tag now)

i cultivate my tags with pride. im glad you enjoyed that one in particular :3c and also... thank you... i was super insecure abt ch6 so it’s really nice hearing ppl liked it! i really appreciate it <3 

the next chapter(s?) are going to be a clusterfuck so you are probably wise to be legit worried. preemptive apologies. i don’t know why im doing this and im sorry also 

Anonymous said: I don't actually believe that Shinsou did it, naturally. Maybe the villains pin the blame on him cause it's easier to do it to someone that everyone is already wary about? I honestly have no idea, you're too unpredictable with some of these things

u have a good nose anon... but also when have i EVER been unpredictable about anything. my taste and storytelling is incredibly predictable in that it is always The Worst and Incredibly Self Indulgent. all you have to do to pick out the path im taking is think “what path allows simk to pander to their own interests the most?” and thats the path i’ll take. this is exactly what is happening with the entirety of this fic and especially with this next arc 

Anonymous said: is shinsou being blackmailed?? controlled by someone else?? someone stole his face?? was he used as a hostage bc he interacted with class I-A more? or is someone threatening izuku again or.. ahhh idk what it is but I really feel he is not a traitor so: my current theories about shinsou. am I close?? 

yes to all of the above 

Anonymous said: Pretty sure you didn't get many theories yet cause we are still in shock. Send help pls. (Loved the chapter btw that chapter was legit a roller-coaster of feels.)

theres no help to be found. i did this irrevocably and now theres nothing we can do about it 

(thank you! i’m really glad to hear that, and hope that you have recovered from your shock :p )

Anonymous said: thoughts on shinsou's reasons: bakugou is a abusive shit who is undeserving of being a hero and made him lose all faith in heroes, blackmail, threats, brainwashing, some other type of convincing, he has been the traitor the whole time and you just want to kill us with angst, the LoV is threatening deku and if he doesn't help them they kill him, rage against society has reached its peak (same tho), or he wants to get back at bakugou, or the Cat Cafe is being threatened. please stop killing me.

this is a really impressive laundry list of unconventional reasons for shinsou to join the villain alliance. i love it. i too would become a villain in order to save my favorite cat cafe and spite a person i don’t like 

@armcontrolnerve said: it was himiko in the study with the candlestick 

d...does this make shinsou the murder victim 

Anonymous said: I JUST READ THE NEW CHAPTER AND JUST WANTED TO DROP BY AND SAY YOU'VE UTTERLY WRECKED ME. I have tears in my eyes, I am currently flailing about like a fish while my brain goes into overdrive trying to dodge the reality of that ending. Shinsou was helping Izuku not two scenes ago, he was probably kidnapped and forced to do it against his will via torture or something. I refuse to believe that Shinsou is a villain and you cannot tell me oTHERWISE

good instincts. hold onto that feeling 

Anonymous said: My guess: shinsou was kidnapped by Villain Alliance. Himiko Toga is using her quirk to impersonate him. But...why

bad pr image for yuuei 

Anonymous said: all im thinking is that girl with the quirk that lets her shapeshift into people if she gets their blood and im just. oh no. shinsou. how could u do this to the poor sweet gay boy. meet me in the pit for a fight, and also a round of compliments for ur fucking writing skills. u made me cry. i love this fic so much but unfortunately i still have to challenge u to a duel, for the sake of these poor children, and their mental health,,, (ps i love ur writing and ur fantastic!! byeee)

if you kill me youll never get these children back alive

(thank u though... this made me laugh. rest assured that i will promptly apply all my writing skills to elucidating the mystery of what happened to shinsou) 

Anonymous said: Shinsou probably got his quirk stolen by Sensei or someone is impersonating him I guess. Or his classmates are jerks and framing him or something. Smh

his classmates threw him under the bus

@sunslammerdown​ said: hi i am a person who reads your very extremely good fanfiction... thanks very much and also Wow Rude How Dare You. you said you were surprised at not getting more shinsou theories so heres my two: 1) It Was Toga, shinsou is kidnapped its not good 2) It Was All For One who can take quirks and use them on people and shinsou has a mind control quirk, its very not good still

what if its... 3) both, for maximum suffering, and the ultimate very not good happenstance 

@viperofsand​ said: I am sure I had something in mind when giving my review while I was reading chap 6, but after the final part my mind was all 'WHAT THE HELLLLLL', so, there is that. Also, I am inaugurating #ShinsouIsNotAVillain2017 for this fic starting now.

this is a good hashtag. i’m behind it. i have no right to be but i am 

Anonymous said: ok i'm trying not to panic bc of the cliffhanger but just tell me, will we know /why/ shinso is doing what he's doing ?? i'm trying not to spoil for ppl 

no worries! we will find out exactly what happened to shinsou...

@auspiciouswhiskers​ said: How much do I have to pay for a Shinsou redemption and/or Shindeku endgame because pleeease you have responsibilities

you don’t even have to ask. its already under way...

(more specifically: you just don’t even need to ask. there just isnt a need. hold that thought for a shindeku endgame though bc who KNOWS where im headed with that) 

Anonymous said: Izuku's gonna lure Shinsou with cats and everything will be just fine. Izuku holding up fuku, taka and isao: you know u can't harm them Shinsou: defeated

this is the ultimate villain shinsou ask. nothing is ever going to top this. you dont even need to fight shinsou you just have to appeal to him with cats and he’ll crumble instantly 

Anonymous said: Eh, I don't know if I'm angry, but I am a tad disappointed if it actually is "what it looks like" with Shinsou. I mean his whole deal is that while his power seems like one that a villain would have, he doesn't actually want to use it that way. If he really is a villain in your story, that sorta defeats the purpose of his character, you know? But I guess I'll just wait and see what you plan to do with it.

that aspect of his character is probably what makes what im doing 100% more awful so i guess what im trying to say is: don’t worry it’s not what it seems, but also, i should not be allowed to touch a computer 

Anonymous said: ok ok i have an idea about why shinsou provided inside help(i hope im at least a little right or im going to cry): he was threatened by the league? they saw him hanging out with deku and probably knew that he didnt know he was Hella Strong or smth and were like "look, if u dont want ur friend to die ur gonna have to Cooperate" and shinsou being an amazing friend was like "U LEAVE HIM ALONE U COCKROACH" and he did That. it probably happened in That One Stupid Horrible Month (please. PLEASE)

shinsou became a villain for deku confirmed. be gay, turn to the dark side 

Anonymous said: honestly while i'm still Actually Dead over the latest chapter Izuku having his Gay Awakening over someone who stabs him in the back is Relatable lol

h...hold that thought... 

also. i’m really sorry to hear that, and i hope you’re in a better place now. may your future gay relationships be blessed

Anonymous said: It's Mamoru. The ending to your new chapter is definitely a twist that I didn't expect at all. But oddly I'm not angry. Is Shinsou really going to be a villain? Because it kinda goes against he is fighting for. Or is he threatened?

spoiler alert...

@chocowl said: holy fuck simk

A theory: was Shinsou kidnapped by the VA and Himiko used her Quirk to look like him? That would explain the silence towards Izuku and would heal our tormented souls Q-Q

the truth is, the entire villain alliance is conspiring to fuck over shinsou, specifically

#chapter 6 #ask #ask compilation #anonymous #chocowl #auspiciouswhiskers #viperofsand #sunslammerdown #armcontrolnerve #the number of asks is...so much #spoilers for the fic ///

[chasing-rabbits]

Lol on my old blog I fell Into the edgy anti feminism asshole trap and I deleted it because I realised it was super toxic and the community was fuck boy basement dwellers who I incedentally checked up on some today and they are fucking trump supporters defending those in MAGA hats as if it's not racist as fuck and one girl who had beef with me who I literally didn't speak to after our beef I think I had her blocked to be fair anyways the only reason I decided to check out the old community is because in my tag vegan vixen and such their was an anonymous ask sent to her blog and bringing up my old blog which at the time of the beef was similar to my blog name now this beef was over two years ago and she's like going over the beef basically saying oh I don't want you to publish this or want to start drama but you're so nice and wonderful blah blah and vegans life just seemed so dull lmao as if they can glean my life from the few instances I posted on my old blog like nah and this other girl was on Tumblr 24/7 at the time she would intentionally bait black Tumblr and make them mad then say hey stop shitting on me for being white yet she's making racially charged posts under the black lives matter tag AT the time after the whole shooting that started it all so this was literally a long time ago whilst I was still edgy then she deleted and remade and claimed she was no longer toxic and edgy yet she's dating a guy who makes fun of the mentally ill and goes out looking for arguments this guy has kids and is in his 30s dude get a grip man and now her blog is literally just selfies and arguing with feminists like yeah as if you're not toxic she's literally roasting people often teenagers and minors and letting g her big following roast them too and she's like I don't defend my followers being hateful but then said how they deserve what they get since they had a go at her first it's like damn you're 23 and their like 16 wow Ur so cool and I just found it funny that after like two years she's still so bitter about me that she posted that anon ask saying oh my god give me tea that hot I have to post it like nah mate whatever so fucking glad I'm not an edgy fuck still it's called #selfgrowth fam incidentally I also tried to be that vegan that was nice and then. Near the end of my blog before I deleted it I was more vocal about my veganism and because I no longer said it's your choice I respect that but disagree and was more like well it's your choice but it's immoral and impractical and cruel and said things like you can't love what you eat oh boy that last one got me a tirade of hate anons anyways I had some good friends on there who weren't edgy and such but I deleted because I was an edgy fuck back then and I didn't have my mental Illnesses under control so I got easily angered and impulsive and said rude stuff but at least I fucking g grew as a person this bitch over here still blogging about me and yes I'm aware I'm now blogging about her but like it's just interesting seeing people stuck in this edgy bubble still saying shit like feminism is bs when trump is a sexist and racist pig and piece of shit and you support that like damnnn girl get some self respect and this goes for any trump supporter really or MAGA hat wearer it is one hundred percent racist as fuck and even at prime edginess I never once supported racism and sexism and trump not fucking once haha wow people are so mad also yes my url on this blog is similar to a URL I held on my old blog for a couple days during our beef so eh she will probs see this if she comes looking but honestly fuck the anti sjw community being edgy and racist and nasty to minors stopped being cool a long time ago and just makes you a bully and sure I did that too at times not the racist shit but sure I was anti feminist at one point and a bit edgy but fuck me sideways you're still fucking at it also she's a massive fucking narcissist like bitch bye

Ah and yes I'm now bitching too but I'm not out here supporting trump bitching to minors about feminism being bs or belittling women's issues in the world ! Cos sure men have issues to but doesn't mean we need to shit on women's rights to push up men's rights ! Ugh smh rant over hahaha god some people are too edgy for life man and it's just so funny seeing all these old blogs I semi interacted with and even some agreed with still out here being edgy also a lot are now begging for fucking money through Kofi and PayPal even though they continually Shat on people who had those exact same donate buttons on their blogs oh and she supported the community doxxing me then she deleted her response and then she got an anonymous ask and was like lmao and saying I deserved it basically and then she's like but guys don't doxx ppl Kay lol hypocrisy is rampant in that community they live off of hate and kissing each others asses and it's kinda sad to be honest also a lot of them bait vegans and mock vegans so it's actually surprising I ever got accepted by a small minority of them but then again I was a 'nice' vegan and didn't really blog about veganism too much but meh I regret being that edgy. But it taught me a LOT ya know everyone goes through one form of edginess or another just so happened mine played out on a public platform lol but hey I changed just funny seeing people for like 5 years plus still continue to be that edgy and it's wild

[survivormarmoreal]

Episode #9: "we're here for the messy bitch game play right" - Annabelle

Tribal was f*ckin wild. Like didnt see that coming and Nicole we literally never talked so dont come for me. 👏

So far Nicole’s attempt hasnt affected anything. And plus Sharky took more of the heat and more blood on his hand and I did for coming up with the Nicole vote. Like im scream team to the end but like it works better for me if people dont see me as a huge threat right now unlike Sharky. I think i might be in a good spot and with an advatage with this immunity hopefully i can win.

Well... I refuse to be booboo the fool right now. I have conflicting information currently about who voted me so guess what? I am not gonna trust anyone LMAO. Everyone is denying and pointing the fingers at others and its fucking pissing me off. Like just own up to voting me so i can have a clear target my fucking god. Like goodbye see you soon!

from my confessional cause i just went off in it LOL about the last tribal: i know brian and sharky did not vote me nate and bryce are being fishy maynor seems non exsistant keaton is literally opening his big mouth and getting himself in more trouble i trust anna enough and nick thinks he is "iconic" for an idol play like boi con-fucking-gratulations that you can do something many have done before you

Like, im so done with these people, just let me play my idol in peace smh

So I basically threw this challenge. I just put myself for most of the positives and I put Keaton for most of the negatives. With a few random answers sprinkled in. I get so nervous about really trying on Touchy Subjects because Im worried about revealing my alliances and stuff. This way I just look cocky. And Keaton and I are already on bad terms so me putting him for the negatives might piss him off but probably not anyone else. Ugh

ok so me snapping and voting matt is really annoying KJFHDSAKJFDHS idk why i did that! i was crazy back then... so current thinking is that me/matt/keaton voted matt. and then nicole did keaton and everyone else did nicole. i dont think anyone suspects me but like they woudlnt tell me if they do FJKASDHFKJ apparently matt thinks that nathan did it and anna thinks that it was keaton and maynor and im just like :| FSAJDHFKD. also this comp is about to ruin me like my answers are def gonna make ppl hate me and plus i wrote myself for some good ones which i never do but idk im just really feeling myself so cant wait for the crushing weight of reality to knock me down a peg or two when i get like "next voted out" "doesnt deserve to be here" AFJKSDFHKAJ but maybe not... anyways i recently got obsessed with shakira again like.. im thriving

https://i.imgur.com/5o6sz3j.png when i tell u i screamed JKDFASHKJAD

Okay so Touchy Subjects ALWAYS blows up my game. Like I got all the ones that make people target you. Running the Game. Biggest Snake. Physical Threat. I even somehow managed to get "Trust the Most" and "Best Liar". HOW!? And now I'm super worried because if I wasn't on everybody's radar before I sure am now. And I have no idea who I can trust after those rogue Matt votes. I even feel slightly sketched out by Nick. He's acting...weird. And he keeps telling everyone there is a war between me and Keaton. Which I guess is sort of true because Keaton is throwing my name out there. And obviously I would rather him go. 

everyone is so extra JKDAHSKFJ matt making a post about how the ppl who are lying and saying they didnt vote him are personally effecting him are terrible like.. ok sorry for not exposing myself get over it u got 3 votes one of which were ur own and maybe if u were more active and didnt reply with one word responses no matter how hard i tried to get u to speak i wouldnt have thrown the vote on u. im just like so over his entitledness that ppl confess to him like who do u think u are KJFHADKJFDH. i feel like maybe im being too mean so if matt reads this after the game im sure ur just in ur feelings or w/e and u did say u had personal stuff going on but like thats not an excuse to go on tirades in the tribe chat when no one but u cares.

keaton is the worst person ive ever met (and i know zach :s) weird of him to choose white ppl saying the n word as his hill to die on but um i got the cannon ready to aim and hes going :airplane: to jury.

OK, so basically Annabelle wins immunity!  Good for her, but she's literally not doing enough for me to feel beyond happy for her kjHD... like she's nice and I like her, but at the end of the day, I really don't think she's doing much to propel herself and she's just getting kinda lucky... considering the first and now second immunity have been somewhat luck based... ya....

Keaton's the name being thrown into the mix already (it's only 9:11pm), and I really am fine with that this time around!  I like him, but I think he's just someone who can easily go now and it not be bad for me in the future.  He's already thrown out Sharky's name and basically called out Sharky to his face, so I'm kinda shaking in my booties.  As long as it ain't me, I'm happy enough to listen, but I just don't want any big surprises like the Matt votes, again.

Sharky has been thrown out as the biggest threat in this game right now, and while I think it's very apparent to everyone, I can't have him going anywhere right now.  No fucking way.  I love the shark man.  He's my favorite... he cannot go anywhere... I need him!!  So buh-fucking-bye, Keaton!  I may like you, but it's not enough to keep you.

Keaton is trash.

Let me elaborate on my previous confessional. So first Keaton tries to call me out for mentioning his name which I didn't do (I did admit to it to save the drama so thats partially on me) but he tries to call me out in public after the vote. Gross. Then after the challenge he starts gunning for me hard. He wants to claim I was doing the same but I wasn't gunning for him very hard. Because i didn't care if he went. He wasn't an ally but he wasn't a threat either. until he started trying to tear me down. Also let's be clear this all started because EVERYONE thinks he's rude and annoying. Then he tries to come for me in pms calling me out for spreading lies. Which again I NEVER DID. So I straightened him out on that. Then he tries to do the "If I don’t get you out now I never will and then we all lose." which is BULLSHIT. Don't get mad and angry with me just because I'm playing better than you. CHILDISH. Then in the tribe chat he says "As a player he can burn. As a person he's enjoyable." IS HE TRYING TO MAKE ME HATE HIM!? First of saying I can burn makes me want to really drag him. Also bro you and i don't talk you don't know shit about me as a person. You did that just to feed this "Feud" thats going on. STFU. Bye. Whichever one of us goes I'm glad I won't have to talk to his KIRBY LOOKING ASS anymore. I wish Marie had stayed.

Okay I can't lie I'm super nervous about this vote. I just don't trust anyone. I'm talking to Annabelle now and was like "I'm down to vote for anybody" because I'm not sure where she's at and I want her to know I am a vote for her.

Well. Good thing is that i wasnt dragged with with what Nicole said which is good with me. I didnt get any touchy subject which is also great. My two best allies Sharky and Keaton both did which means they’ll be targeted before I do. Which is awesome. Me and Nathan dont want to see Keaton go so we got Annabell and Bryce to be with us for a 5 person voting block thats going after Matt. Thats right, Matt is going home. Keaton plan was to try and distract Sharky and fight with him and have both of their names on the chopping block. This means that Matt wont see this blindside happening. And if Sharky has an idol, he’ll waste it cuz he won’t be getting any votes. Its gonna sbe wild af. Be ready.

Its been very quiet this morning. The plan has been set so im hoping that nothing else shatters the plan. The idol search doesnt like me as it likes Nick. Only thing i found was an advantage for next immunity which was an extra point butnit was touchy subject so i kinda threw it cuz said my name for the ones i felt where really bad. And i want to give a shout out for host Drew. You are an amazing and cool person.

OK, so Nathan has been going behind me and Sharky's back to target Matt... and I'm just shook to my fucking core.... bless Annabelle's big heart for telling Sharky because it gave us some room to snap hard.  I know Matt has an idol, and I cannot wait for him to pull it out at tribal.  I think that Nathan is thinking very short term and thinking him not telling me and Sharky is just some move he can make on his own, but as the Touchy Subjects' results showed us, Nathan thinks he's running the game but Sharky is actually doing it.  Getting this info... what a fucking legend...

Annabelle doesn't want to be screwed because of this whole situation so Sharky wants to avoid voting Nathan out but I lowkey don't care.  Nathan keeping me out of the conversation makes me lose all trust in him.  I know I'm not the target, but it doesn't change the fact that he's trying to run the game behind my back.  It's not going to work, sir.  It won't.

Ok... I'm angry, but I'm going to have to control that anger and turn it into making the best decision for my game and that will be to work with Matt and Sharky till the end.

Brace yourself this is going to be a LONG ONE. So last night I basically went to Anna and tried to save my ass because I really haven't been sure how genuine our alliance was because of our history together. She basically kept saying she was in a tough spot and this and that and so I outright asked her if she was considering voting for me. And she was like absolutely not. Which is such a relief. HOWEVER! She confesses that Nathan has created a secret plan to vote out Matt. He specifically told everyone not to tell me and Brian about it. EXCUSE ME? Aren't we in an alliance dude? So thats really pisses me off. But supposedly they have the majority for this plan. So that means I don't have to worry about myself as much. But I don't want Matt to go. Especially after this proved that he's one of the only ones I trust. So I'm thinking out of 9 votes we have 3 we can maybe use the steal a vote or something to try and get a majority. CUT TO THIS MORNING. I tell Brian about this secret plan and Brian tells me Matt has a freakin idol!!! So now we can use his idol and even if there are 5 votes left Matt/Brian/Myself control that vote then. Now the tough part...I need the vote to stay on Keaton because if it goes to anybody else Anna is going to think I screwed her over. And I promised her that her telling me wouldn't bite her in the ass. I also need this to stay TOP SECRET because if anyone finds out I leaked the plan they are going to come after me and I love Matt but I don't want to destroy my game to save him. So we need to have Matt use his idol and all 3 of us need to vote for Keaton.

God these people. I am VERY sure I am getting votes tonight and it's ok. Why? Cause I have an idol fuck these cunts. If not the WOOO love a minority!

i'm playing a super dangerous game right now but it's ok hopefully it works out we're here for the messy bitch game play right and i also just like play better in chaos so let's keep it that way once the game gets boring people will think of me.

Y'all I'm feeling real shitty about this week. I still feel super in danger. i feel like everyone is lying to my face. But I'm also worried for Matt. Luckily he has an idol so he'll be safe but the fact that he's catching votes at all is concerning. I hope it's Keaton going out but you just truly never know. This could be my time.

So it seems Matt might be an option for the vote but the questions I have are: Do I trust Matt enough to tell him he’s getting votes? Am I willing to make an early move? How will this will effect me moving forward? And when thinking between Keaton and Matt... I think I know my decision…

The shit hit the fan. Somehow Nick knows the hidden real plan that it was going to be Matt tonight. Keaton keeps lying to Bryce that he’s doing Sharky but Bryce is the number we have to have majority over Matt. Keaton is being sketchy kinda. Hopefully the plan goes according and Matt goes because last time he was doing a witch hunt for those 2 votes. Im going to be drinking at tribal tonight. Shit is too stressful.

Keaton is idoled out in a 6-3 vote.

#episode #allmadhere

[unproduciblesmackdown]

Thoughts on Evan's feelings for Jared? I always see people talking about Jared's feelings towards Evan (for obvious reasons), but the mood around Evan is a lot quieter.

really i think part of the reason it’s much more difficult to talk about evan’s feelings about jared in a potentially em ell em sense is because like, canon gives us such a small piece of their relationship and is so vague about the entire Past Decade+ They’ve Known Each Other, and evan’s really not acting very consciously interested in jared in the duration even as Only Friends (haha…it works in two ways there b/c ppl say things like “*just* friends” but also b/c evan and jared are each other’s Only Friend…) and he’s immediately caught up in The Whole Mess before jared’s second appearance so

but also another big issue is that we’re given this whole opportunity to see how evan navigates his Romantic Feelings for someone via his crush and eventual dating relationship with zoe and yet………………………….it gives us hardly any information. it’s very weird

like? okay, so evan is pining from a distance on this girl, and since it’s only the first day of school and he’s talking about messing up a chance to talk to her after a jazz band performance, presumably the crush started in evan’s junior year or earlier………….and Pining From Afar On Someone He’s Never Had A Conversation With isn’t really useful to reference when it comes to his relationship with jared. and maybe the details of Why evan is crushing on zoe in particular potentially could’ve been handy in like, getting a concept of what attracts evan to someone, but like, i guess we get the idea that he’s picking up on her Seeming Nice (which……like, is partly an act? it’s partly an act for him too, so is he picking up on That similarity? that could be interesting but rather it seems like he just….likes that she’s nice, which, okay…) and “if i could tell her”? more like “if [this song] could tell [the audience anything about Why Evan Likes Zoe]” because that’s purportedly what it’s About but it honestly gives us no info. it just lists off unimportant details he’s noticed about her from Afar that can’t necessarily tell anyone that much about what she’s like as a person…..she doodles when bored….probably takes buzzfeed quizzes…..okay

and then when they’re together it continues to be an absolute mystery. even if we ignore all the lying and weirdness re: how it’s all tied up in tcp and connor, and try to focus on What Works to figure out what these two might be looking for in the relationship and what they’re responding to, it’s like, infinite ellipses……they’re seriously always uncomfortable around each other?? like?? once again “only us” pointedly refuses to tell us, say, why zoe likes evan. they Joke Around in that scene and that’s like okay haha bants i guess that’s good, but it seems to be about warding off the tension so………the omnipresent Discomfort……….like can they have a substantial conversation?? imo the moment between them that might like, give us Anything to work with is when evan is accidentally “”””rude”””” in rightly pointing out that zoe seeming to imply that evan wishing his mom was rich rather than poor Stems From Ignorance is a terrible take……and then zoe says she was impressed by his ostensible Not Being Niceness, and yknow, the whole part of the show where she’s getting to be angry and ~rude~ and not getting along with evan is like, most interesting re: her character b/c she’s just refusing to Lie. inchresting moment!!!!! maybe evan and zoe could bond over feeling obligated to Act Nice / Accommodating despite doing so for different reasons!!! but no. the moment just Goes Away instead

we really just….in spite of how much Content in canon is devoted to evan’s feelings about zoe and their relationship, we get like………..no info about why evan likes zoe. she is a girl who is nice? and that’s all we’ve got. cue jared’s off broadway (?) line of: we get it, it’s very heterosexual…….fittingly in response to evan Not Really Answering the question of why he’s so #about zoe………

liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike my takeaway from these (non)examples of Evan’s Romantic Feelings is…………that evan is pretty freaking clueless about his own feelings? and is hardly deeply analyzing even this nice safe crush on a girl so like. if he Does have latent feelings for jared at that point, i really do not think he is Conscious of them or of their True Nature.

that’s not to say i don’t think it’s possible that he Could have those latent feelings in canon. even though evan ignoring jared is a whole part of the plot / leads up to good for you, and that evan’s dissatisfaction with his and jared’s relationship is like, suggested right off b/c nobody’s signing his cast, when they Do get in sync (literally!! lol! they’re Singing!) in sincerely me it’s very effortless and we see The One Time that evan drops his “gotta be nice and accommodating” facade b/c he’s with jared and nobody else, and the way they interact here (and at other points) speaks to how comfortably familiar they feel with each other and how they’re pretty In Tune with each other. and the sincerely me scene makes jared want more of that experience of being alone together and having fun and being in sync, but evan isn’t pursuing jared at all unless to ask for input about His Zany Situation………see: evan’s cluelessness and Not Really Reflecting On Feelings

like, jared may or may not realize that his feelings for evan are Like That, but we know that it is whole entire Canon that he is conscious of his desire to have a close and real relationship with evan. whereas evan is like, seemingly not tuned into this fact about jared at all

like baaaasically unless it’s an au i don’t think of evan as becoming Aware of any Feelings™ for jared until after canon (or sometime before the Finale 1.5 Yrs Later scene, possibly)………..like, i think those feelings Could be present in canon and could even be affecting events in canon, which is a fun (i mean nothing about canon is particularly Fun) perspective to take, but i don’t think evan like, is going to think about feelings like that in even a “is it Possible it’s a crush” way in canon

but like, mutual pining is great, and even if we have these two Trying to work on communication skills, you Know that even if they’re both at stage Awareness Of Crush, neither is just going to up and talk to the other about it. smh

re: what Could be there in canon that evan’s not yet aware of……i mean, he’s all about Longing for shit, and we can assume he maybe wishes he and jared were closer too, but unlike jared actually trying to make that happen, it kinda feels more like evan just figures that that’s Just Not How Things Are and there’s nothing he can do about that………i also just kinda feel like evan could be at a stage where if there’s even a glimmer of awareness re: A Gay Feeling it’s like oh denial time, what if i were to decide i’m even more committed to this crush on a conveniently Unattainable™ Girl who……seems nice……..yeah awesome

like i really don’t think that Feelings For Jared would truly spring out of nowhere for evan as in “the feelings are nonexistent during canon”…..but it might Seem like it’s ~totally new~ re: a changed perspective when it comes to those feelings, b/c i don’t think of evan-during-canon as aware of that kind of thing or really devoting much thought on it. being an apparent great essayist means that not only must his writing be decent but his Ability To Analyze things must be, too!! let’s have some parallels of jared reading evan’s letter, as it’s all too easy to think he must have, and evan reading jared’s letters, i.e. Fake Connor’s emails to evan. analyze That content evan

anyways yeah i just think of Evan During Canon as totally unawares but i do think that if he Was to reflect on how he feels about jared, which we don’t really see him doing in any significant way thanks in part to being distracted the whole time, it’s entirely possibly there could’ve already been mutual pining lol. like, it’s not that i don’t think The Feelings Could Be There, cuz really, it feels like if there WAS that awareness that yeah we could really be making progress here. but i also think that like, evan needs to shift his broader perspective of jared as well to get to the point that that’s possible. cuz he’s just kind of not seeing ways the relationship could be different than it is and i think that like, the lack of communication, e.g. not directly saying what they want / not talking for stretches of time potentially ((another) e.g. how they apparently hadn’t talked all summer) also plays into Miscommunication……..like, i do think that jared is trying to express friendliness and affection, but evan is just like “Sigh!!! 9_9″ about him and like, focusing on the lack of what he considers Real Connection Ideal Friendship things, like apparently that Open Direct Communication about feelings and dreams and stuff, and frolicking in meadows, and emailing

speaking of, evan nervously refuting any possibility of Being Gay twice in four minutes does not suggest he’s someone ready to think about the love that one man feels for another or anything

and it’s all in line with how jared’s pretty much seeing evan more accurately than evan sees himself, being the Teller Of Truth, the stand-in for The All-Seeing Audience……………..jared’s the more Aware one here, both about evan And himself And everything else that’s going on. he may not have an objective or omniscient perspective on anything, and he’s obviously making mistakes in how he understands things about himself and evan and everything else, but evan’s kind of just careening around knocking shit over and just struggling to keep up rather than really think things over…….and also it’s clear that he’s Avoiding thinking some stuff over thanks to messiness and uncertainty and all that

uhhh in conclusion………………i think evan’s feelings for jared During The Events Of Canon would be repressed and unexamined and he’s just like, put everything in his life in this box of “i hate it” and so he not only has to be willing to really redirect some focus to jared but also like………..really consider him anew and maybe see the good in what’s already existed in their relationship rather than just see how it fails to measure up to what evan Thought was proof of friendship (signing a cast) or the ideal best frienditude (straightforward encouragement, personal lore-sharing, frolicking, etc). basically Stop Ignoring him, which is what would’ve made jared happy in the first place lol. so yeah something like all that

#s/o to this person going around asking about Evan's Feelings Re Jared #we Love that. really getting random asks abt kleinsen and related stuff is beautiful #deh #kleinsen #Anonymous