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Can you do a smutty jack Hughes (like juraj and arber) ??
Jack Hughes smutty thots
you don’t gotta tell me twice to write about my baby daddy!!
Jack has such boyfriend energy when it comes to sex
Like that boyfriend you have in college that you experiment with and the two of you have a lot of firsts together
He loves having sex anywhere and anytime
He’ll drag you into the locker room before a game
“Come on y/n, no one’s in here they’re all on the ice for warm ups. It’ll be quick.”
You’re always so hesitant but somehow he always convinces you
He spends a lot of time beforehand just staring at your naked body
Hands running down your chest and stomach, “Fuck, you’re just so perfect”
Ohhhh how fine he looks as he bites his lip
Sometimes he forgets foreplay, that horny boy just wants to get straight to fucking
So you talk him through a lot
“Am I doing it right?” He’ll ask innocently as he’s going down on you
He’ll always look up at you while he gives you head, always trying to make sure you feel good
The fingering and clit sucking combo he does is immaculate
Once he gets the hang of it he’s perfect
He hits juuuust the right spot with his index and middle finger while swirling his tongue around your rose bud
When you squeal in pleasure he can’t help but laugh while still attached to you, chuckles reverberating through you
Much more of a receiver than a giver, he’s selfish with sex (he’s such a spoiled brat but I can’t help but love him)
He just lovessss how good you look while choking on his length
Holding your hair in a ponytail, he nods in approval “mmhmm just like that. Keep going and I’m gonna cum babe”
I feel like his dick is so pretty
Like it’s cut and the tip is a cute rosy pink. It has a single vein that just runs up the underside.
He either keeps is nice and trimmed or has a small bush, not too much tho cause he’s a manscaper lmfao
He has a lil happy trail that leads from his v-line downwards
It’s not a thick happy trail but it’s visible
He’s a biter
He loves to leave sloppy kisses along your tummy that end in tiny lil bites
It just leaves shivers down your spine
I feel like he loves a good hair tug
you give him the slightest bit of pressure when you tug his locks, ouuu it sets him off
He’s a freak for public sex
Has a list of places he wants to do it. This includes a beach, the movies, while he drives, and on the private plane (which are all going to be smuts soon wink wink lmk which one to do first)
He also has a voyeurism kink,,
Like he loves to fuck your loudly while his friends are over
It’s like he wants all of them to hear you screaming his name
“Mhmm, let ‘em know who’s making you feel this fucking good”
He’s just always so horny
He has to fuck you like five times a day
He wakes up, wants to fuck, before practice, wants to fuck, right before bed, wants to fuck
It’s insane that his skinny lil body has all that stamina
He loves to cuddle afterwards
He keeps a rag/baby wipes by the bed so he can clean you up as fast as possible because he just wants to lay in your arms
He honestly just loves being [half] naked with you
Little to no clothes is his favorite
He loves when you just wear one of his t shirts and your panties
It’s easier to access, just bend you over and fuck you wherever you are
Sex with him is just fun and cute
It gets hot and heavy
But it’s like young love sex
It’s romantic and silly and something you just remember forever
God I’m getting heartbroken cause I can’t fuck him rn!!!!
#jack hughes thots#Jack hughes smut#starbabyg#jack hughes drabble#jack hughes headcanon#jack hughes one shot#jack hughes dirty#Jack hughes#starbabyganon#starbabygasks#hockey fic#hockey imagine#starbabyg anon#nhl imagine#starbabyg asks#hockey smut#nhl smut#starbabyg masterlist#starbabyg drabble#starbabygsmut
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Hi! I really enjoyed your yoichi isagi nsfw alphabet!! Would you consider doing one for Reo?? 💕
Reo Mikage NSFW Alphabet
A - Aftercare (what they're like after sex)
Reo would take a bath with you so both of you will be clean before cuddling and after that he would order food for the both of you so you guys could watch movies while eating.
B - Body Parts (their favorite body parts and their partners)
Reo loves his thighs. He would have you riding his thighs while having his other hand on your mouth so you can't make a noise while he talks to his friends.
He loves your boobs. He loves having his cock between them and the feeling of your boobs squishing his cock is so good, he can't have enough of it.
C - Cum (anything to do with cum)
He loves cumming on your tummy or thighs. He thinks you look heavenly with his cum around your body.
D - Dirty Secrets (a secret of theirs)
He wants to have a threesome with seishiro. He wants to see your face when they're fucking you raw, full of their cum.
E - Expirience (how expirienced are they)
He's not expirienced but he do watch porn to learn how to pleasure his partner.
F - Favorite position
His favorite position is missionary. Again, he loves seeing your face fucked out, eyes rolling in the back of your head while he fucks his cock inside your precious cunt.
G - Goofy (are they serious or goofy during sex)
He's serious about giving you pleasure so yeah, don't expect some jokes during sex. But expect candles and roses around the bed when you tell him you wanna have sex.
H - Hair (how groomed are they)
He's fully groomed. He thinks having hair around his cock are a pain in the ass, because what if you suck him off and have his hair on your face?? That's not very romantic.
I - Intimacy (how are they during sex)
His attention is fully on you, he's mostly focused about making you cum but if want to suck him off then he won't decline, after all what his girl wants she gets it.
J - Jack Off (mastubation headcanon)
He always jacks off when you're not around for too long (like 2-3 weeks). And he would laways send a video of him cumming while moaning your name.
K - Kink (one or more if their kinks)
Breeding kink. Again, he wants to see your cunt full of his cum and some of it leaking. He thinks it's hard and it still makes him hard.
Mommy kink. He always calls you mommy when you're topping, he knows it always gets you riled up.
Humiliation kink. He kind of want to fuck you infront of his teammates while seeing all of them hard.
L - Location (favorite position to do it)
The bedroom and bedroom only. He wants the both of you to be comfortable and romantic (room filled with flower).
M - Motivation (what turns them on)
Just breath. The moment he sees you, he'll try not to get hard. He's a simp that's why.
N - No (something they wouldn't do)
He doesn't like the things you don't like. He also doesn't like drawing blood or doing anything painful to you (like slapping).
O - Oral (does he prefer receiving or giving)
In giving, he will lap on your cunt like a man who hasn't taste a 5 star meal for years. So expect your self cumming pretty fast.
In receiving, he will push your head slowly while praising you.
"Look at you sucking my cock like a good girl."
P - Pace (are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual?)
He's both. If you eant him to go slow then he'll go slow, ifyou want him to go fast then he'll go fast. But if you request him being fast then expect yourself not being able to walk for a few days, not that you're complaining tho.
Q - Quickie (their opinions on quickie)
He doesn't like quickie. He wants to have a good romantic sex without being quick but if you're super horny then he will di s quickie with you in the restroom or the locker room.
R - Risk (do they take risk)
Yes, he take risks. Both if you had sex on nagi's house many times and both if you think you're slick but nagi knows.
S - Stamina (how long do they last)
He can do 4-5 rounds, tired or not tired. He thinks it's not healthy to have sex many times. (Kaiser should listen to reo.
T - Toy (do they use toys)
If he's feeling "funny" then he'll stick a vibrator inside you pussy when you're both going on a date or going out with his friends.
U - Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Again, he only likes to tease when he's feeling "funny". He likes seeing you look at him with pleading eyes.
V - Volume (how loud are they)
He's not afraid to moan out loud. He wants you to hear how much pleasure you're giving him.
W - Wildcard (random headcanon)
Sometimes he would have you in his thighs, cunt filled with cum while his friends have a chat with him. They think you just want to feel close with reo so they don't mind. (Oh how wrong they are.)
X - X-Ray (how long are they)
7-8 inches. Your tummy always have a buldge when he's fucking you and he always smirk at the sight.
Y - Yearning (how high id their sex drive)
High. Again, he's a simp so he always thinks about you 24/7. Sometimes he would go hard and he always need to go to the bathroom every 10 minutes.
Z - zzz (how quickly they fall asleep)
He'll give you a bath first then put you on the bed and he will put his head on your breast and falls asleep quick.
navigation. - nsfw/sfw Alphabet masterlist.
#blue lock#bluelock fluff#blue lock reo#bllk x reader#bllk x you#bllk smut#bllk#bllk imagines#bllk fluff#mikage reo x reader#bllk reo#reo mikage#reo x reader#reonagi#x reader#x female reader#x female y/n#x fem!reader#blue lock x reader#blue lock x you#blue lock x y/n#blue lock x female reader#blue lock x chubby reader#blue lock fluff#reo#mikage#nagi seishiro#nagi x reader
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hii i hope you are doing good, I can ask for mikasa's alphabet nsfw, maybe??
only if you don’t have problem writing that ily😭💕 💕
a = aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
she's the sweetest. she really insists on being the one who does aftercare and she's really good at it. she always has a towel nearby so if you're really tired, she can wipe you up, but she prefers to wash you with wash cloth or give you a bath. if you're the one giving you aftercare, she's gonna tell you that you're too good for her and pamper you with praises (but she low-key loves it)
b = body part (their favourite body part)
you can't tell me that mikasa isn't a boobs person. she loves boobs no matter how big they are. seriously. you can't even wear a low cut shirt in front of this woman. she doesn't show it but she spends most of her time staring at your chest. and if you have tiny boobs? she's gonna praise the living shit out of you. (same goes to large ones)
c = cum (anything to do with cum)
she's the type who takes some time to cum. doesn't matter if she's super turned on, her safe control prevents her from cumming too early. i feel like it also takes her few small orgasms because she gets wet. it doesn't mean she isn't turned on, it just takes her some time. but once she's wet, she soaks the mattress instantly.
d = dirty secret (a dirty secret of theirs)
she 100% steals and sniffs panties.
e = experience (how experienced are they?)
she's not very experienced but she knows what she's doing. she's naturally good at everything. (might have some problems with fingering tho, she didn't know what do the first time she fingered you)
f = favourite position
she is a missionary girl but when she fingers you, she loves laying by your side.
g = goofy (are they more serious in the moment or humorous)
she's more serious. i feel like she would be more humorous during serious making love. if you just decide to fuck she's serious but if you go over mountains to put rose petals on the mad and light up candles and stuff, she feels so vulnerable and is more likely to make some jokes.
h = hair (how well groomed are they)
probably badly shaven or doesn't shave.
no in between.
i = intimacy (how are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)
depends on the mood but she loves romantic situations more. it's not that she doesn't like quickies but she just wants to cherish the moment. as i said, she needs some time to get needy so she needs the whole night with you.
j = jack off (masturbation headcanon)
she looks like she doesn't masturbate but she is losing her mind if she doesn't see you for more than 2 days. she just gets so desperate.
k = kink (one or more of their kinks)
° loves dominating you
° mommy kink
° ropes & bondage
° marking (only you)
l = location (favourite places to do the do)
she prefers mostly bed. but she isn't scared to pick you up on the kitchen counter and eat you out until you're shaking. she also loves teasing you in a bath or in a pool.
m = motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
dirty talk. she loves when you describe in detail what you want her to do. i feel like she would also love seeing you stretch. just the sight of you stretching and groaning during it, makes her go feral.
n = no (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
everything taboo of course. feet. you taking complete control of her. she needs some space to lead where it's going.
o = oral (preference in giving or receiving)
she prefers to give. she just loves when your sweet little pussy gets so wet for her and she gets to eat you all up. she kinda has oral fixation, she has to eat your pussy at least one time everyday. it gives her comfort when she is between your legs and knows that you're enjoying what she's going.
p = pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
rough and sensual. sometimes she loses it all and fucks you with all she has to give. she knows what would like and she knows when she can allow herself to be rough anf when not.
q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies)
i already said it!!
r = risk (are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
umm... i don't feel like she would want to experiment. if you really want to try something, she will but she's not for risky sex.
s = stamina (how many rounds can they go for)
she can go for many rounds. as i said, she'd not satisfied with 5 minute sex. she prefers to cum and make you cum at least 3 times during every session.
t = toy (do they own toys?)
she has that one clit sucker that she loves to use on you and on herself. she also have paddles and ropes she loves using on you. she doesn't use toys on herself that much. nothing compares to her baby.
u = unfair (how much they like to tease)
she loves you too much to tease you. but if she's feeling extra dominant, be prepared that you won't cum until she says so.
v = volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make)
her moans are soft and high pitches but she breaths a lot. she's lets out deep breaths with the sweetest moans. and she's pretty loud. her moans aren't but her breaths are.
w = wild card (get a random headcanon)
she loves when you arch your back on the bed and beg her to fuck you. especially when you have a skirt on. just seeing your panties on display and your back arched is too much for her.
x = x-ray (let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)
well you have to check my pussy headcannons for this
y = yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
she doesn't seem like that kind of person but she needs it every day. one time a day is enough for her but needs it every day.
z = zzz (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
she loves talking after sex so it depends on how quick you fall asleep.
#mikasa ackerman x y/n#mikasa ackerman x you#mikasa ackerman x reader#mikasa ackerman smut#aot x reader#aot smut#attack on titan smut#attack on titan x reader#attack on titan x you
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post title pending. my weird swap au
this is the post im making for scratchswap, my au where i switch the post-scratch kids with the post-scratch trolls sharing their aspect (dirk-nepeta, roxy-equius, jake-eridan, and jane-feferi) and then the pre scratch dudes get swapped accordingly. yes this bc of the Parallels between feferi and jane and then i got a whole Thing out of it. im working on classpects/ages. characters under the cut
pre-scratch trolls
note for the record i did not think much about these guys
johune peixes: i have done 0 thinking on johune so sorry. theyre swapped w meenah and everyones really confused about how that funny little guy was a huge scary empress in every other universe
rozela zahhak: the sorcerer wooooo! pretty similar to canon rose shes just really fucking strong. good friends w aranea
dayves leijon: im still not 100% sure how to go about this one tbh but he does like romance in some form. also i got in in my head hes skittish. no idea where that came from. capitalizes b (glasses) and maybe something else?
jaidli ampora: oh i actually thought about this one a little! fashion is sorta fifties inspired like cronus but shes not a greaser thats his schtick. you dont steal a mans shtick. is there a c in that word or not
post scratch trolls
jaynce peixes: feels like i should work on that name huh. anyways jaynce does Not want to be the heiress (for reasons both transgender and not) at all and is in a little bit of denial about this. i lied actually a lot of denial. may or may not be moirails w jayque havent decided. replaces e and o with -E and -O forks and spoons!
roxxie zahhak: a little more into robots n shit than coding but still does that. bit of a jack of all trades! thinks deyirks lusus (its. kity) is the most special boy in the whole wide world. probably moirails w deyirk now that i think abt it but maybe not. im on the fence abt a lot of stuff here. uses some kind of prefix, emoticons have X for eyes, replaces x sounds with x, y (as a vowel) with ie, and s w z
deyirk leijon: WORLDS MOST NORMAL MAN (lying) lives in a cave in the middle of the woods not for catgirl reasons but because this guy is going insane in solitude works best when isolated. also uses some kind of prefix for a quirk. roxxie drops off robot parts at his house every few weeks and they make a day of it theyre Pals
jayque ampora: he helps feed gloybsub or whatever her name is and hes so normal about the deaths on his conscience. really hes so normal guys cmon. normal
pre scratch kids
mimi egbert: token cis friend sorry meenah. or not idc. more mellow because dad egbert is just a normal guy and isnt raising her to be the literal queen of the world. still meenah tho
hans lalonde: i am unsure about the name but i think its fine. the ultimate horse girl (therian). keeps maplehoof in the foyer. if he had to interact with his dad for more than 20 seconds they would both implode from the sheer awkwardness. the house is big as shit they just gesture to each other when they see each other and thats fine for both of them
manu strider: wears heart shades everywhere as a sort of joke. he doesnt actually know. caps lock is broken and refuses to fix it + uses kaomoji a lot. fujoshi to transmasc pipeline haha who said that
crow harley: im stilling working on which animal to furrify cronus with. watches a bunch of old movies and picked up those speaking habits. other shit pending
post scratch kids
fifi crocker: she wants to be crockercorps new ceo sosososo bad she would make up for all of their horrible crimes against humanity by uh. shes working on it ok?
neta strider: the she/her to she/they to they/them to he/they to he/him to he/they to she/he/they to The Creature pipeline. percentage of their diet that is fish he caught w her own bare hands has been steadily increasing. is trying to buff up on history but keeps on going down wikipedia rabbit holes and rereading the nyan cat article for the thousandth time. would still do the detective pony rewrite but would get sidetracked by the lolcat metaphor for way longer
eqis lalonde: do you know how hard it is to smush equius down to four letters? i just made this name up man. anyways i dunno what to do with her but shes a girl of the horse variety
dani english: diversity win this sickly victorian orphan child is genderfluid! fucking terrified of the lusi on the island. fancies herself sort of a romantic poet
the entirety of this was brainstormed while i was bored in class for the record. still brainstorming so im gonna edit this when more shit arises
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A-Z Headcanons
Steven Adler X Reader Headcanons
A/n: I love Popcorn so much! I do mean Steven not the food(both are amazing tho).
Word count: 1020
Warnings: Smut!!
Masterlist
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A - Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Out of the five of them, Steven is the best at aftercare. As we know, Popcorn is a ray of sunshine and he really shows it with his aftercare.
B - Body Part (their favorite body part of theirs and their partner’s)
He loves his hair and his thighs I feel like. He probs loves to have his hair pulled or likes it when you run your fingers through this golden strands. As for his legs, probably because I feel like he’d like it when you ride his thighs.
His favourite part of you is your smile even though he’d say something soppy like, “I love everything about you”. But if he’s narrowing it down, he adores your smile because it lets him know when you’re genuinely happy and okay apposed to when you’re not okay and need some TLC from Popcorn.
C - Cum (anything to do with cum)
Depends(I say that a lot💀🫣). He likes to nestle his duck inside you and cum in you. He also likes to feel you cum around him. However, he’s not a cum fiend so at the most, unless you ask for him to cum anywhere particularly, it’s going in you or on your thighs(possibly your stomach).
D - Dirty Secret (a dirty secret of theirs)
This man is a gentleman in the streets, but a freak in the sheets. However, I feel like he’d prefer for you to be dom(badass domanatrix? Maybe, maybe not?).
E - Experience (how experienced are they)
Cannot decide, honestly. It’s good sex to say the least, maybe a little sloppy but definitely great.
F - Favorite Position (self explanatory)
He’s a missionary man. Loves to feel close and intimate with you so what better position than missionary. However, it’s not vanilla. JUST SAYING.
G - Goofy (are they more silly or serious in the moment)
This is Steven ‘Popcorn’ Adler we’re talking about here. He��s is the definition of sunshine so you can bet he jokes a bit and you share some smiles and giggles.
H - Hair (how well groomed are they)
80’s bush™️! It’s not disgusting but he doesn’t get rid of it, maybe trims a little but overall, he loves his bush🤷♀️.
I - Intimacy (how are they during the moment, romantic aspect)
!!!ROMANCE CENTRAL!!! He loves romance and who can blame him?! (Yes, I’m a hopeless romantic. Shut up). He loves making sex as romantic as possible. Roses petals on the bed, candles around the bathtub, reassurance, etc. .
J - Jack Off (masturbation headcanon)
Loves it. He loves to Jack off to you. By that, I mean you’ll sit next to him in some lingerie, praising him and calling him a good boy while he whimpers, rubbing his cock.
K - Kink (one or more of their kinks)
He definitely loves to call you Mommy. Idk why but I can 1000% see him as a sub. Maybe a breastfeeding kink👀.
L - Location (favorite place to do the do)
🎶Bathtub🎶. As mentioned before, this man is a romantic man. Candles scattered around the bathroom while you fuck him in the tub.
M - Motivation (what gets them going)
You praising him. Popcorn loves to hear you call him a good boy or hear you say how well he’s doing. Something like that.
N - NO (something they won’t do, turn offs)
Being too rough with you(or vice versa). He’s fine with giving you the occasional spanking but he hates causing too much pain because it makes him feel bad.
O - Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skills)
Loves to have his head between your legs because again, you praising him?! Music to his ears.
If you’re giving him head, he’s definitely thanking you and shiz like that.
P - Pace (are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual)
Slow and sensual. But not in a boring way. If you want him to go faster, just say and he will. His number one priority is to please you.
Q - Quickie (their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex)
He can find romance in everything so of course he’d be down for a quickie!
R - Risk (are they game to experiment)
Yes but nothing too crazy. That all I’m saying🤷♀️.
S - Stamina (how many rounds can they go for)
2-3 rounds but they’re very valuable(if that makes sense). He prefers to make you have one leg shaking orgasm than 10 mediocre ones.
T - Toy (do they own toys? Do they use them?)
Cock rings, vibrators and blind folds. He gets you vibrators for birthdays or Christmas’s and you get him cock rings for birthdays and Christmas’s. The blindfolds are spontaneous gifts.
U - Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He prefers you to tease him but he will tease you every now and then, just to add a little spice/edge to the relationship.
V - Volume (how loud are they)
He’s not as loud as Duff but he whimpers and moans like a little bitch. He likes you hear you moan from time to time but he whimpers and moans for you almost Every. Single. Time.
W - Wild Card (get a random headcanon)
During family movie night(by that I mean Axl, Duff, Izzy and Slash cam over to watch movies all night and steal your food), Steven got a boner from you fidgeting on his lap and you masturbated him under the blanket. From then on, he loves when you two do things like that.
X - X-Ray (let’s see what’s going on in those pants)
About the same as Axl, slightly more girth. Possibly a bit longer than Axl?
Y - Yearning (how high is their sex drive)
Same as Duff. Always down to fuck but not horny 24/7. If you need him though, all you have to do is say and he’s got a boner.
Z - ZZZ (how quickly do they fall asleep afterwards)
Sleepy baby. Loves when you run your fingers through his hair and say sweet nothings until he falls asleep on your chest. Takes him 5-10 minutes after aftercare(unless that is your aftercare) to fall asleep.
#guns n roses#gnr#steven gnr#steven adler imagine#slash gnr#axl gnr#duff gnr#izzy gnr#izzy stradlin imagine#axl rose imagine#duff mckagan imagine
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9 Fandom Peeps to Get to Know Better
Thanks for tagging me, @thirrith!!
3 Ships You Like: Agnes Montague/Gertrude Robinson (the magnus archives); Tex/Outlaw Ty (woe.begone); Lucy and Mina's whole polulycule situation (dracula). (purposefully not adding the ships i've written for to broaden my horizons 🙏)
First Ship Ever: god, i don't know, i didn't start actively shipping characters until later in my fandom participation journey. Nine/Rose/Jack from doctor who? Or maybe Ten/Rose? In both cases i didn't see the shipping potential until they kissed in canon so idk if those count.
Last Song You Heard:
I'm insane about woe.begone, i'm insane about music from woe.begone, i'm just all around insane at this point
Favorite Childhood Book: warrior cats
Currently Reading: Once Upon a River by Diane Stterfield
Currently Watching: a bbc documentary about Anna Akhmatova bc i was asked to translate it
Currently Consuming: a hematogen bar
Currently Craving: i was craving a hematogen bar, but now that i have it, i want tea. that requires getting out of bed tho
Tagging: @felixcosm @bgbrry @sketchy-scribs-n-doods @johnmalevolent @iamineskew @croh3 @minorheroics @pogankablednaya @ray-theoretical-trucker
^yes i did cheat and tag a couple irls, but in my defense i genuinely do wanna hear their answers
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the side character - l.mk
you see, people come and go all the time, but the way they leave always stays.
summary: jack and rose. bella and edward. romeo and juliet. it was a common knowledge that everyone's have their own partner in their life story. but here you are. the side character in mark's tragic lovestory. just another girl he had to go through. you hated to admit it but you're probably just a chapter in his book. after all, who cared for lavender brown when ron weasley was written for hermione granger?
genre: angst, lil fluff, full length fic, mark x reader
warnings: curse words, a long one, lots of timeskips
wc: 10.5k
an: this fic is originally for haechan but i figured that the character fits mark more so i had to make some changes!! also this one's a ride-- and it's a new story !! hope u guys enjoy it <3
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you met him back in june. and the way you met for the first time wasn't your favourite. its safe to say that you two didn't get off the right foot.
you remember it like it was the back of your hands, how you met mark lee. it was a regular tuesday, it was rather cloudy. no signs of rain tho, and as the news said, pack your umbrella because weather can be a bitch sometimes.
you parked your lexus that your mom had gifted you when you turned 20 at the same spot you did for the past two years you've been driving it to school.
university was okay, you're in your last year so that's a plus, but what made your college life great was your friends.
"y/n!" you turn your back too see your friend, jake running towards you as you locked your car.
"here's your coffee, you lazy dog." you gave him the iced americano that he texted you to get him. it was a routine to you, you get up earlier and get ready, sparing time to get coffee at the local coffee shop. so it was fine for him to ask to get him one too. at first. it had been a routine for him also to ask you every single day.
"ey, you keep saying that but you keep buying me still." he said as he sipped his drink, earning a slight elbow in this side from you.
"so. apparently, there's a new kid." jake said as he walked with you through the hallways.
new kid? it's the last year of college, who's in their right mind to move to a different univeristy on the last year?
"that's dumb. we're literally graduating and they still moved schools? what a waste of--"
"oh, sorry!" your coffee almost spilled if you didn't move it up 0.5 earlier before you bumped into someone.
"holy fuck!" the boy almost jumped, avoiding the drink.
"watch it." jake's voice switched, now very stern as he looked at the guy. he put his hands between you and the person in front of you, to avoid any more unwanted contact.
the guy is very unfamiliar, you've not seen him here before. making you think that he might be the new kid.
what struck first to you is his eyes. he looked so good, he looked like.. someone who's really comfortable to be with.
"dude, she bumped me. you two were talking in a busy hallway, and you expect everyone to get out of your way?" one more thing to add, he's mouthy.
"you're being rude, you know." you muttered as you get your posture back.
"i'm not. i'm just saying that your friend here doesn't need to come at my face when you two were wrong." now, his eyes are on you and you watched as his gaze turned almost soft.
"i'm just protecting her-- dude you don't have to be an ass." jake, now standing in between you.
"look--" you pushed jake to the side, "i'm sorry. i'm sorry i bumped into you. now, can we go?" you asked.
he looked at you for what you felt like was a hot minute, before rolling his eyes and walking pass you two.
"what a fucking prick." jake continued to stare at the guy as you two continued to walk, turning his head as the guy disappeared.
"hey, he's right. we bumped into him."
"are you defending him?" jake now looking at you with exaggerated disbelief in his face.
"stop, you know we were wrong." you lightly slapped his arms.
"he doesn't have to be an ass about it." jake then took another sip as you two turned into the corner.
"plus i feel like he's just having a bad day-- its hard being a new student." you felt like you're justifying the guy's rude actions but you couldn't help it. you can't find a reason why, aswell. just-- he's just right.
"i know what this is." jake stopped walking, making you halt aswell. jake then. turned to you, and of course, in reflex you turned your body towards him.
"what?"
"you find him cute, right?" jake accusing you, making you furrow your brows and laugh. you shook your head as you walked.
"i guess he was fine."
*
the second time you met mark lee, its was a rather better interaction. you had stayed behind for one of your classes because your professor had a problem with your paper.
"it's really amazing, the way your mind works, y/n. don't get me wrong, you had the correct answer." your professor, flipping the pages of your paper.
"then what's the problem, mr. tan?" you're confused, as you sat in the first row seat in front of his desk.
"the way you solved it." he looked up at you and showed you the paper which had your written formula and solution.
you're a very impatient person, which why you would always find a faster way to do stuff. specially in academics, if you're really having a hard time with the formula that was given, you'll find another that also works, but faster.
"look, mr. tan. the important thing is i got it right, i just found the given formula---"
"mr. tan! oh, thank god you're still here." large footsteps filled the classroom, as a familiar voice entered.
and as you expected, the guy who bumped into you the other day walked inside. his strides were large, and his movements were panicky. i guess he really wanted to meet mr. tan.
"lee mark, be glad y/n held me up." your professor then shuffled in his desk, leaving you and mark, you think his name is, to notice each other's presence.
"hey." you initiated, which mark just nods without looking.
it rubbed you the wrong way, how he refused to even say 'hey' to you. was that incident the other day such a big deal? or is he just this distant with people he's not close with?
honestly, it shouldn't even matter. he's just a random guy. it shouldn't bother you the way it's bothering you right now.
you took a deep breath, "mr. tan, i think i should go. if you have a problem with my paper then it's fine." you gathered all your things and stood up.
you were about to step outside the room when suddenly your name was called.
"y/n, wait up." mark finished his talk with mr. tan when he suddenly called your name.
you stopped in your tracks, as you about to turn around he's already in front of you.
"uh-- i," he looked down swiftly, gathering his thoughts and looked up at you again.
"what?" you asked.
"i was thinking we should leave together." he blurted out rather quickly, before turning around quickly and started walking.
this confused you, so you took quick steps to follow him. "hey-- hey! can you walk slower?"
"oh, shoot, sorry." he stopped, waiting for you to take a few strides until you catch up.
"let's go-- but please step a little smaller, i've got short legs." you joked, hoping to lift the mood.
you can see him smiling but quickly hiding it, as he walked slower this time to match yours.
"so.. uh what's up?" you can't tell if you're just socially awkward, or its because he intimidated you. you're close to admitting that you're both.
"nothing.. honestly-- i just wanted to say sorry for the last time. i was a dick to you and your friend" he scratched the back of his neck as you two walked.
"it's okay. i mean, it is our fault so.." you shrugged your shoulders,
"still, i shouldn't have been such an ass."
"yeah.. wait why are you in such a bad mood tho?" you asked. honestly that was the thing that confuses you, is how he's so upset about the other day and then did a full 180 today being all apolegetic and stuff.
"for starters, i'm a new student here so it's.. kind of hard, you know, settling in a whole new different environment when you're used to your old life." suddenly he turned serious, as if he's thinking about something.
"i know. that's also what i thought. glad you cleared it up tho, at least i could cross out the asshole in front of your name." you smirked at him which he just chuckled in response.
"so, uh i'll go ahead. see you around, y/n."
"see you."
--
after that, your meetings with mark lee become frequent, as he asked you things about the university. you two would spend lunch, together with jake. jake hesitated at first, still holding grudges on the time he and mark had a little misunderstanding. but all ends well after three days of having mark around.
"dude-- so you're like very popular back in your school?" jake asked mark, before shoving his burger into his mouth.
"eat slowly, stupid." you noticed there's crumbs of the burger bread on jake's chin. you grabbed a tissue and wiped it off.
mark saw that, his eyes followed your hands when wiping jake's mouth. he doesn't know why but he found your gesture so admirable. how you take care of other people seems so sweet to him.
"if i wasn't on the volleyball team i wouldn't be." mark answered after looking away.
"that's why you were talking to mr. tan? you're signing up for try outs?" you looked at him after folding the used tissue and tossing it to the near trash bin.
"yeah, but because of my records at my previous school-- i didn't have to go through tryouts." he said, a hint of arrogance in his voice.
"so you're that good, huh?" you teased, raising a brow at him.
"i mean, if you put it that way..." he tilts his head, smirking at you which you just responded with shaking your head.
the little conversation you shared cut off early, when you heard jake coughing.
"you little shit, i said eat slowly!" you panicked, grabbing the water bottle that was on the table and quickly gave it to jake. you caressed his back as he was drinking, concern filled your eyes as you watched your friend recover.
this sight had mark in awe. the way you quickly reacted to jake almost-- well, i guess-- dying, the panic in your eyes as you struggled to open the water bottle, and the pure care as you watched jake drink. his mind filled with you-- the way you are.
and then it turned into worry, when he thought that there might be something with you and jake. is that why you're so thoughtful about him? why you two are always together?
he's nervous to admit, but he did feel uneasy.
no, mark, stop it. he told himself. he should not be thinking like this. maybe he just missed having someone to take care of him. that must be it. that should be it.
-
days turned to weeks, and before you know it its been a whole month since mark started hanging out with you guys. and you can tell, he's getting more comfortable.
"this fucking vending machine sucks." mark, pissed at the school's vending machine. he stepped backwards and from his posture, you knew what he was about to do.
"do not!" you quickly grabbed his arm and pull him, "do not kick the vending machine, mark. maybe that's why it keeps eating your money, dumbass." you said and pushed him slightly to the side.
"yeah- try it, y/n. waste your money on that god damn vending machine." he dared, crossing his arms.
and as he expected. the vending machine did not give you anything but it took your money.
"what the fuck?! this shit is rigged." you tapped the sides of the machine, before trying to shake it.
"are you trying to shake a machine thats three times bigger than you? and here i thought you were smart."
"--but i want that kitkat." you whispered, almost pouting, mouth watering at the sught of the candy bar displayed.
"not gonna happen." mark then pulled you and started walking. he grabbed your tote bag full of books you had borrowed from the library. it was a normal thing for him to do, carry your things. he said something about 'your spaghetti arms can't carry weight bigger than an aquaflask.' which of course, is a flat out lie because you've been borrowing the same amount of books for years and jake didn't budge and offer to carry it so you had to carry it yourself. but mark being mark, he had every excuse just to do what he wants.
maybe it was his chivalry, or maybe just the way he talked. everything about him seemed so.. comfortable. he's someone you feel like you can trust-- and that's a big deal for you, because you had trust issues and you just met the guy for a month and you feel like you can tell him your deepest secret.
as you opened your car, you turned around to face mark and asked for your things. which of course, he didn't give it, instead he walked pass you and put the books inside your car himself.
"text me when you get home." he then stooped down to your level and slowly, his hands slowly touched something under your eyes.
his eyes are fixtated on whatever he's doing. while yours are looking at him. his dark brown eyes, down to his nose, and then his lips. the distance between your faces were too close. you can feel his breath fanning over your chin. this is really-- ah, shit.
"eyelash." he leaned back, showing you his finger which in fact, had a strand of your eyelash. that's when you were reminded to breathe.
"yeah-- sure, whatever." you quickly jumped inside your car and closed the door, allowing your self to calm down. you looked at your left, and there you can see a confused mark staring from your car window.
you just waved you hand goodbye at him, before starting the engine. you looked at the rear mirror to see mark's figure slowly disappear when you drove.
okay, y/n, what was that? you asked yourself. are you flustered? you looked at yourself in the rear mirror, and hell, you were redder than the devil himself. this is not good.
as you hit the breaks, some of your books in the passenger seat fell out of the tote bag. you looked at it and there's something you noticed.
a kitkat bar, with a note -- 'drive safe, -m'
your lips parted. you stared at it for what feels like forever and that's when you realized, you're fucked.
-
"jake i think i'm gonna stay at the library." you nudged at jake as you two got up from your desk.
jake looked at you, "you're not gonna have lunch?"
"i came packed," you tap on your bag, pertaining that you had a pack of lunch ready and you're just gonna eat in the library.
"oh-- that's new. okay, i'll tell mark." jake seemed to be convinced, as he nods and smiled. you take that as your cue to leave.
the truth is you don't have a packed lunch-- and you don't need to go to the library. you just need to spend a little less time from mark until this silly little crush goes away. that's what you've decided when you had come to terms that you do have developing feelings for mark and what better way to destroy the tree is to cut it before it even starts to grow.
and that's how you spent almost the whole week. avoiding talking to mark at all costs, making excuses for jake to hangout with mark without you, which you're glad jake doesn't ask questions-- well at least, you thought.
"are you avoiding me, or mark?" jake said when he found you at the school fountain, eating a sandwich alone.
you rolled your eyes, "now, why would i avoid you?"
and it's too late to realize that you said the wrong thing because,
"so you're avoiding mark?" jake now sitting beside you.
you stared at him, contemplating to tell everything because again, he is your best friend. if the situation is different and you two hadn't gotten close with mark, you'd spill everything the day you knew. but jake and mark had grown close, so its a bit complicated.
"no, why would i?" you looked ahead, avoiding his judgemental stares as jake examined your face.
"you suck at lying, y/n."
you closed your eyes, you took a deep breath. of course he'll know when you're lying.
"fine. i am avoiding mark." you gave up, looking at jake with the eyes filled with worry as you confess.
"why? i mean, yeah he's kinda mouthy but he's fun to hangout around. plus he's good at grilling meat so food's not it, maybe because--"
"that's not it, jake. its the opposite."
"what opposite? i don't get-- oh." jake's face turned from confused to suddenly amused, as he smirked at you.
"yeah," the only thing you said when you wait for jake to tease you-- or at least scold you.
instead, he sighed heavily and smiles, "i knew this would happen."
you looked at him, "no, you don't."
"shut up," jake shushed you with his finger made your mouth shut, literally. you slapped it away, of course.
"so how long has it been?"
"have no idea. but i realized it about a week ago." there's no point in lying now, jake knows you from the inside out.
"so what, you'll avoid him until everything goes away?"
"that's the plan."
"well that's a shitty plan." jake chuckled, making you turn to him and hit him.
"what, why?!"
"cuz if its a great plan then why is mark walking towards us now?"
thats when you looked to the left, and as jake said, mark is walking towrds you both but his eyes are fixated on you. you quickly looked away and attempted to stand up.
"and here i am, thinking i'm wrong and you're not avoiding me-- yet you're getting ready to run with the first sight of me." mark's voice was different from usual, this time more serious.
"look, no one's avoiding anyone." you told him, holding onto jake's arm like your life depends on it.
"i think i left something--" jake stood up, but you quickly pull him back down. you can't be left here with mark, for fucks sake you're bad at confrontations!
"sit back down." you sternly said to jake.
"what's happening? did i do something?" mark's voice turned soft, as he stooped down on you since you were sitting and he's tired of looking down.
"nothing, mark. i'm just busy." you almost face palmed yourself with your answer. really, y/n? busy?
"do you really think i'd fall for that?"
"i really think i should go--" jake attempted to walk away but you just held his wrist.
"yeah we should really go. i forgot to get this book from the library." you stood up beside jake.
mark stands up aswell. "did i do something wrong?"
"nothing! nada-- opseo. you're fine, mark-- i just.. we should go." thats when you pulled jake with you and started to walk swiftly.
"you're being unfair, you know?" jake spoke, as he pulled his wrist from you.
"i know-- i just don't know how to manouver around him. you think i enjoy doing this?"
"you're making him believe that he did something horrible to you. that's gonna fuck with his head for sure."
"i know, i'll fix this, don't worry."
--
[13:31pm] you: can we talk?
after almost half an hour deciding on how you should approach mark, you decided to just get straight to the point. you know this is the right thing to do. to explain to him why you're acting so weird around him lately.
jake had said something around, 'its better to get rejected when your feelings are still shallow' and there's not much things you agree on when it comes to jake, but this one seems about right.
sure, maybe you and mark's friendship could be destroyed in the process and it would hurt like a motherfucker, but at least... shit there's no actual upside from this.
before regret even comes around your mind, your phone vibrated.
[13:34pm] mark: that's all i'm asking for. send me ur loc i'll come find you.
here goes nothing.
in the end, you two decided to just meet at the local coffee shop near the university where you get your morning coffees. you arrived early so you just went and find a table for two.
knees shaking, you kept on eyeing the entrance just to see if mark is already here.
you sipped on your iced vanilla latte-- before glancing at the door again and there you see mark, standing tall among others-- looking around. not long after he saw you and his face lits up before actually walking.
"aw, man you already ordered? i said it was my treat toda--"
"i like you. like, a lot."
he froze, his eyes widen and jaw slightly parting, and then his brows furrowed. you're examining every reaction that he made. after what feels like a whole five minutes, he slowly sat down in front of you.
"did i hear you right? you-- you what?" his face screamed confusion, as he's refusing to believe what he just had heard.
"i don't know, okay?! believe me, i'm not the type to develop feelings for someone i met a month ago. even this is weird for me. so just get this over with and say that you don't like me like that." words came out of you naturally without even thinking. you cannot even look at him in the eye. this might be one of the most nerve wracking moments this year for you.
what even surprised you is what he said after that.
"who said i don't like you too?"
--
and here you are, sitting in mark's passenger side waiting for him to get out of the 7/11. he was craving ice cream and you know him, he gets what he wants.
"uh! babe, they're so good, you'll gonna regret not wanting to buy one." he grunts as he entered the car. you rolled your eyes,
"i could always steal that from you." you joked, removing some of his bangs thats almost touching the ice cream that he shoved in his mouth.
"not this one-- it's too good." he moaned, making you chuckle as you pull out your phone to take a picture of him going crazy over some ice cream.
"wish you ate pussy like that." you joked as you typed in your screen. you laughed as you heard mark choking over his ice cream, completely shocked by your bluntness.
"y/n, jesus let me eat my ice cream in peace!"
well, it is safe to say that everything went well after your confession. mark liked you back, and everything goes smoothly after that. you can feel how he changed around you, treating you more like a partner more than a friend.
and that goes on for almost 5 months now. yeah, a lot of time had passed.
are you two officially together? no.
is he your boyfriend? you'd like him to be, but no.
are you exclusive to each other? yes. you never even had a thought about entertaining someone else. mark had proven it aswell, not showing any interest to the many girls that flocks around him.
"i need to leave-- babe. jake just texted me that he's already at the bazaar." you told mark, as you showed your phonescreen to him to show jake's texts.
"tell him to eat shit because i want to be with you more." mark had finished his icecream, now holding your hands while the other steers the wheel.
"baby." you tried to add more authority to your voice but it didn't budge mark at all, instead he just smirked and looked at you.
"you know i get turned on when you use your angry voice, babe." he licked his lip, smirking at you and then looking back at the road.
you hit him lightly, "come on, babe, i'll see you later at jiyeon's, okay?"
"fine. text him and say we'll be there by five."
you looked at mark in the driver seat, holding the steering wheel with his left hand and the other on your thigh.
you wondered, how could you love someone this quickly? yeah, you've had people come and go in your life, but never like this. it's like, you never wanna let go of mark, even tho you don't have anything to hold onto. you just wanna stay with him.
his shirt was oversized as usual, so the fabric showed a little more skin on his collarbone. you saw a glimpse of his tattoo. it's a rose, he said he had it back in highschool when he was dumb and stupid.
"i really like your tattoo." you blurted out.
mark's smile suddenly disappears, as he fixed his shirt to cover it up. it seemed strange, but maybe he just really regretted having a tattoo.
"a stupid decision, i hate it." he said so spiteful, that made you drop the topic.
mark drove you to the food bazaar, and ofcourse, you two shared a lil make out sesh before you actually get off the car.
"hmm, babe as long as i want to eat your face longer, jake's fuming mad and you know he's annoying when he sulks." you leaned away from mark's face, looking at him slowly opening his eyes, lips a bit tinted from your lipstick, as he chased for your lips one more time.
you chuckled, putting your palm flat against his pouty lips. "no. i'll see you later." you get off his lap, and pulled out your mirror as you retouched.
"i hate jake so fucking much." mark whined. you smacked him in his shoulder playfully.
"i'll go ahead-- i'll text you when we're headed to jiyeon's!" you opened the car door while you waved at him. he nodded and gave you a flying kiss which you dodged as a joke and shut his door close.
life is good-- you're with mark, probably the most perfect boy ever, maybe you're biased but he's just really exactly what you wished for.
except for the fact that you have nothing to hold on to.
no label. what keeps you going is the fact that he said he liked you too. that's it.
and for a while, you were fine with it.
--
"that's weird, mark still haven't texted me yet." you looked at your phonescreen for the ninth time, to see if mark had texted.
"you did say that you'll be the one texting when we're on the way to the party." jake, busy stuffing his face with food.
"but he would always-- always text me first. you know that."
"aish, fine. let's go, i'll just finish this," jake then shoved the entire food in his mouth before standing up.
you have no reason to be paranoid, but somehow tonight feels different. your gut tells you to just stay home and not attend the party. you know jiyeon would understand if you called and say you're sick, right?
"on a second thought, maybe i should just stay home." you said as you buckled up in jake's car.
"na-uh. i'm not wasting gas just to drive you home and drive all the way back to jiyeon's place. come on, stop being so weird."
so you did, get to the party. fullpacked, as expected of jiyeon, the school's cheerleader. she's such a sweetheart, honestly. that's why she's almost friends with anyone.
as you entered, your mind was focused on finding mark. you're sure he's here. that's what you guys planned.
you've been trying to call him but no one answers. jake said maybe he's just enjoying the party. you've got nothing to worry about.
and its not like you have the right to know everything about him. afterall, you're not his girlfriend.
"happy birthday!" you greeted jiyeon and gave her a hug.
"aw, i'm glad you could make it!" jiyeon hugged you back.
"yeah-- couldn't miss it, this is like the houseparty of the year."
"well, you know me." jiyeon chuckled.
"have you seen mark?" you can't help but ask, because you're starting to feel weird. you've been here for about twenty minutes now and you still haven't seen him.
"oh yeah, about that, he's here-- actually, he knows some of the friends i have in the other school! they said mark came from their school. so i think he's been hanging out with them." you felt a relief. mark's just hanging out with old friends.
you almost wanted to smack yourself for being too paranoid.
"they're at the back!" jiyeon wandered off to greet other guests, so you took that as a sign to walk towards the backyard.
as you get near, you already heard cheers, laughing and chatting coming from the backyard. there, you saw a small circle which was all unfamiliar to you. people here at the party are all familiar, but these ones aren't.
and the man you've been wanting to see all night, was there, having the time of his life laughing his soul out.
what sparked the most interest in you is the girl beside him. she's so beautiful. beautiful enough to make you worry.
"hey! you found him?" suddenly, jake appears beside you. when he saw where you're looking at, he recognized mark.
"there he is! dude!' jake called out, which you quickly tried to stop him. you blurted out, "don't!"
but its too late. mark looked at your direction, and his smile suddenly disappeared. he looked scared, and then nervous.
"he was with his old friends, jake, you shouldn't have." you said to jake before turning around.
something inside you didn't feel right. the way mark reacted upon seeing you at the party feels weird. it's like he's forgotten about you and was shocked when he saw you.
you were about to go to the other side of the house when your wrist was pulled. "y/n."
mark called you by your name. oh. something you haven't heard for months. usually he calls you 'babe' or 'baby'. maybe not this time.
"hey." you gave him a smile and peeked at his back, seeing the girl he was with, behind him and softly smiling at you.
"hi." she waved shyly, which you replied with a smile aswell.
"uh- y/n, this is ryujin." hesitation in mark's voice was obvious, as he introduced you to the girl.
the girl then offered her hands, which you shook immediately. she was slightly taller than you, medium length hair, and so pretty. what stuck out the most is her fair skin, and red lips. almost like a shade of a rose.
"nice to meet you. i'm mark's.." you got stuck. who are you to him? you didn't know. so you looked at mark and you saw his eyes was filled with nervousness as if he was anticipating what you were gonna say.
"--friend." that's it, that's the right answer. you were his friend. that's what it is. you looked at mark again and you saw him blink, realizing what you just said and taking a sharp breath.
"oh. well, i really want to stay and chat, but i have to pee. markie, where's the bathroom?" ryujin held onto mark's arms, and mark glanced at you before showing ryujin the hallway to the bathroom.
once they got further, thats when you loosen your grip on your drink. your breathing was back to normal and you felt relief.
and then, boom. you felt heartbreak.
who is she? that's the first thing that popped into your mind. you feel like crying, right here, right now. she seemed so important to him. more than you. and you wanted to ask him, yell at him, fuck, but you can't. because you're nothing to him.
the music got loud, that's when you snapped back into reality and looked whatever is happening. jiyeon is now in front, saying something about 'the party is just getting started'
yet you feel like you want to run and go home.
you then walked to the pool area, which no one barely goes to because the waters freezing. there's a few people in there, but most of them are in the backyard.
you tossed your shoe to the side and dipped your feet into the water. the cold made you shiver, but atleast even a mere feeling got you distracted.
you were lost. you forgot that he had a whole life before you met him. you've been together for six months. six fucking months.
and you weren't even official. so why do you feel so fucking upset?
for a moment, you felt your heart stop when another set of feet dipped into the water beside you. you looked up, and there he was. your baby.
"hi," he smiled at you. the very same smile that makes you crazy.
"hi." you turned away from his gaze, and watched your feet sway under the water.
"why are you here? the party's over there."
"jake's probably getting wasted by beer pong and you were.." you paused. do you tell him he was with his girl? "..busy."
"yeah, those were old friends from school." he scooted more over to your side.
"you should go back, she might be looking for you." there it is. the bitter tone that you held back, came out. you didn't mean to, but it did.
"y/n." mark tried to hold your hand, but you refused and moved it away, pretending to get your drink beside you.
"are you gonna tell me who she is?" you asked. this is the only thing you needed to know. just this, and everything else will be okay.
"she's.. she's my ex." boom. you expected it, but damn does it still sting.
"you still love her?"
"y/n.. please." mark now looked at you and tried to hold your hand once again, but you just stood up.
if he can't answer the question, then that's it.
"i think i need a drink." you then grabbed your shoe and wore it, before mark could even answer, you were already walking away.
--
the morning you woke up, your phone blew up like crazy. you had it turned off after you left the party and texted jake that you're heading home.
13 missed calls from my markeu <3
[11:01pm] my markeu <3: where are you
[11:02pm] my markeu <3: jake told me u went home alr
[11:04pm] my markeu <3: baby atleast tell me you're home safe
[11:06pm] my markeu <3: answer ur phone babe
and so many more messages from mark you didn't bother to read the rest because you felt really off. last night he couldn't tell you if he's still inlove with his ex. he was with her the whole night and didn't bother to text you. now he's bombarding you with texts.
you're so glad it's the first day of summer. you didn't have to go to school so avoiding him would be easy.
so, unlike everyone else, you stayed home. everyone was probably away from vacation, and here you are. in front of your laptop watching netflix.
but still.. your mind is stuck with mark and his ex.
an idea popped into your mind. you feel crazy for doing this, but you know your mind wouldn't rest until you find out about them.
you searched mark's instagram, and you went to the tagged pictures. at first you saw pictures from your school, the ones that jake had posted-- and as you scroll down, you saw pictures from his old school.
the most recent one are a post from a man named jaemin, its a photo of him, mark and other friends that was in the party last night. ryujin was also there. it seems like she's really close with them. the caption saying, 'gonna spend the summer with the whole squad!'
so, they're planning on staying here for the summer? that's.. fine.
and as you tapped in one picture, him with his friends, you looked at the comments. mostly are boys-- probably his friends. you scrolled down until you saw a picture from a year ago.
the first photo was mark's tattoo. a rose.
then the second one was a girl's tattoo. a daisy.
the caption,
ryuu_jin: happy 3rd anniversary to my daisy. love, your rose.
--
"so, are you coming? i mean, it's the annual summer party! everybody's gonna be there, you know, to start the summer!" jake tried to sound enthusiastic as he proposed to you about the summer slam in the falls.
its an annual summer party that your town have. booze, music and free drinks so you know everybody's not gonna miss it.
except for you. it has been three days since you avoided mark. he had made efforts to call you everyday, even asked jake for help but jake already knows what's happening. so he didn't help mark, instead, he's been with you.
"i don't know, i think i'll pass on this year." you have no interest in torturing yourself this time. because you're pretty sure that mark and ryujin, together with his friends are still in town.
jake looks almost pissed, sighing and calming his self down before sitting down at the edge of your bed.
"look, y/n, mark and his friends are gonna be here for the whole summer. so are you gonna shut yourself out the entire time? come on, don't be a bummer."
you looked straight at jake, "jake please, i told you i'm not feeling well! why don't you just go by yourself? its easier for you because you're not in my shoe, dude. i'm not like you, i can't pretend to be okay when obviously i'm not!"
"all of this and you're not even his girlfriend."
and that ticked you off. "what the fuck? yeah i'm not! and it still fucking hurts because i did love him, you asshole. fuck you, honestly. get out of my room." you covered yourself with blankets before a tear escaped your eyes.
jake seemed to realize that what he said was wrong, so he immediately softens, "i'm sorry, y/n. i didn't mean it like that. i'm sorry."
gosh, what is even happening? you and jake never argued like this before. all of this because of mark? this is not good.
you sighed. you slowly uncovered yourself and looked at guilty jake, giving you an awkward smile. "let's go to the party.
---
"wooh!" you screamed at top of your lungs after you took a shot of pure vodka.
jake clapped at your craziness, so proud of his best friend. everyone was either wet, or drunk. and right now, you're both.
"fuck that taste horrible." you mumbled after recovering.
"yeah, that's pure alcohol. if you keep doing that i might need to call the ambulance for alcohol poisoning." jake gave you a lemon slice which you gladly accepted.
"i'm really glad i went to this party." you gave jake a smile of approval and he just laughed in your face.
you were about to grab the keg hose to give yourself a beer, when suddenly someone got a hold of your wrist.
you looked at the person, and its probably the least person you wanted to see.
"y/n." okay, y/n, remember your rule. act fine, don't let this affect you. show him that you're okay.
"hey, mark! want a beer?" you smiled at him, offering him a cup.
he looked hella confused, "why did you block me?"
"phone's dead." you continued to pour yourself beer, ignoring his eyes at any costs.
"for a week?" he almost sounded offended, which almost makes you vomit. the audacity.
"yeah. anyways, have you seen jake--"
"cut the crap, i want to talk to you. please." his eyes begged, looking at yours with so much sincerity, the same eyes you know you can't resist.
"i don't know if there's still something to talk about." you whispered, gathering all your courage to slowly open the can of worms.
"there is. i want to tell you everything."
with final hesitation, you decided this needed to happen for your sake. you know you're dying to know everything--- to clear everything, your mind, your heart and soul. better to get over this now.
so you and mark decided to sit at the bench away from people at the party, away from the music.
"so.." you started, waiting for him to say something.
"we were childhood friends."
the first dagger to your heart. are you sure you can take more?
"--and we got into a relationship, for three years. i loved her-- god damn, i really did." the way his voice cracked, says a million words.
"what happened?" you asked as if the answer wouldn't shatter your heart.
"drifted apart. her interest was far from mine. she had a different view of our future. i wanted to be with her forever but she got scared. we were kids, of course she was terrified. she wanted to explore more-- but i was sure about her."
the threathening tears in your eyes started to feel warmer. you wanted to hear that one of them had cheated, you wanted to hear that she was a bad person. so you could have a reason to hate her. but fuck, of course she's not.
"you really loved her, didn't you?" you asked. again, as if the answer wouldn't send another dagger through your heart.
"i did." he didn't even hesitated.
"so.. what happens to me?" you looked at him and the way your voice broke just confirms that you're in the brink of tears.
"y/n.. please. what happened to me and ryujin really hits me hard. she was my first love-- i can't just forget her." his voice was pleading. which makes it harder for you because you can tell he's also hurting.
"i'm not asking you to forget, mark. i'm asking you to put me in my place."
"y/n-- i like you, so fucking much." he held your hand like he depended on it, and it burned-- the desperation on the way he held it, it feels foreign-- just a while ago you called him your home, yet now he felt like a stranger.
"that's not enough if you still love her." it wasn't his fault. so why are you hurting him like this?
"i can't lose you."
"you have no choice. because i'm not fixing a man that i didn't break."
--
you see, people come and go all the time, but the way they leave always stays. and with mark-- well, him and ryujin left with a bang.
an instagram post,
ryuu_jin 'he's mine, you may of had him once, but i got him all the time.'
and a picture of mark, smiling brightly at the camera while eating ice cream.
"fuck this shit." you tossed your phone and covered your face with your pillow and screamed.
what was the reason she had to caption it like that!? what a fucking way to rub it in your face.
"she's doing it on purpose, maybe mark had mentioned what happened to her. what a fucking prick." jake said through the phone. oh, he's pissed aswell.
one thing about jake is when he knows you're being ridiculed or being hurt by someone, he gets mad. he's protective about things like this.
he offered to message mark about it but you don't want to make a big fuss about it. you just don't want anything to do with them anymore.
you stayed home for almost a week. practically living off of mcdonald's chicken nugget and store bought ice cream. jake knew you were heartbroken so what better way to mend a broken heart than an unhealthy supply of fast food.
but today, you had no choice but to go to a coffee shop. you maybe heart broken but hell, that wouldn't stop you from getting your favorite caffeine drink from your favorite coffee shop.
"one americano for y/n." you heard the barista call your name so that's when you stood up and got your coffee.
you thanked the barista and quickly walked to the door but not quick enough, as your wrist were grabbed.
"what the--" you words cut off when you saw who pulled you.
"mark?"
"y/n. how are you?" voice laced with concern, he genuinely want to know how you're doing.
you pulled your wrist from him.
remember, y/n, you don't have to be bitter. you're better than them.
"doing great." you said. looking over him, seeing ryujin sitting at the chair where mark had been sitting earlier. honestly, if you've noticed that they're here, you would pass on coffee for today.
"i'm sorry about ryujin's post, i told her to delete it already." oh, so he didn't know about the stunt his girl pulled?
"don't worry about it, no big deal. i really have to go." you can only be nice for a while, but you can't spend your afternoon hanging out with him and his girl. you're not a saint.
"y/n, please, just let me.. fuck." he held your wrist again, he's in crisis. mark can never lie. you can tell when he's really in deep shit.
"let you what?"
"let me look at you. i fucking missed you." he whispered the last sentence but you picked it up.
you smirked. "you can't be that selfish, mark, right? now go, ryujin's already looking over here." she's already eyeing you and mark from a distance.
"shit." mark closed his eyes and squeezed your wrist gently, before letting go. you took that as a chance to walk away.
it felt nice-- the way you stood up for yourself.
you don't need him, you can go on fine by yourself. just a little bit of a kick start and you're off. its gonna be great. all's gonna be fine.
--
you know damn well this isn't happening to you.
you rang jake's phone again for a what feels like the ninety ninth time, but his service was out.
you see, what happened was jake had set you up with a friend. a really nice guy. 'something to take your mind off the canadian boy' in jake's words.
and you know jake knew what your taste in men are so he set you up with his good friend, jay.
he's good looking-- wait, no, he's fucking gorgeous. him and you had similar taste in music and all that cheesy stuff. you seemed to enjoy his company so you had spent hours talking to him.
he asked you if you could go with him at the slum city. a popular bar here in your town. something about a summer thing that the bar offers live band. you agreed, of course.
so here you are, sitting with him, listening to music you and him both like.
but why are you sweating buckets you might ask?
well because mark lee, and all of his friends are sitting at the other side of the bar. his arms around ryujin, them laughing about something that you're sure isn't funny.
"hey, you alright?" jay asked. poor boy, here he thought you would enjoy the vibe but you looked constipated.
"yeah. yep." you nodded at him to give him assurance.
you glanced over at mark's side of the bar and you saw him glancing over you aswell. you looked away swiftly and pretended to drink.
somehow, this large space where the music and chatters filled seemed so suffocating for you. you weren't even claustrophobic but the distance between you and mark feels so uncomfortable, you weren't ready to see him happy just yet.
sounds selfish, you know, but you can't help it. seeing him happy while you were on the opposite of the spectrum just didn't seem fair.
once you felt your chest tightening, you knew it was bad news. you need to get out of here.
"jay, i need to go to the bathroom." you whispered over to jay, which distracts him from watching the band in front. he looked at you with concern, and offered to walk you to the comfort room.
you gently refused, because honestly you weren't gonna go there to pee, you were actually planning to get out of the establishment. to breathe.
you stood there, hands in your waist, breathing the oxygen that the establishment failed to provide you.
you can still hear the music that the band played, but here its more lower. instead, it got clouded over some cars passing by and noise made by the highway.
"your boyfriend?" you almost jumped out of shock when you heard a female voice behind you.
you turned, and viola, the heather in your story.
"no. not yet." you replied to ryujin, although you were aware that your answer just opened the awkward silence that you were trying to avoid, there's not much you wanted to say to her.
"oh. that's nice." if you thought the situation couldn't be more awkward, her response just proved you wrong.
the whole minute that just passed feels like a lifetime. you were sure she went to you with a reason, and you were only waiting for her to say anything.
and just like you hoped, she spoke.
"you know, i've always wanted to meet you." her soft voice that fits her angelic face starting to annoy you.
you didn't answer, still finding a correct response to what she just said. before you could find it tho, she continued.
"you made him so happy. i can tell, i've been seeing his posts for the last few months."
at least she was aware that i was here for him.
"yeah well we both liked justin bieber so that's easy." you tried to lift the mood, which didn't really help at all.
she chuckled, damn, even her laugh sounds so angelic.
"but you know we've been together for 3 years, right?" mood turned sour faster than usain bolt. you can't help but look at her when she said that.
"and you two have been together for.. a half." hearing those words from her mouth just broke you. you've never felt so down, so embarassed and so mad at the same time.
"what's your point?" your tone started to get colder, wanting her to leave you alone. you can't argue with her, all she said was facts.
"that i'm his home, and he just went for a little vacation but he's still going back to me." her tone almost sounded like she's bragging, like she's proving that she's always the girl. which, she is.
"and i know that. but didn't you break up?" you wanted this conversation to be over, but god, you can't just let her step on you like everything was your fault.
"we did, for like-- a year. but guess who's driving me home tonight? him. he loves me and he will always do. so i suggest, stop wasting your time on him because he's mine. i know its a hard pill to swallow but you know i'm right."
how could you respond to that? she's got a point.
"i already ended things with him. so please, just leave me alone--"
"y/n? ryujin? wha- why are you two--" ah, the man behind all of this. mark lee.
"nothing, markie. just reminded her some things." ryujin came back with her innocent smile as she faced mark. yet, mark's eyes are on you.
"y/n? hey!"
the relief you felt when you heard jay call your name. right on motherfucking time.
you looked at him as he ran towards you, voice filled with concern as he looked at you and the couple around you with confusion.
"hey, sorry, got caught up with some.." you glanced at mark and ryujin, "..old friends."
jay wasn't convinced, still eyeing both of them as he consoled you and put his jacket around you.
"it's cold out here. you said you were going to the bathroom." you looked at jay.
you stared at him. this man, gives you everything you needed to be a partner, and you're sure he's got no ex that he's still not over with, and he's drop dead gorgeous. why can't it be him?
"i'm sorry. let's go--"
"y/n, can we talk?" a curse almost slipped your mouth as you heard mark.
you sighed. you're tired. you want to move on and get this all over with.
"yeah, let's talk." you gave jay an assuring smile and said that you'll be back, ryujin also had no problem with mark talking to you.
you needed to end this.
"who's he? your boyfriend? when did you--"
"what do you want from me, mark? cuz i'm sick and tired of the bullshit you're trying to play. if you choose your ex then stop bugging me! let me fucking move on because i can't be hung up on you like a stupid lovesick bitch!" there. the anger you've been trying to hide just flew out. and honestly, you don't care.
"i told you needed time to sort my feelings! it's hard for me too! i never expected her to want me back-- y/n, i thought we were over!" his voice sounded exhausted aswell.
"you were broken up but you weren't over her, mark. that's just not fair for me, because how could you start something with me when you're not even finished with her?" your tears started to flow.
"i genuinely liked you, fuck i might be inlove with you for pete's sake!" you ears rang after you heard word 'love'.
you wanted to believe him. you wanted to ask and confirm what you heard but you knew it wasn't true. it can't be love. no.
"you don't, mark." you gave up on yelling, completely breaking down in front of him.
"how can you dictate my own feelings, y/n?! you don't know me!" he's the one yelling now.
"you weren't inlove with me, you like me because the idea of me reminds you of her--"
"no!-"
"let me fucking finish!"
his mouth falls into a thin line, a tear slowly filling the brim of his eyes.
"mark, don't you understand? you're saying that you love me because you feel guilty. you feel like you owe it to me, because i got hurt. can't you see? i'm the other girl."
there it is. the fact that you hated. the truth that you despise. you were the side character.
"you two are meant for each other and i'm just the other girl who you had to meet when you're broken-- just like any other lovestory. and after the happiness you felt with me-- you'll realize that it's still her. i hate to admit it but that's what it is." your voice was trembling, but you had to get the point across.
"what are you saying? no, y/n, don't be like that--"
"it's okay. i'll be fine, mark. you don't need to say anything." you shushed him, giving him a smile despite the tears rolling on your cheeks.
you continued, "it fucking sucks that it had to be me, but what can we do? life sucks anyways. you don't need to blame yourself over this, mark. i'm okay-- i'll be okay."
you caressed his soft cheeks to get rid of his tear, one last time.
you took a sharp breath. "go, mark. be with her. i'll be here. you know that boy-- earlier? he's a great catch, i know he'll take care of me. it's okay, let go."
mark, finally processing everything that you're trying to make him understand.
he sniffed, leaning to your face, giving you a stare you knew you wouldn't see again, before kissing your forehead like his life depended on it.
after a few minutes he looked at you again.
"thank you-- and i'm so sorry." the last words he said before walking away.
A year later
that brings you to now, you were already settling down on a new job, an internship that your school had gotten you after graduating.
jay and you tried, but it didn't work. maybe you're still hung up over your college fling but mostly you really don't want to lead him on when you're still not ready to fall into another relationship again.
you were scrolling through instagram and one particular post caught your attention.
it was from ryujin.
ryuu_jin: i said yes!
a picture of her hand, wearing a diamond ring.
you smiled. you weren't gonna say it doesn't hurt still, but you're glad they got the ending they deserved.
mark took all of his effort to avoid you-- even changing his entire schedule just to make sure you two weren't in the same class anymore. you never saw him again-- literally as he moved back to seoul after graduation.
he had stopped hanging out with jake aswell which doesn't bother jake-- because he's still mad at him for hurting you.
you'd accepted the faith that you weren't mark's happy ending, you were just a mere side character.
"it's fine, you'll get your prince charming soon." you whispered at yourself as you fixed your skirt.
you dusted off your button up shirt as you walked towards the building where you walk.
and as you looked up, its way too late for you to notice that you're bumping with someone.
"i'm so sorry! i'm so--"
to say that you're stunned was a huge understatement. your jaws were dropped upon seeing the man in front of you.
"sorry." his deep voice followed, smiling at you, presenting his eye smile that oh-- just adds to it all.
"yeah- uh.." you didn't know what to say, as you forced your eyes away from his gorgeous face.
"do you happen to know where na corporations is?" na corporations? that's the company you're interning right now!
"i'm actually on my way there-- uh, i'm the new intern." you grabbed your id and showed it to him, which he saw, and immediately his brows furrowed.
"y/n?" he muttered your name to spark some memory in his brain, because he swore you felt familiar.
that's when it downed on him, "you're l/y/n?"
you blinked twice, softly nodding to him as you let your id down. he took his time scanning your face, and you took the opportunity to appreciate his gorgeous face aswell.
is this my prince charming? no-- i mean, it can't be that fast!
although you wished he is, because god damn, you'd be a lucky girl if you managed to pull this one.
"i'm lee mark's cousin, lee jeno."
oh you've got to be kidding me.
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JACK HARLOWS SCRET SLUT PT 7
(Super long btw)
SMUT. Minors DNI please. p in V rough sex, a little bit of angst, a lot of smut.
you got up bright and early at 6AM as you had to be there by 8, you made your morning coffee and got ready… you saw Jack, you kissed him and he told you were an amazing person… he also asked “how’s the show? I haven’t had the chance to catch up but I will today especially because it’s the last day”
you reply: “it’s been great… tiring but for sure fun & I did enjoy my time with vinnie and everybody there… but even tho the episode is airing today, some photos were already posted and i haven’t seen. much on social media but…
people are already not liking it and no trying to cancel me for it…” Jack told you not to worry, to be calm and everything will be fine… he hugged you and you reminded him that even if your riding vinnie that Jack would still be in your heart… Jack got turned on knowing he had so much power over you… you licked his jaw and said… “I guess we’ll see if you’ll get jealous or not…”
he replied with “I wont… I’ll just fuck you harder… also me and vinnie are here to protect you so don’t worry about it…”
you asked him… “you wont be mad if we have sex right?”
“I wouldn’t care why? my love”
“we’ll considering today is the last day I might do something crazy with vinnie… so I want you to know jack… but I’m not sure… you know we still have to get ready for other shoots and then for your performances…”
“it’ll be fine my darling I wont mind… me and vinnie also have a surprise for you… I’ll reveal everything in a couple days.”
you were excited and nervous for whatever the surprise was, but you drove to set as you had no time to waste, you took Jack with you… he stayed around doing PHOTOSHOOTS for his music, meanwhile you went for fliming… you saw vinnie again… you smiled and already felt a lustful glaze coming from him… the crew told you to sit with him and have a lunch with him, turns out everybody was having a romantic lunch for the finale…. after some speaking with everyone else…
you thanked the crew, your friends and vinnie for making you feel safe and welcomed… after some more talking you decided to have the lunch with vinnie… his lustful gaze returned and you were so seduced but you had to keep composure for the cameras…
you looked at him with a smirk and said “well… I’ve never done anything like this before so you can take me as you please”
“my dear” he whispered seductively, he pulled you up and started walking towards the garden where everyone was having a romantic meal “we’ll have our dinner later, but you can start working now”
you nodded and followed him with your eyes watching everything unfold in front of you, you could feel the hunger building up inside you… you couldn’t wait for the food to arrive and your hands would start to shake, you knew that feeling… you knew that familiar craving for food but you wouldn’t give it to anyone but Jack… the way Vinnie held you in his arms as you both watched everyone eat it made you feel loved and protected… even though you knew nothing was going to happen between the three of you, you couldn’t help but enjoy every moment that was happening and you were so grateful that you guys had the chance to spend so many nights together with nobody else and with vinnie who was always so kind and caring, it gave you hope.
you both ran around the garden and did some flower picking… vinnie told you to wait meanwhile you chatted with some of the crew… vinnie came back with a rose…
“Y/N I give you this ride of love, abundance and my love, and all that you deserve you are truly a blessing to me…”
you blushed and took the flower while kissing him… you were so happy about this… you both went back inside after picking up some more flowers and he talked about some new PHOTOSHOOTS he had coming up… you were nervous but you told him “I think you should add me to them… especially because their for underwear… I have some ideas we can replicate…” you smirked and he blushed…
after some more time together you met up with everyone else…
you closed out the finale with a thank you note from every person on the show and of course doing some last ads…
you did it! you finished you were so happy you never had such a time consuming project, it was fun, and the best show you’ve been on, but you had to be there for almost 8 hours at times, fliming other things, or doing shoots, sometimes the episodes got extended last minute…
but you were so happy…
you and vinnie hugged after that, the episode from yesterday aired… vinnie incited you over to his house
and he had this great place… it was huge and beautiful… he took you over to a room where a lot of things were laying around for you to choose from… he had a ton of stuff on the walls and on shelves…
you thought ‘maybe a few of these would look cute on me’.
vinnie gave you a glass of wine, you sat down and waited for him to pick out something to wear… you two were getting a little tipsy…
you had your legs spread apart and were sitting there sipping and looking at eachother, he took off his shirt and you looked down at his chest… he was so perfect and sexy… and he was wearing these sexy blue boxer shorts… he pulled them down slowly, showing off his muscular body… you liked to watch him work his muscles and he had a tattoo on his left shoulder blade that said ‘i belong to no man’, which you found sexy as fuck…
you looked up at his face and he was looking directly at you… he grabbed you and put you on top of him and continued to undress you… you could hardly believe what was going on… you both ended up kissing deeply…
he moved his lips on your neck, licking and sucking it and you moaned… as he sucked it deeper and harder into his mouth and nibbled and bit on it, you tried to push him onto his back and he obliged… he started stroking you through your panties and you couldn’t stop yourself from letting out a scream of pleasure…
his hands slipped inside your panties and touched and caressed you all over.
you stared to make out with him… “vinnie being with you feels like a dream… your so funny, sweet and so kind… I love you so much… your body is perfect everything is… I’ve been so anxious recently about what people are gonna say…”
he kissed you while inserting himself over and over and moaned he then groaned and said “I know baby, thank you… your so fucking pretty, hot and sexy, a goddess, I see why Jack fucked you up… and- don’t worry about shit, I’m here for you… you can always trust me and… hey I’m happy that I met you too… it was fate I think… fuck- you just get me so hard… but your so much more then this… i- guess we’re both just sexual by nature but i promise you your everything else and more.”
you smiled as he kept fucking you… you moaned more and more, you switched postions now you were ontop of him on his bed, you started to just jump on his dick while moaning praises “fuck- I’ve never taken dick this king or girthy…”
“ah- your so hard- literally sliding down faster then a zipper”
you just went for it, soon your face got so lewd, vinnie just enjoyed the view while bucking his hips slowly, you were thinking about Jack too and the way he’d love to join in on this… but… there’s no way they’d both agree to something like this… whag ifbthey THOUGHT it was weird you always had an insercuity when it came to having sex with the both of them or just being around the both of them…
vinnie rubbed your nipples and told you to calm down as he saw the nervousness on YOU face… you went back to being slutty he kept moaning… “fuck- did Jack mention anything about this? I bet he’s gonna try and win you over huh? but… I’ll be your caregiver… and shoot my cum down your throat”
you moaned even louder, loosing all control and riding him endlessly, eventually he came and coated your walks every single inch… you told him yes, and you knew that the protective side was coming out of vinnie but you told him not to worry thetes enough for the both of them… you both kissed and you laid beside him… you hugged you telling you how beautiful and romantic you are…
you were far too happy… but you sneaked at some posts and saw the hate coming for you… but…
you couldn’t be bothered… everybody thought you were switching from man to man… so you remembered the footage FLIMED today had a bit of s different story line whete you and vinnie distanced and you did… but it was originally never going to air, you pressured the producers to air that only and the following day it aired… hopefully keeping everybody quiet as you wanted to keep everything private…
yes bevause of the hate,but also in general…
The end.
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They can WHAT.
Omg jaw dropped ROCKETDUO?$??$?$?$ HELLOOOO
Oh god this chapter is fucking long I am terrified whaththefuck goes down ohkygoddd aaaaaaa
Pausing for now until I get home so I dont like have to wait an hour right after reading an almost death shfkfkfkfkkdkk
Okay back woot woot :D
Snuggled up in bed with my fairy lights on under two blankets and in my PJs I AM READY!!!!
OH MY FUCKING GOD WAIT.
JUST REALISED
SMOKE.
FIRE.
STATUE.
OH FUCK
NOOOOOO THIS IS SO EVIL OHKYFUCGODJDODJFLGKGLG
NOOOOOOOOOOO
WAIT. I DID NOT READ THAT RIGHT. HOLDUP. I JUST. NO. NO WAY. JACK DID NOT. THERES NO FUCKING WAY. WHATHTHEFUCK. OHMYGOD?
NO
WHAT
NO
OHMYGOD
NY MOUTH IS HUNG OPEN IN SHOCK WHAT
I'm putting onmysuperangstynplaylistforthissholyshit
Oh
My
God
I know he has the syringe but..but. but. But. But. But. But. That is traumatizing that is fucking traumatizing
Bee is this u practicing writing MCD for roses LMFAODJFKGK ohmygodddd I'm ow ow ow ohmyfuckingofdo ohmygod ohmygod the TRAUMA the fucking TRAUMAS the curse??? I mean. He's gonna come back to life but he died holyshit. Is Wilbur eve r gonna not wear a blindfold I'm insane. I'm so insane. I cannot. I don't even know what tod o ohkygod ohkudoboghdnsmfjfdls
This is so fucking cool I'm fucking obsessed
Oh god....
Oh god.
Ow.
Ow.
Ow.
Everything hurts.
Everything hurts.
Ow.
HOW DID IT GET EVEN SADDER??$?$?#?#?$??_?_?_$ TOMMY FUCKING DIED IS THAY NOT ENOUGH OHMYGODDDD
It wasn't your time... That's totally why she didn't show up yes yes [cries]
HOW IS IR GETTING WORSE
JUST LET RHE BOYS REST OHMYGODDDJAKSHDKFKFLGF
WHERES PHIL AND TECHNO KHMYFUCGODDDDD
YESSS FUCK U SCHLATT MOTHERFUCKER!!!!
YESSDJFJGKDKFK I WAS WAITING FOR HIM TO USE HIS EYES AS A WEAPON YESSDDJFKGKD
Ily ranboo
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
That was so intense aaaaaaaaaaa
I don't even have WORDS, I'll probs have words once I read all the other asks but man. Man. I'm in shock. Wow. That was. So intense. Ohhhh my godddd so cool tho so so cool I'm gonna fozpsjdkf explodes beeeeee beeeeeee you're so good at writing holyshitttt this was such a satisfying climax ohmygoddddd aaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I'm not going to get over Tommy waking up and just. Demanding why Kristin wasn't there. That's so. Ow?? Ow..ouch. ouch. Ohmhgodddddskskfkdkskfjfkskf
Beeeeeee beeee I am not okay bee ohmygod diaowjdoxishdkskdjf
At least I can unmute the tags now woOOOO FJFKFLDLFLGLDKFLFLGG EXPLODES IM SO GONNA REREAD RHE SHIT OUTTA THE REVIVAL SCENE OHKYGODDD OUCHH OUCHIE OUCHIE OUCHIE I NEED DADZAAAA
ch 27 time lets go icy
yeah things go to shit really fast lmaoooo
loved finally getting to talk about the pythia curse story I've had that one written up for a while
the syringe is a surprise tool that will help us later :)
that whole convo was soooo manipulative and fucked up but also!! wilbur pushed through!! he held onto himself he's made so much progress!!
smoke :) tommy's lungs :)) jack manifold is there :)))
maybe it's me practicing my MCD writing for rose who knows you'll have to wait and see on that one lmao
tommy died and came back but death wasn't the great thing he'd always been promised it was. it wasn't warm and he wasn't comforted. he was cold and alone and terrified.
AND FUCK SCHLATT
thank you so much icy I'm so happy with how that chapter turned out. it really felt like the perfect climax to everything i'd been building towards the entire fic. so glad you enjoyed <3
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My hcs for the rwby girls body types bc it bothers me that there's not enough buff girl rep in the fights anime (all images described in alt text, pls inform if i missed one)
Disclaimer: we will be getting into both fashion muscles (looks only) and function muscle (function only) dont @ me with the "thats impractical" bull. Its a mix of course some of it will be
1) and most obviously
Yang xiao long
I think she looks like clarissa sheilds (with a slightly hourglass-y-er shape, just a liiiittle bitty bit extra)
Who is clarissa sheilds? You may ask! SHES A PRO BOXER WITH THE WORLDS BIGGEST "oh shes VERY athletic bu- OH MY GOD SLEEPER BUILD" I'VE EVER SEEN
Not flexing? Yeah shes strong no doubt. Those abs could probably crush you but is she Really a pro ath-
HOLY FUCK GUNS!
Anyways yang is a boxer and it should be her arms yall lesbians thirst over. Thank you for coming to my ted talk.
2)
Ruby rose
I actually think her muscles are more hypertrophic (bigger, sort of fashion muscle vibes) than her sisters. But shes got The Ultimate sleeper build (sleeper build is "jacked but doesnt initially look it" for those wondering). Tho her sleeper build is bc she layers so many clothes on top of clothes lmao.
That being said, i think shes got a lithe build with Powerlifters arms n legs. Why? She casually yeetz herself and controls a gun that can yeet her. She picks up other people all the time. Canonically speaking ruby should be able to armwrestle nora
So in conclusion:
3)
Blake belladonna
I think blake looks like an MMA fighter! Which means lithe for cardio, mildly hypertrophic from conditioning, and Beefy Core
All im saying is yang shouldnt be the one whose abs are lusted over in this ship. She canonically wears a crop top that Looks Like The MMA Outfit!!!!
I will also accept an acrobats/gymnasts build bc of All That Jumping she does. But all that would do is give her Ultra Strong and Flexible Thighs on top of the core of steel
4) the reason i made this list
Weiss shnee
Now i understand the impulse to draw her like the ballerina she appears to be! I get it! But i dont think it suits Her. It certainly makes sense from a family standpoint, but not from a personal standpoint
This one even seems to be in her costume (almost). Clearly inspiration was taken, and ballet is a major inspiration in how she is dressed. But it is Not an inspiration in how she Moves!
She moves like a rapier user. She has Perfect form. Look up fencing and HEMA winners for her build, while you can build her grace like a dancer (clearly) you cannot say her general movements are anything but swordplay.
Look at this model. She is still graceful here, just like the ballerina was before, but she is no longer graceful for you to look at. She is graceful for a reason. Wasted movement is wasted time. Wasted time is a battle lost.
Her arms appear more toned, she appears more strong and isnt pathalogially soft (which she WOULD be if she was a ballerina lbr).
Weiss isn't build like a ballerina because she rejected the idea not because she couldnt be an excellent one. And she should have less twiggy arms!
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hi!! i really wanted to congratulate you on 100 followers!! have some flowers as my gift to you, you are amazing for your writings and stories that you make on this blog🌻🌼🌼🌺. supporting and cheering you on!!
and if it won't be too much trouble, may i have fluff hcs about deuce spade with a shy, but kind gn! s/o? like how do they get together and how does their relationship function? hopefully this makes sense to you, feel free tho to skip if you want. stay safe!! and please take care as well!
𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲'𝐬 𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 - 𝐖𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭
| Notes: Hi, anon!
Thanks, thank you so much for the flowers, your compliments and your support. You’re so cute <3 I did my best with these hcs, I hope they’re good enough. I love Deuce, he’s such a sweetie and so wholesome in all aspects~
Thanks for the request! |
Deuce Spade x g!n shy and kind reader / fluff at extreme doses / crush to lovers / use of “you” pronouns
Cherry's Harvesting event 🍒 Masterlist
Such a Shy First Love
For you, it was quite natural to fall in love with someone like Deuce. He was kind, hardworking, full of energy and determination. Despite his background, he was working to improve himself and become an honorable student. He was your best friend, always by your side. But for a long time, Deuce had no idea of your feelings for him;
Being shy didn't help the situation much. When you tried to talk to Deuce about it, something hindered you and scared you enough to delegate this task for another day. You thought that somehow maybe it was the universe trying to stop you but, at the same time, you loved Deuce so much that you would challenge the entire idea of destiny for him;
But in the end, it was a matter of time for Ace to call the shots. “Are you moron-sexual? It’s the only way for you to like Deuce, you know,” he had asked, apparently joking. Both Deuce and you were lost in a spiral of blush and conflicted feelings, not knowing what to do. Red just like roses. Deuce didn’t believe that his friend had compromised his crush so bluntly;
“I… I am!,” you responded in a nervous impulse, almost screaming, which was not typical of you. The lunch table was silent and some people around looked at you, trying to understand what the problem was. Ace and Deuce were the ones who looked at you most shocked. The first because the plan really worked out despite his low expectations and the second... well, apparently his feelings were reciprocated afterall;
It hadn't been long since Deuce was diagnosed as in love by his friends. Epel was the first to reach that conclusion, actually. Because of the amount of attention Deuce gave you, the affection and support he always gave and sometimes, the way he suddenly got nervous when he wanted to say that you were “best friends”, there was no way to be anything else. That workout session with Epel and Jack made Deuce have an epiphany about his own feelings;
Now revealed, it only remained to move on. That is: you two start dating. It was a strange start, unlike anything you tried to prepare but,you had all the patience in the world with Deuce and his time to get things done, just as he had with you. It may have seemed slow to others but everything was walking in a pleasant step;
In normal situations, Deuce could turn around and act normally while you stood by him, shy but kind — and happy to know that he loved you as much as you did. But when your hands were leaning against each other or he said something relatively romantic without thinking, you both end up in a blushing mess of stutters;
Oddly enough, even in such moments you could communicate in some way. You could just throw loose words at each other, nervous hand and head gestures, nervous laughter and embarrassed smiles, but you could understand each other. This made Ace particularly stunned. And annoyed. He still hasn’t decided yet;
Despite everything, things have not changed too drastically. You still showed up at the Track and Field club practice, happy to sit on the bench and quietly cheer for Deuce to strive for the goal of improving in the sport. Sometimes Deuce would stumble when he looked to the side and recognized your presence. But after a while, seeing you — always there for him, from the beginning of your friendship until now — motivated him to run faster, always towards the prospect of a happy future;
On vacation, Deuce accompanies you to his hometown to introduce you to Mrs. Spade — who has heard so much about you and unfortunately, to her son’s embarrassment, would keep repeating it as many times as necessary. Deuce held your hand the whole time he showed you the city, assuring you that he was there and you didn't have to be nervous. When you walked past a place terribly familiar to former delinquent Spade, it was you who did assure him. What was good, you reminded Deuce that that was a turning page in his life;
Study sessions — or dates — are usually quiet, but a comfortable type of silence. You always help Deuce with the doubts he has and when you come across something very different from your own world, he explains it to you. In common doubts, you go after the answer together and support and encourage each other to improve. Especially when you train in public speaking with Deuce, reading a part of the subject to him, Grim and the ghostly walls of the Ramshackle. Although, you notice sometimes, Deuce looks at you with such bright eyes that you aren’t sure if he is paying more attention to you or what you are reading.
#twisted wonderland#deuce spade#deuce spade x reader#twst imagines#twst x reader#twst fluff#twst headcanons#twst fluff headcanons#cherry's writing#cherry's harvesting
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g r e e t i n g s
i'm clyde and i thought i had to do this post even thought it would be cringey
i speak turkish(mother language),english(fluently),and some german but not really fluent
im both an artist and a writer,so double the creativity and the pain
im aceflux and panplatonic (idk if that term exists or not,i feel platonic attraction but make it pan) and i use they/she. im still a cis female though,i still prefer they/she.
here is some useless info about me/getting to know about me:
im an infj 7w6
i went to...skopje,ohrid,prishtina and prizren (basically macedonia and kosovo)
im interested in law and willing to be a prosecutor?( i might turn into franziska or edgeworth.)
possibly neurodivergent.
i will possibly say sorry to everything? everyone says i shouldn't but idk i think im standoffish and an asshole sometimes.
anyways.
fandoms
jujutsu kaisen,the study case of vanitas,ace attorney,ENA,dumb ways to die (if it counts),deltarune,undertale,honestly idk
things i like(bands,hyperfixations and shit)
so...im going to ramble some shit out so you can skip this)
nirvana,pink floyd,guns n roses,foster the people,penelope scott (some of her songs),jack off jill,some turkish rock (i normally cant stand turkish music even it is my own countrys,but there is some specific bands like maNga,yüzyüzeyken konuşuruz etc. but idk much.),pinkshift,law,my ocs,writing,drawing,my ocs,my blanket,frogs,cats,astronomy,science,simple affection,colorful things,love letters,flowers,gardening,shopping,rambling,anyone listening to me,my fandoms...but yeah lets go on
projects
1. harper to the end of the world(dünyanın sonuna harper in turkish)
trigger warning: cringy,maybe some trauma,edgy teenager,narcissism,kind of venting and ranting,some spoilers?
harper is my kind of self-insert oc,when most people ask i say "a character based off me." so yeah my life is like shit and most people judge me for whateverthefuck i do. homever stabbing them is illegal and prohibited in Islam. i always wanted to control them and make them be sorry for what they did. i cant mention their irl name tho,i will get in trouble.(our advisory teacher and the counselor are such jerks,i don't like them.) and then harper gets the ability to...control them?
i admit i was trying to drag attention to myself in 6th grade,but that was the literal past and as my dear friend(i don't know if he still sees me as a friend.) mr. nobody,"the desire to drag attention to yourself comes from the lack of attention you are having." i couldn't agree more. i was a loner back then but i found some people that arent assholes but i don't know if they like me or not. theyre cool though. im a standoffish and attention addict girl as the girls gossip in my classroom but they talk about wanting a "big boy" or a "starboy" like wtf aren't those songs 💀 AND THEY LIKE A BOY WHO LITERALLY PULLED OFF A GIRLS HIJAB AND THERE IS RUMORS THAT HE LIKES ME 💀💀💀
but, what if there was someone who actually gave a fuck about me? yep,here comes my ocs. i get dragged into another universe where harper's and my other oc's dreams actually happens,but they have to fight with monsters and evil people etc. harper becomes a fairy and gets frogs and other pretty animals 🩷
2. interworld(dünyalar arası in turkish)
so,these characters.im going to write their name in english and turkish.most of the names have to do nothing with their original turkish names,but it suits them.
trigger warning!!
a good-looking teenage model,which is actually very nice,but doesn't want to model because the influence he gives on people,and doesn't want any bitches.also being verbally @b#s#d by his brother,the ceo of the big fashion company. xavier,our protagonist. (his name is Yıldırım.yep,thats his name.btw his mom dies after she gives birth to yağmur,her younger sister.)
a government agent,who just wants to live her teenage life. she was really depressed after her mom got fired and had to leave her for good.. has to go on murdering sprees sometimes. an ultimate spy,depressed(has tried...some things,i don't want to trigger people.) but dresses really cute. "monika" jenny. monika is her spy name,and she has a fake id for good. our protagonists best friend and lover.the turkish name doesn't change
xavier's stupid but nice,also a great listener cousin,getting emotionally neglected and verbally @b#s#d by his parents,again. He likes science and psychology. also looks like and almost is apollo justice.elliot,the protagonist's cousin.(şimşek in turkish.there is also a side character called fırtına[hurricane] and my friends call it "a weather forecast")
a standoffish but emotional and awkward fairy which is a selfish asshole to herself but actually a real mess? she either does a manspread or turns into a cat. thinks everyone is judging her of her apparence or hyperfixating. yes,thats harper,the "not ladylike" girl. i will explain the dynamics between stories later. she screams or meows often,when she doesn't want to talk/can't talk.
a monster/demon boy,that is awkward but really nice,stupid but smart,introvert but extrovert,shy but confident,basically complicated.likes to tease people .also says sorry really often. more gentle than the others but cant control himself when he's scared.he got @$$ault3d by his aunt.asterix,the fairy's lover. he will also send you shrek memes to make you smile at 3 AM. he likes cats.
a poc girlboss trying to dress like the kidcore/indie kid aesthetics? she is also a cancer survivor and she grew some hair too. but she used to get bullied by some bitches that were the complete opposite of kidcore,so she wants to dress like that way and she likes the aesthetic- marble,the confident one along with xavier. she likes makeup and still watches barbie movies.(she goes with "mermer" [marble] in the book)
these traumatized humans form a team with a void+man thing which gives them powers,and fights the evil. in the other universe. if you want to read it or have any questions,you can ask.
xavier x monika,asterix x clyde and marble x elliot looks good but xavier and asterix are gay so yeah xavier could fuck anyone honestly(he is bi).but since its going to be published in a homophobic country,theyre all straight because i need a shelter.
so uhm,this is the end.
sorry for the long post,i like introducing myself,and you don't have to read it all so...
yeah im sorry. im not trying to be edgy or attention seeking.
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How I’m going to organize this blog & read before you request
Alright so I went through my entire blog and added the tag finn speaks for whenever I’m actually saying something not just rebloging something bc I reblog a lot of stuff lol.
I’m gonna start tagging stuff I write with Finn writes
Send me requests for the love of god. I love writing them and don’t have a lot of motivation to write rn
And fandom stuff with “Finn writes X” with the fandom being the X :) so like Finn writes marvel for marvel stuff
Specific characters will be just like the fandom one so ex “Finn writes moon knight”
Request rules below the cut
(Expect mostly: Hc, drabbles, short blurbs)
Im adding my own creative writing universe to this so be expecting that! Lots of queer romance and connections to each other
What I will and will not write
I will write
Male!reader
GN!reader
I’m hesitant to write Female!reader but I will if I like the request
Trans!reader
Fluff
Angst
Hurt/comfort
Dark!characters
Poly!relationships
Feel free to send me your own hc and concepts as well!!
Side note tho I try to avoid use of Y/N whenever possible
Neurodivergent!Reader/mentally ill!reader
Questions over my own characters/extra lore/side stories abt the characters bc I love them sm
What I will not write
Nsfw/smut
Self harm/Eating disorder (unless it’s recovery)
Reader x my own characters (I’m only good at fandom x readers I’m sorry)
Can’t believe I have to say this— incest. Emotional incest included.
POC reader, as a white person that’s not my story to tell. I will however try and find poc authors authors who do write poc reader and elevate their voices <3 should I ever get that request
Just general boundaries. I’m not trying to make a statement I’m just trying to make people happy
REAL PEOPLE I AM NOT COMFORTABLE WITH THAT SHIT (/srs /nm)
Fandoms & characters I’m down to write for
My hero academia! I will write for most characters! So students, teachers, most pro heroes, and villains! (Characters I won’t write for: all might, all for one, Nomu, any of the parents, and midnight)
Marvel! I will write for most people within the MCU! So bucky, Steve, dr strange, Peter Parker, post redemption arc Zemo specifically I will write for (characters I won’t write for: Ultron and characters like him and thanos [aka straight up Nazi’s], Khonshu/Amit, Harrow, most side characters [happy, pepper, etc])
Avatar the last air bender! I will write for the Gaang (zuko, toph, katara, sokka, aang, suki) + Azula’s crew and that’s all I feel comfortable with
Begrudgingly (/j) vampire knight, I’ll write for both night class and day class students and that’s all I rlly feel comfortable with (I’m counting ichiru as day class lol) fair warning I’ve only watched the anime lol
I’ll probably be willing to write for sucker punch characters in the future as well! :)
And I’ll write for final fantasy 7 characters too!
I’ll write for rise of the guardians characters as well
how to train your dragon (I’ve only seen the movies)
gravity falls! (Maybe not soos since idk how I would write him but other characters I’m down for! I will age up dipper and Mabel for my comfort)
Doctor who! Captain Jack harkness, doctors 9-12, Clara, Rose, and Bill
Across the spiderverse! Miguel, Hobie, Peter B, Prowler! miles (aged up), miles (aged up), pav, and Gwen
Aight that’s all! Respect my boundaries or face the block hammer :) thanks for reading all this! I also like to hide stuff in the tags lol
#finn speaks#request rules#pinned post#im begging you read this#i Will send you straight back here if you break my rules.#I’ll be mean abt it to if you do it intentionally#hammer of dawn your ass with the block button#respect my boundaries#my page my rules
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Hello Amy ☺️💞🌺
Thought it would be easier to answer here. I’m happy that you forgave me for the angst ☺️💕 and minqia sounds so heartbreaking 😭
And Omg yes, lilia and jareth, “time to steal the babe” freaking faes 😂🤣
Howl lilia would be so freaking hot, it wouldn’t be fair at all! Can you imagine that line? “That’s my girl” *faints*
I’m really happy you’re enjoying my recommendations 🥹☺️💕🌺 thank you for liking them 🌷🌻
Who are your other fave twst characters? Besides lilia?
Hope you have a good day/sleep 🌷🌻🌺
Hey Hana🪄💌!
I'm just picturing lilia in the fae realm in his uniform, having brought reader to the castle and the rose garden after having them find their way through the town and all of his favorite spots there!
Howl!Lilia as he holds them in the air and dances with them while they cling to him bc they're worried about falling. They should know by now that Lilia wouldn't let anything happen to his precious human that he waited so many centuries for, especially after going through all that hard work of pulling them from their world and into twisted wonderland.
The "That's my girl" line from Lilia would absolutely floor me, I'm telling ya hana, that man would use it on us just to be doin it! But that's one of the reasons we love the old bat sm, isn't it?
I always enjoy your recommendations hana! You have amazing taste I must say 🥴🥰
I love everyone tbh! The ones I simp for however are all aged up obviously bc, why college if no adult? But anyway, Jamil, love that sweet 'n' sneaky snake man, he needs love. Idia is one that grew on me after reading more into vignettes, he is now on of my top spot blorbos.
Malleus is a favorite and so is leona! That is an interesting thought tho, given that they clash sm.
(Fun(?) Fact about me is that istp is my personality type apparently, same as leonas)
But riddle is one of my babies from the beginning and will stay near the top.
Depending on mood the list of most loved blorbos is as follows
Lilia
Jamil
Riddle
Cater
Malleus
Leona
Idia
Epel
Top 9, vil is in their somewhere depending on my mood that week😅 I love them dearly but there are some I just see as my children
That list is
Ortho (for obvious reasons)
Silver
Sebek
Kalim
Floyd(this one depends)
Ace
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Now I don't much like rook, for reasons, I don't explicitly like trey either but I don't dislike him. Same with jack for that matter.
Deuce is a wild card for me as I adore him but the type of adoration changes every 5 minutes.
I rambled again!😣
That was the way to say I have parental issues but meh, it is what it is. 🤷♀️
Bat dad is bat dad, will prolly always be a top contender bc I tried to leave lilia hell but I keep getting dragged back in!
You are always welcomed to talk with me, I never shut up!
Who are your favorites, other than lilia? I'd love to know!
Have a good day/night! It's like 5:52 rn andi still haven't been to bed😅
Lilia would absolutely steal a baby and go "is ours now" and then proceed to try to convince you by dancing around the kitchen with you and the baby...would be kinda hard to resist the temptation of trying for a family together, by adopting or by getting some smexy times tbh.
#amyspeaksnonsense#hana🪄#i ramble way too much#but now i have a spicy idea for lilia#well#that and the Christmas tree smex#but that's beside the pint here
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me n u doin the titanic pose <3
#not an ask#dawwh#this is so cyot sublee#u n me <3#i love the clouds#lets recreate this irl#whos jack n whos rose tho#fwuffsy#for when im sad
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child reader (Pt.4)
tommy x child!reader || whys he here??
someone comes to the tundra to fight the blade (also some cute fluff)
pt1 pt 2 pt3 pt4 pt5
masterlist
this took so long lmao, part 5 coming soon
This story will diverge from the cannon. Since i cant remember it well im just gonna do my own thing.
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The three of them, techno tommy and little (y/n), lived together peacefully for a bit. Techno and tommy would occasionally spar and commit minor terrorism, while (y/n) got to play with tommy and uncle techno.
(y/n) has grown a bit sense they had arrived there, being a happy kid like they should be.
On calm nights, techno would read to the little kid, stories of gods who ruled over the lands. Stories of himself in his times of adventure. They enjoyed all his stories, for they held a sort of unreachable curiosity that they loved oh so much.
“Im not reading you a story.” techno says. Sitting in his usual arm chair. He had come back from the nether not long before, just wanting to rest after a long day of fighting withers. He didnt expect the kid to want to hang out with him. “Pwease uncle tech!” they said. He shook his head. “I said no.” (y/n) huffed, getting off the arm of the chair, walking to the pile of books that stood in the coroner of the room.
They looked through it, trying to find the one they wanted. Once they did, they let out a happy ‘aha!’ and stumbled to the grumpy piglin, book in hand. “This one this one! Pleaaaase!!” they said. Showing techno the book. He examined it, realizing that it was the story about himself that philza had given to him as a joke gift. His eyes widened. ‘Why would the brat wanna read about me?’ he pondered. He just sighed, gently grabbing the book from the small hands it was being held in. “Fine, fine, I'll read you the story.”
(y/n) smiled, climbing up to sit on the piglins lap, wanting to try and read the book along with him. He huffed, not really agreeing to them sitting on him. None the less he opened the book, reading the unfinished tale to the child sitting before him.
“Once centuries ago, there was a young lad cursed to hear ungodly voices…”
Those were nights (y/n) enjoyed the most. They couldn't read, but having techno read to them was much better than reading a book all alone.
On most days Tommy would play with (y/n) outside. Neither of them got bored of the snow, being used to the sunny weather that was logstedshire. It was a nice change of pace that (y/n) enjoyed.
The two of them usually had snow ball fights, or tried to build towers and mini houses out of the snow. Tommy would build them snowmen, ones that looked like the people they knew. Others were sometimes ones they hadn't seen before, that Tommy would tell stories of when they would go to bed.
“Papa look!” tommy turned to his kid, who was happily standing next to a snow version of himself. It was small and barely looked like himself, but he easily recognized it. He came up to the small child, picking them up happily. “That's me!? It's amazing little (f/i)! You did so well!!” he said, ruffling the young ones hair. They giggled at the action.
“Wanna see mine?” (y/n) nodded. He walked over to the snowman he had built, showing them to his kid.
They looked familiar, (y/n) thought. These were the people in the storys (y/n) was told, the man with words of wisdom and guitar playing skills that calmed every citizen, who had tragically died in their last battle. The boy who was by papas side, who loved bees and everyone he knew. The young baker who had a kind heart and a smile that could put anyone at ease. Jack manifold.
Tommy spemnt a very long time creating this, purely so he could show (y/n) his old friends at least once. “Whos that one??” (y/n) asked, pointing to the the fox looking one, standing tall next to the leader, wilbur. “That's fundy. He didn't do much in the war, but he was an amazing fighter, and also a furry.`` Tommy replied, setting the child down. They ran up to the snowman. “Furry furry furry!!” they chanted, making the young boy laugh. “Yes furry!”
Most days now were spent with all three of them playing games inside till the late hours. After (y/n) had gotten sick from being outside so much, Tommy decided to just stay inside the warm cabin. They would bug techno alot, but he enjoyed the company some days. It was better than staying inside alone with an enderman who didn't really like him.
Today however, was different. For they had an unexpecting visitor who was very friendly.
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Techno was making breakfast, as usual. He had learned that if he didnt, neither of the innits would eat till dinner when their bodys couldn't handle it anymore. It wasn't good for a young baby like that. Not that techno cared tho.
He was putting the dirty pots and pans in the sink, knowing he'd try and force Tommy to do it later. He started to put the food onto plates when he heard shouting coming from outside. "TECHNOBLADE GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE!!!"
Techno stops for a second. No one could possibly have the balls to fight him, let alone twice. Technoblade put the stuff in his hands down, walking over to the window to try and see who was out there. As he thought, it was none other than Quackity trying to pick a fight with him once more.
"I CAN SEE YOU PIGMAN! COME OUT HERE AND GET WHAT YOU DESERVE!!!" The duck man was actually prepared this time, with enchanted netherite armor and an axe to go with it. It seemed he upped his game sense last time.
Techno chuckled, going upstairs to grab his things real fast. There's no way someone can try and beat technoblade like that. He came back down to see Quackity opening his door. "Heh!? Why are you inside my house!?" Quackity stood there, axe gripped tightly. Techno reached the floor, grabbing his sword. "Why can't I be in your house techno? Hiding something?"
Ah shit he's onto us
Kill him
Haha he looks funny
Techno shook his head. "Just thought you'd play fair duck man. That's what you government people love to try and do." Quackity stepped forward. "Why would I play fair with the man whos supposed to be dead? This has been a long time coming," Quackity readied his axe, "get ready blade, cause i'm finally killing you." Techno readied his sword as well. "I'd like to see you try."
Just as they said this, someone came up from the floorboards. "*yawn* techno are you done with breakfast yet- HOLY FUCK QUACKITY!?" a tired Tommy says, holding a nearly sleeping (y/n). The two men turn to Tommy, seeing him and his child. "Oh? So this is what you were hiding. Haven't seen you sense the exile!" Quackity says, getting closer. Tommy got up from the ladder, shrinking behind technoblade, trying to protect his kid.
"What are you doing here big q?" Tommy says, hiding his kid. “I could ask you the same thing. What's that you've got there? Technos kid or something?”
“Well no-” “quackity leave them alone.” techno cuts off tommy, moving more so in front of him. He cant let the baby die, he knows phil would pumble him if he does. “This is between you and me quackity. Leave them alone.” quackity shook his head, pointing his axe at tommy. “Anyone alined with you is an enemy of mine. Even if he's an old friend.” quackity lunged at techno, who blocked the attack swiftly. Quackity tried to get around the man, so he could grab the child from tommys arms. (y/n) was now awake however, and they weren't very happy.
“Papa?” they ask, realizing there was an axe lunging towards them. Quackity got around the blade, and was already trying to get to them. Tommy noticed the axe coming their way, completely ready to take the hit for his kid.
Techno blocked the attack however. “Tommy get them to safety! I can handle this.” tommy nodded, running as quackity and techno dueld. Wuackity tried to run after tommy, but techno blocked him. “Not interesting enough for you q?” he smirks, swinging his sword at the duck man. Quackity blocks, scolding. “You're really full of yourself aren't you?”
Tommy ran outside, running to the only place he knew big q wouldn't find them, (y/n)s old hut. He ran and ran for so long, it had reached past mid day when he reached the small home he had made so many months prier. He sighed, closing the door behind him. (y/n) had long since woken up, and was very agitated. They had not eaten yet and it's been hours. “Shit shit sorry (y/n).'' Tommy says, laying the child in their old bed. He looked around the old home for anything he had left behind. He found some stuff, but he still had to go out to get food.
When he was done, he quickly fed the crying child. “I'm sorry kiddo, I didn't think this would happen. I didn't think quackity would wanna harm you. Sh shhh im sorry.” he picks up the crying child, kinda like how they first met. A crying (y/n) and a terrified tommy.
“Pappa- '' Tommy cuts them off, shushing them. “Just rest, Just rest…” the kid nodded, calming down slightly.
The two of them stayed like that till the sun rose the next day.
The next day Tommy got a message on his communicator by techno. Apparently quackity had won the fight, having threatened to chase after them and kill them. Techno begrudgingly went to get executed a second time. Thankfully he lived however, thanks to ranboo and tubbo stopping it. The two of them were currently at the blades house.
Tommy didnt wanna deal with seeing tubbo, but he knew he couldn't stay out here for more than an hour. He sighed. “Hey (y/n), how would you like it if you might get to meet new friends?” (y/n) looked at him, smiling. “Yeah new friends!!” he smiled, picking up the excited child. “Let's go back to uncle technos!” “uncle techy!!!” Tommy and (y/n) laughed. Tommy got ready and left for the tundra.
Hopefully tubbo wouldn't be there when he got there.
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