#why am i so bad at this

[blumeblooms]

- > speak up ! || one - are you even real ??

toge inumaki x reader

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“Of course, I’d love for you to be my student, but unfortunately i believe there is another teacher who you would learn better from.” The lovely lady, Utahime, says to you as you keep walking, slightly still in a daze from what just happened in the last 20 minutes.

Okay. So maybe you should rewind. You’ve volunteered at your favorite flower shop by your dorm for about 6 months now, a weekly customer coming in, Utahime you’ve learned over the months. Always stopping by to grab a plant for her ‘precious shoko’ who she says you ‘have to meet’! You’ve grown fond of the woman as she has of you too, sometimes occasionally stopping for brunch. A mother figure she reminds you of, but enough about the mommy issues, back to the current events.

For as long as you can remember, you’ve always felt this weird feeling, seeing horrifying creatures which your doctors just told you was sleep paralysis, or maybe schizophrenia, which you’ve just come to terms with. Maybe you were just ‘making it worse’ according to them, but you’d focused your mind on the creature to make it die, and it’s been working. Sure you felt drained after, and you smelt something awful from it, but you were probably just tired right?

Wrong. You thought you were having another episode as Utahime stopped by and you focused on the creature behind her for it to go away, just as it did. She freaked out and asked where you learned how to do that, just to find out you didn’t know about curses, or anything of it. As she explains the hidden side of the world, now walking with you as she talks about this ‘annoying powerful blindfolded man’ her words, not yours. How you have such potential and jujutsu high needs you. You were always a people pleaser, and even if you had taken in too much information in the last 20 minutes, if it meant your ‘episodes’ would be manageable, and you’d help other people, then you guess it was okay. For now atleast, until you overthink and panic later.

“Um, I’m not really sure i’m suited for this, but if you want me too i’ll try Miss Utahime. Are we going to meet ‘Jogo?’ Or uhm ‘Gojo?’ I think you said, now?” You ask a little on guard, still not really knowing what’s going on, making a mental note for you to tell your bestfriend Miwa all this later.

“Not Jogo, Never Jogo.” Utahime shutters with a disgusted face, before recollecting herself “Yes, we’re going to see Gojo now. He’s aware we’re on the way, I’m sure he’ll like you. I have to leave after a few minutes for a mission, but you always are welcome to text or call me dear.”

You nod warily as you keep walking, apparently close to ‘Jujutsu high school’ as Utahime goes on with explaining whatever the fuck the world apparently actually is. She could just be delusional like you, but she’s a sweet woman, you’ll do her a favor every so often without complaint.

As the giant building comes into frame, you wipe your sweaty hands as you suddenly feel a little nervous, Utahime calling the ‘blindfolded man’ in question from afar as you wonder if this was an actual good idea.

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- > SORRY THIS IS ALL OVER THE PLACE, i promise it’ll make more sense soon!

- > Utahime would fix your mommy issues don’t tell me i’m wrong. (slightly joking)

- > toge coming soon!

• summary - in where you meet nice lady in a flower shop you volunteer at, just to find out you can defeat curses when you thought you were just hallucinating. you transfer to jujutsu high, and you see a guy with his face covered who tried to steal flowers the other day! you confront him and he stays silent, so you tell him to speak up, only for him to say… onigiri ingredients? whether you just quit or go on with this new lifestyle- well, that’s for fate to decide.

#inumaki toge x you #inumaki toge x reader #jjk smau #jjk inumaki #jjk utahime #jujutsu kaisen x reader #speak up smau #why am i so bad at this

[i-am-the-me]

Me thinking about playing Project Zomboid:

Me actually playing Project Zomboid:

#Why is the text so small #Why am I so bad at this #Maybe it's just a skill issue #project zomboid

[roiposts]

made some bad Layla fanart for fun using my friends art style lol

#genshin impact #genshin fanart #genshin impact fanart #layla #layla genshin impact #genshin layla #layla fanart #fanart #bad art #digital art #digital drawing #digital illustration #digital painting #bad #I can’t draw #using my friend’s art #why am i so bad at this

[raaaaaaaghhhh]

ive officially lost my marbles i think, i love them so much and i just realized i never drawn them so i did :3

idk about posting ship art here often so i'll keep it to my other acc i think

#please interact #undertale au #undertale au fanart #utmv fanart #sketch #utmv #hehe :3 #utmv sans #dust sans #dustberry #dusttale #bad sans gang #bad sanses #the sillies #swap sans #why am i so bad at this #blueberry sans #sans au #sancest #swapdust #swap au #sanscest #? #??? idk

[accio-sriracha]

I yearn to be good at art so I can draw AND write all my feelings out using the marauders as an outlet 😭

#marauders #wolfstar #harry potter #why am i so bad at this #please god let me be good at drawing

[bahrtofane]

does anyone have good lewis hamilton x reader fic recs plz help a girl out

#why am i so bad at this #i can’t find any plz #there’s all social media aus but i want actual fics PLEAAZZUHG #sir lewis hamilton #lewis hamilton x reader #begging at this point fr

[veliseraptor]

well i guess the fact that my brain status deteriorated dramatically after two days of forgetting to take my meds is at least informative about their effectiveness

#important text posts #why am i so bad at this

[diyuuu]

Sometimes I just wish that I wasn’t difficult to love…

#why god why #desi dukh #desiposting #desi thoughts #love #why am i so bad at this #sad notes #sad post #desiblr #desi teen

[thefinestwaifumaterial]

Coming back to Warframe and suddenly remembering you couldn't pass a storyline quest you need to finish to progress

#warframe #why am i so bad at this #angels of the zariman #i cri evry tiem

[mychemicalissuues]

Was looking for drawing references in my concert shots and found this gem

#clown Gerard #filthy clown suit #gerard way #my chemical romance #mcrberlin #mcr return #new mcr #i still havent posted all ny concert shots and i also have the ones of friends #someone haunt me to post theem #why am i so bad at this #ahhhh #if i already posted that one im sorry

[law-renxe-tnt]

Some of my fave Ocs and the good awful descriptions I gave them

No, no my characterization skills have not improved.

#ooc post #writeblr #my writing #ocs #why am i so bad at this #character intro #sort of #punching bag #oc

[raaaaaaaghhhh]

i rlly dont like my art rn, so drawing has been a choree

esp when no one interacts yk it has been a bit demotivating

#utmv fanart #bad sanses #undertale au #undertale au fanart #utmv #killer sans #hes so silly #please interact #utmv sans #this is a cry for help #why am i so bad at this #ughhhh #sigh #pls im begging

[x-ladydisdain-x]

Pov you forget how to be friendly with people without teasing them and now people you care about think you don’t like them

#because I used to be so nice all the time I used to never make fun of my friends #but then they would with me and with each other and so I grew and adapted to their way of showing affection ! #and now it’s backfiring w one of the last people I would ever dislike in the entire world #fuck. ​either I’m too nice or I’m not nice enough or I’m too quiet or I talk too much #I don’t open up enough or I open up too much im always saying the wrong thing n I take things the wrong way #why am I so bad at this #sometimes opal says stuff

[pilots-and-protons]

oh god it's been a month since I last updated my fic

#Why am I so bad at this #Ouuuugh #I hate chronic pain #It makes it too hard to concentrate #All I want to do is WRITE #but I CAN'T

[seagullcharmer]

HHHHHRRRAUGH i can't even fight these stupid heartless.... smh

#libra.txt #kh livebloggin #WHY AM I SO BAD AT THIS #none of my attacks are hitting?????

[gaybananabreaad]

Yall ever just draw something for like 2 hours and gradually think "oh fuck this doesn't look good" but you keep going and telling yourself "I can salvage this" and then at the end when it's done, you throw it in the trash because it looks horrible and realize you wasted 2 hours😭

#artists on tumblr #cuz i did #its painful #i hate it so much #artwork #epic fail #kill my ass #please #why am i the way that i am #why am i so bad at this #i hate art #art