#why am i so salty about this

[ad-claritas]

Here is something i can't tell anybody irl without comin across as a pretentious bitch but... i have to take this off of my chest.

She said she was good at playing, when i asked. I had to beg a little but then she smiled: "romantic or sad?" and I went for the romantic one. I only studied piano for a year when i was twelve, but there it was difficoult to enjoy the music, when i could hardly recognize the piece by Enaudi. As she started hitting the keys, mooving her fingers in a rush, I could tell she wasn't keeping the tempo, every note swallowing the next. I started feeling rude for thinking she had been swaggering a bit too far from her real capability, so proud of being a self made pianist.

But perhaps it's just my jealousy speaking.

#thoughts i can't say out loud #i feel rude and i know you don't have to be good at art o enjoy it #but still #it bugs me to be this self conscious about my limits #and hearing people being so overbearing about theyr abilities #why am i so salty about this #diary

[theslimeologist]

can we take a moment and ask what happened here? like what did they do to her??

oh.

#THE FINGERS THE FINGERS #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUH #cuphead #suddenly very salty after looking up the dev history of this show #i haven't watched it btw i had no idea what the animation was actually like #i squinted at it for so long and realized it isn't hand drawn and my heart sunk like a stone #like i had literally assumed it was hand drawn but idk why i thought so #it so clearly isn't #says a lot that three seasons of this show were shat out in ONE YEAR #i think i would defend cuphead the video game tooth and nail to the death #because of it's dedication to hand drawn animation #which i'm unreasonably passionate about #and idk #seeing the dlc for the first time is like... WOW. #looked up ms chalice to get a funny gif and here i am #i saw those shots side by side and screamed z;slkdjf;lasdkj

[eyes1nthewoods]

hello 2018 dbh fandom. before you are two characters. one is a woman with complex but clumsy writing. the other is a white man with no spoken lines who appears for less than a minute. you have 10 seconds before the saw traps go off. choose wisely.

#hi. this is about rk900. #he's just . Whiter Connor. #sorry for being salty rk900 enjoyers. I Just Straight Up Don't Get It And Don't Want To. #this is also about north i am a north defender until the end of time because she is like 90% correct about everything except maybe the bomb #but i support womens wrongs. so it is what it is. #also i specify 2018 because. HOLY FUCK. THE NORTH HATE. IS SO BAD IN VIDEOS FROM THAT TIME PERIOD. LEAVE HER ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #why was i watching 5+ year old videos you ask? well there's not really anything new. so. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #dbh

[ganondoodle]

hope everyone had alright holidays!

a few days ago when we were driving home in the dark in windy and rainy weather after getting two of my siblings from the train we, for the first time in my lifetime im pretty sure, hit a deer that was crossing the street, none of us saw them before they got caught in the headlights and the first one made it over but we werent yet slow enough to not hit the second one ...

the deer lived but was kinda stunned, my dad pushed it off the street and while we were still on the phone with police it got up and ran away but my parents car got damaged and while its still drivable there are several parts that got bent and since its an older model too it might be hard to get it repaired

anyway, i didnt know deer fur was that grey until i saw it stuck to our bumper :(

merry crisis

#ganondoodles talks #random #personal #we are all fine and i wasnt the one driving #i just feel extra bad bc i was there in the front to help watch out for exactly stuff like that #but it was a weird spot and strange in that weather for them to cross #the police told us there was another accident with deer literally 10 minutes before us in the same area #so maybe thats why it was only two ......... #i hope the deer is fine tho im pretty sure it at least has a broken leg #also i hope insurance covers the cost and it wont take too long #im very glad we were slow enough to not kill the deer and also not hurt it bloody bc i am still thinking about how it tumbled across #i am salty about how many people were speeding past us tho #car on the side with warning lights on and all doors open two people in car and two outside putting warning thingies up #if my dad hadnt pushed the stunned deer off the street when no one was coming it would have ended way worse for everyone involved

[o-wild-west-wind]

tumblr algorithm stop feeding me takes that this show is just a silly goofy comedy that shouldn’t include death or that Izzy is the token disabled elder queer on the show where an actual disabled elder queer is literally the romantic lead or that Lucius and Pete being called “mateys” is diluting their gayness because it’s not “husbands” or that it’s sexist that Zheng lost her fleet and later prioritized her love for a man or that Ed is Izzy’s abuser because we conveniently forgot all of season 1 or that trauma is never followed through with because sometimes actions are used instead of words or that Ed learned nothing because the inn was apparently a whim as if he hasn’t been obsessing over retirement from day 1 I swear did we even watch the same show?? I literally feel like I’m in backwards land?

I have a really novel concept for y’all complaining about character’s arcs not being fully resolved or healed and that’s called there is supposed to be another season of this show

I also have another really novel concept as to why every single character did not have a one on one trauma apology session and so much time was spent on Ed and Stede and that is because this is literally the Ed and Stede show and also sometimes parallels are meant to be inferred and extrapolated because that is what efficient storytelling does instead of spoonfeeding you

And my most novel concept of all as to why some beloved characters had less screen time is because Max is a massive jerk and cut the budget

Y’all this wasn’t personal and maybe this show was never about Izzy maybe the show called our flag means death is actually about death maybe sad does not equal homophobic letdown maybe the brown gay character introduced as the love interest from day 1 gets to outlive the angry white guy that had a redemption arc after actively bullying and trying to break up every gay couple for a season I don’t know what to tell you just can you please let non-white people have this arc for once without assuming it’s an attack on you I’m BEGGING y’all

#I’m sorry for overusing y’all I grew up country lmao #anyway. critical thinking when #I didn’t want to make more posts about this I’m just tired and seeing people denounce the show as homophobic #for killing the subtextually gay internalized homophobia character #in favor of the canonically gay brown protagonist #makes me feel more and more uncomfortable the more I see it #WHY do you defend him over the actual gay people esp. poc gay people like make it make sense #be sad he died I have a million posts about that but this strawmanning is getting concerning #bc what does this mean of your ability to recognize real homophobia #it’s not about you!!! and if you think his death means something about you PLEASE unpack that #I had a lovely night with friends and am not sober lol so if I seem salty that’s why I’m sorry for being a broken record #this is not anti-Izzy this is anti-baffling takes on Izzy #I’m sorry we’ll be back to our regularly scheduled kiss gif programming soon I don’t like these posts either #I just can’t resist a good hill #ofmd #ofmd season 2 #ofmd spoilers #ofmd s2 spoilers #fandom crit #our flag means death

[honourablejester]

Spelljammer Campaign Concept

Since I’m space-ttrpg brained at the minute. One thing specific to spelljammer’s Astral Sea setting that I really wish they’d added more to is the idea that it’s full of dead gods. And live ones, yes, but it’s the gargantuan celestial corpses that I’m interested in. (Which sounds weird when I say it like that, but anyway). There’s a canonical city, the githyanki city of Tu’narath, built on one of these corpses, and apparently in older lore Red Wizards of Thay pulled an artefact that beat like a heart out of it. There’s an idea that some aspect of divinity or even life still resides in some of these vast remains, some spark of godhood that provides power and even some animation to a thing long dead. In whatever sense gods can die.

And. Look. That is a hell of a concept to just throw out there and dismiss in a single sentence and small sidebar in your new setting book. I’m mad about it. Anyway.

The Astral Sea is littered with the corpses of dead gods, strange and forgotten deities from thousands of worlds. Strange beings that have become strange places, islands in a silver vastness, sometimes still pulsing with the echoes of divine life and perhaps divine natures. Places big enough to build cities on. Or dungeons in. Big enough to explore. Searching for what?

So. Picture this campaign. A mysterious backer is approaching the crews of adventurous spelljammer vessels, sponsoring expeditions to strange places in the Astral Sea. Terrifying places in the Astral Sea. The remnants of what were once gods, and now are bizarre islands full of strange magic and the echoes of old divine domains. This backer is searching for something specific from these sites, these corpses, and, on top of actual payment, is willing to allow crews to keep anything else they find on these expeditions for themselves, provided they bring everything they find back and allow the backer to examine them and choose a single item for themselves. Upon receipt of this item, they will pay the crew what they owe, and allow them to keep the rest.

This is because it’s not an item they’re searching for, as such. It’s a shard. A shard of lost divinity. A fragment of celestial life, still throbbing at the hearts of vast corpses. The form it takes will be different every time. The form of the deity will be different every time, and so the seat of their last remaining fragment of divinity will be different also. It might look, and feel, like anything. But the backer will know it when they see it. And they’ll pay for it.

They’re not going to say this, of course. They’re not going to tell anyone what they’re looking for. But they’re sending crews out. Maybe they’ve been sending crews out for a while. No one ages in the Astral Sea, so maybe they’ve been on this quest for time without meaning. One shard isn’t enough. Not for their purposes. Many of them are so small and so faded, bare motes of potential after aeons of death. They don’t want a single fragment of divinity, this person, they need enough to make a whole one. A whole divinity. Necromancy of the rudest sort, a frankensteined apotheosis. If you eat the fractured souls of enough dead gods, sooner or later, won’t you become one yourself?

I’m picturing an eldritch lich, personally. One that’s been listening to whispers from the Far Realm for far too long. A puppetmaster being puppeted themselves, maybe. What forces in creation have an interest in the ascension of a frankensteined god? What would the results be of a god made of pieces, torn fragments, of so many lost and disparate and unwilling dead deities? Any and all deities. Good, evil, alien, of any and all domains, scavenged and consumed into a single, roiling whole. What sort of divinity would result from so traumatic a process? And what would that divinity then do?

But all that’s in the future. An endgame perhaps aeons or only a few remaining shards down the line. For the moment, what’s being asked is this:

Travel the Astral Sea. Find the body of a god. Venture into its depths. Bring me everything you find.

Now. I’m going to take objection to the description of the dead gods provided in Astral Adventurer’s Guide, and offer a different direction:

“The Astral Sea is also where one can find the petrified remains of gods who were slain by more powerful entities or who lost all their mortal worshipers and perished as a result. A dead god looks like a gigantic, nondescript stone statue that bears little resemblance to the divine entity it once was. Githyanki, mind flayers, psurlons, and other natives of the Astral Plane sometimes turn these drifting hulks into outposts and cities, many of which are hollowed out beneath the surface.”

A giant nondescript statue that looks nothing like the deity once did. No. Boring. Even Tu’narath still has six arms, so there’s some resemblance happening there. And besides. It’s just cooler, more fun, more interesting, if the dead gods do resemble what they once were. If they are influenced by what domains they once held. Because then … the universe is your oyster.

They’re all different. All these island corpses. These slain gods. This is the Astral Sea. These are the deities of a thousand worlds and a thousand species and a thousand forgotten realms. They might look like anything. Shaped by the echoes of the god’s nature and its domains and its species. The dead sea god that looks like a vast alien whale, whose gut is filled with strange waters and strange creatures, and into whose belly the party must venture. A forgotten deity of knowledge whose vast skull now contains a calcified, crystalline ‘library’ with aeons of knowledge written in light onto spun fibres of crystal. A deity of madness, darkness and despair whose corpse is a labyrinthine maze of passages that leech will and soul the further you venture into them, a lingering undead malice that doesn’t want you dead so much as maddened and undone. And your sponsor won’t care, so long as at least one of you makes it back, that shard of dark power clutched in your trembling fist.

Some of the bodies might still be guarded. Some of them might be inhabited, with cities and realms nested into their bones and calcified flesh. Some might be considerably more ‘alive’ than others. Some might be just stranger than others, deities so lost and far-flung and alien that nothing about even their inert remains makes sense. You have … an infinity of options here. Let your inner dungeon designer completely off the chain. These are the corpses of dead gods made physical, floating in an infinite silver sea of possibilities. There are no rules, not even physics. You could do literally anything you wanted here.

It'd make sense if the backer was sending crews to less well-known, and therefore perhaps stranger and more dangerous, corpses, just to be sure that no one had taken or destroyed what they’re looking for already. The more alive ones, more likely to still contain lingering power and divinity. So you have an excellent excuse to get weird up in here.

Basically, if you want a vast, eldritch, apocalyptic dungeon crawl, or series of dungeon crawls, in space, then the Astral Sea is very much the perfect setting. Although, yes, this is likely a high level campaign, unless you want to guide the party in with more accessible godly dungeons first. Even then it’s probably on the high side.

There’s also the shards themselves to consider. They’ll likely be potent magic items. You’re holding a piece of a god’s divinity in your hand. With powers probably themed to what the god would have been in life. Although they don’t necessarily need to be powerful. The divinity might be faded enough, shattered and torn by death, that it doesn’t do much externally anymore. Its power is intrinsic to what it is, not what it does. And maybe that makes more sense for how crews are willing to give them up afterwards, if they’re only mildly impressive amidst other loot.

Though that could be a thing. If it’s a magic item that you know for a fact your party will want to keep, and then that could bring them into conflict with their ‘backer’ before they ever maybe twig to the greater issue going on.

And there is a question of how and if they do twig to that. How would they find out the goals here. Are there other interested parties who’ve figured out what our backer is trying for? Or simply parties who are aware that they have been desecrating dead gods and who object on purely moral and philosophical grounds? How has society in the Astral Sea evolved around the fact that there are dead gods just drifting around?

How do living gods, deities with living dominions in the Sea, deal with the idea that there is a creature going around looting the corpses of their deceased forebearers? Grave-robbing in the Astral Sea can potentially be a couple of orders of magnitude more apocalyptic than the terrestrial equivalent normally manages, and I do love that.

(Or maybe it’s not apocalyptic. Maybe there’s nothing left in the dead gods that could actually make a new one, no matter how many you eat, and those few deities who are aware of our backer’s quest, deities of knowledge, perhaps, just look at them with pity for this obsession, delusion, of theirs. They don’t want them stopped because of the danger, but just because of the disrespect, the desecration. That, and the fact that eating bits of dead gods, while it might not make you a god yourself, still won’t do anything good to you, and perhaps there is a certain amount of not goodness happening that does need to be dealt with. Dealer’s choice.

Or perhaps the gods think that, and they’re wrong, and now you have to convince incredible all-powerful entities that there is a genuine threat there, whether they believe it or not)

I just. You can’t just put that out there, that this setting you’re casually sailing around is full of dead gods, and not … do something with it. Expand on it. Play with the implications of it. The Astral Sea is a vast, infinite celestial graveyard, and the remains of dead gods are locations you can interact with. That is a concept, and you can have a bit more fun with it than ‘nondescript statue asteroids that people can build on’ over here. Lingering echoes of what those deities once were, fragments of divinity, the sheer magical and theological potential of being able to grave-rob a dead god. Come on. You have divine corpses, in a setting where necromancy exists. Somebody’s gonna do something apocalyptic with the implications of that, you just know they are.

And in the process, you can get some really cool and weird dungeons to explore. Heh.

Spelljammer has such potential as a setting. The Astral Sea allows so many possibilities. How do you open with ‘you are sailing through a setting where you can make port at a god’s house or at a rock that is a dead god’ and just … park that there and leave it? Good god. Good gods. And bad ones, and weird ones, and completely inexplicable ones too.

I’m not sure Wizards quite understood how much they jumped the scale by bringing spelljammer back and putting it in the Astral Sea. So many settings have archmages and other people spend so many resources to try and reach the realms of gods, and in spelljammer you and your dinky ship can just sail up and knock on their door. Maybe not get in, but you can totally just heave up to any deity who has a Dominion in the Sea and at least knock. You can put your smuggler’s cache in a dead god’s skull. The deities are now, in this setting, significantly more interactable. If you want to try and necromancy a god’s corpse, that is a thing you can attempt.

Which is probably why they tried to tone it down with the whole ‘nondescript statues’ thing, that dead gods in the Sea are just rocks that people build on/in, but … Honestly? It’s still a dead god. You can’t undo the raw scale of that. And maybe you shouldn’t, either.

Nah. Play into the bonkers scale and setting implications of a potentially infinite number of god corpses just littered around the place, with the astral floating kingdoms and vacation homes of living gods keeping them company, and you in your dinky little boat sailing cheerfully out among them. Because that’s amazing, it really is.

Anyway. Have fun. Moving swiftly on.

#d&d #d&d 5e #spelljammer #why am i so salty about spelljammer? #it's SUCH a cool setting #you could do so much with it #anyway #campaign ideas #deities #necromancy #dungeon crawler

[uncanny-tranny]

The funny thing about learning more things about mental health is going "huh, so that's what I was feeling, it wasn't made up and I wasn't the only person in the world who experienced that, and also I deserve compensation for everybody who shrugged off my concerns and ignored my suffering"

Sarcasm is oozing off this post, by the way

#mental health #honestly i am trying so hard not to be salty because... #...like... i could have been getting help when i was ten instead of YEARS later and i was needlessly suffering... #...though it isn't a guarantee that i would have been treated better... i wish i had that language #this is why it's so fucking imperative for to educate people about this shit #because needless suffering is uh bad actually #ask to tag (genuine) #(just in case)

[juniperhillpatient]

I saw an aita for “watching ahead in a show I was watching with someone” & all the comments were like “ofc not do what you want forever” & not to be dramatic but to me that kind of mass reaction is a symptom of our toxic individualistic culture. like. I would absolutely be crushed if I was watching a show with someone & due to business or life we had to wait to get together & watch & they just went on without me yes it’s “just a show” but it’s also a commitment to doing something with someone. I would never do this to someone I cared about without discussing it first & making sure we were both okay.

So now I’m curious do y’all feel I’m insane for this? Am I too dramatic? I was just so shocked by the responses to what is to me a VERY clear “YTA big time. Asshole.”

#I love aita #this post should’ve been more controversial tho #I’m so fucking salty about the answers #I’m a fairly chill person #it’s not easy to make me mad #but this would be a rare thing that would really hurt me & make me mad lmao #why was every commenter acting like it was no biggie?? wtf??? #are y’all all just terrible friends / siblings / partners? or am I more sensitive than I thought lmao #rose.txt #my polls

[peevishpants]

trying 2 draw the disco elysium cast and struggling so hard bc my natural instinct is to make them generic-hot but it would be a disservice to every character especially kim and harrier dubious and i need to fight it every step of the way

#i get a little salty when characters that are canonically not conventionally attractive get beautified in fanart #MC from omniscient readers viewpoint was victim to fandom beautification for shipping purposes and im still sad about it #i wanna see more just. regular-ass lookin characters! #this is why i like f1 #all the drivers except mr leglerg and hamilton just look like regular dudes lol #rant #words #me scraping another inch off kim kitsuragis hairline in the name of communism #its OUR hairline kim! #only valid hottification of a character is studio bones making reigen hot. they did it so well i am happily forced to appreciate hot reigen #any other time a hot actor gets cast as a canonically ugly character i cry #esp if their characters struggle is about looking Regular or Unremarkable

[sunshinechay]

Okay so again I haven’t caught up but from everyone’s reactions

I’m finding it really funny when I think about Mew from Only Friends and Tai from La Pluie because the narrative seems to be doing the same thing for them and yet the reactions are vastly different.

Both are seemingly meant to be unlikeable protaganists, for very different reasons.

Yet Tai, who was over all a good person who wanted what was best for those around him, even if he was selfish and self centered, was widely disliked by a lot of people and criticized by the fandom

Yet Mew, who isn’t a good person, who is also selfish and self centered, has people defending his actions as if he’s the most perfect person in the world.

Like damn

#only friends #only friends the series #la pluie #ofts #tai lp #mew ofts #this is not me criticizing those who like mew btw #nor is it me criticizing book #i like mew #i like what i’ve seen in terms of the narrative #yes i’m not caught up #but mew being unlikeable is not a new thing #it’s been there from day one #yet the reactions #anyway can you tell i’m still a little salty about the fandoms reaction to tai? #because i am #also book is killing this role and everyone needs to understand that #so many different emotions #honestly fandom reaction is a big part of why i’m not caught up #it’s fun to read the meta #even if I’m not watching #but some of the fandom reactions have been a massive yikes #especially in terms of reactions to ray and his mental health and passive suicidal ideations #and in terms of forcebook vis a vis topmew #anyway #ignore me #this has been a very salty post #i’m entitled to those once in a while #this post may self destruct #cap speaks

[seravphs]

okay time for gojo hcs because I might short circuit if I don't get this out somewhere

so we all know gojo has a sweet tooth based on the manga extras, so I hc that he fuckin hates salted caramel/salted chocolate because he says it's "ruining perfectly good sweets"

for this reason, as a little kid, his favourite Western book and film was 'Charlie and the Chocolate Factory'

I hc that when he first got to Jujutsu Tech as a first year, because he'd been sheltered by the gojo clan, geto was the one who was the bad influence (at first) by teaching him all the swear words

as a teenager at Jujutsu Tech, shoko and suguru would both try and convince him to wear heart shaped sunglasses by saying it would attract girls (it didn't work)

gojo has the energy of being a leash kid, but was actually super well behaved before he got to Jujutsu Tech and finally got to let loose with geto and shoko

gojo would pull weird faces at kids in public to get a reaction and then act innocent when the kid would tell their parent/s about it

honestly I could go on but yeah. I have a lot of thoughts about this tragic menace of a sorcerer and I love him even if he is a shithead. he is a shithead, but I do love him

kisses and hugs, 🪻anon

I think he’s a little freak so he would enjoy the biblical punishments visited upon misbehaving children in Charlie and The Chocolate Factory. I want him to be a leash kid so bad because I think it’d be funny so I will ignore how solemn he seemed in Toji’s memories. In seraland kid Gojo was feral.

Hugs and kisses for u!

#ehhhh he’s kind of right about the chocolate I think people tend to oversalt salty chocolate #they say they want a little bit of contrast so why am I biting into the ocean?!? #the heart glasses would work on me I’m stealing them off his nose and peeking at him from behind the lenses

[oncillaphoenix]

it's kind of frustrating that essentially all the advice on tumblr for functioning when your brain's not working properly assumes By Default that your brain's not working properly because of depression.

like. don't get me wrong, i'm glad there's advice for people with depression. and i'm totally capable of going, yeah ok this post isn't meant for me, moving on. but...when you have to do that with every advice post, when everyone around you is promising that everyone will feel better if they can put in the effort to do these things you know will make you feel worse, you start to wonder where the heck the posts that are meant for you are.

#this post brought to you by me considering making a different vent post and stopping for fear that everyone will jump down my throat with #that same 'baby steps! self-care! if you're tired just do a little bit every day and you'll get better at it! take your life into your #own hands!' that everyone here always says. i can't kyle. i have post-exertional malaise #curseposting #salty jungle cat noises #i don't know. maybe i'd be less annoyed about this if i hadn't had to deal with a year and a half of everyone around me telling me to #Just Exercise More And You'll Feel Better when i KNEW that would make it worse. and that one awful speech therapist who was convinced that #just wasn't trying and if i tried harder i wouldn't have brain fog. (he didn't SAY that but he made it very clear anyway.) #and having to On Purpose ignore all the academic advice i was getting because it was actually making it harder for me to succeed in school. #what am i some kind of alien. am i so different to everyone else that all advice ever does more harm than good. what #this is why i have issues with trusting authority #vent #*sigh* man i wish my collection of disorders were less obscure

[musical-chick-13]

So the problem is. That I don't want to call Ten-cubed "fourteen." I think Ncuti should be. Fourteen. He IS fourteen.

But if I want to talk about Ncuti's specific incarnation of this character. And make it clear that I am talking about him. I will have to call him "Fifteen." But doing that means that everyone involved in this ridiculous naming decision wins.

#maybe we call him 'gatwa!doctor' ?? #kind of like we do with the masters #(and we've done this with other doctors too like war and ruth so it's not like there's no precedent) #(then again this will change ALL the numbers going forward. like whoever's after gatwa will '''officially''' be sixteen & so on & so forth) #WHY DOES THE SAME ACTOR GET TWO NUMBERS. ONE OF THOSE WASN'T EVEN A FULL RUN. WTF RUSSELL #like I'm willing to say that maybe. MAYBE. there wasn't active malicious intent. but holy shit the optics are SO bad. #genuinely I am still mad about this and I will be forever #I promise I am not trying to make this one (1) writer man into my parasocial enemy there are plenty of other people I could do that with #who deserve it more. I just get...tired. #like really it's the fact that everyone interpreted the past 2 eras in the WORST faith possible and STRAIGHT-OUT MADE UP THINGS TO COMPLAIN #ABOUT THAT WERE NOT CANON. but there's SO little impulse to criticize ANYTHING regarding russel or dt's 70000 incarnations #which. that discrepancy/hypocrisy isn't COMPLETELY the show's fault. but that. unfortunately. doesn't make it any less annoying. #there was something else I was going to say but I deleted it for being a bit TOO salty #mel screams about The Weird Little Space Show again

[akkivee]

thinking about gentaro’s hat. rip to it for getting lost in hypmic’s early production hell lol

#this is vee speaking #still like the funniest gentaro trivia to me lmao that he was originally supposed to have a hat lmao #i wonder why they got rid of it lol #like that chuuya nui makes rounds occasionally and i see hypsters very incorrectly calling him ‘mabonui’ #(⬅️ is wrong lmao and being salty) #chuuya and gentaro are nothing alike save for their crossing bangs #but surely some slight appearance similarities wouldn’t have influenced gentaro losing his hat along the way lmao #i kinda wanna say it was rei’s fault gentaro lost his hat lol like maybe gentaro had it first #and then once rei was conceptualised better they took gencha’s hat away to avoid drawing links to each other lmao #i am once again asking for a 2nd guidebook with concept art lmao #the little things that changed even after debut is so interesting like the way jakurai’s personal pronoun changed by the 1st battle season #probably because they wanted to have otome use it only and didn’t want early connections between them drawn lol #and like it’s still so funny kuukou existed by 2018 based on his bootleg appearance in rhyme anima lol who else existed by then????? #we know nemu yotsutsuji and rei did ofc but like????? what about sasara rosho jyushi and hitoya what was their existence status????? #i just wanna know what changed between early development to now lol maybe after everything is over (🤢) we’ll get to see the beginning lol #c: gencha

[pizzaqueen]

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#it’s so dumb but I’m honestly still hurt and salty about how shitty my birthdays have been for years now #it’s probably my own fault and I should be happy I ever had nice birthdays #but I’m also a child and want to feel special :P #(my birthday wasn’t recently I’m just weirdly upset about it lol) #next year I’ll throw myself a party just for me or something #no pressure of potential rejection but I’ll still get to do something haha #misc #personal #tbd #why am I even thinking about this????

[theultracharmingladynoire]

no really idgi why is it that when any poll is made with yoi in it there's just so much of hostility towards the show?? Like okay maybe it's because the show you like is losing or something and you want it to win (that's just normal) but is the hostility even necessary

#n rambles #I don't make sense but I've only been checking the yuri on ice tag to queue posts #And everyday there's some tournament/poll or whatever and the comments are so rabid and it's so. ugh #And people mention....that one stupid crunchyroll poll that happened YEARS ago like why are you even salty about it NOW #ftr I know it's pointless internet discourse but I am feeling extremely pissed off sorry #(I don't think I'll reconsider my opinion on this.) #yuri on ice #just vote for your fave and move on please