#why am i so starved

[smolgirlbigdreams]

HEY YOU, G/T WRITER!!!

Yeah, you! C'mere!

I've seen some talk in the community recently about writers not really getting the attention they deserve/not getting as many notes as artists (and no prob with artists! We love you artists ❤️). So I thought, why not call all the g/t writers together so we can support each other? Y'know, kinda get a little g/t writing sub-community going here on Tumblr if that makes sense!! The idea being that if we band together, it's harder to get lost in the heaps of short-form content that's out there. Plus, we can read each other's work and support each other! :D

Here's an idea:

Reblog with a little bit about you and your writing! (If you write anything that might make anyone uncomfortable please leave a warning as well.)

Link your awesome g/t stories!!!

Check out other awesome stories by other g/t authors and show them some love~

I'll start!

Hi! I'm Eliza and I've been writing since around 2016, although I was a bit too scared to post anything until I started working on my current story!

Right now I'm working on a book called Too Small To Be Afraid, about a human girl living on a distant planet who has a fear of the giant race, pertheans. Only, she has to learn how to share a desk with one at school!

But enough about me! I want to hear about you! I'm excited to hear about you all and see what you're writing!!! :D

#giant/tiny #g/t #g/t community #g/t writing community #g/t writers club #I am scared out of my mind to post this but I really wanted a resource like this to happen so I thought why not start one?? #I've also been starved for g/t writing so I'm excited to see what y'all have done!! #ethegjjgejtwwtjjtw okay send post AAAAAAAA

[adzy-drawz]

i forgot that people on tumblr wont kill you in the streets for shipping something so eermmm- zooble x jax doodles!! AAHH-

plus a kinda sorta short comic/scenario thing i might turn into a fanfiction because we stay mentally ill 😎

I LOVE THEM IDC. AAHHGGG

#IDK WHY IM SO NERVOUS TO POST THIS DUDE #perhaps ive been on tiktok too much #the app that if you express your opinion you will be murdered publically /hyp #anyway. i love them so much and like none of my other friends ship this so- i am starving for content about these two #jax x zooble #zooble x jax #abstrabbit #tadc #the amazing digital circus #they are gay and straight at the same time and i think thats whimsical and wonderous #adzy drawz

[bpdohwhatajoy]

BPD IS SOOOO SILLY with how quickly you can get attached to someone. Like what do you MEANNNNN I’m attached to my tattoo artist who I knew for 3 hours and got salty that he has other clients????

#ryan.txt #bpd #borderline personality disorder #my bpd has not stopped raging in WEEKS #in my mind I literally had the thought that I wanted to get another tattoo so I’d have an excuse to see him again #THIS FUCKING DISORDER #why can’t I just get attached to someone at a normal rate #AND WHY A FUCKING TATTOO ARTIST WHO DONT GAF ABT ME #yk what actually #part of it is prob bc I’m touch starved and that’s the most physical contact I’ve had in… god knows how long #it’s all making sense now LMAOOOO #STOP I remember during too I had a brief moment of omg let’s imagine us dating and then I remembered I think he’s married or has a gf #killed that shit quick I was so embarrassed #omg wait he’s also tattooed himself obviously and I find tattoos hot LMAO BRO ITS MAKING SENSE NOW #like a hot tattooed man who is soft spoken is tattooing me how tf am I not supposed to find that attractive

[invinciblerodent]

going slightly feral today for characters who don't think of themselves as being "~into~" touch and physical intimacy suddenly discovering that they actually are, in like an embarrassingly huge way

"oh fine, I'll indulge you, but I'll have you know that I'm not exactly cuddly, darling. 🙄" (proceeds to wrap themselves around their partner in their sleep like a boa constrictor) (yes this becomes a regular occurrence)

"no dear, I don't like hugs" (does, in fact, melt into each embrace with a soft sigh and eyes sliding shut, all gooey inside like a person-shaped fudge brownie)

"how juvenile. I'm not ticklish, I'm not a child. 😒" (starts convulsing with stifled laughter if their partner as much as wiggles their fingers in their general direction) (no they are very cool I promise)

"don't touch me 😒" (secretly pouts when their explicit wish is respected. no wait come back i didn't mean don't as in don't, i meant it as try harder. yes i know that's counterintuitive. no you should read my mind exactly. how is that even hard--)

"*makes a longing 🥺 face every time their partner is doing something just out of their reach, wanting to touch them but not wanting to come off as ~needy~*" (scoffs and turns away when asked if they want a hug) ((that means "yes please"))

"ugh, fine, but if you ruin my hair--" (all but tears up at having their scalp gently scratched. finds that they do not give a solitary shit about their hair now, actually.) (yes, they will now regularly plop their head in their partner's lap as a silent request for scritches. they're not cuddly, though.)

will not hold hands. will, however, knock shoulders while walking. (it means try again. it means please never stop trying.)

#yes this post is in fact vaguely about #astarion #no yeah i have yet to crawl out of that hole #i'm thinking.... act 3 but before his quest #but listen. i am so far up that man's ass i can see his tonsils #for someone whose most commonly used voice line is “don't TOUCH me” #there are like. 4 or 5???? lines that I know of in which cuddling him is referenced #yes i know it's an old bone to chew that this man is beyond touch-starved but what can i say #i love denial. and lying #v sexy traits in a fictional character #but tbh this can apply to any character u like actually so. no specific tags beyond that #squirrel writes #bc why not #you know what now that i think about it? i can see Shadowheart in most of these too #but i don't exactly know yet yknow

[tacagen]

eobard thawne, why are you holding down your nemesis who 'ruined your life' Like That

#eobard thawne #professor zoom #reverse flash #the flash #barry allen #eobarry ig? #the unimaginable things the first panel does to me..... grHGRAHGHR #HES NOT EVEN GRABBING BARRY OR ANYTHING. HIS HAND JUST FUCKING LIES THERE. #AND THE WAY HIS EYES ARE CLOSED???? MY FUCKING GOD HES ENJOYING THAT. _SO_ MUCH. #AND THEORETICALLY. FOR ALL WE KNOW. HE MIGHT EVEN BE KISSING HIM. WE SURE CANT FUCKING SEE HIS MOUTH. #WHO'S FUCKING RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS!!!!!! #im telling you even fucking running scared doesnt have anything even remotely close to This level💀💀 #he IS faster than barry and he has a truly wonderful time putting it to use only in the moments like these #this mf is So gay and touch starved. i am officially not able to can #they are fighting in a burning dystopian world but thawne is just. chilling while hugging barry from the back. god why is he like this #actually no yknow what. i've changed my mind. no ig and question marks this time. #eobarry

[braisedhoney]

some tragic love stories be like: if i could bottle the galaxy, i would pour it into a cup so it would be easier for you to drink. do you want them? do you want the stars? or do they suit you better as adornments for your eyes than glitter on your lips?

but they don’t want the stars. they don’t want the galaxy. but how can they not? is that not enough? (it’s too much, that’s the problem. it’s too much.)

#ney's idle chatter (random textposts) #me trying and failing to capture why hadestown has embodied Love in a way i don’t think i’m really capable of comprehending fr #but also this can be about whatever blorbo you want #when i think about that one line in chant #when hades says ‘brighter than the light of day’ #‘look. look at what i can make for you—see?’ #meanwhile the last thing persephone wants is to be reminded of this hollow echo of what their love is in her memories #when i think about that scene when eurydice tells orpheus they need to get food #but he’s working on his song and she makes the choice to trust him and go #to work harder and longer and search for things to feed them and trust he’ll bring spring back #THE WAY PERSEPHONE TRIES TO KISS HADES GOODBYE AT THE START WHEN SHE COMES BACK FOR SUMMER #AND HOW IT PARALLELS EURYDICE KISSING ORPHEUS GOODBYE WHEN SHE GOES TO LOOK FOR FOOD #and hades pulls away. because she’s leaving him and he’s terrified. he’s terrified and turns it into anger because otherwise he’s helpless. #and orpheus doesn’t respond when eurydice leaves because he’s working—he’s working and he’s going to give her what he promised. #but she needs his help. she needs his help now—she needs his support and he isn’t there. #thinking about the moment she takes the ticket from hades and #it almost implies she starves. that she dies. that she starves to death trying to find food for them both #i promise you however unhinged i seem about this musical i am being purposefully restrained so i don’t spam you all too much orz #holy SHIT these tags are LONG #even for me this is ridiculous there’s a whole other post down here #high five to you for reading it ig damn #hadestown

[total-drama-brainrot]

Alenoah, where Noah cares about Alejandro, more than Alejandro's family did:

Noah: I will now torture you.

Alejandro: Kinky!~

Noah: I think you are brilliant and beautiful.

Alejandro: Wait!

Noah: You deserve to be cared for and loved, despite your mistakes.

Alejandro: No!

Noah: Your feelings and needs are valid, and deserve to be heard.

Alejandro: I need a safeword! 😳

Real.

#almost went on a whole rant here about how alejandro wouldn't know how to process unconditional care and support-- #for himself as a person instead of the praise he receives for his persona/mask/“charming” act #and also how this ties in to him being starved for genuine affection/love which is why it's so ironic shipping him with noah of all people #since noah is not the type to show a lot of affection. at least not publicly- and even when he does it's usually veiled behind a layer of-- #sarcasm and/or prickliness. he's like a hedgehog. #but noah WOULD absolutely break out the big guns once he's realised just how fucked up alejandro's home life and subsequent psyche is #“i am going to hurt you emotionally” #“do your best” #“i love and cherish you as a person and expect nothing in return. i care about you and your feelings. you're my top priority.” #cue alejandro ugly crying into a tub of ice cream #noah's trying to comfort him (awkwardly) but it's making it worse because noah caring about him even at his worst is The Issue #alejandro gets to have a breakdown over finally having a healthy relationship. as a treat. #total drama #td alejandro #td noah #alenoah #others' ideas #ophe's ranting in the tags again #replies

[datastate]

in light of new changes: do not give tumblr your money if you disapprove of what they are doing to this site, this encourages them to continue implementing changes at the expense of their userbase. use the feedback feature on /support to submit complaints, as attempting to mention staff/humans/any personal blogs from there may be falsely flagged as harassment (lest we forget partyjockers) & tank their ratings on apps stores with your same complaints over the new features they are implementing. please, feel free to bring up their insensitivity to disabled people regarding visual overload or epilepsy; tumblr live making it a dangerous place for american individuals, especially kids, as it shares their location and there is no permanent way to turn it off; instances of transphobic or racist harassment that has gone unmoderated despite reports; or of the fascist problem they have on here, which they do not censor in the least. they have the ability to make tags unsearchable and completely erase posts, yet never apply it to these violent groups. there is so much they could be doing, which the majority of the userbase has requested they work on, yet they refuse to. make your complaining productive and share it where it'll actually be heard.

#i still have screenshots from the partyjockers incident before staff completely erased it lol it's so frustrating #you may bring up their debt but frankly tumblr is a company foremost. you cannot make me empathize with it as if it is my starving friend #and if tumblr is simply choosing to emulate other sites... well. then there is nothing 'of' tumblr to keep around. let it die. #i don't want to lose the site that worked well enough for art and more obscure games but destroying that is what tumblr is doing #even before it collapses with financial problems. and you cannot let it guilttrip you into accepting whatever bullshit it does #what sort of pushover are you. really #jestersvaguely #i don't make posts like this and i haven't even been on desktop yet bc i am out but just... rubs my face. why #to all of this. why.

[uncanny-tranny]

I watched Lily Simpson's analysis of the trans Two-And-A-Half Men episode, and I'm sorry, but it's hilarious and iconic that Bill's old name was Jill... like it sounds so absurd and completely unrealistic if you're trans, but honestly, that's just a power move 😭

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #nonbinary #ILY BILL TWO-AND-A-HALF MEN <3 #also why does he get to live out my dreams. like. how fucking iconic is it to get with your ex's mother who is completely supportive #i never watch sit-coms but i kind of want to watch that episode like. #obviously it won't be perfect and i found part of the clips lily showed to personally just be painful BUT. #i will give them the 'it was 2004' pass and move on 💀 #i honestly think the cis gaze in the way 'old flame with a new wick' is /mostly/ funny #yeah honestly sit-coms to me have always been like... a 75% chance it's a terrible slog #i aspire to be like bill two-and-a-half men <3 #also i'm kind of obsessed that they did a trans man character. i am kind of starved for trans male rep fr </3 #because so many of them are in movies or shows i'm not into lol </3

[sadiecoocoo]

That moment when you write an entire chapter of Fic and then realize that it works better a lot later in the story rather than making it the third chapter because it escalates a relationship past a lot of the initial gay panic stages and doesn’t leave much room for further development

#fanfic writing #writing memes #why #why am i like this #rick and morty #morty smith #evil morty #why is it so hard #why do i do this to myself #CHAPTER THREE OF TOUCH-STARVED MAY OR MAY NOT TAKE ANOTHER WEEK TO RELEASE #BUT I HAVE CHAPTER 5 WRITTEN AT LEAST! #screaming internally #it’s not a big deal #but I’m ranting for funsies #teehee

[boxofthings]

the lack of content always reminds me why I hate shipping ghostroach

#i am STARVING bro #why couldnt i just ship gh0sts0ap like everyone else there is SO MUCH good content for those two id be fed for days #youll never know true pain until youve hyperfixated on a rarepair or an unpopular asf character #if roach is not brought back for the next game im suing #this takes me back to 2013 when i was desperately searching for any ghostroach content i could find in the trenches of ff.net #which i still have no idea how to navigate #had a friend tell me to just read my own fics if i start getting real desperate lmao #but i physically CANNOT look at my own fics ever again once ive written them it makes me violently cringe #gotta stare at the wall and imagine a happy future for these two instead ig

[transbirdgirl]

Is it too much to ask to be on a girls lap, making out till I can’t think anymore?

#birdgirl ramblings #i am oh so normal #hornyposting #something something touch starved something something #making out really does something to me idk why

[humanitys-strongest-bamf]

>:((( i was looking forward to coming home from group and eating this snackie that i ordered that should have arrived at my mailbox but they gave my husband the wrong package because we had multiple come in and i'm 'alsdkjfas;lkdf

#i'm so grouchy rn #like i'm already tired at baseline #and was really looking forward to having it #and i'm too stubborn to have anything else because i'm currently fixated on this one thing #so i'm just like guess i'll just starve lmao #WHY AM I LIKE THIS #kat rambles #tw: vent

[heraldofcrow]

YESSSS I WAS SITTING HERE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO EAT FOR 45 MINUTES AND I FINALLY DECIDED YASSS

#garlic and oil heavy pasta obviously #thank you mutuals from a certain fandom talking about a certain character #45 MINUTES #i am starving and NOTHING sounded good #idk why this made me so happy #i just needed some inspo lol #CrowNotes

[soldier-poet-king]

SAD!

#the duality of fran #ignore me theres just so much its midnight i am perpetually exhausted snd yet cant sleep #melatonin. melatonin save me. save me melatonin #just hugely sad suddenly #desperately terribly sad and idk why #annoyed af bc politics at family dinner my shitty uncles alabaman wife was like IM VOTING FOR TRUMP #MAAM???? MAAM?????????? #it turned into a Whole thing #and ive stopped drinking most weekends. im trying to be good I know how easy it is to just have a glass or two or three of wine #so i only drink when i want to and am in a good mood #so not. just bc shitty family #BUT YKWIM #and then idk. im just. really sad and despairingly lonely and idk whY #OBJECTIVELY LIFE IS GOOD AND EVERYTHING IS FINE #and YET #idk man. im going to curl up into the tiniest ball possible under all my blankets #and pretend that weight is comforting human contact #my joints will complain but i gotta squish myself #touch starved touch averse meltdown yknow. yknow. one of those #disgusting and pathetic and selfish!!!! to delete later #tmrw i have to be responsible and good again #and i will stop moping stop thinking abt it go back to pretending that there isnt a void in my chest!!! #fine!!! this is fine!!!

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

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#tw ed #idk im just. tired. why is eating so hard. why can't people just leave me alone and let me starve #im not worth anything the way i am #i should just die already