#why can’t I be special

[tomatoart]

Seeing double on my 2000s girl

#originally I was gonna make them both scene but I wanted to draw og ashley w her usual swag since both are so dear to me #ashley graham #resident evil 4 #resident evil 4 remake #re4og #resident evil fanart #not a fan of the face on the right it doesn’t rlly look like how I usually draw her and I can’t figure out why but my hands suddenly #got rlly bad again after a whole year and I cant grip the pen rn to fix it more b4 posting but she’s still so adorable #my sweet sweet everything she’s sooooo special. top 10 gooby woobies

[virgothozul]

Ok. I have listened to the people. I have watched the thing. It is very wholesome.

Kazu comes home. He is hopeless and tipsy. And he swings between excited and wasted.

#I am SICK of Miri’s voice ngl #I know kids are loud. And make a mess of EVERYthing. That’s why i stay away. #But for Kazurei ; I made it to the end #They are precious #Rei is so cute I love this guy #He has 0 human skill and still is effortlessly hilarious and a little cutie 👏💖 #i wish we had more of their relationship bc they have sth really special #They never question their trust in each other like it never crosses their mind. They disagree almost all the time but they never part #It’s more natural than breathing. They’re always saying stuff like « it’s not fit to involve other people in our way of life » #it’s not even an option to live apart. They clearly will spend all their lives together #Except that scene it’s so weird when Kazu says « hum with Miri gone we don’t have a reason to live together anymore » lol man #Not as if you guys were already joined at the hip before meeting her. But I get the «the family life changed us now sth’s missing #and it feels incomplete ». But still guys. You are soul mates. #Also the « of course he comes with me. He’s my partner. » line 💕💍 #even if at some point they meant to part ways ; really they can’t be separated. #kazurei #No homo daddies #Buddy daddies #kazuki x rei #Domestic gays

[cakemousse]

so toxinelle has snuck up on marinette and alya in marinette’s bedroom and this is what they see when they finally notice that she’s there, toxinelle hanging upside down listening in on their plan (click for a clearer image!)

reference below the cut

#yea as you can tell i’m no artist lol #i cant draw to save my life and this was more of experimenting with colouring #why does tumblr fuck with the quality :(( #finally done with colouring it lmaoo #this has been sitting in wip for at least a month uncoloured akdhjs #since the design came out i followed accordingly #the hair was so hard omg #i really can’t wait to see her in the special aaaaaa #shadybug #paris special #toxinelle #miraculous ladybug #my art

[shokupanko]

First Fukase Friday of 2024! This one took 5hrs lol I wanna to be so extra (─‿─)

#vocaloid #art #fanart #vocaart #fukase #procreate #fukase friday #FIVE HOURS OF MY LIFE #But actually I was working on it for a week on then off so the total time was 5 hours and 11 minutes of insanity #I love creating new outfits so much like designing clothes is sm fun #I was trying to make it steampunk but then it started looking harajuku now I have no idea what it is lol #I feel bad that I had nothing for his birthday but I’m always late for VocalSynth birthdays anyway sooooi #ALSO I SAW THAT SOMEONE SAID MY ART INSPIRES THEM AND OMG I’VE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPH #I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH I MISSED YOUUUUUUUU #I tried to make this extra extra detailed which is why it took so long #usually I finished artworks in like an hour hour and a half #but I wanted this one to be ✨special✨ #ALSO can I just say January was like the hardest month of my life? it was so mentally draining and exhausting #I started spending more time with my siblings and now I can’t get away from them lol I love them with my whole soul #no like fr they keep me going and I’ve never been happier #maybe isolating yourself when you’re sad ISNT a good idea and you SHOULD socialize? #I’m big dumb okay #anyway happy Fukase Friday and belated birthday to my special boy #ALSO I REALIZED THAT I’VE NEVER DRAWN HIM WITH HIS MARK???? WHY????

[simcardiac-arrested]

if i see that damn “why can’t they just be friends not in a homophobic way but in a platonic way” post on my dash again im going to start attacking people feral hog style

#you guys …… Know …….. that ‘why cant they just be friends’ is still …… Homophobic ……. right ? #that it’s…. a homophobic dogwhistle ? ?? #You know that right? #you can’t just say it with your whole chest because you’re aromantic and special #i just dont know #head in my hands #crammerposting #the problem isn’t with the idea it’s. with the Phrase Itself #just use different words oh my god!!! why are you saying that exact homophobic phrase !!!

[fruitbythefoot7]

will loves mike the way mike wants to be loved 

#and this is why #in my humble opinion #the van scene is a heartbreakingly beautiful scene #bc in that moment mike thinks he’s nothing while will thinks he’s everything #bc mike struggles w feeling inferior and useless #especially bc he doesn’t have any cool powers or special abilities and he didn’t ACTUALLY go through anything particularly traumatizing #(which is false) #and then wills like hey wait a minute #i love you exactly as you are but i can’t tell you that because i know that you don’t feel the same #so if el loves you then she must feel like i do #bc how could who not with you as her bf? #so he tells mike what he feels #how he loves him #and it’s what mike wants to hear #BECAUSE WILL LOVES HIM. #WILLIAM BYERS LOVES MICHAEL WHEELER #I AM SO SO SICK #ITS CANON THAT HE LOVES HIM #AND MIKE MAKES WILL FEEL LIKE MAYBE ITS OK THAT HE LIKES BOYS #BECAUSE HE LIKES MIKE. #DO YOU UNDERSTAND #AHGHDJSNWKSNSJSJSBWNNSNS #byler #will byers #mike wheeler #stranger things #lia talks

[twistedappletree]

Big headcanon that Lan Xichen adored baby A-Yuan when Lan Wangji brought him to the Cloud Recesses.

Big headcanon that he adored him so much, LWJ actually had to stop his brother from spoiling him because he wanted A-Yuan to be equal and have the same experience as the other Lan juniors so there wasn’t any favoritism/jealousy or bullying against him.

Big headcanon that Lan Xichen found more practical ways to spoil him because he saw how smart and fast-learning little A-Yuan was and always made sure he had the tools and resources to excel in his studies and cultivation.

#mdzs #the untamed #lan wangji #lan sizhui #lan xichen #a yuan #zewu jun #hanguang jun #cloud recesses #mo dao zu shi #idc if it sounds ridiculous LET ME HAVE THIS ONE HC PLS #🥺🥺🥺🥺 #mdzs headcanons #idk I just can’t fathom LXC being able to resist a-yuans cuteness LMFAO #bc I know I sure the fuck couldn’t ????? #this is why I love writing the twin jades in my ZhuiLing fics with this dynamic tho #I really don’t HC that LWJ would give special treatment to a-yuan for his own sake #like not in a mean way he just wants him to succeed and thrive as a Lan yknow? #and LXC secretly trying to spoil him is just goddamn funny and cute AKDJAKJD #lan yuan #and yes this is lowkey me thinking about the fic I just posted with LXC buying a-yuan treats at the festival 🥺🥺🥺 #twin jades #twin jades of gusu #both of them care about little a-yuan in their own way and I just love it sm OKAY

[mumblesplash]

man i’ve had pretty serious art block before in the past but it was always more a lack of inspiration/irl stuff draining all my energy, currently Not having art block but getting hit by my first bout EVER of feeling like i just straight up can’t make anything that’s good enough and oh my god how do people deal with this

#i have zero mental defenses against this bc it’s never happened to me #like i know i’m being stupid here bc i feel like everything ive ever drawn is somehow worse than anything anyone else has ever drawn #which first of all cannot possibly be the case bc art is subjective and also i’m not that special #and second of all ‘this means i’m bad at everything’ is not a reaction i have EVER had to art i consider ‘better’ than mine #i’ve always just been excited by the opportunity to learn how to do a new cool art thing i couldn’t do before #like what is happening here why did my brain broke #on the bright side this doesn’t seem to be even slowing me down from writing and drawing things and posting them anyway #but i could really do without the accompanying dramatics in the back of my head #‘you can’t post this you are an affront to art history and the whole of humanity’ shut Up brain it’s literally minecraft fanart for fun #anyway all this to say. thank you everyone being nice in the notes of my silly lil poems you’re gonna make me cry #mumbling

[levinbolts]

i can’t believe square enix separated them why do they hate me so bad

#ffxvi #cidolfus telamon #clive rosfield #cidclive #firestorm #god i missed cid and clive’s banter during fights so much why would they deprive me of that for the rest of the game #i saw the exact moment clive got the gut feeling that cid wasn’t planning on coming back with them and turned off the game bc it hurt me #the moment he just stares at the hand cid was holding and then after him like a little lost puppy #GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD #i can’t stop thinking about that fic where clive is nearly in tears begging cid to at least TRY not to die when they go to oriflamme #and tells him he can’t do this without him and now im hurting even worse #that fic had me in TEARS #anyway they are special to me in almost the exact way ignoct is special to me

[lameow-l]

CAN YALL SEE THIS SHIT!!! HE

ALIVE!!!

#also u can see childe’s cons in the ‘sky?’ the boss whale shatters #which.. either all cons have a creature representing them #or childe is the special boi he is #im still questioning why he doesn’t have voice lines as ‘childe/tartaglia’ leaked #i can’t wait for 5 more days genshin.. give me now #i haven’t watched the livestream yet so if there’s anything mentioned there i wouldn’t know #genshin impact #childe

[mjtfosi]

in a constant state of mourning the loss of mclaren carlando

#they were so special #i get why lando can’t stop bringing up carlos as his teammate like they were something else #such a pure rare bond in f1 #carlos sainz jr #lando norris #carlando

[corvidcleric]

[start i.d.: a drawing of jade harley and beq. beq is a borzoi, and jade sits beside him, her arms wrapped around him. they both look at the camera with piercing, radioactive green eyes. end i.d.]

me and my dog and an impossible view

#jade harley #homestuck #becqueral #4/13/23 #hs #my art #digital art #happy homestuck 2023 #redraw of a piece from last feb #jade you still so special to me even if i never draw u anymore… #idk why i can’t post this without it being super compressed… :-( #and i hope the caption works the text keeps disappearing :-(

[nympippi]

Next up is Finn Blake, our resident final boy, baseball player and resident necromancer!!

I was really worried I made Finn look too old for his age as a 13 to 14 year old, but I decided to just go with it because I already headcannon Finn as really tall so if he looks older I’m really sorry,

But anyway, in this au Finn is a necromancer (and later I’ll have to outline the rules and logics behind this) but after his kidnapping and him killing the Grabber he gained a lot of confidence and self worth.

I headcannon that before the reason why Finn never really stood up for himself was because he was scared and that he felt it was just better to take it than create more trouble as he has seen what standing up to an abuser does (I.e. the scene with Gwen and her dad.) he felt it just wasn’t worth it to get hurt more for being defiant.

And sadly only after his kidnapping, realized that he can’t do that anymore because being complacent in one’s abuse isn’t worth it, that it’s better to be loud and defiant then to just keep taking the punches.

However no matter how confident Finn is now he still has trauma, he never lets any of the ghost boys leave anywhere alone and neither does he, he always manages to keep a baseball bat on his person, and lastly the night terrors.

Finn has nightmares of those dying, he dreams he never left that basement, that Griffin and Robin and all the boys were still dead, he dreams of the Grabber somehow learning about Gwen and killing her. It scared him, it leaves him rushing into one of his siblings rooms to check on them.

And Finn is also the resident shoulder to lean on, he gave the boys life again and saw them at their literal lowest and saw their traumas laid out, the boys trust him a lot. For some it’s easier to come to him but for others it’s harder and Finn knows this because somehow he can always tell.

Overall Finn is a clever, sweet, confident young kid who tries to help the people he cares about.

#pippi art #the black phone fandom #the black phone #the black phone fanart #necromancer finney au #finney blake #tbp finney #finney blake fanart #also Finn getting a letterman was for cool purposes #he also has a spade patch on his right shoulder for Vance to match. Because Finn sewed the patch on Vance’s own jacket! #Finn also got Bruce a letterman as a gift! #I’m gonna add more patches to represent the boys #like maybe a plant one for Griff. and a green baseball for Bruce #A Red Robin for Robin. and a hand-made newspaper patch for P.B. #and an eyeball or tarot cards for Gwen #if you can’t tell Finn is my favorite along with Griffin #also Finn might just be a pitcher but he’s still got a damn good arm that can pack a punch/ swing #Finn’s eyes glow in the dark just a little btw. like idk why I chose yellow but lol #he’s my special boy and I love him #also!!! Blake sibling friendship bracelet!! #like this kid only had one real friend and he gave him the motivation to kill a man you really think he wouldn’t give his entire self for #the rest of the boys. #paperboys next btw! #I’m planning on showcasing how the boys all bond with Finn and how well they mesh together…almost like fate! #also yes I know Finn was scared of Vance but I bet my bottom dollar if Finn didn’t know Robin he’d be scared of him too #I have a lot of thoughts about Vance. Finn. and Robin #Finn is the therapist friend that desperately needs therapy but also refuses to go to therapy because he thinks his experience #‘wasn’t that bad’ like no bby…

[dreadeves]

hm. yknow, if riz was to be in a relationship it’d have to be a poly one, because a monogamous one would be doing the pairing-off-esque thing that he deeply doesn’t want to happen. if you presume he has a ‘favorite friend’ you’re falling into the same trap he is by presuming that some friends mean more (and he presumes there is always the least favorite friend). it feels like this kind of relationship hierarchy is what he doesn’t like, because he feels like he’s always going to be the odd one out and the one that everyone’s leaving

#like idk i don’t think riz coming out would kill baron. bc it doesn’t solve the underlying issue. and tbh. you can’t. so idk what’ll happen #a poly relationship wouldn’t like work out necessarily bc he’d still have the everyone leaving me fear bc it’s an internal fear #but at least in a poly relationship u don’t necessarily have the same ‘this is my *special friend*’ relationship hierarchy kinda narrative #that most monogamous relationships (whether romantic or qpr or whatever) do #riz gukgak #riz fantasy high #fantasy high #like… why are some of their friendships seen as ‘more important’ despite evidence that they all care deeply for each other #it feels odd to rank them and also antithetical to what it feels the point of this narrative is #they became friends like at the same time. they’ve been friends since. sure some may hang out more but why do u think some *matter* more? #*a poly relationship would instantly have its own problems. but riz in a poly qpr makes so much more sense than riz in a monogamous qpr.

[rosethrorn]

I’m just

My math teacher was talking about his sneakers and how he got them from Jimmy Butler because he trained in my school’s gym one summer a few years ago while living in my city and he and his crew or whatever bought our girls basketball team a new set of Nike sneakers

The one thing I had to say about that whole thing- THE ONE DAMN THING- was, “Oh. That Guy. He was in the new Fall Out Boy music video!” And my math class fell dead silent and I was just like 😶

#let’s not forget to add that I also said #his name was Heat Wentz in the video #please #why am i like this #I can’t even be normal about something I don’t care about (sports/basketball) #because I just HAD to make it about my special lil interest in some dudes from friggin Chicago #apparently Jimmy Butler still has a house here #but whatever #fob #which is cool I guess #fall out boiiiiii #fall out boy #fall out boy patrick #patrick stump #pete wentz #joe trohman #andy hurley #so much (for) stardust #fallout boy #music #basketball #jimmy butler #heat wentz

[t3acupz]

laundry day at the BSHCI and it smells like fevered sweetness

#my art #matthew brown #i had to do it #it’s canon ok #and i wonder why i loved saltburn #obsessive love is so underrated #brownham #hannibal fanart #fanart #click for higher quality #lol i’m really on that hyperfixation train full speed ahead with a character that appeared on a decade old show for 15 mins of screen time #tell me you collected rocks as a kid without telling me you collected rocks 🪨 #you know the special rocks that are added to your rock collection #my special little guy #anyway #i’m practicing my rendering #but maybe i’ll do a bunch of lineart sketches #what art style #idk i can’t decide if i wanna do more anime or more realism #i’m naturally drawn towards anime #it’s what i drew my whole life #uffff it’s wayyyy late right now #really wanna stay up and draw all night #but i got responsibilities™️ #delirious thots