#why did I think it was a good idea

[nettedtangible]

My Grandmother called me in the middle of me reading choices

GM: are you okay sweetheart you sound dreadful

Me: *sniffle, dabs away my tears* yeah I just have a cold

#been a minute since I read a canon compliant #i forgot how fucking depressing this fandom is #why did i think it was a good idea #let me live in delulu land #fic: choices #choices #i cried so hard #mwpp #wolfstar #jegulus #marauders #sirius black #remus lupin #james potter #peter pettigrew #regulus black #harry potter marauders

[makiitabaki]

My idiot brain thought that it would be nice if I read some angsty 'Jeeves and Wooster' fanfics for a change, but now I'm sitting on a family gathering on the verge of a breakdown, because I read that one mercury poisoning fic.

#what autism does to a mf #I am so autistic about these two #why did I think it was a good idea #angst #jeeves and his master #jeeves and wooster #bertie wooster #j&w #reginald jeeves

[1d1195]

I’m gonna quit writing I swear 😭

#this stupid fic #WHY #WHY did I think it was a good idea #love and dryer sheets

[kiss-me-with-the-stars]

Not me waxing the top of my eyebrow and half of it coming off now it’s looks so weird I should have just left it like I use to but I wanted to clean it up a little bit

#personal #now my eyebrow looking like I’m expressing myself in a very serious way #and my other eyebrow is just chilling #why did I think it was a good idea

[adorablenonsense]

It’s hard to sleep when all I smell is Rome Burning!

#Rome burning #magic candle company #sarah rambles #spaceship earth #Epcot #Disney #Disney world #wax melt #why did I think it was a good idea #should have kept it locked in its many bada #bags*

[moonraccoon-exe]

I HADN'T BEEN HERE IN LIKE FOUR MONTHS

HELLO MY FRIENDS HELLO MY DEARS I'M B A C K

I HAVE TWO MONTHS BEFORE SCHOOL C H O K E S ME AGAIN

PLEASE STOP IT

#WHY DID I THINK IT WAS A GOOD IDEA #oh raccoonie but why don't you drop out- BECAUSE I'M NOT BORN RICH AND I FEAR CAPITALISM AND NEED A J O B TIFFANY THAT'S WHY #*cries* #i can't believe this is my hello after like four months omg i'm so much less stable than i thought lol i apologize #coontalks

[aroace-cat-lady]

hUhHHh wHy DOes mY hEaD HurTs sO mUch? Well maybe it's cuz you've been writing notes with the smallest handwriting you could possibly do for days and now you're trying to read and memorize them all in twelve hours you dumb bitch

#why did i think it was a good idea

[zoroshonkingbazonkadonkas]

do not. poke at your ear wax. youre gonna die trying to get it out and it will be painful

#OUCHHHHHH #WHY DID I THINK IT WAS A GOOD IDEA #MY FUCKING EAR

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Bonus 7: Time moves sideways

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #better drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #Despite a whole ass inspiration board for reference - it turns out drawing and colouring half submerged people is a CHALLENGE. #I am channeling the zoobie bunny and internally screaming “WHY DID YOU THINK THIS WAS A GOOD IDEA”. #What I wanted was a cool transition between present and past! What I got was a very full mouth of my own foot! #That said: there are aspects I really like about this one and I feel like I got most of the way to where I wanted it to be. #Water is hard to draw and I am saying that even after dedicating a full 4 page comic with people in the water. #Forget hands. Water is my new nemesis. #I love how floaty this flashback transition was. The hazy mind wandering as LWJ carries him as a set up to recollection! #Aren't memories an incredible thing? To relive a moment in your mind? To have time repeat again and again? #And yet it is always a little different when we go to recall it once again. We are different people than the person we once were.

[treesareredinautumn]

TOTAL CHAOS

#help #this was a mistake #why did i think it would be a good idea to animate every hermit it takes so long #hermitaday #cubfan135 #cubfan #hermitcraft #gif #my animation #fanart #my art #theres no way i'm doing more than two frames of that darned backgroudn

[ifoundreligionattherecordstore]

UGH

#i hate dating #why did i think it was a good idea #its just so hard #idk what i want or need #and i cant tell for sure if i like this guy #and i dont know what to do #like it could be something #but if its not i dont want to be wasting our time #personal

[oddarette]

A school of fish comprised of a soy sauce fish, gummy fish, and fish crackers. Yep.

#why did I think this was a good idea #Art #My art #Fish

[rad-roche]

they say if you repeat the words 'sad middle-aged robot detective' three times, i'll appear out of nowhere!

god, okay. this one. i thought i'd do something out of my comfort zone and swung way too far the other way; unfamiliar character, extremely unfamiliar artstyle, the rps marker tools (which i have never used) made to emulate real alcohol markers (which i have also never used), the absolute worst canvas choice for those tools, done in colour (i work almost exclusively in greyscale) and at one point i tried to go for some crazy cool-toned light/warm shadow thing. typically my speedpaints are pretty straightforward, but this one is all footage of me trying to wrangle my way out of my mistakes, which is valuable in its own way. if nothing else, it's trained my problem solving, though the smart play would have been to avoid 80% of the problems. live and learn

#pluto anime #gesicht #referenced from one of the manga panels #rochedotpng #the affirmation for this one was “WHY DID I THINK THIS WAS A GOOD IDEA??” and then carrying on #despite all the teething problems i like how this looks #it's a hundred floors of frights. they can't all be winners #flashing cw #naoki urasawa's pluto #pluto

[queenlucythevaliant]

Okay but I do get really tired when people rag on Narnia's Biblical parallels for being too overt. Like, yeah dude. It's written for kids. Most kids don't do subtlety. I knew my Bible better than probably 95% of third graders, and yet my parents still had to clue me in. I've talked to people who grew up secular and didn't realize Narnia was Christian until well into adulthood. The Christian parallels in Narnia are at a pretty perfect level for most kids, and the fact that we as adults continue to get new spiritual meaning from it as we grow is a real testament to the depth of Jack's writing.

#mostly i just get sick of narnia being compared unfavourably to lotr #they are written for two different audiences with different purposes and different ingredients and they are both good! #like yeah okay tolkien disliked allegory. (a) narnia isn't exactly allegory and (b) even if it were would that be so bad? #Jack's over here doing his own thing. i for one love how overt Narnia's Biblical parallels are #okay rant over #why did i ever think it was a good idea to talk narnia on the internet. i am way too defensive and possessive of it #pontifications and creations #narnia

[spacebattleshippotemkin]

Kamen Rider Faiz, if they would talk with each other. (or something like that)

#my art #art? #paint > every other graphic program #why did i think drawing a horse would be a good idea?? #kamen rider faiz (555) #kamen rider

[fictionadventurer]

Maybe the problem with Christian fiction is that it's non-denominational. People are just "Christian", with no effort put into showing what practicing that religion looks like for them specifically. No indication that there are other Christians who could have different beliefs. No wrestling with differing ideas and the struggle of how one should live out their Christian faith. And that makes it unrealistic and unrelatable.

#me reading any christian historical fiction set in england: why are none of these gentry anglican?? #they ARE all anglican and if they are not it is extremely plot and character relevant you can't just have them using evangelical buzzwords #but i'm also thinking of this because i started another charlotte yonge book #that is by far my favorite of the things of hers that i've read #because it has characters who have different upbringings and religious opinions #instead of just 'here's a bunch of high church anglicans judging people who don't live up to their victorian standard' #you have the very high church anglican rector whose wife is worldly but still a very good person #the girl raised in a very strict protestant family who is more scrupulous than the anglicans but is still recognized as a good person #you have people who are trying to work out the nuances of different issues #and that makes it so much more realistic and so much easier to integrate into the story #(the politics though are hilarious) #(most of the classics that survive are the ones that were 'ahead of their time' in politics) #(so it's equally fascinating and refreshing and a bit infuriating to see one that is very very of its time with regards to women's rights) #('why did this woman get up at the meeting and explain her very good ideas for rebuilding after the fire? she should have had a man do it') #(meanwhile i'm just screaming 'why on earth SHOULDN'T she???') #(it's almost enough to make a feminist of me)