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morbid-barbie · 1 year

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the-apology-dance · 5 months

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Public Service Announcement:

Don't listen to Hamilton’s soundtrack after watching Good Omens Season 2 finale unless you are a BIG FAN OF ANGST.

Trust me. I tried to listen to “Wait For It” and ended up with tears running down my face as I could only imagine Crowley and Aziraphale. It was a one-way ticket to Angstville.

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myrkkymato · 4 months

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Your local gothgrandma is strugggglingg

Bobbin lace hates me fr

#I've spent more time trying to locate all my mistakes than actually making lace #bobbin lace #handcrafts #why do i even try

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simplyghosting · 2 months

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Kid, pulling out bread: I’m gonna go feed the water birds!

Me, after biting my tongue for weeks: That’s nice, but you probably shouldn’t feed them bread since it’s not good for them. Sometimes frozen peas can be a good option, but try looking up what the birds can eat for the best choices.

Kid: Oh! Okay!

Next week

Kid: Ms. Ghostie! Turns out that bird eats meat!

Me: Oh, that’s coo-

Kid: So we’ve been giving him steak :)

Me: …

#ghost posts #why do i even try #i was hoping they would stop feeding the birds tbh #BUT BISTEAK ARE YOU FOR REAL #i would have rather the kid said live frogs

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chickenbutts-posts · 7 months

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Embarrassing

Is there some sort of support group for black people that can't dance....asking for a friend..

#black community #black #black people #Baltimore strut #tiktok #tiktok dance #embarrassing #why do I even try #uncoordinated #stiff #ancestors are disappointed #actually white #miles morales

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betasuppe · 4 days

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🎶Feels like a failure & never added anything to fandoms anyways~

#i am so so so so so so so tired of myself #you have no idea how much i want to draw but anything i do is utter shite so im losing the energy to keep trying♡#i feel like a fucking failure & let down #but tbh never added anything valuable to conversations at all #im so ready to delete my blog & vanish into the ether #im so sorry about this all #i dont know why ive tried to do something here #what a fucking wasteeeee lmaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo #whyp do i even try #why do i even try #whyyyy do i even tryyyyy #about to step out & not post here ever again #sorry for just being annoying in the first place♡

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sidetongue · 1 year

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there’s a giant dog toy and they’re fighting over plastic

#manny has a plastic bird food dish #and budgie has a literal chunk of the toybox #why do i even try #budgie #manny #dogs

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lifewandererthoughts · 4 months

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It is so unfair

Someone being responsible for your tears

And you are left alone to wipe them away

But life isn't fair, is it?

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cringenaenae2 · 10 months

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It drives me insane that Twitter and Reddit shat the bed back to back and now I’ve been exiled back to my roots of Tumblr. But this app is also way sleeker and less glitchy than anything else so I can’t even complain.

#reddit #twitter #reddit blackout #why do i even try #I have to pretend that I’m new here #I was born in darkness

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wiggispa0fartface · 6 months

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angry rant

I'm so tired of feeling like shit because of irl friend. I finally started to unmask at school, and she makes comments that just make me go

yea....ok....let me just *puts my mask back on*

When I'm verbal again after a non-verbal period during school, she complains that it makes HER life harder and it irritates HER. When I'm overstimulated during PE I get away from the crowd to calm myself, than she'll make a comment about "if you actually participated you'd have fun" or "you just need to participate" like please just shut your nfjcerubgfeouagnrej

It's her saying things, even if they're small, that make my attempt of finally unmasking difficult. I don't go through this willingly and the comments hurt. But I can't correct her or tell her how i feel or she argues and complains.

If i ask about a due date its "well if you payed attention in class"

If I'm struggling in a class its "well maybe if you did it correctly your grades would be better"

Do you think I choose to not focus? Do you think I choose to struggle? Do you think I choose to go through this all? Do you think I go through all this horrible mental shit? DO YOU?!?!?!!?

#actually neurodiverse #actually autistic #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #neurodiverse stuff #rant post #ranting #angry angry angry #why do i even try #i dont fucking know #grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr barrrrrrkkk arf arf

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mbrainspaz · 7 months

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Was supposed to have a doctor appointment downtown at a place I was referred to by my primary care doctor (who I'm about done with) but when I arrived they said 'oops we're actually not in network but you can pay us $200 if you still wanna have your appointment'

so I walked out and went to find a beer instead.

Only bright side is I refused to make another login on their stupid app so I didn't have to spend the last week getting spammed with all their 'appointment updates' and 'early sign in' prompts. Healthcare providers have lost their damn minds if they think I'm putting up with more of that. They called me yesterday to complain that I hadn't logged in to their 'patient portal' yet and I just said, 'mmm, but what if I didn't?' They were like, 'uh... um... okay just arrive 30 minutes early.' 'See, I can do that.'

Not that it did me any good. I gave them my insurance info on the phone when I booked the appointment 2 weeks ago and what was the point of even doing that if they were just gonna decide not to tell me I'm 'out of network'? Or is it that they're 'out of network'? Hell if I know.

Finished my beer, went home, and logged on to the stupid insurance site to find a stupid provider that IS 'in network.' Turns out there's only one without a slew of negative reviews. I called their number, got a robot maze, picked a dead end option, it hung up on me. Called again, tried a different path, got a person, she said she was the wrong person, gave me a number for the right people but said they were in a meeting. It was 4pm so I asked when they closed. 5pm. Waited 30 minutes, called the number, "number cannot be completed as dialed," hung up. Went back through the call robot, got their voicemail, voicemail explained that they won't return calls after 4pm. Left one anyway.

Also tried to find a psychologist since I was already suffering anyway and discovered there's only one who's 'in-network' who might be able to help me. Got rerouted to their website, very corporate (hate it), it funneled me into a virtual appointment queue and demanded my credit card info. Tried calling instead, lady on the phone says yeah no a virtual appointment won't work for diagnostic assessment so I have to go in person. Oh, and the location on my insurance site is wrong, it's actually 2 hours away. I say 'thanks I'll keep looking' and hang up.

I'll die, thanks!

#us healthcare is a joke #personal problems #defeated #why do I even try #I hope a horse kicks me in the head so I never have to talk to a phone robot again

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om-is-ok · 1 year

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I'll never understand why girls are like this but social media is influencing them to ignore man who have good traits and instead get attached to that one stupid boy who don't give a shit about her.