#why do i feel this way

[raccoonzinspace]

Do any of you all have moments of internalized ableism in which you compare yourself to both neurotypical and other neurodivergent people and then proceed to think that you're worthless compared to them?

Sonetimes I do and I really wish I can stop it because I'm am not perfect, but I'm not worthless, either...I think...

#autism #neurodivergent #internalized ableism #tw vent #sort of #space raccoon rambles #why do i feel this way #i wish i could stop...

[leeyd]

Vent

I desperately need a any twst character fic about reader who has a habit of isolating themselves from others when stressed out. Like they completely turn off social media notifications, turns off online status, not appearing in real life and pretty much shuts down any interaction from anybody.

#Twst x reader #Twisted wonderland x reader #Honestly I'm just lonely #Like idk #Life's though sometimes haha #It hurts to isolate but it's mentally draining to interact with others #Like i just wish i was in spectator mode currently #No talking #No thoughts #No anything #Just watch others #Honestly i just idk #Idk what's going on with me #Like i want to avoid myself from others but at the same time i desperately crave someone to comfort me #Like i want to ask for help but I don't want to #Why do i feel this way #Sometimes i wish these guys are real #Sigh #Oh well #Lee's thoughts

[missquirkyperky]

My eyes feel heavy and tired, they need rest but I refuse to give them that.

Because I have a constant urge to stay awake and alert and resting feels like missing out on the day,I would do anything-(scroll social media,text a friend, watch a movie) but just close my eyes for a few seconds and stay with myself in the moment, i am so afraid of the things inside me.

#random thoughts #why do i feel this way

[shinymanticore]

I’m having a hard time keeping up with what I post on Tumblr. Ive been lurking for 10+ years on that website and learning to actually use it is harder than I thought!

Anyway, here is a little guy !

#myart #procreate #weird art #weirdo #why do i feel this way

[sickgirlsickpoetry]

sometimes I wish I could mind my business.

#why do i feel this way #poetry #feminine rage #webweaving #femininerage #autism #bpd #girl blogging #girlblogging #cannibalism #vent

[cyberfreaky]

i always see my moots tiktoks pop up on my fyp or their reposts n i have no idea whether to like or not

#constant conflict in my smooth brain #i’m scared i look like a stalker even tho i’m not #WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY

[drowning-in-the-nothing]

może

Damn these miles and miles of empty blue

The rippling liquid salt between landmasses

The rolling tides and crashing waves

The roaring whispers of distant seafoam

That echos within the twinkling starlit sky—

The midnight canvas that swallows the Earth

Just before the blinding, scorching giant rises

Engulfing the surface world with its bright glow

The silent pendulum swings and sand falls

The Luna becomes Sol, then Luna again

Yet still remain no closer to that shoreline

Maybe the future will reveal a way

To defy and push beyond these zones…

Kyle Stewart

12/15/23

#poetry #how did i get here #feelings #late night thoughts #damn timezones #ocean #fuck #damn it #I wasn’t expecting this #I wasn’t trying to catch anything and yet here I am #distance #between here and there #why do i feel like this #why do i feel this way #why is my brain like this #why is my heart like this

[tiredmamaissy]

I need Jake so bad fr

agreed, he can even bring his gun into the bedroom if he wants. i don't mind. i'm quite literally a fucktoy for him idc idc idc

#why do i feel this way

[crying-person]

I feel

I feel bad

I feel useless

I feel dead

my hearth aches and cries

But you don´t notice

Why ?

#why am i like this #why do i feel this way #why do i even bother #sad poem #sadge #i feel so stupid #i feel like shit #i feel so unloveable

[thedarkestforest425]

Fake happy

Do I actually feel things or do I just feel the chemicals being pumped threw me. I take the pills to feel normal, to feel happy, but is anyone really happy? The outer layer of calm the small white pills give me drapes over my skin, until I'm being crushed by the weight of nothingness. I try to claw my way back to the surface, but I'm being chained down by the panic of what would be out there. What does it feel like to escape? I've been locked in the prison of my own body for so long I've forgotten what anything other than these confiding walls feel like. Can I feel the warmth of fresh air spread threw your lungs; what about the loving embrace of someone else? Can I feel anything other than the bland and dull world that's around me? Can I ever be considered normal?

#why dont you love me #unreality #medication #happy pills #liminal #depression #anxitey #spilled feelings #feelings #why do i keep doing this #why do i feel this way #i just want to be normal

[dudethissucks]

I’m lonely

Lonely like I’ve never felt

I’m sad

Sad like I’ve never felt

I’m high

Because it feels like mania

I’m manic

Because it’s better than being depressed

I’m nothing more than my bipolar

Nothing more than mental

Illness

I am my bipolar and I am nothing more.

I am sad and I am nothing more.

I am lonely and I’m nothing more.

I feel this way and it will never go away

#bipolar #mental illness #why do I feel this way #cry for help? #shitty poetry #cryptic #mania #depression #from my instagram

[stargirlrchive]

goodnight

#why do i feel this way #LMAO #i’m SOSINDHSA #GOODNIGHT

[addictt-with-a-pen]

#randomly remembered this line/lyric the other day #and it hit me like a truck #… #why do I feel this way #can’t I ever catch a break #I hurt a lot so often #my heart is just so tired #I wish I could get over this #I don’t get why I can’t #well actually #I do know why #she’s everything #I ache #but if it takes waiting forever #then I guess that’s what I’ll do #angel girl #sigh #old gray #pop punk #pop punk lyrics #lyrics #lyric edit #my edit #depression #unrequited feelings #crush #lovestruck #words #quotes #my post

[becabeale143]

#why do i feel this way #every time is like the first time #Anna Kendrick #red carpet goddess #hot af

[blackrosesandwhump]

I don't understand why, even after sleeping in and having a large mug of coffee, I still want to take a nap.

#ugh #tired of being tired #this happens almost every day #naptime #why do i feel this way

[nemxricultrix]

Doesn't match the real feeling... fuck man.

#>>in character #Hate this #Why do I feel this way