#why do i get distracted easily

[kinos-fortress-2]

ok this is what i meant about them being metamy type of shit

#miss pauling #sniper #tf2 #team fortress 2 #piss mauling #sniperpauling #kino art #can a robot and a girl being into a yuri love affair?? the answer is yes. #everything is yuri thats why i said theyre metamy bc thats yuri too #i am doing other doodles but i made this QUICK bc i am insane and i get distracted easily #idk how robots little tehcnical shit works so whatever that looks random #its being a time since i have draw robots... i think i should do more its more fun than drawings humans haha #this is so unserious bro

[soldier-poet-king]

Having the hots for sad vampires constantly on main is not on the same level of Bad Opinion Posting as like, outright homophobia and racism, but, by God, if I try hard enough maybe in 2024 I can make it the same level of Problem

#FOR LEGAL PURPOSES THIS IS A JOKE #the duality of fran #it aint much but its honest work #except its just me insane posting 24/7 #how is that any different from what ive done in previous years? #im glad you asked. who's to say >:) #anyway fr im going to bed i have to work tmrw. wailing and weeping. #my boss is on vacation for a whole extra week #on the one hand. structured routine save me. save me structured routine #on the other hand. could it not be at work. everything has been so boring latelyyt i wanna actually do my profession #not just. stupid bullshit because im just the records flavoured admin planner #I GET BORED EASILY. I NEED CHALLENGES AND ENRICHMENT IN MY ENCLOSURE #and i get guilty if i read too much on the clock #even if im just like. doing the same tasks over and over #blegh blegh blegh #might start that folklore podcast tim downie is in. i enjoy his voice and like folklore so. why not #i prefer narrative podcasts but find them too distracting at work usually

[pidges-lost-robot]

The episode where Lance's Lion gets taken except they take Lance too and he has to get out and for some reason the only plan they have is having Keith in Yellows Mouth as they desperately try to catch up with them and they have to do the scene from The Runaway Bride from Doctor Who cause Lance absolutely does not trust Keith will catch him

And later Hunk yells at him cause he's known Lance a while and there's no way with the trust issues he displayed at the very beginning that he wouldn't have kept his beady eyes trained on Lance so it ended up with Lance having to track Rolo instead and they have to switch up their plan

#its the stupidest and most derivative rewrite episode i wanna do but i so want for this to a little bit #be the very beginning of Lances bi arc #where Hunk is like no nope i domt trust these people and ik how easily youre distracted by pretty girls #and demands he keep an eye on everyone #so rolo tries to tell pidge he and the robot need to collect some supplies and thinking he has this handled takes the bait #and offers to go in pidges stead #then rolo begins to flirt with him and lamce gets dazed 1. by being flirted with and 2. cause hes lowkey into being flirted with by this guy #and rolo takes the opportunity to get him and the lion who hed taken with him as back up #and then the runaway bride scene happens cause it gives lance and keith the opportunity to restablish trust #after they bonded and then Lance joked it never happened #the chance to show their rivalry is well and truly behind them and that they trust each other #and also allows hunk to be like lance what the hell i put you in charge of the not the girl how the hell.did you get caught unaware #and lance is like... i guess i got distracted csuse i totally thougjt i could handle in a fight... thats it... yeah #and that explanation flies with mostly everyone except shiro an elder gay and keith whos like... yeah i got distracted by that guy too #but idk why you wouldve unless.... #voltron #vld #voltron: legendary defender #lance mcclain #lance vld #the klance in the tags is mostly platonic its like at the stage where its not being hinted at... yet

[cybertron-smash-or-pass]

may i submit the djd and sunder from idw1? we need more freak representation

This ask has been sitting in my inbox for awhile and though everyone here is in the queue now, it has made me think maybe I need to add a stipulation to the rules clarifying maybe only one or two characters at a time in one ask. Or at least clarifying the names of everyone in the set when requested.

this took a good bit of research over a pretty long time because I'm not very familiar with idw, and it's kinda hard to find good pictures from the comics if i dont ask for help. It's a little intimidating for me is all.

Just try to remember I'm not all-knowing when it comes to this franchise and try to work with me a little when requesting characters, yeah?

#not polls #request #seriously this was like 7 guys #and i only knew two of them #also full disclosure a pretty good chunk of why it took me so long to do this was because i get vey easily distracted when pic hunting #hope you guys like the djd bc youll be seeing them for about a week straight #and also sunder

[blood-choke]

If you are interessed into VtM but can't vibe with the game or IF, i recommend the Shadows of New York VN (the protagonist is queer) or the LA/NY by night ttrpg streams

oh funny you should mention that, i actually did just get shadows of new york and coteries of new york recently in the steam summer sale, they had them bundled together for very cheap. i just haven't played them yet hehe

#i do think i'll like the VNs more and i dont mind the set protag either #ttrpg streams tho my brain doesnt allow me to watch those hahaha i get distracted too easily #<- i say this like my brain doesnt get distracted all of the time. literally its why i havent played either games yet lol #ask #anonymous

[arthur-r]

lyrics: i’m a silly stupid angel, smile sweetly as you watch / and my wings are frail and brittle, and i whisper when i talk / please don’t remind me of the role i’m here to play / please god forgive me for the things that i can’t say / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / i’m your soulmate in denial, self esteem gets in the way / and i’m just a little child who won’t live to see the day / when i’m regarded as a human being too / but all your lies just start to blend into my truth / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / don’t try to tell me i’m not happy / don’t try to tell me this is wrong / don’t try to tell me that i’m broken / cause by now i’m too far gone / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment / self actualization, maybe this is how it ends / i fall into formation, service is my fulfillment

#hi i have a very important linguistics paper due in seven hours but i am distracting myself by playing vent music #inspired by: i typed out a long tagful of venting on wednesday night and then realized it was dumb to post it but it included the words #‘​‘tomorrow i will smile like a silly stupid angel’’ and so then the next day which is yesterday when i was once again anxious #then i wrote that part into a song. and now my roommate finally left the room for long enough that i could record it. very roughly #one of those songs where i need to get to a piano and figure out what the real chords are. but here it is for now #anyway this is about suppressing yourself in order to be more easily objectified!!!! because you feel like that’s your innate purpose #the deeper meaning of your life perhaps. the person you need to actualize. that is why i wrote this song #something something i don’t actually think this wrote this during an anxiety attack etc. me when it’s 2 in the morning on a wednesday night #and i have a midterm in the morning but i’m too busy sobbing to either study or sleep. college!! so much fun!!!! #anyways. i’m normal now basically. aside from extremely important paper due seven hours from now #but here is a song right now. i feel like a lot of us are struggling in the same boat #and i definitely am. PS this is not even about my relationship that im in right now. which is good shdhdf that would be an awful start #it’s literally so inapplicable to my current relationship. but i am just still insane. and so i am still upset and afraid. so yeah #anyway i’m in a little bit of a weird way i’m sorry for speaking weird and whatever. looking forward to dinner i think #i hope everyone is doing well. and let me know if you need anything #sending love from depression dorm room. and hope everyone is holding it together okay #me. my post. mine. #delete later #ask to tag

[n0ct0urn1quet]

everyone jokes about memory and how i cant remember things i said minutes ago and yeah i joke about it too but it Is a bit disturbing from time to time just how easily i forget stuff

i went to go make soup so i poured the soup into the bowl and then walked away to go Do Something and forgot the soup on the counter . then i came back and put the soup in the microwave before forgetting how long to cook it for (even though i looked at the can) and so i looked at it and then realized oh my cat needs water so i gave him water and then went and sat back down in my room thinking the task was Complete before going to my room sitting down for like 10 minutes and being like huh im hungry i should make something to eat. and then going out and seeing the bowl of soup in the OPEN MICROWAVE and being like oh did i not cook it. i thought i closed the door but i guess i just Left it open. and had i not started feeling hungry again it woulda sat there all night . . . god

#i wish there were two of me #i wish there was me (normal me) and me (non-memory issues me) who just follows me around being like #'dont forget (x)! hey dont forget to do (y) while ur doing (x)! dont forget you have to do (z)!' #because while i do have that inner monologue for like a minute i end up getting distracted with other things so easily and then #whoops there goes the thought and now i dont remember what i was gonna do so ill just sit here #ill be like i need to do something. and then forget about it . and then 3 horus later just start doing it because im like oh #i need to do something. #you get it #god . its frustrating #this is why i think i wouldnt be able to function living alone i . cant do this by myself #im the kjind of person who forgets that im in the shower and ends up just sitting in there for an hour #and the person who goes to the bathroom and is in there for 30 minutes because i get distracted picking at my skin #gah i hate being easily distracted i hate being forgetful i hate mentol illnece . agrrghh agrhgghhgg

[blujayonthewing]

the problem with exercise is that I want to do fun things like parkour, but I'm so out of shape that I'd need to to ten thousand pushups before I have enough of a foundation to even start doing anything fun

'oh well, the trick is, don't think of it as ten thousand pushups and overwhelm yourself: just do three pushups every day until you can do four, and so on and it'll get easier and easier over time'

you misunderstand. I don't want to do three pushups. I want to climb trees and vault over obstacles right now

#the problem is not that ten thousand pushups over time is too hard the problem is that pushups are boring!!! #and I'm impatient!!! #also honestly I think going to A Gym to Lift Weights would be easy and fine #in the same way I could easily do schoolwork AT school or I never get restless or distracted watching movies in the theater #but I feel psychologically incapable of submitting to the mortifying ordeal of being fat and out of shape working with a trainer at a gym #if I had my own car again maybe I could take up swimming somewhere... although that still wouldn't make me Stronk in the same way alas #WHY IS EXERCISING BORING I WANNA JUST HAVE MUSCLES RAAAGHHH #about me

[no-psi-nan]

Anon this is a dangerous game to play with me because my first thought is "but what about Aiura? Why not Psychicker polycule?" and then the next thought is "okay but have you considered Kuboyasu?" and then basically it all ends up at

#tbh I think Akechi only needs 2 months to completely figure out and get bored of Toritsuka. Toritsuka is just a very simple guy lol. #so unless Akechi has at least 2 other partners distracting him I don't see it working out long-term #hence why I usually prefer em as fwb #the hilarious thing though is that while Saiki would have to date Toritsuka for years to get him to admit that he's gay #Akechi could do it in a month. easily. not even trying. it's his hashtag enby swag. #also Akechi would definitely Pavlov's dog Toritsuka and it would be so funny #XD thanks for the ask btw! #notes to nopsi

[dutybcrne]

Love the fact that Diluc and Kaeya were described to be “like twins” bc I get thinkings of them eerily having like. Smth of twin esp, and it just confusing the HECK outta Crepus endlessly bc only ONE of his boys is his biological son, and yet without a doubt, they were just so attuned to each other, that no matter where they happened to be, o matter how much older they got, they’d IMMEDIATELY beeline for each other if there ever was a shift in mood

#//Nah fr; these two rotate in my brain like in centrifuge #☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//Anywho this was born out of me thinking about nobody every knowing when Kae got dysphoric bc he’d rather DIE than voice it #//And then I thought; no. Luc would know. he would know but prolly know not what to fucken DO about it #//Maybe sends smth via Noelle or one of his birds; smth small but meaningful to distract him #//Maybe demanding he go and clear out hilichurls near the Winery; bc the knights Clear Need The Head’s Up Or They’d Have Missed That Spot #//Cluld Diluc do it himself; yes. but like this; now Addie can get to see Kae and take care of him; whatever’s going on #//Kae could never resist popping by for a quick hello to his favorite maid; after all #//Prolly why Kae was so restless while Luc was off in Snezhnaya. waking up endlessly; vision or not; bc SMTH happened leagues away #//And the worry suddenly GRIPPED him; and refused to let go until Diluc wherever he was got to safety. only THEN would Kae relax #//Even if only marginally; bc now he’s going to be anxious about what that was for the rest of the day #//Even with the divide the years and Kae’s confession of his heritage put btw them; I’d like to think it still lingers #//They just can’t read each other as well anymore bc they think they’ve wholly changed. And in some aspects; they really have #//Or is it that Luc can’t believe Kae really is still the same kid he knew under the mask; & Kae can’t believe Luc does still care #//Anywho; love the idea of one getting into a depressive slump & the other getting in a cold sweat like ‘I gotta draft a letter-‘ #//Bc that’s one of the only ways they can communicate without getting snippy; ig #//I like to think Kae thinks it as Celestia’s big joke on him #//How else could such a bond still linger after what he did to destroy the new of it? Now he’s alwaysgot to be reminded of the broken pieces #//A fitting punishment for a sinner whose greatest fear is to be alone #//The strongest; most trusting jond he’d ever had; now left to tatters in his hands that he can’t begin to fix so easily

[floral-hex]

Made some coffee because I need the boost

Going to go shave off my beard next because I like the occasional clear cut before growing it back and also no one ever sees me so it won’t matter how baby faced I am for the next week.

Going to stupidly retry buspirone later tonight. If you’ve followed my “lore” (and I’m sorry if you have), the last time I tried it over a few days, it only gave me extra anxiety and made me feel hot and incredibly uncomfortable. Maybe that was a fluke. Maybe it was interacting with the antidepressants I had just upped my dose of. Regardless, we’ll give it another shot and if it goes bad again, I’ll just take a couple benadryls, conk out, and not worry about them again.

Okay, I love you.

#my anxiety has just been nasty lately #I’m working on the logical mental part of that but a good chunk of my anxiety & depression is due to unchangable health problems #so for those worries I can’t reason away I’m relying on medication #and I think I’m ‘brave’ (or foolish) enough to give buspar another shot #i don’t want to take a benzo or anything tonight #I took 2 klonopins last night and that seemed pretty nice but I don’t want to make that a habit #especially since doctors don’t want to prescribe them unless really really necessary #so for tonight I’ve got my second cup of coffee and I’m working on distracting myself #gonna shave off this gross beard and if I could I’d cut off my long hair #my hair is too long! #I know that’s blasphemous to say but dang it’s getting to be a bit much #also my therapist said I need to apply for jobs before our next meeting #I don’t want to (fingers crossed) get a job interview just to roll in with this gross hair #NOT THAT HAIR IS GROSS! I love you hairy people! #but I’m bad at trimming facial hair and I haven’t had a haircut in… half a year? more? #so I’m all split ends and uneven trims #and I sweat easily so I need to chop some of this all off before it gets too hot #why am I writing all of this? it’s not pertinent or important or exciting or #so anyway how are you doing? #I need more mutuals who spend ungodly amounts of time on this app #not to talk to. I suck at talking. I just like seeing people on here. doing their thing. being alive. interacting with them. it’s nice. #okay this is enough rambling #ok i love you take it sleazy #you can ignore this #text

[gromboy]

i got my academic record today and all my elementary school report cards are making me wonder why i wasn't diagnosed earlier

#some direct quotes: #brain on overdrive #overly sensitive and cries a lot #does not really play with other children unless the other kids engage first #easily distracted by own activities and does not engage in class work #needs to learn to do daily tasks #will rush through tasks to get to own activities #oh finally has a friend at age 8 #gets really upset at perceived mistakes #brain like a sponge and really likes to learn and share knowledge #writes really funny point of view stories at a somewhat advanced level unusual for kids of this age #does not go into enough detail in assignments #forgets what questions were being asked in math worksheets but can clearly do the math #ok so maybe these are paraphrased but THIS IS ACTUAL STUFF MY TEACHERS SAID ABOUT ME FOR SIX YEARS #boy oh boy why did i only have an adhd evaluation this year

[tvrningout-a]

having executive dysfunction and being responsible for packing up your entire room is simply a cursed and wretched combination

#y’all i’m suffering i hate it here ASDFG #i’m making progress but it’s slow and i get distracted so easily #also why do i have so much stuff??? why do i hold onto so many ding dang things my gosh #pls wish me luck bc i gotta have this mess all put away in boxes by friday 😭 #get ready to ramble | ooc

[n7viper]

I read "Season of the Hunt drinks" as "Season of the Hunk"

(from my WIP post)

I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but there are no hunks. 😔 Crow doesn't have a single hunky bone in his pathetic twink body, sorry to say.

There is some random end of mission dialogue for the the Wrathborn Hunts that season where Glint laments them having to return to the Tangled Shore, but Crow cuts him off and says that Spider cleared them to hunt for 36 hours, so they have some free time. I was originally going for a traditional “going out for casual drinks” sort of thing, but in the end I was drawn more towards a campfire situation because I think about the Hawkmoon lore wayyyyy too much.

Mae is unaware for some time that Glint knows both who Crow was in a former life and about her own involvement in Uldren's demise. So I want to ruin a chill moment with my guilty little guardian by having her find out about Crow's abuse at the hands of other guardians for an unknown crime he didn't commit. Because that's her fault too, isn't it? She thinks so.

There aren't many words for it right now because in my typical fashion, I like to barf out 150-ish words and then never finish the thing.

“This is nice,” he says, gulping back another swig of the wine. Mae eyes her own bottle and squints. It’s much too sweet for her tastes, but after nearly a year in a desolate corner of her ship’s storage, she’s glad that it’s still drinkable at all. She swirls the bottle and takes another sip. It hasn’t become any less cloying since her last sip, and she frowns. “A friend gave me a case. I’ve got plenty of extras if you want some to take with you.” “No, I mean,” he starts, “I haven’t worked with other guardians before.” “Why not? There are plenty that come out to patrol the Shore.” Crow shifts uneasily and picks at the straps on his boots.

#answering this a day late because I think I spent the whole day being dead #in hindsight I'm pretty sure it was a migraine #it's just dialogue #it's always just dialogue #I think I just realised why I always write action action action type of sentences #partially because I prefer script-writing #but also because I get distracted easily and if I don't write down the basic movements of what I want to happen #I'll never remember what I was doing when I come back #my process is usually dialogue -> action -> fleshing out everything else #the problem is that I get distracted at step 2 and don't continue with what I was doing #eyeing the outlines I have that are 800-1800+ words long... #but not actual mini fics lol #viper pls #maezi

[haikuku]

Daily Haikuku, no. 332

Having a major case of the don't wannas right now. Need to do work!

--haikuku

#haiku #haikuku #daily haiku #daily haikuku #haiku on tumblr #don't wanna #avoidance #work #do something #easily distracted #squirrel #unfocused #why do i do this to myself #frustrated #get it together #need sleep #just do it #mentally drained #no self discipline #not a good thing #not ready for this #wasting time #off track #pressure #priorities #procrastination #running on empty #self sabotage #so much to do #wtf is wrong with me