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#why does it have to be so hard
the-cookie-of-doom · 1 month
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im so tired of my school.
There is absolutely no support for the students, we're left to drown at every possible turn. So myself and a few others, after we finished out first year, went hey! Let's start a mentorship program for the new students! (my school only admits on a once-yearly basis).
We were immediately shut down. Because oh, a club being started by one of the assistant instructors (that you have to pay a membership to join) is going to handle that.
Shocker of fucking shocks, 6 months later that still hasn't happened.
I'm the class rep so I have to go to all the faculty meetings, and the rep for the class below mine was there, and specifically asked for a mentorship program bc they are, predictably, drowning. I'm just sitting here like :) baby girl you have no idea :) I'm trying :)
Directly called out that teacher because I hate her, and she was like oh yeah, it's just been super hectic, but dw we're still going to do it! Like Maam, we graduate this year, if you don't get your shit together, there won't be anyone to mentor. And these kids need it now bc after we graduate, we won't be here to help them when things get soul-crushingly hard. The first year is the easy part.
Sigh. So now I'm adopting 27 children, I guess. I just went fuck it and gave everyone my contact info, told them the school sucked, and to reach out. The other rep and I are going to try and organize some king of get together so everyone can really meet each other outside of school nonsense, which I'm sure will be a nightmare bc my classmates are self-centered bitches that don't believe in helping anyone outside of themselves, and the one other person I know would want to get involved, I can't fucking stand.
My school makes things so damn difficult, I stg.
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endlessdreamerxoxo · 2 years
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They have to know, right?
This is such a random thought/question, but do the members of Corroded Coffin know about Eddie’s massive crush on The Queen of Hawkins High, Chrissy FUCKING Cunningham?.....They have to know, right?... Eddie is not exactly a subtle guy and they were there for that infamous meet cute at the middle show talent show that Eddie remembers after five years? I need to know their povs about that whole encounter.  Seeing the lanky eight grader with a buzzcut, who they all admired and looked up to for starting a heavy metal band at 14,  falling completely and utterly in love with a tiny strawberry blonde cheerleader in the 6th grade with pom poms that was nearly bigger than her body, and them not having a fucking clue what is happening before their eyes to their cool leader.  Just Eddie blushing like mad as small and cute Chrissy compliments them on their very first real live performance and Eddie just being tongue tied over trying to compliment her cheering without knowing anything about cheer. 
I wanna know about the evolution of his crush from then into the present from their pov. I wanna know how Eddie’s crush progressed from mere blushing to full out drunken/stoned renditions of  ‘ I Was Made for Lovin You’  by KISS in the earliest hours of the morning after a show at the Hideout and everything in between. I wanna know what kind of threat/blackmail that Eddie used/had on them for them not to tell everyone about this crush that goes against everything he stands for. 
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toffoliravioli · 2 months
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FINALLY SCORED AN EMPTY NETTER
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always-and-evermore · 7 months
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I miss belonging to someone. I miss the sweet and feral things you used to say to me. I miss hearing about your day. I miss telling you about mine. I miss how easy it was to talk to you. I miss the familiarity. I miss you. I wish I knew if you missed me too.
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lifewandererthoughts · 10 months
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I thought you were the one
After so many times being undone
After feeling my sentence was to be alone
After thinking my heart was gone
You gave me hope
You made me feel
When we finally touched
It felt unreal
Your struggles and scars. I don't mind
All of them make me love you more
Others have run before
But I'm here
I'll wait for you to open the door
But you pushed me away
It happened again.
Alone in the rain.
Maybe I was just another one
And now I feel I will become no one
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pics-pizza-peace · 2 months
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There's no issue. No immediate problem with the rest of the house. Maybe some mild discomfort, for now. I'm a lil upset because Jerk's apparently likely to come home in an even worse mood, early, and probably just yell at everyone until they're crying like he always does. I am also upset because he has the unmitigated gall to stand in place and whine about mom not letting him out the door(his hands weren't even necessarily full this time. a douchebag Record), when she was doing her best dealing with pain(clutching a counter should be enough of a sign to at least leave well enough alone but. imo the only way he'd learn that is by getting eaten by bears so idk) & not crying. Useless Diva behavior on his part.
I need to make sure to grab a snack or two, keep my socks & shoes on just in case I'm running, and try to focus on building my website while it's still quiet. In case things get Really Bad, I'll record. Otherwise I'm leaving for the neighbor's because this is stupid impossible & he'd be bringing it on himself by continuing to take it out on us. Pushing your loved ones past the point of Wanting to forgive you, and to Learn how to properly love & care for themselves, is unforgivable.
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celtic-crossbow · 3 months
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Ugh. Switching cell providers sucks.
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tiddie-taylor · 5 months
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I wish my brain was better at learning and understanding things
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therootednomad · 6 months
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aubadeempress · 7 months
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Every time I do grad school application preparation work whether it is the statements or sending emails to professors, I always somehow go “just do it— pull the trigger already!!!” in terms of my expectation for rejection
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the only thing that might've cheered me up today was an update of my fav fic but noooo the universe just ain't having my bulshit anymore
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semiotomatics · 1 year
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being a person is so hard
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ghost-ories · 10 months
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of course it's as soon as pride hits that i start questioning my sexuality AND gender again
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actualemotions · 1 year
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Gonna go cry bc of math
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c-a-m--c-a-m · 1 year
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Playing Yaminabe on expert be like
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lifewandererthoughts · 3 months
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My tears are a mix of tiredness, frustration, being abandoned, emotionally misused, anger, a sense that I deserve better and "why can't you see that I'm willing to be the one who finally treats you well?"
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