Tumgik
About
Privacy Policy
Removal Request
Visit Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Fun Fact
After the announcement of the deal with Yahoo!, there were 170K signatures of unhappy Tumblr users petitioning to prevent the sale in 2013.
#why does my mind just throw have sentences and feelings at me all at 80mph but doesn’t stop to let me grab one
dillislazii
·
3 years
Text
.
//tw heavy vent in tags that probably doesn’t even make sense I just need to write something down
#why can’t I actually have well thought out logical counterpoints and arguments when my mom confronts me abt sum shit
#why does my mind just throw have sentences and feelings at me all at 80mph but doesn’t stop to let me grab one
#why do I automatically feel like anything I say will just be used against me or one of my siblings
#‘you should have come to me first before talking to your siblings’ ‘I’d hope you would talk to me first before telling the other kids’
#yeah maybe I don’t feel like I can talk to you ever because you’re ‘always right’ or justifiable in your actions?
#maybe none of us want to have a ‘normal relationship’ with you rn because of all the hurt you’ve caused over our whole lives
#but I can’t say that because I know you won’t accept it
#‘I’m not perfect I’m sorry for what I’ve done’ in THAT tone wouldn’t fix anything
#‘I was a very good mom’ you always say on the brink of tears
#how are we supposed to argue with that
#yes. you were good with some things but you hurt us on others and just because we all are realizing just how much you’ve hurt us now and
#need space and time to process isn’t unfair to you
#just because all of us are talking about the hurt you’ve cause and processing that together doesn’t mean we’re just gossiping about you
#shut up about the stupid ‘I’ve been so unhappy in my marriage and if I stayed I would kill myself do you want that??’ argument
#you KNOW it’s deeper than that
#ofc we don’t want you to stay in this loveless marriage it’s just the way you’re handling it
#we know dad isn’t faultless but he’s been more receptive to hearing our hurts while we legitimately can’t address that w you
#and how you NEVER come up to my room but you did just to tell me you’re leaving?
#since when? you’ve never had a problem texting or calling me about something so trivial
#I see through your shit I know you wanted to sneak up there to catch me on the phone with my siblings
#your emotional manipulation is astounding
#fuck I need therapy
#‘you don’t know this but I’ve been telling your dad I want a divorce for eight years now’ SHUT UP THAT WAS MY LIFE WTF DO YOU MEAN
#at least I was able to confront you on that
#I constantly heard you yelling at him and saying you’d leave
#it became normal which is fucked up thank you very much
#when you told us this year I wasn’t even surprised that you wanted a divorce I was just surprised you’re really going thru with it this time
#why do I feel like any time you’re ‘unhappy’ w me I can’t help but feel like you’ll take away smth like the things you do are conditional
#and not simply bc you’re my fucking mom
#I love you but I don’t know how to act around you when you’re so unhealthy
1 note
·
View note
Last Seen Blogs
digiclawmedia02-blog
Digiclaw Media
joleneaemilia
jolene aemilia
bbfreckle
zelo's mom
dongwoopuff
play along
bbfreckle
zelo's mom