#why tf cant i just do this and then let it be

[yugiohio]

A lotta folks were mad at Cody for "stealing Jey's shine," and I said nothing. I let yall be loud and wrong in peace. But now I'm really curious as to how that even made sense to yall??? Cody Rhodes has never and could never need Jey Uso to get over. Maybe if you're a die-hard Jey Uso fan, then yeah, he probably had to win you over. But the audience, the iwc? Indie fans??? Yeah there was not a single thing that Jey Uso did, for the brief moment he was paired with Cody Rhdoes, to make Cody seem any cooler than he already was and Jey damn sure didn't lend him more star power than Cody already had.

It was most definitely the other way around because Jey has practically no experience as a singles wrestler. He has no character. He has no story (of his own. Who is he post-Bloodline???). Naturally, you pair him with the top babyface in all of wrestling right now to help ease him into being on his own since he has been a tag wrestler his entire career. I will not mention that the first attempt to pair him off initially started with Sami Zayn. But Jey has done little to prove himself as a singles wrestler. He's done the bare minimum to prove why he should be in the main event scene. His matches drag on, his style of wrestling isn't very impressive or something we havent seen before, and his wins are hardly believable or noteworthy (his matches against Roman notwithstanding ofc, those were epic). I've seen fans mad at Cody for how beloved he is when it is clear that people haven't taken a moment to approach his character or career with any kind of genuine respect or attention because one glance at his resume would let you know that while he may not have always been The Guy™️, he was always The One™️ and very rarely disliked througout his career. Cody is not where he is by accident. it's by design. So, to accuse Cody of capitalizing on Jey's surge in popularity is laughable at best and truly perplexing at the most as Cody outshines and outworks him by miles. No shade. All tea.

This isn't really that big of a critique of Jey as it may seem, I mainly just find find him to be indistinguishable as a wrestler and entertainer on his own, I think he has so much more to offer but I'm truly not sure how much longer I'm gonna stay around to find out.

#wwe #cody rhodes #jey uso #anyway i was almost done listening to a voice message from JW and was like 'Nah cuz why tf were ppl really saying that shit?!' #if anything Jey got more popular being eased into Raw by way of Cody and qas further guided by Sami #now hes being assisted by The New Day. its not a bad thing. its just a thing thats happening because he isnt ready to be on his own #im speaking in kayfabe terms so if you come at me crazy off this post please know for a fact that I will verbally murk you. #dont let your feelings for jey uso have you on somebody's watchlist cuz I'm not in the mood. #jey can do better . jey deserves better. but jey gotta get better. #im exhausted with the constant tagging. can homie do it on his own or nah?! summerslam was the last time i truly felt jey was bout to excel #now I'm like...well hes just a catch phrase and a charisma gimmick. i can literally find that in almost any wrestler #can he put on a banger that if he won id legit be like 'wow he earned that.'?? not right now he cant #but i digress

[sillybouquetoflillies]

i keep thinking i rly didnt go thru that much growing up, but idk, everytime i tell someone abt my life, they say i did and kinda just like sit in shock abt it. am i just internet brained or smth, or am i just dramatic?? i rly dont think ive earned a lot of the symtoms of someone who was traumatized that i have. or maybe i havent been in a safe place for long enough to process things??? i dunno. maybe someday far away in the future ill figure things out

#i let myself sit n accept that i did go thru smth.. maybe that i didnt totally remember or that i blurred out the details of n idk #i keep feeling like an imposter n like i shouldnt be feeling it. i didnt rly like how ive been acting #but like also i let a lot of stuff out of the box in my brain doing that n idk how 2 put it back or deal with it #so now i just feel like a half untangled mess with 0 stability bc in that 'growth n discovery' period i realized almost everyone in my life #wasnt someone i wanted 2 keep around #so now its rly just me n my bestie that r close n i keep everyone else at arms length #how tf did i get on rambling abt this omggg #ugh i am srsly such a mess n i cant find the root n i think thats whats freaking me out the most #i hate not being able 2 explain why im feeling a certain type of way or justify it in anyway #i just wanna feel okay n stable n be a fun person 2 be around again!!!! #i wanna be completely independent but like.... everything is so expensive n i have no interest in anything that would pay well #i wish my sw stuff would take off but i think im too messy 4 ppl 2 wanna stick around n also i dont think im super attractive unfortunately #I DUNNO #i dont have any answers atm n its freaking me out #i either wanna figure out how to be okay with not having answers or to get the answers and solve my problems #n i also dont wanna depend on other ppl 2 solve them for me #i just wanna be a whole.. well rounded person who can take care of themselves n do what i want #while also being a cute puppy thats rly rly rly fun 2 play with n is super helpful n supportive 2 the ppl it cares abt 🥰 #i am so sick of these silly dumb messy fears n emotions that keep me stuck in boring ruts #i wanna go out n have my own fun n be my own person n stop being so scared of everything!!!!! #its okay if things go bad!!!! its just more stories 2 tell ppl!!!! ppl love my stories!!!! ugh i just needa put myself out there #i just needa find smth fun 2 do that keeps me around fun ppl #i just dont know what yet #concerts r fun but idk no one super interesting is touring here rn n i need smth more frequent #ok i think this ramble is ovr #im rly sry if ur reading this!!!! i love u vry much n hope ur having a wonderful day!!!!!!!!!

[its-hyperfixation]

lancelot + ways i would describe him

for my sweet, @bellamyblakru. i am so incredibly proud of u my love, graduating from college in such a short amount of time is no small feat. you’re an absolute legend in my eyes. congratulations my beloved, ily <3

#OKAYYYYYYYY sorry this took me YEARS to make. i started on friday night lol idk why tf it took me so long #maybe because it has so many gifs within each one… hmmm 🤪 also thinking of the little comment for each one was way harder than i thought #it would be #also SORRY IF U CANT READ THEM 😭 the gifs were so long so i had to compress them like crazy #and now the small text is barely readable 😔 and they’re so damn grainy #let’s jsut pretend that was a design choice 🤪 #anyways this is something diff from all my past gifs so i really hope u like it!!! i just love lancelot a lot (no pun intended) and had #this idea out of nowhere so i just went with it #i watched all the episodes he’s in (except 4x09 bc that doesn’t exist lol) and just recorded a shit ton of clips LOL #went in with no planning whatsoever 🤪 then i sorted through them to see which descriptions they would fit into #i have over 35 clips i think and i didn’t even use all of them soooo i’m thinking about posting all of them as just regular gifs too #just for funsies and bc i love lancelot so much i’d love to put some more lance love into the world 🥰 #i gotta show you the names i have for the clips lol some of them are hilarious 😂 i love showing u behind the scenes #okay i love u so much and im so so proud of u and i can’t wait to see u go on to do incredible things #this is only the beginning of your success my love; i know u gonna go out there and kill it #congratulations again my beloved 🥰🥰 #ilysm 💚💙💚💙 #hope u like this 🥺 #twas definitely difficult to make as i had to face many trials and tribulations with the collages and the file size but alas #i would do anyfing for u my love #ayman gifs #merlin #merlin bbc #bbc merlin #merlin gifs #merlingifs #lancelot #lancelot my beloved #lancelot gifs #bellamyblakru

[unwellwoman]

im literally always giving my younger sisters advice even i dont take 😔😔

#one time my youngest sister was watching i forgot if it was a tv series or reality show but the woman wanted the guy to pay for her meal #and she was complaining like why is she being so mengada like pay for it yourself etc #and im like no! if a guy take u out on a date and doesnt want to pay hes a waste of time #but i literally almost never let my person pay for me 🤡 #yesterday another sister called and asked if she could call this guy when theyve stopped talking for a while #because she just really wanna talk to the guy and she hasnt found anyone else who she enjoys talking to so much #BUT he was an ass like who tf does he think he is to treat my sister like that #so i said to her like yeah this is hard etc but dont contact him. this is just smth u have to go thru #or whatever #and she will meet other people who will make her feel good who won't treat her like that #but erm anyway EYE could too but i cant let go etc etc #but she should move on from him but like take some time. tho i couldnt do that lol

[agayconcept]

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#gotta love (heavy sarcasm) my mother gwtting angry when i apply thru disability for help cleaning the apartment #bc she flat out refuses to do so and its massively inaccessible to the point where i cant exist in it #and she views me finally caving and applying for help as me 'tattling' / 'reporting' her for being a shit person #(which lets be clear- i wont comment on but uh. she does Suck w this stuff. she's the most self-serving person i've ever met) #rather than me just. uhm trying to exist #as a disabled person #without injuring myself constantly due to accessibility issues #like #how did i get here #what tf is going on in her brain #to be Extremely Clear: we have been having this discussion for 2+ years on a monthly basis #she Refuses to lift a finger and regularly makes the living space less accessible out of simply not giving a fuck #or something akin to laziness but i dont wanna use that word bc i dont think its entirely that simple #regardless of it all tho #how can u be angry at ur disabled child for trying to get extra help to accomplish something u have not been capable of / willing to do #thats what the damn service is for bro #why r we having this discussion #its buck wild #*getting #(no i wont go back and fix my typos. dont care) #like fr. how did i get here #what even. u Refuse to do anything. and now ur mad i applied thru my disability rights to get outside assistance ??? #she seemed Livid that i implied she doesnt care #honey i dont have to imply it i Know it #dont get mad when u get called out for not giving a shit dude #it happens #get over it #so sorry ur disabled 20-something yr old child has rights and knows how to use em #sucks to suck i guess ??? #like. what other response do u want from me

[doebt]

If i ever got married i would just wear a sweater and jeans and my boots and maybe a beanie so we could still hang out and have fun later without wasting time to change out of the fancy clothes ^_^

#but i would also want an evening wedding so it is kindof redundant because umm im going home and going tf to sleep after that. #Btw i would want it to be in fall which is why i would wear the sweater and beanie because it would be chilly #because it would be evening #and fall. #But in reality i would let the other person choose all of these variables so in a real situation none of this would necessarily be true #its just in my scenario in my mind and in my mind scenario i cant determine what the other nonexistant person would want #so im just going off what i would do #When i was really really little i loved puppydogs so much i said i was going to grow up and marry a puppydog #and have little puppy kids #well i only said it once but everyone gave me soooo much crap for it but i DID say it that one time #So yeah if i married a puppydog this is how it would go. because the dogy i dont think would really #have a preference for the season and time of day and attire etc #BUT if they DID then i would go by what they wanted

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#ugh. the thing abt when my mood is like normal: the 0cd lets up a bit and i just become less anxious in general. which means im not doing #insane things to get shit done and for thr life of me i cant fucking focus. like normally on Mondays i get up at a fucking insane time and #get into the lab by 7am and then im suck there til 5pm #but today i reset my alarm for 45min later and then didnt actually get out of bed until like 8.30. that is fucking insane for me #like bro u have an exam in a week that u arent even a lil ready for. u have a paper discussion tomorrow. u have to meet ur old advisor this #week. we have shit to do. y tf r u just laying there??? this is y i cant find a balance between work and not work. bc i cant get things done #if i dont do things in a way that fucking unsustainable. and my therapist would b like: is that true or is it just something ur telling #yourself. and im like u raise a valid point but like it happens every time and im like not doing things. things r not happening #so like wtf am i supposed to do? i dunno its just frustrating and i wanna sleep but i should study #its only 8.30 why so eepy? #unrelated

[blye-flower]

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#my thing is always gonna be this #how are you upset with me because im trying to have a boundary??? #how are you upset with ME that YOURE ALWAYS OVERSTEPPING MY BOUNDARIES #like yes i babysitter im a babysitter but you cant expect me to babysit just cause you need a babysitter!?? like what??! #“oh we needed to go to another church and the kids didnt wanna go” okay?? so you just dropped them off without saying anything to me??! #you didnt even ask if i could you just assumed i would cause im home??? like i dont deserve a moment??? #like im not a parent #i dont have any kids and i definitely dont fucking plan on it so why tf do i feel like a single mother in my day to day?? #why do i never have any free time to myself why is my free time volunteered to making sure children are supervised??! #“well since you decided this im just gonna come get the kids” yeah im within my fucking right so why are you phrasing it like im wrong #god ive never been this frustrated that im fucking crying like can i have some fuckinf breathing space AWAY from other ppls kids #blymi rants #update:: my sister did in fact come and get them #and told the kids “yall cant stay home cause auntie doesnt feel like watching yall” #definitely feels like shes putting the blame on me cool cool cool #just peachy. #love that for me lets make it MY fault whatever #god i really cannot catch a fucking break #and trust and believe im gonna have to hear some stupid ass better than thou speech about how i need to help out my sister #“because shes a student a mother AND working” as if any of those choices are my fucking concern yep wonderful #especially for a sister. that while i love her. feels entitled to peoples help because shes “going through so much” #and now i cant even fucking relax or draw or write because im so fucking pissed #which is why i wanted the afternoon to myself ANYWAYS so no matter what the fucking days a goddamn bust for me regardless

[totentnz]

once again thinking about when you sit on the rooftops with johnny and you havent romanced anyone v just goes "yeah i aint calling nobody it aint my style" and then johnny is shocked about that like he wasn't there when v drove every possible relationship she could have had against a wall LMAO

#sammy says shit #oc:v #v: fucks river just for fun and to play with his feelings (dickmove) #v: doesnt fuck judy because she got baggage (who tf are you to judge v) #v: is oddly distressed when panam doesnt wanna fuck her (wish you were gay by billie eilish is playing in the background) #v: mildly upset when kerry doesnt wanna fuck her but in a fun way (i promise) #johnny: hm :/ why doesnt she have anyone #jokes on you v doesnt need anyone besides you :) #i do think its a little messed up you cant call your friends at the very least but lets be honest i wouldnt call anyone either LMAO

[colourmeastonished]

In my 'the hunger games movies never stood a chance at being a good adaptation because katniss is SUCH a scared kid out of her depths in the books and it's so much more heartwrenching and horrifying as an adult to read the books than it was when I was the same age as the characters because of that and I'm sorry but I don't exactly feel the same sense of protectiveness over fully grown jennifer lawrence' era

#she is SIXTEEN YEARS OLD and suzanne collins knew exactly what she was doing holy crap #you dont notice it so starkly when youre of an age with the characters because they just act in a way that makes sense #but as an adult it's so obvious they're acting like kids it makes me want to SCREAM #the hunger games #the hunger games series #on a side note why tf are all the tags for this series full of people simping for a genocidal dictator??? u cant fix him girl im sorry #dont @ me just like... enjoy imagining a romance with a child murderer i guess??? #anyway hunger games renaissance lets goooo grown ups who have a new perspective on their childhood obsession #my thoughts

[oflgtfol]

customer not wearing a mask: *gestures to my mask* do they make you wear it or are you just doing it?

me: oh no one makes me. im just wearing it

him: oh ok. not to shame you or anything. i get it, people are gross, haha

me: haha.

#if you ever make a comment about my mask as someone who does not wear it. idgaf what your intentions are #just merely commenting about the fact im wearing it certainly makes me feel like youre shaming me #especially bc who is ‘THEY’ ?? #the government?? there hasnt been a mask mandate since 2021 #(wait no sorry i think it ended 2022) #my manager at work??? shes not wearing one im literally the only person in this store employee or customer wearing one #my .. i dont know … my fucking parents? im 21 i make my own decisions #like who tf is ‘THEY’ ???? #brot posts #the solidarity i have w the handful of people still wearing masks is unmatched #i had a customer who was wearing a mask compliment me on mine and it was like hehe yeah i like yours too ^w^ !! #so im fine with people commenting about it #its just wildly different connotations depending on what you say and if youre also wearing one #someone who doesnt wear one asking me why i wear one will always come across as antagonistic #and it will literally always put me on the defensive #especially fi it comes from a customer and im forced to be polite in mt answer #like yea customers are fucking gross AND i love the privacy of not letting customers see my face #but i cant say that. to a customer. and like what do you want me to agree with you? you put me in an awkward position #where i can either defend myself and possibly offend you or have to lie to be polite #so i always have to go the non answer route and just laugh it off and not actually say anything in response #its just so uncomfortable like why are you putting me in this position #just let me fucking wear my mask why do i always have to be on the defensive about it

[bisexual-birdy]

WHY DO I NEED TO COLLEGE ESSAYS WHY CANT I JUST STARE AT MY BLORBOS ALL DAY LONG WHAT IN THE FRESH HELL

#college #ew #what am i doing anymore #what the fuck is a college essay even #how do i only have 20 days left until i have to have everything done #what in the stress #why cant i just read fanfiction and get accepted into college #honestly if i’m putting this much work into getting accepted #they should be paying ME $20000 #why tf do i gotta do the work AND go broke #sorry for the rant #but like DAMN JUST LET ME READ SOME FANFICTION #and scroll on tumblr #and hangout with my friends #and do anything but this shit #tw: caps

[mx-paint]

I'm not sorry cause a lot of y'all don't seem to understand what "curating your own experiences" entails lmfao, and will just complain when someone actually Does.

"why should I read your dni? just block me" they will and do, and sometimes y'all will send your friends to ask/harass for reasons why, hence the presence of the dni in the first place

"there's a tag I don't like" great, block that one "but I don't like it so it should entirely be banned" that's stupid

"people shouldn't put banners excluding others from their posts because that's rude" don't give a fuck <3 if you don't like the dni, and harass when blocked, maybe you should just get off the internet

"they put a specific part in that says not to tag as [x], but I LOVE [x], so obviously I'll tag as that" okay no one can really stop you but you'll still be an asshole and get blocked lmfao

Like half of the time y'all say "curate your own experiences" you mean "curate to ME". their house ain't your home, and they can kick you out like the infestation you are. Grow up and get real.

#whats even sadder but hilarious is when the first two are the same person #'everyone should curate to ME' no <3 grow tf up #'dni interact are childish' bro this is coming from someone who doesnt have one: if your first thought of someone going #'i dont like these people and i will block you so just telling you not to interact' is that theyre Childish #then you proceed to throw a fit when they act in kind by blocking your funny ass #you need to relook at the definition of childish bc your face is in the example lmfao #also those 'you cant block people in the real world' bro yes i can lmfao #if i dont like somebody do you think i just let them stay with me? no #and if theyre persistent after i tell them why i beat the shit out of them and leave #like sorry that yall are weird as hell about this shit but that aint my problem and it sure as hell nobody elses

[actual-corpse]

Professors who whinge about being on time and being professional and letting them know in advance if you have to miss a class....

Only to NOT have their Canvas page up OR not even send an email regarding wtf they want us to do since classes are canceled bc of the snow.

#the university wants us to go remote #which is fine i guess #but like #professors really need to let us know what THEY want #idk what its like for places where snow happens for more than just a week but #here in southern KY nobody knows how to act #the university is closed for driving safety as well as below freezing temperatures #we have to walk around campus and I guess being below freezing is grounds to tell people to stay put #why tf cant they do that when the humidity is so high its hard to breathe? #bruh #they make coats for a reason #you can convince me to be okay with driving safety concerns bc some people commute from at least 30 minutes away #but being too cold? #bullshit