Pairing: dark!Sebastian Stan x Reader
Warning: yandere, swearing, some non-con implications towards the end.
P.S. JESUS CHRIST WHAT HAVE I DONE I AM A TERRIBLE PERSON I HOPE NO ONE WHO REALLY MET SEBASTIAN GONNA READ THIS
ghjdfyjdfds I’m so sorry guys
“I asked for a vanilla latte with extra milk, not caramel
You rolled your eyes at his irritated remark. You knew
Sebastian wasn’t in his best mood this morning and expected him to make your
day nastier just because he felt like it.
“Sorry, but I’m sure it was caramel cappuccino. You asked
for some cinnamon on the top, remember?”
“No, I didn’t.” He snarled and looked at you, giving a mocha
frappe to Jill, his hair artist. “I asked for a vanilla latte. If you suffer
from memory loss, you’d better visit your doctor once we get back to US.”
What an asshole. Mary, who was now applying some makeup on Sebastian’s
face with her beauty blenders and brushes, bit down on her lip: she had been
watching how he treated you for the last 3 weeks, and it was a living nightmare.
It was very odd since Sebastian was on good terms with pretty much everyone
around, but you were always an exception. Why? Neither Mary nor Jill could
tell. There was nothing revolting in the way you behaved around Mr. Stan, simply
doing your job as his assistant. You were getting him coffee every morning, buying
some personal stuff for him, managing his meetings… but you were more an errand
girl, that’s true. It was surprising for most of the other people surrounding you
two, but you didn’t object to your tasks. You were furious because of the way Sebastian
He was mean, unfair, irritating, and rude. You didn’t deserve
“Well, my voice recorder tells I got everything right.” You
pulled it from the pocket of your below-knee sheath skirt, ready to press the button.
“What the fuck is that?” The man rose to his feet
immediately, almost pushing frozen Mary out of his way and stepping towards
you. “How many times do I have to tell you? NO. FUCKING. RECORDERS.”
He was ready to snatch it from your hands, yet you were able
dodge him right on time, hiding the recorder in your pocket again.
“Ok, ok, I’m sorry, I’ll put it away!” In a second you were
behind Jill’s tall figure as if you were a child hiding from a bad-tempered
parent, Sebastian watching you with anger in his cold blue eyes. “I’m not going
to use it. But it’s still true, you asked for caramel cappuccino.”
“Guess what? I don’t fucking care.” He growled in a low
voice. “You’ll go and get me vanilla latte because it’s your goddamn job. And I
want my coffee before Jill’s finished with my hair, understood?”
Watching his with clear disdain on your face, you cursed
under your breath. It was freaking hot in Prague where Sebastian was filming now
and getting out the second time just to run to Starbucks once more would sure
ruin both your makeup and a white blouse you had been wearing. Damn it.
“God, why do you have to be such a bastard most of the time?”
You snapped at him, visibly shaking with fury. “What the hell is wrong with
you? Are you a closet psycho or what?”
“I’m the one who pays you, honey.” He smiled at you the same
way he always did it in front of the camera and you felt sick.
You stormed off the room without having a glance back at his
perfect white teeth. Sebastian Stan was the worst person you had ever met, and
you were working for him, seeing him every day and listening to his orders as if
you were his pet. How did it come to this? Why did he look like the most
perfect human being to you six months ago? What made him behave like that to
you when in reality it was him who offered you a job?
God, it was all messed up. You did not remember when things
got so bad you could yell at each other in a full voice. It was actually
surprising, someone like you shouting and swearing at one of the world’s most famous
actors, but it was something Sebastian let you do. Like he wanted you to scream
at him regardless who surrounded you whether it was his makeup artists, agents,
cleaning ladies or anyone else. It was like he got off on it.
True, this job payed well, much better than the one you had
before. Moreover, in these 6 months you saw more countries than you did in your
entire life, travelling with Sebastian everywhere and meeting tons of new
people, many of them being great professionals. It was inspiring; it made you
dream of all the things you thought were impossible; it made you curious and gave
you a chance to practice your networking skills.
But Sebastian was fucking blowing it. After six months of constant
everyday battles filled with rage and pure hatred you had gained weight, 10 pounds
to be precise. Now you were having problems to sleep, and you knew it wasn’t
the jet lag.
Anyway, you spent the whole day running around the city to buy
him this or that. In the evening you were so tired you could barely move your
legs while Sebastian was clearly pleased seeing you like that. It probably
stroked his enormous ego.
Fuck it. You didn’t deserve a minute of it. You were
not going to let him ruin you for fun, just because he could it since he payed
you. Why did you spend you precious time trying to please him? Sure, you still considered
him one of the best actors on the planet, but the things he did to you were not
ok. He wasn’t ok. Maybe he really was a psycho or had some disorder he
didn’t want to treat, you had no idea. But you knew it couldn’t continue like
that. It was too much.
You spent an hour writing an email and asking to be laid
off. It was just a few lines, simple and professional, yet you were constantly
adding and then erasing new sentences. You shouldn’t make it personal, you
thought to yourself. You doubted you could leave on agreeable terms, but you
needed to give it a try. Even if your last argument with Mr. Stan might be the
worst of them all, it would be your last one. It was worth it.
Sighing, you decided to take a stroll before going to bed.
15 minutes wouldn’t hurt, right? You’d have some fresh air and enjoy the view
of Prague’s Powder Gate – you were lucky to stay right in the center of this
magnificent old city. You could make some more photos to show your friends once
you return back home. It was also nice to just sit on a bench and look at the
night sky full of stars.
Maybe then you wouldn’t feel so guilty for leaving Sebastian
and your team.
In the end, it took you way more that 15 minutes, but your late-night
walk made your thoughts clear and left no regrets about your choice. What was
happening between you and Sebastian wasn’t right, and you could do nothing but
leave. With so many people wishing to work for him he would get another assistant
in a matter of hours, and you would get your life back. Those money you earned
would keep you afloat quiet some time even if you wouldn’t be able to get a job
“What is this, Y/N?”
His voice almost made you jump. Sebastian stood up from the
chair in the corner of your room once you put on the lights. What the Hell was
he doing here so late? How did he open the door? If he needed anything, he
could simply give you a call.
Oh. You saw your little black recorder in his hand.
“I told you I won’t use it anymore.” Your jaw clenched.
“I’m not talking about this piece of shit.”
He tossed your recorder on your bed as if he couldn’t care
less and moved towards you so fast you had no time to step back.
“What is this pathetic email you wrote?” Sebastian’s
handsome face darkened. “Are you not right in the head? You want to leave?”
“Yes, I do. What’s wrong with that?” Your expression
hardened. He dared to touch your laptop when you weren’t there. “I thought you’d
be glad to know. Today you told me three times I didn’t deserve working for you,
“You know perfectly well I wasn’t serious.”
“God, I have a hard time telling when you’re serious since
all you do is hating me.”
He sent you an icy glare.
“You know I don’t hate you. You just happen to bring the
worst in me, dear.”
There he was again. God, were you going to have this argument
right now when you were deadly tired? You hoped it could wait till tomorrow,
but it was clearly not your luckiest day.
“If you want to blame me again, it’s ok. I’m the worst one. I’m
a bad person and a terrible assistant.” You squeezed your eyes shut and sighed
again, scratching your forehead. “I get it. What I don’t get is why you aren’t
happy I’m leaving.”
“Because I don’t want you to leave. If I really hated you so
much, I’d already found another assistant, but I don’t want that.”
“Listen, let’s stop playing our games just for a few
minutes.” This conversation made you feel even more exhausted. “We don’t get
along. You don’t like me. Why do we torment each other? I don’t even remember
the last time we had a regular conversation without shouting and cursing.”
“I’m not playing games with you, dear. You do.” He had
already cornered you, his face determined and somewhat unsettling. “What do you
want? A raise? More benefits?”
You were ready to yell at him again.
“Did you listen to what I just said? I want to leave. I want
to come home and forget about all our horrible fights. I want to have a steady
and boring job back in US. Do you understand?”
“NO, I DON’T!” The man screamed at you again, and now you
suddenly felt his arms clenching your shoulders painfully and winced from his touch.
“I already told you to stop toying with me! After all this shameless flirting
and batting your eyes you wanna tell me you’re leaving? Do you think I’m so
stupid to believe in this bullshit?”
It took you a few seconds to process his words. What? Flirting?
Well, you did consider him handsome and charming, who on Earth didn’t, but you
had never pulled anything like that. At first, it was because of your professionalism,
and then your relationships escalated so fast you knew that he hated you and
you hated him. What Sebastian had been even talking about?
You felt very aware how close he was once you felt his heavy
breath on your face. He never did this before.
“Listen, I don’t know what you’re talking about, but I want
to leave. That’s all.” You tried pushing him back with your hands against his
chest. “Please, let me go. I need to… t-to go to the kitchen.”
“You’re going nowhere, dear.” His expression darkened. “Tell
me the truth. You don’t want me to treat you like my assistant? I get it, I get
it, it’s fine. I can treat you like my girl in front of everyone if that’s what
“No! I – “
His put his hand on your mouth immediately, leaning in
“It’s ok, I understand. I grew tired of pretending like
nothing happens between us, too. You want me to let everyone now? It’s ok. I’ll
post our photo on Instagram tomorrow. Is this what you want? Is this what you
You tried to scream, but his grip on you was too strong as
if Sebastian was really some kind of super soldier. Desperately trying to
wriggle free you only got him to hold you tighter, his soft lips all over your
face already wet with tears.
“It’s ok, dear. I got it.” He shushed you, trying to keep
your arms together with his hand and pushing his knee in between your legs. “I’m
sorry it took me so long. I understand now, so you don’t have to go. You won’t
go, will you?”
You couldn’t answer him even if you wanted to.