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#wiped off my makeup turned off thr lights started laughing without knowing why then i felt some of the tears inside my eyes force
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its okay now im here now its okay now im here now
#wiped off my makeup turned off thr lights started laughing without knowing why then i felt some of the tears inside my eyes force
#their way out any way they could . you have a million and one reasons to be afraid . scalpels will restructure your face soon
#in the womb of the city you havent seen for a decade in the belly of a country you may never come back from . death is not the fear but the
#pain before it is. a month or two of epistomological torture before i am either free or i am not.
#you stare at a shattered identity and grab a needle and sew your teeth shut in case this repetition bores anyone.
#shattered it all over a boy who wants to shatter a bottle of vodka every time he picks one up,which is quite often.
#take to the skies alone for the city of art and canals and cats and tired teenagers and philosophy with a dime and a half.
#they had your number and you still care for them and you pressed the button of no return because they wrecked your lungs. they still
#have your number. they still have your number. they still have your number. academic values and an unacademic work ethic feels like
#the most unfaithful act of all. maybe id like to kiss his collarbones or maybe id like to kiss him because he does what i may
#lose everything to do. soon a room full of researchers creating brains from love and flying fingers and letters on a screen
#and a beating quartz heart. what you are now is what you would have killed another human being in cold blood for. you stand up and walk out
#and you say i am brokenhearted and they surround you before you fall and you would have covered yourself in your
#life's worth of blood for this all. but look at me. look at your mind. look at us. remember you and A and all her gold in the kitchen
#and remember the way she started crying and there was never a thought of her guards or her jewels or impeccable taste in perfumes.
#you looked at her in the eyes and you held her and you said
#its okay now . im here now. its okay now.
#look at yourself in the eyes again. youre not okay. but im here now. its okay now. im here now. youre here now. were here now. youre not
#okay but you live for the summer and spring. im here now. its okay now.
#who would you like dead?
#tomorrow you will wakeup early to feed her before we buy groceries. who would you like dead?
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