#wish i Could cover this but im just not that good

[rafeandonlyrafe]

bound and bruised

words: 1.5k

warnings: 18+ only, NONCON!!!!, r*pe, male receiving oral, choking, p in v sex, unwilling sex, kidnapping, blacking out, loss of virginity, dead dove do not eat (PLEASE heed the warnings)

“stop fucking screaming.” rafe grunts out as you look up at him with tear stained cheeks.

“my knees!” you sob out. only moments ago rafe had shoved you down, bruising and scraping your knees against the rough flooring. you're sure they're going to be bruised by tomorrow.

“i don't care, bitch.” rafe says, gently slapping you on the cheek, more of a pat to get your attention back on him.

“you're being so mean.” you try to stand up, but rafes rough hand on your shoulder pushes you back down.

“stop trying to get away. you know you can't outrun me so you might as well just do as i say.”

“and what is it you want me to do?” you cross your arms as you glare up at rafe.

“easy.” he huffs out. “you're going to suck my dick.”

“your- your what?” you squeal, eyes widening when rafe reaches to his shorts, swiftly undoing the zipper and button, pulling the two sides of the flap open, but not pushing them down his hips yet.

“you heard me.” rafe smirks down at you, at the look on your face, one of confusion, verging on terror. “now im gonna take my dick out. and you're going to lick it.”

you try one more time to stand up, to flee and get away, but rafe is too strong, easily keeping you on your knees with one hand while the other frees himself from the confines of his clothes, kicking his shorts off before the underwear are also tugged down.

your eyes widen when you come face to face with rafes cock, hard and standing away from his body, much bigger than you could have imagined, but it fits his tall frame.

“i don't want to do this, rafe.” you whine. you've never sucked dick before, and you certainly don't want your first time to be with a guy you barely talk to.

“too bad. now lick it, it's for your own good.”

“what does that mean?” you question, but rafe doesn't respond, moving his hand to grip the hair at the back of your head as he pushes you forward.

your nose bumps his cock as you try to swivel your head out of the way, replaying rafes words in your head. 

you stick your tongue out, taking a cautious lick against his length. you make a face, spitting onto the ground. “this is gross, rafe!”

“you have about five seconds to start licking before i just shove my whole cock down your throat. go.”

you know rafes threat isn't an idle one, so you push away the oddly salty taste as you begin to lick, focusing just on the mid shaft, ignoring the pulsing head of his cock for as long as you can.

“put it in your mouth, come on. you gotta get it real wet.” rafe encourages you.

“for what?”

“suck me first and then you'll find out.” rafe says, guiding your head to the head of his cock.

you part your lips, placing them around the head of his cock, feeling the weight against your tongue as you suck slightly, not sure what you're supposed to be doing.

“shit- that's good. just be careful for your teeth. if you bite me, you'll regret it.”

you have no plans of biting rafe as your tongue flicks over his slit, finding the taste slightly more bearable now that you've gotten used to it.

“that's it, good girl.” rafe says, even though the only reason you take more of his cock in your mouth is his hand pushing your head down.

“cover it in spit baby, you'll be grateful when i fuck you.”

your eyes widen and you try to pull off. no way you're letting rafe fuck you and losing your virginity like this.

“oh, no you don't.” rafe warns, pushing his hips forward to bury his cock down your throat as you gag aggressively around him, more tears pooling down your cheeks.

rafe pulls you off after a moment as you sputter, coughing aggressively to get the tickle out of your throat.

“get up. im gonna fuck you now.”

“no!” you squeal. you really should know better by now. should just lay back and let rafe do whatever he wishes, but you still fight him and try to get away.

rafe tugs you up by your hair, your scalp burning as he pushes you against the daybed, warm from the sun shining down on it, comfortable and soft in sharp contrast to how rafe is treating you.

“now let's see if you got my dick wet enough for this not to hurt.” rafe makes quick and easy work of your clothing, flipping the bottom of your dress up and literally tearing away your underwear as you cry out, skin burning from the fabric.

“it'll be better for you if you relax.” rafe says, spreading your legs open for him, looking down at both your holes as your ass spreads for him, but even he isn't going to take it that far as his cock presses against your pussy.

you're not wet in the slightest, and despite the spit, it still burns as rafe pushes inside as you cry out, gripping onto the daybed, grabbing a pillow and tossing it back at rafe, who easily swats it away.

“don't piss me off or i wont give you any time to adjust.” he warns.

you manage to relax slightly, enough for rafe to push all the way inside as he sits for a moment with his cock buried in your cunt, the virginity you were planning on losing on your wedding night now ripped away from you.

“shit, you're fucking tight.” rafe moans. “next time i fuck you ill get you wet too. i bet if i lick your pussy you'll get soaked for me.”,

“you're not gonna fuck me again.” you growl out.

“i will. i own you now. your pussy is mine, baby.” rafe makes his point by pulling out then pushing his cock in with a hard, punishing thrust.

your defiant words are lost on your tongue as he moves, thrusting into you with a tight hold on your hips, keeping your ass in the air.

rafes moans and growls are loud and unafraid of the neighbors hearing, like him fucking a girl on his back patio is a regular enough occurance for them to not look.

you try to keep breathing, try to keep your cunt relaxed as his cock pushes in and out, your wetness slowly increasing from the stimulation.

“you like this, huh?” rafe smirks, hands moving to grip your ass, leaving red marks from his fingers as he squeezes at your plump flesh.

“it-it feels good.” you admit with shame, red flaring over your cheeks. no point in lying when rafe can literally feel the way your body is responding.

“and i haven't even touched your clit yet.” rafe chuckles. “you'll gush, baby.”

despite his words, rafe makes no movement for your clit. right now isn't about your pleasure as he pulls your body back onto his cock to meet his already hard thrusts.

“don't… don't cum inside of me. please.” you plead out, chest rubbing against the daybed as he moves you, nipples hard even through the multiple layers of fabric and padded bra.

“where should i cum then?”

“anywhere. my ass, my mouth-”

“ill go for mouth. but get on birth control because im gonna flood your pussy next time.” rafe continues thrusting until you feel his cock swell inside of you.

he pulls out suddenly, flipping you over onto your back. you only have a second to take a quick breath before rafe is kneeling over you, shoving his cock between your lips as his hand strokes his base.

the second your lips close around his head, he's cumming, filling your mouth with the salty taste as you swallow it down, somehow seeming more pleasing than trying to spit it all out.

“that's a good girl.” rafe pats your cheek before turning to splay out next to you on the day bed as your chest heaves, pussy feeling stretched and sensitive.

“you wanna cum?” rafe asks. “i can rub your clit.”

“i don't want you to touch me ever again.” you say, adrenaline wearing off as tears form in your eyes once again.

“i wish you wouldn't say that type of thing, baby.” rafe frowns, reaching over to wrap his strong hand around your neck. your body flails as you try to hold onto the last bit of oxygen, but ultimately you give out, vision going black.

you wake up much later. you're not sure how long, but it's been multiple hours, your throat is dry from lack of water and rafe choking you until you blacked out.

“see what happens if you misbehave?” rafe asks as your head snaps to look at him, not even realizing he was in the room.

you look down at your wrist, handcuff wrapped around it, connected to a chain, which is secured to the very bed you're sitting on.

“now.” rafe smiles wickedly, moving to the edge of the bed. “about touching your clit…”

#dddne #dead dove fic #dead dove do not eat #rafe smut #rafe cameron smut #obx smut #outer banks smut #tw noncon #rafe fic #rafe fanfic #rafe fanfiction #rafe cameron fic #rafe cameron fanfic #rafe cameron fanfiction #rafe x you #rafe x y/n #rafe x oc #rafe x reader #rafe cameron x you #rafe cameron x y/n #rafe cameron x oc #rafe cameron x reader #rafe imagine #rafe one shot #rafe blurb #rafe drabble #rafe cameron imagine #rafe cameron blurb #rafe cameron drabble #rafe cameron one shot

[privitivium]

hii!! im not very good at english, so pls forgive me if i say anything wrong.. 😭🙏 i saw your denji work and i was in love! your works are so yummy. can i request softdom!top! yoshida hirofumi from chainsaw man and sub bottom reader ?

id like to think that reader is very stubborn n sometimes mean (in a affectionate way) w yoshida, but once yoshida touches him gently and praises him he just turns into a sobbing mess during sex..

of course you don’t have to write this if you don’t feel like it.. have a good day and make sure to eat & drink water!! ^^

yoshida hirofumi, "mean" male reader,,,

yoshida is so beautiful!! katana man however,, is so hot,,, going through it w him. i need him. 'tsundere' reader honestly.

18/18, both amab, softdomtop yoshida, subbot reader, cw;;; praise, teasing,,, yoshida jerks you off, very faint dacryphilia.

there was no use in trying to play dumb... there was also no use in hiding your true feelings from yoshida. one side-eye glance from him and you feel he's already got you figured out - what mood you're in, what you're thinking… it's too fucking weird.

it's even weirder when he takes advantage of your emotions. getting you all riled up - making fun of you in his own nonchalant way, knowing how sensitive you are. making you upset and in return grumpily mumbling about how absolutely fucking dreadful he is and you wish you could transfer schools if it wasn't for... if it wasn't for what? the words always die on your tongue... you won't say that you enjoy his pestering. not ever.

a simple instance, alone time. alone together. hanging out on the roof and droning about in a lackadaisical tone regarding your classmate, venting your frustrations as she was relentless as he was in teasing youㅡ“it's like a female yoshida.” you huff, tossing him a glare. “you two in cahoots? must be. hired someone to fuck with me when you're not around to pester me?”

ㅡwhat? no, of course not. who is this woman? she will be dealt with immediately. only he is allowed to make fun of you. yoshida hummed, apparently not in the mood for playful banterㅡrather, thinking about what exactly he'd do to ward off this girl. silence settles... several minutes before he's acting up again. bothering you with his mere happiness.

you glance at him at the corner of your eye. catching the way he was staring right back at you and grinning... so fucking creepy - why the hell was he smiling at you so suddenly? the two of you had just been sitting in silenceㅡa very comfortable silenceㅡbefore you felt, and saw him look over at you. making you nervous as you try so hard not to look back at him…!! at the corner of your eye, obsidian eyes ever so blank. always knowing what buttons to push!!!

you falter, your eyes inadvertently catching his and lingering in the void of his gaze for a fraction too longㅡ”could you not stare?” you narrow your eyes as you make a point not to look at him, squirming in place. appearing annoyed, growing shy,,, arms instinctively crossing over your chest as if seeking solace, your gaze darting sideways away from his -

ㅡ“s-shit, yoshidaaa!!” you mewled pitifully, hand shakily moving to cover your mouth as sobs fall from your lips freely,,, he was too good. or you were just too weak. weak to his ,,, particularly gentle caresses and nimble hand teasing your cockhead,,, he was so smug. so sly!!! he admits to only himself, that he has a particular thing for you when you look up at him with those tearful, narrowed eyes.

yoshida chuckles breathlessly, nuzzling into your neck just to inhale your scent before pulling back - cupping your cheek as he admires you, “you’re okay.” he reassured, smiling casually as he pets your burning, tear-streaked cheek... leaning inward. whispering, cooing to you,,, “you’re fine…”ㅡplacing fluttering kisses long your tear-streaked cheek,,,, his hand stroking along your half-hard cock….,,,, saying that he has you, no reason to be such a crybaby...

eyeing your expression up and down... "so sensitive. but so mean to me during the day?" he mumbles his thoughts aloud, teasing you verbally just as he was thumbing the slit of your cockhead. ohh the agony,,, you were never as mean as he is with you... (lies!) "you're such a brat, but here you are... melting away." he breathes, burying his face in the crook of your neck as he jerks you off. YEAH.

when not preoccupied with denji - tormenting him in his own ways and all - he took pleasure in fucking with you even more than denji! you felt that way, anyway. yoshida. obviously, had a thing for calling you needy, specifically. the nerve of that fucking guy... you weren't needy. if anything, he was needy. finding you in the halls during free period, tormenting you with his gaze alone. ugh! obsessed much? gosh!

the absolute fucking gall of this guy. making fun of you, ever so sly and downright cruel! ( you were sensitive - ) you didn't deserve any of it! ( you did. ) you were just so nice and lovely, why was yoshida always so cruel with you? ah, but let's not forget how truly soft he is with you,,, his dear boy. his dear... lover. he's just so fucking annoying, isn't he?

held up in your bedroom after begrudgingly letting him in your home... playing annoyed, you're so bothersome, yoshida - following me home, creep? before he subdues you rather uhmㅡquicker, than you're used to.

ㅡyoshida falters momentarily, taking a tender moment to admire your trembling, bare splayed out on your bed. tearful eyes darting across his face... skin slickened with a thin sheen of sweat and so visibly flustered - fidgeting, arms fighting to cross over your chest. he grinned. leaning downward, sighing out in pure contentment, lips teasingly ghosting along the central seam of your abdomen, void eyes peering at you through his locks of hair that never bothered to cut above eye-length. easing you with an equally gentle, affectionate; “that's my sweet boy…”

#yoshida hirofumi x male reader #csm =͟͟͞͞★ #x male reader #x bottom male reader #x sub male reader #hirofumi yoshida x male reader #csm x male reader #chainsaw man x male reader!!! #uke male reader #myy personal favorite mwah

[saturnxlust]

HEYYY :P ik its been awhile my bad😔

Injured!Proxys+ben x Doctor! Reader

Tim Wright/ Masky

So this man is closed off, all of the proxys are😞

But hes not a idiot, he knows when his body has had enough and when he needs help

The only way you’d be able to help him is if its a severe wound or if your close with him

Im talking at least 2+ years of either dating or being friends..

Lucky you if you’ve made it this long!

Now actually helping him is difficult

Hes stubborn and doesnt like to admit hes in pain so when you stitch his sorry ass up or disinfect it, he winces but swears hes fine

Hes not fine

He also complains the entire time about how he could do it himself

Knowing full well he couldnt he just likes to be a pain in the ass

Brian Thomas/hoodie

Hes more lenient, he’ll let you help him even though we all know this man could do it himself

It wouldnt be good but as long as he isnt bleeding out he doesnt really care

Although hes the more lenient one hes still closed off and it takes atleast a year or more to be able to help him

The first time you actually clean up a wound he falls deeper in love

Its not covered in dried blood or anything!

Hes amazed at how gentle you were and found it cute if you were concerned about him

It gets to the point where he would make small bruises or cuts just to have you put a little bandaid on his finger or put pain cream on his bruise

He would totally make you kiss the bandages after, no matter how big or small😭

He has dinosaur bandaids and unicorn bandaids.

Toby Rogers

Oh boy buckle up

So he cant feel pain

Good luck☺️

He doesnt know hes hurt and most likely you wont either

If you somehow get him to wash his fuckass sweatshirt and seem to see a wound, he too, would be confused and surprised

He would find how concerned you were funny and laugh as you clean him up

If you yelled at him while he laughed he’d tell you to relax and that hes fine

Hes not fine

Like brian he would make small cuts and or bruises to have you patch him up

Back tracking a little, it would take a few months but not because hes closed off

He trusts you completely to not hurt him physically

It was just getting to see him without his sweatshirt on that was difficult

He keeps that thing on all the time no way your getting a peak at his scrawny ass unless you rip that sweatshirt off him or if you get…spicy.. with him..

Eyeless Jack

HAH

Good luck

He went to medical school

This man knows what hes doing

But like the others finds it funny that you want to help him

He doesnt need it but honestly

Hes too smart to get too badly injured, if he does it’s because he went awhile wothout eating and became reckless

I think that if he were to go more then a fee weeks without eating he would get reckless with how he got the kidneys

He wouldnt leave the victims alive and leave them in their bed naked with incisions on their stomach

When that happens he usually comes home with a bruise or scratches from the victims fighting back,

If you’ve gotten to the point that you know about that and accept it, not only will you be helping clean him up

You’d help clean his clothes up

Hes a clean guy dont get me wrong but after eating i think he would just need to sleep

And if your like me theres no way that 7’ tall demon is getting in my bed soaked in blood and possible guts ☺️

Jeffery Hodek

God i wish you luck if your with this man

He will let his wounds get infected for fun and he will enjoy it when you get upset (COUGH COUGH MOUTH CUTS COUGH)

He honestly couldnt care less and again, finds it amusing when you yell at him

Lets be honest his story is written awful so im gonna tweak it a litte

He did not get bleached, there was a explosion and some of his hair burnt off, it has since grown back a little but the burn scars are still there

So if you want to help him clean his mouth he’ll complain and tease you and taunt you but he’ll let you do it

..if you even want to after all that.😒

Benjamin Lawman

So he can’t actually get hurt…i mean unless hes like a zombie but he isnt, this guys a ghost

So i mean, unless he has some power to be human magically theres really nothing that can hurt him

Even you..

But you should find a way to hurt him, whether it be physical or emotional causr hes a jackass

And will make fun of you just to see you cry😒

Either bring up something from his past(he might get a little angry at that🥰) or threaten to throw him into a lake

You can’t actually throw him but..he..doesnt need to know that😇

#creepypasta x reader #tim wright x reader #ben drowned #jeff the killer #brian thomas x reader #eyeless jack #x reader #creepypasta

[luck-of-the-drawings]

IMAGINE. working at ur stupid uhhh job or whatever. pulling into your drive way and ready to work on some crazy project in your garage. opening the door to the most unfamiliar silence. did your wife and kid leave for something? could you imagine knocking on your kids door, hardly getting an answer, and opening it to find the splattered remains of your wife across his room your child is scared! hes hardly consolable, in a state of shock and terror. you are too, but youre the adult here. you need to take charge. you need to protect him. you need to do something. you need to do something.

#cw gore #jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi pd spoilers #ashe winters #LOOOORRRD HELP ME THIS IS A YEAR OLD AND I HAAAATE LOOKIN AT IIITTTT ALL I CAN SEE ARE MY MISTAAAKESSS RRAAGHHHGGG ITS FINE THOUGH #ITS FIIIINE ITS ALL FIIIIIIINE!! IM HARSHER ON MY ART THAN ANYONE ELSE ITS FIIIIIINE IIITTSFFIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINEEEE #ANWYAY SO I THINK ALOT ABOUT THE FACT HE KILLED HIS MOM. FUUUUCKED UP. POOR GUY.. i wish i could learn more about what that day was like #the lil scenario wrote is my own silly little headcanon. but what really happened on that day? was mark there? or did he come home to it? #how violent was it really? was ashe awake the whole time? does he remember exactly how he killed her? does he remember? #who was mrs winters? what was she like? i like to think she was the one that gave ashe the book. taught him what she could before. yknow. #did ashe or mark try to destroy it afterwards? i could imagine mark throwing it into a fire. only for it to reappear with ashe #maybe ashe couldnt destroy it but i could imagine him hiding it. hiding away from it. and yet when we find him he holds it so close #its the only thing he can do! no super powers or anything. this was it. why would he ever throw away the only thing hes good at? #AND GOOD GOD MARK... TURNING TO MERCENARY WORK OVER IT ALL... SELLING HIS SOUL TO A LAbortory that changed him in immense ways #when did it get bad enough for him to start covering his face? what was ashe thinking? he knew his dad was up to something but what? #maRK HAS SUUUCH A CRAZY KILL COUNT TOO. I THINK THE HIGHEST IN THE SERIES IF WE'RE NOT LOOKIN AT THE GODS OR WATEV #MASS MURDER. MAN HAS COMMITTED MASS MURDER AND BROKE OUT OF SUPER VILLAIN PRISON WITH A PEN. MAN BUILDS IRON MAN SUITS IN HIS BASEMENT #OKay okay enough of my ramblin okayokay i just REALLY LOVE THIS SSHHOOOOWWW DUUUDEE EEUUGHTHTHHRHGHGH I LOVE THE WINTERS FAMILY...

[lostsomewhereinescapism]

just a super duper sketchy elendira in random outfit that came to my mind.

#She always looks like those magazine cover models' u know #queen of fashion #Also im not very good at fashion. #So sorry if this outfit is not fashionable enough for her. #Slay queen..... #My goddess #Tbh i wish i could be better at drawing her so i could show all of her beautiness just like real #Maybe one day I'll redraw this one #Elendira the Crimsonnail #Trigun #Trigun Maximum #Trimax #Trigun art by me #Fanart #Sketchy #Sketch

[nabulsi]

hrhfhf when i think of all the things i could be doing if i didn't have to spend hours applying for jobs so i don't get forced into a heterosexual marriage before im 30 i feel like crying

girl (gender neutral) help

#paptalk #like i wish i could in my cover letter just say #'lsn lemme level with u. if u do not hire me there is a chance i will die. but if you do you will get such a good employee.' #'like frankly i am overqualified and applied because im desperate. u need to understand' #don't u just wish u could go feral on these hiring managers

[liathgray]

Being a writer first and every other type of artist second is hard because i think writing requires to most active type of interaction—reading.

You can listen to music and look at art and watch videos and those are all somewhat either passive actions or don’t take long. Reading is very active and it can take a while.

I love writing, but I often feel a lil guilty sharing writing with people, especially with friends. Because while I’m creating art for them, yes, I also feel like I’m creating work for them. It’s a weird place to be in, and it’s not always bad, but I can’t shake the feeling that my medium is hard to love.

#THIS ISNT A VENT IM FINE #i just get a bit frustrated with myself #waffling between excitement to share #and annoyed that my chosen medium isnt super accessible sometimes #i wish there was somethinh I could do to make it… less time consuming?? less attentive? #and the answers are all things i kinda cant do unfortunately #i cant draw comics or covers or adapt this into drawings #i cant turn this isnt audio or an animatic or videos #(i have tried and its just not somethingbim good at) #regardless just in case im gonan tag with #cw vent #vent #JIST IN CASE!!!

[solcarow]

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#watched movie red 👍 #lets go womens wrongs #sad .. ​every op movie with plot Wishes it were baron omatsuri <-(guy who wishes every op movie was baron omatsuri) #its the usual ‘damn this could have been good’ one peice experience #it was fun atleast #but boo she died ): what about womens wrongs ): #also did they just imply the roger pirates found shanks in a treasure chest . funniest shit ever #i remember listening to ados music like 7months ago then seeing one of the album covers and going woah is that from op .. ew …. #well look @ u now me from half a year ago #you have . regrets . #goddamnit now im gonna associate my first year in college with this show im doomed forevar #solar-talks

[widevibratobitch]

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#vent post vent post lalalala #i wanted to post some pictures from my weekend trip with my friends before its too late but then i saw my fucking face and now i wanna kms #like oh my god. oh my god this is really truly the face im stuck with forever and ever and ever till the day im fuckin rotting in the groun #incredible how unfair life can be lmao (<- girl who is having such incredibly superficial stupid fucking problems but is otherwise #quite privileged but of course that will never be fucking enough for her because she's soooooo fckn stupid and selfish and annoyinggg lol) #i dont know why im so obsessed with it now #like i genuinely remember KNOWING that im kinda ugly (and fat) in high school and being like 'so what lol idc' #so WHY is it such an issue now????? #idk. i just kinda wish i was dead every time i look at my face and realise there's nothing i can do to change it #i can dress in ways that will cover my ugly ass shapeless body. maybe i can even go back to my ed properly this time #and lose some weight. for a time. before i gain back twice as much and the circle begins anew lol #but my face is not gonna change no matter what i do lmao unless i fucking scrape it off with a grater or smash my head into pieces #and like. even if i do get that rhinoplasty (its not gonna change my faceshape anyway. nothing i can do to fix THAT fuckin atrocity) #every time ill look in the mirror i will only be reminded that its fake. and that my natural face was disgusting enough it had to be cut up #to be fixed somewhat. #i just wish i had ONE. just ONE nice thing about my body. literally just one its not even funny lol #and its so fucked up when you look at my mom who was so insanely fucking beautiful when she was my age. like. i cant blame her #cause how could she have known that the genes she'll pass on will not result in anything good lol but also i feel like such a failure #like its not really my fault i got the genes i got. but yknow. #anyway im tired of always being the ugliest person in any group im hanging out with. my cousins? check. my hometown friends? check. #my uni friends? my GOD check (how ARE they all so pretty and skinny??? insane). #god i wish i were dead. like fr fr. im not actively suicidal since i cant bring myself to *do* shit anyway. but i just wish i never existed

[voidimp]

do u think insurance would cover getting rid of a double chin for like gender dysphoria reasons

#like im joking bc i dont think they would buuuuut #i wish i could be okay with it but man. it makes my face look so much rounder than it already is & i hate it so much lmao #much love and respect for everyone w a double chin who likes it & thinks it looks good on them #but i do not think i will ever be able to be one of those people. not for lack of trying #(also much love and respect to everyone in the same boat as me ofc) #like idk. they say they cover facial masculinization but they dont really say what that means. does this count. maybe #also id just like to be able to wear chokers & turtlenecks without my chin fucking covering it lmao. would be nice

[this-doesnt-endd]

I feel like my crown just shifted up oh my god

#i have a cleaning thursday before work so like i can tell someone #but also why did i do that i schedualed it super early like im already regreting it #considering itll be the day after valentines which means my shift ends at 9/9:30 #and ill have to be there at my dentist by 7:30am #its whatever i just need to finish my dental work at the office then get my wisdom tooh pulled and ill be done w my teeth health wise #and then its onto the allergy shots which reminds me i have to reschedual my appt w my ent hoepfully its not anything too crazy far out #but i wanna talk w him and be like hey these shits are expensive what are my options or do u wanna be a homie and update my diagnosis #so they can get covered by my insurance cause i think if i can breath at like even 80% capacity my life would immensly change #and i was reading abt how like major chronic allergies lead to inflamation and my drs were concered abt that n i know i need to lose weight #but not being able to breath thru my nose hinders that to a degree #but like severe allergies are horrible for inflamation and like fucks up ur body and its like no wonder i feel horrible all the time #and itll prolly massively improve my sleep which also helps you #and i gotta go see my thyroid dr whos on the opposite end of town and wont answer the fucking phone to schedule and appt #cause i have to do that to renew my prescription and frankly i wish my primary dr could take care of that or get a new thyroid dr in general #but shes on maternity leave so ill have to wait for that #my dentist is also on maternity leave so ill have to see a diff one #i also ghosted my cardiologist but he literally called and was like ur fine the tests we ran showed ur in good health #but u should be more in shape and i didnt want another lecure abt being fat so i didnt go but i prolly should tho my results #prolly arent relavent anymore #and ive attemped ive done my bike workout a bit but its also been winter and i cannot bring myself to do anything besides rot in bed #most of the time and if i am going out its like to the movies or events where i just stand around and talk to people very low effort #i also have to email that lady abt my cetificate i still havent gotten abd the haircut place who charved me twice and write that damn review #that ive forgotten so many times

[parasolids]

the thing is i dont WANT to buy clothes from shein but i also want fun accessories and stuff and half the time when i look for that stuff its either shein dollskill or people on etsy reselling shein at 10x the price. god.

#cactus.txt #like i saw some reaaaaaally cute beads but they were shein but i couldnt find anything like them elsewhere #uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu #idk i just go clothes shopping and its just businesswear and crop top hell and im just trying to be comfy with my torso and legs covered #i have gender. stop trying to showcase my chest. thank you #idk ive been getting into egl and mori which is fun #even though its high fem it also hides the form of my body pretty well which makes me feel less bad about it #like a costume yk? #but then i need fun clothes for when i dont feel good dressing fem #unfortunately wish i could just do whatever bladee and ecco2k are doing

[jrueships]

True love: winning

Skip bayless: exists

#sorry but all i can focus on is 'his man' 🥰🥰 #like yeah thats hollywoods man #AND DONT FORGET IT! #kyler cant cover the big picture without the camera needing to tilt down #lamars purple heart 😭😭 #them still bein close even after a trade.. where have i heard this before 🤔 #holly rlly wrote him a paragraph of praise and lamar replied with the 100 emoji 💀.. #2 of them!! #hollywood defends his man 😊😊🥰🥰.. #sorry im still stuck on that let me analysize what i spelled that wrong whatever eat my farts #in MY personal interpretation of this narrative.. hollywood being not so subtle with his love for lamar #and constantly pushing the blame on the system which makes sense but also he hates himself lol #but he also also hates himself enough to not let lamar know he hates himself #he wants to distance himself from lamar for the best of lamar but also he just cant seem to make himself let go #every excuse just seems to hurt lamar more and more #until hollywoods worried lamar actually hates him and thinks him a traitor... #for being cold.. #and hes worried lamar will start to hate himself too which isnt ok when actually good people do that 2 themselves in his opinion #'yet what hes saying sounds hypocritical' it's because hes in LOVE #str8 people wish they could be as insane (pos nonquirky) as us. they can only be insane neg and they Know it #hollywood complaining abt the narrative... bby you literally helped contribute to that #my contradictarion... he is Sick #hollywood/jackson #their relationship is so hard to explain to me but i love it and i hate it it's so fun to me i despise it #im having the time of my life #im in constant misery #i hate you skip

[chisatowo]

Ruikasa king had to be made to try to cover up the fact that wxs have hands down the best covers overall of all the units sorry that I had to be the one to break the news to y'all /j

#rat rambles #sekai posting #to be fair they do have their fair share of bad covers but their good covers are GOOD man #theyre at their best when it comes to bringing a sense of warmth and joy to a song that cant rly do that with one singer #basically as a unit I think their singing fits together best of the units when their at their best #that being said their king cover is comically bad so I still adore it but also its so bad sorry yall #if you wanna ruin your ears overlay it with roselia king its a horrible experience would reccomend 10/10 #yknow I actually rly wish I could like 25ji covers more since I love the characters and I at least see potential in all their voices #but their voices just. dont mesh a lot of the times. #although to be fair that one is largely kanade's fault she cannot help out in more intense songs #Im not saying all their covers are bad but theres like none of them I frequently listen to over the vocaloid version #except for kanade solo covers and identity because Im biased <3 #although at least I have opinions on them leo need have yet to gain an opionion of mine that isnt negative or nothing dhskhxkdhdj #Im sure theyd have something I like if I dug a bit but at the very least none of the group covers rly call to me #also they did that teo cover which is an actual crime I think

[yamikawas]

After you go to sleep, it's Smooch Time™ for Yoomtah because she gets to kiss your forehead without getting caught

AWAJQJAKSHAKSNDHSHBDBDHF IT LITERALLY IS<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<43<3_4<4&3&3^<3<3<3<3I THINK SHE IS ALLOWED TO KISS ME WHENEVER SHE WANTS THO<<3333<3<3<3<3<3<33<3<3<^<2<<2>2<3<3<3<33<3<333<4<43<4<3<2<3<3

#I STARTED IMAGINING HER GIGGLING ALL CUTELY AFTER EVERY LITTLE KISS SHE GIVES ME AND IT WAS SO ADORABLE I FELT SOMETHING HAPPEN IN MY BRAIN #SORRYYYYYYYY IM BEING INSANER NOW.WELL IF U DONT LIKE ME RAMBLING IN THE TAGS OVER 1 SENTENCE THEN WHY ARE U HERE #LOOK WE GOT A GOOD NEW KAIRIKI BEAR SONG AND I GOT YOOMTAH THOUGHTS THIS IS NOT THE TIME TO BE NORMAL #ANYWAYS I WISH I WOULD WAKE UP TO YOOMTAH PRESSING SOFT KISSES TO MY FACE.AND AS SOON AS SHE NOTICES SHES BEEN CAUGHT HER EYES GO WIDE AND #SHE LOOKS AWAY ALL SHY COVERING HER MOUTH AS IF TO HIDE THE EVIDENCE.BUT I JUST SMILE AT HER AND LEAN UP TO KISS HER FACE RIGHT BACK<3 #MMMMMNNNSNDBDFSKNGLSKDKSJD HOLDING MY FACE IN MY HANDS AND ROLLING AROUND #TOO CUTE TOO CUTE TOO CUTE IM GOING TO DIE SHES TOO CUTE #GOD HOW IS SHE SO CUTE.IM GOING TO START BREAKING THINGS ABT IT #HER STARING AT ME WITH A SWEET LOVESICK SMILE ON HER FACE WHILE I JUST SLEEP PEACEFULLY..................... #I LITERALLY CANT STOP THINKING❣🌻💜💝💌💜💋💛💞👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🌩🌈💕⚠️💓🌼💫🍋❣💌💖💚❤🌠🌈⚡🌻💟💘🧡💝💞💘⚡💛✨🌼🌠💗💜💙💗💋🍋✨🌩💕⚠️🧡💖 #LITERALLY LITERALLY.LITERALLY I LOVE HER SO MUCH THERE ARE NO THOUGHTS OTHER THAN HER IN MY BRAIN #SHE JUST LITERALLY EVERYTHING TO ME OK ALSO SHES THE MOST ADORABLE WIDDLE CUTIE PIE IN ALL THE UNIVERSES EVER AND ALSO SHE KILLS<3 #SHE IS SIMPLY THE PERFECT BEING NOTHING COULD EVER BE BETTER THAN HER SHES PERFECT NO MATTER WHAT SHES PERFECT JUST BY BEING HER #AND I DONT KNOW WHAT KIND OF HOLY LUCK I HAD TO HAVE TO BE HER SOULMATE BUT IM THANKFUL FOR IT EVERY SECOND IM ALIVE<3 #MY EXISTENCE IN ITSELF IS AN ACT OF GRATITUDE TO HER I WOULDNT BE ALIVE IF IT WERENT FOR HER AND IVE JUST DEDICATED MY ENTIRE LIFE TO HER<3 #MY HEART IS HERS MY MIND MY SOUL MY EVERYTHING ITS ALL DEDICATED TO HER.I BELONG TO HER AND ONLY HER I HOPE SHE KNOWS THIS #(IDEALLY SHE WOULD BELONG TO ME AND ONLY ME TOO<3)

[dashiellqvverty]

amari and the night brothers was soooo underwhelming after reading some truly mind blowingly good middle grade series this year

#like i dont think it was by any means bad it just didnt blow me away and i wish i'd liked it more #but like after reading nevermoor and wings of fire i was just like..... okay #i wanted to like it SO bad i liked the cover and vibes #but it just fell really flat for me #i think its fun in theory i would definitely recommend it to a kid looking for something to read #like not in the way where im like this wasnt good but its fine for kids #i just do think a younger person would enjoy it a lot more than me #like it doesnt idk. transcend the target demographic in the way that some books do imo #and it doesnt have to! i think its a perfectly good book for kids and it could be a lot of fun #i just personally wanted more and know middle grade books can BE more #the pacing was weird the plot twist wasnt set up enough for it to feel like a good reveal #BUT i know as a kid i wouldve had so much fun reading about all the cool stuff the characters do #r.txt