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Huntress Past

Dean Winchester x Reader

Another story I have saved in my files and I wanted to see how it would do. Its completed but I’m posting it into parts. Enjoy

Life as a hunter is never easy especially for Y/n L/n, she grew up into in after the death of her parents, she now live with the Winchester brothers finally having the family she deservers but will it all be torn away when her past comes back to haunt her.

Warnings: description of Rape

Hunter. That’s the first words to describe my life. I’ve been a hunter for as long as I can remember. When I was eighteen my parents were killed in front of me by a werewolf and ever since then I’ve been hunting it down. I came home from a situation that haunts me to this day finding blood on the floor and a giant beast tearing my father apart. When I was twenty-three, I finally tracked it down, but it captured me and had me locked up in his basement for weeks. That was the moment I knew I was going to die, and soon the torture would stop, and I would become its next meal. That was until I was saved by other hunters. The hunters known as the famous Winchester brothers. The werewolf was killed before I could do anything, but I was alive that’s all that mattered. The Winchesters took me in after that and I didn’t mind at all. Sam was more of an older brother to me but Dean. Dean was a different story.

After a couple months with the Winchesters my hunting skills have improved. As time went on, I started developing feelings for Dean. It started out a simple crush and light flirting, of course I didn’t think he felt anything towards me at least not as much as I felt for him. Sam of course new my feelings towards him and encouraged me to go for it but what if he doesn’t feel the same? Or is the thing that haunts me holding me back? I don’t think I could take rejection. Sam and I were sitting in the bunker waiting for Dean to be done getting ready so we can head to a case close by, just a simple salt and burn case. Sam then pulled me out of my thoughts “so did you tell him?” I rolled my eyes his way “no Sam and for the last time it's not going to happen.” he stood from his chair and leaned onto the war table “come on Y/n.” I sigh “I just don’t want to ruin anything Sam, Dean means everything to me and I don’t want to lose that.” Before he could answer Dean came around the corner in his usual red flannel, black shirt and blue pants “you guys ready?” Sam and I both nod as we head out the bunker to Baby not knowing what really awaits us on this simple hunt.

It all happened so fast, a simple salt and burn turned into something much bigger and more dangerous. We were scoping the house that the witness told us that people were missing from. One body was already found a few miles out of the way from this place but people kept saying it was in this house where people would go missing. Sam, Dean and I decided to split up to cover more of the house. I decided to head to the basement while Sam went upstairs and Dean on the first floor. The second I opened the basement door the smell of sulfur filled the air and I knew this was not a ghost case. Before I could call for the boys something grabbed onto me and threw me down the stairs. The basement door was then shut as I crumbled at the bottom of the stairs hearing a crack from my leg. I screamed out in pain, but sat up quickly to see what I'm dealing with.

My gun was a few feet away from me so without thinking I tried to reach for it but to only get it kicked away and a black boot stomped on my hand “oh look what we have here, a little defenseless huntress.” I look up to see a man dressed in all black smiling down at me making me glare his way. “Took you hunters a while to get here, we demons are very impatient.” His eyes then turn black as he smiles my way. “So, you planned this whole case to get us here? The three best hunters in the business in one house, pretty stupid if you ask me.” He then picked me up and pinned me against the wall with his powers making me scream from the pain in my leg. “Yes, but you know what's fun about you hunters you don’t leave one another behind and I'm guessing once the Winchesters are done with my friends upstairs, they’ll come looking for you and when they do, I'll be waiting, but in the mean time I might as well enjoy myself.”

The demon then pulled out a knife and began to trace it softly along my chest making me shiver from the touch of the blade. “Where should I start sweetheart?” I glared his way and spit in his face as my answer. Wiping his face, he then slashed my arm with the knife making me yelp in pain. “You humans so naive yet so fragile.” He then sliced across my chest slowly. “Why can't you see how useless your species is? All you do is rob.” Cut. “And kill.” Cut. “Even though you do all this to each other, you still want to protect them.” He cut along my stomach making me scream out not being able to keep it in anymore. “It's idiotic if you ask me, but I do love hearing the sound of your pain.” Before I could respond the sound of the basement door being kicked in got his attention, he then stabbed the knife into my side making me scream out one last time. Dean and Sam called out my name but the world was fading in and out. I couldn’t process much of what was happening after that, I felt the feeling of falling until I was caught in someone arms by the smell of whiskey and gunpowder, I knew it was Dean. I try to say something but the amount of pain I was feeling was too much. I never got to tell him how I feel, the sound of the rumbling of the Impala brought me out of my head as I opened my eyes only seeing a blurry Dean, I can hear him softly talking to me “Y/n stay with me please, I can't lose you not before I tell you, please don’t leave me.” I then let consciousness take over not knowing if I’ll wake up.

Wise man says, only fools rush in. I heard the sound of soft singing not sure where it was coming from. But I can't help falling in love with you. The feeling of something soft under me made me realize I was possibly in a bed, was I in the bunker? The hospital? Heaven? I wasn’t really sure but I continued to listen to whoever was singing. Shall I stay? Would it be a sin? The song was then recognized as my favorite song I tried to open my eyes but the room was too bright. Whoever was singing stopped and placed their hand on mine. “Come on sweetheart open your eyes for me.” Dean? That’s who was singing and whose room I was in. I was alive, I was ok. I was with Dean I then slowly opened my eyes to see Dean in a chair next to his bed smiling my way “hey Y/n.” I smile “please don’t stop finish my song.” he then laughed but continued for me. “If I can’t help falling in love with you? Like a river flow, surly to the sea, darling, so it goes. Somethings are meant to be.” I smile his way and placed my other hand on top of his and sang to him. “Take my hand, take my whole life too.” he then sang with me. “For I can’t help falling in love with you.” He placed his hand on my cheek as I lean into his touch, before I could say anything or do anything his lips were on mine. I didn’t know what to think or do but without question I kissed him back. He wrapped his arms around me as I sat up to kiss him more but groaned with pain when I moved. I had completely forgotten I was injured.

Dean immediately pulled away as I hissed painfully. “I'm sorry Y/n I didn’t” but I interrupted him “no you didn’t hurt me it's fine, I just forgot I’m hurt. And if you’re apologizing for kissing me don’t, I've been wanting that to happen for a while.” He smiled my way and helped me sit up. “What happened Dean? How long have I been out?” he sat back down in the chair and frowned my way, “you were out for a couple days, it was an ambush some demons wanted to corner us and kill us at once, I knew something happen when that demon bitch who jumped me told me I’d never see you again. She had me and two more had Sam, we fought them off and killed all three, but I was getting worried about you. I headed straight for the basement and kicked down the door.” I interrupted “that's what I heard before he stabbed my side, I knew it was you.” I looked down and saw all the bandaging wrapped around my chest, stomach and my left leg which was wrapped as well I knew I broke it. “I was fading in and out pretty badly.” he nodded “that bastard, when I was through with him hell wouldn’t be able to recognize him, Sam had to pull me off him. Once we sent him back to hell his power on you faded and I caught you before you fell. We got you quickly to the Impala.” Dean never looked me in the eyes the whole time he spoke, so I grabbed his hand and kissed it softly “Dean, what happened wasn’t your fault please don’t blame yourself, I'm fine and I'm not going anywhere.”

He smiled my way and placed his hand on my cheek “yea I know, I just almost lost you and I don’t ever want that to happen again. You mean more to me then you know Y/n, I care about you so much.” I place my hand on his leaning into his touch “I love you Dean, more then you know.” he smiled my way and placed his lips on mine making me smile. He pulled away, “I love you too Y/n, always.” “Lay down with me?” he nodded and lied down pulling me close to him. I wrapped my arms around him as he softly and gently wrapped me in his arms kissing my forehead. “I never really asked, how bad am I?” he laughed “well you got a broken leg, a few bruises and a stab wound on your right-side Cas healed up your wounds as much as he could for now you just got to let your leg heal, so no hunts for a while and bed rest only.” I laugh “yes sir, I love you Dean.” he pulled me closer to him and whispered softly to me as I slowly dozed off “I love you too.”

Ever since that hunt Dean and I are now together and going strong for a couple years now. He Sam and I all live happily together in the bunker and I wouldn’t have it any other way, but there was this thing in the back of my head that told me I had to tell Dean more about my past. He knows about my parents and what happened that day but there was something else that happened that day that no one knows about not even Dean. I was pacing back and forward in my room trying to decide if now was the best time I mean we’ve been together for so long that I trusted him enough so what’s holding me back? The sound of knocking brought me out of my thoughts “come in” Dean walked in smiling that gorgeous grin “hey Sam found a bar in town and told us to meet him there do you want to come?” I nodded “yea sure but um Dean can we talk?” he looked at me sadly “yea of course” I sat down on my bed and patted beside me where he sat. Once he sat down, he wrapped his arms around my waist “what’s wrong Y/n? Is it something I did?” I shook my head “no it’s not you it’s just um there’s something I need to tell you but I don’t know where to start” he placed his hands on mine “you can tell me anything Y/n I’m always here for you” I smile “I know you are, but this is about my past and I don’t know how you’ll react to it”

I felt his hand on my cheek “nothing will ever change my feelings about you but if it’s your past I’m here for you” I nod as I took a deep breath and started my story. “It was around when I was eighteen, this happened before my parents died and I had a boyfriend named Ryan. We have been dating since freshmen year of high school and everything was great, he was a nice guy treated me right and loved me as much as I loved him.” I looked up at Dean who looked a little jealous of my words which made me laugh and pecked his lips “don’t worry no one could ever replace how much I love you” he then smiled as I continued “around the end of senior year one of Ryan’s friends was throwing a party and back then I wasn’t much of a party person but he kept begging me to go with him so I did. We spent half of the party together until he went off with his friend and I went off with mine. I then realized that it was getting late and I had to get home so I went searching for Ryan.” My breathing started to get heavy as I kept speaking but Dean squeezed my hand encouraging me so I continued “I looked all over that house for Ryan but couldn’t find him anywhere until I felt strong arms wrap around my waist and he whispered in my ear telling me he wants to show me something but I told him it was getting late and I had to get home before my parents got worried. He told me it will be fast and won’t take long. I didn’t think anything would go wrong or where he would take me so I agreed. He led me upstairs and before I knew it, he pushed me into the bathroom.”

I looked at Dean’s hands and saw one of them was clenching really tight and knew there was no backing out now “then he was kissing me but I didn’t think it any different we kiss each other all the time but the kiss started getting heated and I was getting scared. I tried telling him to stop but he wouldn’t listen and kept going. His hands started going further up my dress and there was nothing I could do about it” tears were now running down my face but I continued “I pushed and shoved and tried everything in my power to get him off me but nothing was working, he was too strong for me. I knew screaming wouldn’t do any good no one would hear me over the loud music. The feeling of his hands taking off my underwear and exposing me to him left me petrified. The worst thing was I was a virgin. Pain was all I felt that night. When he was done, he left me lying on the floor shaking and bleeding. The last words I ever heard from him was “that’s all your good for sex and nothing else, I never wanted anything to do with you and no one ever will." I saw nothing but anger and sadness in Dean’s eyes "it took me a while but I was finally able to move and got out of there a quick as possible, ashamed to have anyone see me. The night got worse when I got home seeing everyone, I ever loved dead."

I waited for him to say something “this is why I’ve always been afraid every time we go further what he did to me always pops in my head and I’m sorry Dean” he shook his head “don’t you dare” I looked at him shocked “what?” he placed both of his hands on my cheeks “don’t you say sorry like it’s your fault because it isn’t and I swear to you if I ever find this guy I’ll kill him myself but Y/n none of that was your fault, and I will wait for you as long as it takes until your ready I love you Y/n and nothing will ever change that I promise” I smile from his words as he wipes away my stray tears “I’ve been wanting to tell you for so long but didn’t know how to start it” he smiles and places his lips on mine. The kiss was filled with so much passion I didn’t want it to end but sadly we have to breath “I love you so much” he smiled and pecked my lips “now about that bar?” I laugh and kiss him again loving the feeling of being in the one that I love arms.

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