You've just bloodied your hands with somebody else's blood for the second time (the first being a total accident) in your life; the blood of an infiltrator in the Moriarty Residence staining your cheeks and dress. Your anxiety was palpable.
You're gasping for air — chest heaving as you storm out into the open, grassy fields right outside of the Moriarty Residence in Durham. It's a private, desolate area with no prying eyes & ears to scan over your obviously distressed form.
William follows you shortly, breathing equally heavy before he pauses fifteen to twenty steps behind you, your back facing him.
He inhales deeply, catching his breath before parting his lips open to speak:
“...(name).” Your name rolls out of his tongue with the utmost tenderness, eyes soft and eyebrows furrowed - an expression of concern plastered across his handsome features.
“Don't.” You warn him, holding up a flattened palm as you catch your own breath - still not facing him.
William exhales shakily, a brief silence hanging over the atmosphere before he languidly nods his head; even if you can't see him. He clears his throat before speaking.
“Alright.” He whispers, voice utterly soft.
It's silent, completely silent.
Rain has been drizzling over the fabric of your clothes for a solid 5-10 minutes since the two of you have been here now and except for the occasional howling of the wind, only the rain is heard - the scent of petrichor wafting into your nostrils. You finally decide to speak.
“I didn't want to kill him, William. I really didn't. It was an accident, I promise. I panicked and—” You bite down on your lower lip, cutting yourself off shortly.
“I'm aware. You don't have to explain yourself to me, (name). It wasn't your fault.” William murmurs, taking a step forwards towards you.
“Look at me.” He says.
You don't say anything for the first few seconds before begrudgingly turning to look at him. He stiffens at the sight of your tear-stained face with light blood spattered over your cheeks and clothes.
“I'm not fit for this- this mission. I'm not fit for you. You shouldn't have let me be by your side. It was an idiotic decision. My conscience is burdened. Someone like me? I'll tarnish your reputation. What if I ruin everything you've built?” You croak out, looking down at the ground shamefully.
You hear his shoes striking the Earth as he approaches you closer, carefully, cautiously.
“Let it tarnish away, then. Your actions do not define who I am.” He says, reaching his hand out to gently cup your face in his warm palm.
“I'm still- I'm still stuck in the past. I still carry the burden of killing someone innocent. I can't go on.” You retort, eyes shut tight.
His thumb brushes against your cheek as he speaks to you most adoringly.
“Unpack your burdens, piece by piece. I will help you sort through them. And I will continue to do so, undeterred, until it is light enough for you to unshackle yourself from them and move forwards.” His words are more like soft murmurs than words, barely audible yet completely comprehensible.
“It'll shadow your ambitions. What if I burden you?” You counter, sniffing.
“That weight is something I am willing to carry, (name). I choose to love you. I choose to take care of you, willingly.” He whispers.
“But—”
“Allow me to heal you.” He cuts you off.
“It's a tempestuous journey.” You quip.
“Then I'll weather the storms with you. Let me be your shelter, (name). Let me love you.”
“I've made many mistakes along my way here. How can you accept me, when I can barely even tolerate myself?” You shake your head.
“Let mistakes be the ink that writes on the parchment of growth, (name). Together we can create a masterpiece from all the lessons learned, I promise you.” His thumb grazes against your lips in a heart-throbbingly sweet way.
“Still, it's not—” You open your mouth again to say something against his words once more. You see William sigh softly in exasperation, looking at you with mild amusement.
He doesn't let you finish your words when he leans in close towards you & presses his lips against yours softly, gently and most tenderly, bringing his hands to your hips and closing his eyes - pulling you up and closer towards him so you're standing on your tiptoes and letting your weight rest on him comfortably.
You stiffen in his arms by the sudden action, palms flattening against his chest almost reflexively before eventually relaxing into it and reciprocating his warm, comforting kiss.
William doesn't let you pull away, smiling almost smugly against your lips with soft endearment when you attempt to babble something about him being unfair against his own lips.
☾ - pairing: william james moriarty x fem!reader
☾ - word count: 3.4k+
☾ - warning: nsfw, 18+, minors dni! unprotected sex, some mild cursing, angst, some spoilers if you haven’t seen the entire anime!
☾ - summary: when you overhear william’s ultimate plans for himself, you can’t even bear the thought.
You knew that they weren’t meant for you, but when you heard the words of his confession, it felt like your entire world had fallen out from under you. There had always been that feeling - that gnawing sensation deep inside your chest - that hinted that there could be something more to all of this. However, he had always remained so calm about everything, so how could you have known that this was how he saw everything playing out?
You certainly hadn’t expected him to be so okay with dying.
You had known William since the days at the orphanage, and while you had lost contact for a few years, when you had reunited, it was as if no time at all had passed. He was your best friend then, and he was your best friend now. The only difference now was, he held your heart in the palm of his hand and you knew that there was no hope in ever getting it back. So, to hear his thoughts on sacrificing himself for ‘the greater good’ to repent for his sins, you had to immediately flee the scene so as to not vomit all over the, now dead, nobleman’s hallway rug.
He had to be bluffing. Why he would lie to Fred after all this time, you didn’t know, but that’s the only explanation you could come up with. He wouldn’t die in such a way and give up on his plans. He didn’t want to die. There was no way he would be okay with such a thing when your world had just started to finally take a turn for the better.
However, on your walk back to the Moriarty mansion, you thought about the words you had heard. You thought about the sentiment behind them, and how they all sounded vaguely familiar. While he had never outright shared such an idea with you before, as you processed everything, you began to feel more and more ill. His plan, his motives, his entire life’s vision- it all came down to one moment. And that’s when you realized…
He really had been planning this the entire time.
You received an odd look from Sebastian when you stepped through the entryway of the large estate, and without so much as a glance in his direction, you made your way up the stairs towards William’s office. Louis called out to you when he passed you on the landing, immediately noticing your pale demeanor and bothered expression but you just couldn’t get yourself to acknowledge him as you were too wrapped up in your thoughts. Did he know? Did he have any idea what his brother had been planning?
William’s office was empty when you entered it, and you swiftly made your way towards his desk. You weren’t sure what you were looking for, but you needed something, anything, that might help dispel the horrible feeling that had now seemed to permanently settle in your stomach. You needed anything that might give evidence to William wanting to live in this changed world he was working towards instead of leaving it all behind; leaving you behind.
The top of the desk was devoid of any papers or folders, and as you pulled out each individual drawer, you came up empty each time. You searched through everything, your movements becoming more and more frantic as you searched. Bile rose in your throat as you turned his words over in your head, but you could still only come to the same conclusion.
You had been searching so long, and your mind was so preoccupied with devastating thoughts, you didn’t realize that it was time for William to be home. Even though he had gone out on a mission, he had promised to return by a certain time, and the clock on the wall chimed the hour as his office door opened and closed behind him. You didn’t even notice he had entered the room until you felt a pair of hands fall to your waist as you were bent down in front of one of the bookcases, placing a book back on the shelf that you had just been rifling through.
A surprised gasp fell from your lips as he slowly spun you around, and when your eyes met familiar crimson irises, you immediately felt like you could cry. There was a small smile on his face, indicating that he had not yet caught on to your shenanigans, though he did look a little curious at the position he had found you in.
“My love, what are you doing in here?” He asked casually, one of his hands lifting to brush back a lock of your hair that had fallen into your face. A lump had built in your throat, and you had to forcibly swallow it down before you could provide him with a response.
“I was looking for a book that I had wanted to read,” you lied, and you could tell that he knew as much. You had your own separate library in the house, and you both knew that you would never come into his office looking for something for literary entertainment. Not when most of his books were related to mathematics or other scholarly topics that you found positively boring.
“Ah, well might I help you find what you were looking for?” He asked slyly, his hand falling back to your waist as he slowly started to lead you back across the room. He was moving you backwards, but you knew that you were headed towards his desk, this assumption becoming confirmed when the backs of your knees bumped against the edge of it.
“No need, I’ve lost interest already,” you responded, doing your best to give him a cheeky smile as one of your arms draped across his shoulder. You hoped that your voice didn’t shake around the words, because if there was even the slightest quiver, William would immediately notice it.
“Mmm, please do not abandon your pursuits on my account. I would be happy to go find Louis and-“ He didn’t get to finish his sentence before you were pressing into him, your lips finding his in a borderline desperate kiss. A surprise hum reverberated against your skin as William was quick to reciprocate, even if he had been momentarily caught off guard.
You couldn’t explain it, but as you kissed him, you could feel a sense of urgency build inside of you that you had never felt before. It wasn’t the typical passionate urgency, but something deeper. You could feel it coursing through your veins and filling every empty space inside of you. The idea that someday - and possibly someday soon - you wouldn’t be able to find solace in his embrace was unbearable. The weight of it was crushing and you felt like the only way you could breathe was by clinging to him as tightly as you could.
You weren’t sure whose hands moved first, yours or his, but you were soon tugging at the buttons on his dress shirt, and he was moving to lift your skirt up above your knees. Once the hem of your dress was pushed up above your waist, he lifted you with ease so that you were now sitting on the top of his desk instead of resting against it, and he was able to step between your thighs.
Neither one of you broke the kiss until you were pushing his shirt off of his shoulders and he detached his lips from yours only so that he could move them to your throat. His teeth grazed your skin as he nipped at your collarbone, and a soft moan rose in your throat as you tossed the white shirt to the floor and then reached to pull him into you by the waist of his pants.
“Someone is awfully needy this evening,” William teased, but you pretended to ignore him as your fingers popped open the button of his slacks. You weren’t ready to address the situation that had brought you to his office in the first place just yet, and instead all you yearned for was more. More time, more contact, more of him.
As you worked on shimmying his pants down past his hips, William’s fingers danced across your thighs before coming to rest right next to the fabric of your panties. His lips moved to your shoulder as his nose nudged the strap of your dress to the side so that he could nibble at the skin there, leaving the faintest of red marks that always brought a smile to his face when he observed them later.
“Is this what you want?” He asked teasingly as the tip of his index finger brushed along your clothed core. Your entire body shook at the sensation, and for a moment, your hands stopped working to remove his pants as your brain went numb with nothing but the momentary pleasure.
“Will, please,” you groaned, and you could feel him smile against your skin.
“I’ll take that as a yes.”
Without another warning, he swiftly pushed the fabric to the side before sliding a finger along your folds, causing your eyes to flutter shut and your fingers to press into the skin of his hips as you searched for something to ground you. He was moving slowly, as if to tease you, and you couldn’t stop your hips from rolling forward as they searched for more friction.
“William,” you huffed in frustration as he refused to give you anything more than a feather light touch, despite how you tried to move against him. His face was still pressed against your shoulder, and you could feel his breath fanning across your skin as he chuckled.
“Easy, my love. In due time.”
But how much time? You wanted to blurt out, but you didn’t. Now that you had him in your arms, you didn’t want to think about what came next, you just wanted to focus on him and the love that the two of you shared. Plus, it was hard to think as he gently pushed one finger inside of you, curling it in just the right way to have another moan tumbling past your lips.
William lifted his head at the sound, his ruby eyes regarding you with a fiery adoration that always made your toes curl. He was so good at masking his feelings on the outside, but when it came to you, he was an open book. He had once told you that you were one of the only people he ever wanted to be upfront with, and you had taken that to heart.
So, why hadn’t he told you about his suicide mission?
To silence the dark thought that popped to the front of your mind, you leaned forward to kiss him again, and your hands set back to work on shedding away the rest of his clothes. He easily stepped out of his pants as you pushed them down, and he rid you of your underwear completely just as you pushed away his as well. A second finger of his joined the first one, working to stretch you out as his other hand scooted you to the very edge of his desk.
“Are you ready for me?” He asked calmly as your hand reached for his erection, your tongue darting out to lick your lips at the sight of his glistening tip. You could barely speak as he curled his fingers inside of you again, but you did manage to nod just as your hand wrapped around his shaft, causing a low moan to fill the air between you. William’s hips bucked under your touch, and you smiled to yourself at how quickly he responded. You two were the same in that regard.
You sighed in disappointment as William slowly removed his fingers from inside of you, but that empty feeling was short-lived as you assisted in guiding him towards your entrance and he slowly pushed himself inside. The stretch of him was familiar, and it was his turn to groan as his own eyes slowly shut as your warmth engulfed him completely. His jaw went slack as one of your hands brushed through his hair, pulling him in so that his forehead was now resting against your own.
“You feel so good,” he murmured as your fingers threaded through the hair at the base of his neck. “You were made for me.”
He didn’t phrase it as a question, and you knew that he didn’t mean it in a spur-of-the-moment kind of way. He meant it as a statement that was as true as the sky was blue. From your complete understanding of his goals, your unwavering support, and the way you simply fit him, it was as if the Heaven’s had crafted you for one another specifically. You felt tears spring to your eyes as you ruminated on just how true his words were, and how deeply you reciprocated the sentiment.
Tears pricked the corners of your eyes as you could do nothing but nod in response. You knew that you couldn’t contain the emotion in your voice if you tried to speak, and the last thing you wanted was for him to stop what he was doing.
Slowly, he pulled himself back before snapping his hips back into yours, the movement shaking the desk that you were seated on. Your eyes shut as you reveled in the feeling, the pace he had started to set bringing about a familiar burn in your stomach that you couldn’t get enough of. One of your hands was still resting against the back of his head, fingers tangled in his hair, while the other hand moved back to his hip, the tips of your fingers digging into his flesh as his thrusts started to come faster.
The lewd sounds of skin slapping against skin filled the air of the quiet office, and William moved one of his hands back between your legs, easily finding your clit as he began rubbing quick circles against it. You jumped at the overwhelming sensation, and he swallowed your moan as he captured your lips with his, an action that wasn’t entirely common for him. Typically, he liked to hear the noises you made and would rarely interrupt them. However, there was something in this particular kiss that had your skin burning in a different way.
He was thinking about it too.
You squeezed your eyes shut tighter as you did your best to meet his motions with your own hips, your high building faster and faster as you strived to reach that edge before you completely fell apart. William’s teeth gently grazed against your bottom lip, nibbling on it slightly as he held back his own moans and his hips started moving more erratically. You knew that he was close to his own climax, and just as his ministrations against your clit sent you over the edge, he was quick to follow.
The warmth of him filled you as you finally broke apart so that you could catch your breath. You both knew the mess that you had made of the top of his desk, but William didn’t seem to mind as a smile spread across his lips before his head fell to rest against your shoulder.
“I love you.”
The three words felt different now as they fell from his lips. Hearing them had always sent your heart racing, but now your heart ached. Despite the moment you had just shared, the reality of your evening finally hit you and you felt like you couldn’t breathe. A lump formed in your throat, and your silence seemed to alert him that something was wrong as he lifted his head to meet your gaze, just in time to watch the first tear slide down your cheek.
You had hoped that maybe shutting your eyes would hold them at bay, but it was clear that the effort was useless. A warm hand brushed against your cheek as William wiped the tear away, and when you worked up the courage to open your eyes, you were met with the sight of him regarding you sadly.
“Darling, why are you crying?”
He was asking the question, but it felt like he already knew the answer. His palm rested against your jaw as he waited for your response, his eyes trailing over every inch of your face as if looking for any slight changes to your expression.
“I heard you talking to Fred earlier,” you admitted, opting for the truth instead of a half-baked lie. William’s eyes widened slightly, though the surprise wasn’t as intense as you thought it might be. Instead, his frown only deepened and you could see conflict start to meld into his expression. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
With your compromising position, William slowly pulled out and moved to re-dress himself before he replied. You remained exactly where you were, unable to move a muscle despite the vulnerable position, while it was your turn to wait for a response. As you watched him, it was then that you noticed a few flecks of blood spread across his collarbone and shoulders, and you thought about the mission that he had set out on earlier that night and the nobleman whose rug you had almost thrown up on.
“The things I’ve done, I cannot be forgiven for. But they are things that I cannot take back. Everything now is for the greater good of tomorrow. The world will be better once the job is done.”
It sounded so rehearsed you couldn’t help but scoff. It sounded like a speech he would give everyone else, but it didn’t sound genuine to your ears. This wasn’t the way that William spoke to you. This was a facade. For whatever reason, even after everything you had been through, he was trying to fool you.
“And what about me? Do you think I’ll be better once you’re gone?” Your voice cracked halfway through the question, and the shift in William’s face was slight but still noticeable. He looked remorseful, but he still hadn’t said the words that you needed to hear.
“Everything will be better when class structure is a thing of the past, my love.”
You shook your head.
“I don’t give a fuck about what my standing in society is if you’re not here with me.”
More tears streamed down your cheeks as you finally moved so that you could reach for him again. Your hands found his bare shoulders and you wanted to shake him. You wanted to make him understand just how horrible you found this plan to be. You’d call it all off right now if it meant that he would live. Even run away from London and never look back if he would escape with you.
William’s thumb brushed against your cheek as a sad smile turned up the corners of his lips.
“You really are the best thing about all of this, you know? I’ve never had to hide myself or pretend to be something I’m not. Orphan, nobleman, it never mattered to you. I’ll never be able to repay you for that,” he murmured, his own eyes glistening with unshed tears now. One of your hands moved from his shoulder to cup his cheek, gently pulling him closer until your lips were just barely pressed against his own.
“Repay me by staying alive. I need you, William.” And you did. More than you could ever say. As he said that you were made for him, he was the other half of you. You would never be the same if he was gone.
Another heavy silence fell as he kissed you lightly, his lips just barely brushing against yours before he emitted a slow, shuddering breath and his free hand moved to hold the side of your neck.
“If I live for anyone, it would be you and only you,” he whispered, and you felt a flicker of hope bloom in your chest.
“Good,” you breathed as you pulled back just enough so that you could look him in the eyes once more. You wanted him to see how serious you were with the next words you spoke. “Because if you must go down, I’m going down with you. There’s nothing you can say to change my mind.”
Years of complete understanding and connection drove home your statement, and you could see the realization and acceptance settle into William’s features. He nodded before kissing you once more and then took a step back from the desk so that he could help you to your feet.
“We can discuss this more after a bath,” he suggested, and for the first time in hours, a genuine smile started to form on your lips.
DJ WJM AT PROGRESSO TROPICAL #1 - E' PROIBIDO PROIBIR
2023/12/20
Progresso Tropical #1 - E' Proibido Proibir
GIUSEPPE VIGNA
RICCARDO DE SILVA
TROPICALIA by M. Machado
DJ WJM
Il Progresso - La Chute
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PROGRESSO TROPICALE è una rassegna nata per omaggiare gli artisti di "Tropicalia", il movimento estetico e musicale che, a circa 50 anni dalla sua comparsa, ha rappresentato una vera e propria rivoluzione culturale che, resistendo alla dittatura militare, ha traghettato il Brasile verso la contemporaneità.
La prima serata è dedicata ad uno degli ambasciatori di Tropicalia nel mondo, nonché forse il suo rappresentante più conosciuto anche in Europa: Caetano Veloso.
Insieme a Giuseppe Vigna (autore di un libro sullo stesso Veloso e esperto del movimento tropicalista) e Ricardo da Silva, ci avventureremo alla scoperta di questo importante momento della storia brasiliana che parla anche a noi, in un momento storico in cui sembra difficile immaginare un nuovo paradigma.
Seguirà la proiezione del documentario "Tropicalia" di Marcelo Machado del 2012, che introdurrà il pubblico al contesto storico, alle tematiche salienti e al ruolo degli artisti che vi hanno preso parte.
Per rendere il tutto ancora più "Tropical" al Progresso, a partire dalle 19:30 aperitivo a tema con dj set a cura di Roberta Meatball Adreucci.
Circolo Arci Il Progresso
Via Vittorio Emanuele II, 135A, 50134 Firenze FI, Italia
2023/09/28
DON THE TIGER
SISTEMI AUDIOFOBICI BURP
Il Progresso
Firenze - IT
(english below)
La Chute & Burp Enterprise vi invitano trepidanti al concerto di Don The Tiger Giovedì 28 Settembre al circolo Il Progresso di Firenze.
Dj set / Aperitivo alle 19 a cura dei Sistemi Audiofobici Burp.
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Don The Tiger è il progetto solista di Adrián de Alfonso Prieto-Puga (La Coruña, 1978), artista e ingegnere che ha collaborato con artisti del calibro di Carla Bozulich, Lucrecia Dalt, Regina de Miguel, Valerio Tricoli, Lydia Lunch, El Guincho, Aksak Maboul, Paloma Polo, Victor Herrero, Robert Forster, GY! BE, Rubén Patiño, Krapoola, Alex Reynolds, Arnau Sala, Nuno Marques Pinto, Olivier Arson, Sam Ashley e Macromassa.
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Con sede a Berlino dal 2011, Don The Tiger trae ispirazione da tutto ciò che gli manca in quella città - che si tratti di rumba, MPB, bolero, fantasy barocco, guabina, torch songs, copla o Fania Records - e lo canalizza attraverso elaborate tecniche di campionamento e musique concrète. esplosioni, trasmettendolo con una spinta simile al flamenco o al rockabilly.
Nelle sue ultime apparizioni dal vivo, Don The Tiger approfondisce come le sue performance possano abbracciare contemporaneamente il partecipativo, il portatile e il sostenibile. Utilizzando più trasmettitori FM, occupa frequenze FM specifiche per amplificare le sue sorgenti e i suoi microfoni, consentendo ai partecipanti che trasportano una radio FM di partecipare attivamente alla formazione della musica.
L'uso illimitato delle radio nello spazio consente ai partecipanti di giocare con fenomeni sonori come riverbero, ritardo, distorsione, interferenza o feedback, creando un contesto sonoro imprevedibile e unico per la performance. Oltre a un mucchio di nastri e cdr non rintracciabili, Don The Tiger ha pubblicato fino ad oggi due LP -"Varadero" (2013, Canada) e "Matanzas” (2018, Crammed Discs) - ed è apparso su media come The Wire, Tiny Mix Tapes, PopMatters, Vinyl District, WFMU o Battiti.
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Don The Tiger is the solo project of Adrián de Alfonso Prieto-Puga (La Coruña, 1978), artist and engineer who has collaborated with the likes of Carla Bozulich, Lucrecia Dalt, Regina de Miguel, Valerio Tricoli, Lydia Lunch, El Guincho, Aksak Maboul, Paloma Polo, Victor Herrero, Robert Forster, GY! BE, Rubén Patiño, Krapoola, Alex Reynolds, Arnau Sala, Nuno Marques Pinto, Olivier Arson, Sam Ashley and Macromassa.
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Based in Berlin since 2011, Don The Tiger takes inspiration from everything he misses in that city -be it rumba, MPB, bolero, baroque fantasy, guabina, torch songs, copla or Fania Records- and channels it through elaborate sampling techniques and musique concrète outbursts, delivering it with a drive akin to flamenco or rockabilly.
In his latest live appearances, Don The Tiger delves into how his performances can simultaneously embrace the participatory, the portable and the sustainable. Using multiple FM transmitters, he occupies specific FM frequencies to amplify his sources and mics, allowing attendees carrying an FM radio to actively participate in the shaping of the music. The unrestricted use of the radios in the space enables attendees to play with sonic phenomena such as reverberation, delay, distortion, interference or feedback, creating an unpredictable and unique sonic context for the performance.
Besides a bunch of untraceable tapes and cdrs, Don The Tiger has released two LPs to date -"Varadero" (2013, Canada) and "Matanzas” (2018, Crammed Discs)- and has been featured in media such as The Wire, Tiny Mix Tapes, PopMatters, Vinyl District, WFMU or Battiti.
Thorn almsot got killed my mala but his ass saved by a monkey mutt allowing him to wjm
Peppermint chip ans Thorax, the lens with the most kills, died because of their dumbassery so coconut shavings got lucky ans only had to kill like one guy to.live
Pascl is out here scream omg like "HEEEELP!!! HEEEEEEELP!!!" while the only other r two people left die on complete accident