#won't move out and strand us.. well.. me actually... cuz W0lfie can go live with dad and

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#personal #random #ignore me #life in general #*sigh* ... nope.. can't do it #i know I'm responsible for trapping myself. but also that massive stomach ache after i booked everything #not worth it... as well as the $ involved... i may well still end up homeless here soon and I'm freaked out #i have trust issues. i know this. and it's in me that i don't believe Tevs when she says she #won't move out and strand us.. well.. me actually... cuz W0lfie can go live with dad and #all our siblings again... i don't have that luxury #i can't even ask my father for help and move down to New Mexico... we've always been estranged #and Tevs is daddy's girl... so... I'm on my own unless i play it absolutely cool and correctly #i hate being left alone... but tevs wants me to leave her alone... #I'll get as close to 100% as i can manage #like I Don't exist