#wondering when i will again lmfao

[tacogoats]

Unwell about the idea of Orin using Durge's face to keep the charade going of the Durge still being around, so Gortash doesn't get suspicious.

He does anyway because she didn't understand how real their relationship was - and she slips up. Often. He knew immediately when the Dark Urge became so, so very cold. Nothing like the warmth he has known for years now behind closed doors; because it isn't them.

She is good at fine details of the body; she gets every scar, every little blemish perfectly, but she can never truly imitate the person behind the Urge.

She couldn't have hoped to anyway, because she didn't know who they really were. Only Gortash could, because he is the first to ask.

It surprises her, and infuriates her, even! The mighty Dark Urge, debased into some lovesick puppy yearning after this little Lordling!

And the mistakes that follow are how Gortash learns the Dark Urge is gone.

#bg3 #durgetash #I'm obsessed with the scene where she wears the player's face and it won't leave me like heLLO LARIAN? #I know it's a popular hc that Orin probably wore durge's face to taunt Gortash but I just think she probably did it to keep the charade up- #-until she took hold of everything. and gortash was going to be kept in the dark as long as possible until she could figure out what was- #-going to be inherited from her dear sibling! #I once again have to add I plan to write Orin wearing Veren's face to piss Ketheric off too lmfao. I wonder if the Netherbrain ever saw it- #-too honestly; just Orin parading her sibling's skin around while mocking him relentlessly. chef kiss #Gortash being mortified and then even worse when the REAL Durge walks back in but it's just like Orin again but worse. #Worse because it's really them this time #but there's no weak imitation. it's just. an empty shell.

[welcometoteyvat]

also i think i should put together xiaoyun crumbs list for people who are insane (me)

#there is a thread by a beloved mutual (?) and person i look up to wrt interpretations of the characters on twitter #and im looking through it again its so cute #but it hasn't been updated with like lantern rite stuff or the waterborne poetry stuff so i might as well make a new compilation here #i just read the thread again and like LAUGHING again at that little girl in qingce village who wonders what would make adeptus xiao smile #because if you play her in tcg. GUESS WHAT HER DECK IS #CHONGYUN XIAO AND SHENHE LIKE LMFAO I CANNOT MAKE THIS UP #literally took a screenshot when she popped up because i was like WOIFHOIEWJGKLEWFJW choked on my water truly #im insane shut me up about them #certified copium post bc THEYRE TOO CUTE #and this all started w a little bit of yang energy and karmic debt headcanons weh #they've come so far.... canon interaction after like 2 years ..... :') my babies #ramblings! #xiaoyun

[theloveinc]

Gojo is so deep into his bachelor era shit that when you get together he doesn't realize it actually means... sitting down together at dinner and potentially eating home cooked meals.... and he's honestly kinda confused when u serve him real vegetables

#gojo #im always scared when i write jjk stuff that im maybe forgetting something canon #but anyway gojo being one of those guys who hasn't eaten anything homemade in like three years is so funny to me #LMFAO this was partially inspired by the fact that i made stuffed cabbage and am now sitting here staring at it #wondering why the h*ll i made some healthy grandma sh*t #thats how gojo stares at ur food when u stop him from getting takeout again #and he has to force himself to be like 'it's... nice. thank you.' #LMFAOOO #but he does enjoy the time together #lmao #shii posts #caitie things #gen

[painfully-unoriginal]

I have a legal question but idk who to ask so I'm posing it to the general public:

Its illegal to clock out and continue working right? If something like that were to be reported, would the employer or the employees get in trouble for it?

#p #for the record it was because we're so understaffed that there were only 2 ppl here last night doing truck #so they both didnt take a lunch and stayed over an hour past when our shifts are supposed to end #I can see the employees getting in trouble for doing that but our manager really doesn't give us a choice in situations like that #hr knows about it and condones it. hes encouraged it to me before #i havent done this bc im not interested in breaking the law for this place tbh he can just fire me atp #but the guys have practically been forced to multiple times #anf again. manager has encouraged this behavior and forced the guys to work sometimes almost 3 + extra hours #which would make for a 13 hr shift #i thimk the only reason he hasnt done this while I'm present is bc he caught wind that if i can get evidence for some of his behavior #i will report him #lmfao #but ya idk. just wondering.

[darcyolsson]

no but I've been wondering about this bc what is keeping Jessamine on earth...... directly protecting the london institute from a massive threat does seem like it would be the thing to allow her to move on but it obviously didn't. so if it's not her having to make peace with the fact that she's a shadowhunter then what IS her unfinished business

#i really do wonder if we'll get any closure on this in twp or if she'll just remain trapped by the narrative forever #bc i honestly cant really think of any other part of her storyline that could possibly be her unfinished business #like obviously jessamine also really wanted a family and a loving husband but for obvious reasons it seems unlikely that thats smth shell do #(unless she pulls a jesse of course lmfao) #actually hold on im on a jessamine spiral again. do u ever think about how she was 17 when she died #like if she had lived literally a few months longer she wouldve been able to leave the clave and live the life she wanted. god. anyway! #vic reads tmi #tid

[tariah23]

They’re calling my baby Gojo, Joseph Joestar now

#rambling #the diff is that Gojo did apologize after being called out and face to face with his racism whilst Joseph literally befriended nazi’s 😵‍💫 #and there was never any explanation from araki as to why he’d even wrote German soldiers in the shit in the first place like that was #absolutely jarring as hell to read for the very first time back when I’d gotten into jjba #well I watched it first but you know #like Joseph really thought fondly of Stroheim as this stand up guy even though he’s first of all #a Nazi #and second #the first scene that we were introduced to was of him sexually harassing a Woman #it’s……. 🗿 #still to this day I wonder if araki had ever addressed this because lord #Joseph was just happy to get the help I guess but that felt so ooc for him from what he’d seen 🗣️ #happily receiving the help of a Nazi and calling them a nice guy ahhh Joseph- #Gojo would never sjjsaj #my boo boo is a little prejudice but he’s working on it 🗣️ #I still think that gege was trying to have a ‘racism is bad’ moment but again #the execution was pretty awkward and it felt out of place considering what had been currently going down in the manga #like the Racism was pretty random but it was swiftly put to a stop which I can appreciate even if it shouldn’t have been a point of #conversation to begin with since why couldn’t Miguel just exist as a character instead of him being the now token negro #who everyone sees as instantly more frighteningly powerful than everyone else like this didn’t even need to be brought up wllssldk #idk gege was trying to be ‘woke’ 😭. sorry nbs and wp ruined the term for me but like basically lol #gojo’s pretty intelligent and extremely gifted but he’s never been perfect lol #it’s just that idk why gege chose to talk about antiblackness in Japan out of nowhere about the only black character on screen hehhhhhh #like gege tried but lmfao #this is so funny to me #at least it didn’t drag on putting Miguel in an even more awkward situation than he already was and it was nipped in the bud quickly #Gojo isn’t one to dwell on things but when he’s face with new information and is taught something he does try to reflect and do better and #I’m sure he probably started to become even more aware of what he’s saying especially when talking to Miguel in an honest way since that’s #always been the kind of character who he was despite the horrors #the only ppl who’ve been kinda annoying about this are nbs and white people as always 🗿

[miss--river]

if anyone has ever wondered how i post VP every single day and sometimes even multiple times a day

it's because im insane

#probably no one has wondered this #lmfao #but i truly did go insane when i made onyx #i took so many pics of her and then when i started taking pics of my other OCs again i had this huge backlog #and i also tend to go a little crazy when i take pics for modders too #so as of this post i have a backlog of one pic a day up until september 18th #and more will 100% be added to that #plus i'll be posting pics of lottie and johnnny sometimes too #and like OF COURSE IM GONNA POST THEM ALL #because im really proud of them :3

[dykedragons]

whats up fuckers i got a job lined up for when schools out lets fucking goooooooooo!!!!!!

#ramblies #babys first job lmfao. third ever application and first ever interview and i fucking got the position!!!! what in the hell!!! gods favourit #its full time and i get to be planting n watering gardens in da summer heat #which i would be shitting bricks abt the hours if this was a handful of months ago but considering ive done 12 hour days at school. often #im not that worried anymore. ill like. actually have free time and all my afternoons and weekends offff itll be so NIIICE #i can hang out with my FRANDS!!!! AAAAAAAHHA im so excited to have free time again #im gonna go on so many adventures and make so many savings and do so much ART!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i mean its seasonal so ill have to look for somethin else when im done but thats ok ^_^ b HUGE confidence boost from this tbh #and who knows maybe over the winter i can just do freelance #but i know that i can commute to places in the winter too so thats not a problem.... ive been doin it for the last 6 months !! #AGGGHHG I LOVE HAVING. confidence and experience and being able to believe in myself.... so wonderful #i dont need to be so scared actually!! of everything!! i will simply adapt to the hardships and appreciate the good things #as i have always done..... #yes. it will be good. it will be good!!

[piplupod]

people defending their precious white man of the week and ignoring BIPOC pointing out his racism Yet Again. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired!!!!!!

#im literally shaking right now im so fucking mad #''he's not racist what are u talking about show me proof'' #[one google later] oh wow i found all this proof with literally one attempt at googling. crazy. i wonder why u couldnt find that on ur own #and then they say ''no he said this thing so its fine :)'' i go look at the thing. it is white saviourism. again. as always #''he's keeping the culture alive :)'' he is twisting it beyond recognition actually. he just took it and ran with it. #and now he's trying to cover his ass! #and white ppl will just eat that shit up lmfao. #''wow what a mature response'' says his adoring audience and his response is literally just ''i can do what i want bc im white'' #i will not get involved in the replies of a post. but man. i'm fucking livid. literally shaking right now. #im so fucking tired of anti-indigenous racism being brushed aside like it doesnt matter #yall just bulldozed us all over and then tried to wipe us out when we didnt respect yall and now you continue to fuck us over #and then get upset when we try to say we would like A FEW THINGS TO OURSELVES. INCREDIBLE #the white ''i need access to everything all the time no matter what'' attitude is SOOOO blatant #this isnt even going into his antisemitism lmfaoooo #literally a list a mile long and ppl still plug their ears and close their eyes and yell LALALALA IM NOT LISTENINGGGG #also here's your necessary ''not all white people''. i know. i'm aware. theres some good ones sure but they shouldnt need to be coddled #and reassured every time somebody complains about white people general behaviour. let me complain!!! its a pattern of behaviour!! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[custom-whats]

This is an entirely unrelated thing, but i had an idea for a “custom” follower forever ago that, if you’d like to hear, i’ve put below! warning: its fucking long and i dont have the time nor energy to make it real beyond thinking it out.

To begin with a few precursor things: i enjoy asshole characters, as we dont often see them as followers and they flesh out the world of the game in a nice way, and i enjoy characters that are relevant to specific plots within the game. If there are personal stakes involved, like serana with her story, it makes it all the more satisfying to look for dialogue and go through to the end of the quest with them.

And i’m also DEEPLY mentally ill about three things: castle Volkihar, moral ambiguity, and a guy named ronthil.

If you’ve never heard of him, i don’t blame you: he’s a vampire bosmer within clan Volkihar that does nothing but serve as a merchant and a speech trainer. His wiki is super fucking small and the unique thing about him is that he’s treated worse than dirt within the clan, making him sleep behind a bookshelf iirc. He’s constantly staying on the good behavior to not get kicked out and making himself available to tasks. ur standard pathetic meow meow, so of course i like him.

Anyway my proposal was to turn Ronthil into a “Serana dialogue add on” styled mod that changed some of his core motivations, re-contextualizing his people pleasing personality, offering players an additional perspective into clan volkihar’s inner workings, provide players who were already vampires a different start to dawnguard (because a vampire hunter approaching a vampire and said vampire going to the vampire hunter’s lair is suicidal stupidity at best), and finally provide a moderate voice for why somebody might wanna be a vampire and stay that way.

so the proposed changes start like this: Whether or not you’re a vampire, you’ll sometimes see a man wandering about at night along the roads. If you’re a human, he basically doesn’t interact with you.

If you’re a vampire, he makes the suggestion that something of value to the both of you has come to his attention recently, and if you were to help him he’d be more than generous with the earnings. Obviously this is an equivalent exchange, as he is considerably ill equipped to take on anything nasty, so you’ll have to do a lot of the heavy lifting as far as fighting goes. If you agree, he leads you straight to Dimhollow crypt and the quest follows as normal. You return Serana home and are given the typical reward offer.

Assuming you accept, you’re given the standard speech and told to get your ass going to redwater den. If you speak to him after (you’ll find him loitering about) he’ll offer to accompany you, off the record of course, if you require him. He will then be available as a follower from that point on

If you’re wondering why a Volkihar vampire is being so charming and so helpful for no good reason, he’s not being; the truth of it is that he’s an intense social climber. He sees that Harkon favors you for the return of his daughter and you’ve already shown off your combat prowess at dimhollow, now with the added bonus that you’ve been given the power of a Vampire Lord. He suspects that rubbing elbows with you in a positive capacity will prove beneficial to him rising up that clan ladder down the line. Though, to be fair, he doesn’t at all suspect that it all leads to Harkon’s death, and you & serana effectively becoming the most powerful ppl at court.

 Still, that’s really all the better for him so long as he can prove useful enough to you to be given a higher position, or at least treated with more dignity.

Ronthil in this version is basically faking all of his niceties, and underneath it all is a calculating little bastard. He wants power and status, typical vampire desires, but wants them for the protection and strength they provide, not necessarily to squash people beneath him (though he’d be tempted were the mood to strike him. I mean, he IS a vampire.) His climb to the position he’s in now, lowly as it is and even with how he’s treated, is still something he fought tooth and nail for, so he’s not willing to risk himself being stupid unless he thinks there’s something better in it for him to be that way.

aaaand i just ran out of creative juice, so thats the general idea i’d cooked up. if you read this far, congrats and also wow i sure hope you like vampires lol.

#no im not doing anything with this #this is strictly an idea #LMFAO #and also i do NOT have the technical knowledge necessary to make this all work #so if you are a modder reading this and laughing then just know this is a stupid dream brought to u by urs truly (<-- vampire enjoyer) #i probably come off as EXTREMELY mentally ill in this #whatever #also for the record if ur asking but whats why does he stick around when u basically betray harkon with serana to get the scrolls and etc #at that point he weighs his odds and decides that you're the better option. #he can either do this because youve proved yourself extremely capable till now #OR he can do this because of an emotional bond you two have formed #in my head ldb is given the option to get to the heart of his motives and such in dialogue trees at which point #even when his social climber persona is still in full effect around you #its different #he cares #but again thats dialogue tree specific stuff so not everyones gonna get that satisfaction #oh and if ur wondering where the asshole bit comes into this #well he is faking his friendship just to get close at first #but if thats not enough for u then he is also entirely into you being listener and any other immoral guilds you wanna join #his pursuit of power and status makes him go YEAAA BABE join whatever u want be the best there ever was youll be the best connection in my #social group !!!!!!! #but also on a personal moral level he's done all youre gonna do and worse before he kicks the bucket probably. so he doesnt care

[ariesbilly]

"the outcast kids" being genuinely bullied in modern/post 90s school are usually of some other discriminated against group. they're a racial minority in the school, or they're gay or gnc, or most commonly they're neurodivergent in some way. those are the kids that still get viciously bullied.

yeah

#i mean i guess lmao i dont remember bullying happening when i was in school #genuinely started to wonder if that was a hollywood myth #i mean dont get me wrong we all roasted the fuck out of each other #my school got kinda hostile lmfao #but like i never saw any targeted bullying you know? #idk what goes on elsewhere #i just know at my school you needed to either be able to verbally spar or throw hands #be ready #be vigilant lmao #and then it would pass and then go again #teenagers ammirite #briana answers things

[peapod20001]

I am the nail growth self saboteur!!

#random post #guess who rammed their hand in a wall and broke off the literal short nail on their hand?? this guyy #I’m prone to ramming parts of my body into things. it’s comical really #like a week ago I somehow bashed my hip into a drawer handle. because that’s how I roll 😎 #it hurt bad enough to shock me into silence </3 I got scraped bad enough for my parents to go ‘GASP. PEAA!!!! WHAT DID YOU DOOO???’ #read that in concerned parent voice if u would #it’s funny when I get hurt or do smth bad and I’m asked why I’d do that. like we both don’t know I function like a scarecrow brought to life #and learning to walk with no bones or muscles HHFSCREE #it’s fine now pain only hurts in like the first few moments and then it’s chill #got off topic there but anywayssss yea :> I’m just glad it was the one that was already broken an not a longer one #I’m surprisingly optimistic I’ll have u know. contrary to popular belief #adhd moment but do u ever think how we’re the first generation that will grow up and grow old on the internet? #do u ever think about what that’ll mean for us? or what it looks like? will there be a time when we just don’t log on ever again? #I also sometimes think of the internet graveyard. the millions of accounts that are no longer used either by choice or by some other #circumstance like passing away. I think we’ll only know when the future generations see a post by someone with a date 100 years in the past #these aren’t negative thought they’re just thoughts I have. a negative thought would be me wondering who will tell the world I’m gone so I’m #not waited on. obviously that’s not a problem I hate to worry about now but then intrusive thoughts do be intruding. anyways yea when I’m #gone at like. 80 (?) I’ll release my creations into the wild for people to do whatever with. it’ll be like an intrusive species lmfao my #impact on the world will be fucking up the online ecosystem forever #ok I’m done rambling now lol did you know I was holding a muffin while typing this entire thing? one handed I might add!! the chaos can’t #be contained no matter how much adderall u pump in me

[misteria247]

I just found out something thanks to YouTube recommendations......

Apparently Lupin has a phobia of octopus.

I was not expecting this little fun fact sgsgsgsgsgsgd.

#oli talks #ooc #muns ramblings #mindless ramblings of a madman #lupin the third #lupin the 3rd #lupin iii #lupin the iii #arsene lupin iii #jigen daisuke #daisuke jigen #YouTube recommendations strikes again #jigen is such an asshole finding it funny when lupin runs away god I love him lmfao #poor lupin i wonder what caused this phobia lol

[theloveinc]

Ok at this point like . How are we feeling about other people adding shit onto your posts?

#LMFAO NOT A VAGUE NOT HOSTILE #my therapist just keeps telling me to remove ‘but’ from my vocabulary so I can acknowledge when things are hurtful but may be unreasonable #to be upset about #but I’m just wondering bc I stopped doing that when it seemed like people got a little miffed about permission and asking and first and stuf #but now I feel like we’re doing it again #and idk how to feel #adding our own thoughts I mean #esp when the person doesn’t follow me and I really like their writing and wish they did #they followed me on ihb like two days before I switched blogs #and just didn’t ever follow me here #which I’m not expecting ofc no one has to follow anyone #but recently I’ve felt a little like :( bc I feel kinda disconnected from other writers #and have lost some other moots I liked too and idk why #idk and it’s a ME problem to be sensitive #but it’s on my mind (and it’s on my mind? idk) #anyway lol #just a lil ranty rant #caitie blabs

[gregoftom]

Hi, I'm the "people don't want to see who Ewan really is" anon, and I was looking for the script that confiemed Greg's major bc I need it for a fic and stumbled accross this on reddit. And... yeah. It's just as we think. In case you're interested: /r/SuccessionTV/comments/152lrdz/deleted_greg_and_ewan_scene/

hi! and uuuuuuuuuuurggggh. how tiresome. i simple think it might be more interesting to examine ewan with the same scope as other characters, but ah well i guess we can't do that!!!!!

#again it's absolutely fine to dislike greg but to rationalise ewan's actions away by being like #oh greg is awful so it's fine #oh greg just pretended/got into zoology to bond with ewan which is. like okay that's something i hadn't considered before #but he was a goddamned kid when he started being interested in animals?????????? #and is it such a stretch to assume he likes animals specifically barn animals like at ewan's farm #or a domesticated animal like a dog bc they love unconditionally and he got literally None of that in his childhood?? #and so that follows into adulthood and he took a course in zoology??? #oh he dropped out and is so uninterested at parks what a lazy fuck!!! yeah you? you're boomer ewan right there buddy lmfao #no wonder yall excuse ewan's lets face it; abuse #it's just insane to me. disliking/hating greg does not mean that ewan didn't like. abuse him. lmfao. #sending pics of dead seals to your fucking grandson knowing full well he loves animals is. yeah #sorry i got a bit TESTY GREG!!!!!! in the tags but come the fuck on!!!!!!!! A

[purewater100]

face reveal

#vent in tags #Erm sorry guys not to be personal on my personal blog but #i'm so fucking miserable. #constantly. #i try to be happy i really do i mean i have friends and two partners and a wonderful dog and a roof over my head and food and i have so muc #i have so much to be happy and thankful over and wonderful friends i get to talk to Every Day #yet all it does is give me a distraction. something to focus on and as soon as it's gone i get reminded how fucking bleak everything is #i'm so miserable #i'm constantly drowning in my own fucking misery and i don't know how to stop. #i can't afford therapy and i can't ask my family to pay for it for me bcuz my mother doesn't have the money either #and even if she did would i even go? #i've isolated myself from everyone. it's been years since i've last talked to someone irl (that i don't live with). my life is so empty #and all it does is make me feel worse #even when i'm fixated on an interest or two my daydreams of it are completely ruined by my misery bleeding into it lmfao #when i'm not thinking about how awful i feel i'm thinking about dying and when i'm not thinking about dying i'm thinking about how hopeless #my future is and rinse and repeat it just repeats and repeats and Repeats #i say i can't remember my days because i have a bad memory but the truth is it's because every day is the fucking same #every day i do the same shit i drown in my misery work a little or focus on something i'm into for like an hour before laying in bed and #thinking about dying Again and it just repeats over and over every hour every day every week every fucking month #i'm so miserable. #i want to kill myself. i want to die; but i know i'm too much of a fucking pussy to do it now lmfao #i want to die