#woooooooosssaaaaaahhhh

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Forced myself to feed my cats 

Forced myself to move despite my body’s defiance

Fed my cats

Sat down to find

Shifted shutdown to meltdown

Cue loop of: “you’re a piece of shit, you’re a piece of shit, you’re a piece of shit”

Intense physical self-inflicted outburst.

Continue on: “you’re a piece of shit, you’re a piece of shit, you’re a piece of shit”

Yep.

Feels good.

Feels natural.

Fucking fantastic.

#mine #shutdown #meltdown #autism #autistic #having a grand old day #woooooooosssaaaaaahhhh