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#words i'll never say
louudthoughts · 27 days
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it’s hardest to love the people close to you.
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"Loving the right someone at the wrong time will always be like a knife to the heart. Why does timing having to dictate your heart?"
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im-that-random-girl · 5 months
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How did it feel?
When you kept yourself guarded-
Stone faced and iron hearted.
How did it feel?
When they barged in, all things disregarded.
Brought in sunshine and your walls melted.
How did it feel?
Running through flower fields
And being more happy than you thought you could be
Now how does it feel?
When they pulled all of that from under your feet?
They came in like a storm and left with the breeze.
Traces left behind on your skin like feathers on your fingertips
How does it feel?
Do you feel cold and empty?
Do you again keep yourself guarded?
Stone faced and Iron hearted?
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“And I still leave my phone on loud just in case you think of me in the middle of the night”
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Love
I believed you.
Ate up every word you said like I had not eaten in years.
Maybe I manifested too hard that the universe wanted to show me why I am not worthy of being pleased.
I colored in your red flags with green crayons because I wanted to have the artwork I saw in my mind
But green over red just created a muddy yellow color.
I badly wanted to believe the artwork would look better if I colored darker.
But all I ended up with was a torn page and an empty heart.
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i don’t know what to do with all the love i still have for you
if anyone wants it, lmk
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empty-meanings · 11 months
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you yelled at me for the first time in years. and i mean yelled— no screamed. put your face in mine, all red, veins bulging out of your forehead.
for the first time in my life. i wasn’t scared of someone screaming at me. i was angry. no fear, no sadness, no pain. just rage. other than that, i felt nothing.
— im done with this bullshit.
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richiesfables · 1 year
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Sometimes I’m okay, and sometimes I get stuck in the memory of us staring at the ceiling. The shadows of our laughter dancing against dim lit walls. How soft your lips felt underneath that bitter first taste of alcohol. The smell of the tobacco as it burned, and the way I fell in love with you.
Sometimes I remember the good before it all became so terribly bad.
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letterstoloves · 2 years
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Aapse bhot kuch kehna hai magar, kabhi aap nhi milte kabhi alfaaz nhi milte.
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bpddreamgirl · 1 year
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Half floating/half drowning
That's how I feel with you...
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aauene · 2 years
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i wore makeup 'cause i thought i would be pretty to you
i changed the way i dressed and my style just for you
'cause then maybe you'd like me more if i fit in with you
you had a whole list of things you wanted to do
you told me all the things you wanted us to do
all the things you wanted me to do with you too
i tried so hard to be someone you would like and maybe love too
but even then that wasn't enough for you
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i don't think you noticed the words that slipped out of your mouth
all the things you wanted and all the plans we talked about
were all the things you did with someone you loved before
and all the things you saw in me were what you saw in her too
i don't think you felt anything that you said you did before
all i was wasn't enough for you to not just see her too
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i wrote a whole list of things i wanted to remember about you
i learned all your favorite things and went along with you
and when you told me all the things you were struggling with
i let you do what you needed and take what you wanted from me too
'cause i just wanted to be enough for you
i just wanted to be enough for you
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i don't think you know how much i wished it was you
i don't think you know how much i wanted it to work with you
i don't think you know how much those 100 days broke my heart too
all i ever wanted was to be enough for you
but nothing i could do would be enough for you
and all i just wanted was to be enough for you
enough for you
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enough for you // to people i liked when i was 18
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evisylvain · 1 year
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Can we step outside of our lives for just a moment... can I tell you how much I miss you..
Can I tell you how much I still fucking love you
When I hear your voice I can Still feel it...gutted...the breath of your whisper..like a drug rushing through my veins. The echo of the pain I caused you is loud and clear. My ears are ringing but I want to turn you up louder.
When I close my eyes I can see you... I can feel you like a ghost passing through me. I can feel my heart pounding.. I can feel my lungs deflating...my bones crushing...my skin tingling....my jaw clenched... I am unable to swallow... a shiver comes over me... I feel frozen in this memory. Tears still find a way to well in my closed eyes and fall down my face.. a lump in my throat..I feel like I should be able to smell you if I breath deep enough. My lips are dry without your kiss.. but I can remember what you taste like. What you smell like. What you feel like. What you sound like. Every moan. Every sensation. Every embrace.
My mind races... I am trapped between memories. I don't want to lose you again with a change of thought. I don't want to fall to sleep with my mind wandering...searching for you in every thought..... I want to stay here in this movie like memory with you.
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Soulmates?
I don't know but, I think one of the saddest things in the fucking World is watching two soul mates dance around each other, coming so close but, always out of reach and knowing that in this lifetime, for some reason, they weren't meant to be.
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im-that-random-girl · 5 months
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Oh misery,
Have you come to take over my life again?
Oh melancholy,
Do you wish to inspire my art again?
Come through open doors
I've missed your presence.
I've realized my mistake,
My apologies for shunning you out dear friends.
Please accept my grievances-
For you are all I have left.
Bring back colour in my colourless life,
I've been floating blind in this darkness in me.
Spill back your black and blue ink through the emptiness.
Anything
Anything is better than this hollowness inside.
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“and I will pull the string thats holding me together just so I can fall apart and make room for you”
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jayyne · 1 year
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but that's the thing, there is a difference between sad and depressed, sad means there is a chance for you to cheer up but depressed just means that you don’t even stand a chance at all.
-from the letter you’ll never understand
           s.x.j.
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