#would fucking rip my heart out

[catsharky]

I'm sobbing and clawing at the screen begging Larian to just let my Tav give more hugs because so many of these characters need it.

WIP cause this is getting colours, I just like how the lines look

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #astarion #bg3 astarion #my tav #sharky's tav #she's a tiefling bard #also surprise! I'm not dead #Baldur's Gate just has me by the throat and it's not letting me tap out until I see the end credits #there's a new tattoo on my brain next to the Mass Effect one #I'm hopefully gonna do a 'BG3 characters get the hugs they deserve' series #Astarion was obviously first because. yeah. #Rolan's likely next cause I'm fucking gone on him too love him would kill and die for him would rip the heavens and hells apart for him #If Astarion hadn't swooped in and snatched my heart first I'd be real pissed that Rolan wasn't romanceable because hhhhhh #sharky art #tav: ember #oc: ember

[brother-emperors]

CAESAR AUGUSTUS AND MARCUS LICINIUS CRASSUS

this is about the spolia opima that crassus was robbed of lmao. like, yeah okay octavian could've asked him not to claim it, but nevertheless. a kind of theft happened there.

Fact and Fiction: Crassus, Augustus, and the Spolia Opima, Catherine McPherson

#this is one from the vaults I started a few months ago and finally finished. it’s always the furniture details that put things on hold lmao #the former co consuls are fightinggggg (?) #rome is built on top of other people. this is about both the imperialism-slavery machine and the way that all these guys would #politically devour their own generation to sit on a throne. etc. anyway. octavian specifically sits on a throne of other people’s #accomplishments. that’s a specific kind of debt to carry around your neck. or theft depending on who is doing what #this was theft. anything involving Agrippa was a gift so there’s an obligation to succeed which is it’s own kind of currency so to speak #sugghrhfh. every crassus always has to be like this. in my heart i always root for whoever decides to go up against rome #and then i'm stuck with the guy who should've got a spolia opima like. congrats on your win. i guess. i think. RIP. #ACTUALLY YOU KNOW WHAT. while im talking about this crassus. domina fucking sucks. what an absolute clusterfuck of a show #anyway. if anyone ever does augustan age politics again. octavia would be a great character if you want to invent shit #but also more importantly octavian should seduce crassus for this. thank you. #octavian #marcus licinius crassus.....christ how do i write down that he's the grandson of my crassus. i'll figure it out later #roman empire tag #drawing tag

[tartppola]

wheee all the new info from twst streamm 🫶🫶🫶

#i say stuff #twst #twisted wonderland #GUYS IM SO FUCKIG NORMAL U WOULD NOT BELIEVE #GRIPS FOST #GEIM #GRIMM BIY #GRIMMY #GRUM SSR #OIHGH..UOIUGHHH..FUCK FUCK #RIPPING MY HEART OUT #OH GRIM MY SUN MY MOON MY STARS #OOOOUHHHH U LOOKS SO GREAT IN UR LITTLE SOUTTOU #BLESS BLESS BLESS BLESS

[papertowness]

me , starting ‘ son of coma guy ‘ : oh haha this one has silly title i can’t wait !

me , 44 minutes later : 😀 what the fuck

#house s3e7 #I WAS SO EXCITED TOO BC IT WAS HOUSE AND WILSON AND COMA GUY ON A ROAD TRIP TOGETHER #and then #literally rip my heart out and stomp on it multiple fucking times why don’t you #‘ maybe i don’t want to push this thing till it breaks ‘ i’m done . i’m done #HIS STORY ABOUT BECOMING A DOCTOR 😭😭😭😭 #‘ what would you want to hear from your dad ? ‘ #when he was talking about wilson’s need to be needed lmao !!! DHUT THE FUCK UP ‼️‼️‼️ #( he’s me ) #house #house md #houseposting #gregory house #greg house #james wilson #hilson #‘ son of coma guy ‘ #lgbtq #lgbt

[bruciemilf]

the most enraging aspect of art is knowing exactly how you want it to look and yet. And yet.

#FUCK OFF I JUST WANTED TO DRAW KITANA TRYING TO EXPLAIN HER TASTE IN MEN #mind you Johnny and her would be besties #and he’s being an absolute dick like ‘oh come on you can’t reject me im the Bread of the Earth. Jesus would so pass me around.’’ #and she’s like well my affections do lie elsewhere. and he’s like #yeah with cobra Kai mr myiagi I know I know. ‘’…well actually…’’ #‘oh my god. is it raiden? if it’s raiden im gonna faint. that’s so cute.’ ‘no…’ ‘Tomas? cool. oh Kuai Liang? it’s GOTTA be Kuai Liang. ‘ #‘no…’ ‘I mean. never saw you and Sonya coming. but—‘ #‘no… it’s…um…’ *que Havik ripping himself into pieces just to beat the shit out of someone more effectivevely* #Kitana: INTENSE BLUSH. #Johnny:……………..GIRL. BE SO SO SO FUCKING FOREAL. #art #I HATE ART. WITH EVERY ANGRY PUMP OF MY HEART I HATE IT #I love u art #mk1 #kitana #havik #I WANT THESE TWO TO KISS BAD

[racingliners]

mERCEDES 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#TOO FUCKING SOON ADMIN #please just rip out my heart it really would hurt less #Formula 1 #2024 #Mercedes

[hauntingblue]

Try not to make fights between two women look homoerotic challenge level impossible

#if franky isnt good with swords why does he have a sword on his mecha 💀 just for the shogun bit #inu inu fruit??? he is just like inuyasha... omg.... crossover of my favourite things.... yamato i love you..... #yamato eating the protector deity of wano fruit.... calling himself oden.... his father must be fuming he is the antithesis of his person #obv its very much on purposes but lmao rip bozo (kaido) you didnt think much about that one.... maybe the deity of wano wants its people to #be free and not slaves of a weapons industry idk.... #not olvia omg... and saul.... and clover... they changed little robin's name.... and her mom's voice is the same as hers lmao it's too much #robin said this is way too nice.... can't be real #once again thinking about robin holding her mothers hand..... and becoming an archeologist to make her proud.... the hands.... #but now it's not about her mom now its about her friends.... also her childish heart omg.... truly #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 1042 #robin defending sanji's honor akdjsks #robin that was so slay... take care tho.... ily.... until next time #luffy on the floor passed out having a tantrum about food. incredible #fucking caribou again.... DIEEE!!!! #MOMO FLY AGAIN!!!! GET OVER YOUR FEAR OF HEIGHTS #also yesterday i was showering and thinking about like dying like this cant be right... i am on thay level.... #episode 1043 #'i am not soft on women' oh yeah i bet... #see how good armor haki would have been here..... i have been saying this #robin's face..... strongest element in all of one piece..... #robin wanting to become strong for someone else.... just like nami..... #OHHHH SHIT!!!!!!! she said i wanna be with my friends 😁 -> 😈 #that was so cool. also black maria is DEAD. that was a CLUTCH WWE STYLE. DAMN. robin getting there by thinking about his friends :))) #what love and human connection do to a mf (positively) #OH SHINOBU'S ABILITY.... MOMO..... OMG #episode 1044 #robin ily that was so cool. call me any time btw.

[hana-loves-bumblebees]

Hey now @more-than-tender-curiosity

*voice breaking* How fucking dare you

#FUCK FUCK FUCK #HOW OPTIMISTIC JAY STILL IS #AND HOW THE WORLD IS GOING TO CRUSH HIM #HOW GOOD HE WANTS TO BE #AND HOW FAR WILL THE WORLD MAKE HIM GO #rip my heart out why don’t you #:) #the great gatsby #jay gatsby #the great gatsby fanfic #gatsby #in a different world he would go on to own his own sweets shop #but ALAS #it is not this world

[jackshiccup]

and if i say this is so otnwas hijack coded

#u guys i can't take it anymore ... #i've been ripping my hair out and sliding down my bathroom wall to this song while thinking of them #'though i know my heart break i'll tell them put me back in it' #'if i could hold you for a minute darling i'd go through it again' #'i would still be surprised i could find you darling in any life' #HEAVEN IS NOT FIT TO HOUSE A LOVE LIKE YOU AND I . #like r u fucking KIDDING ME ?? #i'm gonna explode #its so over.. its SOO over !!!!!!!!!!!! #hijack #mp3 #jackshiccup text #otnwas #of the northmost wind and skies #this fic will not leave me alone i cry at the thought of it

[bylertruther]

dark and painful thought but lucas calling for erica in 4x09 while wailing makes me think of how when people are scared or panicked enough they start crying out for their parents and it's like. just. what a heart-wrenching detail. they went through all of this and lost. max knew the risk, accepted it, and faced it. she sacrificed herself for them and died. the walkman shattered. her bones snapped. she was scared at the end, crying in his arms, saying she didn't want to go. and it's like. he's literally only fifteen or so and holding a dying girl in his arms, calling out for his little sister to get help all after fighting for his literal life against someone much older and stronger than him that went so far as to point a loaded gun at him. i just. hello. for the love of god HELLO?!

#WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT ................. THE DUFFERS ARE SICKKKKKKKKKKKK IN THE FUCKING HEAD..... #most painful shit ever #max who is always so bold and brave even when visibly scared crying saying that she doesn't want to die and that she's scared i just. #like she lives......................... BUT JEEEEEEEEZUS............ tht ripped my heart out fr they got me with that one ngl

[eosofspades]

next gen (2018) is the best movie ever for a lot of reasons but the biggest, most integral one that i've never seen anybody actually address before, is that it is fundamentally a story about being a very young child who is suffering so much emotional pain and the experience of that pain not being taken seriously by anyone around you. mai's anger issues and crushing loneliness are absolutely integral to any reading of the story's themes, and not only is her pain a driving force, but it is validated by the narrative. the story doesn't mock her for having "daddy issues," she's not just a whiny or dramatic little girl; she is ABSOLUTELY justified in feeling lonely and hopelessly angry, and the movie goes out of its way to show you things from HER perspective. and at the end, the "lesson" she had to learn wasn't that she was WRONG about how she viewed her mother and her situation - in fact, her MOM is the one who has to learn that she was mistreating her daughter and hurting her.

the movie also takes so much care to honestly and realistically show how that loneliness can manifest in the most destructive of ways - mai is ALLOWED to be angry, she is allowed to be rude and abrasive and destructive, and while it is portrayed as a problem and something that needs to be addressed, the narrative never BLAMES her for it - because she is a child reacting in a real, emotional, raw, human way to her trauma and pain.

what i'm trying to say is i have never seen a film before that takes a child's feelings of misery as something so valid. the narrative NEVER condescends to her character, it never comes across as patronizing. and the movie isn't about having to forgive the people who hurt you, but instead it's about the importance of not letting that pain stop you from making NEW memories and better relationships. it's so real and RAW and full of love and ultimately, it is about how even one person looking at you and saying "i see your pain, and i'm not going anywhere" and meaning it can be enough to save you.

#literally this movie is so fucking good. go watch it right now #my favorite film of all time. unbeatable in catharsis in validation in ENTERTAINMENT #and that's not even getting into the animation or soundtrack bc my GOD both of these things are BANGING #and the ANGST. ohhhh my god this movie will rip your fucking heart out #like. how do i actually describe it. this movie is about being a mentally ill child from the child's perspective #any other movie would have had mai need to learn the lesson that her parents were doing what they thought was right or some bullshit #but nope! next gen says your mom IS doing a bad job! and you deserve to be angry about it!! you are right to be angry about your #dad fucking off when you were 4!!! that DOES suck for you and it DOES suck that nobody fucking LISTENS #this is a kid screaming for someone; anyone to listen to her or care about her pain and then she meets 7723 and he DOES #AND ITS A MOVIE ABOUT HOW MENTAL ILLNESS CAN MAKE YOU PUSH PEOPLE AWAY AND SELF SABOTAGE #AND THE IMPORTANCE OF *LETTING* PEOPLE HELP YOU AND TRUSTING THEM TO HOLD YOUR HEART GENTLY....... #i restate. this movie is so fucking good. go watch it if you haven't i am not asking #mine #next gen #next gen netflix #netflix next gen #long post

[archirdarchernar]

.

#vent #tw vent #i feel like im going to explode #i cant bring myself to do anything so all this energy is just gathering and building up and i feel like im seconds away from exploding #i want human connection so fucking bad but im so fucked up no one would want to compromise a relationship with me #immersed myself in fiction so much i keep dreaming of having relationships that ill never have because most other people just Dont Work That #Way #all my relationships feel so shallow now #ig thats my fault #for never presenting the real version of myself. showing others caricatures and exaggerations of my character so i can be more likeable #ill never feel safe enough around anyone to drop the act. and even if i do ill feel too guilty to stop #ive doomed myself theres no fixing me #theres no motivation to do anything anymore i can barely get myself to lift a finger #hey why didnt anyone tell me just sitting up would be so hard. why didnt anyone tell me just drawing a few strokes would take most of my #energy #if anyone ripped my heart out right now id thank them for putting me out of my misery #theres nothing here. might as well also become nothing #this feeling is awful id prefer being hurt instead #i cant make it go away #someone please just kill me #arc 3am logs

[smol-tired-binch-blog]

He is like an angel to me <3

#akira nishikiyama #every time i see a gifset of this scene and it's THIS quick moment JUST before he slicks his hair back THIS to me is his pinnacle of beauty #look at my beautiful bloodstained koi. succumbing to the darkness but honestly he held out longer than i would so we gotta respect that #also Matsushige. my guy. my dude. why did you think talking shit to a guy JUST after his sister died was a good idea. ya shoulda run #but also thank fuck ya didnt cause i fucking hated ya and im glad pretty koi her fucking gutted ya. absolutely eviscerated. like goddamn #this rewired something in my brain lads #cw blood #almost forgot that bit lol. also the other day i posted this pic and caption in a Discord server im in #yknow with the intention of basically swooning over him because yeah im in love with him right. and one person responded to me #and props to her she was reacting like. properly i suppose? like 'oh it's so sad what happened to him #when it all came crashing down </3' but im here like 'yes the scene is VERY tragic and rips my heart out but thats NOT what im doing here #today lmaooo' i am happy to focus on the tragedy of his character and often do #but right NOW i am trying to sexualize a man covered in the blood of his enemy as his psyche shatters so like <3 #theres probably nicer pics of this bit but i dont have them on hand. i might start a 'pretty Nishiki pics' folder on my phone too

[boltgunkiller-archive]

everyone sees santana as the jealous one which is true. but i think brittany would be jealous too just more low key about it

#i mean after s4 i think santana really gets over it #like that’s her acceptance. she just can’t have brittany like that anymore and it sucks #because well also my bpdtana headcanon. she probably felt really possessive over brittany for a bit there #and also hated brittany a little i’m not even gonna lie because she was so frustrated at how seamlessly brittany moved on #but then she accepted it after she realized brittany wasn’t out to get her nor was sam #it was just. moving on. and santana would have to accept that. also need to mention the distance definitely fucked w santana’s head about it #being away from brittany for so long? yeah. she took it as a sign that brittany was abandoning her which caused her to kinda freak out #cause she spent so much time being so dependent or close in general to brittany. the sudden distance was Weird and Bad to her head #and heart #but then you know brittany talks to her about it so she realizes she needs to move on #then dani comes in right #she’s over it. they’re both just fine. but then 5x12. well brittany certainly didn’t like that there was another person in the picture now #-for santana. like she may not have shown it as much as santana does but she was kinda pissed about it i’m ngl #like the whole immediately kissing santana and then bringing up their history? she was about to KHS over the idea of santana just finding #-someone else and even preferring them more over her. llikeeee she wants santana so bad #jealousy im telling youu but she was trying to be normal about it #endgame though so we’re good. i just think about it sometimes #god nobody can rip jealousy tropes out of my hand i just love them #draft clearing spree! woohoo #and also i mostly just think that brittany was jealous in s5 going crazy. near end of s4 a bit. SHE NEEDED HER GIRL BACK asap. #gleeposting

[kinkshame-puncher-666]

Does anyone even listen to bad religion in their most emotional state??

#hello crule world #the way he delivers 'please forgive me' rips my heart out of my chest and puts me in 2017 #personal #god i wonder if anyone but my mom remembers the extremely toxic duo of my 2017 x and I #ketamine healing rn #nice to kinda mentally be there while being relaxed #trauma dumb #tbh #so fucked up #one i was at the doctor with my mom and they asked if i had been in an abusive relationship and she said yes #anazing she could recognize that say it to me and still continue to emotionally abuse me for a few more years #i forgive and love my mom but like #would i if i hadnt moved away? #tw

[stygianheart]

Rewatched Dressrosa lately. Completely forgot how depressing Law’s story is and how much I love Corazon. Corazon is just so weird in all the best ways possible and I love him. Fuck Doffy for killing him. I want Corazon back.

And it really, really, REALY killed me when Corazon died. Because Law knew he was going to die. And he was screaming and sobbing his heart out, silently thanks to Corazon’s Devil Fruit Powers. And he knew the exact time Corazon took his last breath because his sobs could suddenly be heard and god darn it, that ripped my delicate little heart out.

#corazon one piece #law one piece #dressrosa arc #op doflamingo #these few episodes ripped my heart out like Regina from OUAT and crushed it #I literally cried for twenty minutes last night #because Corazon my beloved he’s so weird but literally in the best ways possible #and now anyone with trypophobia would hate to get anywhere near his body #and don’t get me started on how he wanted Law to remember his smile if nothing else that was too cute #and don’t even talk to me about how he was the knelt government official who Law would ever like but was so afraid of Law hating him #fuck found family it kills me when it gets heated apart