wah wah wah i'm in my feelings and frustrated and probably PMSing but it's bumming me out how i was able to write so much in december solely because i had the fucking time and now that i don't have the time i can't get anything done bc the only moments i have to myself are not optimal times for my brain
i think about what i could achieve creatively if i had like............a year to myself to just use how ever i wanted and then i just want to cry bc i can't imagine a world where i could ever make that work (fuck you capitalism)
anyway i'm ok and i am going to be ok just needed to screamcry into the ether for a minute and let ya'll know where i'm at with writing ig
love u
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not to sound like i'm making shit up on tumblr dot com but a straight man very much came to my house and got visibly upset that i (casually and in the course of normal conversation) called david duchovny hot the other day. i'm not joking. it was like he couldn't imagine a world where that was possible. he then conceded that maybe he was good looking in the nineties so i made sure to look him dead in his scared, watery eyes as i said 'no. he's hot now' and then that man knew true terror. my taste in men is apparently mystifying and inscrutable and nobody can stop me from objectifying old guys
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I know that people really like Oswald and Ivy's relationship in Gotham, but can we talk about Firefly? Because while Firefly stayed loyal to Oswald until the end. If my memory serves right, Firefly was the only rogue that doesn't have a falling out with Oswald. Sure, they don't interact in season 4, but I can imagine that Oswald 100% supports Firefly in their conflict with Fries. And it is really interesting too because Firefly wanted a family and Oswald did want someone to love him (first Edward, then Martin), so I can definitely see them being really close
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frankly now I'm just booping bc i can't figure out how to super/evil boop. do you have to have a minimum number of boops already, or something?
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Sometimes I watch this episode and I sit on it, on this scene in particular , think about it so hard because its simplicity holds such a … Subtly tragical tone I ended up catching on my second rewatch (of thousand). And, you know, on my third rewatch it kinda started hurting.
Looking back at the whole season and the way Junpei and Izumi have been written in their arcs and their resolution, I think Junpei eventually remains the loneliest of the lonely between them and it just sucks how Izumi got to open about her solitude to him, then she got support from everyone else and truly felt included in a family, whereas Junpei just had to put up with his struggles on his own, fighting against his own shadow throwing mean truths at him.
This scene in particular is really harsh on him and in my opinion it kinda needed a sort of continuation in the form of a parallelism. Junpei and Izumi are the Frontier relationship that got most amount of those, especially in the bridge from ep 4 to this episode. They got a very linear development always making it clear how they are different sides of the same coin, how they are a mirror to each other and can grow up thanks to looking at the most uncomfortable masks of themselves through each other. So, it’s absolutely a shame the writers allowed Izumi to get away with that.
“Don’t talk like you know!”
Izumi, you just don’t know anything about him.
Still, the most bittersweet and, again, extremely tragical detail is that back then, Junpei didn’t even know he was as lonely as her, either. He just lies down on the grass, staring at her while letting her viciously vent at him. He’s concerned about her outburst, but doesn’t really realize he’s as miserable as her, if not even more miserable, because tell me if it’s not just sad to be a kid believing to have thousand of friends around him, be totally blind about the greyness your life is actually dominated by. He can’t acknowledge the reason why he followed Izumi on the train in a first place was connected to how lonely he felt she was. As lonely as him.
You can laugh about this statement of mine but, seriously, they pulled a sort of Mr Gatsby character here.
On a brighter note, though, I also like wondering if what Izumi says in the very first drama isn’t a hint about how she eventually understood that as well. “You have got lot on your mind but like keeping it all inside”. Maybe, just maybe, she also came to feeling all the stuff he concealed behind his magical tricks.
Honestly, how depressing Junpei’s backstory is. We just got to see a little of it and it still hit home.
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truly thank you for butch burakh and dankovskaya. and especially for their body hair. they were butches to me when i played :) youre doing the most important work in the world and im very invested (and i think ive seen maybe 1 other butch rule 63 in all my years of being on the internet. and as a butch myself that simply isnt enough.) again thank you i owe you everything
o7 you're so welcome... i'm doing my part.gif...
rule 63 has the universal problem of making like deeply average-looking guys into hyperfeminine giggly girls and i can't stand for this. i won't stand for this. she_would_not_fucking_look_like_that.jpg. i've seen a few rule 63 of burakh & dankovsky in my time and i #respect everyone's grinds i do and i've seen multiple instances of them rule63-ed as less feminine than the usual which god. breath of fresh air. but i still think y'know. make this yuri masc or so help me god for once.
don't even mention the body hair. if you see me not putting body hair on a female character i forgor and am beating myself up over it behind the scenes. of course they'd be hairy. they have to. dankovskaya? don't get me started. don't even mention it. i know she is. i think dankovsky's hairy as shit i'm not gonna make his rule 63-ed counterpart shed that'd be cruel and unusual punishment.
as a butch myself. i had to do it to em. i have to do it to em. butches together strong.
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