#would've been better for everyone ngl.......thats not a pity thing it's the literal truth i would've much rather

[fairycosmos]

depression hours!

#feel very guilty 4 being alive ngl theres a lot going on but i dont know why i didn't die if one of us had to LOL it #would've been better for everyone ngl.......thats not a pity thing it's the literal truth i would've much rather #someone like her had a shot. i just hate myself tbqh loves and it never goes away #i cant sleep i have this weird mood #but like im so emotionally all over the place trying to come to terms w reality every few hours n then going back to numbing #and flashbacks #r hard to deal with