#wow <:) i really cant ever have that can i <:)

[darehearts]

me seeing how dead my dash is  :  i stopped CPR,  after all,  it's no use.  the spirit was gone,  we would never come to 🎶

#KJSDFKJSFJSF GET IT??? i am honestly a comedian tho #idk a good one or not! good morning beloveds! i really feel #like i need to follow more blogs and maybe do a clean up bc #i can easily scroll back to the previous day so easily lately?! #idk i am happy with my mutuals but the rpc just feels so!!!! #judgmental and no one ever follows first anymore and i feel #kinda stupid always doing it first lmao. it's tricky nowadays #esp bc promos also have no functional use besides just #looking pretty on the dash 💀 i am all for the mentality of #'be the interactive person you wanna see on your dash' yeah #but if majority dont do the same and take initiative once a #while. not even always. onec a while you cant save the rpc #by yourself you know what i mean? wow i am very ranty this #morning apparently oops #tbd #vent tw #rant tw

[screambirdscreaming]

At the bus stop one time there was a gaggle of preschoolers waiting to catch the bus for a field trip day, and someone walked past with a couple of friendly little dogs, to great general delight.

But after a little bit, the dogs were getting overwhelmed, and the preschoolers were gently coaxed to back off so the person with the dogs could continue on. Specifically, one of the preschool teachers said, "Sometimes, when you're small, being surrounded by big people can be a bit scary and overwhelming. Even if they are friendly."

This was recieved as great wisdom: after all, the preschoolers were also small, and understood how scary and overwhelming big people could be! And the dogs were indeed even smaller than the preschoolers, so it made sense.

What was funny and charming was that, upon absorbing and reflecting on this wisdom, they all felt the need to tell it to one another. In tones of great insight, they turned to one another and said, "Did you know? Sometimes when you are small, being surrounded by big people can be scary and overwhelming! Even if they are friendly!" Back and forth, without any particular concern that they were all saying the same thing. Have reached comprehension of an insight, it must be shared!

I must say that this behavior is less charming in tumblr users than in preschoolers. Not least because tumblr users, having gained a little analytical skill to misuse, insist on Summarizing and Generalizing and Unifying the insights they repeat, quickly turning any interesting new information into formulaic dogmatic mush.

#i made the mistake of looking in the notes of the beach sand post i reblogged to see if anyone else had interesting comments #And the rate at which it went from like #1) person states with moderate confidence an opinion based on their personal observations #2) multiple people reply with “wow thats so insightful!” (aka it aligns with my preconceived notions of how things work) #3) someone else adds additional personal observations which are not really relevant but which can be absorbed into the narrative #4) people start outright stating the underlying belief on which this bias is constructed as if it were a fresh insight #5) general derisive attitude towards people who haven't seen the Obviously Correct solution to this complex real world problem yet #It's very....... #It's not like it's a high stakes post but it's such a microcosm of the whole dogmatic phenomenon #Also this js a more specific gripe to My Field or w/e #But the degree to which people react to the problems caused by the whole “Control of Nature” era of engineering #with this equally reductive “Nature will Fix Everything” type of attitude #Is sooooo frustrating. #Yes a great many of our current problems could have been avoided if we had not made massive changes to ecosystem processes on the assumptio #That they were simple and we understood them. And that they would respond in predictable ways. #the simplicity in retrospect of “wow we Should Not have done that” does not mean that they are simple to undo! #You can't go back in time. You can't turn back the clock on chaotic processes #Which is. Almost every process ever. #Restoration is hard! Returning to previous regimes of sediment or flooding or fire is tricky and full of foibles! #Moving towards a future which doesn't suck as much even if the past cant be recreated is also uncertain and difficult! #It's frustrating to see people act all high and mighty about how they Respect Nature unlike whoever is making all these decisions #When their understanding of the natural processes in question is AS simplistic as the people who caused the whole mess back in 1910 or w/e #Like I'm not saying there's not bad interests standing in the way of functional restoration on all levels #That's very much a fight to be fought. #But looking at that fight-in-process and saying “wow none of you Respect Nature like me uwu let nature fix it” #Is. #Ugh.

[gifti3]

Can idia cut his hair??

Im wondering cause i was doing lessons on twst and one of his lines is him being worried about people staring

Im assuming its his social anxiety making him think that but at the same time

you have blue flaming hair my guy, im sorry but ppl might stare....

So i was like maybe getting a hair cut would help him not stick out so much

#his hair is really really long #(on top of it being fire) #so im like...can he even cut his hair? #is it physically possible? #i dont actually think he should cut his hair #im just writing out my thoughts and where ever they were going #im assuming the students are used to his appearance by now? #but also he doesnt go out to class much so they might be like #'oh idias outside today wow' #idia shroud #twisted wonderland #twst #actually that reminds me they were having a conversation about hair care during the masquerade event iirc #and im pretty sure idia wasnt involved in that convo #does he even need to wash his hair #if he did it wouldnt be that long cause thats not efficient at all #and thats kind of his thing #or he cant cut his hair so he deals with it

[gregoftom]

oh they fr had bitchnasty sex after this

#tomgreg #I CANT BREATHE HAHAHAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa oh wow. ohhhhhhh wow. oh wow. hahahahahaaaaaaaaaa wow. #GREG REALLY SAID: YOU WANNA FUCK ME SO BAD IT MAKES YOU LOOK STUPID. #the way tom goes OHHHhhhh at greg getting bold is Exactly the same tone me and my gf use with each other. just. you know. for reference. #BUT GREG'S LITTLE HEAD GESTURE BEFORE HE SAID PROVE IT LIKE HE REALLY MEANS IT?????? I GOTTA GO #also i'm sorry but they both read so fucking gay to me like so gay. esp greg in this moment. his line for comfry is so like. #it's so. like you just wouldn't do that. i think. if you were straight. I DONT KNOW I JUST FEEL A KINDRED SPIRIT IN HIM I GUESS. #''she seems like a nice.... person'' GIRL WHAT KIND OF ANSWER IS THAT AND THE PAUSE BEFORE PERSON I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE. #i know what you both are. #like. fuck what else can i say about this scene. they're insane i guess???? #oh btw i know for a fact tom thinks greg is the most beautiful weird ass creature he's ever seen #like you know a sea creature that's kinda weird that you'd find at the bottom of the ocean that you see in an aquarium #and you're like wow!! that's odd! but.... so beautiful #like that's greg to tom. yet he's like SHES SO PRETTY AND YOU'RE SO GROSS HAHAHA #like. i see what you're doing you fucking avocado you're like oh don't bother going after her bc you're sweet and she might actually say yes #she might like you for what i like you for and y'all might hook up and i can't be having that!!! #like he's so transparent lmfao. #how do i know tom thinks greg is beautiful?? well who else do you say would be fit to take over from your beautiful wife if she died #ALSO tom is just surprised that greg bit back he's not even like. angry? idk i feel like if anyone else said that they'd be #family guy on the floor pose #about shiv being out of his league i mean #HE EVEN LOOKED AT GREGS MOUTH WHEN HE DID THAT LMFAOOO HE THOUGHT THAT WAS HOT #GOD I HATE HIM HAHAaaaaaaahh #AND AFTER GREG SAYS PROVE IT IT JUST CUTS OFF?!??! DID YALL GO FUCK IN THE BATHROOM IM MDDDWDWKDW #ALSO IF YOU LOOK AT PREV POST/WHAT HAPPENED PREVIOUSLY. THEY TOUCHED EACH OTHER LIGHTLY DIDNT EVEN HUG. #and as i said it felt sort of like ''i don't wanna spoil your outfit we can do that later anyway when we fuck raw'' #then you get this. and the cut off. so like. come on what the fuck am i supposed to think. just ignore it?? #ALSO sorry. sorry. BUT TOMS FACE DURING IT ALL HES LIKE 20 YEARS YOUNGER!!!!!!! AAARRAHgh #ALSO!!!! sorry. sorry. sorry. but why are the colours the bisexual flag in the bg. why. for what reason. #tom keeps looking at gregs mouth all throughout talking about how he fucks. so fuck him. prove it pussy.

[zevrans]

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#yeah man.. had a few hours of back and forth argument with my friend..idk really if i want to call her that now #but it was an eye opening mess.. it all started with her sending me dreadwolf trailer and i said it's all promises talk #and literally it went downhill from there she claimed that it's been announced like a year ago i said it's been in development for years #it then went to a fandom talk and how she thinks people in fandoms are pathetic and etc bullshit #how being a fan of something is not normal #and being invested in fiction and vgs and fandoms is something ppl with little responsibility do.. #man i can't even write out all the stuff she said i genuinely felt so bad after this argument #i don't think i ever want to speak to her again #people having fun in her understanding is pathetic childish and a sign of a person not having enough responsibilities in life?? #jfc i never realized just how truly toxic she is... #i mean deep down i did i just didn't want to admit to myself.. her general attitude to people being fans of something is just sickening #i'm determined to not write to her at all unless she reaches out which i doubt #she just shitted on everything despite me trying to expain how fiction can even literally save people #i tried expaining to her why some people are telling other ppl to not buy dreadwolf and pirate instead #i said about the fucked over emplyees of bioware and what she said was #it's a cruel world but idgaf it's business cry me a river - something along these lines #she literally has zero empathy i understand it now #the way she only selectively cares about wars going on in world #i said if people can boycott companies that support wars why cant they also support people who suffer from companies #she said and i qoute 'to compare war to people being fired wow that's something' #i was not comparing i just tried to find empathy in her to no avail #anyways.. i am so dissapointed in her and in myself that i didn't see this sooner #tbd

[beomgyutruther]

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#snapped at my mom because im stressed about my preboard results and then i apologized and explained that i was rly stressed and accidentally #lashed out and she started saying that im always rude to her and taking my stress out on her ??? and that i never do this to my dad #and then she said i never talk to her about anything even though she's the only one who does everything for me yet i still dont talk to her #and well. maybe if she didnt tell my brother 'if u do this u will end up like ur sister in the future. u dont want to fail in life right ? #then dont do this' (nearly exact words) when she was scolding him . i mean maybe then i would actually want to talk to her #and it sucks because i cant rly talk to anyone irl about this because i still feel scared that they'll like. judge my mom #because i still love her a lot and dont want people to think badly about her #but its getting harder ! to exist here ! and the fact that i am constantly used as an example of what my brother should NOT be #especially when i work this hard partly because i want to be someone my brother can look up to #and to have that come from my own mother . it's really hurtful and makes me feel like nothing i ever do will be enough for her #not to mention the fact that i have come out to her 4 times and she still constantly asks me if it's just a phase #<- i thought that part was getting better but apparently not #but i've stopped expecting anything from anyone in that respect so it doesn't really come as a surprise lmao #anyway rant over i just needed to get that off my chest because i really dont know how long i can keep crying and then forcing my voice #to be normal so that no one asks what happened because wow it is taking a toll on me! who knew #do noooot perceive this

[spacedlexi]

🤨 i better not be seeing you guys praising midjourney just because it made "art" with a pride flag on it

#like wtf #sorry the 'debate' abt ai 'art' on twitter has been really depressing #and like almost dehumanizing #seeing these 'ai artists' talk aby how they want to 'cut out the middle man' #ie ARTISTS #and now im seeing a midjourney piece of a pirate with a pride flag or something #and yall are like 'wow maybe it CAN make good art' #😑 #im not saying u cant be intrigued by it #but ai art is soooo boring and soulless #and 99% of the time lacks good composition and movement #its best at doing static images from the front/back #and dont even get me started on the ai 'comics' they are SUCH a mess #confusing. incoherent. no flow. etc. #that kinda goes for all of the ai art ive seen #also i just cant ever be comfortable with a program designed off the backs of the artists it wants to 'replace' #its fucked up #especially since no one consented to having their art chopped and processed with other artists #the worst part for me was seeing it try to copy artist signatures #just so telling about how it functions and it hurts so much to see #you cant even say it has technical ability bc everything is just stolen frok someone who spent years learning how to do that #theyre also starting to take ownership of prompts 💀💀💀 #this is just nfts part 2 #it speaks #im not necessarily scared of ai art pushing out artists but i am concerned abt what it stands for

[skitskatdacat63]

I feel like at least several times a month, I have a random insane revitalization of my love for The Smiths. Not that I ever stop loving them, but I'll listen to some song and then suddenly fall into this pit of just deep, intense love for their music again where I can't stop listening to their music on repeat and watching live performances and looking at pics like AAAAAHHHHHH WHY IS THEIR MUSIC SO GOOOD?????? WHY IS IT PERFECT?????? WHY WERE THEY SO GENDER???????

(songs I am feeling intense brainrot over rn in case you're curious: "I Want The One I Can't Have(live)", "Stretch Out and Wait(live)", "You Just Haven't Earned It Yet Baby", "Some Girls Are Bigger Than Others(demo)", "What She Said", "The Boy With The Thorn in His Side(live)"(p.s. I Want The One I Can't Have is Martian-coded to me, pls listen)(also it reminds me of that movie I watched yesterday)

#i want the one i cant have is playing on repeat in my brain rn and i watched a live performance and i was tearing up. why am i like this #the live versions of their songs are just incredibly good like at an insane level to me #i know the guitar is very complicated bcs my brother is equally obsessed w the smiths and rants to me abt how hard their music is to play #so the fact that their live performances are equal if not better than their studio versions is crazy #and i love the way he sings in live versions AAAAHHHH like just so over the top and dramatic #i absolutely love singing along to music and their songs are perfect bcs i can be as dramatic and loud as i want #and that hes singing perfectly and dramatizing it so much also while dancing along to it on stage?????? #their music has an energy to it in every single aspect that no other band will ever be able to reach for me #i spent so much of today just dancing along to their music and singing over the top. i just felt so joyful 🥹🥹🥹🥹 #GAAAHHHH sorry i just am really in it rn hahaha #its just crazy to me ig that ive listened to these songs so many times and they still fill me with such emotion #my mom sings and dance along w me tho shes like 'wow youre so energetic today did you hit your head or smth' 😭😭😭 #also was losing my mind looking at their pictures today and gahhhhhhhhb such gender envy their gender is unmatched to me #but its so funny every time i get gender envy over smiths era morrissey + #because theres some pics of my dad from that same period of time when he was younger where he literally looks exactly like morrissey #SIR WHY DID I NOT INHERIT YOUR LEVEL OF GENDER???????(my dad was a icon sjdkkd we look alike tbh) #anyways: i feel very joyful and energetic about their music. they just make me so happy and i want to dance around again 🥹 #i think this recent lapse into the pit was bcs i listened to the demos/live versions on The Queen is Dead deluxe edition #and im like ....how the fuck are they this fucking good?????? #hehehe tho my passion has affected others 🤭 #my brother is learning some songs on guitar atm and waxes poetic abt their instrumentals #my dad always listens to their entire discography when he needs background music. and my mom sings and dances w me #sorry this is unhinged i just feel a lot of serotonin bcs their music and i need to infect other people LMAO #maybe i need to make another web weave #catie.rambling.txt

[cluescorner]

I want to raise this man from the dead

Crepus Ragnvindr is lucky he’s dead because otherwise he would have to put up with the shenanigans I do with the other sus characters in the game. Like, I already bother Cyrus and Timaeus and the Fatui in Mondstadt a lot trying to figure out wtf those guys know. The last thing Mondstadt needs is another sus NPC present, ESPECIALLY given all the questions I have for him. 

Like, were you a harbinger or just a shady dude? Was it Dottore who gave you the delusion directly? Did you know that Kaeya was from Khaenri’ah and if not what did you think was going on? What was your relationship with the Knights, did you idolize them as much as your son or did you realize that they were as susceptible to corruption as anyone else as you grew old? And why did you let your son join the organization if you knew how effed up it was? ON THAT NOTE WHY TF WAS DILUC ALLOWED TO BECOME A CAPTAIN AT THE AGE OF 14?? SIR I GENERALLY THINK YOU WERE PROBABLY A DECENT DAD WHO TRIED HIS BEST BUT LIKE WTF IS UP WITH THAT DECISION SPECIFICALLY??? 

#crepus ragnvindr #caps cw #IDK #this man fascinates me and there are so many questions I have that only he can answer #BUT HE CANT ANSWER THEM BECAUSE HES DEAD AF #also apparently people are like divided on Crepus #it's either like 'oh he was a perfect father and that's why Diluc likes him' or 'he was the worst ever' #but like I think it's more likely that it's somewhere in the middle #like he's not perfect or even great imo #but he tried his best for his sons and probably genuinely loved them both #I think that he would have supported Diluc even if he didn't choose to become a knight and that he didn't DIRECTLY pressure Diluc into it #it was probably more like a 'hey wow I really wanted to be xyz when I was your age and I'm going to talk about all the good aspects of it' #kinda like how most parents do when they like their career and when you're a kid you think your parents are right about everything #and you're like OH WOW MY DAD WANTED TO BE A BASKETBALL PLAYER AND HE THINKS ITS A GOOD IDEA SO I SHOULD BE ONE #when in reality they want you to go about your life in your own way but they still influence you #I would be lying if I said that my decision to go to college/do certain things with my life wasn't influenced by my parents #but it was still my choice to make #OR AT LEAST THAT'S PROBABLY THE WAY I WOULD THINK IF DILUC WASN'T FUCKING 14 WHEN HE BECAME A CAPTAIN #SERIOUSLY I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS #WHY WAS THIS BABY WHO IS YOUNGER THAN MY BROTHERS ALLOWED TO BE A CAPTAIN #WHO APPROVED THIS #Mondstadt is a fascinating place #Literally just say 'hey Diluc was the captain when he was 17' and I'd be like 'ok he was a bit of a prodigy' #'but I'm not concerned or anything' NO HE WAS 14 YEARS OLD THAT IS TOO YOUNG TO BE A CAPTAIN OF ANYTHING #LET ALONE THE POLICE/ARMY/GOVERNING BODY OF AN ENTIRE NATION #So yeah #I 100% get why people don't like Crepus for that ALONE #and also like no this guy was clearly not a saint #you don't wind up with an early delusion that was probably even RARER to receive than it is now #unless you were into some shady shit

[mummer]

no bc listing sam as just another little silly lame tiny unimportant supporting character for The Real Protagonist is actually such darksided shit and a hate crime against me personally. describing him as a ‘minor character’ is not only factually wrong but totally telling on urselves lol oh u are not seeing heaven.

#LIKE SHUT UUUUUPPPPPPPPPP #icefire fanbase is gonna icefire fanbase #also like as if u guys are gonna be actively talking abt bran or tyrion anyway. ‘key five’ uh huh! yeah! sure #the entire concept of the key five is so anathema to the entire point of the series that i am just sitting here baffled lol #like man idk why he would write 20+ different povs if he didnt care about them as characters in their own right. its a mystery to me #wow cant believethis stuff still manages to get me this mad. like.... you guys...... #a. as if jon dany and arya need More Content and More Events. yeah no one ever talks about them #this is all entirely unfounded salt btw take none of this seriously im just tired #sorry to be a toxic sam stan neutral etc etc ❤️ #its just really funny to me how everyone fights with Content Making Appreciation Months. we dont have to do that #we can just make the stuff we wanna make. its fine.

[yuyu-bubu]

shoutout to helplessness, gotta be one of the top ten worst emotions fr fr. i am but a poor Webkinz plush a child has decided to pour milk on and throw against the wall

#can you believe it guys!!! the future!!! just..MONTHS away!!! oh boy!!! i am trying not to off myself over this information!! #ʘ⁠‿⁠ʘ i am going to go insane #oh wow! #yuyu thoughts not clickbait #i luv stress headaches #finally let myself just straight up sob about my situation today #its all setting in jesus fuck I've literally had nightmares about this scenario. what happened. #oh yeah mental illness #helplessness isn't really the core emotion because i had all the chances in the world to ensure this wouldn't happen but #yeah #its more hopelessness #but that Webkinz reference was too good not to post #girl help i committed to the bit too hard and have irreversibly changed the course of my life #y'know what that deserves to be its own post #oh boy the college advisors are going to have a field day with my dumbass #i cant wait to hear 50 variations of ''what the fuck went wrong and how is it this bad'' #i swear to god if i didn't find that subreddit in 2020 none of this would of ever happened #vent cw

[rouge-the-bat]

working on a new yyh oc lately whos another student at meio academy and after she first interacts with kurama she basically wants to study him in a lab HFKJSKF

#for a short bit of info shes huge into mysterious and rumors and works for the school newsletter #and she has a psychic ability where she can tell when someone is lying #and when she first talks with kurama. she realizes he lies. CONSTANTLY. even over the littlest things. #and it piques her interest and she begins trying to figure out What His Deal Is. slowly uncovering more stuff about him that is really Off #kurama probably is like 😓 oh boy Another classmate crushing on me to deal with #but in reality shes just like wow this guy is so strange. whats he hiding 🧐 #wants to study him in a lab. put him in a zoo and observe his behavior #she ends up discovering his best friends are delinquents and actually hes dating the little spiky haired one #and shes like OHO THE PLOT THICKENS #bc what is the SEEMINGLY goody goody polite minamino doing with a bunch of rough bad boys ?? #she has an absolute blast researching kurama because theres just So Much to discover and the mystery keeps going deeper and deeper #and then is promptly disappointed in the end when she cant write an article about him being a demon HFKSHKF #shes like ough its so fascinating. itd be a killer article itd get EVERYONES attention. #but she doesnt want to basically destroy kuramas life HFKSHJF #kuramas like heres the thing. i have many excrutiating ways to make you regret outting this. #and if i ever suspect you are going to go through with revealing my identity i will wipe your memory of me. #and shes like 😔 damn okay (isnt even scared at all. just disappointed LOL) #yyh #a lot of my ocs are kuramas classmates or knew him as a youko bc its just so fun to think about kurama interacting with others #bc theres SO much you can do there. its so fucking fun

[homingpigecns]

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#have a thing for a guy at work i can kill myself i guess😔😔😔 #ive had multiple things for multiple ppl at work and lived thru them and one was even like. three months #and then totally went away for no reason which Always happens im sure eventually will happen here too #but never was i like Wow. This Is Like Really Bad. I Have To Stop Having This Feeling Right Now #im going to be embarrassed i made this post in like three months btw but i guess its ok to have young sweet girl feeling sometime #he told me im small today. this is like going nowhere btw like even w my insane powers of delusion i cant do anything w this but #why would he say that to me. dont tell me im small. horirble #i literally also have a weirder and more standoffish relationship with him than ANYONE ELSE IN THE HOSPITAL bc #i cant be normal bc i have a crush on him. why is my life like this do u think. he is tall #tomorrow i will see him and be like jesus christ. i made a post abt him on tumblr. andni did and and i am right now #he is so tall and kind of nice . i am being soooo weird with him i have to kill myself #i lovr having sweet pink girl feeling but i literally turn into devi from never h/ave i ever #personal #brandon oscillates #literally today i was telling him im not small im like big for a filipino and average height and he was like i guess i never noticed #its just bc im so tall. ive only met like two ppl who r taller than me #STOP TELLING ME UR TALL. I KNOW😭😭😭😭 #also like sgdgs i dont really have a height preference i have like many short guy its just this bizarre interaction and like #shdhsdd its just a plus. its just a plus. but to be clear i dont just like him bc hes tall. I Like Him Bc Hes Handsome