#wow I literally do not shut up

[brother-emperors]

I'm making a note about medici, because I tried to watch it but found it so dull I could hardly get through the first season. Can you reccomend any historical shows or films that do pass the vibe check?

off the top of my head, some personal favorites are: season one of Kingdom (킹덤) 2019 (period horror set in the Joseon era)

Barbarians (Barbaren) 2020 (arminius, baby!)

Heneral Luna & Goyo (philippine revolution)

Showtime’s The Borgias (all time favorite forever)

Wolf Hall (2015) (an adaption of Hilary Mantel’s novels)

#ask tag #I actually like barbarians more than hbo rome bc I like the messy themes exploration regarding what forced assimilation will do #and the resulting internal/external conflict and trauma especially in the larger stage of resistance to imperial force #it’s relatable! (stares at the camera in filipino) #(hbo rome should be on this list but everyone recommends it so I skipped it lmao) #(canal+ Borgias is not good except for when it is but it fucks up the ending so bad after such killer s3 build up its unforgivable however… #it’s one of those shows that I don’t recommend but also can’t shut up about. Cesare Borgia literally sleeping in gore. wow #if you have to pick between canal+ and showtime do the showtime one)

[ortanthaig]

Mother in law has been telling us for months that her and father in law can’t wait until we move out. Told her yesterday that we’ll be out in a month, three months max, and are already planning inspections.

Now she’s trying to deter us from moving and wants us to stay 💀💀💀

#‘you need stable work to do that don’t forget that. you’ve quit your last few jobs so’ shut the fuck up bitch 🤡 #I’m in corporate retail now and am praised on my team. even though I’ve only been here two weeks. like wow yes so unstable #it’s literally just because she’s realised that my bf and I have been paying for all of her stuff LOOOOL #so now she needs to find a way to come up with $1100+ a month and that’s JUST for bills. not food or anything else #just watch in three months time she’ll either be a) begging for money or b) begging us to move back in #art.txt

[linabirb]

sobbing i just said i was sleepy and my family went "OHHHH IT'S BECAUSE YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO ANYMORE. IT'S BECAUSE YOU DON'T GO OUTSIDE ANYMORE. IT'S BECAUSE YOU DON'T GO TO CLASS IN PERSON ANYMORE" okay. but what if i'm simply eepy

#you know what's also very (not) fun about this. i've literally said that i'm either taking online classes or dropping out #and they basically manipulated me to take the online classes bc “okay! you can drop out but we don't have any money left :)” #like wow way to make me look like the bad guy #BUT NOW THAT I'M STILL A STUDENT I'M JUST NOT ACTUALLY GOING TO CLASS THEY'RE STILL MAKING ME LOOK LIKE I'M LAZY. SHUT UP #also. also also. when the weather is nice i try to spend as much time outside as possible #but guess what. it's winter. the icicles are huge and it's snowing nonstop. what am i supposed to do #[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]

[everysongineverykey]

honestly it bugs me a little how 99% of the comments on the these are the days of our lives music video, one of my personal favorite queen mvs for pure aesthetics and mood, are people calling it "heartbreaking" and hand-wringing about how SICK and PALE and CLOSE TO DEATH freddie mercury looks. like. wooow the dying man looks like he's dying? really? well done, nancy drew! have a gold star! yes aids is an awful fucking disease and yes hiv positive people shouldn't be reduced to washed-out portraits of the words "inspirational" and "strong" by the media and they should have their pain acknowledged but guys. freddie, by all accounts, very much Did Not Want To Dwell On It. he told his friends he had aids and then immediately was like but i don't want to talk about it. i just want to spend the rest of my time making as much music as i can. and his bandmates accepted that and supported him! he wanted to spend the time he had doing what he loved with people he loved and who loved him and he did. he had, by all accounts, a great last year. that one person who took the days of our lives bts color footage and edited Sad Piano Music TM over the entire thing and intercut interviews with the rest of the band also with Sad Piano Music TM and made it so we could barely hear freddie even say anything... it makes my blood boil like he's literally just. like it's literally just footage of him walking and discussing a take with the director and standing waiting for the take to start like. normal video filming stuff. and all anyone can see is a tragedy because he's walking stiffly or whatever

#imagine you're dying and you just want to spend your last days making music that you love and that other people love #and you're in so much pain all the time but you make the effort to go into work #and record even though your voice is getting weaker by the day #and film a video. even though you have to spend hours in makeup so people don't realize you're sick #and it hurts to STAND but you do it anyway #and you request that certain takes be redone because you still want to make the video the best it can be! you don't care that you're hurtin #you really want to make something you're proud of that people will love #because you know it might well be your last video #and you want it to be a fitting sendoff #so that you avoid being remembered for your disease #and then thirty years later no one talks about the actual video #they're not like 'what an epic kimono!' or 'this pared-down set is so nice and really fits the song!' #or 'wow roger taylor's wearing one hell of a shirt!' or 'this is some of john deacon's best bass work!' #they do exactly what you did not want. they focus on how sick you look. #i literally saw a comment that was like 'you can see the sadness in roger and john's eyes🥺' #bitch no the fuck you can't. shut up. you have the benefit of hindsight. you KNOW freddie was sick at the time #but if you didn't know that i know you wouldn't suspect a thing #fuck off. you're making that up! they literally don't look sad they look fine #because this may come as a shock to you but they were also doing something they loved #and yes undoubtedly the mood was dampened by freddie's condition. but do you think they didn't enjoy it at all? #you can literally see roger smiling in a couple shots. please just appreciate the band's hard work. it's a really good fucking song #and a really good fucking video. #sorry. lot of tags. i just have strong feelings on this lol

[quirkle2]

Teruki blinks at him, and then he’s chuckling again and bowing his head down so he only sees the beginnings of brown roots coming in. When he lifts his head again his eyes are wet, but the pinks in his aura are soaking into his soul so much that he finds it really hard to be alarmed in the trance of it. “Please don’t apologize,” Teruki whispers, blinking away the shine that reflects the slit of sun from the window. His voice wobbles and hitches at the end, and Shigeo shifts, widens his eyes a little, but then his partner is moving. He leans over Shigeo’s chest, arches over the cracks that seep with energy carefully. Both of his hands are suddenly around his face and Teruki’s clamping his eyes shut and pressing their foreheads together, nose to nose, soul to soul. His hair tickles Shigeo’s jaw and his knee digs into his thigh, but it doesn’t matter. He doesn’t mind. The coral hues sing; the golds roar. “Please don’t. Please don’t do that to me,” his partner teeters, and the watermelon seeping into his skin is now tainted with harsher reds, deeper magentas. He can tell Teruki is trying so hard to keep it light, to keep it gentle and comforting for him—controlling an aura when emotions are high is one of the hardest things in the world. And yet he’s holding his partner, who is crackling apart at the seems in every sense of the word, and all that seeps from him is a little fear that get snuffed out instantly upon exit.

#qkwrites #hi good news #only one chapter left.i think #switched up the ending a little bit from my original plans since it wasn't working. now it works better i think #flows better at least #very excited to write the last of this but also im like unreasonably nervous ?? it's a fanfic jay get a grip #if the ending is written poorly uhm. it's literally free.who is going to complain #obviously ill do my best but fuck dude . ido not know if i have the skills for this #only one way to find out i guess #the thing i'm most worried about actually is the epilogue i think #cuz i have <3No fucking clue what's going to be in the epilogue #ill figure it out tho i have a feeling it's one of those things ill stress over and then sit down to write it #and the next thing i know it's done and it wasn't hard at all #wow ok im shutting up now. bye <3

[oceanwithouthermoon]

Not that anon but I don't think anyone sane can hate on you for hating a ship as long as you don't like call a fucking crusade on all the unpure and unholy lol! Funny fact I follow you and hate Kubosai , but I love your blog, you have genuinely great takes.

And I ship things you'd dislike l and that's probably fine because we are civilized and the Saiki K community isn't big enough for us to split into a holy war like fucking Supernatural Destiel and Wincest so we all gotta get along even if we don't ship the same ship!

Obligatory just my opinion and disagree away but I hope you find the ask interesting! :3 ~meowmeowanon~

OKAY OKAY THANK YOU LMAO im sorry, i flood all my discourse related posts with things like "JUST MY OPINION! NO HATE! PLEASE DONT HATE ME!" because ive had situations before on the internet where people misunderstand me or hate me just because we have differing opinions and they think that means we cant get along, and ive lost cool mutuals because of it so.. idk i can just be a little paranoid about stuff like that lol..

plus, i have seen some people on here get pretty defensive ? luckily, the people WITHIN the shipping community on here dont actually get that bad from what ive seen, its more sexuality hc discourse that gets real heated in this fandom lol.. (so its more the shipping side as a whole that gets hated on instead of us hating on each other..) but either way, i just try very hard to basically put the fact that im very welcoming of differing opinions in flashing lights because i just hateee the idea of being hated because of a simple misunderstanding.. (plus, i LOVE friendly debates when it doesnt get too genuinely defensive.. thats why i enjoy posting that kind of thing so much even though im afraid of negative consequences !! i love being given reasoning for why people would think differently..)

also, i love that kubosai haters can follow me despite almost my entire blog being kubosai.. i love you lol youre a real one.. (EDIT IM ADDING THIS TO SAY THAT I ALSO FOLLOW MULTIPLE PEOPLE THAT R ALMOST EXCLUSIVELY TORISAI WHICH I DONT LIKE AS PREVIOUSLY STATED SO. I GET IT LOL.)

#crazy flashbacks to the shipping discourse in my early childhood fandoms #LMFAO MINECRAFT DIARIES ? THE SHIP WARS WERE CRAZYYYY #i was a hater when i was 12 bro i literally would comment on every video with aaron that i hated him #somebody shouldve told me to shut up #anyway.. #one time i posted a tiktok about how i have a bias against straight people and its kinda toxic of me and i should work on it #and one of my mutuals misread it as me saying all straight couples are toxic ?? and berated me in my comments #and when i was like 'hey this is just a misunderstanding please reread the video' they were like 'you dont have to be so fucking defensive' #and BLOCKED ME #the internet is crazy #like i was literally admitting a fault and saying 'this is wrong of me and i should fix it' #and the mf went 'wow i cant believe u would do something so wrong. i hate u now.' #saiki k #meows post

[marsti]

why do people think im angry all the time 😭 im legit not an angry person and it's so frustrating that everyone acts like i am

#shut up sender #me: i am literally not angry right now #other person: wow calm down #like ok!! now im ACTUALLY angry because youre telling me to calm down when im trying to tell you my actual emotional state #and the cycle repeats again and again how do i deal with that #if people still act like this even though im constantly clarifying myself #repeating ''im not angry im not mad you didnt do anything wrong i swear im telling the truth'' like a broken record #just living my life having to constantly reassure people and nobody ever cares to ask how i actually feel 😭 #sorry just needed to vent because im at a total loss idk what to do

[tiniest-hands-in-all-the-land]

Oh that's so weird that i can't actually see the results XD I'm so used to twitter polls where i can keep live track of what's the most popular result

#i'll shut up now #it looks like you can vote on your own polls? maybe? #if you do does that let you see the results? #but i don't wanna skew em; i literally put up the poll cuz i can't decide :0 #wow i love being months late to the trend xD

[nuclearnerves]

my alter came to me and said "CAN I GIVE MY SELF INSERT OC DID" and I went "what? how the fuck are we gonna explain that to people" and she went "BIDEN.... BLAST!!!!!!" and hit me with a wave of dopamine so strong and overpowering that I blacked out and woke up to this completely and fully illustrated and went "god damn it. yeah whatever its fine."

#alia #li #kina #jackop #mama #aling #starkeeper #i have a lot of paranoia about posting this #i havent even shown it to some of my closer friends #i dont think my alter now has splintered into alters. i think these are just characters. #she likes to create and have fun and colors and organize and i dont want to stop her if it makes us happy #i dont fully understand whats going on but i know its a nice fun feeling good thing #jesus christ i literally cant remember almost everything before turning 18 and im still sitting here like 'what if this means im faking :'( #shut up dude youre mentally ill. a normal person wouldnt make this #someone whos faking doesnt read articles about DID and read comics about DID and go 'oh wow this is so relatable!!!' idiot #other peoples opinions about you does not make you a bad person. your actions do. and this is not a bad action. #this is a good fun enjoyable action. you are doing something that makes you happy even if its not for everyone its for you. #hi sorry if you are reading these tags drop a like lol #did osdd #colorkeep

[skullzy20]

I am not exaggerating when I say I live with one of the worst cishet men I've ever met in my life and its horrible

Pretty big vent incoming in tags, just a warning. Feel free to scroll past /gen

#sorry i. need to vent #he is genuinely one of the most ignorant; stubborn; and absolutely manchild of a man I've ever seen #I'm not fucking lying when I say he gets pissy and shouts and complains about EVERYTHING #and I don't mean just occasional shouting and getting loud #whenever he's upset. its /loud/. very loud #first time in my 5 years of knowing him I had enough and snapped back at him because he was yelling at me- #-bc I supposedly do absolutely nothing around the house and I take horrible care of myself and dont care about anything #at least in regards to the house #and complains about why I'm deciding not to go to college and that he got a job at 15 while he's literally #in his mid 40's #so. #like. #I told him I'm still 18 and I dont want him to boss around my entire fucking life but he brought up the excuse again of- #-him doing all the shit I SHOULD be doing by his words when he was 15 #first of all. like. to get things straight; we are not related at all not even in the slightest #he's my mothers bf; I don't know why he gets so pissy at me about MY life of all things #like Jesus Christ shut up challenge impossible #yeah I had a fun (/s) moment earlier where I went to clean my dish and he started to snap at me about how I- #-walk past the dishes every day while they're piled up and I should do them. meanwhile. they're literally not mine. ever #I get it yeah but. whatever. he kept going onn and on and on and got even more upset with me literally not saying or doing anything to- #-provoke him more #Ig he just doesn't know that!! wow!! I do actually care about my life and future!!!! #and that getting a job is not that easy or the same as it was 30+ fucking years ago!! wow!! who would've guessed!!!! #Like genuinely i am literally trying to get a job rn and shit and have been stressing horribly about it for literal YEARS #but yeah ignore that I guess ok sure buddy #god sorry i.. really hate him. a lot #I dont like to hate on people really; esp if im accustomed to them. but him. he. no <3 #I will say I hate him w my full chest #vent #negative post

[kerorowhump]

#keroro #i will leave the audience to draw their own musings from this #also consider whenever he talks to his superiors he is likewise framed top to bottom to emphasize - #that hes below #aha bow down to authority #what do all of these pictures have in commow.... why! they are all above him :) #''but dororo'' he literally admits he feels he has a dept he's been saving up for towards him all his life #he says it's with money bc carillon but you can easily extend that to their whole relationship. to me. bc that's what it is #oouuughuhh im sooo inferior everyone else around me is so much better please forgive me #he does a lot of begging for forgiveness from someone that supposedly DOESNT have crippling amounts of guilt! ok ok i hear what ur gonna sa #but lex kerorowhump hes not begging tamama in that one picture. u are correct. #he is still pictured as inferior visually and bowing now that tama is the leader and he feels insignificant. i think it counts #in the... grand scheme.... of things... #wow mine yoshizaki very convenient youd have dororo tied to an extremely tall pole for keroro to bow down and look even more inferior to #by comparison #ok i will shut now #musing #headcanon

[starry-nocturne]

did you know the wonderful meteor shower known as the perseids can only be seen between mid july to late august

and local star girlie was born right in between, of course she was

#misc; txt #completely accidental btw. i literally chose a date at random and only realized now #i was like wow she strikes me as a leo <- doesn't know shit about astrology either #you'd be surprised at how much astrology and astronomy research i've made for character reasons ahaha #but wow isn't it cute that she was born during actual meteor shower time #and then she grows up absolutely fascinated about stars #one day i'll make a post about constellations and why i associate them to my ocs #like yeah leo is her zodiac sign but it's also associated to the nemean lion. the one hercules had to kill ^^ #do not get me started on the myth talk or i won't shut up

[beaft]

right-wing people will see someone expressing an opinion they disagree with and immediately start with the whole "leave the political commentary to the politicians next time 🤣" performance and it's like... bro that's not even political commentary that's just called Having Thoughts

#stephen king tweeted something like 'wow twitter sucks now i think elon is doing a bad job' #and immediately a bunch of people jumped on him going 'shut up! you're a writer not a politician!' #my guy. all he did was express a thought on the platform that's literally designed for expressing thoughts

[munamania]

um yall… sam’s roommate pulled up to coffee like. um. dressed like this. btw. and their hair is just like. a better fluffier mullet. is this surprising

#just wanna express what i’m dealing with btw because the hair thing sort of hit me like a truck earlier and then i was like #well girl wait… literally… come on lmao… also we both wore sweatervests hashtag twinem #it’s so chill though coffee was really fun #we ended up hanging for like two hours and then i was like fuckkkkk g2g to class and they walked w me partway there #and then almost dapped me up gave me a hug at the worst possible intersection there were so many people walking fuck the construction fr #but like. yeah it was chill im glad i reached out even tho like idk things r... ok.. w sam but we’re certainly not like 🤞 #and i think they just had a semi recent breakup and drama and im like. um. largely unwell #and need 2 just get through this semester so i rlly forced myself to chill and go in with no expectations and it was just :-) #i was charmed by how passionate he was talking abt the weather and stuff like within minutes of meeting #i was listening to a very excited spiel about el nino and the tornadoes in wisconsin and etc oh and they came up w an ocean fact for me #and also ugh they played piano for so long growing up and can still like. do it. fucckcjkkk. and demonstrated #this rlly odd chord. um. like stretching and flexing their hand. srrryy lol i’m just giggling #lol and i mentioned my hair journey at one point and they were like ‘yeah? tell me about it’ shut UP… oh and also #knew exactly the stairwell i was talking abt when i described my favorite and we managed to chat abt that ugh it was so dorky #like. aw wow this person is just really cool #i also think they’re stupid hot but like idk since we actually um communicated and etc it's taken out a lot of the #tendency i had/have to be like 'sigh what if -' and er mythologize ppl. i suppose could be said. like aw we're just yapping and we're loyal #story likers now and if they ever want to just like make out sometime that’s so chill but regardless like we ball 💪 #yayyyyyayyyyy me when i can be normal about things!!!!! 🫶🙈 #abby talks

[lavender---sunshine]

in all seriousness i 90% sure im going to quit my job tomorrow and for a while i will have just enough money to live on and will have to spruce up my resume and job hunt and stress but MY GOD i need to do something else because this is making me suicidal

#like actively suicidal. wanting to die in a way i have not since highschool. literally woke up and thought 'i dont want to be here anymore' #and then couldnt make myself get out of bed until like 10 minutes before i had to leave the house for job 2 #i know its unprofessional but i pretty much...quiet quit i guess. i worked from home for like a month straight without telling my boss #and she called yesterday wondering about it and the whole time the only thing i could think of was 'you didnt even know for a MONTH #thats how little people communicate around here #the office culture is toxic. the people are self absorbed and shut me out. ive gone through like 6 big life events and no one knows because #no one in that office cares enough to ask. and even if i volunteer the most i get is a 'wow that wild look at this tiktok yeah anyway' #im so burnt out. i have 1 day of rest and i dont get to do that at all. so no like im not going to get up get dressed sit in traffic park #on the street because a year later they still havent given me a clicker for the parking lot and sit in the back of a warehouse for hours #talking to no one. ive literally gone days without talking to anyone there. its so lonely. #theres only so many audiobooks and podcasts and albums you can listen to before you think 'i would be ok getting hit by a truck tomorrow' #im going to hate these next few months but i just need time #and the lord works in mysterious ways because my other boss just started talking about hiring for mon/tues which are the days i work bad jo #so i would at least get those hours until i find something else stable. im going to try very hard not to be mean about it but im like... #hey girl this place sucks ass and you know it. im not negotiating #but thanks for that raise 9 months late #im giving you three weeks for find a replacement and i dont care if you fire me in that time #il work from home or panera or starbucks or library but im not stepping in that office again unless its for my minifridge and heater

[undynesleftear]

That’s a lot of Fluffybuns

#undertale #drawing #asgore dreemurr #asgore #can you see the flowey sprite reference #literally do not ask #please dont ask #pretty please #can you tell i used zarlas drawings as my references #wow didn’t think I’d ever get to reuse a tag #awesome #why do I always spiral out of control in the tags #ahhhhh #okay i’m done #for now #OKAY sHUT UP