#wow i sound like an asshole

[putellas14]

yes, THANK YOU everyone thinks i’m insane for despising young children, why are they so needy?

but uhm i didn’t mean they don’t exist, like i sometimes see them in public but like i’ve never interacted with a young child

i grew up in the countryside, went to a lil isolated grammar school (this sounds wayyy posher than it is) and most of my free time was playing football which is age grouped, so i was pretty shielded from busy cities and people not my age

and junior thanks for sticking up for me sis, you’re a legend

-🩺

Yeah I don’t understand them. They’re terrible. And people think I’m mean for not liking them. But like, come on they’re so annoying.

God I envy you for being insulated from children. Lucky you. But also what a strange concept to me. I obviously grew up in a very populated area and there were children everywhere. They’re so unnecessarily loud all the time.

#ask #wow I sound like an asshole #oh well

[omppupiiras]

a part of me is low key jealous of everyone who has had the chance to be in the first row for käärijä's gigs, but a bigger part of me wonders how the heck are ppl able to queue for HOURS or basically for a whole day??? like wow the dedication gotta respect it, i wish that was me 😭 but im old and mukavuudenhaluinen

#käärijä #i've seen him 4 times and the closest i've gotten was uhh third row #since i've never experienced first row i dunno if it's worth it but WOW does it sound like a lot of work to get 😵😵 #i wish it was easier so i could one day get there but pfffff i feel like that's an impossible dream for me to have #but even a row further back is ok as long as there isn't some asshole holding up something for half the gig obcsuring your view... #i was so pissed after my first käärijä gig bc of that lol #omppu jorisee

[malikselfindulgence]

Sorry for the uptick in system stuff Im lowkey struggling and need to see system positivity posts or I'll explode

#malik's rambles #okay i know my ass is gonna vent in tags rn so . tw for that !! #iwill never shut up i missed tumblr tags so much wow #itsnot their fault and like . like i dont want to blame them . but its so isolating being and living this way #ill always be grateful for them and I know its just my brain trying to cope and like !! its not their fault but this sucks so bad like wow #also doesnt help that besides how scared I am and how I just . wanna be normal . I feel like I sound insane to other people #it constantly feels like everyone is laughing at us and is just playing along with our “roleplay thing” because they dont wanna bother #and like !! im trying really really hard to be positive about it and just live as well as I can . all of us are !! but it makes me feel like #ridiculous . it feels like everyone'll laugh and think we're playing pretend. which shouldnt matter people will always be assholes !! #I dunno aough im rantingso hard rn . and masa2 wont share which is fine but imscared and worried and scared and aauahhggggggggg #ik the point of the disorder is to hide memories from me so i can function but like . man this suckss9 bad #okay enough of this . Imgonna watch monsters inc i love monsters inc

[criminalskies]

NO FUCKING WAY THIS CUNT THAT LIVES WITH HIS PARENTS, HAS NEVER HAD A JOB AND LIVES OFF ANNUITIES DRIVING DADDY’S OLD REJECT AUDI IS GONNA TELL ME I JUST NEED TO MANAGE MY MONEY BETTER 🫢

I’m actually gonna lose my last marble sitting at this desk. I actually cannot stand these people who have never lived in fucking reality they actually live in fairyland. Yeah no shit you have time to study having never had to earn a dollar or clean your own freaking house. Jesus. Your maid probably earns more than I did working two minimum award jobs 🙄🙄🙄

#I’m sorry I know I sound like a total hateful asshole #but this guy is actually a little tatelet too #I’m going to punch his fucking lights out. #‘just ask your parents to pay your rent’ YOU’RE SO FUNNY #WOW YOU’RE SO SMART #I WISH I THOUGHT OF THAT #goooodddddddd #Rome’s rambles #not cm

[rattusn0rvegicus]

Girl help I keep getting ads from lawyers about suing social media companies for damages to your mental health and creating intentionally addictive shit algorithmically and I gotta be honest I hate social media companies so much and it has done me so much damage over the past 10-12 years I might just try it 😃

#the law firms are legit too like it's not just some kind of weird phishing scam like I thought #Like there's a ton of news articles about this too #like wtf yeah I'll help you drain the pockets of those greedy assholes. I don't even want the money. Well I absolutely do so also #Elon Musk pay my hospital bills challenge #Wow I sound like such an entitled lil shit lol #Whatever

[skyjynxart]

a huge favour: obviously nobody HAS to do this, or anything else, especially bc one rando on the internet asked, but I’ve been seeing a lot of outright ship war shenanigans(derogatory) going on.

I’m really not about that life and I really don’t believe in the whole taking an eye for an eye thing, even if the ‘other side’ has done atrocious things. I think the best thing we can do is follow ye olde internet motto of block and move on.

BUT since I know that some people feel really strongly and really want to participate in this stuff... Can you throw a ‘discourse’ or ‘ship wars’ tag up on the posts or something? I’m old and tired and I don’t wanna unfollow people but I do wanna just enjoy my blorbos in peace.

also please do NOT come into my asks or DMs to request I participate in a ship war. that is the opposite of rad.

#harringrove #Billy Hargrove #stranger things billy #a humble request in the tag bc I can't be the only one who feels this way. #also NOT tagging the 'other side' ship here cause listen-- we do not need to be doing crossfire #we literally do not need it! #I know it's hard bc there are assholes going around and doing asshole things like harassing #but I am firmly of the belief that- in FANDOM especially- our best course is to talk about why we LOVE our thing #not why people who love that thing are bad/why their thing is bad #like if for no other reason than because a newcomer might look and go 'wow both groups here are acting like idiots!' and nope away #OR the theoretical newcomer could go 'wow one group is being a sack of dicks for weird reasons i should avoid that' #and 'wow this thing sounds really nice I wanna learn more about it bc people are talking about it in a cool way' #but also mostly just bc fandom olds like me are so fucking tired of this pls I'm begging you #I'VE BEEN HERE SINCE THE EARLY DAYS FOLKS IT DOESN'T CHANGE IT WILL NOT CHANGE YOU CANNOT 'WIN'

[leatherbookmark]

dear google duckduckgo how to love and feel loved because i'm at my wits' end at this point

#shrimp thoughts #i can only assume y'all're lying about feeling so loved and safe and cherished when surrounded by your friends/family because it Doesn't #Sound Real. this is fanfiction city i'm afraid. and shounen manga #if anything when someone does something for me that i didn't ask for i feel Great Discomfort because i don't deserve it #like this is genuinely wonderfu of u and thank you for this gesture but a/ again i am not worthy and b/ i will never be able to repay this #kindness because i am both an asshole AND an idiot who can't read people for shit AND i have no cool skills such as cooking #or being a good listener. my listener experience is saying 'wow that's fucked up' and 'want me to kill them for you' and thatse it #recently 've been told 'why do you think everyone's your enemy' incorrect! i don't! i don't think i'm interesting or important enough for #people to even think of me! i just don't want to bother anyone! which in return prompted a comment that This Is Severe Depression #no it's not. i dont think everyone's my enemy i just dont know how to make Allies. or what they Are in the first place mkay

[truckstoptigers]

can my stepdad please stop showing me sexual jokes/skits on fb & stop invading my space when he does it i always take a step back and sometimes he gets mad about it but he knows i don't like either of these things & continues to do them & i'm not even allowed to say anything because then i'm just being "too sensitive" and I "need to learn to take a joke" and to "not get so offended all the time"

#you fucking know abt some of my csa trauma & trigger me knowingly and intentionally. but im the asshole for setting boundaries #that arent even respected at the lowest level #im about ready to talk to my mom about it because he doesnt fucking listen to me #like wow who wouldve guessed that a child sex trafficking victim might not want to randomly begin discussing the topic!!!! 🙄 #(he doesnt know i was trafficked by my bio father. but even if he did i dont think itd change anything for him) #hes so fucking rude abt it. has a strange fixation on showing me half dressed men too. im so fucking tired #milo murmurs #there would be a meltdown of epic proportions if i disrespected his boundaries/triggers like that but he can do it to me and its fine. 🙃 #no wonder i dont want to be around him. its almost like i dont want to be triggered whenever he decides its okay for him to do so! #cant forget when he said i should watch that sound of freedom movie because 'i think you would feel empowered' #he literally doesnt know a damn thing about me but tries to act like he does.

[burymeinblack2022]

Currently fighting with someone in the pmore SA/LatAm tour post comment section bc apparently the UK is all of Europe and ppl from Europe don't get to ask to have a good time bc bri'ish people only think abt themselves and as long as they get what *they* want that's all that matters I guess 💁🏼‍♀️ woe is me 🙄🙄

#Like lmao first I was like 'maybe ur just confused' and gave them the benefit of the doubt and shit #Bc I commented where are the eu dates and they said 'oh scroll back they already did' even tho I KNEW that was bs #Bc they had only announced UK so I said sure it's a part of Europe but there are more countries #If that's eu then I guess I live in Narnia and they literally just went "well I got tickets no prob #If u lived where I do u wouldn't have any problems with that' like NO FUCKING SHIT guess u don't get to have a good time then? #Oh my God what an asshole I am for asking to see one of my fav bands my poor little European peasant self 🙄🙄 GAG #It was just sooooo condescending now I'm seeing red you tried it bitch #That's not the exact wording of what they said but it lowkey got me abt to ask someone to hold my purse bc I'm gonna act out #wow anna said something #anna's shitposts #You can take your atitude and shove it up your ass while you're at it... Fucking British people... #I literally dk if they're British but I'm gonna go out on a limb and assume bc the whole thing was abt the UK #Yes it was on the SA leg post bc that's what's abt to start lol #Either way if they're not I don't rly care bc the way they said it just sounded like they get shit without having to ask... So UK #Bc they always get shows for everything but ik it's not the same for LatAm #*I don't get get not u it's 3am give me a break bro (in the 3rd tag)

[mildew-dread-mold]

oh for the love of fuck

#i’m so tired of having to be happy for other people #i sound like an asshole for that yeah i realize #don’t worry i’m self aware at least #everyone’s go-to compliment #yeah you fuck things up and you haven’t done anything particularly useful since middle school #but at least you’re self aware #that or cheerful #wow you’re so cheerful and optimistic and everyone always assumes you’re always hunky dory and all that jazz #we’re going to assume that when shitty things happen to you you’re going to brush it off and then do will we #you’re so cheerful and self aware #two traits with no substance #i’m so fucking tired

[zaggyzoo]

thought this year i wouldn't cry on my bday but instead i cried about it now hashtag never let them know your next move

#actually don't look at the tags i'm going through it but i will come out the other side okay 👍 #or whatever #for a very stupid reason too but i had just come from work and also the water bottle fell and exploded when i tried opening it and it just #all felt so much fjjcjcjc 😔 #anyway apparently now were having a family dinner on my bday at a restaurant on me with my oldest brother and his wife too whom I don't #feel comfortable with tbh and i kinda already feel exhausted #the only thing that could make it worse is if they gave me a gift i would legiterally start crying i cannot do that #wow this makes me sound like an asshole jdhfjd i would be 10/10 okay with it if it wasn't on my bday ! but something about it feels #overwhelming and my mom didn't even ask me before inviting or i would have told her and we could have just done another day but now. hm . #anyway i'm twenty six i'm twenty six i'm twenty six i'm not a kid i can do it

[loverofallthingssmart]

u guys are crazy for letting lumity win sun/moon duo over rapunzel and cassandra btw . like think with ur head for five seconds instead of simply choosing ur faves

#not rbing it bc its done in 8 hours like what use is that gonna do #but rapunzel and cassandra are SYMBOLICALLY tied with the sun and the moon it is PART of their intricate story #they get their respective powers from the SUN frop and MOON drop theyre LITERALLY perfect foils #the child gothel had vs the one she cared for and their opposite personal the short hair vs long hair cool tones vs warm tones #theyre so sun/moon!!!! u dont want to admit the truth!!!! #lumity's cute sure but they DONT deserve this every day the right option moves further and further away from peoples minds #anyway . at least princess celestia and princess luna r still in the running. they were my first thought when i saw the showdown #<- wow i sound like SUCH an asshole sorry guys i dont care THAT much but it just comes across bc not only am i taking these polls #too seriously but also i am just so very passionate abt everything it bleeds

[sapphicbear]

How do we feel about Dexcore????? Specifically Brainwashing..

#IM SO CONFLICTED!!!!! #I love the heavy parts and especially that part where it’s just his growl like I get fucking chills WOW #But I feel like the piano doesn’t mesh well and it’s too jarring a change #like is Range is amazing but I really don’t think that part goes very well:/ #like going from that fuckingHARDCORE shit immediately to that piano idk man:////// #like I respect them like it’s really well done but the changes are too abrupt and loose cohesion imo #like sometimes I go back to the song but egh #I think those two type of music can be blended and sound good together but this one just isn’t it for me #this isn’t just me being an asshole metal head

[wp100]

i swear to god sometimes my parents don't think before they speak

#idk why but this upset me #they said that people are paid to not care about what you have to say or some shite like at jobs #and programmes and whatever #soooo i attended this program. to get a job. meet amazing people. and they don't care? okay. #idk why but this just upsets me like #maybe at your jobs it's like that #not every single fuckin person you meet is an asshole who cares about the sound of their own voice #jesus :'/// #sometimes your colleagues/coworkers/even bosses end up being your friend(s) #and even mentors. wow. what a concept. #i think they also said 'they might listen to you but they dont really care' #'sorry to burst your bubble' yeah. Thanks. Really needed to hear that #ive been having a blast at this place and they tell me this. It is kinda upsetting they said this

[unkat]

people communicate in such different ways i am caught between enjoying the process of understanding and hating how stupid i feel when i dont know what i did wrong, or know what i did but cannot take back what already sounds stupid.

#unkat rants #im having one of those 'your comprehension of the world and language is so odd that you sound like an asshole' weeks #i feel like i say things in good faith and then look back on it and go wow. you talk worse than everyone you know. #its embarrassing #...ill feel better after a nap #and finishing my stupid tasks

[safyresky]

assigned scary spice at lunch by the work friends

#dani speaks #they also assigned me jacob to my work wife's bella #the reasoning being of all the people in our friend group #i'd be the one apparently most likely to say 'bella! where the hell have you been loca!' #which is fair! #it does have dani vibes bc it is silly and i am silly! #the scary spice assignment came from the fact that i threaten to stab people any time one of the pals complains about some asshole #the HIT HIM WITH YOUR CAR sound plays in my head as i say WOW THAT SUCKS. WANT ME TO STAB EM? SLASH THEIR TIRES? #THEN i went on this whole tangent of why tf they called mel b scary spice #she's not scary at all. and apparently it was bc she wore edgier fashion? more alt stuff? #spice girls experts you may correct me on this i'd love to know more #anyway. i then turned to them and went WAIT SO I COULD LIVE OUT MY HIGH SCHOOL SCENE/PUNK/GOTH/ALT FASHION DREAMS???? #they said ye and i said BOOM. SOLD. #silly and wont to stab. they have boiled me down to my two basic traits lmao #and admirer of the punk aesthetic but limited due to the whitest city ever and also money lol