#wowowowowow okay just writing that sksksk I'm almost crying fuck

[sammypompeius]

HE IS BI!!!!!!!!!

Drawing of a screenshot (of the destiel meet cute kshskw) the lovely @agonyandsweat sent me <3

Okay guys sooo very emotional/personal rant in the tags if you're curious kahsuwksbsi (I used up all 30 and I'm gonna reblog it with more tags 😂)

#artists on tumblr #destiel #deancas #theysilencedthem #theysilencedyou #supernatural #spn #bi!dean #deanwinchester #rant: #so randomly some time ago (before 15.18) I was struggling a little and thinking to myself #about how for some time now I've been questioning my sexuality (wow it feels weird to acknowledge that) #I think I might be bi #wowowowowow okay just writing that sksksk I'm almost crying fuck #but I always try to ignore those thoughts I try to rationalize that if I ever kiss a girl I'll think about it #and it makes sense because like I'm 16 and I've never kissed anyone (wow) so I'm trying to ignore it until I can't #but I am constantly questioning myself one day I watch something with beautiful actresses and my brain fries because GIRLSSSS WTF U HOT AF #and the next I just feel I'm faking it for attention (what I see now is funny bc it's been over a year #maybe more if I count when it was just me considering and not constant questioning and I haven't told a soul) #okay so coming back to what I was randomly thinking: I thought about destiel and what it would mean to me if it became canon #I cried a bit #and I made one of those stupid bets I meke with mystery #so this is me acknowledging it in the tags nobody will read of a post nobody will see idc it means a lot to me anyway #Dean and Cas are both characters that I love and relate to #Cas's death was something I expected(not the confession of course) so I took it in stride and rode the high of the confession #I couldn't even process it (I still can't) but it meant so much to me #I didn't have many hopes for him to come back nor of a reciprocation #but I didn't expect dean to die like that #and I tried to take it on laughing at the bad writing #spnhellfire