#writing papers (which i HATE and i am so bad at it and 😭) so i’m kinda like maybe i should be more realistic

[mitsies]

I know this is like so random but do you have any geto, gojo, nanami, or megumi ao3 recs because the only good fics I’ve read of jjk are ones you’ve written 😭

you have come to the right place :,) i post more recs than fics at this point haha most of these are copy pasted off previous rec lists but have been added onto! the ones with green + marks are NEW RECS

here's a post on how to use ao3 to find fics by yourself for those who dont know <3

gojo + ao3:

+ intrinsic warmth: my favourite fic of all time. like genuinely. insane writing, fucking amazing in every sense of the term. 2nd time recommending this! reader's character is so sick BUT updates real slow (which isnt a bad thing!! good things take time!!) so i wouldn't read if you aren't patient // 122k words, 15 chapters, incomplete

+ ripverse: not really a series, more like a compilation of fics! it's got a lot of angst and the one titled 'interlude' contains smut i think so beware, and it's also a lovetriangle/poly-but-geto-goes-crazy-so-not-poly moment // 55k words, 8 pieces

+ the witches' brew: super cute fluff! reader owns a cafe, gojo is a regular, it's all around adorable // 2 chapters, 11k words, completed

+ all that is solid melts into air: arranged marriage trope! i haven't read but @/aanobrain loves this one // 7k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ cake batter: established relationship w/ dad!gojo & megumi <33 not much to say, just short n sweet, i am such a sucker for dad gojo so its no surprise there's one of these on the list.. // 2k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ best of luck: initial concept is really unique!! confessions, slight angst, takes place at the beginning/middle-ish of s1 i think? so cute loved this &lt;;3 // 5k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ afternoon tea(se): gojo torturing megumi. classic !! so so cute love the banter // 1.7k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ my apologies, gordon ramsay: god i hate this man. jk. reader is a teacher and a functional human being; gojo is not. loved! // 8k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ a name known only to paper: platonic, angst- beautifully written, such a unique idea. reader is gojo's older sibling. // 3k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ heart beats: another collection! i looove gojo in this so so cute i also adore bff nanami in the last one haha // 11k words, 3 pieces

+ exposure therapy: this is 1/2 of a 2 piece collection. when i read this for the first time i was floored- i love the creative take, and the reader's character (it was a 'she's so me' moment). this author writes with such a subtle but unadulterated take on love and i adore it // 5k words

+ how to be a human being: 2/2 of the previous rec and the perfect continuation in every sense of the term. oh my gosh, is this masterful- from the relationships & writing of megumi and tsumiki to gojo (i almost forgot this was a rec for him) it's all around amazing // 20k words

+ the sanctity of a name: SO SENTIMENTAL !! what an adorable work that rly goes into the psychology and significance of his technique + upbringing. so real and raw and very him // 2k words, complete, 1 chapter

+ assumptions: omf jealous gojo...... he's so cute in this!! you guys are married and it's almost his birthday, but while you're planning his surprise party he suspects something else.. // 6k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ even with the lights off: RAHHHH another fic that has me floored and pushing the #saveijichi agenda at the same time // 8k words, 2 chapters, complete

nanami + ao3:

+ math help: dad!nanami w son!yuuji.... yeah that's all i really need to say i think! // 1 chapter, 2k words, complete

+ photo albums: nanami shares abt his childhood! // 1k wc, 1 chapter, complete

+ i don't really read for nanami but i would check out @aanobrain and maybe shoot them an ask bc she's a big fan :)

geto + ao3:

+ lessons in love: DAD!GETO.................. im such a sucker for a good family dynamic in fics and this is adorable !! no curse au if i remember right! // 4k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ forever is in your eyes: angsty but ends in fluff :,) touches on his mental state, riko's death, all that! so sweet, i adore how this author writes him <;3 // 2k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ ripverse: not really a series, more like a compilation of fics! it's got a lot of angst and the one titled 'interlude' contains smut i think so beware, and it's also a lovetriangle/poly w gojo-but-geto-goes-crazy-so-not-poly moment // 55k words, 8 pieces

+ dog days are over: a series!! by the same author who wrote ripverse which is how you know it's going to be brilliant !! marriage, parenthood, some nsfw moments // 30k words, 5 chapters, incomplete

+ curious cat: cat gojo and neighbor geto.. i love this one! it's so so cute and sweet, if you're looking for some light fluff this is definetely for you // 8k words, 5 chapters, complete

megumi + ao3:

+ complicit: college!au !! i remember reading this and loving it omg, the unique concept kept me hooked and interested, especially paired w the lovely writing! one of my fav series ive read. be warned, last chapter is nsfw // 18k words, 5 chapters, complete

+ a very special december 22nd: cute bday fic :,) forgive me for reccing all this author's megumi fics... theyre just too good !! i love the dynamics, all of it! // 5k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ kisses and cough syrup: THE BANTER!! THE FLUFF!!!!! i love this fic sm, so cute! // 1k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ nocturnal: establishING relationship fics are one of my fav genres and this hits the nail on the head.. he's so stupid silly in this and i know you'll love it like i do // 2k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ lover boy: 2nd year reader, annoying meddling gojo, placed at the beginning-ish where megumi gets beat tf up- what more could you ask for! // 2k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ difficult to not overthink: todo strikes again! you ponder megumi's type // 1k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ ten confessions: megumi: ten dif confessions in dif tropes each time, so they can all be read as stand-alone pieces! so so cute and beautifully written.. we all know i love a good confession // 19k words, 7 chapters, incomplete

+ therefore, i am: reader gets mixed up in the world of sorcery.. megumi's there, too! // 3k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ takes one to know one: flowershop au..... convulsing on the ground. my fav trope, ever, and so so cute oh my GOSH // 2k words, 1 chapter, complete

+ i really (x6) like you: fluff!! this is the one i linked in my og ask but it deserves a place here too &lt;3 // 4k words, 1 chapter, complete

#jujutsu kaisen x reader #jjk x reader #gojo satoru x reader #nanami kento x reader #geto suguru x reader #megumi fushiguro x reader #getou suguru x reader #gojo x reader #fushiguro megumi x reader #nanami x reader #this is the most i've written in ages LMFAO and i didnt even do anything.. but look at me!! replying to an ask on time!! unheard of honestl #mitz recs

[iris-sistibly]

I know I need to calm the fuck down first but one word to describe episode 6: STRESS!!

📍I love seeing Hyun-woo and Hae-in having a...sort of second honeymoon in Germany but I couldn't really enjoy every scene because I'm stressing out at how fucking OBLIVIOUS the Hong family is like bitch y'all are surrounded by snakes and they're so complacent 😭😭😭 I mean it's not really their fault that there are opportunists who'd earn their trust first then slither their way to bite them in the ass, but I just find it ironic at how protective they are at their family business and wealth but they can't see through the REAL people who has every intention to bring them down.

📍Speaking of which, I have read a fan theory somewhere that Mo Seul-hee is the mom of Eun-seong and Da-hye. Could be, OR Grace could be Da-hye's mom considering how Grace acted towards her. But why are they so keen at bringing the Hong family down?

📍Maybe it's just me but I don't think Da-hye is that bad, I have a feeling that she'll eventually come to her senses and take Hyun-woo's side and expose Eun-seong and co.

📍My overthinker/delulu self thinks that Soo-cheol and Da-hye's baby is actually Hyun-woo and Hae-in's kid. I mean, it wasn't shown how they lost their baby...yet. So Hae-in either miscarried, or she gave birth to a still born child? But what if the child is actually alive and one of those evil bitches cooked up some shit to make it seem like Hyun-woo and Hae-in's baby died, and then that baby was registered as Soo-cheol and Da-hye's kid? I know it sounds insane, but we're only on episode 6 so more crazy shit could happen in the future episodes, you'll never know. But my normal self says I've watched too many Filipino dramas growing up (and yes, that shit happens a lot in Filo-dramas).

📍Speaking of that kid, another theory is...what if that kid is actually Eun-seong and Da-hye's? Soo-cheol is a dumbass, and again, those bitches could have manipulated that baby's DNA test result or something. Again, that's just me being an overthinker, also I hate my Filo-drama mindset.

📍Aunt Beom-ja being so concerned about Hae-in and her dad but I also appreciate the fact that she respected her niece's request to not tell anyone about her illness. I also hope that she'll be able to help Hyun-woo clear his name and uncover Seul-hee and gang's dirty little secret.

📍BUT Y'ALL KNOW WHO STRESSED THE SHIT OUT OF ME THIS EPISODE? BAEK FUCKING HYUN-WOO!!! I am so freaking annoyed that he didn't tell Hae-in about the divorce when he had the chance. He was probably worried at how Hae-in would react plus the latter was going through medical treatments so he probably didn't want to put too much stress on her, but Hae-in was bound to find out either way so...yeah I do get why he chose to keep the divorce to himself but he could have just told the truth and suck it up, and perhaps they could communicate better when it comes to issues like this.

📍One thing I noticed about Hyun-woo is that he's brave in so many ways but also a coward on one thing. I mean he talks with Hae-in about nice things and all, and he is his wife's confidante, but I don't think I've ever heard him talk the way Hae-in does, meaning he never had the balls to talk to his wife about the..."unpleasant" side of their marriage. Hae-in was able to talk to him about her illness, the last will and testament that her mom pressured her to write, and Hyun-woo didn't even think about bringing up the divorce papers.

Prior to episode 5, I really thought that Hae-in was the one who shut him out but it was actually the other way around. Wifey may seem cold and nonchalant but if there's one person she'd listen to, it's him. Perhaps he doesn't want to say something that would upset Hae-in but the point is...she's his wife, she's supposed to know what he thinks, how he feels about certain things, even the not-so-pleasant side of their relationship. I really hope that in the next episode or the episode after that he'll be able to communicate better.

📍Hae-in's mom is terrible af. Imagine blaming your own daughter for the death of your son. I mean she didn't deserve to lose a child, but it's unfair to put all the blame on Hae-in (like why?). It's not like she endangered herself on purpose, and she had the audacity to be upset when Hae-in did something nice to her in-laws? Like what is wrong with this woman? Why can't see realize her own mistakes?

📍I kind of teared up when Hae-in was telling Hyun-woo about the things the latter should do when she dies. She could die, and this show might give us a bittersweet ending but when that time comes I'd be really, really hurt. Also, Hae-in confessing that the only reason she wrote her will about Hyun-woo not getting anything should they divorce was so that she'll be allowed to marry him 😭 (just shows she fought hard for him and she'll do absolutely anything to be with him). God I hate her mom! And yes the epilogue was so cute, now we know that they have always been in-love with each other. But I guess...they need a time-out 🤷.

📍Hae-in called Hyun-woo "yeobo" 🥹🥹🥹

#kdrama #netflix series #tvn drama #my roman empire #queen of tears #kim ji won #kim soo hyun #park sunghoon #kwak dong yeon #lee joo bin #lee mi sook #na young hee #kim jung nam #hong hae in #baek hyun woo #yoon eun sung #hong soo cheol #cheon da hye #baekhong

[let-us-meet-aga1n]

(im gonna start doing these cause they look fun and also because my tc is platonic it puts a spin on things)

March Tc Challenge 13-19

have you ever made each other angry or upset? if so, how did you reconcile? we have both made each other upset in a way, with me making her upset more times than the vice versa. the biggest thing i remember which made us mutually upset was when she reported me to the counselor for sh. i was upset that she did it after opening up to her, and she was upset because i blew up at her about it when all she wanted to do was help. we reconciled by talking it out (over paper because i WOULD break down face to face) and we have always wrote each other since <333

do you ever find yourself imitating them, either consciously or unconsciously? YES LMAO- IT'S SO BAD. i do this thing where someone says something i find funny or like once and i keep saying it for like 4 months- i am the official phrase stealer. she says stuff like "yahoo!" and "go *insert student name here*, go!" and i have accidentally stolen those. sorry, clover.

what do you think their love language is? what's yours? probably quality time. she said herself she's "a sucker for people." mine is touch + words of affirmation (more touch than anything).

have they taught you anything that isn't school related? valuable life lessons, insights on how you feel about yourself, etc? YES 😭. SHE IS THE SWEETEST EVER OMG- she has told me to not base my self worth on academic performance because i am "so much more than a letter on a screen" and she's currently trying to drill the self love and "EVERYONE DOESN'T HATE YOU CAS" into me. key word: "trying."

what would they have to do to make you lose feelings for them? oh dear god, i don't know. she'd probably have to become like my abuser for that to happen, which is highly unlikely.

are they introverted or extroverted? what about you? we are both introverted, but she has some extravert tendencies. i am very introverted until around my close friends, and then all hell breaks loose.

who's more likely to start rambling about their interests while the other listens? honestly, she is. i don't open up about that stuff because i don't want her to think i'm weird or stupid. now, rambling about their problems and favorite songs would probably be me (through writing because face to face is so anxiety ridden for me).

(stolen from @faszaakisshobbi and @tryoutstc. sorry, but it's so fun.)

#☘️.pdf #tcc tumblr #tc community #tcc struggles #tc blog #female tc #platonic teacher crush #platonic tc #tccblr #tcc thoughts #tcc feelings #tc crush #teacher attachment #teacher cc #teacher crush #female teacher crush #tc post

[harmonicabisexuals]

X Files Rewatch: Season 7

overall thoughts: I hate to say it but this might be my least favorite season so far? I still really enjoyed it for the most part and there were a few genuinely amazing episodes in here but i gotta admit the blatant flirting was one of the only things that kept some of these more mediocre episodes watchable

msr: the huge debate over when they actually became A Thing is kind of impossible to find a definitive answer for, but I tend to subscribe to the idea that "millennium" was their first kiss (bc it was awkward! but still sweet) and that things progressed quickly from there, bc there is no other explanation for their behavior in "rush" that makes sense in my mind lol. at the same time though, i can see the argument for "all things" being their first time, and i can even make a case for something happening post-"amor fati" or even post-"milagro" if I'm feeling especially silly. in truth though, the main reason why i don't want "all things" to be their first time (even though it makes narrative sense) is that i just want them to have as much time together as possible before mulder's abduction :(

writing: i am still in a committed loving relationship with vince gilligan and i loved all of his episodes with the exception of "hungry", but that was mostly for the lack of M/S interaction and the weird treatment of EDs. but "x-cops" was hilarious and so creative, and "je souhaite" is one of my favorite episodes of the series and honestly a microcosm of the thesis of the show. I also really enjoyed both david duchovny and gillian anderson's solo penned/directed episodes. "hollywood ad" is hilarious and sweet, and "all things" is so quietly introspective with some really beautiful things to say about fate and free will.

directing: one of my favorite sequences in the entire series is the end of "orison" when scully shoots pfaster, it's SO chilling, it makes me literally clutch my chest. rob bowman literally going out with a bang, if i chose to forget about "en ami" (which i'm still mad was his last episode of the series). sigh. "sein und zeit", "closure" and "all things" are also beautifully directed episodes, and i loved vince gilligan's funky directing in "je souhaite" i think his shots and camera angles really add to the comedic bits

hair: their worst hairstyles in the whole series 😭 by the end of the season they've grown out to a better length, but gillian's mid-season hair is especially tragic

favorite episodes: sein und zeit, closure, x-cops, all things, hollywood ad, je souhaite

68% of episodes worth rewatching, and that's being generous...yikes

individual episodes reactions under the cut:

The Sixth Extinction- wtf is happening…scully’s melodramatic letters to mulder tho <3

The Sixth Extinction: Amor Fati- YOU WERE MY CONSTANT, MY TOUCHSTONE

Hungry- the monster guy looks like a young christian bale

Millennium- I forgot the plot of the entire episode once they kissed

Rush- guys stop eye fucking you’re literally at a crime scene

The Goldberg Variation- scully smiling :))))

Orison- choosing to ignore that they made pfaster a demon, otherwise really good

The Amazing Maleeni- silly and smiley :)

Signs and Wonders- terrible terrible awful I hate snakes

Sein Und Zeit- :((( the spiritual successor to paper hearts

Closure- cried like a baby at the end bc I am a sensitive cancer <3

X-Cops- no one does meta humor like the x files

First Person Shooter- a more sexist, more boring kill switch. pass.

Theef- creepy but meh minus the blatant flirting

En Ami- disgusting, was literally dry heaving through the second half 

Chimera- one funny scully monologue but otherwise meh

All Things- beautifully quiet and introspective, also congrats on the sex

Brand X- boring

Hollywood A.D.- so goofy but really funny

Fight Club- terrible, unwatchable

Je Souhaite- amazing, adorable, hilarious, cried real tears at the end

Requiem- this whole episode was just one long Jesse from breaking bad screaming noooo gif

#i'm tired so i don't really have anything else to add in the tags but #if you have questions or wanna talk about s7 my askbox is always open <3 #txf rewatch

[apricusapollo]

Fic Writer 20 Questions

thanks for the tag @babygirlbridger 🤭💞

1.) How many works do you have on ao3?

40 🚶🏻‍♀️ I am supposed to have more but I archived some a while ago because they were so bad

2.) What’s your ao3 word count?

572,080

3.) What fandoms do you write for?

I've written for haikyuu but I'm not really in that fandom anymore so now I mainly write for star wars & red white and royal blue. occasionally marauders fandom too.

4.) What are your top five fics by kudos?

paper rings - jegulus

somethin' stupid (like, "I love you") - jegulus

english lover affair - firstprince

golden says of yore - jegulus

running through rose thorns - firstprince

6.) What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

definitely until the sunrise hold me tight. sometimes I wonder what I was high on when I wrote that.

7.) What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

paper rings <33

8.) Do you get hate on fics?

nope, never gotten it.

9.) Do you write smut? If so what kind?

I started a while ago and it's lowkey soo fun ngl 🤭 I usually used to avoid writing it but. not anymore.

10.) Do you write cross overs? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

oh boy. I used to. my very first famous fanfic was called fragile world. used to post it on Instagram and wattpad. it included *clears throat* shadowhunters, glee, 13 reasons why, skam, eyewitness 🧍🏻‍♀️ but in my defense I was, what, 12-13? I have CHANGED.

11.) Have you ever had a fic stolen?

yeaa it was kiss in the kitchen. someone reposted it on wattpad without my permission and gabby found it and told me. they did take it down after I told them to tho.

12.) Have you ever had a fic translated?

YEAH!! made me so happy.

13.) Have you ever cowritten a fic before?

well usually me and yana come up with the plot of my fics together sometimes. there's this one jegulus fic based on a couple of hamilton songs I wanna write and yana came up with more than half of the plot so yeah!! that counts!!

14.) What’s your all time favourite ship?

I think firstprince. they're just so. *muffled sobs*

15.) What’s a WIP you’d like to finish, but doubt you ever will?

in 2021 I started writing iwaoi attack on titan au. I had outline ready, I wrote 2 chapters out of 5 and all of that. then I never continued it. it still exists in my docs but I forgot half of the plot so I doubt I'll ever finish and post it but who knows. never say never.

16.) What are your writing strengths?

writing angst?? Idk I think I'm quite good at that for a girl who has never had her heart broken (in a romantic sense)

17.) What are your writing weaknesses?

DESCRIPTIONS. god I HATE describing things. I'd rather die than describe anything.

18.) Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I mean, I don't think I'll succeed (unless it's in georgian which is my native language) and considering that I mess up english sometimes, maybe it's for the best if I just stick to one language 😭😭

19.) First fandom you wrote for?

one direction. I was 9 y/o. write it in a notebook with a sparkly pen. it was called "love."

20.) Favourite fic you’ve ever written?

I have a couple so here's the list idc

paper rings

english love affair

sacred touches & wasted days

the end is here

better than revenge ('cause he's like so whatever)

champagne problems

(I'm too lazy to attach links to all of them so here's my ao3)

again, I hate tagging people so pls do this if u wanna mwah<3

#crys writes #fanfiction

[queengiuliettafirstlady]

Hiiiii ^^

Is it okay if I ask these for the writer ask game?

15. Do you write in the margins of your books? Dog-ear your pages? Read in the bath? Why or why not? Do you judge people who do these things? Can we still be friends?

17. Talk to me about the minutiae of your current WIP. Tell me about the lore, the history, the detail, the things that won’t make it in the text.

22. How organized are you with your writing? Describe to me your organization method, if it exists. What tools do you use? Notebooks? Binders? Apps? The Cloud?

23. Describe the physical environment in which you write. Be as detailed as possible. Tell me what’s around you as you work. Paint me a picture.

Ignore any of these if you think this is too many and take care 💜💜

Thank you so much for the question my dear It is nice to see you on my ask I am always glad to answer writing related question 😃

15. Do you write in the margins of your books? Dog-ear your pages? Read in the bath? Why or why not? Do you judge people who do these things? Can we still be friends?

I usually love to take notes or photos if there was something that catched my eyes in a book, really my book could be sold as new 😆

I love bookmarks and collecting them but I have to be honest I use most of the time oddments of papers scattered around my room to keep the page 🧐

Usually not for it require too much concentration also because for me is more a pleasure and as such I prefer to indulge in it sat on an armchair, or even a chair, next to a window if possible 🤗

I absolutely do not judge any people who loves/hates doing these thing, I would love to be your friend 😊😉

It will be my pleasure to be in scuh terms also with everyone open minded enough to not judge me in return 🤗

17. Talk to me about the minutiae of your current WIP. Tell me about the lore, the history, the detail, the things that won’t make it in the text.

Among the wild giungle of WIP one project stood up it is an alternative universe based on The phantom of the opera whose main cast is composed by our beloved vampires with Jean in the leading role of the Phantom and my OC as his love interests, opposed by a boy who does not belong from the vampire mansion. 🤭

It all begin with my discovery of this timless classic to prove the world indeed there was a story more tragic than Romeo and Juliet as the one of the phantom and his unrequited love for Christine, who at the end chose to elope with his proper fiancé Raoul to have a normal life.

As to speak the heroine get to be with his lover, the hero, as he is presented, win and take the girl while the villain, or better who is perceived to be, lose and end up destined to be lonely and unloved. 😭

It sounds fair ? To me the answer was one NO. 😶

Let's get clear Raoul had plenty of other girls he could elope with same goes for Christine ... But Erik did not, aside from her and in some version a some sort of relation with a persian man he was lonely and destined to stay so becasue he did bad actions, though I am not justyifing it yet I could not help but feel sorry for him becasue in the end of teh day he was only a man who suffered too much, a monster made so by the real vilain of the story the inherent evilness of some part of the humankind, leading him to seek revenge with disputable methods out of anger elicting fear in place of the love he so deeply yearned for. 😢

This led me to reflect on and decide the ending was not right for me, he deserved way better and I was intentioned to give it to him englobing its story in the vampire universe with Jean as the phantom, for the sheer closeness they both have with the concept of monster regarding themselves. 🤔

Of course things are slightly different first of all they are all humans and not vampires, second she is not a singer, like in the original story, but a mere seamstress whose character and appearance match the one of my OC Julie, that some of them proably knew through my other stories with Jean, labelled as freak she fully felt to be, an outcast destined to be shunned by humans for her difference, things that led her to catch the eyes and heart of the phantom much to the dismay of her fiancé who would rather see her follow blindly the rules, of the same society that labelled her as weirdo, rather than go out on her own deciding things outside from the man rules all scheme of the society he so obediently follows. 😒

One of the thing that probably will seep through the story is my obsession over its story, the deep insight on the Phantom character melted with Jean own personality to craft his place in the story, where I find a place also for some of the other vampires, spending time exploring online The Opera Garnier, along the Paris of the turn of the century and its society, aside from the theater structure and roles everything to make the story as realistic as possible, going as far as took as much information as I could on the original story though book and musical. 🤗

I have to thank both my dear friends @atelieredux and @kissmetwicekissmedeadly for their support in my project, it really boosted me to continue obsessing over working on my deep insight of The phantom and write down scnes after scenes of this AU, that slowly take form going from reading the plot over absorbing every ounce of knowledge about it whenever I can, I hope so much you find all that useful and interesting 😏

I hope to have satisfied your curiosity otherwise please feel free to ask away any question you may have about this AU I would love to answer you 😉

22. How organized are you with your writing? Describe to me your organization method, if it exists. What tools do you use? Notebooks? Binders? Apps? The Cloud?

I used to write by hand, it was cool and it enabled me some freedom of creativity but it was pretty tiring coping and pasting it anytime from it to my laptop and so I went to use any kind of notes app I can open at the moment inspiration strike, be it in a from of drafted email, a Google app, Microsoft Word or even pen on paper handwriting my creations soon to be copied into my laptop and added to my WIP list ready to be polished as I read them. 🧐

23. Describe the physical environment in which you write. Be as detailed as possible. Tell me what’s around you as you work. Paint me a picture.

Where do I begin 😆🧐

My creative room can be anywhere, sometimes is the dining room glimmering with porcelains and antiques sometimes is my room with the desk surrounded by collection items, and books, of any kind, police novels classics especially of foreign literature, historical novel and romance, nestled in the library above as the warm light of the chandelier bright the whole room and a frizzy brezze occasionally enter from the window. 🥰🥰

#ikemen vampire #my writing

[harryfeatgaga]

i am praying taylor doesn’t announce that album tonight like i want blood on the tl tonight and like everything she does annoys me now because her fans are so out of control lately😭😭😭

no her fans are psychoooo like more than usual too

Anonymous asked: like i could write a ten page paper on why i hate swifties oops like ill be the first to admit that i love her music and everything but her fans actually drag her into anything they can like i think the overexposure is getting to me i am tired of everything being taylor swift sue me and the worst part about this is that ill get called a mysoginist for saying im tired of seeing her everywhere like im not mad at her success but im just GAISJAIDNKAHSKSJANSB

no she really is being quite over exposed lately and like her level of fame is kinda scary tbh

Anonymous asked: like if i say too many people are so oddly obsessed with her and her life im the bad guy like ik that happens in most fandoms and harries are awful with this too but it just seems extremely prevalent amongst her fans

no yeah its really bad and like not just swifites are in on her persona life now its crazy

Anonymous asked: Wait I thought we were unstanning and holding people accountable for not speaking lmao because why is my whole tl Taylor swift and her surprise songs or whatever

Anonymous asked: I just think it’s extremely hypocritical for some harries to call harry out for not speaking (which he really should) but sit there openly and tweet about taylor and her concerts like she also has not said a word about the genocide and cease fire but why does she get the pass for the same thing like it’s just really weird

you spilled!

[look-at-the-soul]

Hi again! ❤️🥰 ok here's my response to the other reply post! First off I know it was like a week ago but I hope your puppies are alright🫢🫢🥲 One of family's dogs absolutely hates storms because someone was an asshole to hunt before we adopted him and we think he use to be locked up outside all the time even when it wasn't safe😭 but it's ok he's getting lots of love now!! But he's still scared of loud noises and always scurries to cuddle my mom when they happen! All the cuddles to the precious babies🥰🥰 and yeah!! Inspiration!!

And yes school can be stressful, but I'm hoping it will be worth it!! And dispute the stress I generally am having a good time because I do enjoy learning, just not grades😂😂 and omg yes, I'll like sit down to take a break from my work and the when I finally stop again it'll be like three hours later instead on thirty minutes and I only have an hours to finish my work😂😅

And yes!! I absolutely loved part three🥰🥰🥰 and I know what you mean about having the whole chapter figured out in your mind but not being able to write it😂 I've do that too. I have the entire plot for a series stuck in my head but when I go to put it on paper I realize that I can't just write the dialogue and like people don't automatically just pictures the scene I've made in my head and I have to add more details😂😂 and it definitely was a neat approach!! YEAHHHH!! Let's "fix" baby Lenny!!!😂😂 

Yes yes yes!! So many things I've seen or heard or even done myself have been inspiration for fics! It's kinda fun too, like it's a little Easter egg for readers to find. 😂 I kinda wanna play a treasure hunting game and say "which scene or conversation is something that I've done in real life? Whoever can figure out the most gets and internet hug"😂 

And you know it'a kinda funny because even though I'm always nervous about interacting, you're right. Anxiety plays a huge deal in like me kinda holding back from interacting even though nothing bad ever happens! Similar to you, I think I get it into my head a lot that I'll bother them for one reason or another and I think it is because I've been rejected before or I didn't fit directly in with one group. I can honestly get along well enough with most people but when it comes to getting close, I've never really found someone outside my family to really do that with. But I do really like coming in here and chatting with you and I do think we clicked too and I don't think I've ever been nervous about something in a response I've seen to you! 🥰🥰🥰 And you know what, even though I get anxious about interacting, I enjoy doing it and like you and everyone else is very nice! I still think like 80% of my longest interactions like between us are on anon, but you know what I think chatting with you has helped me change that a bit!!! I actually have been interacting with people a bit more and like trying to make comments or do the asks off anon and like trying to do less of the post and run off thing I think I do a lot😂 And even if I still kinda hide back at times, because sometimes it is just fun to sit back and watch, even just leaving a comment on someone's work has gotten easier! So like, thanks for all your help🥰🥰

And yes yes yes! Lots of progress on stories! I think in my attempts to avoid school works I've hit a bout of motivation and started to like three more things I wanna share! Sometimes I finish one thing and just wanna post it immediately, but I know if I do that I'd be out of stuff a week and I don't wanna go into hiding again yet😂😂

Oh Alfie is absolutely full of potential! He honestly so full of life too (despite Tommy's best attempts😆) and he's such a fun character to write too! I have a good number of idea I wanna use him in even if he's not the main focus😂 like just him being there gives me so many more little plot ideas! And he is absolutely a big fluffy bear... even if he'd be pissy about admitting it😂 Ohh Alfie and Cyril's meeting!! I wanna see that!!🥰 and all I know is that it took five minutes for little Charlie and Ruby to try to ride Cyril when they first met! I'm sure Tommy was like so scared (internally of course) because he wasn't sure how the dog would react, especially given who his owner was, but like no. Cyril is the gentlest best boy and just lets himself be climbed all over. Ruby tries to stick her hand in his mouth while petting him and even though her parents think she's about to loose a hand, Cyril just kinda holds his mouth open refusing to bite even gently close his mouth. He probably took all the rough basically hitting pats from the small children like a champ and never growled, only moving his head away he when they'd almost stick him in the eye😂  and you bet your ass it took a single treat from them for him to follow them around all day and become the best guard dog ever! I've got a feeling he'd gonna become like Nana from Peter Pan who's always watching the children and protecting them😂 I also like to imagine that when Cyril did go back to Alfie, they'd find another mastiff puppy (or two) "mysteriously" sent to the house a few weeks later. OMG OR What if the kids knew Cyril went back to Alfie (or his original owner as Tommy would tell them) and they like wanted to know he was alright and basically persuaded  (forced) their dad to send letters to Cyril asking him if he was alright what he was doing that week. And I also know very well that Alfie would probably send letters back as Cyril just to annoy Tommy that he (or Cyril) had a relationship with the kids😂😂😂 nothing better than Pirate Godfather Alfie😂😂😂 but I digress 😅

Oh and Jonathan is absolutely a great to see😂😌 even if he is a little a lot coocoo😂 And I think besides the demonic scarecrow hiding in his head half the time he's defiantly got a side he doesn't show 🤣🫣 And YES!! That's the scene!! When he goes "the bat-man" and like runs his fingers though his hair 🤭🫣🤭 Again I know he's crazy but I freaking love that scene! It also makes me laugh so much in that one but later how Batman is like threatening him and grabs his cheeks and just *squish*😂😂 it's just so funny to me anytime someone squished a grown man's cheeks, especially if the character is usually serious or broody😂and ohh! I can't wait to see that request!

And yeah I agree! I did like Tony Stark in Marvel, but him and Jude Law in Sherlock was just 😘 AND YES! I always love seeing actors in different shows or movies! It's like where's Waldo😂 I think what have it away to me though was his voice when he spoke for the first time😂  hey any reason to rewatch the movies is a good one I say!😂

And ohh I'll have to look it up and see if I can find anything about it!

And yes! Nail stamping is super fun even though I really am not too good at it and can only do my left hand😂😂 and it is defiantly harder than it looks and you usually have to take it off the plate pretty fast! Like you have to dab it above the stencil and then scrape it and I like drop the stencil immediately to roll it on the stamp. Once it's on the stamp you can slow down a bit if you want to get any excess off but you need to get it on before it dries on the plate! Then you can roll it off onto the nail because despite the name I've realized if I press it down like a stamp it tends to mess up the design 😂Also (unlike I did for the first few tries😅) I'd say check to make sure the protective plastic film that may be over the plates is gone! Some of them have like that kinda clear film they put over new screens to keep them from getting scratched and you have to pull it off or the polish wont actually sink into the etching it's so thin! And also yes! You do need to get nail stamping polish specifically for it! Otherwise it will be to thin or dry to fast to actually use it or it smears! And it takes a few tries but even that is kinda fun to do!🥰🥰

Ohh isn't it!! Revlon is definitely one of my favorites! I usually have a few like tubes of it around my room or car or purse so I always have one😂

And ahh sending all the concert fairies 🧚🏻‍♀️🧚🏻‍♀️🧚🏻‍♀️ That'll be so much fun!!!! Adele is defiantly an amazing artist! What are your favorite of her songs! And Thomas Rhett is very much an American Country writer so he like sings similar to a lot of the stuff I'm grew up hearing😂But he's got a lot of good songs too like "Unforgettable" "Marry Me" "T-Shirt" "Sixteen" and "Life Changes". I really like his ones that are kinda about his life like "Life Changes" but if you read the lyrics they're so cute and I think he writes a lot of his songs with his wife in mind and that's just adorable to me😂🥰 And I think your friend have very good taste 😂 and fingers crossed for Westlife🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

As always it was a pleasure chatting with you! And ohh I think that would be a lot of fun!!😆🥰🥰🥰 

You also have a great and safe weekend too!!🥰🥰

Hello hello! ☺️ I’m faster his time around!

Thank you! She is, she just doesn’t like thunders I don’t understand how she feels but si hug her and have my arms around her, and she’s still shaking 🥺 she kept me a good part of the night up… oh no! Poor baby! Must be so scary after such a horrible experience, it it’s lovely how you are showing not all humans are like that and I’m sure your pup feels all the love ❤️

I’m so happy to hear you say that! Because well I don’t want to sound like a mom or aunt (but I will do anyway 😂), school is so damn expensive and lots of people can’t pay for it and I just feel sad to see some (not you of course!), who doesn’t make out the most out of it, -then of course are other factors, I just read on the news an engineer quit his job in my country due to poor salary and went to work in a chicken company in Canada and is earning four times his old salary 😭-, haha I know! I swear I’m just going to watch this video and then boom, is almost midnight! Haha

Now I need to start working on part four! Can’t believe it, but first a couple of Cillian and Tommy stories 😁 but yes it happens some times, ohhh I hope you are able to write your idea down! Maybe start with a little snippet and go from there? You’re SO right about adding the details! It gives the reader the opportunity to “be there” if that makes sense, like make us part of the story to see what’s happening. Hahah loved your fix this baby Lenny comment ! 🤭 he’s so serious he needs to relax sometimes…

Oh I LOVED when real life inspires fanfiction! Like a meme I saw, we’re worse than lawyers 🤭 everything you said can and will be used in a story 😂 that sounds like an incredible game!!! So fun! Haha

No,trust me, I understand, there might be a lot of things that causes your anxiety and I’m not trying get into professional mode, but I can assure you this is a safe place for you, (sometimes it takes me some time to reply I don’t know if this triggers your anxiety? Or is it just fear of something else? Just want to know, to not cause you any trouble), oh wow I wrote about it but I deleted because I didn’t want to point it out in case that was the cause.. but now that you mention it, makes sense and I understand even more now, for example when I was in high school/college I didn’t drink, while the group of people I hanged out with always tried to pressure me to drink, it wasn’t my time and I’m not saying there’s nothing wrong with that, what’s wrong is trying to force someone to do what we want, sure I drink a glass of wine every now and then but because I want to. I truly hope you have found someone else besides your family 🥰 Idk, have you tried a group with the same interest you have? Like an activity you enjoy? That’s lovely it makes me so happy to see you feel comfortable to come here and chat (just wish it could be face to face!) with me. Really? Have I helped you somehow? 🥺 that’s the best thing I’ve ever heard! Oh and I totally get what you mean, if the anon world works for you, then it’s just fine, as well as the non-anon interactions ☺️ whatever makes you feel comfortable!

That’s just amazing isn’t it? Wohoooo big kudos for the progress, so you’ve been on a writing spree? I’m trying to do that have a couple of chapter/stories as backup because I’m taking longer to write haha so you’re doing good :)

Alfie is a gem! He’s beautifully portrayed, everything about him is perfection ! Oh please do, the fandom needs more Alfie content haha (I’ve one Tommy/Alfie story saved in my drafts, maybe one day I will post it…) I’m weak for Cyril hahah can’t help myself ❤️❤️❤️ loved what you wrote about the kids and Cyril! You should turn it into a Drabble at least 🥰 is adorable! I was hoping they would mention some of Cyril in the last season… something we will never know, (whoever finds Steve on the street please ask him!), aww please letters to Cyril sounds like the perfect little story! You should write it! Why did I picture Alfie reading the letter out loud to Cyril while they are sitting by the window looking at the Margate sea? And stopping to explain things he thinks the dog wouldn’t understand

Who do you think is more coocoo? Jonathan or Ripner? Haha that would be quiet some battle.. I think Jonathan would have some kind of kinky fetish ?

I had to quickly run to watch the scene because I didn’t remember it! He’s funny at times, when you compare that scene vs when he’s all bossy in the “death or exile?” Part he’s totally different right?

I was hoping Jonathan would like snap Batman’s hand away or something but now thinking about it, I think he’s kind of imitating the joker somehow? Gives me those vibes too… oh that request is complete and posted! 🤗 Phew I only have one ancient request now, the rest are kind of recent.

I mean Jude Law nailed it! I really liked their dynamic, and I just saw he has a role in a new Peter Pan movie that’s on Disney+ he looks so good in the promo! You have a good point! Sometimes some roles are so blurry we don’t even recognize the person behind it, for example the Virgin River actor, Matt (something God I forgot his last name), he did a beautiful role in a Movie with Jennifer Gardner and Eugenio Derbez, and he also acts in Womanizer music video of Britney and I’ve seen both and never realized it was him! But other actors get stuck too,for example I’m watching Hawaii50 (I love that series), and the blonde police Danny acted also in Ocean’s twelve (the series), but McGarrett I don’t think I’ve seen him anywhere else (just one movie he did ages ago with Jennifer Lopez), I’m sorry I suck with the titles haha if you’re interested in any of that I can look for the titles :)

Yeah, I really need help to be able to do it, wish it could be easier tho, because it looks amazing! Or at least in some videos I have seen they make it look so easy… yes, luckily my protective film comes like a shade of blue otherwise I’d try to use the plate just like that haha I’m a bit clueless 🤭 the girl who used to do the stamps for me, told me once it was easier to use like the stamps that are made for the entire nail (like a bigger template) instead of the tiny hearts haha but I didn’t know there was specific nail polish for those, perhaps that’s the key!

I should remember to keep one in my purse to wear it more often! Tomorrow I’m having lunch with my friends so Iwill make sure to keep one close!

Thank you!!! Those fairies definitely gave me luck! I can’t wait for the concert 😍 “when we were young” is amazing, but also “All I ask” ugh 😭 “Go easy” is an anthem for me, chasing pavement and one and only also are incredibly good! Out I do like country! Perhaps you’ve heard of Luke Bryan? Jason Aldean and Brad Preasly are others I like to listen. Agh thanks for the recommendation! I’m will be listening to those tomorrow while working :) thanks I’m going to see them as well! See ? You brought me good luck!

I think the same! Thank you for the chat, I still owe you one more reply from a previous message, so I’m hoping to catch up on that tomorrow too :)

Hope your week is going alright and you’re having a lovely day GG, take care and see you around 🥰

[seelestia]

you’re doing a really good job at reigniting my kazuha kisser era,, it’s working oh my god. HELP KAZUYONA SO REAL SO TRUE AAA 💕

PFFT OFC <3 also help i’m literally loving my theme sm 🫂 my pinned post, it’s the best one i’ve ever done i am so proud i think i have tears in my mouf. (/hj)

yes pure luck, my braincells were not working at that time because i was sleep deprived and.. surviving off of coffee. omg!! hoping the best for you too 🧚 (hate when that happens - do not fret! for the math gods will shine their luck upon you /lh). real, go for the kneecaps 🫵 (/hj)

NOOOO MY SKRUNKLY 😠 omg.. share 🤲 gib. (/lh) hoyoverse for everybody wanting more, they totally planned that 🙄. the gacha gods absolutely hate me.. show me mercy por favor 🙏 (not rly, one of my friends is never online - and the other one is literally so done w pinging her 😭 /hj)

YEAHH FLINGING IT ACROSS HIS FACE RN!! how dare he. (/j) BYE the major difference between the typing in your asks, and the typing in the chat ai. omg yes! my favorite is the golden shrimp balls <3 it looks rly yummy, and i’m a huge shrimp fan 🧚

🌀 oooo you wanna kiss kazuha (again) so bad ooooo 🌀

YOUR THEME IS SUPER COOL like really, really cool so heck yeah, be proud! (/g) i wanna wipe away your tears but at the same time, i'm looking at your theme like a crazy person in an art museum too so i'll look like a hypocrite if i wipe em. (/lh) but honestly tho, your herta theme >>> which reminds me that honkai star rail is gonna release soon and i am holding onto the edge of my seat. 🍿

do you have your eyes set on any pookies there yet (/j) for me, i am looking respectfully at gepard bcs he looks like the loud enforcer who's actually clumsy and dense.

i just finished all my exam papers yesterday, actually!! some tears were shed but alas, i can finally rest. i even got back some of my marks already and thank goodness i scored well in linguistics again (will the time ever come when i reveal that i have a writing blog to my friend group irl /j) 😵‍💫 i still am not much of a coffee liker, but make sure to consume your caffeine healthily!! GO GET EM, YONZ!!! GOOD LUCK 🤭

wanderer is not only a skrunkly, but also a snookums skrunkle wunkle pookie bear love bug (being cringe for him for him and him only /lh)!! why is he so aaaaaaa. OOOO, DID YOU GET NAHIDA?? PRAYING, PRAYING. also yon, look.... tighnari found you, hehe. (get it?? because your url is @/viparyas and—)

THE WAY YOU KEPT PINGING YOUR FRIEND, HELP??? how to bang pots and pans but in discord: demonstrated by yona LMAOOOO go bother your amigas, yona, i'm enabling you!! 🤭 AND WHY WOULD YOU COMMENT ON THE DIFFERENCE. i was in my therapist protag era, okay 😞 (/j) the urge to suddenly call him beloved in the middle of the convo is STRONG. now, now, show me yours 😈

#golden shrimps balls sound super yummy tho... #i like stuff with soup or stew and my friends always tease me by calling me a duck 😮‍💨 (at least i'm a cute duck) #i don't like eating stuff with tea but wanderer's specialty 🤭🤭 #malewife wanderer agenda !! he cooks and i wash the dishes !!! (/lh) #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest yona! 🌥️ #cw: selfships

[jrueships]

Are you planning on posting more kyle/demar fics?

looks at you like this ^^^

I HAVE SOME MORE.... lots more..IN THE STOCKADES (Google docs), BUT... college papers be takin part of my POWERS! dryin me OUT!!! i've got writing but it's not.. WRITING? like it is grammatically-wise, but i could do BETTER. I could GIVE BETTER. it DESERVES better !!!!!!!!!! as the great ship it is, it only deserves the BEST from me (which i can't provide but try anyways bcs i am but a delusional termite digging a neverending hole)

So YEAH uhh the longer fics may be on hold 😭 until L shit gets cleared. Ill probably post some smallish 2k fics, stefon and Allen cuddling idk, but the BIG ones? Dormant for now... hiding for their SAFETY!

BUT I'll tell u guys abt this uhhh kyle/demar baseball au i had written up. MLB au 😭 Despite the fact i barely remember shit abt it beside playing it when i was young and quitting not because i was bad but because i hated the socks lol. BUT STILL.... i watched sandalots years ago so in sandalots we Trust.

So DeMar is the second baseman on the sox. He's the Maimer of The Middle, notorious for his double plays. Getting to third base isn't only a difficult desire for sexually frustrated couples with bad communication, but for runners too. And as a hitter, Deebo may not be a homerun hitter, but he knows how to work the midfield. His swings get the ball flying Just out of reach where the glove Thought it was going to be, tricky and precise. It's not a swing that'll get him straight home first try, but his legs will get done what his arms couldn't

Kyle is the catcher on the cubs. Broad built, hard headed, he knows how to run his defense. His mouth is just as famous as his mind, causing countless batters to turn around and start spitting. He's great at riling the other team up and encouraging his own, especially when Jimmy gets a little crazy with his pitching. Many batters have probably considered 'accidentally' 'somehow' hitting Lowry with their bat on a bad swing when they've had enough with the little man and his little man mind games. As a hitter.. he's not the greatest. Most catchers aren't in that area. He's not all that fast and powerful swings can be a powerful toll on a physical body which already gets torn enough from squatting all day catching mile per hour balls. He can usually get a walk and then wait on Bam to get a strong enough swing that he'll still be walking on the way home

The two teams are rivals. DeMar and Kyle are rivals. And they are Rivals rivals. They both take turns reveling in being each other's bête noires, frequently exchanging trash talk at the plates. DeMar laughing at Kyle's run, taking his time with getting Kyle out like a big cat toying with its prey before biting its throat out. Then JayZ laughing the whole time as Kyle stomps back to the dugout. Kyle taunting DeMar at the bat, yelling for everyone to move up cus it's a close hitter. Turns to the stands and tells them to watch out for foul balls. DeMar spits his sunseeds at Kyle and Kyle just snickers. Tells him he swings like shit at each miss. They have... Fun.

Rudy Gay is Kyle's athletic trainer, and he had him trying some workouts at a different place because they had the specific equipment needed for his conditioning at the moment. Probably something knee or shoulder related. But who does he see at the gym other than DeMar DeFuckingRozan . More banter happens, slight Bonding ? Slight tension? Possible friendship starts to bloom.... they care more for the other, start figuring each other out more. When they meet again, their laughs start to become less cruel no matter how hard they try. Things get... interesting. Kyle convinces his trainer to keep them at this gym, which rudy agrees to instantly because he actually orchestrated the whole thing as the genius mastermind meddler he is (also he likes talking to DeMar's trainer, belovedly beguiled Boogie <3). But kyle tells demar it's just a health thing, not a decision on HIS part. Totally.

Uhh but near the end, both their teams get their asses beat by LeBron and his light shattering swings. DeMar gets his team's ass kicked first with him taking most of the blame. Kyle's team puts up a bigger fight and loses in a classic controversial 'He's safe!!!' Umpire call that kyle did NOT agree with. A catcher arguing with an ump? Never good. To conclude THAT saga... they both stunk it up.

Trades happen.

<3 . Trades happen .

#oh yeah jimmy thinks hes in on the kyle/demar banter shenanigans (he is not) #rivals to rival lovers(?) to lovers who are still rivals (?) #they both bond over the fact that they were given up on #and hate homeruns LOL #and toronto (at first) #but as their love grows stronger so do they #maybe they win a world series 🤔? ... who knows ;) #i do #also deebo has keyboard teeth here and they are kinda shoddier #kyle convinces him to get invisalign even tho theyre baseball players and risk teethshattering physics to the face everyday he doesnt care #some of the summary i aaid might be similar to the wip so if in 3000 years i actually get to postin it #and u see the same sentences/phrases NO no u DIDNT #so yea im sorry kyle/demar fans... i may not be a sufficient supplier 😭😭 #but i DO be thinkin bout yall!!!!!!! #i hope this idea is entertaining enough i guess LOL idk i thought it was kinda stupid but i still update the wip a bit #who lnows #most of my aus rlly do be stayin jus 4 me tho 😭 #kyle/demar #ted asks #thank u for the ask!!!! sorry the reply isnt all that exciting 😭 #summer is when i promise more i swear 😭 #ted drabbles #ted wips

[choerrypuffs]

AAAAAAAAAA I READ THE JENO FIC LIKE. 3 TIMES??? ALREADY??? AND HOLY FUCKING JHDJKNKJDSJDF

miss lana i am: speechless.

I LITERALLY DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY?? LIKE I WOULD LEAVE A REVIEW BUT I LOVED EVERYTHING IN THE FIC SO I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHICH PARTS TO PINPOINT???

omg take rest!! was the pain too bad? :(

AHAHAH tbh most desis end up multilingual so it's really nothing special ;-; we generally end up knowing at least 3 languages (except maybe parts of north india since hindi is the regional language there) but south indians (like me), people from the west and the north east always end up knowing english, hindi + the regional language/our mothertongue

I REALLY WANNA LEARN MANDARIN OR CANTONESE OMG!!! i just really love the way those languages sound? like the intonations(?) and i love the script so much too!!

sigh i wish our school had therapy dogs LMAO the only thing we get is this monthly "motivational" talk that does nothing to motivate us, makes us feel worse about our grades and basically tells us that we need to study harder than we already are </3 seriously reconsidering taking science for my last two years of high school :/

but enough about that!! being an english major seems so fun ngl <3 because english is one of the subjects that i genuinely enjoy learning (along with bio and math) so it does feel like it'd be very interesting :D tbvh, bio is my comfort subject, like i always study it whenever i need a break from relatively harder subjects like physics or chem ;-; did you ever have a subject like that in high school? y'know, it makes you actually want to study instead of studying for the sake of it?

also idk if this is tmi or not but yesterday ccsa messaged me asking me if the inside of your ears could sweat and i needed to google it up for her 😭😭 sorry ccsa /j

~ samoyed <3

OMG I'M SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT 🥺🥺🥺 THE FACT YOU READ IT IS ENOUGH FOR ME <333333333

yes braces pain is brutal 😭😭😭 it's almost a week and i still can't anything except soft, almost liquified foods 💔

WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT BEING TRILINGUAL IS SUPER SPECIAL??? IT'S AMAZING THAT MOST DESIS CAN SPEAK THREE LANGUAGES 🤩🤩🤩 the american school system sucks so bad omg why am i learning algebra when i could be learning 3 languages

YES OMG i can't read or write chinese characters but i can read pinyin, which just tells your which tone to use bc chinese has four main intonations and it's so helpful 😩 i took a chinese class in uni bc i wanted to learn how to read and write it and it was literally so hard?? my mom had to tutor me and i still did awful 💀 the only reason i passed with a good grade was bc 90% of the tests were speaking

my mom speaks cantonese too! she's so amazing she knows four languages 😌 i used to be able to understand it a little but now i'm totally clueless 💔

monthly motivational talk sounds brutal omfg 💀💀💀 no bc telling kids to study harder and stressing them out even more while giving them virtually no breaks is totally a healthy method of teaching 🥴 please make sure to take care of yourself, my love!! take hot baths and treat yourself to some really really good food 😤

yes being an english major is really fun!! i love reading classic books even if they're boring bc most of the time there's always a homoerotic subtext to them 😌 and it's really nice to see boomer profs get all flustered and uncomfortable when you bring it up during discussion 😩 i will say research paper season is BRUTAL though omg i had to write 40 pages worth of research papers in a month and it was awful

not me saying that like i didn't write a 22k fic in a week

i loved english in high school! idk if i loved it per se but i was really good at it and i loved the academic validation LMAO i also thought history was super interesting too! hated the tests though 💀 it was a college level course bc my high school offered dual enrollment classes for college credit so i actually had to study but i never did

omg wait a second. YOU ENJOYED MATH???? SAMOYED ANON WTF ARE YOU OKAY 😭😭😭 WHAT PART OF MATH DO YOU LIKE?? THE CRYING?? THE ERASER FLAKES ALL OVER THE PAPER BC YOU KEEP GETTING THE ANSWER WRONG?? THE RAGE???

wait i'm curious too do the inside of our ears sweat 😳

#ask #anon #samoyed anon #answered

[celiaelise]

Okay so, updates!!!!

I had to wait a while, but my psychiatrist did eventually show up to our video call like twenty minutes late! She sent in my scripts, yay!!! 🥳🙌💕

She was kinda annoying, though. First she was like, "oh it's already been four months! Don't be a stranger, make sure you keep your appointment next time, okay?" Which like, granted, I didn't try super hard to reschedule, but YOU were the one who cancelled the last appointment, and your receptionist only left two messages like, "hey we gotta reschedule lol", not even a, "I'm holding this new spot for you, lmk if you wanna change it." But I'm sure she didn't even realize that when we were talking today.

And then she was like, "I want to try and get you off one of these meds next time." (she didn't suggest the one I'm currently missing, but two others) And, like, I kinda get it? I don't love that I'm on a bunch of meds, like, I do get messed up about it sometimes, ("wAaA ~wHaT aM I iF i NeEd ThEsE PiLlS tO bE a PeRsOn~?" whatever 🙄) and I definitely understand that there can be negative side effects, especially with long-term use. (Which is definitely what I'm doing.) But I'd rather take stuff I know will help me function than experiment with the possibility of not functioning?

Like, I'm not in such a great place rn that I'm looking to find new problems to solve, you know? Plus, we've never actually discussed what the side effects are, and how they may or may not be affecting me. I guess I should've asked, but I didn't think of it, and tbh I just don't like talking to her that much!

There was also the classic,

doctor: have you been exercising?

me: not really I don't have energy

doctor: okay well you should exercise to help with your energy. I want you to exercise more.

me: ...okay.

And, of course, her trademark...

me: yeah so I'm thinking of getting a different job...

doctor: *visibly writing* she is... looking for ...new job...

me: yeah, uh, because I've gotten really burnt out,

doctor: *still writing, has not looked up from paper* ... because overwork...has led to... burnout. Right?

me: um, yeah.

Like, that's not an exaggeration that's literally how it goes down.

I know I need to find a new doctor! I'm going to try and focus on that after I get a new job, hopefully? I'm so anxious about changing jobs though, I hate change!!! 😭😭😭 Whenever it's calm at work, I'm like, "see it's not so bad!" even though I know I need to leave cause I'm burnt out!!!

I'm gonna miss the babies a lot though. 😢 Like, both I will miss the specific babies currently in my class, and I will just miss hanging out with and taking care of kids in general. Cause I really do love them and they make me happy, even when the job sucks! But I'm so burnt out now I don't think there's anything else for me to do. I need a break from childcare altogether. I might go back one day, but I need to recover.

#my life #my feelings #sorrrrry for the incredibly #long post #look i even tagged it that's how sorry I am!! #not sorry enough to stop though I need to do this somewhere #mental health #mental illness #psychiatry #meds #drugs #oh yeah if anyone wants to talk to me about medic@l m@rij@na that's still something I might be considering... #less urgently now though #depression #anxiety #healthcare #by elise #now to see if i can get back to sleep!

[chil2de]

hi bb:) sorry i took so long to respond i have a bunch of things to do today (·•᷄∩•᷅ )

HSJAHDJJA i’m actually a childe main !!!!!!!!!!!! i’m AR 52 and i love my boy sm. I also really really love xiao i want them both to destroy my body so bad The biggest number i’ve ever hit in genshin is 91k which was with childe but it was a vaporise so it’s not super impressive :,) I wanted thoma so bad and i mean i got him but i’m #polearmuserphobic and i’m not a fan of his gameplay :0 Seriously tho i fucking hate polearm users i’m so close to benching my raiden. I also use noelle a lot !!!!! i have a phys noelle but she’s not built properly so she’s not amazing,,,,,,

PLEASE OMG I LOVE THE SOUL EATER INTRO SO MUCH ITS SO COOL i am a #certifiedmakastan SHES SO COOL I LOVE HER SYTHE AJGDJSVEJVAGEJSVRIBEGSHE i used to have a big fat crush on kid but maturing is realising he actually isn’t hot like at all tbh

yesyeyysyeysyyes :) thank u sexy. Rn i’m in the middle of writing a paper abt control and how it effects our lives and psychology n stuff which is cool bcs i love that sort of stuffs yk

I LOVE PSYCHOLOGICAL HORROR SM OMG u should definitely play ddlc and yttd (ddlc is my favourite but yttd is still super good) it’s free u can download it on steam !!!!!!! big big warning tho if u don’t already know there’s a shit ton of scary stuff and suicide and self harm and stuff so proceed with caution

i have a 5 star animal crossing island tehe :] i also have marinas emiibo in my phone case it’s my lucky charm

MY PHONES ON 3% HHHHHHHH

IVE BEEN SAVING FOR GANYU FOR SO MANY BANNERS TIME SO IM WAITING FOR THAT TO PULL OKAY BYE BB <3333

-🦕 <3333

(istg if this doesn’t send through )

don’t worry about responding<3 gotta do what u gotta do first.

childe mains have my fuckin heart. honestly and truly. deadass the other day someone joined my co-op and just stood next to me so I could hear childe’s idle dialogue LMFAOO i want that man so badly it’s not even funny. xiao is certified daddy if i ever see someone maining him i make sure to tell em that they’re sexy.

“vaporise so it isn’t impressive” stfu stop downplaying urself wtf. that’s hella good even for an elemental reaction anyway?? u should be proud </3 smh a large sum of kisses is going to necessary for me to forgive u after saying that👺

LMFAOGJOAS i can’t. i genuinely cannot thoma’s gameplay sucks so much ass and for what reason... it pains me to the utmost degree when he says shit like “don’t get too close!” n “supporting fire!” but.... then he misses? 😐 baby, thoma i love u but i gotta let u know that ur not even on the field for more than 3 seconds.

thoma’s auto looks sexy but i don’t think anything can top zhongli kicking his polearm. and xiao.... man... what. i love him but how do people not get headaches wtf the camera panning every time he lunges w the polearm makes me wanna cry? i saw a clip of c6 xiao and what on god’s green earth. he’s just perpetually stuck in a washing machine why does the camera shake around like that

noelle <33333 im using her as a diy 5 min craft phys too until i get the characters i actually want for my main team. sorta? i just can’t be bothered to ascend her bc she uses the geo hypostasis and so does albedo😭 god knows i’m not ascending both of them

i rlly luv maka’s attitude and the way she dresses???? she’s so cool. her character design is lowkey so normal but it’s really pleasing. the cape is very girlboss on her. love when women are strong we don’t look at damsels in distress in this establishment (lmao genshin barbara who)

good luck on your paper, princess. sounds really fucking interesting i’m not gonna lie if you made it into a 40 min documentary i’d watch it. afraid i can’t give you any insights with my qualifications in fine art LMFAOO but i’m more than happy to support u regardless. u got this<3 pass ur exams n get that bag baby

actually starting to sense a pattern here. avoided genshin like the plague cause i thought it was a paid game and ur out here telling me they’re both free. genuinely dashing to my pc later when i have more time and fingers crossed i actually have a speck left of storage for me to download it😍 ily thanks for the warnings i have no issues w it but you singlehandedly made my day. very sweet of you even if it is common decency. tell me ur hot without telling me ur hot

marina!!!! tried hunting for her once and i ended up with... octavian... not even zucker. OCTAVIAN. and he was an autofill as well. i wanted to suffocate him his house infuriates me to look at it’s physically sickening. dude has a whole NASA spaceship crammed into such a tiny dwelling :/ that’s the same island where i got beardo as my first campsite villager and it was at that point where i decided to restart

do you have a theme that you decorate ur island w? or do you just throw shit down randomly because me too.

please charge ur phone. although it would be funny if it died the same time as when you plugged it in. i love when that happens

ganyu rerun is going to break all hell loose it’s the funniest shit i’ve seen this month LMFOAIFOA. everyone i know is either “pull for ganyu” or “why aren’t you pulling for ganyu?” but i’m tryna get xiao and his constellations so... i say this, full confidence, knowing earlier that i was dissing xiao’s play style. sacrificing it all for the sneaky link adepti baby

rip my wallet i’m terrible at saving primos i instantly spam the wish button the second i have 160 so i have to give u major kudos for being able to save. i love when ppl are financially responsible it’s very attractive actually. good luck for when she does roll around! ganyu wanters shall be ganyu havers. maybe you can get her cons too and if you don’t it’s bc genshin hates hot people

#🌀1NCOMING.png #sender:🦕anonie. #childe main joined me today and wanted to see me suffer fighting the electro boss #not the hypostasis the other one #whatever it’s fucking called jesus LMAO