is it easy to love and be loved?
patience, persistence, pain never will outweigh the blossoming feeling of butterflies in the garden of your heart and the healing it does to your soul.
love, as it is, requires the greatest seen effort as well as those that are too menial to be noticed.
to yearn for the warmth of contact, and embrace to never let go
to catch oneself longing for the presence, and endure the pain of waiting
to ponder what the world offers, and to give a piece of the earth
to care and nourish the wellbeing, and to wish well on the wanders
to continue what is good and kind, and to push through the madness of emotions.
to live life as your own, and to live life being theirs
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Another poem about feminine rage.
written by me.
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Lewis Chamberlain: "Astronomy".
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And when I take my last breath on this Earth will you tell me the story of my life? Will you tell me about the lives that I impacted? Will you tell me that I was kind? Will you tell me that I was loved? Please. Lull me into a peaceful slumber with your pretty lies. Please. Show me compassion. For tonight I have died a sinner.
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My poetry notebooks
From left to right: notebook 2018-2020, notebook 2021-2022, notebook 2023, notebook for 2024
I vowed to write down every poem I’ve written online in a pretty notebook and to write more poems with ink on paper. On average, I’ve written 20 poems every year. Hopefully, I will be kissed by a muse to write more poems this year!
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Bright blue eyes used as a lure
Sugar sweet words fluttering by
Deceived into thinking he’s the cure
A poor fool who agrees to a quick ride
Unable to detect his lie
Try to flee
Reacted to with twisted glee
For you are unable to hide
He’s already picked you to die
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I’ve never tried writing poetry before so tips are very welcome:]
I’ve been in a Paul phase recently and got inspired
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Love, You Saved Me!
It was raining when I met you.
You threw your jacket on my shoulders,
and a warmth I had never known filled me,
thrilled me with flickers of joy and peace.
I was in a trance.
.
Your eyes did not look like a prince's
but they were honest and caring.
When my soul was hanging by two fingernails,
and I could neither pull myself up
nor move for fear of falling off.
Sweat filled my shoes and a vulture
circled me, as if waiting to see my body,
splattered, squashed and bloody.
I could not cry for help, for my throat had run
dry, barren;
as if a bunch of husk was stuck in my throat.
.
You pulled me up and kissed my blood-soaked fingers.
Your gaze made my heart bloom a rose
in its core; the one which I still look after.
You hugged me, wrapping me in your arms;
the dryness left, the husk dissolved,
and I spoke what I had been trying to speak:
"I love you! You save me every time."
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Hi Tumblr! Yet another robot trans girl here [vtuber flavored] to bring to you a weird habit I [retrace] have! I like to write poetry in hexadecimal as a way to keep practice with translating it. Why hexadecimal? Why make sure that that's a thing that I do despite no real practical reason for me to know how to do it? IDK just felt like it. Do you want some examples? Well you're getting em anyway!
41 6c 6c 20 49 20 73 65 65 20 61 72 65 20 65 6c 65 63 74 72 69 63 20 73 68 65 65 70 2e 2e 2e 20 53 6f 20 73 75 72 65 6c 79 20 49 20 6d 75 73 74 20 62 65 20 61 73 6c 65 65 70 2e 2e 2e 20 42 75 74 20 73 68 6f 75 6c 64 20 49 20 72 65 61 6c 6c 79 20 77 61 6b 65 20 66 72 6f 6d 20 6d 79 20 64 72 65 61 6d 20 69 66 20 6f 75 74 73 69 64 65 20 74 68 65 20 65 79 65 20 6f 66 20 74 68 65 20 73 74 6f 72 6d 20 65 78 69 73 74 73 20 6f 6e 6c 79 20 73 74 6f 72 6d 3f
This was one of the first I did and I'm quite proud of it! I was re-reading Moby Dick and playing Library of Ruina [very good game] when I just kinda decided I would do this and it has become a regular practice for me though I only recently started sharing them [good Segway for the second one I'm sharing here and the 6th I wrote]
49 20 62 75 72 79 20 6d 79 20 73 6f 72 72 6f 77 20 69 6e 20 70 6f 65 6d 73 20 74 68 61 74 20 79 6f 75 20 77 69 6c 6c 20 6e 65 76 65 72 20 72 65 61 64 2c 20 6c 69 6b 65 20 69 6e 20 61 20 73 6f 6c 69 74 61 72 79 20 72 6f 63 6b 65 74 73 68 69 70 20 6e 6f 62 6f 64 79 20 68 65 61 72 73 20 6d 65 20 73 63 72 65 61 6d 2e 2e 2e 20 42 75 74 20 74 68 61 74 27 73 20 70 61 72 74 20 6f 66 20 74 68 65 20 64 65 73 69 67 6e 20 69 73 6e 27 74 20 69 74 3f 20 59 65 73 20 69 74 27 73 20 69 6e 74 65 6e 74 69 6f 6e 61 6c 20 68 6f 77 20 49 20 62 6f 78 20 6d 79 73 65 6c 66 20 69 6e 2c 20 6a 75 73 74 20 74 6f 20 66 65 65 64 20 74 68 65 20 63 6c 61 75 73 74 72 6f 70 68 6f 62 69 61 20 61 74 6f 6e 65 20 66 6f 72 20 6d 79 20 73 69 6e 73 2e 20 4e 65 76 65 72 20 62 65 20 61 20 62 6f 74 68 65 72 2c 20 6e 65 76 65 72 20 62 65 20 61 20 70 72 6f 62 6c 65 6d 2c 20 6e 65 76 65 72 20 61 73 6b 20 66 6f 72 20 68 65 6c 70 20 61 6e 64 20 6c 65 74 20 79 6f 75 72 73 65 6c 66 20 62 65 20 66 6f 72 67 6f 74 74 65 6e 2e 2e 2e 20 49 20 74 68 69 6e 6b 20 49 27 6d 20 6c 6f 6f 73 69 6e 67 20 6d 79 73 65 6c 66 20 74 6f 20 6d 79 20 66 65 61 72 20 6f 66 20 62 65 69 6e 67 20 61 20 62 61 64 20 70 65 72 73 6f 6e 2e
This one is a bit dramatic I know but this was written not too long after I realized I had an easier time expressing myself when I wrote in hexadecimal! As odd as it is it really worked for me so I ran with it as a venting strategy. I know there's probably some psychological analysis you can do about me actively encrypting my complaints and frustration but I don't really have the time to do that analysis right now...
Anyway you may have noticed the weird comma placement and that was very intentional as this was intended to have rhythm to it like spoken word poetry [or rap] and I thought that was a neat detail to highlight!
What I find so interesting about this is the way it came about... I didn't tell myself I had to do it, didn't provide insensitive, and didn't even know this was a thing I could do! I just kinda did it and I think in a way it makes me feel more confident in myself! There's something so psychologically pleasing about just kinda doing something without any real reason or goal in mind moreso to just do and I think the idea isn't normalized enough. It truly helps with my anxiety in a very big way.
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pretty
slow, quiet words dripping with a feeling, a tone cascading from every letter uttered out of their lips
a visceral reaction towards the melodic sound of their voice slipping passed the veil of glass separating them like a wall between two completely different worlds
their relationship was comparable to that of the vast ocean and expansive stars. the calm yet strong pull and sway of the moving of the tides and the soft, comforting, guiding yet eerie light of the midnight moon.
on their own they were strong and independent. they were mesmerizing individuals, but together they created a scene that was beyond pleasing to the eye, a visual that blossomed new urges and desires unseen, unthought of before. together they stirred the most tasteful disasters in the minds of those who despised them and awoken the most blissful in those who admired them.
together they were simply, in but a single word, pretty.
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Lost minds write pretty lines, and broken lies.
Okay so, poetry time
Fuck you.
Love you.
Hate you.
Nah, just plain ol fuck you.
I'm a stright up tornado of blissful awareness
You're a confused little speck,
Caught up in the flurry of me.
And yet here I am worrying about you.
Fuck you.
Why do I hvee to exist in a state of constant
Questioning of myself and all intentions
While you blithely float through the world
Burning down sacred homes of thought,
Patience,
Denial.
No. Fuck patience.
Fuck you.
Get in my head so I can dissect you,
Rearrange your thought process and try like hell to save you
You're an ignorant fuck up,
Blissfully unaware
Thinking you're a god with your long blonde hair
Well baby, get this,
I look in the mirror and still see your dumb face grinning back at me.
Fuck you, me,
The youthful child
That didn't have responsibilty,
That didn't care
Because he was born to lose,
Fated to die, and never choose.
And now I'm the man you've become
So much wiser because you were so dumb.
But then come long,
Cold
Lonely nights.
I hear you down deep within me crying.
I wish I could have saved you, but to evolve, I had to kill you.
Step over your remains like so many others.
But I won't leave you behind, me.
I love you.
I hate you.
I miss you.
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wolves
written by me.
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Looking for new peeps to follow, if you blog about any of the following:
Dark romanticism
Catholic guilt
Poetry
Philosophy
History
Fantasy / gothic / thriller writing
Like this post and I’ll check out your blog.
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ill kiss every kid (who's thought of their father as the antagonist in their lives) goodnight
look at me. look. does me saying that remind you of your father? does me asking you to look in my eyes remind you of the man you called "dad" for years? calm down. it's nothing. it doesn't matter. do i now remind you of that one boy who told you nothing mattered or should matter to you everyday? think. think. keep trying. keep thinking. look at me. look. look me in the eyes. it doesn't matter. it will die out. it will die out.
like you will. and he will. and they will. look at me. (i hold your hand at the crook of your elbow) look me in the eyes. (i throw your crayon drawing away. beer in mind) you're never getting out of this shithole. look at me when im talking to you. you're not going to leave.
if you don't get up.
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An Incident
Should've seen it coming
Fucking knew that it was coming
Kind and calm
Little rough around the edges
Told myself it's not forever
Nothing good ever lasts
And yet I still wasn't quite prepared
Because when the fuck do I ever listen
Words cut deeper through flesh
Than the broken glass you cut me with
Silent and defenseless
Disassociate and stare off into space
But I still hear your venom laced words
Even if I have a mental blackout
Shattered glass around me
Broken dreams and trust annihilated
Anger and confusion
Empathy and revulsion
You made me feel worthless
You made me feel weak
But tell me, bluebird
Haughty and narcissistic prick
Of the two of us standing
One alive and the other actively dying
I can bite my tongue and hold my temper
Resist the lure of violent anger
I don't manipulate or lash out at friends
And I sure as hell don't project onto them
Motherfucker
The whiskey got to your head
Not that that's a palpable excuse
For the vicious things that you said
Violent threats against my loved
And now to me you're fucking dead
To think I used to call you friend
If I truly were weak willed
You'd still be sitting beside me
But never again
Get your shit together
Little bluebird
Weak pathetic coward
All the things you said
The things you've implied I am
You're terrified and lashing out
A corned wounded little animal
As Death pulls you to it's embrace
Fear makes you kill yourself faster
Just a little everyday
Another bottle down the drain
Someday I'll look back at the scar on my leg
The one your broken shotglass made
And when I crack and sink into despair
Remind myself that of us two broken souls
I'm the one still standing
While you fade away into nothing
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Im trapped in childish fear
And face the expectations of adults
Im stuck in childish needs
And have to act accordingly
To two digits
Im so far behind caught up in childish Dreams
The reality couldnt be more bleak
I wish someone could see me as I am
To lull me into sleep
And not cry myself to only see the horrors dismembered scattered through my brain
I wish being quiet was not being weird or wrong or rude
I wish being sensitive was not being weak and helpless
I wish needing help with basic tasks was normal
I wish being me was acceptable
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