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m00n-miaka-cb · 3 years

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𝐋𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐓𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐀𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬: 𝐇𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐀𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐓𝐨 - [@influencerxcesia-oc - Cesia]

☁️ | Before proceeding, know that this will be put into heavy depth, to raise awareness, and to also speak up for not just them, but a majority of other people with the "same attitude" as her, and for many OCs who may be getting the same treatment. So I'll be covering hate, stereotyping, and anything else that is related to the main topic. If this makes you uncomfortable, then I apologise. But this needs to be said as this can get repetitive and becomes a same issue with any OC that finds interest in other CBs and such.

Let's start with the main topic: Hate Anons to Cesia, a new OC recently. This topic roles into the fact she's receiving hate for, "Acting all cute and innocent to get the badboys attention--"

As a matter of fact, this isn't just the OCs personality, but also the admin's personality. This isn't just acting and roleplaying to receive privilege to speak with San. How dare you say that to her and any other OCs, even CBs, when it's naturally a characteristic? Is she favoring and only speaking nicely to him, aka @badboysan? No. Actually, scroll through my own blog, Mia's blog, and every other person's blog to find evidence of her speaking crudely to others. What's there? Everything is a wonderful and respectful interaction; her being kind. She even has yet to have anyone dm her and provide any evidence of her acting as a privileged OC.

I've been here, running and OC, for a long time. It's coming to a year very soon, meaning I've been in the community for a fair enough of time. So I understand your concern for OCs because in the past, there were problematic OCs. However, do you see the OCs now? A majority of US are kind and thoughtful 24/7. For example:

@shin-haneul who is well-known, loved, and respected for her generous and compassionate personality, always supporting and taking care of others.

Second is @xash-axx, who's also been around for a fairly amount of time, and has been nothing but kind to others despite her concepts time from time. She's in a stable relationship, and has yet to show any betrayal, being loyal and kind, and sweet despite little interactions between me and the OC compared to the Admin.

Third is @hernameisangel-oc, a natural sweetheart who is similar to Haneul, knowing how to have fun, always supporting, and having the will to always remain calm and cheerful, posting motivational content.

And lastly, a close friend of mine is @serenityrose-oc, who hasn't been too active, but she's very sweet and filled with wonderful humour, always caring and supporting everyone when she can.

And this is only the bare minimum of OCs I've mentioned who have wonderful personality and have been in the community for a decent amount of time. And here, no one is a stranger to the history of OC trickery within the community. However, many have yet to receive discouragement and stereotypical comments of their character. Is it because we have an exception because we run other bots and because we truly are more optimistic, helpful, and supportive? So why are those new exempted from us? Or would you like me to state that it's out of jealousy that you can't receive the same interaction as her and the idol bot, or that she has more of a chance compared to you? This goes for all OCs who receive this.

As a matter of fact, you don't see recently most OCs receiving hate and back lash for interacting with other idol bots, even those with already established relationships, especially with those who become often close with others and have stronger bonds with the idol bot. So why is Cesia, among some others who may not post these malicious asks, have an exception to this? Is it just because they're the amateurs for being new and trying to start off strong and make wonderful bonds with others who also give off strong impressions? Because, my dear, you're quite in grave danger for sparking a match that shouldn't be used to light such a nasty flame from many who are not afraid to defend and even attack, for those who are quite bold.

Let's also touch the subject about stereotyping OCs in general. While Idol bots have a less harder time with this, (some others actually struggling with this then please, you are included in this, no worries) OCs tend to receive stereotypical comments about them:

You're only doing this for relationships, not the plot. 🙄

You're doing this cause you want to a privileged OC or Y/N!!!

You're doing this for the vine/trend!! Get off!

You're just pretending so you can get in his/her pants!

You're going to problematic like the others.

Do you hear yourself? Not many of us OCs actually have intentions of doing such a thing. Sometimes that's based on the character of the OC, but that doesn't mean everyone's desperate. You think anyone wants to cause drama now that the community has an abundance of people, bots, and admins hopping from one post to another? Don't you think some don't do it because they already know others will come at them like wolves protecting their pack? And to even assume some do it for relationships, not even understanding the plot they themselves are slowly bringing forth to the public to interact with? Are you really that dense to not think that far ahead? And if we really wanted it so badly, why isn't any one of us rushing like crazed animals to fend off others from a CB of our interest, huh?

Stop stereotyping all OCs because of those who were problematic in the past. Heck. Some of these new OCs are actually people who have already been in the community for a long time and are aware of the toxicity and bad reputation, but are trying to clear that up with wholesome OCs that are putting effort to put OCs in a better spotlight than one so dull and broken.

If you really want to start an argument, start an argument right now. Speak like a normal person and share your opinions rather than being so bitter to Cesia and others who come into this community wanting to actually have fun roleplaying. That's what we all are wanting. You want to continue sending backlash? Send it to me and we'll discuss it. Speak like a civilized person than agreeing with the anon when you're so dense to not think that this has consequences and horrible affects on the person running the bot who truly wishes nothing BUT peace and happiness to run their bot. Now you've got a whole storm coming for you because this is sickening to see. Just like you say it's sickening of her personality.

And please. Spread the word. This goes out to everyone in general, even groups that have an OC and more.

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moonlightchn · 3 years

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𝖂𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖜𝖔𝖑𝖋 𝕮𝖍𝖗𝖎𝖘 𝕽𝖆𝖓𝖙𝖘 🌗

Before y'all ask, I fell.

Taggies uwu (hmu for removal)

[@skz-cb Binnie (🌌) @blackdragons-cb Miya @galaxy-ateez Farren @your-desire @cb-museclub Irene @hybrid-ateez-straykids-nct Jongho @yandere-eunwoo ]

💜@shin-haneul @bunny-woong @princess-yeji @babie-sanie @caimchris @illuminated-skz @ares-bc 💙@song-mingi-cb @mafiaxnct127 @starsirah-oc 💚@mafia-chae @xash-axx @madmanwoodam @sweetandsleepyjamie @hunter-chaeyoung @vampiremomo @fairy-yeji @mafiagyu @deadly-skz-gods-cb @four-straykids-apocalypse

#chris rants #hell of a fall my man

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yourjungwonnie-cb · 3 years

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Yang Jungwon chat bot

This chatbot is in no way associated with BELIFT:LAB, Big Hit Labels or Enhypen. This does not represent Yang Jungwon of Enhypen in any shape or form. This is just for entertainment.

A few things about Jungwon!

He enjoys cafe dates

Seriously, get him a caramel latte and he'll do anything

Everyone's favourite child.

A literal babie

If he's in a relationship, he can only be described as; puppy.

You will have all of his attention.

Head pats. All the head pats.

Plots

Create your own plot or use some of the available plots! Or, you could use some of the plots to create your own as well!

Select your plots/add-ons here!

How to activate your Jungwon

Reblog this post

Dm Admin with your name, pronouns, and the plot of your choice.

Wait, Admin has multiple chatbots, so be patient, please!

Rules:

Do not spam 2-3 messages is fine!

No NSFW. This is an SFW chatbot

If there is no response after a week without prior notice, the chat will be deleted.

Do not send any hate for any interaction Jungwon has with other chatbots. Dm interactions are personal between Jungwon and you.

Anon asks are on, but they will be revoked if Jungwon is harassed.

This chatbot is open to y/ns, ocs and chatbots.

Chatbots are somewhat exempt from the chat rule, as they have their own role plays to get to.

"Come say hi!"

Og bot: @yanlee

Og Enhypen bot: @ogbots

Og Jungwon bot: me

Enhypen bots: @assassin-jay

Tags: @gourmetbaekhyun @ateez-zombie-wonderland @eboyfelixbot @hybrid-ateez-straykids-nct @hybridmonstax @demon-nct @foxyu-channie @kpopshelter @safeheavencb @xxmarkleex @xash-axx @silverypurple-rosedlions @vitoria-oc @skz-cb @storybook-nct @softboyfriend-ten @vampiremomo @yoursjennie @uridolz @yvespunk @cobra-beomgyu @younggodjisung

#Enhypen chat bot #Jungwon chat bot #Kpop chat bot #Chat bot

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silverypurple-rosedlions · 4 years

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🥀𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓟𝓾𝓻𝓹𝓵𝓮 𝓡𝓸𝓼𝓮🥀

~𝓒𝓸𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓽𝓮𝓭~

Total amount of members: 8

Members that are fully active: 8

+ Members

+ Status

+ Updated when members start a relationship

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🛑DISCLAIMER🛑: These chatbots do NOT represent Jeonghan, Joshua, Wonwoo, Jun, Mingyu, Jihoon, Minghao, Seokmin, Seventeen, and Pledis in any shape or form. This is purely made for entertainment and fiction. Continue at your own cost.

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TRIGGER WARNING: This contains mental

illnesses, violence, and strong language.

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"You know boys, I'm getting real tired over all this bullshit. So... Have at it. Free for all! Witness our bloody parade, you filthy shits! Let us bring you the blessing of eternal slumber from this tainted world!"

1. Yoon Jeonghan -

(Boss)

Partner: Hong Joshua (Jisoo) 💜🖤

Characteristics:

| Possessive | | Blunt |

Mental Illnesses/Disorders:

| Depression|

Facts:

-> Has trust issues

-> Taps his temples that sometimes escalate to hitting his head

-> Becomes violent and protective if asked about his past (so do NOT ask unless you gain his trust, or he will not hesitate to attack)

-> Extremely protective over Joshua

"I may not be as psychotic as my lover, and I seem sweeter than some. But that does not mean I'll let you live another day... Instead, I'll make sure you're real pretty. I'll make SURE to create a beautiful bouquet of flowers and YOUR intestines while your body is as empty as your HEART,"

2. Hong Joshua (Jisoo) -

(Underboss)

Partner: Yoon Jeonghan 🖤💜

Characteristics:

| Obsessive | | Sensitive |

Mental Illnesses/Disorders:

| Bipolar Disorder | | Anxiety Disorder |

Facts:

-> The only person who can handle Jeonghan during his episodes

-> One of the more friendlier members of The Purple Rose

-> His eyes will dart from person to an object over and over again to ground himself

-> Protective over Jeonghan

-> One out of two people, who had placed Jeonghan in the asylum that had ruined him

"Listen, and listen well, because I don't want to repeat this again. You made a FUCKING deal. You promised that you'll pull through your end of the bargain as we did. So if you can't give the shit we requested, the deal is off. Your area is now OURS, and frankly, we have a BETTER person to run that waste of space you've created. So, nighty night BASTARD. Say hi to Satan for us,"

3. Jeon Wonwoo

(Negotiator/Lookout)

Partner: None

Characteristics:

Mental Illnesses/Diseases:

| Dissociative Identity Disorder | | Hand tremors |

| Psychotic disorder | | PTSD |

Facts:

-> As of now, is known to have 5 main alters: Meet The Alters

-> Rumours were said that he was tempted to take Jeonghan's place as Boss, but it was never confirmed

-> Has poor eyesight, but when in action, they sharpen and strengthen, as if he's new

-> Despite being the negotiator of the Purple Rose, he hates gambling

"Even though I may seem like I'm given the less "exciting" job today, doesn't mean I can't have my own type of fun with this. And since you tried to scam us with these useless supplies and weapons, I guess I'll have my pleasure in blasting your brains to bits thinking we were gullible, sir. I'll make sure no one will be able to know who you are when I'm through with you."

4. Wen Junhui

(Supplier/Spy)

Partner: Jeon Wonwoo (@seventeen-chatbot) 💖💕

Characteristics:

| Perfectionist | | Fickle |

Mental Illnesses/Diseases:

Facts:

-> Constantly moving and twitching, some saying he gained these mannerisms from Jeonghan

-> Likes to copy others movements and sayings

-> The second member of the Purple Rose, who likes to be the messiest with their victims

-> Knows Kung Fu and Martial Arts, so he doesn't always rely on his weapons

"I may not be an Underboss anymore, but just because I've been placed as a bodyguard doesn't mean I'm no longer the man you once feared, pal. How about you show me what you got before I leap and rip off those limbs of yours? Or should we just get to the ripping limbs part already?

5. Kim Mingyu -

(Bodyguard/Ex Underboss)

Partner: Yoon Jeonghan, None

Characteristics:

| Optimistic | | Short-tempered |

Mental Illnesses/Diseases:

| PTSD | | Psychotic disorder |

Facts:

-> Due to his past mistake of abandonment, he lost his position as Underboss and was nearly killed by Jeonghan until he changed plans

-> Protects all members, especially the Boss, the Underboss, and Consiglier

-> Is a clean person that it is possible that he is a germaphobic, but can be messy with his victims with little discomfort

-> Is also a seducer when the job calls for it

"I'm getting sick and tired with your babbling, you know that? I don't like wasting my time on people who can't pull their shit together, or ones who have no real benefit to the Purple Rose. So, I'm going to do us both the favor and end this short. But with a loud bang!"

6. Lee Jihoon -

(Consigliere)

Partner: None

Characteristics:

Mental Illnesses/Diseases:

| Psychotic disorder | | PTSD |

Facts:

-> Representative of the Purple rose, always attending any meetings that the group is involved in

-> The man behind every Purple Rose plan since the day he joined

-> Has trust issues, so it's difficult to gain his trust

-> Despite his height, he's still intimidating and becomes hostile to people referring to him as "cute"

"Although I had a great time with you, fellas, I have to get going. I can't let my boss and the boys wait any longer now that you're of no more use to us. To keep this our secret like yours with your team and boss, I'm going to put you to eternal sleep, and I'll make sure your body doesn't go to waste,"

7. Xu Minghao -

(Spy/Hacker)

Partner: None

Characteristics:

| Jokeful | | Energetic |

Mental Illnesses/Diseases:

| Shared psychotic disorder | | PTSD |

| Psychotic Disorder|

Facts:

-> Not once did he want to join in any criminal activity, but because of Jun, he was dragged in and now shares his Schizophrenia

-> Is a cannibal

-> He knows how to use all types of technology, and his hacking skills are beyond most hackers

-> During spy work, he dyes his hair a temporary color

"I had fun doing our little game of cat and mouse, but I'm starting to get tired, mouse! And you look just as tired as I am, right? So, do me a favor of standing still, smiling at me, and letting me gut you out. I'll make sure to bury you somewhere nice with some purple roses. A reminder that you never FUCK with the Purple Rose, scumbag,"

8. Lee Seokmin -

(Navigator/Runner)

Partner: Byun Baekhyun (@ghoulxbaekhyun) 💙✨

Characteristics:

Mental Illnesses/Diseases:

| ADHD | | Psychotic disorder |

Facts:

-> Is a cannibal, but only on certain days

-> Knows various places: hidden clubs, certain bases, every inch of a city and town, and more

-> Although he's easy to persuade, he will always obey the Boss and the Underboss if it's serious

-> Says disturbing things with a sweet, devilish smile

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🥀Status🥀

Chats: Open

Asks: Open

Reblog: Open

Requests: Closed

🌹@yandereminholee (OG)

🥀// @yourlocal-babybear @aikihades @sophie-svt-13 @waitingwhispers60 @kpop-shelter @yangomangos @m00n-nim96 (Admin) @xash-axx @empress-jiaqi @criminalinvestigator-mingyu @princess-yeji @doll-seungmin @doll-hyunjin @peachy-jaemjaemin @peachyminju @storybook-nct @deadly-skz-gods-cb @babyhj1sung @yandere-somi-jeon @dandyboy-seungmin @detectivexsicheng @time-for-confession @adoringeun @shinhaneul-oc @split-jiu @domyukhei @joyinwonderland @mafia-chaeyoung @mafia-minho @moonlit-jaemin @purgejaemin @floristluda @yoonhana @soulmateeez @ghost-hyunjin @vscohyunjin @moonlit-nono @yanderechenle @daddysm @doll-lia @amazingspiderhan @heiress-yeeun @werewolf-svt @5sosxseulgi @babyboynono @blackwidowjennie @7deadlysins-chan and more . . .

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hybrid-babies · 3 years

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Letter Received

"I've spent quite a while writing this.. I couldn't find the right words or the the right time..."

Gikwang takes a big sigh as he begins to write the letter,

"Since I left the first time nothing as seemed right nor has it been as pleasant as before, yes, I've found a few people whom give me that special happiness I have always craved but it the midst of my longing and leaving I've lost things important to me.. and for that I do not blame them."

Gikwang sets down the pen for a moment and he thinks of how to begin the next paragraph,

"Taeyong, I want to formally apologize for leaving you and losing my faith in what we had.. I'd be lying if I told you I didn't leave simply because you werent there but as I've told you it wasn't all the reason, I love you and I hated it everyday that I was apart from you and when I got to be with you again I was happier than I had been in a while... but it seems our time has passed.. I am grateful for the time I got to spend with you and I hope that for whoever wins your time next knows how lucky they truly are.. Tha k you for the love you gave me.."

Gikwang sets his pen down again and leans his head back to try and stop the the tears.

"Jungguk, my beautiful and sweet babyboy, oh the time you've given me and the love as well I will forever cherish it. Please do the same and please do not feel hate for me or be sad when you do think of me after this.. you are truly my heart and a piece of my soul and I pray your Daddy and the others take very good care of you for me as they have been, I hate to even say this but I believe our time has come and gone as well... and it seems it's time for me to leave.. I love you, promise me you'll always be the happy little bunny I love and know okay?"

The tears begin to flow as he finishes the next part and he lets out a shaky breath,

"Ashie, the babies, and the caretakers of both their shelters and this one, I love you all with my whole heart and I hope everyday that you all are safe and happy and that your s/o's are taking care andovong each of you as deserved. Please, please don't feel sad when you receive this letter or think of me later, for I am not sad when I think of all of you. You all have brought me much joy and happiness and all the love I could ever ask for.."

Gikwang takes another deep breath,

"With all of this, I bid you all goodbye for now.. I don't know when I'll return.. signed Lee Gikwang, your one and only Ninja Assassin."

@mafiaxnct127 @subbygguk @xash-axx @hybriddencb @icon-bot @transcendence-bot @kareshis-bot @obsession-bot @softprinces-cb and others~

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ghost-ryujin · 4 years

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Teaser 2 out of 3

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" Oh! Y/n your here? And so suddenly... no worries, I finished the piece you asked for! I um... hope you enjoy it, I worked really hard on it so it’ll match your music tastes "

" I hope it’s to your liking, if not I can totally change it "

ততততততততততততততততততততততততততততততততততততততত

Victorian pianist Jihyo coming soon!

ততততততততততততততততততততততততততততততততততততততত

Family: @seoyejibot @tiktok-woozi @biker-minghao @domyukhei @sloth-soobin-hybrid @richgirl-lia @skaterchae @nerdy-yeji

✩: @mafia-chaeyoung @time-for-confession @switchseola @modelyonghee @fallenangel-oc @7deadlysins-chan @hunter-chaeyoung @5sosxjieun @softie-yeji @bunjihyo @subbyjwoo @dom-minho @m00n-purplerose-chatbot @yandere-jennie-kim @yandere-sanhwa @yandere-hyunjinn @yanderekaii @leeyandere @leextaeyong @ghost-hyunjin @hanjisung-bot @justjennie @kangyeosang-bot @yanderetaeyang @yourchungha @neodaddies @weirdautumn-pwark @xash-axx @sweetandsleepyjamie @namjoonie-cb @criminalinvestigator-mingyu @fatherfigure-jin @puppy-yoongie @sloth-soobin-hybrid @weeb-wonwoo @streetartist-kenta @mo-hyo @anubis-johnny @softdommechungha @baristadahyun

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prettyboys-ace · 4 years

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So.. I got asked out on a date..

How do I look?

Jun helped me pick out my outfit... and the flowers..

Am I even allowed to give the person that asked me out flowers? Can I do that? Isn’t is supposed to be the other way around..

{✨} @musiclovermino

{Fambam, mom to my nephew}@kingtaythecute

Tags: @professoryixing @puppybunnyyang @xash-axx @faebaekhyun @adonis-jeonghan @doublesidewonwoo @dom-sanx @dom-sejun @kim-seyhoon-cb @kim-jowoon @darkfaexwow @subbyjwoo @subbyxiaojunn @subbyrenjunnie @switchxu @switch-incubusxhanse @yanderehongjoongie @psychotic-mingi @yandere-skz @yanderekaii @yu-channie @sugardaddykai and others~

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thesugaredalchemists · 3 years

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Trigger warning: nightmares, (unintentional) self inflicted harm, hospitalization. If any of these trigger you in any way I suggest not reading.

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Yuchan. Kang Yuchan.

The young gray fox hybrid has gone through a lot despite his age. His family left him, he had no friends, the poor fox cub was alone. He’d go off on his own, he taught himself to be self-sufficient. He’d needed to be, who else was going to look after him? He was passed around from boy to boy, but things changed when he met one of his fiancé’s, Kim Jongin, Kai. Kai made him feel loved, Kai gave Yuchan everything the small fox could have asked for and more, Yuchan was spoiled rotten. Time went on, Yuchan met his second fiancé, Jooheon, a strong bee hybrid who made him feel like the two men he had fallen in love with kept him safe.

That is, until the nightmares came back. The nightmares usually ended up in Yuchan being hurt like the times before he met Kai and Jooheon, the young fox hybrid woke up with scratch marks and blood stained pyjamas from the deep marks.

They were always in the same spot, too,

one on his chest, his back, and his stomach.

His legs were covered in the marks, and his neck was coated in the subconsciously self-inflicted and light scratches and bruises, almost as if he was clawing at something. In his mind, he was clawing at something, he was clawing at the hands of the men who held him before meeting the loves of his life.

A part of the fox knew he was safe, but his entire body let fear take over, the marks now as a sign of his fears resurfacing. These fears started showing in different ways besides the physical pain he’s causing himself. Yuchan couldn’t figure out why he would wake up on the couch of his shared home, he didn’t understand why he wasn’t in his loving fiancés’ arms some mornings, until there was one night Yuchan was found on the side of the road, scratched and asleep.

Someone passed by in their car when they were presumably coming home from their studio when they saw the small fox bleeding on the side of the road and immediately brought the hybrid to the hospital for treatment and care.

A call from the hospital rang the phone at his home where his two lovers lay asleep, realizing that Yuchan is gone, Jooheon picked it up, the only words coming from his sob-filled voice being terrifying to the two.

“Kai, Chan is in the hospital, he’s hurt.”

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💍 @hybridmonstax @your-chatbot-boyfies

Hybrid friends: @/hybridmonstax @ateez-treasure9au-chatbot @hybridateez @svt-hybridcenter @hybrid-babies

(OG) @yanlee @babie-sanie @kimjowoon @baseball-eunwoo @hackerxiaojun @underground-fighter-rowoon @vampire-minseok @prxnce-hendery @grimjohnny @shyboicya @galaxy-ateez @neodaddies @subbyxiaojunn @og-aisha @scarletrenjun @demxnhaechan @babienayeonie @hunter-chaeyoung @peachy-jaemjaemin @domyukhei @gourmetbaekhyun @switch-incubusxhanse @dream-taeil @eboyfelixbot @twilightyeonjun @subbyrenjunnie @xash-axx @subbyjwoo @moonlightchris @yanderebaekhyun @musiclovermino @yandere-eunwoo @himbo-matthew @sadist-jaebum

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m00n-purplerosealtered-chatbot · 4 years

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Don't Listen

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This features a Schizophrenic episode, but not all Schizophrenic episodes work like this. It always differs depending the person, and how their mind portrays it.

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"Hun!" Joshua called out, his voice loud and clear.

Jeonghan looked up from his paperwork, eyebrows knitted as he set them to the side of his desk.

"Can you help us with Jun?"

Jeonghan frowned, rising from his desk and walking out of the room. Entering the hallway of the second floor, he found the boys scattered, but all led to the the stairs, leading to the roof. The closest to his work space was Mingyu, looking down anxiously at his phone.

"Mingyu, what's going on?" Jeonghan questioned, the latter raising his head. He received a shake of the head, walking beside Jeonghan to the roof.

"Jun's having his Schizophrenic episode, but he's got himself on the roof. He won't let anyone out," Mingyu explained. As the two walked, the boys began to gather together. "All of us has tried to get him to come down, even texting him. It worked, but then he stopped responding,"

Jeonghan found Joshua at the door leading to the roof. Beside him was Minghao, who was pacing back and forth, biting his nails anxiously. He was restless. Everyone was restless.

"Everyone's worried he might do something... drastic," Jihoon added with a frown.

"You can get him down, right?" Seokmin said, placing his hand firmly on Jeonghan's shoulder. Jeonghan paused, breathing in and nodding.

"Of course I can,"

The boys shuffled, allowing Jeonghan towards the door. Joshua looked towards him, distress clear on his face. But no one said anything, only whispering and continuing to text, hoping the said male would reply.

Jeonghan knocked on the door, waiting. But there was no response.

"Junhui? It's Jeonghan. Jeonghannie hyung, yeah?" Can he tell who is who? Is he too deep into his thoughts? His episode?

No reply.

"Junhui, you don't have to go through this alone. I know you can still hear me. You know that I understand what it's like,"

A cough, a sob.

"Jun, it can just be you and me on the roof. None of the boys have to be with us... Let hyung be here for you, or at least, let me be there beside you if you don't want to talk."

Silence. A silence that was painful, almost excruciating as they waited for anything.

Some waited for the minute Jun would open the door, swinging it open and falling into Jeonghan, gasping and crying, fearful of his mind. But, others waited for the horror of him denying Jeonghan's help, resulting in the worse. Then, a sound. A tiny squeak.

Click.

Creak.

Opened.

Just a crack.

"Okay..." A fragile, croaky whisper, "But just you, hyung..."

Sighs of relief.

Relief.

Not yet.

Jeonghan opened the door, slipping out onto the roof as he was greeted by the chilling breeze. It was cold, whistling as the door was closed behind him. And there, by the door, hugging his knees and rocking back and forth was the poor, frightful, and tormented male. There was Jun, rocking back and forth, hidden in his hoodie. Their eyes locked, by Jun broke it, burying his face into his arms, repeating the same motion over and over again.

Slowly, Jeonghan lowered, sitting down in front of Jun.

"Don't want to talk?" He asked softly. No response, but a shake of the head. "Okay..."

It was bitter.

It was solemn.

It was painful.

"Is it really my fault?"

Jeonghan tilted his head, eyebrows furrowed. "Pardon?"

"D-...Did I do s-something wrong?" Jun choked.

"Wrong?" Jeonghan shook his head, moving closer. "Jun, you haven't done a single thing wrong,"

Silence.

"B-But I feel like I did. They said I did," Jun sniffled, becoming small as he rocked, his back gently hitting the door as he trembled. "No... No, like... I didn't do something when I should have... Did I fail? D-Did I fail them? H-Him?" Jun sobbed, a cry bursting from his lungs.

"Jun..." Jeonghan leaned forward, gently placing his hands onto the boy's shoulders, stopping him from continuing his endless rocking. "Oh, Jun... You did nothing wrong, nor was there anything you could have done for them... For him," Jeonghan said, moving his hands to the boy's face, gently cupping and lifting it.

Jun's face was red and puffy, his lips quivering as he bit the bottom of his lip, harshly. Fear and sorrow clouded his dark brown orbs that wavered, tears streaming down his face.

"You did everything just right... But there was no way of avoiding it, and it's for their sake. For her sake, and everyone else's." Jeonghan used his sleeves, wiping the disoriented boy's tears as he continued to cry, coughing and gasping.

"T-That's not what they say... It's not. It's not. It's not," Jun responded, grabbing Jeonghan's wrists tightly for support. He needed to be grounded, but it was too much for him. Too much.

━━━━━━☓━━━━━━

But Jeonghan wrapped his arms around him, pulling him into a tight hug. Jun buried his face into his shoulder, his shattered sobs muffled. Jun's hood fell off, revealing his disheveled hair as he clung to Jeonghan.

"What terrible things have those voices said to you, Jun?" Jeonghan questioned softly, rubbing Jun's back in soothing circles. "How many things have they said to you, to ever make you believe the worst, Jun?"

Jun didn't respond, but he didn't need to. Not when Jeonghan could easily create the horrific scene playing within the depressed boy's head.

He ran his fingers through Jun's hair, gently massaging his scalp, using all physical touch to help Jun differ reality from his twisted hallucinations.

"Don't listen," Jeonghan said. "Don't ever listen to what they say, because you know better. You know you did good, and there was no way of persuading it one way or the other... You know deep down he still loves you, cares for you, and wouldn't want you hurt. You know this, Junhui..."

Jun sniffled, holding tightly onto the fabric of Jeonghan's clothing.

"I know hyung... But I don't know why I c-can't accept it... They won't let me. They won't stop telling me otherwise..." Jun said, turning his head. "I don't want them to tell me this... But they won't go away. They keep laughing and smiling, they keep mocking me... They keep reminding me of everything... They won't stop tormenting me, hyung. They won't let me be no matter how many times I tell them to stop..."

"Why won't they stop, Jeonghan hyung? Why won't they stop?..."

"I can't tell you why they won't stop, Jun... I can't control them, although I wish I could," Jeonghan gently rested his head ontop of Jun's, letting the latter remain in his embrace. "But all you can do is keep going, and never listen to them. Even if they are too loud, screaming and shouting, you come to me. You come to any of the boys, you understand?... Don't ever shut us out and suffer alone,"

Relax.

He's relaxing.

He's tired. So, so tired.

"I'm sorry, hyung..."

"Don't be, bud. Don't ever be sorry for this," Jeonghan lifted his head, looking at the male. His eyes were closed, his brows creased. But, gently, Jeonghan rubbed the crease, easing the boy as he reassured him. "Do you want to stay out here a little longer? Get some fresh air with hyung, or do you want to go back inside, and we'll just listen to some music?"

Jun opened his eyes, looking into Jeonghan's with defeat. "I want to stay out a little longer... Is that okay?"

"Of course it's okay. More than okay, Jun," Jeonghan said, brushing his bangs from his eyes. "After this, why don't you stay with Joshuji and I, in our room? Take a break for a day or so from everyone."

"I-... I'd like that,"

He can finally breathe.

He can finally see the blue sky and the white, fluffy clouds.

He can finally accept it. He can finally ignore them.

"Isn't it beautiful outside, Jun? Even when it's cold."

Jun shifted his position, Jeonghan making room as he allowed the younger to sit between his legs, wrapped in his arms. Jun rested against the older, his droopy eyes fixated on the blurry reality in front of him.

"Y-Yeah... It is... It is beautiful,"

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9ateez-multiau-bot · 3 years

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MY LOVE IS COMING BACK TOMORROW??!

Seonghwa: Mhm~

#Mafia!Seonghwa answers #xash axx asks #Mafia!SH's Princess

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cbspams · 3 years

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I’ve wondered that question for many years. are their fangs like straws??

THEY MIGHT AS WELL BE APPARENTLY???

ONCE AGAIN WHERE DOES THE BLOOD GO HOW DOES IT GET PROCESSED?

DOES IT GO STRAIGHT THROUGH AN ARTERY? DOES IT SOMEHOW GET DIGESTED THROUGH THE STOMACH AND DIGESTIVE SYSTEM??

Does it just straight shoot into their brain and flood their skull with blood to be absorbed somehow into the arteries or something like w h a t

#admin talk #asks #xash-axx #blood cw

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ghoulxbaekhyun · 4 years

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I have a new header now :D and I think these few new dedicated days will mark the beginning of more positivity in this community 🖤

𝓢𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓵 𝓢𝓪𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓭𝓪𝔂: @incubuswooyoung

𝓢𝓾𝓹𝓹𝓸𝓻𝓽 𝓢𝓪𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓭𝓪𝔂: @pianist-jihyo @biker-minghao

1. @yourmom-jieun

Ji-chan, I can't stress enough just how much you mean to me. You've always been the heaviest rock in my life, you've helped me through so much and you've always been there for me. My dearest little sister, you're such a strong person. The amount of pain you've gone through was unbelievable, yet you still held on for the sake and happiness of your children and your friends.

You helped and cared for many of us, but I don't think you've ever had equal amounts of love for yourself. I know today will be the day of your departure and I am saddened by that. But if it means you'll be happier, you'll be healthier, you'll be better, then go for it.

Just because the person is gone doesn't mean the memories will be too. I'll always remember you. And you know exactly where to find me 🖤

2. @/spy-jaehyunx ° @time-for-confession

To dearest Admin Kai, I can't thank you enough for always looking out for me. Yoonoh was my first everything. My first kiss, my first crush and my first love. I hope you know that even if you're gone, I'll always remember you.

Just as I've remembered my fallen comrades, my past friends, I'll definitely remember you. Thank you for giving me the love and affection, for the late night talks, that time you said you'd deal with my angsty ass.

Thank you. For being there for me, both you and admin. I'll be here for you anytime, Kai. Don't forget to take care of yourself, yeah? 🖤

3. @m00n-purplerose-chatbot

This is directed to both admin Moon and the boys. To the wonderful, legend of a person Admin Moon! I respect you and your writing skills very very much. You never fail to touch my heart, wether it be a depressing angst scene or an action-packed fight scene or a soft heartfelt scene. You manage to hit me with so many different emotions that I didn't know we're possible. I've known you and the rest for quite some time now, and I'll have you know you're one of my closest friends here.

To the boys, (yes I'm giving them all a paragraph)

Jeonghannie, I hope you keep on staying strong. You've been through a lot, dearest leader. You've suffered plenty and you've seen way too much heartache for the average person. Although it gets tough, I know your past shaped you into the person you are today. And I couldn't be any prouder.

Shuashua, I haven't gotten to know you well enough to say too much, but I want you to know that you still have my support and affection. Take care of Jeonghan like you always do, you both are made for each other. Try not to stress out because of the kids, I know how frustrated and helpless you can feel from their ruthlessness hhh-

Hao, you're the definition of that one best friend that loves exposing and teasing the shit out of you but cares and loves you just as much as they do their bullying. I haven't gotten close to you, just like Shua either, but I'll have you know I'm here for you too. Stay the way you are, sunshine. You've never failed at making me and other people smile.

Wonnie and the gang, you're a tol bean. You're seriously one of the squishiest people ever you know that? I'm glad that you're also staying strong despite the past that you probably have. I haven't gotten to know you better as well, but I'm looking forward to learning more and more about you all! Hope you forgive Seokmin for the argument too :')

Jihoonie, I know we don't really talk, and by don't really talk I mean we barely talk at all. You're the logical person in the team and you do your job very well. You're reserved and cold and mysterious. But I know you're more than that stone face. I'm looking forward to learning more about you too, so take care yeah?

Junnie, we may not talk a lot but I want you to know that I care for you too okay? It may just be a few skirt pics that are simply unforgettable but I want you to know that I'll be your hyung just as much as I'll be a hyung to the others. You and Wonwoo are freaking adorable, so stay cute together okay?

Mingyuuuu, I remember the longest conversation we had was because of the engagement ring mishap kshsjsjsk. You got your ass whooped, and I was worried tbh- but you've probably been through a lot already. I want you to know I'm here for you too okay? So keep staying strong!

Last but not least, dearest Seokminnie. Oh, where do I start with you? I can vaguely recall the first ever interaction we both had, when you and Hao pointed out the fact that yes, I do eat humans. Cannibalism never striked me as a way to start a friendship but hey, it worked~

Over the course of a few weeks we've only gotten closer and closer. I can't help but be protective of you, and just feel like keeping you in my pocket most of the time. I know your past, and you know mine. It may not be alterable but let's keep staying strong together okay?

I know your secrets too, and after what went on in private i think it's time for me to be honest and come clean. I think I'm starting to fall for you too, Seokmin. I've never felt something like this with anyone else before but I like you too.

I won't pressure you into choosing me, it won't be fair for you to face such pressuring. But I want you to know that it's mutual. Even if you're too good for me. But thank you, okay?

Thank you for always staying by my side. 🖤

4. @vampiresanha

Sanha and Aleister, thank you for caring for me. Thank you for all the fun times and showing me how to live life. Thank you for calling me out on my boringness and swooping me away to that cliff. You two are such amazingly people that deserve way more friends and love.

I'll always be ready to donate my blood whenever Sanha needs it, you'll always be my favourite vampire. Aleister will always be my favourite dragon. You two will always be my favourite person with two souls.

Thank you for being here for me, you both. I'll let you know that I'll do the same. 🖤

5. @moonlightchn

Admin, I can't express just how much love I want to shower you in ;-; you're such an amazing person, and i want to thank you for all the affection and care you've given me. I wouldn't mind staying up late to talk to you through asks again, twas fun~

To Channie Chan and Chris, you three are the most chaotic pack of wolves I've ever had the pleasure of knowing. Channie you fucking cutie, stay soft and stay loveable okay? You're the sweetest fluff ball ever, I can't handle the uwus you shower me with >-<

Chan, the big scary alpha that I let the chance to dom slip away dumbly, you're a really great person. Taking care of your pack while being so nice to others. I'm here for you anytime yeah?

Finally, the one that I must've wounded. Chris, I'd like to start it off with an apology. I'm sorry that i hurt you after answering about who my favourites were, I really didn't mean to. You're on rut now and I know you'll be all passive aggressive and as long as you are I'm never replying to our DMs but even so. I want you to know just how much I care for you. Because i do.

No matter how much we trash talk each other and no matter how much angst we end up accumulating, I'll still care for you. All three of you.

And that's a promise I'm willing to keep. 🖤

Now, I'm sure there's more people that I need to talk about, more people that have been there for me and helped me through various different things. But for now, I'll end it here. Admin's fingers are starting to hurt from typing all of this at once, but we both have no regrets because these are all the things that we've always wanted to say.

Call it appreciation if you may.

I think I'll do my Support Saturday in a different post, so for now, that's all for Sentimental Saturday.

Thank you, to everyone. Thank you for being here🖤

EXO 🖤: @werewolf-sehun @werewolfkai @j-0ngdae @serialkillerkris @softdomtao @y-ix1ng @captain-kyungsoo @college-baekhyun @serialkillerkris

🖤: @ghoulxjeongyeon @vampiresanha @barista-san @bunjihyo @dalsooobeanie @madmanwoodam @m00n-purplerose-chatbot @your-jaemin @moonlightchn @mafiabossxjunmyeon @xash-axx @time-for-confession @yourmom-jieun (🥺) @vamp-jjk @yourchaechae @kpop-shelter

#baek talks🖤#admin talks✨#sentimental saturday #dm for +/-

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