#xela speaks

[xelasrecords]

This day from Vyn's event a few months ago is actually one of my favourite days. The love languages he speaks?! Insane. Everything about this day is just so domestic and warm and comforting and brimming with love. He even tears up from being overwhelmed with feelings I CAN'T

#he speaks my love languages #i wasn't this in love with him when i first played tot 2 years ago #he was my fave sure but not to this extent #he crept up on me like ivy #tears of themis #vyn richter #tot vyn #mo yi #xela talks

[lilflowerpot]

Flower my love!!! I'm so glad to see that you're back and with another AMAZING chapter. I was wondering if you have any chapter plans for the 'Other Perspectives' part of the series??? Because I really want to see some of the chaos from Matt or Lance's POV. I mean I'd be happy with some hints about how the others are reacting to our boys rocking around each other's orbits.

Thank you my darling!!

I sort of have some vague and nebulous plans for Perspectives in the way of there being very particular points in the fic where I know I'm going to want to depict the pov of certain other characters, but in terms of the immediate future?

Nope ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#I know exactly when Matt's pov comes in though #it's not for a while yet but BOY OH BOY #((hint: is starts with a ''Na-'' and ends with a ''-xela reveal'')) #((but you'll be waiting for that one a good while yet)) #Ao3 Little Blade #Ao3 Little Blade: Perspectives #sa screams back #the author speaks

[brighteststar707]

Handing the microphone to you I'm choosing 1, 21, 32, 65, 69

Ooooh Xela you're asking the deep questions!

1. What’s your biggest insecurity? The way I sound? Not my voice but the way I speak. My accent is mixed from all over the place (which people always like to point out) and I grew up absolutely devouring books and I sometimes speak that way too (something else people looove to point out when I unintentionally use big words when trying to make a point)

21. Have you ever had to hurt anyone emotionally? Yeaaah, a few years ago I had to cut off some friends because being around them was detrimental to me mentally and emotionally (boundaries were being crossed and they had played a role in the worst year of my life hah). It hurt them but there was no way around it. Also, I've broken up with a few people, once in a way that I regret.

32. If you could change one thing about your past, what would it be? Not dating my first boyfriend. Treating some friends better than I did. I know the question said one thing but hehe I'm a rebel so I'm giving you two.

I'm lucky to still have those friends in my life and I'm happy to be growing from that first relationship. I don't like to linger too much in the past but sometimes I wonder just how different my life would be if I had made slightly different decisions in life.

65. What’s one mistake that you’ll never make again? Not letting someone push past my boundaries and sacrificing my comfort for their sake. I'm still dealing with the repercussions of making this mistake once and it's one I refuse to make again.

69. Do you like the kind of attention you get from other people? In general, I'd say yes? It's neutral to positive most of the time so I can't really complain. The only exception are men who see me as some kind of puzzle or mystery for them to solve (egocentric much). Those are highly frustrating and I'd like them as far away from me as possible please.

#heheh some deep cuts here tonight #faye talks #ask game

[zero-braincells-left]

What would happen if you put the clones through a lie detector test?

hmmm. I think I can only speak for my chars for this one

I feel like xela would prolly say “i plead the 5th” and refuse to answer any questions cause he knows damn well what’d be asked💀

vibing-j doesn’t really have anything to lie abt so I think he’d be pretty chill. if it does lie tho I think yea it’d be obvious

pretty sure lie detectors measure like ur heartbeat or whatever so hAh justs is immune /j (realistically, he’d prolly answer truthfully most things, and instead of outright lying it’d just refuse to answer some questions)

al3x would be a bit too calm (trying not to make any lies obvious). answer most questions truthfully (albeit vague), and if ey lied.. I can’t tell if it’d be noticeable or not tbh.

#hope i did this right #zero answers asks #alex and his various mini hims

[alex-unjust-vibing]

🙊 SPEAK-NO-EVIL - what is something your oc will refuse to stay quiet about?

🙉 HEAR-NO-EVIL - what is the worse thing your oc could hear from someone?🏊 SWIMMING - can they swim? or are they afraid of water? how well do they swim? how do they feel about swimming in the ocean?

🪤 MOUSE TRAP - what will always lure them into certain danger? a loved one in danger? a promise of something they are always searching for?

(🙊 His usage of the word Perchance, of course. Perchance.)

(🙉 Besides Xela specifically saying he hates him, probably the only thing he'd acknowledge from most people would be transphobia. That would ruin him emotionally for quite a while.)

(🏊 He has never been near a body of water that wasn't a bathtub. He has no idea how to swim, nor any reason to learn. He may or may not fear water.)

(🪤 He's quite weak to the good ol' "Betcha can't.". Particularly, appealing to his idea of masculinity will make him do anything.)

[vibing-just-alex]

😭👨‍👩‍👧‍👦🍟🌙🙊✏️🔪🎷📎🔧💧🔥❤️

😭 CRYING - what makes them cry? do they cry easily?: (it does not cry easily. but if you convince him that they’re fucking worthless and nothing he does matters then you could get it to cry)

👪 FAMILY - what is their family like? what is your ocs relationship to them? does your oc have any siblings?: (he considers most of the clones like family but. I decided on a whim that them and xela are actually related (they both have some sort of reverse thing going on text-gimmick wise so why not). they’re both aware of that fact and don’t really care so idk)

🍟 FRIES - do they order food often? or they prefer to cook their own food?: (can NOT make his own food. they normally just get food or snacks from the 7-11)

🌙 MOON - what is your oc's greatest wish? how far are they willing to go for it?: (they just want to do something, and to at least be helpful to someone. his moral compass isn’t too fucked up, it’s just kinda.., not there? so it’d probably do almost anything within reason)

🙊 SPEAK-NO-EVIL - what is something your oc will refuse to stay quiet about?: (i hate saying this but. idk)

✏️ PENCIL - is there a particular quote / lyric that you associate with them?: (hmm. not one lyric in particular but I finally have a song for him!! Nothing Man by Sodikken)

🔪 KNIFE - how do they react to injury / misfortune befalling their loved ones (significant other, family, friends)? do they put themselves at blame?: (they’d prolly just. be like “okay” and try not to think about it. only blames himself if it is his fault)

🎷 SAXOPHONE - do they play any instruments? are they any good at it?: (nope. and for the love of og Alex do NOT let them near a recorder.)

📎 PAPERCLIP - a random fact.: (I’ve mentioned this once but he doesn’t own any other types of clothes. just like 20+ of the EXACT same outfit, like a cartoon character)

🔧 WRENCH - are they good at fixing relationships? or do they tend to avoid doing so?: (oh absolutely not)

💧 DROPLET - random angst headcanon: (they would, without hesitation, put basically anyone else’s happiness or feelings before his own)

🔥 FIRE - do they have any self destructive tendencies? what habits do they have that hinder them from becoming their best self?: (see above ^)

❤️ RED HEART - their love language(s)?: (DEFINITELY acts of service.)

#ooc post

[cocoanmelaninsims]

Coffee in the morning

Beginning/Previous/Next

Xela and Sheldon went out to downtown Newcrest for a cup of starbucks and a scenic walk. 

Downtown Newcrest

Xela: Yeah right. There’s still way too much to do. I still havent found my dress. We haven’t found our venue. It’s time we get a wedding planner. 

Sheldon: We can do whatever you want baby. Try not to worry so much, we have time to get things done. We haven’t even chosen a date yet. 

Xela: You spoil me too much. Well I think the next step is getting some help and direction with this wedding planning. 

Sheldon: Well then let’s do that. Now that we’ve had the engagement party things are going to start moving. 

Xela: The party was beautiful. Hazel and Russell really outdid themselves. The decor, food and music were amazing. 

Sheldon: It was perfect. Can’t wait to get the photos back from Mele. Speaking of her...Denzel is interested and wants to know if I could get her number for him. 

Xela: I think if he asked himself, he would get a favorable response. 

#xela #sheldon #simblr #black simmer #ts4 stories #ts4 roleplay #ts4 gameplay #ts4 posing #cocoanmelaninsims #Coffee in the morning #callmexela #simself

[gnibiv-tsuj-xela]

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(for the dark ask game I assume?)

(1. Excluding murder, what is the worst thing your OC has ever done?): ( hmm.. good question. technically speaking, his role in justs’ death wasn’t murder , so I (and xela) would say practically leading him to his own death (although xela was also unaware of that fact) would have to be the worst?)

(4. What appears in your OC's darkest nightmares?): (normally just like a… more nightmare-y version of justs’ death. where he feels even more at blame than he is)

(6. Would your OC make a deal with the devil?): yeah. he probably would. though tbf unjust already did, and if xela knew the extent of his deal then he might reconsider (/lh))

(7. How far is your OC willing to go to get what they want?): (honestly, im not entirely sure what he wants. but maybe above all, he just wants things to be like they were before. before justs died. if justs just gets revived, things would still be tense and weird, and viling would probably just kill him again. so, short answer: whatever he wants, he’d think its out of his control and he wouldnt even try to go any far for it.)

(12. If your OC was arrested, what would the charges be?): (idk ig he’s an accomplice to justs’ murder. not that anyone around here is enforcing laws lmao)

(13. Who does your OC hate the most?): (well. he’d say justs, and maybe unjust, but he doesn’t really hate anyone (especially not either of them). and he can’t bring himself to hate viling either. but, maybe his least favorite would just be someone like vining that he doesn’t really know.)

(14. What is your OC's "villain song"?): (shit good question. doesn’t really classify as a villain song but maybe Feel Better by Penelope Scott)

#ooc post

[11roysetb]

Why It's Important to Speak Up Against Sexual Harassment: A Personal Story

Xela Marie E. Narciso

Sexual harassment is a horrible act that can affect anyone, regardless of age, gender, or background. Unfortunately, many victims don't speak up because they're afraid they won't be taken seriously or they'll face backlash. In this blog, I'd like to discuss my experience as a child being sexually harassed and why it's critical to break the silence and speak up. I was sexually harassed as a child by both friends and strangers. I had no idea what was going on at the moment, and I didn't know how to react. I didn't realize how serious it was or how much it had affected me until I was older. Even then, I was afraid to speak up for fear that it would be my fault or that people would not believe me. It is important to understand that sexual harassment is never the victim's fault. No one, regardless of the circumstances, deserves to be sexually harassed. If you have been the victim of sexual harassment, it matters most that you speak with someone you trust about it, such as a parent, teacher, or guidance counselor. There are many groups that offer resources and help to victims of sexual harassment. It is important to intervene and speak up if you witness sexual harassment. By doing so, you can assist avoid future abuse and show the victim that they are not alone. Sexual harassment is a major problem that affects a large number of people, and it is necessary to break the silence and speak out against it. Nobody should have to deal with this alone. Remember that if you've been sexually harassed, it's not your fault, and there are people and organizations who can assist you. Let us all work together to make the world a place where everyone feels safe and valued.

#submission

[ohimesama]

1.19.23 Thursday

7:56 am

Done,serving breakfast of Mommy Adnil... Hahaha She thought I'm wearing a belt, she commented that you look like a model coz she saw my sciatica or lumbar support belt when I entered her bathroom to get her basin, I didn't notice my shirt at the back went up and I'm wearing my sciatica/lumbar support belt...

LJ went to her school ,she will return this late afternoon...

Life must go on with Mommy Adnil...

Still,having this windblow trap cult of ManaloZ...I still wanna see donkey and camel... Praying for a positivity... Still, feeling bitterish, about my personal situation and my family situation now...

9:49 am

For the judgemental people...This is piece of cake! Easy life... No splashing of oil on my skin.

Mommy Adnil's multi-cooker... ;) Happy!!! Easy frying!

See yah later Fish!

8:24 pm

Just got back from duty... Done,eating my dinner, seriously rice is an important part of my life these days....Though, I feel fat and ugly but life must move on and go on and I need money and more money...

I still have my left aching sciatica... Will explain later about her the crazy owner of Nightingale....

10:22 pm

Texting Mr Xela awhile ago about that fake owner of Nightingale that they changed their school name into St.Martin...What a fake people here in Dasma. Cavite ...

What about me? The only nightingale existing? I mean yeah! ANID is my friend but I want people to respect me that I studied just to go in as certified caregiver in "Nightingale" then that fucking owner Lieza didn't give us an assistance on getting our or my employer that at the beginning they told me they will help us on going out, to get into homecare such as on English speaking country...

My mind is tired there are many things in my head that I need to explain here about that fucking owner of Nightingale then became St. Martin!

Now,those fucking Fake St. Martin, who went out already...

My personal case coz my head is sleepy already now, I feel bitterish and I feel fat and ugly. Don't have enough money to exist on getting upper Bf's... I need bf's but I want matured and who are willing to assist me and I want handsome, of course...

I feel bitter I can't get an upper bf to assist me these days...I want someone who can talk english or taglish, someone who can talk coz I need a friend, a tough friends now....

[xelasrecords]

HELLO, I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT the video of Jumin Han speaking English has changed my life. My whole outlook on everything that exists in this world, in fact even in the entire universe. I can never look at anything I know the same way ever again. This video represents emotions most humans could never comprehend. But I can. Thanks to this video I have been awakened to many things previously thought unimaginable. Thank you

I'm willing to bet one of those previously incomprehensible emotions is peak horny, which is to say, same

#i need more english speaking jumin #xela answers

[conyersmooney]

Spanish Immersion Experience in Guatemala, Quetzaltenango

The best experience of my  immersion program  in Quetzaltenango, Guatemala (Xela) was to live with a local family because they only speak Spanish, said James Pearson from Wisconsin.He also added that age is not a barrier to learning a news language.  He studied at https://casaxelaju.com/ for three weeks.

#Spanish Immersion Experience in Guatemala #Quetzaltenango

[th3-n3xt-phas3]

I am not looking for a relationship or to sext so please do not come into my DM's if that is what you are after. It makes me annoyed and uncomfortable.

#vent #rant #Xela speaks

[brighteststar707]

I feel like I haven't talked to you about Harry so here I am! How are your feelings with Harry at the moment? You can gush or rant about him I will listen🤭

Thank you for asking, Xela! For context, I'm just finishing up day 55 today, so we're going through him being a judge at MoM (and hating every second of it).

So far, I'm really enjoying chatting with him. Even though he still has his moments (he told me my life must be really dull recently lmao), overall he's more caring. And when he isn't I'm glad we get the chance to dish it back to him. Let's be honest, he deserves it.

Maybe it's because I can't tolerate people being sappy-sweet to me, but I don't mind the push and pull of his route so much. Even on his grumpy days, he still makes the effort to share his thoughts and ask for ours. For some reason, I especially love the chats where he asks for our opinion and takes our advice or acts on some side comment we made. He can act like he doesn't care all he wants, but his actions are speaking for him.

I've noticed that - probably because he's such a grump - I find myself picking the more playful or silly options just to see how he'd react. I love getting that little laugh out of him. It's the complete opposite of how I felt around Teo, where he was the one who was happy-silly and I was the more serious one.

Overall, I'm not tired of playing yet, which is more than I can say for my first attempt at playing the Ssum. I'm excited to see where the story goes from here!

How far have you gotten to in his route? How are you feeling about him so far? Do you find that your personalities clash or is he a good fit? Tell me your thoughts, I'd love to hear them!

#ask #the ssum #jumin-ssi

[zero-braincells-left]

Clone sleep schedules worst to best?

hmmmm… like, all of them or just mine? cause I can only speak for my own lol (and all/most of the clones is… a LOT)

al3x. dude can NOT get any rest .

justs when he was alive. he can’t sleep most of the time for unexplained reasons

xela. mainly because justs kept him up sometimes lmao

vibing-j. idk why

Bossman Alex. he’s surprisingly okay mentally

meowlex. he’s a cat.

#zero answers asks #alex and his various mini hims

[alex-unjust-vibing]

🤥 🥞🍩🌙🌺🙈🙊🙉⚾️🎭🎡💫💚

(🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?) (He is not very good at lying. The best way to tell is he'll repeatedly deny it later when nobody's said anything. ) (🥞 PANCAKE - what is their comfort breakfast?) (His favorite is "literally anything made by someone else" but as for things he makes himself, his limited cooking abilities don't give him very many options. He unfortunately has a taste for microwaving frozen pizzas. He likes it, but the smell never leaves the microwave.) (🍩 DONUT - favourite sweet treat?) (I've said this one before, mint ice cream, preferably with lucky charms. It's quite his favorite regardless of situation.) (🌙 MOON - what is your oc's greatest wish? how far are they willing to go for it?) (His true greatest wish is his impossible ghost-busting villain fantasy. He doesn't know how to achieve it so he just kinda doesn't try to do anything long-term.) (🌺 HIBISCUS - do they have any allergies?) (Allergic to being a nice person! /j For actual allergies, poison ivy, bees, and rice. The latter is not his friend. He sometimes tries it anyway, but it's never ever worth it.) (🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?) (Literally anything caring lmao. He hates to be known for any sort of kindness or helpfulness. Not that he has that much of it, but he hates for it to be seen.)

(🙊 SPEAK-NO-EVIL - what is something your oc will refuse to stay quiet about?) (He continues to deny the maid outfit. He always has and always will. Also he will rarely stay quiet over his right to "just say perchance.") (🙉 HEAR-NO-EVIL - what is the worse thing your oc could hear from someone?) ("You can't just say perchance." /j. Really though, his least favorite thing to hear would likely be that he's "not even interesting enough to hate." Grinds his gears and grows his tears.) (⚾ BASEBALL - can they play sports? what is their best position if they play a team sport? what's their strong suit (speed, power etc.)?) (He does not sport. He wishes he did, but he's been too afraid of losing to ever do so. As such, combined with his ego and lack of listening, he would fill the oh-so-common role of Complete Dead Weight.) (🎭 MASKS - do they act differently around certain people? what's different between the way they act around friends, family, strangers, etc.?) (Ended up being a repeat, but... He acts pretty similar around most people, since the main one he's trying to trick is himself. He definitely gets weird around Viling and Xela though, somehow getting both more transparent and less.) (🎡 FERRIS WHEEL - are they someone who wants to kiss at the top of the ferris wheel?) (Hell yes he is! He'd get super impatient waiting for something that slow, but once he got up top he'd love it more than most other things in the world.) (💫 This emoji isn't listed and I'm not sure what it's supposed to be instead. Oops.)

(💚 GREEN HEART - what things make your oc feel comforted? hugs, kisses, food?) (Generally food is his favorite in public since it does not make him feel weak in any way. If nobody else knows though he can really go for a good hug. Including him in social events also helps him a lot, regardless of circumstance. And yes, social events includes evil schemes. In fact, he probably prefers evil schemes.)

#ooc post