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[xodarbiox]

LIVE RIGHT NOW with Alien Isolation.

Twitch.tv/xodarbiox 

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@xodarbiox i can’t access your response, it won’t show up anywhere. i got the notification but i can’t actually get to the post 😩😩

[xodarbiox]

ohh... HEY!!!

reviving this place... again.. but this time.. its coz twitter sucks! lol.  anyways. im doing live streams on twitch often.. so come hang out.. youtube videos often too.  twitch.tv/xodarbiox  youtube.com/@xodarbiox (is that how handles work?) 

#youtube #twitch #twitter #youtuber #content creator #gamer #artist #twitch streamer

[xodarbiox]

i miss the way tumblr use to be. it was my place to go when i was bored or lonely. its been like 6 years since i was properly here. i miss it.. i miss you guys!  a lot of shit has changed. and im mostly obsessing over the fact daredevil got cancelled and they wont have a defender sequel, but its nice to come back, even if no one else uses it anymore.  hope you guys are doing well, those who i use to interact with..  and if you are reading this. i hope you are doing great. if not. its a moment in time. it might be tough, but it will pass and things will be alright.  christmas sucks, you dont need to put up with shitty family.  times get tough but then they will get better.. just wait it out.. 

#the defenders #daredevil #xodarbiox #dreadlocks #imisstumblr #iveforgottenhowtotag

[xodarbiox]

#smallyoutuber here. Go check out my channel. Just search xOdarbiOx on YouTube. I do various videos. #gaming #vlogging and some #skit ideas. Upload 3 times a week. Sometimes with the added video thrown in if I feel like it. Go check it out. Sub. Like. Share. Really appreciate it. #youtubegamer #youtubers #wiiu #wiisports #fridayfitnessgaming #xodarbiox #vlog #ps4 #skyrim #eso #7daystodie #horizonzerodawn

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[xodarbiox]

#pewdiepie #kickthepj #reactionvideo #smallyoutuber #furby #jacksepticeye #markiplier #youtuber #revelmode #xOdarbiOx

[xodarbiox]

i created a channel trailer. go check it out. hopefully it gives you an idea of what my channel is about

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[xodarbiox]

me again.. 30 year old edition life update

so im back! got logged out when my laptop went in for repairs but ive finally logged back in. Tumblr is the only place that doesnt change to much. its familiar and nice.  ive turned 30 since the last time i wrote ( i think) which isnt much different but i did notice lines. lines on my forehead, lines under my eyes. just lines i never noticed before i was 30. i dont like them but there is nothing to do but accept them and their existence.  since the apocalypse started, i havent done anything different, not really. i was socially reclusive before, im still socially reclusive now, just with the added fear of people, their bodily fluids, and fear when i sneeze or have a sore throat now.  i did however, start learning a new language, i have never been good at wrapping my tongue around languages, german, chinese, japanese, all of them in the past just wouldnt stick, but for some reason i googled languages a few months ago, and romanian stuck out. (also, My brother charlie, he lives in Romania was echoing in my head from harrypotter)  so slowly still studying that, online, freely, with the help of other people who are learning the same way i am.  my dreadlocks turn 7 years old. i was here on tumblr when i started my dreadlocks. so long ago! i got a bday present for them, but not sure if itll arrive in time.  but 7 years on. they are long, they are happy and they are purple! but my profile pic will remain that old beginner picture because i like it and also because i dont know how to change it any more.  not much else is happening, toilet paper is now available again, but prices are still high on some things.  also im addicted to animal crossing..  okay till the next update. ill be around. if youhave a switch, im happy to add you.  if you play GTA V on pc im also happy to hang. havent played much else.  still making youtube videos now and then. its fun when there is no pressure and just posting what i want. i do miss vlogging but just cant get back into it..  anyhoo..  ---here are some pictures of my dreads and their progression. when i first got them in 2013, then 1 year later and then the pother day at 7 years. (the pics wont cooperate, so they are the top one when i first got them, the last one is the other day) , whatever works. :/ ----

#dreadlocks #romanina #tumblr #update #lifeupdate #apocalypse #xodarbiox #30 years old #girls with dreadlocks #dreadlockjourney #animal crossing #7 year old dreadlocks

[xodarbiox]

It's been 1 year since I cut my dreadlocks I made a video looking back at how my hair had changed. #dreadlocks #dreadhead #girlswithdreads just search #xodarbiox on #youtube #bluedreadlocks #pinkdreadlocks #colourdreadlocks #dreadlockjourney

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[xodarbiox]

week 2 of Friday Fitness Gaming This week. Volleyball on the Xbox 360 kinect. 

#FridayFitnessGaming #LetsPlay #Gaming #Gamer #xOdarbiOx #Xbox360

[xodarbiox]

to the boy

to the boy who liked me, i didnt understand why,  the rejection hurt you, i didnt meant anything by,  for i didnt quite know, what my true feelings were,  its took quite some time, to get to where i am,  it wasnt that i didnt like you, it wasnt you at all, but you didnt want to see that, didnt understand at all,  many years later, i finally understand,  understand all this time, i wasnt broken or bad,  i wasnt confused, i wasnt misunderstanding,  i was Asexual, and it took a while to grasp this,  i liked you as a friend, because that all i comprehend, the way other see, the way other feel,  i dont understand any of that, the attraction people desire,  i see the world as beauty, each one of you has beauty,  but that beauty is pure, innocent and bliss, nothing more nothing less, like seeing it from the eyes of a child, what you may see as lust, love or desire, i just see as a human, there is no sensual desire, no ulterior motive, i see and appreciate the attractiveness of humans,  but that is all i see,  no feelings of anything more like you feel,  my one and only wish, is that you understand,  humans are all different, we see, love and feel the diversity of our minds, and what we desire,  i only wish for understanding, and compassion no romance, no love, sex free, just being me so when i dont share you feelings for love stop and think, ‘maybe its not me’  maybe its just life xodarbiox  ‘23/6/17′

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[xodarbiox]

Did a live stream of some #pokemonmoon got stuck in a battle with someone with 2 fainted Pokémon and not many other good ones and an egg. It took forever. But go check it out. #smallyoutuber #smallyoutubersupport #smallyoutubechannel #pokemonmoon #supportsmallstreamera #livestream #youtubegaming #youtubelivestreaming #letsplay just search xOdarbiOx or follow the link in my bio or https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrum0g7hTLWmHxDQgZGi88Q

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