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What are friends for? | Theodore Nott
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summary: y/n and theo are best friends. she need‘s a little help to make a boy jealous, who ignores her. so what are friend for if not for helping each other?
warning: smut, smoking, drinking, best friends to lovers, unprotected p in v, fingering, oral
word count: 3,7k
notes: my first smut!! english is not my first language, tell me If there is something to correct, I don‘t speak italian I used a translator, request are open 🫶🏻✨
have fun reading <3
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" It's like I'm not even there anymore! " I huffed and let my body fall onto Pansy's bed. " Maybe Blaise needs a little reminder that you're not some toy to play with. Show him that there are plenty of boys who want a piece of you. " She was right, but I couldn't bring it over my heart to led one poor guy on just to make Blaise jealous. We ain't even official. We just went on some dates and I thought that he really liked me, but now he ghost me at every chance he gets.
" I don't want to break a heart just for that. He's not worth it. Maybe I should jut let it - " " No no no! I have an idea! Why don't you ask one of the boys?" Pansy asked, right on point because a second later, Mattheo came into Pansy's room. " Whats up? Playing all by yourselfs?" he teased and threw his bag into the corner of the room. " We need somebody for y/n to make Blaise jealous. He acts like a total ass!" He raised his eyebrows and looked at me.
" Why don't you ask Theo? Think he would be perfect for that." he smiled at me and then at Pansy. " Oh my god yes! That's a win win! You totally liked him a few months ago!" Pansy babbled out. " Pansy!" Mattheo's grin widened. " Really? Well, then I think he's more than perfect."
I sighed and stood up. " I can't ask him. What If he say's no? That would be so embarrassing and I don't want him to think I'm that desperate."
To be honest, I still liked Theodore more than any other guy. We were best friends since we first saw each other when we got sorted into our houses. It clicked instantly. And the older we got, the more of a crush developed inside of me for him. I'm just scared that he doesn't like me as much as I like him. What If he thinks this is weird and cuts our friendship? So I just kept it for myself, and Pansy.. and now Mattheo. 
" Hey why are you all in Pansy's room? I was looking for ya'll." All the hairs on my body raised when I heard his voice coming through the door. " Oh you know, we were just talking about the party tonight and how Y/n is looking for a date." Pansy answered him before I could even say something.
" A date? " he asked irritated. " What about Blaise? Thought you had something going on with him?" And again, before I could answer, Pansy did. " Oh he is a total and stupid ass! He ghosts her so we need a new one to make him jealous. But good you are here now." She smiled at her last own words.
" What do you mean by that? " he asked suspicious of her words. " Come on Mattheo, let's go I'm hungry."  Both of them left the room, but not before Mattheo winked at me. " What the hell are they talking about?" Shit, I can't do this. I’m already freaking out inside, how am I supposed to ask him for such a favor?
" Bella, what is it? Are you okay?" he asked and sat beside me on the bed. " Uhm you know.. like Pansy said I - I need someone for the party. " I looked up at him, he always looked so confident and handsome. " And Blaise is going to be there and Pansy thought - I mean you know Pansy - " I tried to laugh it off. " She thinks it would be good for me to show Blaise that there are other boys that want me." I cringed at my own words. Damn, but everybody in our friendgroup knew how I got a love letter like every week from a new boy. " Why don't you ask one then?"
" That's the thing, I don't want to hurt somebody just to get my way. And I don't think I would be that comfortable with a boy I don't really - " "Then let me do it." My jaw almost fell to the floor. " What? " " Yeah why not? We know each other since first grade, you're my best friend and I would love to see that pissed off look on his stupid face." " Wow, uhm okay - uh let's discuss this while eating with Pansy and Mattheo, yeah?" " Fine for me."
We found our friends at the table in the hall, already eating. I told them how Theo would help me and asked for ideas, cause to be honest, I didn't have one fucking Idea how to do this.
" But let me tell you, I'm not in for the soft shit, that won't work on him." Theo said to our surprise. " Yeah that's my boy!" Mattheo cheered and shook his shoulder. " Oh I got it! Listen up!" Pansy said and told us her plan.
At the party
To say I was frustrated was understated. I did everything Pansy told me. I was close to Theo all the time, his hands around me, all over me. Which gave me such a hard time to concentrate on the real mission. We danced closely, he whispered words into my ear, making me giggle, but nothing worked. And If nothing worked, I had to face Theo's Plan for the night.
But let me tell you, I'm not in for the soft shit, that won't work on him. 
The party went well, but it got later and later and more and more of the students went to sleep. Theo kept giving me looks that were supposed to tell me it was time, but I was way too nervous. Another hour went by and it was just Pansy, Mattheo, Draco, Enzo, Blaise and some girl he had brought from Ravenclaw, in the room. They all sat by the fireplace, spread out on the couch and floor. There where 2 couches, one with Blaise and his new girl and Draco on it. On the floor Enzo and Pansy. Mattheo sat on the second couch.
I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw Blaise close with a brunette, her sitting on his lap and giggling. My whole body got hot from anger.
I searched for one specific person in the room. And when I saw him, our final plan was set. Firewhiskey in my hand, i emptied like a pro the set my nerves free.
I rushed towards my best friend and grabbed him by his shirt, dragging him with me to the couch Mattheo sat on before he could even think about it. " Woah, not that I'm complaining or anything but what has gotten into you?" he asked.
" Do you see that?" I said and stopped. I nodded over to Blaise and the girl, who was whispering something into his ear. " What the fuck.." Theo said in confusion. "I know! That fucker has the audacity to ghost me all day and then this shit? No no no. Definetly Plan B."
" And how do you want to do it exactly?“ he asked. " I want you to fuck him out of my head If he‘s not talking to me." Yeah, that was 100% the firewhiskey. But Theo didn’t even protest. We arrived at the couch and sat down together.
Pansy lit up a J in her hands and started to smoke. " Where is Enzo? He wanted to share." Kiara asked Mattheo after taking her first big drag. " If you want to I share with you." I said before thinking about it. Theo‘s head shot in my direction. " You sure? That's the muggle stuff, hits a little bit harder. "
" I want some too." Draco interrupted. " Yeah I'm sure. Give me some after Draco. " Theo didn't stop looking at me. He knew that I tried smoking a view months ago but he also knew that I didn't like taking drugs. After Dray took his first puff, he gave it to me. He coughed a litte bit. After I took it from him he lets himself fall against the armrest of the couch.
I took one strong pull, inhaled it deep into my lungs and exhaled it after a few seconds without coughing. " Wow that was impressive." Pansy laughed as she saw how I smoked without one little cough. I gave it to Mattheo, knowing he liked to smoke sometimes.
We shared it for a few minutes until it was done. I felt a hand on my thigh, playing with the hem of my skirt. I looked at Theo who already looked at me and lowered his head to my ear.
 " You know I would love to have you all for myself but do you think that's a good idea? What If it does not work and you regret it?" I got closer to his face, almost touching his lips with mine. " Then I'm so done with him. I tried everything, and every time he finds a way to fuck it up, so yes Theo, I am sure. And If you don't want to take me upstairs and fuck my soul out of my body I will find someone else to do it, so? " He licked his lips and scanned my whole face to make sure If I'm 100 percent sure. 
" Distruggerò il tuo piccolo corpo perfetto, principessa. " ( I'm gonna destroy that perfect little body of yours, princess. ) he growled smiling devilish. "I still can speak italian, Theo."
He slammed his lips into mine and put his hands all over my body. I moaned into his mouth, which turned him on even more. He scooped his hands under my ass and sat me on his lap, where I could feel how hard he already was. " Did my words affect you that much huh?" I smiled at him which he just returned with pressing his hips into mine even more. 
" One part of me hopes it all works out and you get happy and shit, the other part of me hopes he stay's an idiot so I can have you to myself. " he admitted quiet, just for my ears to hear.
" You love the affect you're having on me right?" I just nodded with my head and started to grind painfully slow on him. To be honest after smoking that J with them, I kind of lost my shame, knowing they were probably knocked out already, which means they didn't give a fuck about me and Theo grinding on each other. I couldn't see Blaise’s face as my back was in front of him, but I hoped he would just feel as angry as I did. I swung my hair over my shoulder, where I saw Pansy and Draco getting out of the common room, Pansy winking at me.
" Continue doing that and I'm gonna fuck you right in front of him." " You wouldn't" I dared him, but I should have known better to be honest.
He grabbed me by my waist and crashed me with my back into the couch, getting on top of me. " What did you say?" I smiled sheepishly at him as he lowered his head to my neck where he started to place soft kisses all over my already hot skin. " Okay lovebirds, I'm gonna go and find Enzo." Mattheo said, being the only one left. " Have fun y/n. " he smiled and winked at me just like Pansy did. While Theo started to place his hand slowly under my skirt I turned my head in Blaise’s direction.
That son of a bitch started to make out with her, hands on her ass but his eyes concentrated on me. I moaned loud enough for him to hear as Theo's second hand wrapped around my neck. Blaise groped that girl harder, pressing her hips against his, never losing eye contact with me.
Funny thing was, I knew he didn't enjoy it that much, you could see it on his face. Me on the other hand, I really was enjoying myself. Theo knew all the right spots on my body, even tho a few hours ago I wished it was Blaise instead. I hissed when he sucked on my left boob, which was almost exposed due to my excuse of a top.
My eyes fixed on Blaise again, until Theo turned my head to his face. " How far do you want me to go ? Because I meant what I said, I would fuck you into this couch for hours while he's watching." he asked a little bit quieter. My breathing was heavy, clearly turned on. " Fuck I don't know. He's watching me the whole time I don't think he's gonna keep that facade up for long." " That was not my question, amore." " I trust you Theodore." For a moment I looked at him and saw my best friend again. " But If he doesn't stop it with her, I won't too. So do whatever you want." I smiled at his expression, completely turned on by now and ready to give it all.
" You're gonna regret that." he whispered against my lips before he took my lip between his teeth, making me moan and shake. I closed my eyes and tried not to think too much of Blaise anymore. If he wanted me, he would say something, but I'm not the one who's gonna back down.
"Sei proprio un puttana per me." ( You are such a little whore for me. ) I smiled at his dirty words.
His right hand was already under my skirt, his left hand now cupped my left boob under my top, playing with my nipple. " Fuck Theo, please." I whimpered, arching my back. My hands wandered under his shirt and over his hard abs. Damn, he really was made by the gods.
At that point Blaise was long forgotten and my longing for Theo got bigger by any second. " What do you want, principessa? " His right hand left my skirt to pull my top completely down, so anyone who would pass by, could see me half naked. His lips wandered just above my right nipple. " What do you want, y/n?" he asked again. " Y-your mouth.. want your mouth o-on me - oh yes." I groaned as he wrapped his plump lips around my nipple, sucking and licking it. He was so good at what he did, I almost didn't notice Blaise standing up und leaving the fireplace. 
Theo did too and stopped to my dismiss. " Do you want to stop?" he asked, out of breath, clearly turned on too. " Hell no, I want you to fuck me Theo, please." " Shit I love it when you beg, beg more and maybe I'm gonna give you what you want."
I swallowed all my pride and let go. " Please fuck me Theo, I want to feel you. I wanna feel your lips all over me, please. I'm so hot I can't take it anymore. Just do something." That was all he needed to hear from me. He janked my skirt down my legs and threw it across the place.
His face now in front of my throbbing pussy. " Fuck, you're all wet, just for me huh?" He pressed his lips against my clit, covered by my panties. My brain stopped working from there on. " You smell so fucking good. Such a little slut, letting me touch you in the middle of the common room. You like that? You like the risk at getting caught? " He teared my panties apart and threw them to my skirt. " Theo! They were new!" I frowned.
" After that we're gonna sneek out tomorrow and I'll buy you everything you want as long as you wear it only for me." I nodded and whimpered again as his head came closer and closer to my heat. I wiggled in his grip, crazy for some kind of friction. Finally he started to lick my pulsing clit in a fast rhythm, making me scream his name. " Shit, just like that! " I gripped his soft hair, pressing his face harder into my pussy.
" I wish you would have asked me sooner to help you, your pussy tastes so good I never want to taste something else in my entire life." he mumbled against my hot skin. My heart throbbed too at his words. Not long after that, he started to suck hard on my clit, fingering my hole to prepare it.
My stomach twisted and I felt a strong feeling inside of me. He must have felt it too 'cause he moved his mouth and fingers even faster now. " Are you coming? Fuck, come on my tongue baby, please." he whimpered slightly which gave me the rest and so I came hard, my whole body twitching snd shaking again. He groaned at the taste and pulled himself up again, smiling at me. " That was good?" he asked and kissed me before I could answer, making me taste myself on his lips.
I felt him again against my leg. " I want to make you feel good too." I whispered as my hand slid down his jeans, pressing it against him. He groaned and the feeling, letting his head fall down. With my other hand I opened his Jeans and pulled it down with his help.
" I'm so hard because of you. Can't even think about something else but fucking you into this couch all night long. " " Then do it, fuck me stupid." I said grinning.
He took off his boxer and positioned himself at my entrance. He looked at me to make sure I was ready. "Please, can't wait any longer too." He rubbed his tip against my clit, which was still sensitive from my last orgasm. "Hmm Theo, I need you inside of me, now."
"Turn around, I want to fuck you from behind. Wanna see that ass." I turned around and got on all fours. " Yeah just like that.. now ass up and face down principessa." I did as he told me and waited for his touch again.
" God I wish I could frame this sight right into my head forever." he mumbled and took his cock into his hands, rubbing it against my clit again, spreeding all the wetness. I inhaled sharply as he pressed his cock into me. I wrapped my arms around the cushions beside my head, moaning loudly. " Fuck yes, that tight little pussy feels so good, all for me, right?" he asked me but I was so knocked out inside my head that I didn't answer. Until I felt a sharp sting on my ass. He fucking slapped my ass, making me moan again. "Yes!"
" Shit, you like that? " he slapped my ass again, harder this time and started moving faster, making my ass slap against his hips. I screamed at the feeling of him reaching my g spot." Oh my god yes Theo, right there!" He fucked me like there was no tomorrow, wrapping his hand around my throat and pressing his cheek against mine.
" I want you to never look or even think of that motherfucker again, you understand? It's me who fucks you like this. It's me whose name you're screaming into the cushions which are laying on the couch, that I'm fucking you right now into. Every time from now on you come to me If you want your tight little pussy fucked. Do. You. Under. Stand?" he asked with each thrust. 
" Oh bella I feel you squirming around my cock, are you close again? Did that turn you on? You like being manhandled like that?" "Hmm y-yes please make me come again. I need it so bad." I knew I couldn't hold it for any longer. I was so close to my second orgasm.
" Beg me to cum baby, come on. Beg me and I'll let you come so hard you'll see stars." I was away just a few moment from my high, feeling it in my stomach again. " Oh my god Theo please fuck me! Make me cum p-please!" " Who is making you cum baby ? Tell me! Scream as loud as you can, that bastard shall hear  you coming on my dick." He started to draw circles on my clit and tightened his hand around my throat which pushed me over the line a second time. " It's you Theo, it was alway you, fuck!" I cried out.
My orgasm hit me so hard, that I in fact, saw black and little stars before my eyes. " Mgh fuck- I'm gonna fucking explode all over you. " I clenched around him which made him finally cum. " Fuuck.." he let his head fall in my neck und jerked his cock in his hand until he came all over my ass and back. He had cum on his fingers, holding it in front of my mouth. " Open up, amore."
I did as he told me to and opened my mouth, sucking on his cum covered fingers. His lips slightly parted as he watched me. " I am so not ready with you. Next round's in the shower. " he smirked as he wiped his cum off me with his shirt.
" I meant what I said, it was always you. " I said softly, hoping he would finally admit his feelings for me. " Really? Are you sure it wasn't just so Blaise would - " " No Theo - " I started to turn around, facing him again. " I liked you way before Blaise, I was just scared that you wouldn't feel the same for me. I tried to forget you and move on, so I started this thing with Blaise. But my heart always wanted you. "
"Allora lascia che io abbia il tuo cuore per sempre." (Then let me have your heart forever.) He kissed me softly, holding my face in both his hands. 
"Ti amo." ( I love you. )
"Anch'io ti amo, cara mia. " ( I love you too, my dear. )
hope u liked reading it, thankful for every like. 🫶🏻
My request are open If you‘re interested.
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mt-oe · 29 days
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𝐓𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬—modern mizu x reader
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Hey dears!
This is my first fic in this blog. I'm quite nervous since it's been years since I wrote something creative and something outside of academics.
Yes, it's a popular song nowadays and I do only listen to selected songs by the artist. Might leave this be or might create a part 2. Let's see <3 Regardless, I hope you enjoy! Mwa mwa!
Update: Since I love ya'll, here's part two: mwa!
warning: not proofread, smut (mdni please!), she/her for mizu and implied afab reader, mention of virginity and bleeding
oh yeah, mizu is your ex-gf for this one.
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I don't really know if she cares or not All I know is she left a lot of stuff in my apartment She's never getting back
It had been a few weeks since you and Mizu broke up. She had initiated it during the middle of the semester. You were too stressed out with your project and being in a demanding program, and to her, you were just too much.
That was not to say she didn't try.
She did.
She absolutely fucking tried her best.
Going out of her way to buy you meals even if she was busy too, buying the materials you needed, letting you cry against her, and even doing some of the parts you struggled with despite not even having a clue on what to do. Nobody could tell her she never even tried.
But like anything else, if it gets used to it, it gets tired. The constant fighting and the amount of time she had gone to bed with a heavy heart was draining her.
A few days after your break up, you had come and collected your things from her apartment. Her heart sunk as your frown greeted her upon opening the door. With the cardboard boxes behind you and your friend in the driver's seat waiting for you, it was clear to her that you were there to take back what was yours that both of you once claimed were 'ours'.
The once happy and comfy abode becoming gloomy and cold as the trinkets you have displayed, the clothes you claimed are still clean, and the books you bought but never read were now gone.
It was just her and her thoughts. Her and her memories with you.
And as the smell on my pillow fades Her cigarettes might stay Like a Roman Coliseum A dry and worthless monument to our love
A sigh escaped her lips as she laid down on her bed, staring at the ceiling. The bed that was once so warm with plushies and fluffy blankets was now cold. She rolled over and looked at what was once your side of the bed. Your pillow still smelled faintly of you, a smell that brought her so much joy and comfort.
As she leaned closer to the pillow and closed her eyes, allowing herself to take in the fading scent from your pillow, the image of you laying down beside her appeared in her mind.
"Good morning.." You whispered groggily, giving her a sleepy yet angelic smile. Your cheek against the pillow as the rays of the morning sun shone against your hair, giving it a brighter hue than it usually had.
A small, almost unseen, smile appeared on Mizu's lips. Her long, slender fingers tucking in a strand of hair behind your ear. The gesture sent a shiver down your spine, making you grip the blanket closer to your bare chest, covering the love bites and hickeys she had given you. Her sharp blue eyes scanning every detail of your face. The way your cheeks was subtly smushed against the pillow, the flutter of your eyelashes as you blinked, the way your pupils dilated as you stared back at her.
You purse your lips as you stared back, a glint of mild amusement swirling with the admiration you had for your girlfriend. "What..?" you chortled, leaning closer to her.
"Nothing." She gently pulled you closer, hand giving the plush of your ass a light playful squeeze. "Just admiring..."
I still have your lighter I still have your book I still have everything you brought, but you never took
Mizu let out a groan, opening her eyes to the dull sight of her wall. "That's right.. She's gone.' she thought, rolling her eyes at herself for even feeling a bit of joy reminiscing about you beside her.
Pushing herself up, her hand reached onto her bedside table to grab a cigarette. Her back rested against the bedframe, she placed the cig between her lips. A Marlboro Red. Before you, she used to smoke blues, a recommendation by Taigen that never left her.
That was until she met you.
After meeting you, she went from smoking a pack or two a day to chewing on gum. It wasn't because you convinced her to quit or to appeal to you. It was because she wanted all of you. The taste of your lips, the taste of your tongue—hell, even the taste of your perfume when she pulled you in. She wanted it all.
Now, she was back to smoking. Your absence leaving a pit in her and an odd sense of loneliness in her mouth. This time, she was smoking reds, a want to forget your taste to cope with the ache you left.
Well, she was about to, but when her hands reached into her drawer for a lighter, she found none.
A small "what the fuck?" left her lips as she sat up straight, pulling the bedside drawer out fully to search for the small metal lighter she always kept. Eyebrows knitting together, she pulled out every item in her drawer but to no avail. Her lighter was not there.
What she found, however, was a book. Your book. It was already unwrapped and some corners folded in place of a bookmark. Her heart stopped as she inspected it, hand taking the cigarette from between her lips and onto her ashtray.
Mizu opened the book and began reading from the page where you left off. After scanning over the words printed on the novel, she set it down before letting out a huff of bittersweet amusement. Yup, this book was definitely hers now.
It was a mature novel. A damn fucking smutty novel.
"Mizu.." You called out, a sly yet playful look on your face. You walked over to her desk with the book in your hand, finger slipped in between the pages.
She looked up from the computations she was doing, head turning towards you. "What is it?"
Your hands opened the book, placing it on top of her notebook. Her eyes scanned the paragraphs you highlighted, eyes narrowing as she read out the graphic descriptions of the characters shoving their digits inside each other, each word describing the erotic sounds made and the intensity of the arousal the characters felt.
She gulped, swallowing the pooling saliva at the back of her mouth as she handed the novel back to you. "What...do you mean by this?" she asked carefully, cautious not to embarrass herself by revealing how the written scene made her feel some sort of heat between her legs.
Hands slipped down between her legs, eliciting a groan from the usually stoic woman as you slid your hands down. "Mizu." You bent down to her height and tossed the closed book on top of her desk, knocking the pens and pencils further back.
"I want to do that too."
You know where to find me And I know where to look
The scene replayed in her mind like a video tape. The way you looked at her with such want. The way she pushed you down roughly against the bed, hand taking off your dress with such desire she almost ripped it by the seams. The way your eyes looked up at her as if waiting for her to continue, demanding her to continue.
Your back arched against the mattress, hands gripping the sheets as you squeezed your eyes shut. "Fuck.." Mizu breathed out, watching the strap-on sink in to your glistening cunt. A choked back moan escaping your lips as you bit your cheeks in, tears springing from the corner of your eyes as the plastic stretched you further.
"Halfway in, dove." She groaned out, eyebrows furrowing as if she could feel you through the toy, hands gripping the soft flesh of your thighs harder.
Your eyes glanced at her before rolling back as she pushed the strap-on further inside, the pain of the stretch making you whimper. "W-Wait...please.." You moaned in a whiny, slightly pained manner, a hand moving from gripping the sheets to gripping Mizu's arm.
Her movements halted immediately upon feeling your nails against her arm, digging into it and creating crescent-shaped marks. Her eyes traveled from the pained-yet-pleasured expression on your face to your hole.
"Holy shit..." She whispered, pulling out a bit to see it clearly. Blood. You were fucking bleeding. "Dove...I'm so fucking sorry. I—"
She was cut off by you pulling her down for a kiss. Your hands wrapped around her as your nails dug on to her shoulder, eliciting a moan from her. Mizu had no idea you were a virgin. It was never a piece of information she had considered nor cared about until now. In fact, her concern was placed on the fact that you were bleeding.
Her eyes widened as she felt your legs wrapping around her back, pulling her closer and pushing the toy in more. "Take it..." You moaned out, eyes squeezing shut. "Fuck me...take me"
You were offering yourself to her, letting her take your first time.
Mizu's eyes narrowed, the feeling of worry disappearing as it was replaced by a carnal desire. Her hands gripped your trembling thighs harder as she lifted them up more and pushed you down further, almost knocking all the air out your lungs as she put you in a mating press position.
Her hips pushed the toy inside you, biting her lip at the wet squelching noise your pussy made. A moan escaped both your throats as the length of the toy was fully inside you. She paused for a moment before looking at you with narrowed eyes as if asking you for consent to continue.
The moment you nodded, she immediately pulled the toy almost all the way out before pushing it completely, eliciting a loud moan from you. Her hips continued to move, motion starting of slow but hard. The pain from your nails raking down her back stung, but she continued to move, not even bothering to move your hands.
How could she?
The sight of you taking her, all of her, like the good girl you are was scrumptious.
"Hurry...please.." You pleaded, thoughts blanking out as the pleasure overrode the pain you were previously in. Each thrust sending waves of pleasure throughout your body. The pleads coming from your mouth becoming incoherent as Mizu thrusts in faster and harder.
She gripped your chin, forcing you open your mouth before capturing you in another kiss. Her tongue exploring the caverns of your mouth, smiling slightly as she tasted you. Her eyes watching over your expression as she moved, taking in the way your eyes looked at her and the way it rolled back when she thrusted the dildo in roughly.
Your legs trembled as you continued to lock her in, pushing against her more. Incoherent moaning and whining mixed with low groans and grunts filled the room. The tightening feeling building up inside you as Mizu continued to move. Her thumb rubbed against your clit, making you moan almost desperately.
It didn't take long for your climax to come, a wave of pleasure bursting in you. She placed her hand against the small of your back as you arched against her. The way you closed your eyes shut, the way your eyebrows furrowed, the tears of pleasure that streamed down your face, the way your cheeks flushed. You were so fucking beautiful to her.
Mizu snapped back into reality, rubbing her face against the palm of her hands in frustration. The regret of breaking up settling in her. She stood up and placed the cigarette between her lips again. Her feet making no noise as walked over to the kitchen to grab the kitchen lighter she kept in cabinets, lighting the red and taking a puff out of it.
A groan escaped her lips as the self-hatred from making such a foolish decision sunk into her. After a moment of thought, she put on her dark biker jacket and a bunch of rings she put on as a habit before going out.
There was no way she'll let herself live in regret like this. Not after you let her take all of you.
Call it thieving, stealing, but she's taking back what's not hers.
Thievin', stealin', takin' what's not yours
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neoarchipelago · 1 year
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And they were Roommates (part 15)
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A/N: I feel like i keep saying this but, all my chapters are long... SOO anyway. I don't know how i feel about this chapter, i'm torn between hating it and hating myself. Reviews are greatly appreciated and please be honest, don't try to make me happy, i truly want constructive critisim, so go on my babies, break my heart.
Also all lot of you seem to want to be my good girls or good boys. So yeah, sure, i'll be ya'lls mommy.
Yes. Hate me.
Warnings: Mentions of death, injury, 18+ content etc, just minors don't. F-Reader.
You sighed. Turning around in the black sheets. You could still smell his cologne in them. It's been two weeks. And you missed him like hell. You missed his voice, his touch, his eyes. You touched your neck. He had taken his dog tags with him. It felt like you lacked something now.
You groaned, throwing one of the pillows over your head. A knock rang in the room. 
"Sparrow. Come on. Get up." Bishop called through the door. 
You groaned again as a response. 
"Come on!" 
"Fine!" 
You decided to get up. You'd spend the day in bed otherwise and you had to go to base. The squad had joined Los Vaqueros to hunt down the two cartel's bosses. You had stayed behind with bishop and Coyote to remotely track any Intel on the dark web. Aquila, Carkeys and Grim went on site to collect Intel and use drones and other equipment to help the squad. 
You spent time in between the base and your house where Melissa and the team joined you as often as they could. 
It took an hour at best to get to base with everyone. You had walked into the IT quarters with a coffee in hand. 
"Rough morning?" Laswell asked. 
"Where are they?" You asked. 
She shook her head with a smile on her lips. 
"They got into the city last night. They managed to get a few high ups of the cartel." Coyote explained. 
"We managed to capture some conversations on a blank website. Two of their hackers were trying to throw false Intel to throw us off. But we managed to find their ID's which was much more interesting." Bishop added. 
You nodded sitting down at your computer. 
"Grim and Carkeys are following closely the squad with the drones and satellite images. We have made sure to protect those and are gate keeping them so they can't use those to track our soldiers." 
You sighed of relief.
"I wouldn't have made it without you guys… thank you…" you said. 
Bishop winked at you while coyote smiled. 
"Aquila is making sure they're safe, keeping track of their equipments." 
You took a deep breath. 
"Alright back to work." 
You got back to work, trying to focus as best as you could on it. The day passed by in a flash again. You felt like the anxiety would kill you at every new piece of information coming your way. At the end of the day you looked around the room full of screens. 
"Hey sparrow, come here" Bishop called with a smile. 
You walked up to her, blinking as you looked down at her screen. 
"HEY THERE!" Soap's voice rang. 
You felt a rush of adrenaline. 
"We managed to create a remote link so we could video call with their base." Coyote explained, the freckled on her nose dancing as she smiled. 
"Thank you… hey soap. How are you guys?" You asked. 
"We are good here, we are getting closer to the target." Gaz answered. 
You smiled at them. Price and Alejandro now appeared behind them. You noticed the blush on Coyote's face. 
"Oh, look, it's our ladies!" Price called. 
You chuckled as the girls giggled. 
"Princesa!" Alejandro called. 
As by magic, it immediately summoned him. HIM. Your breath caught in your front. Simon.
"My princess." 
His voice was rough. Ghost was on edge. Alejandro raised his hands up, showing there was no sign of threat from him. 
"Hey…" you greeted with a smile. 
He nodded. 
The conversation kept going, now Carkeys, Aquila and Grim showing up as well. It felt nice to be able to talk with everyone, but all you wanted was to tell him you missed him. You needed him. You wanted two minutes alone with him just to tell him you loved him again. It must have shown. Because the team did exactly that. 
You were now sitting in front of the screen with only him. Only him. 
"Hey…" you said again. 
"Say it bunny." 
You smirked. 
"I miss you… want my Simon back." 
He chuckled. 
"Miss you too bunny." He said. 
"Is everything ok on your side? You aren't hurt?" You worried. 
"I'm fine. Don't worry darling. I'll be home soon. Alright?" 
You nodded. You heard Price calling in the back, marking the end of the call. He got closer to the screen, you did too. 
"Simon… I love you…" 
You saw through the pixels how his pupils dilated at the sound of the words. 
"Don't do this to me bunny… I'm too far away to fuck you into my mattress…" 
You smiled, biting your lip. He wouldn't say it. Not yet. But you'd be patient. 
"Guess you're going to have to come back for that." You teased. 
He chuckled. You bid your goodbyes, heart heavy. 
You stared at the now black screen. You were doomed. Completely doomed. He was king of your thoughts at all times. He had managed to capture the little sparrow and make it his. You closed your eyes, biting your lip. 
"You alright?" 
You opened your eyes looking at the girls next to you. You smiled faintly nodding at them. 
"They'll be fine. They've had to fight worse." Bishop started. 
"And they have us. We'll keep them safe." Coyote added. 
You sighed. You nodded faintly. 
"Come on. Let's go home." 
You turned around to notice Laswell standing not too far as well. You stood up, the girls heading to the door. You took a last glance at the black screen before following them. 
The next few days, things started to get complicated. Tension kept rising for everyone. You'd spend more time at base. Sometimes staying there overnight. Laswell was keeping an eye on you like a hawk. But you couldn't get yourself to go home. You had ended up bringing Reaper with you everywhere. No one had commented on it. 
You were looking at the fluffy plush on your big desk. The sound of panic made your blood run cold. You stood immediately, watching everyone's voice rise and run. 
"What's going on?!" You asked. 
Bishop froze looking up at you. 
"An attack. We've lost communication." 
You cursed, sitting back down and getting to work on your computer. 
You were focused on trying to find a link, a connection, anything to create a form of communication. Every ticking second felt heavier on you. You felt trapped in an hourglass, sand filling up and pouring around you. Suffocating. 
Soon the seconds turned to minutes. Minutes to hours. You were on the verge of a breakdown. 
"We got them!" 
You ran to the screens. 
"Bravo six ?" Laswell called. 
You held your breath. 
"Bravo six do you copy?!" She called again. 
Silence. Heavy silence. 
"Bravo six copy." The rough voice rang. 
You closed your eyes, releasing the air in your lungs. Price's voice filled you with relief. 
"What's your status bravo six?" 
"Took a hit, lost a few guys, but squad 141 is operational."
Laswell turned to you. You wanted to cry. You wouldn't. Not in front of everyone. They're fine. Fuck… he's ok. 
You sat in a nearby chair. You let them talk over the radio as your mind tried to grasp what happened. You had almost lost him. It hit you how fragile this was. You could lose him at any second. You felt dizzy for a second. You looked up to see Bishop and Coyote with worried looks on their faces. 
"Bishop. Coyote." You called. 
They turned to you. You called them to you. 
"Let's not pretend I don't see your worried looks. I can see you guys have got a little something for a certain captain and a sergeant." You smiled. 
Coyote blushed and Bishop smirked. You grabbed their hands.
"We're ok. We're gonna make it. We're together." You tried to comfort. 
"Of course we are. That mohawk cutie better come back. Got to take him out." Bishop teased. 
You smiled. 
"Well… i…i don't know if the captain would be interested…" Coyote said with a little frown. 
"Ah don't worry. We'll help you with that." Bishop teased again. 
You nodded, winking at her. 
"Come on, let's get back to work." You concluded. 
You stayed all night. You had used the locker rooms to shower and change. Laswell kept nagging you to go home but you refused. Melissa had passed by with Amy, bringing some food and snacks. You had enjoyed the time with them. But it got late and they had to leave. The room was awfully quiet at night. Bishop and Coyote had gone back home as well, they needed rest. 
You needed it too. But your mind was a mess.
You couldn't get it out of your head that you had lost contact with the team and almost lost them. It felt sour. You held Reaper in your arms. Your eyes burnt a bit. You were tired. Laswell was still here. She kept throwing glances at you. 
"Hey… you should sleep." She repeated again. 
You looked at the bottom of the screen. 4 am. 
"I know… but I can't…" you whispered. 
She walked off with a sigh. 
You refused. You refused to leave. You needed to stay here. This was the closest to him you could be. And for the moment, this is what you needed.  
The next morning the team had walked in. You had nodded off around 5am but woken up an hour after. Bishop had brought coffees and snacks. You were grateful for it. 
You felt heavy worried stares. You ignored them, drowning yourself back into work. 
"Sparrow." Bishop called softly. 
You blinked. Standing up. You felt dizzy again for a second but brushed it off. You walked to her. You closed your eyes for a second when you saw it. The screen showed an empty website. Pictures of bloodied dog tags lined up. 
"Tell me It's not what I think it is…" you said. 
"I'm afraid… it's exactly what it is…" coyote explained in a sad voice. 
"They're keeping them as trophies. For each soldier they've killed." Bishop added with a hint of disgust in her voice. 
You looked at the names on the little metal collars. 
"I'll go report to Laswell… keep an eye on these…" you said. 
You felt a knot in your throat as you walked out of the room.
 
Having that kind of talk was rough. And it had been, for you and for Laswell. Families had to know the truth, and condolences had to be sent with proper decoration for lost soldiers. You knew it would never heal the emptiness the news will leave in these people's hearts. You had walked back to the IT's wing. Bishop had dragged you to a screen immediately. 
You felt your heart drop at first, your mind instantly thinking about the worst things. 
"Oh look at our little mama bird…" 
Your eyes filled with tears. The image was blurry. The sound wasn't top quality, but the faces on screen made you want to cry. 
"Johnny…" you tried with a little smile. 
Bishop hugged you as soon as she saw your glossy eyes. Coyote held your hand in here. 
"Come on, we're all ok! Gonna need more than that!" Alejandro joked. 
"We were worried about you guys!" Bishop scolded. 
"Yes… please be careful…" coyote added. 
"Look at that, our ladies got all worried about us…" Price said, winking at the screen. 
You felt Coyote tense. You smiled to yourself squeezing her hand softly. 
"I haven't seen Konig in a while, how's he?" You asked. 
"Well he's been spending a lot of time with Grim. They keep talking in German so… we have no idea what they're saying." Gaz explained. 
"They get along very well though!" Soap said with a wink. 
"Where's..?" You asked. 
"Hum… not too far. He's a bit…" gaz started. 
"Pissed. He's pissed." Soap finished. 
You sighed. 
"I'll go get him." Alejandro said. 
You nodded. The rest of the team talked a bit. 
"It's getting complicated. They're feeling surrounded. Becoming more aggressive.." coyote warned. 
"Yeah… we're going to change tactics here." Price added. 
The call suddenly fell silent. The boys rose, nodding as they walked away. Bishop and Coyote dropped a kiss on each side of your face before stepping away.  
"Simon…" 
The word fell from your lips. It was like a call to an unknown god. 
"Y/N." You heard. "You haven't been sleeping well." His voice was stern. 
Your face dropped. 
"You almost died." You countered. 
"Bunny." He warned..
"Simon." You said in the same tone. 
He sighed. 
"I'm ok. I'm worried about you right now" 
Somehow it did not comfort you. You were worried about him!
"You have to sleep. You hear me?" He scolded. 
You sighed too. You nodded slowly. 
"Good girl." He praised. 
It made you smile. 
"Have you been sleeping in my bed?" He asked. 
You bit your lip. 
"Maybe…" 
He leaned closer to the camera. 
"Good. I love it when my pillow smells like you." 
You smiled. 
"You'll have me next to you. You won't need that." You teased. 
"Hmm. Careful bunny. I'm not going to forget those words." 
"You better not. I hope it motivates you to come back." 
He chuckled. The sound of his laugh warmed you. 
"On my way baby…" 
A month. A full month and half. You were going insane. People probably thought you were insane, walking around base with Reaper hanging out of your bag. You had been forced by Laswell and Simon, over a video call, to go out with Melissa for a few hours after work. You had finally given in. There you were, in front of a restaurant on base. 
Melissa welcomed you with a hug as you walked to your table in the restaurant. 
"How are you feeling?" She asked. 
You shrugged. 
"Could be much better… could be much worse." 
She smiled at you. 
"How about you? Any news on Eric?" You asked with a worried voice. 
"No, not any. Since you talked to Hopkins I feel babysitted at all times." She said, rolling her eyes. 
"Good. Very good." You answered with a smile. 
She laughed, making you relax. The dinner spent with her lifted some stress and pressure off your shoulders. You had to be honest, it helped you feel better. You had insisted to pay for dinner, it had helped you so much. As you walked out of the restaurant, the cold air made you shiver. You were talking to Melissa when she happily waved at someone. 
You turned to watch the K.9 team discussing, not too far. You walked to them. 
"Sergeant Gallegos !" A woman greeted. 
"Hey Jenny." She greeted back. 
The woman turned to you, palling a bit. The German shepherd next to her sitting calmly, its pink tongue out, did not let her master leave its sight. 
"Sparrow.." she tried with a bit less friendlyness. 
You smiled, trying to relax her. 
"Don't worry, I'm out here completely harmless." You assured. 
Her shoulders seemed to relax a bit as she smiled. 
"What are you guys doing tonight?" Melissa asked. 
"Oh hum… we're out to throw a goodbye party…." She answered with a little sadness in her voice.
"Oh… someone leaving?" You asked. 
She nodded turning her body so you could look behind her. The team was talking, their k9s on leash next to them. You frowned, confused. Jenny walked over to them, making Melissa and you follow her. 
"Guys, Sergeant Gallegos and … Sparrow came to say hi." 
You waved with a warm smile. You were glad they didn't seem too nervous around you. 
"So, who's leaving?" Melissa asked. 
"Oh… it's um… it's him." A man said. 
You followed his gaze. A black shepherd laid on the ground. His beautiful brown eyes shining under the restaurants lights. 
"Oh he's retiring?" You asked. 
"Hum not really…" another said. 
"Can… I?" You asked. 
Jenny nodded. 
You stepped towards the dog kneeling next to it slowly. You let him sniff your hand as his head rose. He let you pet him, making you smile. 
"His soldier was KIA. He hasn't been eating since." The soldier holding the leash explained. 
"KIA?" You asked. 
"Killed in action." Melissa explained. 
"Oh…" you frowned. 
"Sometimes it happens. The dogs see their soldiers die and refuse to eat for a little while. With time and lots of patience and love it usually gets better. But… he just seems to have given up." Jenny explained. 
"He's been through foster homes and vets but… he just gave up." Another soldier explained. 
You felt your heart shatter as you looked into it's eyes. 
"What's going to happen to him.." Melissa asked. 
"Well… I'm afraid he'll have to be… you know…" he explained. 
You bit your lip. You felt the colar underneath your fingers, through the semi long furr of his neck. You grabbed the little tag on it reading the name. 
"Riley …" you let out. 
"Oh… Sparrow…" Melissa tried. 
You felt something like a flash coursing through your blood. Something that urged you to do something. 
"Is there no other way?" You asked, turning to Jenny. 
"Well… we've tried everything… we can't chose for him… and in the end it's the commander's choice… even if it breaks the team's hearts" she said. 
You bit your lip. Looking back at the big pup, you felt yourself melt and at the same time cry inside. He looked down… like he had truly given up. He missed his soldier. His family. Just like you. 
"Sparrow… i don't think that's a good idea." You heard Melissa, as she seemed to read your mind. 
But it was too late, you had already made your decision.
"I'll take him." You said in a decisive tone.
The team looked at each other, taken a back. 
"Ma'am… I don't think you can…" a woman said. 
"The commander's orders…" Jenny tried too. 
"Get your commander on call. Tell him Sparrow wants to keep K9 Riley." You said with a smile. 
She hesitated. Melissa had given up on trying to tell you no. She was just smiling, her arms crossed. Jenny turned to Melissa who simply nodded. As Jenny took out her cellphone, the team seemed to perk up. 
"Ma'am… are you really going to keep him?" The soldier holding the leash asked. 
You nodded with a big smile. 
"It'll take time… but I have patience. And all the time in the world." You said. 
Jenny started speaking on the phone. The team fell silent. 
"Hum… the commander would like to speak to you…" she said. 
"Sure! Put him on speaker." You agreed. 
She did. She walked up to you and put the phone on speaker. The team surrounded you.  You almost wanted to laugh at the team around you. How silent they were. 
"Hello?" The phone rang. 
"Hello commander." You greeted. 
Silence. Melissa held herself from laughing out loud. 
"Sparrow?" 
"Yes, commander?" 
"Hum… are you really asking to take one of the K9's?" 
"Absolutely. Is there a problem with my request…?" 
"Well… more than one but… I'm not sure I'm allowed to refuse either." 
You laughed a bit. 
"You can. But I usually get what I want." 
"What should I even say to General Hopkins?" 
"The exact truth. I met Riley. I decided to keep it. I told you. You couldn't refuse. That's all." 
You leaned down again, petting the black dog. 
"Hum.." he hesitated.
"If he has something to say. Please tell him to directly come to me." You warned. 
The team looked shocked. Melissa rolled her eyes. 
"Well… alright, I'll take care of the paperwork and have it delivered to you to sign by the sergeant." 
The soldiers around jumped happily, silently though. You smiled to yourself. Was this a very thoughtful decision? No. It definitely wasn't responsible but you'd make sure to own up to your brand new responsibilities. 
"Thank you commander, have a good night." 
Jenny took back her phone, ending the call after a few last words with her commander. The team cheered. Melissa smiled at you. 
"We have to celebrate!" One said. 
"I can't believe this just turned into a celebration" Jenny cheered. 
"Yeah… Sparrow has a thing for Riley's." Melissa teased. 
The team awkwardly looked at each other. 
"So… it's true? For… you and Lieutenant…" jenny asked. 
You nodded trying to not make a fuss out of it. 
"He said he wanted a dog. I think he'll be thrilled… or probably scold me but he'll get around eventually." You joked. 
The team laughed a bit. 
"Let's grab a drink!" A man said. 
"Oh… well… just one. We got lots of work tomorrow…" Melissa said. 
"Yeah. And I got to find lots of stuff for my new furr baby." You said. 
"We'll help you with that! We can give you a few stuff for the night." Jenny assured. 
You smiled. 
"Alright. One drink." 
You walked to the car with your new friend. You were surprised how Riley followed you without a problem. You opened the passenger door of the black jeep. Simon had left his car obviously, and insisted that you'd use it. You looked down at the dog, sitting, looking up at you. 
"Come on Riley. Let's go home." 
He seemed to understand as he jumped into front seat. You closed the door, dropping all the things the team had given you in the backseat. Walking around the car you got into the driver's seat. The black dog was sitting next to you, looking at you. 
"It's ok. We'll be ok." You assured. 
You turned the key, heading home. 
You walked into the doorway. The house was quiet..empty. You turned on the lights as you closed the door behind you. You bent down to take off the leash. Riley didn't move. You started walking to the kitchen, watching him follow you slowly. He really looked sad. You dropped the things on the counter. You looked down at the dog who looked at you. 
You grabbed the bag of dog food, walking to get a bowl. You filled it with food and grabbed another bowl to fill it with water. Walking back to the dog and softly putting down the bowls in front of him. He looked at them. He went for the water, lapping a bit. He smelled the food but refused to eat. You sighed. Of course it wouldn't be that easy. You sat down on the floor next to him. He laid down next to you, looking at you. 
You grabbed his collar softly, petting the sides of his head. 
"I know… I know… you miss your soldier." 
He whined. 
"I miss mine too…" 
The next day you had warned Laswell you'd be a bit late. She didn't mind. You had drove with Riley to the base's Vet. 
You walked in with him heading for the receptionist.
"Hi, good morning, I'd like to buy some dog food and vitamins." You asked the man. 
"Oh… hum.. Sparrow…i mean… ma'am…" he stuttered. 
"It's alright. Breath." You smiled. 
He did so. He looked relieved. 
"Hum… so you have a dog?" He asked. 
"It's very recent but yes." You said looking to your side. 
The big black dog was sitting next to you, looking up at you. The man rose above the counter to look down. 
"Oh.. that's…that's Riley…" he said. 
"You know him?" You frowned. 
"Hum… yeah. We took care of him when he came back from the field… and when he refused to eat. I thought he was going to be put down." He said with a frown. 
"I decided to take him in." You said. 
The man smiled. 
"I'll be right back gonna see for the vitamins, I'll help you choose some food for him." He said. 
You nodded with a smile. Other soldiers stood with their dogs in the waiting room. They looked at you, recognizing you and the black dog. They seemed anxious. Suddenly you heard the voices from behind the counter, in the back of the clinic. 
"Tell this woman she's waisting her time. The dog was scheduled to be put down this afternoon and I can still do it. But she's waisting money and time." 
You frowned, feeling the anger rise. 
"Hum… ma'am… I think we shouldn't…" the receptionist tried. 
"Fine I'll tell her myself. It's stupid to waist vitamins and food on a hopeless dog." 
Now you were furious. You felt a nudge in your palm. You looked next to you at the dog looking at you intensely. You bent down to pet him and drop a kiss on top of his head. You heard the voice get closer to the front desk. You were hidden behind it as you were cuddling Riley. 
"Where is she?! Ma'am I suggest you hand the dog over, he should be put-" 
You rose to your feet, eyeing the angry woman. She had frozen in spot. You glanced down looking at her badge, taking in her name. The room had fallen silent. 
"I didn't come to ask for your opinion. Did I?" You spat. 
Her gaze faltered. 
"You'd be kind enough to give me what I asked please." 
The woman cleared her throat. 
"I have to remind you-" she tried, in a softer tone. 
"Again. Didn't ask." You answered angrily. 
She swallowed. 
"You're not gonna give it to me?" You asked, raising a brow. "Very well. Hum… dr… Jenkins." You squinted your eyes exaggeratedly. 
"Come on Riley, let's go somewhere else." You turned around before stopping. 
"Wait! Hum.. we'll give you the vitamins and food. But you're waisting your time." She said. 
"You're the one waisting my time. And I'm getting pissed." You warned, looking back at her. 
Riley whined. You looked down at him, petting his head. 
"Hum… how about we look into the different foods?" The receptionist asked, trying to ease the situation.. 
You nodded, throwing a dark glance at the vet. You'd be sure to have a talk with Laswell and Hopkins later. 
An hour later your arrived at the IT's IQ. Riley followed you inside, you had a bag with dog food, a water bottle and a cappuccino in hand. The room fell quiet when they saw you walk in with the black shepherd.
"Hum… Sparrow." Laswell called confused. "What's that?" 
"A cappuccino." You answered. 
She rolled her eyes. 
"Sparrow. Why do you have a dog?" She asked. 
"Oh. That's Riley. He's my dog now." You said matter of factly. 
Bishop laughed while coyote looked confused, gasping. Laswell looked just as confused. You decided to go to your desk to sit at your chair. Riley had followed you, laying down at your feet. 
"No. No. Sparrow. We're not going to ignore this." 
You put Reaper down. It seemed to get Riley's attention. He stood, siting now. You looked at the dog, then at the plush. 
"We can share. But you need to be gentle with it. Ok?" You said. 
The dog tilted his head to the side, curious. You picked up the plush, slightly worried of your next action. You gave it to him. He very gently grabbed it with his mouth, falling back down to the floor. He put it down in between his paws, sniffing and pushing his nose into it. He was gentle with it, and did not sink his teeth. You smiled, turning back to your computer. 
"No! Sparrow! We're going to talk about this!" Laswell warned.
You did not, in fact, talk about it.
The day turned out to be much more important than you thought. It turns out the day prior the boys were very close to tracking down the brothers. And they had finally reached their targets. You had been feeling an absolute mess. You had noticed it seemed to affect Riley. He stood closer to you. Nudged your hand or leg, grasping your attention. 
You'd always pet him or cuddle him. When the news had finally fallen that they had gotten their hands on the target, the room filled with joy. It was over. The mission was a success. But not to you. Not until you had him next to you. Bishop and Coyote were stoked. Laswell was smiling at you. Yes. It relaxed you. But you only had him in mind. Only his arms around you. 
"Hey. It's over. They're coming back." Coyote said. 
You took a deep breath. Yes. They were coming back. 
You remained in the room for hours. Even after. You remained until you knew they were back on their base. Bishop and Coyote we're much more relaxed. Laswell kept in touch with the general once in a while and the authorities there. You just wanted to talk to him. You were glad they had finally caught the cartel brothers. But your mind kept running to him. He was finally coming home. 
You smiled at the pup next to you. He seemed to be curious and to watch you very often. Through the day you tried to feed him little pieces of treats or food. He had first fully refused, then slowly bitten a treat. You had been delighted, causing him to perk his ears up at your reaction. You showered him with 'good boy' and pets. Laswell kept trying to question you about your new companion and you ignored it. 
He had attracted all the attention from the women in the room and some men too. 
When the sun had started to set outside, you were called to video chat with the team. 
"Hey!!" Bishop called to the screen. 
"Well hello there, pretty eyes." Soap flirted. 
"Get out, you'll flirt later!" Gaz groaned. 
You smiled. 
Price and Simon weren't present. You chatted with the group, Konig, grim, Carkeys, Áquila… it felt great to know they were ok. 
"We're getting an extraction in a few hours! We'll be home soon!" Car-Keys said, relief in his voice. 
You had rolled your eyes, the girl nagging him about when he had lost his Car Keys on a field mission.
When Simon finally showed up, he greeted the girls before the rest of the team gave you a little privacy. 
"I got a surprise for you!" You smiled at the screen. 
"Hmm a surprise?" He looked curious. 
You picked up the big dog into your arms, Riley licking your face. 
"His name is Riley !" You happily announced. 
You heard him chuckle. 
"Where did you get a dog?" He asked, a hint of a smile in his voice. 
"He was being taken to be put down… his soldier was KIA. He wasn't eating, he let himself die. We're slowly getting used to each other, he eats very tiny pieces…I'm trying to get him to feel safe." You explained. 
There was a little silence before he spoke again. 
"Here you go again… saving a Riley." 
You blushed, looking at the screen. The pixels weren't enough. Not anymore. You wanted your soldier back. 
"Come back to me…" you said. 
"I'm coming home, baby. We have plans."
You bit your lip through a smile. Yes. He was coming home.
 
Night had settled in. You had driven home right after ending the call. For the past 2 hours you had been happily roaming around the house. Riley was curious watching you pace around. For dinner, you sat down on the floor next to him, trying to motivate him to eat. He had not eaten his food. He had accepted two little bites of the steak you were eating. It was enough to cause a happy squeal from you each time. 
It was almost midnight when the girls showed up. Melissa included. Amy was with a babysitter for the occasion. Bishop had brought a bottle of  vodka to celebrate the end of the mission. 
Riley always remained close to you. The girls loved to pet him. A conversation had settled in, time passing by without any of you noticing. Eventually, it was 2 am, and you were giggling together. You had decided to only drink a shot or two, not really wanting to get drunk. 
Riley was laying on the couch with you, bishop and Coyote we're cuddling on another couch with Melissa at the other end.  
"God! You need to be more confident darling! We see how he looks at you. He's curious" Bishop teased. 
"He's… I don't know…" Coyote blushed. 
"I say. Go for it." Melissa added. 
You giggled again.
A knock interrupted your conversation. You heard the door unlock. You frowned before hearing Laswell's voice. 
"We're here Kate!" You chuckled. 
The girls laughed too, a new friend entering the circle promised more jokes and gossip.
When Kate stepped into the room, the air shifted. Hopkins walked behind her. The air had grown suffocating. You had lost your smile. The girls had gone silent. They were dressed officially. 
"Kate?" You questioned.
She seemed to swallow hard, eyes not leaving yours. You stood up, the girls doing the same. You walked over to them, the tiny footsteps of Riley on the floor following you. You crossed your arms in a comforting movement. 
"Squad 141 initiated extraction 45 minutes ago." Hopkins started.
You frowned. 
"During extraction, they were confronted with an ambush." He continued. 
You felt your heart drop. Was he injured? What happened?
"Can you skip to the news please?" Bishop interrupted. 
He looked at her, thinking. 
"Listen… Y/N…" Kate stepped forwards to you. 
You felt the walls closing in. Something terrible hovering over your head. 
You felt a nudge on your arm. Riley tried to keep you grounded to reality. Maybe it was nothing. Maybe it was just… something else. You were overreacting. 
Kate looked torn. She wanted to talk, obviously. But something seemed to hold her back. 
Hopkins sighed, clearing his throat. 
"We are sad and sorry to inform you that Lieutenant Simon Riley and Captain John Price were KIA." 
What.. what was that? That sound… your ears were buzzing. You felt nauseous. You felt like your whole body had gotten heavier. Like it no longer belonged to you.
"No." You let out. 
"Y/N. Listen to me, please.." Kate tried. 
She reached for your hand but you took a step back. 
"No. That's… no." You looked at her. "Kate…" you begged. 
Her eyes were filled with tears. She didn't speak. She looked away. It was true. It was… 
Hopkins took a step forward. Riley suddenly growled, inching closer to your leg. 
"Sparrow, I would advise you to-" 
"Get out." 
Silence fell. 
"What..?" Kate questioned. 
"Get out. All of you." You said again. 
You felt surrounded. Your brain felt on fire yet you felt like you were drowning. 
We have plans.
"Y/N…" bishop tried. 
"Please. Get. Out." You warned. 
Melissa grabbed Coyote by the shoulders, hugging her. They walked towards the door, Bishop and Kate following, dragging Hopkins with them. You heard the front door close. 
Silence. Deafening silence. 
You let yourself kneel to the floor, Riley alert next to you. This wasn't happening. It couldn't be true. No. 
You felt something fall on your hand. You looked down, the little droplets shining under the light. You were crying. You felt like someone was ripping your heart out. 
Your mind had decided to torture you, reenacting every kiss, every hug every promise in a tangling loop. It felt like you could hear his voice. Him. Calling for you. But it wasn't true. It wasn't real. Never again…
For the second time in your life, you screamed. You screamed until something deep in your throat broke. And just like last time. Under attack in the training grounds. You screamed for him. You poured your mind, soul, heart into a scream you knew. You knew despite the mind wrecking hope. He would not answer this time.
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Everything must come to an end...
or not...
SIKE
see you on chapter 16
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you're losing me (six) | am. targaryen and j. velaryon
Description: A song that you wrote after breaking up makes Aemond to go back to you. In which, a man gives away everything for love.
Rating: General Audiences
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Aemond keeps watching you - already memorizing the choreography to every song that you wrote. He takes a sip of his water, rolling his eyes as Aegon began to cheer for the surprise song. "This song is very personal to me, I wrote it after breaking up with someone - and I don't wish that any of ya'll relate to this," you laugh, and the entire crowd cheers, hearing the few notes. "I get myself twisted in threads to meet you at the Alcott," you sang.
Your face flashes on the LED screen - your eyes were blurry with tears, and hair wet with rain. You looked a like a goddess in his eyes - seemingly staring at his soul. "I go to the corner in the back, where you'd always be." you hummed - thinking of him while you walked around the stage. The Alcott was a place that only the two of you knew about - a secret con, and a hotel garden.
"- and there you are, sitting as usual with your golden notebook. Writing something about someone who used to be me." you added, his brother elbows his side gently - leaning his head closer so that they'd be able to hear each other through the singing crowd. "It's about you," Aegon yelled and he nodded - not finding the power to take his eyes off you.
"- and the last thing you wanted, is the first thing I do. I tell you my problems, you tell me the truth." you added with a small pout, waving at the crowds from beyond the stadium. You could attend a thousand interviews and swear to the gods that you were over him - but you'd be lying, because he was your greatest love - the what if that rattled your brain constantly.
"It's the last thing you wanted, it's the first thing I do." you repeated, walking towards the VIP Station and freezing once your eyes bump into each other. "I tell you that I think I'm falling, back in love with you." you pointed at him, and chills ran down his spine. Maybe this was the way that you'd reconnect with each other - the string that was tying you back again. "I sit there silently waiting for you to look up," you sang - watching as the lyrics of the song unravel into reality. He smiles slowly, avoiding the crowds that were cheering at him. He keeps his cap on his head - hiding his face.
"I see you smile when you see it's me. I had to do something to break into your golden thinking. How many times will I give up and you'll still believe?" you changed the lyrics, deciding to move into a separate part of the stage. The connection was there - but the crowds didn't need to get suspicious. "Tell me, which side are you on dear?" you sang, kneeling on the stage and glancing at his figure.
You were stupid to pretend that you could lose him. That the heart was incapable of CPR.
"Give me some tips to forget you," you smile hearing the backtrack sing back. "Have I become one of your problems?" you smile again, knowing that he was your problem - the headache that you couldn't send away. "Could it be easy this once? Everything that's mine is a landmine." you sang the low note - deciding to go back to his part of the stage. "Did my love aid and abet you?" you joke, reminiscent of the toilsome beginning of the relationship.
He nods his head with a smirk, mouthing the words 'yes'.
"I tell you that I think I'm falling back in love with you." you finish the song, signaling the technicians to shut the lights. There was no use singing more of the song - because the answer was right in front of you. Aemond wasn't a landmine, he wasn't a place that you could go away from - he was part of you, half of your soul and you didn't need any reminding to remember that. "I tell you that I think I'm falling back in love with you." your voice fades out.
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y/nkittens: SO ME AND MY FRIEND WERE IN THE VIP SECTION (separate seats) and I just noticed that she kept going back to our section (she started there when she was singing 'The Alcott' and she was smiling at some guy behind us) then she kept going back for 'invisible string' and 'Fearless'
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diveediva: kittens do ur thing 🫣
y/nkittens: UPDATE: the guy kinda looks like Aemond Targaryen 👀 but ya'll didn't hear it from me.
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Y/N L/N WINS COURT CASE AGAINST AMERICA: SHE'S ALLEGEDLY PAYING HER TAXES, FOLKS!
JUST IN: After three-years of a hefty legal battle with the state of California, all charges against singer, Y/N L/N were waved. According to the singer, her father (who is a renowned con-man) used her name to create expensive purchases that she was unable to file the tax returns of (as she wasn't aware that those expenses were made) and her father was the one who handled her finances at the time.
Despite the betrayal, the singer asserts that she still 'loves and supports her father' and that her fans shouldn't throw any 'hate' at the man.
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Aemond nervously bounces his legs, waiting for you to finish the show. He was escorted back-stage after a few songs. He was playing with the ring - callously placing it on his fingers. It was a family heirloom, a ring given to him by his mother that came from his grandmother. "Aem," you began to bolt in his direction - wrapping your arms around him. "Darling," he breathes - holding you tightly in fear that you'd let go.
"What's the meaning of this? What are you doing here?" you inquire - eyes narrowing around the sight of his disheveled figure. "I've been attending your tours since January." he began, cupping your cheeks with softness and longing. "I thought that you were better without me - because I'm not better without you," he bit the inner corners of his lips, ignoring the staff that were watching you. "I haven't slept properly in months," you chuckle, letting him know that he wasn't the only one having a hard time.
"Let's get back together please," he pleaded, preparing the ring. "You don't give a damn about your family, but I do - your mother loves you." you hum, knowing that his family would never accept you. "I've grown to realize that it doesn't matter what they think. I can do what I want. I'll do what makes me happy - as for my mother, I think she loves you too." he smiled - pulling the ring out of his pocket.
A gasp escapes your mouth.
It was the same ring that Alicent was wearing when she warned you to stay away from Aemond.
"Mom can't stop talking about how generous and humble you are. That you're prepared to drop everything just because you think that it'll make my life better." he explained - your eyes were painted solely on the ring. "Will you marry me?" he asked, dropping on one knee.
"Yes."
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(one year later)
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(your full name): can i go where you go?
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officialaemondtargaryen: 💚
toelicker69: Congratulations y/n and husband!! 🕷
-(your full name): thank you sm heleana 🥰
Daemon_Targ69: 🎉 congrats,,,kids
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officialaemondtargaryen: All along there was some invisible string, tying you to me.
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jacaerys_velaryon_author: Congratulations uncle 🤘🏽🎉
-officialaemondtargaryen: thank you jacey-poo 💚
toelicker69: Is it too late for a divorce? @(your full name)
-officialaemondtargaryen: I'm afraid that it is 🙂
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Jace hands the both of you a glass of champagne. There was a tinge of regret on his heart - festering like an open wound.
He longed for what you had.
You were his greatest love, but he wasn't yours.
"Congrats," he smiled, happy for you. "Thanks," you two say in unison. You looked around you with tears in your eyes - sure, Aemond wasn't going to inherit his father's company but you had everything you could possibly want.
Support. Love. and Peace.
"Cheers to forever," Aemond raised his glass, and you smile. "- and eternity," you add while taking a sip of your champagne.
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(your full name): i hope that the kids know that mama and papa loved each other very much. 💗
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Ya'll we need to talk about some Yuuriboy scenes that make me FEEL things & bro it's too good NOT to be analyzed.
Oh yeah this gonna be a long post btw uhhh ya'll know what to dooo 👇
Ya'll already know we talking about Auron first especially the CAR SCENE & JUST ESCAPE IN GENERAL OMG. I don't care if people have like been talking this to death IT'S IMPORTANT TO ME THAT YOU KNOW THIS-
Anyway, Escape is one of my favorite solo series from the boys & especially that Shattered was hinted on Yuurivoice's Twitter that it might be coming along soon or at least that it's currently the works so we gotta talk about Escape again since it's story is definitely gonna play a part in there.
(Also forgive me it's been awhile since I analyze stuff & I'm not good at it either 😭)
Escape, besides Auron being like drained by Rook about like 4 times in a single night (Jesus this man's stamina is fucking crazy 😭), gives us a very nice deep dive into Auron's character & especially what literally breaks me is the goddamn ride home. It's literally Auron becoming more & more vulnerable. When you see the difference compared from the beginning of Escape to the literally the end of it, you see how vulnerable he becomes. What I also like about Auron is he doesn't go outta his way to completely change himself for us, The Listener. He's still a crime boss & he knows that he's done alot of shitty things. Not only that, he tells us about what he's done & full heartedly accepts the consequences that comes along with it.
"I'd hate it. I'd fucking hate it but I would understand." It's such a heart-breaking response to me because it's the fact that he loves us but for our own safety & if we're unable to handle that information, it could all just end there.
So when Rook sees him as more than that, it makes him feel appreciated & loved for what he's done for other people & what he had to do regardless of the consequences because as much as he's a asshole, he has this genuine need to help other people & doesn't care much about what he wants. However, it's literally so draining for him to do that which is something I lowkey relate to.
But, we don't want it to. In this car scene, we fully accept his flaws & you can hear the shakiness in his voice. Like he was about to burst into tears from just being loved & understood for what seems like the first time in a long while. It's literally so sweet but it's so bitter. He literally sees himself as like "I don't care what anyone thinks. I've done what I've done & there's no changing that but I wish there was."
Another scene of Escape that makes me feel things is the when Rook asked about Auron's scars. Not many people talk about it actually.
Auron doesn't really want to go deep dive into his past currently which we're all like "Oh, cool. That's okay :]" BUT WHEN HE SAID
"But, I don't want to. Do you want me to lie to you?" He said that so sadly like OMG IT'S OKAY- Anyway on a serious note, lying is something he doesn't enjoying doing. He's literally currently lying (possibly?) to Trish & Faust about this but like I said earlier, it's for their own safety. He doesn't want to bring any of his loved ones into things that he did & putting them at such a huge risk. Especially you.
(uhhh like for part 2 of scenes that make me cry)
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Dear Bots, Bounties and Babes Readers and Fans. I Apologize, But The Project Has Been Put On Hold...
For the full explanation, please read below. I preface all this with the following: PLEASE do not spam or bother the other author/artist involved. They have every right to pursue the path they've chosen... For those who log onto the story now on AO3, you will notice that there is an 'orphan_account' that stands beside my handle. I don't understand the 'why' behind it, but @enigmacomics (enigmacomics.tumblr.com since the link will no longer work) has decided to sever all ties with me... They work exceptionally hard, and run many events and have a job while still attending college. They have incredible ambition, and personal life goals to meet. When it came to our story, I always tried my best to assure them that I understand school comes first. I graduated art college as well, so I understand the time that needs to be devoted to improving yourself. During our last conversation, it had been a particularly busy month, so no writing took place at all. Which was fine with me. Finals and shopping alone can destroy all your time. The last time I spoke with them, everything appeared fine. We were discussing holiday plans and decided to doodle a bit together on Discord during the break. They were even planning on sending something in the mail. A week goes by without a word or a parcel, but thats fine. Holidays are crazy. I message them once with a link to comic I think they'd enjoy. Week two goes by. Now that's odd. We haven't gone that long without speaking to each other in months. I message them a cat gif playing with a Christmas tree, wishing them a good holiday. The day before new years eve, still no answer. I ask them if they're alright, and that they can talk to me if about anything if they needed help or support. As of New Years Eve (11:30pm or so) I went to send them a doodle I did with a 'Happy New Years' attached... ....and it didn't send. They had blocked me on Discord. Than I saw their tumblr was blocked. I tried to reach out to them on Instagram, asking why they had blocked me, and that I was more than open to have a dialogue and listen if they needed. But they blocked me again. And than finally I noticed than that they orphaned our story... I've been worried sick about them. And scared that I some how am the cause. I don't know what I've done, if anything at all. If it's an outside third party causing all this, if they're going through something mentally strenuous and need help... Or maybe, if I didn't know my friend as well as I thought. If I really ever did.
I really hope they're not in trouble. Or that I'm the cause.
I heard that they still have an online presence and that they are still uploading things elsewhere. I thought these past 10 months together were amazing, and that we were having a blast. If this is what they truly want, I'll respect that. But I admit... my heart feels like it's been shattered. The story was wild and so much fun, but it's not what I cared about most. It's them. And 'if' I'm why they wanted to leave, I gotta respect that. I just thought I was worth a bit more. A conversation. An apology. A goodbye... Sorry. It weirdly feels like I'm grieving... Anyway we managed to bring ACT 1 to a close. I'll be uploading the rest of the chapters in massive chunks, so, at least ya'll get to see what we made. And who knows. If they come back one day, maybe we can do more. Or maybe we can do something else.
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Transformers: More Than Meets The Eye Retrospective: Rememberance Day (Issues 12-16) (Patreon review for Brotoman.Exe)
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Hello all you happy autobots! And welcome back to my long retrospective of Transformers More than Meets The Eye: The greatest comic about robuts in the known universe.
After a long road, a beetle themed detour and tons of tie ins, one shots and other needed stuff, we're FINALLY almost at the end of Season 1 and to help speed things along, Brotoman gave me some extra money to get through Dark Cybertron. That also means we have a pretty baked in schedule through april so here it is: After this review i'll be covering Remain in Light, the season 1 finale, next week. January is a recap of MTMTE's sister series Robot's in disguise. I volunteered for this one as I felt with Dark Cybertron relying heavily on RiD's history, I should reaquaint myself with it.
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We'll then take another break for a Fizzarolli retrospective in Feburary, and then begin dark cybertron in may, with the plan to have it in two or three parts. After that barring any other side trips or what not, it's SEASON 2 BABY, the series best. It also means easing up a bit on the sidetrips: there's still two whole minis to go into and a christmas special but both are shorter and with our two issue schedule the pacing won't be as nettled.
As for the present these two arcs represent MTMTE hitting it's stride: The books always been good and these reviews have been almost two years of gushing. I have ocasional gripes but overal the series is just pure excellence. This is simply the best of the best: all the character and plot setup for the season paying off in the most awesome, heartbreaking and horrifying ways possible. These arcs are great, but I dreaded getting to them as they will rip your heart out of your chest guaranteed.
See while John Roberts built up an impressive cast of characters, almost all from characters' whose history before this could best be described "That one guy over there in the background" or "That transfomer you got at a yard sale that was a bitch to identify", he wasn't afraid to say goodbye to his creations, even the main characters, and got that this story.. needed life and death stakes.
It's how death SHOULD be handled in comic books: not a publicity stunt done half assed and undone in months, not a massacre to "raise stakes", simply when the story calls for someone to die.
So the question to those of you who haven't read it is simple: who dies tonight? Well i'll tell ya'll under the cut.
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Before and After
Admitely these first two issues are less an arc and more two more standalones. As usual for MTMTE these are ripe for setup and Before and After feels like an out and out prelude to Reemergence Day, so the bundling fits.
Before and After has a unique structure, flashing both to the Autobots preparing for a strike on a Decepticon fortress on Sensenica. It's the first real Autbots Vs Decepticon battle we've seen: while there was one in Ratchet's arc, it was more a smokescreen for Pharma and Fort Max took them down quickly and messily.
Here it's an actual battle: a bunch of decepticons who shall remain nameless and largely unimportant to the overall scheme of things have been bleeding organic's dry for energy, so our heroes go down to stop it. For the sake of clarity i'm not going ot be covering the issue as structured as it's a lot.
The good news: our heroes are able to take the fortress, free the organics, save the day. The bad.. is there is a lot of injuries in the process, and that's the real intresting part of this issue: while the battle is neat, I often forget it and it really just kinda comes and goes: what's important.. is the after effect: Swerve, Rewind and Cyclonus were all horribly injured and we don't find out why till the tailend of the issue for the latter two.
For swerve.. he shot himself in the face while trying to figure out his gun while Chromedone and SKids fought a giant dinosaur. This guy is snapdragon and yes I looked him up on the grounds he fought two characters while transformed and apparently bathes in the blood of his enemies when he can't find sludge as he has a senstive butt.
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So while this goes on it's down to Rewind and Tailgate. Tailgate is, allegedlys, a bomb disposal expert, and thus has to take out a bomb hooked to the organics with Rewind's help. Also of note is that Rewind and Chromedome are fighting.
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Rewind is PISSSEEED Chromedome keeps hacking heads, while Chromedome is mad Rewind won't stay out of action. So naturally it's the perfect time for Rewind to go boom as the two little guys simply can't stop it. Rewind stays to mitigate the blast... and Cyclonus tosses Tailgate out taking the blast himself.
The prognosis for both.. isn't good. Rewind is a tiny bot.. and that means it's harder for him to bounce back from this, with Red Alert floating his Spark Jumping idea from his intro arc, a nice call back I honestly forgot about. Of course it'd crop up again and naturally, Chromedome is a spark type match for Rewind.
While Chromedome recovers from it as the process.. isn't exactly plesant. So while he recovers he talks to Tailgate. Chromedome admits when he's told Cyclonus still survivied that it's a shame... though what I like is when Tailgate asks him fi he really meant that.. he admits it.. but also admits he shouldn't of said it to Tailgate and apologizes, admitting thigns are just stressful. Tailgate calls rewind Chromedome's best friend
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That flub aside, Chromedome admits that he's not #1 in his boyfriend's heart.. there's someone else, just above him.
So we get Rewind's backstory which as usual is important for later: Rewind was a member of what was called at the time "The disposable class". There aren't many left and it's easy to see why as the disposables were basically slaves, with Chromedome flat out admitting that's what they'd call them now. It makes him one of the oldest and is why he has a memory stick of all alt modes: he was made for just one purpose and that purpose was being a comically large usb drive.
This changed when Rewind met Dominus Ambus, Scientest, Doctor, Author Explorer and that one ex of your partners you can never live up to. Tailgate for his part says he hates the guy. That's a good friend tailgate.
Anyways Ambus used Rewind as a memory drive but treated him kindly, giving him premium energon instead of the cheap stuff and realizing in the process that the disposables were just autbots and just as sentient as any other, and started campaiging for their rights. He seemed to succeed but trying to find a cure for Cybercocis he and Rewind left to find Luna 1, Cybertron's missing moon because like any missing thing of legend, you just gotta assume it has the cure for anything.
They failed, and what's worse they came back to a planet at war. All hell had broken loose and the two underwent the right of the autobrand.
So cut to years later in the war and Chromedome, already not having the best mental health for his years in psi ops and other traumas, has decided to unalive himself. Which is harder than it sounds for a transformer: their bodies are built to be nigh on indestructable and Chromedome can't really try sucicide by comabat as it'd put others in whatever unit he was in at risk. So instead he went to a relinquishment clinic, with what clinics left offering assisted suicide.
This ends up saving Chromedomes life as he hears a scream.. and it turns out to be Rewind who was checking the bodies. And that, dear readers is the main reason Rewind's on the lost light, the reason for the snuff film footage he got earlier: he's been looking for Dominus anywhere there's bodies in hopes of getting closure with Chromedome along for the ride. Dome assumes that's why he goes into battle.. but Tailgate has a more optimstic take: Rewind loves him and simply wants to be there to support him.
Either way things aren't looking good as it turns out chromedome's spark has a low yield. As he stated earlier he was born dry and thus dosen't hae a lot of ennermost energon. Ennermost energon is a brilliant concept: it's the energon closest to a bot's casing, their essence. Being robots, Cybertronians naturally run into a ship of thesus paradox oftne with most of their original parts long gone. The innermost energon is the part of them that's always there, the one part that, along with the spark itself, will always be then
So as a gesture of love when someone is dying, possibly may survivie may likely not, a bot puts a portion by them. Tailgate hearing this.. decides to do the same for Cyclonus. This being Cyclonus he's not only not quite dead, but an asshole about it, saying he dosen't care about tailgate they don't have a bond, etc... but in a touching moment instead of keeping up his abuse of the poor guy after smashing the jar.. he goes to help him pick it up. Despite trying to distance himself, despite trying to push Tailgate away.. they have a bond. And he can't deny that.. I mean he will, it's Cyclonus, he has the emotoinal maturity of a very angry stump, but he's at least TRYING to not be as closed off.
As for Chromedome he's not doin so hot and in his lowest moment a mysterious voice says something VERY prowl like: the decpitcons are still a threat and this proves it and there's something Chromedome can do to help. He wants to show him something in the basement.
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Thankfully Rewind's alive, and of all people it was whirl who donated.. and whose uncharcatristically nice. It's almost as if he's hiding something and.. yup as we find out in the final pages turns out he locked the door to attempted murder cyclonus and Rewind got caught in it.
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Cybertronian Homesick Blues
CHB is a fun issue, what SEEMS to just be some fun shenanigans and an excuse to make human forms for the cast.
So Mags is wound tighter than usual, having thrown several people, Swereve included in the brig for general nonsense.. which as Rodimus notes is all kinds of fucked up. I mean it'd usually just be two or three kinds, but they have dangerous criminals down there now along with Fort Max, who is dangerous but isn't out to hurt anybody anymore, so he's not exactly going to prison shank anyone.
Rodimus can see a problem coming and decides to help: the Lost Light's approaching Hedonia, a vacation planet ala Risa from Star Trek, but saying the quiet part loud. He asks Swerve to take him to relax, threatning the bar if he dosen't, and Swerve to his credit genuinely tries to bond with Ultra Magnus, bringing most of his close friends to help with the task: Rewind, Rung, Skids, Tailgate and Whirl. Whirl isn't exactly a close friend but you try telling Whirl he can't come and see how many limbs you have left.
Due to anti robot prejudice , our heroes can't enter EVERY section so they set up Holomatter Avatars to go into those sections and drink it up, having disabled Mags DiD chip. Said chip keeps fuel from hitting transformers at full impact, i.e. keeping them from getting plastered unless they WANT to get plastered.
Naturally as you can imagine Mags is going through something and is thus a pretty depressed/angry drunk and has a full on breakdown
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It's very obvious that Ultra Magnus.. is having a crisis of faith. His whole point is to be unflinching unchanging and as seen in the Annual the idea of NOT being that is propsterous to him.. and now we see that even with his acceptance in that story.. ti's not easy. Change.. often involves a lot of backsliding first. Personal growth is not easy, take it from me, so naturally the idea of being more than the tight ass he's SUPPOSED to be is tearing the poor bot apart. He also takes it out on swerve saying people like him because he's funny and that he's shirking his responsibliteis iwth the bar plan, not beliving Swerve's half hearted defense of it... causing the little guy to open up.
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It's a deeply painful sentence.. and one that's all too damn relatable. I often feel this way wondering if people like me for anlysizing shit and being mildly amusing or for me.
MOst of the rest of the issue is holomatter hyjinks, as our heroes are forced to cary Magnus, who accidently drank something REALLY strong across a human section in their disguises. The disguises.. are really neat, with special note to Tailgate as a baby, Rung's neat hat, Whirl as a murder child and my faviorite, Magnus.. using Verity's likeness. A nice little nod, make sme hope the two do actually meet again.
At any rate our heroes succeed, but we have some important story stuff before we move on to the main event: first I forgot how the story really started.. with Drift busting in to stop Cyclonus from.. singing. Turns out no one was in danger, it was just ancient cybertronian and beautiful, with Rewind recording it.. only to be hastily shouted to get out.
While this seems lke Standard cyclonus.. he was covering. Turns out Tailgate's stories about being in the primal vanguard, being important, all his big puffed up stories are a lie. He wasn't even bomb disposal, he's WASTE disposal, he was just able to bluff himself through the bomb just enough. It's all a lie. Yet it wasn't to feel special or anything.. it's for much more tragic, entirely understandable reasons.
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It's a painful moment.. and an understandable one. He should've been found easily.. but got lost for CENTURIES.. and no one cared. No one noticed. It's not hard to see why the little guy didn't want to admit that. While cyclonus is right Tailgate can't keep lying forever.. he sees why he started it and sees that Tailgate might be the ONLY person who understands his pain, the only person who knows what it's like to wake up in a world that just left you behind and dosen't seem to have a place for you. So he teaches Tailgate how to sing cybertronian.
And from that heartwearming moment.. more depression as this issue was Swerve trying to commuincate with Blur.. only it turns out like Tailgate that was a lie. The two never knew each other, swerve only met him once with a plan and the bar is sipmly.. trying to fill the space with something. He also offers Ultra Mags to be roomy.. but Mags coldly shoots him down, saying their not friends. It's a pretty solemn ending to what SEEMED to be a wacky one off... and it's only going to get worse from here.
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Rememberance Day:
We begin wtih the story of Overlord's birth. Two hapless minors find his, call it in and their superior calls for someone to come down. That someone is Three of Twelve, one of the functionist council, a loose council that preached functionism, aka alt mode dictates class, the kind of prick Dominus Ambus was rallying against. These guys will be important next season but for now he's just here to point out how important that is, give the guy who called it in an award and tell the miners they have 6 hours to live from the radation.
Overlord is a point one percenter. A point one percenter is a green spark found in the tiniest fraction of the cybertronian population. Said sparks are treasured and their wielders are often the toughest, most nigh unstoppable bots out there. It's why Overlord is such a juggernaught and why it took so much to bring him down on Garrus 9, as well as a retroactive reason why the deceiptcons he had under his boot didn't just revolt. Other phase sixers for scale include Fortress Maximus, Ultra Magnus, Optimus Prime, Megatron, Scorponok, Shockwave, Tarn, Roller and of course, He, Grimlock, with Megatron weaponziing this fact, hence why so much of this list is purple.
We then cut to the finale of Last Stand of the Wreckers, just before overlord went boom.. and find an univitied guest; Chromedome. Turns out he's been going into Overlord's mind looking for something, and makes the fatal mistake of telling him about it, mostly becaues he needs to rummage. Overlord is a Phase Sixer, what Megatron would call in to finish off a planet along with most of those guys mentioned. As a result the only person whose really easlily pummled overlord.. is Megatron himself.
After a few more cups of punch to the face we find what Chromedome's after: the memory of Overlord's true birth. He was put in Megatron's fucked up super solider program, using a very unstable very rare Ununtrium, the same stuff used to make Sixshot. While Rossum, the tech and likely the person responsible for naming Rossum's trinity, pumps him full of goo. Megatron isn't AS suicidal as he sounds doing this sort of supervillian origin story, having had SHockwave throw in a killswitch. Overlord awakens.. and takes after his new dad, smashing Rossum's head as his first act of new life.
This seems to be the end: Rossum warned during the procedure the heat could kill him and the substance itself could kill Megatron: While he's currently assumed dead by the crew, Chromedome is sure he'll come back.. and is right as he returned towards the end of RiD season 1 and plays a key part in both Dark Cybertron and this series from Season 2 onward.
Then.. things take a turn. Overlord remembers where he met Chromedome before: the New Institute. Turns out Chromedome was a brainwasher, with Zeta Prime redubbing the insittute.. but not really changing it and using it for the same brainwashing. Overlord broke in in the early days of the decepticons and stole Trepan, who we met in Shadowplay.
And that theft is WHY Overlord now has taken control of the situation and is going into Chromedome's memories instead: turns out Overlord tried to dabble in mnemosurgery, thinking he could use it against shockwave and undue the killswitches. Megatron isn't stupid though and the second he got wind of what was going on killed Trepan. So while Overlord can't hack int oa mind, he learned enough to take it over, not helped by the fact that Chromedome is scared shitless of the guy , as anyone would be and despite his attempts to hide it, overlord easily picked it up.
So we instead go back to the day of loading.. and a conversation we hadn't seen. In a twist i'd honestly forgot but is entirley brilliant.. Prowl had already MET with Chromedome... and it was about Overlord. As for why he's in tact, Bumblebee has mercy and didn't want to abuse POW's, so he rebuilt the body.
Prowl's intrest is in making their OWN phase sixers: while most Autobots, Chromedome included, assumed they were just freak accidents of nature, Prowl is right about something for once: there's so many that are decipticon, WHY is that. So he wants to find out why, and wnats Chromedome to do it despite being a MASSIVE risk.
Chromedome, as you'd expect tells Prowl to go fuck himself in the poltest manner possible: the war's over, this really isn't necessary, and Rewind really woudlnt' want him doing this. Prowl then enters peak dickhead.. and for once actually suffers for it.
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It's a horrible act that has legit consequences over in RID, leaving Prowl free to be brainwashed. Yet.. it's hard to feel too bad as Prowl was trying to blackmail his ex to do something highly shady and ENTIRELY not approved by the rest of Autobot High Command, something that would've likely destroyed Cromedome's relationship anyway. So it's a bad act.. but it's on a deserving victim and seeing Prowl crying no as he's abotu to be brainjacked is just.. so satisfying.
We then finally get the face behind this conspiracy: Drift. The last person you'd expect as he takes Chromedome to talk to Brainstorm. Brainstorm made the cell and is in on it.. but unlike Drift knows what a stupid idea this was, calling it project: total insanity and project :end in tears. Both accurate. The only people who know about this , as far as Drift says, are in this room as Shock and Ore did the loading but as we know both died horribly. Drift is the one who suggested the idea nd brings up the slow cell, Overlord's prison that slows down time for the user.. and that despite his best efforts to stop it, Chromedome's memory shows Overlord how to unlock.
Overlord locks Chromedome in and since, as Overlord figures out, Chromedome did this without anyone else knowing, Overlord now has a lead to go kill people. As he chillingly puts it "Run as fast as you can Chromedome, your already too late".
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Under Cold Blue Stars:
Before we get to the tragedy above.. we have to get to the tragedy bellow: Chromedome escapes.. but thanks to the slow field it's been half an hour... and what he finds...
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Yeah our heroes.. aren't doing so good. It's something that, despite reading this comic twice before this... had never registered; Overlord.. is strong enough to take on the ENTIRE lost light and WIN. It's taking EVERYONE they have just to hold him BACK. It does make perfect sense: not only is overlord a literal monster, able to tank hits he's spent his career wiping out planets and autobots and his last experince before this was months as the horrifiying dark god of his own planet, most of which was a game of "how many ways can I have my minons creatively murder and torture autobots?". Our heroes, despite their ragtag nature on paper, are GOOD, but their in tight quarters trying not to hit each other while overlord would gladly use one of them to smash through the others omniman style if he had a way to. He wants to kill EVERY , LAST, BOT simply as a warmup. He COULD leave to go find megatron, maybe by killing everyone on cybertron and using the bodies to spell out "HI DAD". But he just can't resisit the torture it'd put chromedome through. He's a sadist... while his main motive may be
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He has hobbies.
So you may say to yourself: well, how did we get here, so we go back 30 minutes to the start of this rampage. We see Pipes again, who I honestly forgot existed and whose asking blaster if commuincations are back with Cybertron yet, and since Pipes intended recipient is a friend of Blasters, Blaster goes ahead and forwards it while Whirl, whose naturally there to blow shit up, mocks him.
I didn't think much of this... till Pipes runs into someone.. overlord, who gladly squishes him under his boots with Pipes getting a fairly effective and horrifying death: bleeding out, scrunched to hell.. he uses what little spark he has left for one last push to do the one thing he CAN do to warn everyone else
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It makes me tear up.. and again, I FORGOT THIS GUY EXISTED. Roberts is just that good a writer, taking a character whose last major part in things was back in issues 3 and 4 and then NOTHING, and making you feel gutted the poor guy is dead... using what he had left to warn everybody.
So we then rewind again to where everyone was when the emergency alarm went off:
We start naturally with Rewind, whose worried about Chromedome and came to Brainstorm's lab to talk to him. Swerve's just here to accidently activate a meta bomb that gives him forth wall powers. Or make him thinks he has them, like with Deadpool it's left vauge. Rewind is wondering where his boyfriend is and is suspcious of Brainstorm since CHromey keeps saying Brainstorm's name.. though not in a sexy way but in a screaming it as he wakes up way. Brainstorm for his part, while very good at subterfuge to a point. .blabs about a secret project, wtih Swerve distracting them before the alarm goes off.
Rodimus is having Perciptor, the less fun genius aboard look at the map to the knights of cybertron and after having him dumb it down a few shades we get to the point: the thing can't be copied. This setup with the finale is interupted and we go to Rung, whose gone to Visit Fort Max. Max invited him down.. to apologize, planning to give a speech but realizing that was more for him and admitting the shock, waking up after garrus 9, he was in bad shape and genuinely asks if Rung can forgive him. And Rung.. instantly does. Not only has Rung been around for eons.. but he's a therapist. He spent the whole hostage situation trying to talk max down best he could. He can forgive.
Finally we have Skids wondering why Cyclonus is on the warpath.. thankfully JUST a metaphor, otherwise there'd be more than two corpses today, but he's mad Tailgate is hosting movie night at their place.
We end this catchup with Ratchet, whose pissed off Rodimus is being caviler about this, both because these don't go off for some reason.. and he made a joke about Ratchet's hands. Come on rodders.. that's way too easy. You can do better.
Drift is out and about to investigate.. and happens to benearbye as both bots see Overlord. We also get a really nice moment of bonding with the two, showing tha tbeneath their constant bickering.. they care about each other. More over time but we'll get to that. When Drift tries to get Ratchet to barricade himself in.. he refuses. He'll lock down the clinic.. but they fight and if needed die together. Ratchet calls Rodimus to get EVERYONE down there and tells him if he dosen't make it.. tell first aid he's ready and tell all his patients they'll have to make new apointments.
Thankfully one of the best characters in this comic dosen't go down swinging as everyone arrives to throw down. They do their best, but naturally their best bet is the only other .1%er they have... Magnus. And while he SEEMS to do well, pounding Overlord's face in as he heavily regrets not being there on G9 when everything went to shit.. only for that classic reveal that always means your fucked.
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IT's a shocking, horrific moment as one of the main cast, one of their leaders and seemingly their best hope.. is down. Magnus hoped to make up for Garrus 9.
It's also why I feel last stand is necessary to read these books after this read througH: while you CAN without it, Overlord's appearnce just dosen't have the same impact till AFTER this.. and just how badly Magnus falls here dosen't. After feeling he was slipping more and more.. he once again fails.. this time in a way he simply can't cope with. And the consequences.. will not be great.
And not suprisingly "Sword through the chest" seems incuriable: his spark is detaached and while First Aid can slow it down.. he can't stop it, and while everyone else is trying their best.. they can't do much. So drift has Swerve give him the com to call for backup.. the one person whose NOT here.
So just as Overlord has Rodimus by the throat he makes the mistake of asking for last words.. as the natural "Till All Are One" you'd expect... sends him panicking .. and leaves him wide open for..
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God that felt good. It's not remotely over though as we find out why Fort Max had this opening: turns out Domey , while recklessly charging into a known mass murderer's brain, was still JUST smart enough to leave a trigger in there in case Overlord got out, something that would make him feel he was loosing which , since Overlord is deathly afraid of defeat, would send him spiraling. And in one of the best uses of a gag as a chekov's gun i've seen, only topped by something in next season's finale, he made it till all are one because Rodimus won't stop saying it.
As Rewind lays in shock,w ondering what the helld omey's been up to, Chromedome inacts plan b, asking Fort Max to drag overlord over yonder back to his cell. While Prowl is many things, most of them varations of rat bastard motherfucker, he IS prepared and made Overlord's cell detachable for if, or if your smart like Brainstorm WHEN this stupid plan backfired. Problem is there's a sword jammed in the way of the hatch... someone has to go pull it out.. and rewind is small enoguh, brave enough, and sad enough to pull it off, saying a tearful goodbye to cromedome as the pod detaches. To make matters even worse... Cromedome then has to blow the fucker up as he'd rather not leave the love of his life who was just about to leave him anyway with a sadistic murderer. And all that's left.. is
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IT's one of the saddest moment sin the whole comic, and trust me there will be more and one of the best character death's i've seen. A big as screwup as bringing overlord aboard, a bigger one of him getting out.. it needed weight. LIke I said, Roberts knows it's best to kill a character when it's NECESSARy.. and Rewind going out lik ea hero sacrifcing himself so his friends and lover can escape, sadly bidding farewell knowing he's about to go through hell? It's a lot. It's a perfect sendoff to a great character, and a truly painful moment. Also if your wondering about the blood, Rewind took Chromedome's arm along with his heart.
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The Gloaming
The gloaming starts with foreshadowing for the next arc: we see a bunch of ops with Ultra Magnus from the war.. but two things are off. The first is that he looks slightly diffrent each time.. and the second is he looks very dead at the end of each one.
This will make sense later but for now we're in the aftermath of overlord's attack: Drift is being repaired, and Ratchet is TRYING to repair mags.. but it dosen't look good. Using a death clock, a device that predicts how long a bot has left, he only has ten days at best and poor Tailgate breaks down over how unfair it all is: one friend is dead, another close to it...
And there aren't easy answers for everyone else either: Chromedome responds a little to Skids but it's very clear he's not remotely okay, while Rodimus has torn up his office. Rung tries to help.. but he's held back by the fact he dosen't know why Rodimus is REALLY upset: Rodimus thinks it's magnus, Rung thinks it's because he lost.. which is a good guess.. but it's not the right one. We'll find out why next time but for now with Rodimus launching an investigation into the incident.. he and Drift need to have a talk.
After that we get the funeral: Rodimus gives a wonderful speech as he's returned to the stars spock style pointing out how EVERYONE he met was better for having known him. Except Prowl, nothing can make that guy better> it's a sweet earnest speech.. which makes it odd that Rewind's actual partner.. can barely say a sentence.
Brainstorm notices.. and goes to confront dome. Not about the speech, most bots would likely chuck that up to bottling up his grief. But it turns out these two go back a ways.. and as a result we find out just WHY Chromedome has so little innermost energon and I really wish I could share the full scene as it's powerful and shows a more emotional side of the usually flippant Brainstorm we haven't seen till now: He knows what Chromedome's abotu to do and to prove it rattles off a bunch of names. All ones Chromedome dosen't recognize.. because they were all former Conjux Endura's. And after they died he wiped his memory of them to not deal with the pain. It's a hard reveal, and a well done one and throughly proves Rewind right about mnemosurgery being an addiction for him: After all grief is hard, loosing someone even harder.. if you had the option to just make that pain temporary it'd be incredibly tempting, near impossible to turn down. You loose the person.. but you also loose the knife in your gut every time you think of them and realize their gone. Sure you could say "Well i'd want to rmemeber them i'd want the pain" and the strongest among us probably could turn that down.. but it's harder when you have that option. It's why i'ts such a comeplling hook here and why the next part hurts so damn much
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It fleshes out their friendship and Brainstorm a lot: he's had to watch his friend erase those he loved again, and again and again, tried and failed to talk him out of it time and again. All because he KNOWS what it's like to loose someone.. and that while the pain never goes away, it's better to have them with you. We'll get into how he knows that pain next time. For now the slug is the only reason history may not repeat itself.
So we get two scenes intercut: One is Rodimus before the rest of the crew.. as Drift takes full responsiblity for what happened and is stripped of his autobrand, banished and boo. It's a loss that hit harder this time as i'd gotten more attached to the guy, seen him nearly sacrifice himself, his deep faith, his argument flirting with ratchet.. it's hard to see him go even if he damn well deserves it after all this cost. There's no.. joy in this.. no catharsis. he screwed up, sure.. but it dosen't bring Rewind or Pipes back. It dosen't undue the pain and grief everyone has or fix anything. It's simply assining blame. I'm not saying Drift or a certain someone else we'll get to next time shoudln't be held acountable, but it dosen't make it easy to see him go.. or see Ratchet be the only one to comfort him showing that despite arguging constantly.. they ultimately were close as anyone could be. With this... Rodimus is alone, his command staff gone and it's not going to be easier to wear the crown going into the finale.
The other is a touching moment I can't really share in full here, two page spread and all, btu Rewind pieced together a message for Chromedome, knowing what he'd do if he was gone. He begs his partner to go on without him, that injecting will kill him.. and that he deserves to be happy. The New Institute isn't him anymore. And as one last note because he dosen't say it enough
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It's a scene that's now become one of my faviorite: while it's hard to follow because of the various footage, when you put it all together.. it's a message of courage. Despite the guilt, despite the pain, despite al lthey went through.. rewind loved chromedome, as he was, for who he was.. and wants him to stay that way. To keep him with him. And so .. Chromedome , for the first time, sheethes his claws.. and chooses to live with the pain.
We then end on a cliffhanger: Ultra Magnus.. is missing. Someone stole him, he's just gone.. and if that wasn't enough.. Tailgate goes under the death clock light.. and dosen't have much time left.
If it wasn't obvious by now I love these issues: their heartbreaking, well done and read even better this time around: It's a tragic loss that's expertly crafted, and used entirely to push the characters forward, to really push them with one forced to leave, one seemingly kidnapped and one facing his own crippling issues.. .and finding the courage to live
Next Time: We finish season 1! If you thoguht things coudln't get worse for the lost light.. your wrong as they face an attempted genocide , a character we've seen named a lot but not actually met till now, an old foe and a cool as hell new one. Until then thanks for reading
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aetheternity · 8 months
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I got to finish playing through Fontaine today! Here are my thoughts cause a while ago ya'll loved hearing me speak on things. (Spoilers under the cut obviously)
~ Lyney and Lynette 🥺 I didn't expect to love them as much as I do 😭😭 (Freminet too though I liked him as soon as I saw him) though I do find it annoying how much slack the fandom has allowed those two to get seeing as they both lied to the Traveler and put them on the spot during an important trial. Traveler thought of them as good friends and decided to support the two of them out of the kindness of their hearts because Lyney helped them out previously only to find out they'd hidden a possible trail breaking secret if Furina hadn't mentioned it they probably still wouldn't have said anything the only reason they did was because they got cornered. If we're being real Traveler could've just walked away right after that confession but they not only stayed but made sure that Lyney and Lynette would not get charged for something they had nothing to do with. Traveler doesn't have to be friends with literally any of the people they encounter and that includes Lyney and Lynette. Just cause ya'll love them doesn't mean Traveler has to as well a sad backstory doesn't make up for betrayal and in regards to people who keep bringing up Traveler being buddy buddy with Childe. Childe has A, been in the story way longer, B, Traveler knows who Childe is and despite how close ya'll think they are Traveler is wary of him too. A couple updates ago he was making sure to warn Yomiya not to put all her trust in Childe let's stop acting like Traveler loves Childe and thinks he can do no wrong in comparison to Lyney and Lynette. Traveler just knows what Childe is capable of in comparison to Lyney and Lynette who they've known for what like two days.
~ Never has an NPC's death shaken me that hard before. In any game! I literally went 😦 when that cutscene played.
~ It was so amazing getting to find evidence and pick apart details of this case then have Neuvillette explain the whole situation out in full to the audience again. I especially enjoyed the drawings of each scene from different characters perspectives.
~ Furina is my girlfailure wife and she has been placed under Venti for second favorite archon. 💕💕 She's so bratty, cute and dramatic I wanna breed her 😩
~ I was not expecting to like Neuvillette and Navia as much as I do now! Especially Navia who I adore whole heartedly now that's a girlboss.
~ Every time she started crying I wanted to hold her.
Honestly this region was perfect for me. I love mysteries and I rarely ever found myself uninterested or bored with the story like I have with every other nation. I love Navia's character, her relationship with Traveler treating them like her partner and relying on them the way she did while also keeping them safe was so so cute and sweet and if I could draw I'd draw the Traveler I picked (Aether) with Navia as partners in detective work (Sorry Heizou you've been replaced..) I can't get enough of Furina and I can't wait for her first story quest, the leaks of her playstyle and more from her. I wanna see what kinds of things she says to her people outside of the courtroom/opera house. I wanna see her more vulnerable side shine out a bit more often. I wanna hear every voiceline she has more than once. I'm normal about her.. (I spent all night thinking about how gorgeous she is..) I want her. I hope Lynette gets a hangout soon she's so cute but I do think she needs more personality outside of her brothers.
Fontaine is also so so beautiful 😍 the underwater mechanic is surprisingly not as annoying as I thought it would be to navigate though I do find it a little annoying that we can't fight using our characters skills. I get why I just don't like it. I wish we'd spent more time in the underground because it's amazing and the way it all looks is so impressive also wish we could buy food and things from the vendors down there.
I beg of Hoyo to give the Fontaine characters even half as much screen time as the Sumeru gang cause I have to say I am far more interested in all the Fontaine characters with only one patch of them then I ever have been with the Sumeru mfers.
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halflingchill · 9 months
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Shoutout to all the lovely asexuals, demisexuals, the whole ass ace umbrella that end up having to unpack all of the societal bs regarding sex. My cis male partner was told growing up that to be a man was to want sex. He spent his early twenties basically trying to live up to that ideal, despite being autistic and HATING being touched. He learned to disconnect his brain just to live up to this ideal.
Cue years later. We've moved in together and as he had gotten more comfortable with me and our sex life tapered off to almost nothing. No biggie, I love this dude, I don't need sex to have a happy relationship. (Despite the fact that I am a grade A hoe lol) He was DISTRAUGHT. In his mind sex was the primary thing he as a man had to offer. Clearly he must be failing me, clearly something must be wrong with him. Until one day I uttered an apparently life changing phrase:
"Have you ever considered that you might fall somewhere under the ace umbrella?"
I directed him to various resources, readings, and groups and ya'll the weight that was lifted off of this man's shoulders. Suddenly he wasn't a failure, he wasn't broken, he wasn't less of a person or partner. It took 40 years for him to get to this. 40 YEARS OF INSECURITIES AND HAVING TO PUSH THROUGH UNCOMFORTABLE SITUATIONS. He's so comfortable now, so happy, and it just breaks my heart to think of all the other people who feel like they HAVE to be sexual and have sex to be a good partner or live up to expectations.
Ya'll are fucking valid and deserve love and support regardless of where you fall sexwise. And hopefully someday people won't have to discover this fact 40 years later.
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roxyfoxgamer150 · 2 years
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A plan? RUN AND HIDE!
"GO GO GO GO"
"HIDE YOUR WEAPONS, HIDE THE ARSENAL, ARMOURY, EVERYTHING RELATED TO BLOOD THAT'S NOT IN THE KITCHEN!"
"¡¿NO LES DIJISTE QUE VIVIMOS AQUÍ POR UN TIEMPO?!" (YOU DIDN'T TELL THEM ABOUT US LIVING HERE FOR A WHILE!?) Hollow Julieta yelled at Observer Mirabel, who was chucking every weapon they had in the open out to the Arsenal Room, to the point even Akuma's OC, Mystic Shadow, known as Shadow Facade was also helping.
Scrappy Mirabel suddenly chucked Shadow Facade out to the window, making them scream and go back in.
"ARE YOU INSANE!? I'M THE ONLY REASON WE'RE BARELY HIDING EVERYTHING!" "NOT ONLY YOU, HOLLOW TOO!" Scrappy Mirabel yelled at Shadow Facade, who started screaming, making Scrap also scream.
Hollow grabbed Facade and threw him inside their portal to Equestria, "You must look like you are just about to visit Observer!" "LIKE HELL I WOULD, GET ME OUT OR ELSE PINKIE WILL APPEAR!"
"BOTH OF YOU SHUT UP THE THREE OF YOU NEED TO HIDE!" Observer yelled.
Facade casted an invisibility spell onto themself and stood behind a plant. Hollow Julieta somehow climbed onto the rooftop and lied down. Scrappy Mirabel climbed onto the ceiling bars and grabbed onto them tightly, hoping Casita will not break.
Meanwhile, Casita was closing every single hidden door and window that was not supposed to be in the Canon Casita not the drafts.
A knock was heard, "Hija, we're back!" Someone yelled, making Observer's eyes widen.
She hid behind a pillar and leaned her back on it, she then quickly placed her feet to the other wall and climbed up.
The door opened and all of the Observer Madrigals came through.
The three tensed, they stabbed their own heart so they could stop breathing so Dolores won't hear them. Shadow Facade began to mentally beg, 'It cancels every noise in my body, but please, PLEASE DO NOT HEAR MY HOOVES SLOWLY MOVING!' They thought.
Dolores hummed, "I swear I heard them, where are they?" She looked around, even looking at the ceiling, making Hollow flatten herself more. 'My heart may not be regenerating right now but a Dolores trying to find me is difficult, perhaps I should tell Observer to add sound-proof walls.'
Julieta then walked into the kitchen, "Well, while we wait for Mirabel, we should have a snack first." She tells the others, who made a noise of agreement and walked around.
A vibration on Scrap's skirt, she pulls out her phone, seeing the muted texts.
[TheOneWhoSeesAll: Where the fuck r u guys? I don't see ya'll.]
She texted.
[I_ScrapPartsLol: Still clinging to the ceiling bar with my legs while texting, when will we drop down btw??]
[RuthlessHealer: I believe we can escape if we run quickly to Scrap's world, we just have to be careful because of Isabela.]
[TheOneWhoSeesAll: Oi, you there dude? Dudette?]
[LivingElectricity: Yeah, I'm here, I need to get away from Isabela, Antonio, AND Dolores. I'm a fucking horse and if Antonio sees me? FULL ON SCREAMS "A HORSE" DUDE.]
Hollow rose an eyebrow, she looked at her side, seeing no Madrigals.
She squints.
'Julieta and Agustin in kitchen, Pepa and Felix with two of their kids in the backyard, Luisa and Isabela with Antonio.'
Shadow Facade slowly walked, they were wearing armour, even their hooved had armour. 'One mistake and Dolores will hear.'
Observer looked to her sides, seeing and not even hearing nearby Madrigals.
She typed something in her phone.
[TheOneWhoSeesAll: Akuma, is it okay for me to open a portal to your world? We're still bleeding because of our stabbed hearts, but at least the blood is making any loud drops yet.]
[LivingElectricity: Sure, teleport us at the Everfree Forest, that's the only forest I love because of the sudden weather changes. Make sure to not cause any magic disturbances, I already have a tent there, I don't want a fucking princess to track your gift/magic down.]
"A- a-" Scrap suddenly says, Observer and Facade widens their eyes.
[TheOneWhoSeesAll: OH FUCK SCRAPS GONNA SNEEZE DROP DOWN DROP DO]
[LivingElectricity: GO GO G]
The two couldn't even complete their sentence.
"ACHOO!"
"GO GO GO"
"HOLLOW SLIDE DOWN!" "Affirmative, sliding down."
"MIRABEL!" Dolores suddenly yelled, making the others run to the center, but not fast enough to catch them.
Observer began to create a portal, "SEVEN SECONDS LEFT GO!"
Scrappy Mirabel plopped an arm over an obstacle and immediately jumped above it, she suddenly dived towards and through the portal.
Hollow Julieta jumped down and slid from the staircase made by Casita to catch her, she sprinted and jumped through the portal.
Shadow Facade immediately stopped casting the spell on themself and flew through the portal, not noticing that sparks flew around it.
Observer Mirabel ran and held the portal while crossing, she could see that her arm changed in the portal.
"MIRABEL WAIT!"
"SORRY BUT I HAVE A JOB TO DO!" She went straight through the portal and closed it.
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"Why are we colorful horses?"
"Fuck if I know kid! It's normal for humans to be other species here!"
"Observer? You did not push too much magic or power into the portal, am I correct?"
"Nah don't worry I powered it enough to teleport us safely but not enough to be fucking spotted by other creatures."
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sansxfuckyou · 2 months
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i've lost my ignorance, security, and pride
Summary: Copen never did consider a karma so cruel in his journals when he'd write about the potential of his justified path coming to bite him in the ass, nor does he truly believe it when it's so viciously forced into his face by none other than Nova
Warnings: unethical surgeries, verbal degradation, Nova has something going on, check Ao3 port for full tags
Authors Note: *laughs nervously as I stare at the 2 ppl who like gunvolt on tumblr* so how do ya'll feel about toxic yaoi? cause I got toxic yaoi with a side of unethical surgeries and a title from a Nine Inch Nails song.
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"You're such a swine," Nova purred, hand firmly gripping Copen's jaw, "A filthy, worthless, pig."
Copen snarled up at him, "You're one to talk, Adept."
"You're a broken record. Adept, Adept, Adept- it's your favorite word, right up there with justice," Nova said, smug grin slanting to a cruel smirk.
"I'll tear your very heart out in the name of God," Copen threatened, tried too at least. The paralytics holding him down made it very hard to come off half as threatening as he wanted to. He just had to grit his teeth and grimace as soft hands held his face and tainted his skin.
Nove gives a single chuckle, "I doubt you could so much as scratch me in your current state." He takes a step back from Copen who struggles to reach out and claw him open, tug him and punch him, do anything to hurt him in any way possible.
He can manage seething, "I'll sooner die than watch you ruin everything."
Nova claps twice and a row of soldiers file in, "Boys, take him down to the lab, I wish to impart a gift upon him."
Copen's eyes widen as the soliders encroach on him, hands gripping his arms and legs and holding him securely to the point it hurts. The crackling purple remains to hold his joints locked in place and muscles contracted so he can do nothing but breath and take it. When enough hands have him secured, Nova claps once more and they don't hoist him up. The purple Adept leans just enough that they're at eye level, he's grinning this sickly smile that makes Copen feel ill.
"What are you going to do to me?" The hunter questioned.
Nova reaches out to run a finger from Copen's ear too his chin and tilts up, "I'm going to make you despise your very existence."
Nova shoves aside Copen who fumbles for words and writhes to the best of his ability. He watches as the Adept turns his back as he's slowly carried away, dragged on the ground.
"I want him in heavy restraints when I arrive, and I want him awake while I do it."
Copen's blood runs cold as the words sink into his paralyzed body.
-/-/-/-
All Copen can do is stare at the ceiling even after the paralytics have come down, he knows the restraints are too strong for him to break. He's been stripped of his dignity and his pride and his armor, he can't manage much of a fight physically at this point. LED lights sear his eyes as they shine down on him mockingly from the ceiling, he can see the glint of scalpels, needles, and vials from the corner of his eye.
He hears the door open and tries to turn and see it but he awkwardly hits the brace clamped over his neck. It aches from the physical struggling he tried mere moments after being locked in. The struggling earned him nothing but mocking and laughing from useless foot soldiers.
"No need to worry, I have it under control. Thank you for dealing with the first part for me."
It's Nova, he sounds as calm and collected as ever. He steps in and the door slides shut. He shrugs off his regal coat and hangs it up on the door and trades for it an apron.
"You're gonna kill me down here, while I'm vulnerable," Copen declared as Nova washed his hands and hummed a tune.
"I would never," Nova said with a faux tone of offense, he steps over to Copen's restrained form and grabs a marker, "I have something far more sinister in mind."
"You're gonna cut me open? Harvest my organs and let me live out my remaining days without them sickly and frail?" Copen questioned as Nova brought the marker to pale flesh and ran dotted lines across Copen's chest.
"Don't give me ideas now," Nova said with a light laugh as he capped the marker.
Copen took a deep breath, "Than what it is it?"
"You're a smart boy, you'll figure it out," Nova chided as he grabbed the scalpel and pressed it against skin, "This may hurt."
He pressed down and it did hurt, it was a clean type of hurting though. A simple little slice down the front of his chest, from his clavicles to the base of his rib cage. He felt his breath hitch as the pain diffused, it was quick to return when fingers pressed into the slit of flesh. He bit his tongue instead of screaming, body spasming at the unprecedented intrusion.
Nova gave a hum, "Someone doesn't like being fingered. I guess I'll open you up a bit more before we get to penetration." He laughs at his own words and Copen just feels a wave of disgust wash over him at the fact Nova is comparing this to sex. Albeit, in a very subtle and twisted way, but it's a comparison regardless.
The scalpel comes down along two more dotted lines and with one quick motion his chest opens up. He feels extremely nauseated, like he'd vomit if he had anything in his stomach. He dry heaves despite gravity working against him, he convulses and wheezes as fingers prod at his inner muscles. Tracing over the bits on his ribs and tapping his beating heart and pinching at his clavicles.
There isn't the comforting discomfort of latex either, it's just skin on flesh. The taint of an Adept's touch is being ingrained into his being with every passing second of Nova exploring his body in a very unpleasant way. His finger nails dig into his palm into Nova forces them apart with bloody hands.
"Don't hurt yourself, you don't even have reason to hate yourself yet," Nova said in a tone far too soothing for a man so sinister and cruel, but it worked. Copen relaxed, he let his body go as limp as possible because as much as he wants to defy, he knows he can't win this one. Nova grins, "You'll have plenty of reasons to hate yourself soon enough."
A needle is held high, a clear fluid fills it, and then it's plunged into Copen. Close to his heart, but not quite, narrowly missing the most vital of his organs. The glass tube rests nestled against his lung as the fluid is deposited into his body. His breathing starts to slow all the while and the prodding sensation of Nova's fingers inside of him.
Anesthetic, how kind.
Three needles are held this time, red, green, and blue. There's hesitation on Nova's face as he lays them atop Copen's rib cage and contemplates. He grabs red first, "You know, you'll be the first to have three Septima's implanted in your body."
Copen starts struggling again, "You're turning me into an Adept!?"
"I thought that was clear," Nova said smugly as he snapped his fingers, bright purple crackling across Copen once more to paralyze him. He lets a finger, dripping with blood, hover over Copen's lips. The taste of ichor rests heavy on Copen's tongue and he squirms as best he can, the terrible taste of his own blood making him feel ill. Nova smirks a bit, "Now hold still, I don't want to kill you during this process. Although, three at once may kill you in the long run."
As the first of three needles puncture his heart he passes out with a gut wrenching scream that makes even Nova feel nauseated. A rending pain running through every single vein in his body as a Septima is implanted in him. He sees Nova's smug face and a wave goodbye as he fades out of consciousness.
-/-/-/-
When he awakes he finds himself in a hospital bed with stitches running up his front and a crusty sensation coagulating near them. It makes him feel ill, even more when he hears them crackle as he sits up. A sharp sting pierces him and he tries not to hiss as a bare hand clutches at his clothed chest. He's wearing one of those hospital gowns, but the blood and puss and Septimal residue soak into it in the shape of his cuts.
"I wouldn't be moving for a while if I were you," Nova said calmly from where he stood leaning in the doorway, dressed to the nines in his usual outfit. He has a bouquet of flowers in one hand with a gaudy 'get well soon!' card attached, it makes Copen cringe.
"If it'll kill me then I'll make a point of it," Copen snarled as Nova stepped in and ever closer.
Nova chuckled lightly, "You idiot," He doesn't use anything innately insulting which is odd, he's dropped his smug I'm better than you aura. He takes a seat on the foot of Copen's bed, "You're stuck in here now, we won't let you die."
"What do you mean I'm stuck in here?" Copen asked.
Nova was so bold as to reach out and trace along the front of Copen's hospital gown, he smiled the entire time. He pressed just above the heart and Copen winced, "You're stuck with Sumeragi, your Septima's are prone to malfunctioning. They're unstable unless you're here with our technology monitoring you to keep you alive."
Copen goes wide-eyed, "What?"
"You have to stay with Sumeragi, attach yourself to a Glaive, and hope that we'll trust you to use your Septima in taking down QUILL." Nova crawls a little further up Copen's hospital bed, "That or you go out there and wait for the inevitably of a premature death."
"So I have to sit here at your beck and call like a dog or die?"
"You're a smart one, a bit slow, but smart."
If he wasn't already nauseated with how close Nova is too him at the moment he'd feel like vomiting. He goes pale he knows that much and he swears his head starts to spin.
"So," Nova begins, reaching out to touch Copen's face and now there's no divide between them. They've become equally low, Copen's been lowered forcibly to become the same dirt all Adept's are. "What'll it be?"
Copen can't answer, he just tries to look away.
Nova wrenches him back into eye contact, "Did you not hear me, filth?"
"I'll take the Glaive." He submits but he doesn't want too, he submits because he knows he'll find out how to break the leash when he can escape. Until then he'd like to stay alive long enough to shoot down the likes of Gunvolt and the rest of QUILL, even if it means working for Sumeragi.
Nova grins as he pushes himself back, "I'll get it fashioned right away, I'll make sure your armor is reminiscent of what you wore when you tried to defile my name."
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xiaoderrrr · 1 year
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𐋅𐌀𐌵𐌍𐌕𐌄𐌃 𐌅𐌵𐌍 𐋅Ꝋ𐌵𐌔𐌄
0.1 ─── ・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. ───
3rd Person
"Breaking news another person found dead yet again by the park near the house at the end of the JYP street..."
"HEY! I WAS WATCHING?!" The male figure sitting by the couch turned to the culprit who turned the tv off and glared at his girlfriend
"Yeah, well, Jisung guess what? We're gonna be late idiot, come on, before Hyunjin complains and might accuse us of doing shit," The female figure said while tossing the tv remote to the couch and walking out of their shared apartment
The male now known as Jisung just grabbed his bag and followed his girlfriend out, not forgetting to lock their apartment door
"To this day they still haven't found the killer... damn," Jisung said while thinking back to the news
"Yeah, cause the police are stupid," The female said
"What's gotten you moody Y/nie?~" Jisung pouted at his girlfriend now known as Y/N
"*sigh* Nothing Sungie, just... what if they suddenly come for all of us...?" Y/N looked down on the pavement floor while the couple walked towards the bus stop
"Well, no matter what I'll be there to protect you!" Jisung grinned while putting his arm over Y/N's shoulder
"Nah bro, I admire you for that but... bitch you're more of a coward than your own girlfriend," A tall figure commented once the couple had arrived at their destination causing Jisung to glare and pout while the tall figure laughed alongside another person who was with him
"Hyunjin shut up, you're no any better than Jisung and Felix your heart is literally too fragile to even protect someone, you're the one who needs protecting mate," Y/N looked at her 2 other friends with a dumbfounded look causing the 2 figures now know as Hyunjin and Felix to pout at her comment while Jisung laughed
Time Skip to school I don't know what else to put, I'm not good with starting a story, but I promise you it will (hopefully) get better throughout the chapters
"Class, you all are well aware of the killer on the loose, right? Please be sure to get home straight and lock your doors and NEVER, I mean NEVER, go near the house at the end of JYP street, got it?" Our homeroom teacher Mrs. Choi reminded us as she walks out
"Hey guys, have ya'll ever thought that maybe the rumors are fake? Y'know, maybe they just so happen to be done with life and decided to unalive themselves," One of my male classmates said to their friends
"Dude, I dare you to go there later after school, maybe even mess around in front of the mansion," One of them said while laughing out loud
I sighed at their stupidness
"Dumbasses, am I right? They always die first in movies," Hyunjin said while placing an arm over my shoulder
"Yeah, dumbasses like you," I said as I played on my phone when I heard him gasp dramatically as he removed his arm from my shoulder
I looked over at him and saw he has an offended look while placing a hand on his chest
"How could you say that!" He dramatically said as he placed a hand on his forehead while fanning himself with the other dramatically
"Remind me again how are you two friends again and how the fuck am I related to him?" I looked over at Yeji, my classmate, who also happens to be Hyunjin's cousin
"I don't know girl, I don't know," I shrugged at her as she sat at the seat in front of mine
"Hey! You should be grateful you're related to a beauty like me!" Hyunjin dramatically said while he pointed at Yeji
Yeji and I looked at Hyunjin up and down then at each other and burst out laughing causing Hyunjin to pout
"Anyways, Y/n you free after school? The girls and I plan on checking out the new café near JYP uni for a bit," Yeji asked as I thought about it for sometime
"I don't know, hey you dramatic weasel, do we have any other plans?" I turned to Hyunjin while he glared at me at the nickname I called him
"Hey! I'm not dramatic! Also other than stopping by the dance studio to practice a bit there's nothing else," I nodded
"Tell the rest I won't come with you guys at the studio, I'll be with the girls, and make sure to remind Chan and Jisung that I'll go home before sundown," I told him since Chan and Jisung tends to be really overprotective of me, mostly Chan, he's known me the longest and has been with me since childhood
"Aye aye captain~" Hyunjin saluted
"Alright everyone, go back to your seats, class is about to start!" Our first subject teacher entered the classroom
After School
"Oi~ don't forget the dare, ok?" The same classmate of mine said
"I know I know, you guys are coming with me as proof that I did go there, plus messing around in front of the mansion alone is boring you know~"
"Those guys are total dumbasses, I won't be surprised when they suddenly come to school all scared shit the next day," Yuna said while looking at my male classmates go to the direction of the said cursed mansion, as to what people call it
"Let them be Yuna, they need to experience it so that they can learn their lessons," Lily said
"Anyways! Let's go to the café?" I said gaining the other 12 girls' attention
"Let's go! I heard the one working on the cashier is really cute!" Ryujin, who can't contain her gayness, fangirled
"Aish, tone down the gayness Ryu," Lia scolded Ryujin
"Oh come on, maybe this time I get to have a cute girl's number!" Ryujin reasoned as we enter the said café
I really like the atmosphere, it's really calming plus the smell of coffee is really relaxing
"Yeji and I are gonna order while you guys find a table," Lia said while Ryujin pouted as she wanted to be the one to take the order so she could flirt with the girl by the cashier
Time Skip So many time skips ehehe- 
"Bye girls! Get home safe!" I shouted as I watch the 12 girls walk away while they said their bye's as well
I then proceed to walk in the same direction that my male classmates went as that was the direction of my shared apartment with Jisung
Some people would think we're crazy for living in the same direction as the cursed mansion and would prefer to live in the opposite direction, well... because the rent was cheaper
I then arrived home just in time for the sun has set
"I'm back!" I shouted inside our shared apartment
"Welcome home! By the way, I ordered takeout instead," Jisung said popping out of the kitchen
"Good, I'm too lazy to cook anyways," I laughed as Jisung and I ate then did our night routine and slept ─── ・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. ─── Masterlist | Prologue ➛ 0.2 Taglist [open]: send an ask if you wanna be tagged ღ @hsgwrld ღ Ps: Updates may be slow due to school
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simpfiles · 2 years
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If you want and have some spare time, do you think we can get some headcanons about how Jinx and reader interact in the SharkTank au? Thank you in advance and have a lovely day :)
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[shark tank au] thank you for bringing us back to our roots + being so polite!! gonna include silco in this bc i love them bouncing off each other.
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jinx knows about your relationship with silco and bc she's not horribly traumatized by the death of her friends and abandonment of her sister, she's not crazy territorial with him.
it helps that she can't tell if silco considers you a fling or serious relationship. he doesn't talk about it much with her, that's a side conversation for vander and sevika, but she treats you the same either way. as an on call airbnb babyyyyyyy!!
catch her breaking into your house at 3am because she was in the neighborhood and hey why did you change your locks? took her a whole minute to pick them and she reaaaally needs to pee.
"i thought silco would be here. he's not? huh, weird... well while i'm here can i stay the night?"
cockblock. totally not jealous or anything but silco is a very busy man and some times she has to carve out quality time with him with her own sparkly pink and blue painted nails. ya'll watching a movie? awesome! she'll sit in the middle where the popcorn is.
jinx likes to try everything once and will take you to small hole in the wall restaurants, ordering one of everything off the menu because she can. you usually have leftovers in your fridge for the next week that silco will help you eat. for millionaires they eat cheap.
jinx has been in the business since she was 12. unlike you who just started about a year ago. she knows more than you on a lot of things but she's also very flippant in her approach to the business side of things so don't expect her be much help with the big decisions.
silco gets on to her a lot for her laissez faire attitude as it is technically his money that's being thrown around, though she's long since paid off his initial investment. he just hates seeing her throw away her potential and opportunities that he never had growing up.
they both go to you about the situation. silco more than jinx, since he is your--- *gestures* well you're screwing him. jinx will let off some steam about it around you but she's not about to pour her heart out to you.
she doesn't see you has a parental figure but she doesn't see you has a bestie either. you're kind of just you. someone who has the same underwear as her (she likes snooping through your drawers) and is cool enough to hang with in short bursts.
and thank goodness for that bc after those small doses, having jinx around long term starts to drain you.
don't talk about your love life with silco. she has no interest in that stuff. even just tame things like saying you think he looks handsome makes her pretend to gag.
she likes sending you memes and encrypted emoji messages
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silco hosts a fancy party ever year for all the businesses he's invested in on shark tank. technically, she doesn't belong at the party bc she wasn't signed on during her shark tank run but that doesn't stop her from saving you a spot next to her.
at the beginning of your relationship with her, you were very passive. but now? you can match her energy.
jinx likes traveling and sends postcards from the places she's been. you try to return the favor but most of the places you travel aren't dull in comparison. mostly boring cities for business meetings. one day, when your business really takes off and you can get a breather, you want to go on a trip together.
you talk more freely about silco, commenting on how his crows feet make him look distinguished. she says she's going to gag. you say you already did last night ON HIS CO-- she drop kicks you.
so worth it.
you're more fun to hang with now that you've figured out how she operates. you almost fool her into thinking of you like a friend but then she see's silco kissing you, his arms around your waist, that way you look at him, and she keeps that little barrier between ya'll up.
she already has friends. no point in getting attached to you when silco hasn't even committed.
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shuckinbeanz · 3 years
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All I Need is You, You
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Credit to the lovely thaidoodles for our daily bread. 🙏
warnings/notes: reader is preggers, ya'll are married ofc like in all the other ones, and i totally think this song fits Denki, our Electrocutie #2. 💞
Underage characters are Aged Up!
MINORS 👏 DNI! 👏 AGE 👏 IN 👏 BIO 👏 OR 👏 DNI! 👏 Head on over to @candybowbeansies please for my SFW pieces, or be blocked if you interact here! 😇
~Masterlist~
sickeningly sweet like honey under the cut! <3
You don't know how this escalated. Your husband was absolutely adorable. You had settled in the living room's couch and called the goofball up, missing his voice. He was out of town for a couple months. You listen to him begin to sing yours and his song, giggling happily.
'We are runnin' so fast And we never look back And whatever I lack, you make up We make a really good team And not everyone sees We got this crazy chemistry Between us'
It's been about a week since you found out you were pregnant, and two weeks since he left for work.
'Jump starting your car 'cause this city's a bore Buying e-cigarettes at the convenience store Making new clichés on our own little tour Let's ri-ee-i-ee-ide~'
You snort out laughter at the way he dramatically pronounces, hearing the grin in his voice.
'You don't have to say I love you to say I love you Forget all the shooting stars and all the silver moons We've been making shades of purple out of red and blue Sickeningly sweet like honey, don't need money'
You decide to join in on the fun, yourself, a little bit, singing along with him.
"All I need is you All I need is you, you~"
And he continues.
'We try staying up late But we both are light weights Yeah we get off our face, too easy And we take jokes way too far And sometimes living's too hard'
You join in again.
"We're like two halves of one heart We are, we are, we are~"
He repeats the chorus.
'You don't have to say I love you to say I love you Forget all the shooting stars and all the silver moons We've been making shades of purple out of red and blue Sickeningly sweet like honey, don't need money'
And you sing along one more time.
"All I need is you All I need is you, you~"
'Eat a pill stay and chill, you don't need to go I'm about to bring emo back if you leave my home I'd panic at the disco and you'd rather watch a TV show Then I'll squeeze your booty real hard like I'm kneading dough'
You laugh again, hearing the mischief in his voice.
'Pizza boy, I'm speeding for ya We can get married tonight if you really wanna!~'
You snicker to yourself at his serious tone, "We're already married, ya goof." as he continues.
'Me in a cheap suit like a sleazy lawyer~ And if you break this lil' heart, it'd be an honor~'
He repeats the chorus, one last time, as your mind wanders off. It's been a week since you found out you were pregnant. And he wouldn't be back for another month, at least. So, you figured telling him now would be a good time; better than letting him know when he comes home in a month. When he finishes singing, you open your mouth, the sound of your heart thudding in your ears too loudly to notice the muffled jingle of keys on his end, "Hey, baby?" you call, and he hums in reply, and the moment the front door located behind you opens, "I'm pregnant." you say, hearing his shocked sputtering behind you as well as over the phone, causing you to turn around to see his rather hilarious red-faced expression.
He was supposed to be out of town a couple months. Yet, here he was, home in two weeks. "You're pregnant?!" he finally exclaims, door wide open. You laugh, leaving behind the phone to launch yourself off the couch, running around it and into his arms. He hugs you tightly, a goofy grin on his face. "That's good news! Very, very good news! Can't wait to tell the gang!" he exclaims, shimmying you and him away from the door before kicking the door shut. Then suddenly, a pout replaces his grin as he releases you. "Wait. You didn't tell them first, did you? I mean--ow!" you halfheartedly smack him up beside his head, crossing your arms. "No. I was conflicted between telling you when you got home, or telling you sooner." you tell him. And like a switch, he brightens up again, plopping down his luggage before picking you up, making you squeal in surprise. "Good thing you told me now, then! 'Cuz I'm hooome!~" he exclaims, carrying you in a fireman's carry to the back of the house, as you laugh.
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candybowbeansies · 3 years
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All I Need is You, You
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Credit to the lovely thaidoodles for our daily bread. 🙏
warnings/notes: reader is preggers, ya'll are married ofc like in all the other ones, and i totally think this song fits Denki, our Electrocutie #2. 💞
Underage characters are Aged Up!
~Masterlist~
sickeningly sweet like honey under the cut! <3
You don't know how this escalated. Your husband was absolutely adorable. You had settled in the living room's couch and called the goofball up, missing his voice. He was out of town for a couple months. You listen to him begin to sing yours and his song, giggling happily.
'We are runnin' so fast And we never look back And whatever I lack, you make up We make a really good team And not everyone sees We got this crazy chemistry Between us'
It's been about a week since you found out you were pregnant, and two weeks since he left for work.
'Jump starting your car 'cause this city's a bore Buying e-cigarettes at the convenience store Making new clichés on our own little tour Let's ri-ee-i-ee-ide~'
You snort out laughter at the way he dramatically pronounces, hearing the grin in his voice.
'You don't have to say I love you to say I love you Forget all the shooting stars and all the silver moons We've been making shades of purple out of red and blue Sickeningly sweet like honey, don't need money'
You decide to join in on the fun, yourself, a little bit, singing along with him.
"All I need is you All I need is you, you~"
And he continues.
'We try staying up late But we both are light weights Yeah we get off our face, too easy And we take jokes way too far And sometimes living's too hard'
You join in again.
"We're like two halves of one heart We are, we are, we are~"
He repeats the chorus.
'You don't have to say I love you to say I love you Forget all the shooting stars and all the silver moons We've been making shades of purple out of red and blue Sickeningly sweet like honey, don't need money'
And you sing along one more time.
"All I need is you All I need is you, you~"
'Eat a pill stay and chill, you don't need to go I'm about to bring emo back if you leave my home I'd panic at the disco and you'd rather watch a TV show Then I'll squeeze your booty real hard like I'm kneading dough'
You laugh again, hearing the mischief in his voice.
'Pizza boy, I'm speeding for ya We can get married tonight if you really wanna!~'
You snicker to yourself at his serious tone, "We're already married, ya goof." as he continues.
'Me in a cheap suit like a sleazy lawyer~ And if you break this lil' heart, it'd be an honor~'
He repeats the chorus, one last time, as your mind wanders off. It's been a week since you found out you were pregnant. And he wouldn't be back for another month, at least. So, you figured telling him now would be a good time; better than letting him know when he comes home in a month. When he finishes singing, you open your mouth, the sound of your heart thudding in your ears too loudly to notice the muffled jingle of keys on his end, "Hey, baby?" you call, and he hums in reply, and the moment the front door located behind you opens, "I'm pregnant." you say, hearing his shocked sputtering behind you as well as over the phone, causing you to turn around to see his rather hilarious red-faced expression.
He was supposed to be out of town a couple months. Yet, here he was, home in two weeks. "You're pregnant?!" he finally exclaims, door wide open. You laugh, leaving behind the phone to launch yourself off the couch, running around it and into his arms. He hugs you tightly, a goofy grin on his face. "That's good news! Very, very good news! Can't wait to tell the gang!" he exclaims, shimmying you and him away from the door before kicking the door shut. Then suddenly, a pout replaces his grin as he releases you. "Wait. You didn't tell them first, did you? I mean--ow!" you halfheartedly smack him up beside his head, crossing your arms. "No. I was conflicted between telling you when you got home, or telling you sooner." you tell him. And like a switch, he brightens up again, plopping down his luggage before picking you up, making you squeal in surprise. "Good thing you told me now, then! 'Cuz I'm hooome!~" he exclaims, carrying you in a fireman's carry to the back of the house, as you laugh.
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