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b-m-scott · 4 years

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"If she's a Queen, then Baby, you're a Goddess"

Michael B Jordan x Reader

I was never really the jealous type. If I was in a relationship, I felt fairly confident in it and tried not to question my partner. I especially felt that way once I started dating Michael. I knew what his job entailed, and that I would need to be used with him not only acting alongside beautiful actresses but also possibly flirting with them during press junkets. His latest castmates from Black Panther were all wonderful. I had the pleasure of meeting them a few times and knew that Award season was going to be starting soon. I wasn’t going to be able to join Michael, due to my work schedule, but he knew I would be there in spirit.

It was half-past ten when I arrived back at our shared place. I was exhausted and wanted nothing more than to head to sleep. I knew Michael wouldn’t be home for at least another two hours, so I decided to simply shoot him a text “Goodnight” and wait to hear all the details tomorrow morning. After getting ready for bed, I grab my phone and go to write the text when I notice something trending on Twitter and multiple mentions of my name. Curiosity gets the better of me and I click to open the app.

There is a video, clearly a publicity stunt, of Michael, Lupita, and Danai competing for Lupita’s affection. Deep down I know it’s all fake, but I also know that all the fans throughout the course of the press interviews have started to ship both Michael and Lupita and I can’t help but feel a little jealous. I mean, I had met her, and she was absolutely gorgeous both inside and out. We were close and I knew I shouldn’t be feeling this way, but knowing they’re acting for the movie and then seeing them do it almost just for fun hurt me. I open up Michael’s contact and type in a message.

Y/N: Hey baby, hope your nights going well! Sent - 22:55

About six minutes later, a reply comes through.

Michael: For sure, babe! Just out with Lupita Sent - 23:01

Well, that didn’t help. The award show was over and I knew he would go out, but did they go out alone? Knowing that asking any more questions would just make me over analyze things, I shoot back a quick response.

Y/N: Great, goodnight. Sent - 23:04

I put my phone on NO DISTURB and try to fall asleep. My mind was swimming with thoughts some being of serious concern and some being ridiculous. I knew I was being silly, but could you blame me? Michael was a catch. All the ladies wanted him. Why wouldn’t Lupita?

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I hear a shattering sound and immediately jerk up.

“Shit,” mutters Michael. I roll my eyes and look over at my clock. It reads 3:45 and annoyance soaks right in. I head downstairs to see what damage was done and am hoping to just go back to bed. When I reach the kitchen, I see Michael sweeping up some shattered glass off the floor. He heads to toss it and sees me standing in the doorway. He smiles sheepishly at me.

“Hey, baby! Sorry to wake you,” he apologizes. “Was just trying to get a drink.” He doesn’t seem entirely drunk, but he’s definitely buzzed. I shake my head and realize that if it was almost four in the morning, he had been out with Lupita for almost more than five hours.

“Right, well maybe next time use a plastic cup,” I mutter. A hint of confusion sparks in his eyes. He knows he annoyed me, but also I had never been this annoyed after an award show before. I also hadn’t asked him how is night was. I head back upstairs and make myself comfortable, hoping I can just fall back asleep. I didn’t have the energy to express my concerns right now. A few minutes later, I hear Michael step into the room. He sits down on the edge of the bed and I feel his hand rests on my back.

“Everything OK, baby?” he asks. I just grunt as a replying. He lets out a small sigh before continuing, “You know, you didn’t even ask me if we won.” I don’t respond. I know I’m being rude but after my rude awakening and earlier thoughts, I can’t seem to shake off all my annoyance. He stands up and heads to his closet before saying,

“You didn’t even tell me how good I looked in my suit.” I can hear the cocky and joking tone in his voice and it almost cracks me, but I don’t want to give in that easily. He had looked really good in his suit, it was one of my favorites yet, and that probably just added to my jealousy. I hear him let out another sigh before he finally heads into the bathroom to get ready for bed. After he finishes, he lays down and makes one last attempt.

“You know you can tell me anything, right baby?” Once again I don’t respond. I can feel sadness radiating off of him, but my selfish self just doesn’t care. He sighs again and I know I’m breaking his heart, but in a way, I felt like he broke mine as well.

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When morning comes and I remember everything that happened last night, I internally groan. I messed up. Big time. I look over my shoulder to see that side empty and externally groan this time. I get out of bed and make my way downstairs. I was out of line and I know that. After a busy day at work and the fear of missing out mixed in with slight jealousy, I turned into a monster. I had to fix it. I find Michael sitting on the couch watching TV at a quiet volume and smile. That was something he did when he was scared of waking me up, but made it extremely hard for him to hear the TV and the sight of subtitles confirmed it. I take in a deep breath before walking over to him. He looks up to me with a mixture of surprise and caution as I settle in his lap. I’m straddling him as I put my face in the nape of his neck.

“I’m sorry,” I mumble. “I was a bitch last night.” He chuckles and rubs my back soothingly.

“Don’t worry about it, you had a long day.” I look up at him.

“So did you, and I should have been more considerate.” He smiles at me and leans in for a loving kiss. When we break apart he asks,

“So, that was it? You were just tired?” I shrug my shoulders slightly and bury my face into his shoulder again. He lets out a little laugh, clearly knowing that that wasn’t it. I was still embarrassed though. I knew my jealousy was uncalled for, but I knew it was better to tell him.

“No, it’s not,” I start. He hums in response, urging me to continue. “I saw the clip from last night. Of you and Lupita.”

“Aaah, I see,” he replies. His voice laced with sarcasm and humor. I whine, knowing I was right in thinking I was being ridiculous. I sit up and look at him wanting to explain myself.

“It’s just she’s… she’s...” I struggle to find the word I want to use to describe her. When one of the fans comments from last night pop into my head.

@Luptia_Nyongo YAASSS, the QUUUEEENNN!!!!!!!

“She’s a queen.” I finish. “And I’m just me.” I see Michael shake his head and hum in disapproval. He grabs my face in my hands and kisses me with more passion. When we separate, our foreheads rest together and some of my embarrassment fades away.

“If she's a Queen, then Baby, you're a Goddess”

#michael b jordan #michael b jordan imagines #michael b jordan imagine #michael b jordan x reader #michael jordan

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ladylillianrose · 3 years

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Episode 15 Thoughts

I love the parallel convos. But oh god they make my heart break.

Engin needs to talk to Ceren asap.

"The problem is that I considered myself worthy of an angel like her." *sobs* But you are Serkan!

"Half of my soul is her" I'll just be over here crying forever now!!

This man I swear his selflessness because he loves her so much.

Oh god he's looking at her star!!

The look on his face as she's berating him, he's so in love with her and her passion and fire!!

"In life you cannot replace me with anyone" oh Eda he knows, he knows hon

Eda telling Aydan that "he broke me to pieces" while Aydan is crying and telling her she will move past this. *sobs*

Ooofff Eda that was harsh "ask yourself how you raised such an insensitive son who does not know how to love." Especially because he loves her so much!!!

Alptekin knows he deserves Serkan's scorn.

Moving out?!

He cant even bring himself to pack up her stuff.

Even the world?!!!

He cant bring himself to take off the ring. It's the only thing he has left of her.

Oh Eda trying so hard to distract herself and be chipper

"Hair and stubble in a mess" you say Seyfi? That sounds incredibly sexy, I'm okay with this.

Oh shit! It's not enough that her heart is broken but now she finds out about Ayfer's lies.

I really really don't trust Efe!!!

Too convenient that he shows up to "rescue her"

Engin protecting Serkan from everyone bothering him about Eda.

Efe offering her her dream job, and the opportunity to get under Serkan's skin

Serkan is so upset that not only is she working for Efe but that Eda's giving up studying in Italy.

Efe is way too conveniently playing the white knight to Serkan's unfeeling robot.

Of course we have Eda and Ferit vs Serkan and Selin on opposite sides.

Dammit Selin did you have to point out the ring!!

Yowch Selin talking about Serkan breaking women's hearts.

Serkan telling them to help Eda and Efe, because he wants Eda to have the better design

Ooo the guys walking towards the girls love this shot.

Lmao "did fifi start working here too?"

Also side note but damn is Serkan looking extra fine today in that vest!!

"Eda pretended not to see me?" Oh Serkan sweetie

Oooo Selin wants nothing to do with Ceren

Erdam trying Adam play it cool with Fifi

Oooo Eda wearing the ring again just to bother him.

Staring at Serkan's hands often there Eda?

"So no other woman distracts me from my work" lmao mmmhmm sure Serkan that's why you're wearing the ring

Serkan has to keep his hands in his pockets around her to keep from pulling her towards him

Alptekin ugghhhh you should have told Ayfer!!!!!!

You idiot!!

Smart Serkan knowing that Efe would offer to buy Ferit's shares.

Seyfi knowing how Serkan and Eda work lol. Knowing that them working together and fighting will just bring them together again.

Eda has to know from the way he watches her that everything is not what it seems.

Engin stepping on to ask where they are going since Serkan can't

Lmao "I don't want to talk to Erdam"

Serkan you are not the only one missing Leyla

Yes Ayfer take Efe, keep him away from Eda.

Mmmhmmm also from Mardin, with family there? Either a distant cousin or related to one of Grandma's friends

Uggghhh both of them working alone and totally thinking of each other!!! * sobs*

Face timing him just to see his face, oh Eda honey

Serkan hiding the flower because he cant look at it but he can't bring himself to get rid of it

Oh no you did not bring up Serkan breaking up with Eda, Efe. Forget Serkan fighting you, I'll fight you!!!!

Serkan can never say no to his mom.

Oooo yes Seyfi going to the office to spy on Eda and Serkan.

I'm on Serkan's side about not talking to Alptekin. They already didn't have a good relationship and this made it worse.

I feel for Aydan hurting because Serkan is going to move out, but he does need his own space. She didn't think he would marry and stay there the whole time?

I think he will move into that house that he was having Eda design ideas for.

The new picture will be just as marked up as the last was.

Eda making a plan for school yaaaassss!!!

"The woman saved me from my own cruelty, from my terrible condition" *sobs*

"Now I realized how much I need her." Just stab us in the heart why don't you!!

Serkan is totally picturing Efe's face on that punching bag.

Lmao Engin hitting him with the towel!

Good on Eda for getting the university to agree to a payment plan.

Ooo Serkan is jealous that Eda was willing to use Efes name and not his

Leyla and Seyfi as friends? Yaasss the duo we deserve!!!

Serkan watching Eda throw everything out! Ouch!!!

Someone go dig it all out!!!

Sirius!! Go get Mama's stuff from the trash!!

Engin just wanting to hug Piril

Serkan thinking she poured him coffee but its for Efe

Efe charming everyone even Aydan

Lmao at jealous Serkan sending Efe away. Oh honey you're so bad at staying away from her

"If you are not ready, you should not have accepted me into your life" Damn Eda!

Serkan is so proud of Eda and her presentation/work

Oh Serkan, throwing the presentation because he doesn't want Eda to lose!

And Eda knows he's throwing it too, because she remembers what he was saying in the car.

Engin us so terrible at hiding his relationship with Piril, lol Serkan's smirk.

Yaassss team camping trip!!

I'm glad that Ayfer and Eda made up, but

Yaaaasss Serkan coming to go camping! Casual clothes Serkan!!

"I only came because you are here" we all know exactly who that's directed too

Efe go away we want Eda vs Serkan

Leyla not wanting to pick a side lol

Oooo Selin has to ride with Efe

Lmao Serkan still calling her "Eda honey"

Lmao the look on Serkan's face knowing Eda wants to drive!

The teams should just agree to lock them in a closer until they solve their issues

I'm okay if Efe and Selin end up together, both are competitive enough for each other

Serkan back seat driving

Gorgeous view there!

"What if something happened to you?" Eda don't you get it, it's never about him its always about you!

Selin go away you just ruined things!

Serkan knows where Eda would go of course!

You end it there??????!!!!!!!

#sen cal kapimi #sen çal kapimi #serkan bolat #eda yildiz #eda x serkan

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isgravityreallynecessary · 3 years

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love how tumblr just consistently sends me notifications for the wrong note every time I receive a new one like yaasss queen give us nothing!

#this app is so poorly designed lmao

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comradekatara · 5 years

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I saw someone once talk about misogyny in atla and how the fire nation seems to be the least misogynistic (except kyoshi island); female soldiers while the water tribe wouldn't allow katara to learn offensive styles and toph was barely allowed to exist autonomously. Also, Zuko's daughter being heir. But I feel like that has more to do with the fire nation being "you there!! Destroy some other nations with us now" and wanting lots of warriors rather than being forward thinking

hmmmmmm...... people will often cite female guards as an example of why the fire nation isn’t misogynistic. women can work in maximum security prisons and abuse human rights too yaasss queen!!!!!!!!

and i agree (obviously) that the water tribe, as a whole, holds some pretty fuckin sexist beliefs. katara isn’t allowed to be a warrior, yue is married off as a teenager to a man she doesn’t even like as a person, and of course sokka is fed a bunch of bullshit that he espouses until he arrives on kyoshi. (which is episode four by the way. like, yes, sokka was sexist, but he also started chugging that respect women juice the second his beliefs were proven wrong! sokka is open-minded as fuck. but that’s for another time.)

kyoshi island is interesting. it’s basically this paradise for gender. when kyoshi broke off from the earth kingdom (inadvertently defeating chin the conqueror in the process), it was evident that she wanted there to be a place that was safe from dangerous convention–– where she and her comrades could be themselves. i find it hard to believe that under at least 95% of the kyoshi warriors throughout history have been lesbians or bi women.

the rest of the earth kingdom is a lot more...conservative. ba sing se is shown to have beauty standards that intersect with class. gaoling also shows this through the beifong family as a whole. if you’re rich in the earth kingdom and you’re a woman, your job is to sit there and look pretty. working class earth kingdom women have more autonomy in a sense, but obviously if they’re living in poverty (which many if not most are due to the conditions of war) then you’re stripped of autonomy anyway.

i can’t say much about the air nomads, as they do not exist in this world. they do appear to be gender-segregated, though.

as for the fire nation, i think the fact that female firelords can exist, (not proven through izumi, who lives in the future and therefore it can be assumed the world has progressed, but) proven through azula, doesn’t actually say as much as we think it does. plenty of deeply sexist societies have been ruled by women. look at ancient egypt. look at britain. female monarchs and female prison guards do not indicate that a society isn’t sexist, simply because the water tribe is more sexist. that’s absurd!

let 👏🏼the 👏🏼fire 👏🏼nation 👏🏼have 👏🏼female 👏🏼war 👏🏼criminals 👏🏼

in our world, it is evident that patriarchy, capitalism, imperialism & colonialism are intrinsically linked. of course, avatar does not take place in our world, but it does draw heavily from it. the fire nation parallels a history of japanese imperialism, and that cannot be ignored.

iroh, good, kindly iroh, who helps zuko so much, is a misogynist. he can critically reexamine the cost of war, but perhaps judith butler is a bit too far. he gives zuko a knife and azula a doll, the irony there being that it should have been the other way around.

and i think above all, it is the fire nation siblings that exemplify the sexism endemic to the fire nation. perhaps, on a surface level, women have more rights than they do elsewhere in the world, but through their society’s treatment of both zuko and azula, we see that gender matters. sokka comes from a place that insists he be a man (swift as a coursing river). well, zuko also comes from a place wherein he is expected to be a man (with all the strength of a great typhoon). zuko is not an inherent violent person (obviously). he adopts behaviors of toxic masculinity because it is the only way he sees himself regaining his honor, being worthy in his father’s eyes.

azula’s arc can definitely be analyzed through the lens of how misogyny shapes her life, because it does, even just in ursa and iroh’s subtle treatment of her, or her need to perform perfection and total competence at all times. but, besides toph, who has a parallel arc (but she deals with it a lot more efficiently lol), zuko’s is very much about Gender. what it means to be a man (as mysterious as the dark side of the moon). (okay thats the last one i promise.)

in the legend of korra comics turf wars, kya informs us that even kyoshi could not make progress in regards to homophobia in the earth kingdom (hence her isolationist approach. she was just like okay fuck this). apparently, air nomads were all about free love, which... idk about but whatever. and the water tribe as of lok times likes to “keep matters private,” but they “won’t disown you for coming out.” and according to these comics, “for most of its history, the fire nation was tolerant, but then fire lord sozin took power. he decreed that same sex relationships were criminal.” i think this is kind of flippant, just “bad guy do bad thing,” but i also think there’s truth in it. there’s no doubt in my mind that the fire nation is the most actively homophobic of all four nations.

just look at the episode “the beach,” which showcases not only how these kids (azula specifically) have been warped by this mentality that they exist as weapons of mass destruction before they are teenagers, but also how they feel forced to perform heterosexuality. azula attempts to get a boyfriend because she is jealous of ty lee, who is getting a lot of attention from the teenage boys around them, and even though she enjoys the shallow validation, the second they ask her out she panics and runs away. meanwhile, mai is as sullen as ever, which later in that episode we learn is a response to her mother’s insistence that she be Proper and Behave (again, class intersecting with misogyny!). and zuko is at his absolute worst this episode. like book 1 zuko has nothing on beach zuko, who sucks so hard i want to punch him in the face. especially when surrounded by other guys his age, he feels this pressure to perform masculinity, which he always takes to mean Be As Angry As Possible. the beach is about how they are lying to others, and to themselves. azula says she doesn’t have sob stories like all of them. mai says so as well. when azula asks zuko whom he’s angry at (and it does seem like she’s genuinely trying to help him here) and she says “dad?” he gasps and immediately says “no!” (but he’s getting there.) in a society with gender equality, do you really think they’d all be behaving the way they do? i mean, zuko’s entire arc is gay as fuck!!!! and azula’s also pretty clearly a big ol dyke, even if that’s less relevant to her journey.

basically, i think saying the fire nation isn’t sexist is a pretty surface level interpretation of a society wherein homophobia is deeply entrenched due to its imperialist values. there will always be sexism, misogyny & homophobia under patriarchal, industrialist, imperialist power structures.

QED

#i just like ending all my analyses w QED #BECAUSE I CAN #asks #anon #analysis #thank u for sending this ask ive been dying for an opportunity to talk about this #and i got to it first haha chell SUCKAAAAAA

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dredshirtroberts · 4 years

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I’m bored and found this having been done by a blog I admire, @vinceaddams. Plus, I - like my projection-favorite Dragon Age Inquisition Character, Dorian Pavus - love talking about myself.

1. Name : I have many and much. I’m currently playing with the name Eyrelain/e (undecided about the final e) but for the purposes of simplicity and what I’ll generally answer to, just call me M.

2. Zodiac : Aries sun, Taurus moon, and either Leo or Pisces rising but I’ve never been able to get that one clear on my birth charts lol.

3. Height : 5′3" roughly.

4. What time is it ? 11:57pm as of just now - it will be much later by the time I finish this

5. Favourite musician / group ? I’ve always hated this question on these things. I barely know what I’m listening to at any given time, let alone have a favorite out of them all. I just like music.

6. Favorite sport team ? If pressed (and generally if I’m around my family) I state one of the Washington DC teams - and to be fair those are pretty much the only ones I’m familiar with. But honestly I have fallen out of touch with the sportsball games and will have to work extra hard to get back into the, ah, swing of things as it were. Mostly the only sport I give a shit about is Hockey and that’s mostly because I find the players extremely attractive. Something about Russians missing teeth just really does it for me, apparently.

7. Other blogs : @witchwraytohome is mostly aesthetic with some roughly witchcraft-y, spiritual-ish bullshit fleckled in there. @adara-et-al is where I’m trying to put shit about my original characters but I’m bad at keeping up with these things so it’s not well fleshed out yet. @lia-and-em-adventure-in-thedas is a joint blog with @sumomoblossom77 for the fic I’m working on - we’re mostly keeping references and stuff there for now, but maybe one day the fic will go up there too. Once i’m finished with it anyway.

8. Do I get asks ? lol no. Maybe one or two in a blue moon but generally those are from friends who send me DMs usually. I’m not against asks, of course, so please send those on if you have them!

9. How many blogs do I follow : 80, apparently - higher than I thought it was the last I checked but then again I have a terrible memory and do not check often.

10. Any tumblr crushes ? Nah, but not really any crushes right now either.

11. Lucky number : 3, 5, and 6 tend to be numbers that come up frequently for me and portend nice things. Multiples also count, because lucky numbers are what you make them.

12. What am I wearing right now : a pair of quickly falling apart jeggings, and a really fuckin soft old navy sweater-shirt my mom got me for xmas. it’s so soft. It’s also a lovely dark taupe color

13. Dream vacation : 1) any vacation would be a dream vacation right now. 2) I’d love to travel to Japan. And if I’m in Japan why not go ahead and hit up S Korea, and Taiwan, and China and Hong Kong, and then let’s just go ahead and get all the pacific islands, the Philippines, and head down to New Zealand to head that off there. 3) Of course that’s not taking into account wanting to go further west from there, Tibet, India, Russia, idk maybe the whole middle east. Then do I go down into Africa and start making my way through there? Clearly with the trajectory I’m on I’d start in Egypt and make my way down south from there. Or do I go the opposite direction and take on Europe? Pretty much what I’m getting at here is I’d one day like to travel the entire globe - take like...at least a year probably more, and just explore the world. Eat in every country. Enjoy life. Idk...it’s a dream.

14. Dream car : One that isn’t almost 20 years old would be nice. less than 100k miles on it would be *excellent*, but I know that’s asking for a lot. Gotta have A/C and working windows. A relatively new sound system would be great, so the radio isn’t jangly (though honestly a working radio is enough). If I can hook up my phone to play music - AND A CD PLAYER, IT HAS TO HAVE A CD PLAYER. And her hair whatever color it please god.

15. Favourite food: I’m gonna have to say steak and/or sushi. I will ALWAYS be down for either. Or Mexican food of any sort. Seriously, you want to win me over? Feed me in general. If you feed me Mexican food (god, especially authentic central or Gulf coast mexican food yaasss) I’ll be yours forever.

16. Drink of choice : If we’re talking alcohol, always a margarita. I’m a tequila bitch for sure. Non-alcoholic, diet cola (whatever brand I’m really not picky). Though I have found these fun little powder things my parents use called ZipFizz and boy howdy are those tasty as FUCK.

17. Languages : English, very little Spanish, German and French. I’ve been learning a few fantasy languages for fic I’m writing (where Spanish, German and French will come into play, so I imagine I’ll learn those more too). Oh and Latin. I know a little of Latin. It’s not a lot and it’s not great but it could be worse.

18. Instruments : I used to play piano - I technically still can but it’s not very good at all. I tried playing bass guitar which was...alright. I did not go very far with it. I played the recorder for class in elementary school like most everyone else did, and that was...interesting.

19. Celebrity crushes : no one, really, right now. I’m kinda figuring myself out a little and haven’t really processed attraction past “they’re kinda fit, wonder if they’re an alright person to get to know” and then realize that there’s no way I’d ever get to know them as a person outside of their fame and celebrity so I just kinda drop it. ‘S not worth the time or effort honestly.

20. Random Fact : All my old injuries that bother me are completely invisible from the surface - my one that crops up the most is my knee(s) but from the outside nothing looks the matter with them (unless the start swelling but that doesn’t happen as much anymore). Second most easily aggravated is my shoulder that also has no outward sign of having been an injury. Third most easily aggravated and honestly rarely rears its head unless I do something immensely stupid or it’s bitter fucking cold outside, is my right ribs. I got knocked really hard and they were cracked but not broken but I was also, like 10 when it happened and I’m fairly certain they healed slightly incorrectly. Sometimes it feels like I’ve got light bruising and sometimes it’s like they’ve just been injured (depending on the cause of the aggravation). I do not have good scars to show people to be like “yeah this acts up because I was stabbed in the jellies but it’s fine except during low-pressure weather”. I just all the sudden cannot stand up right, or reach over my head properly and I have to deal with it.

#about me #i tag anyone who wants to complete this

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l-aceaqua · 6 years

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So here’s my little not so tiny story

TW: Eating disorders, other mental issues

2008. Diagnosed with anxiety. Ummm, 8 years old and already an anxious little ball. Niiiiiiiice

2009. Nine years old. The first thoughts of not being skinny enough have visited me. I swept them under the rug.

2010. My father died. My world is crumbled. My heart is shattered.

2011. The voices are getting louder. What is anorexia? Let’s google it.

2012. We’re in Greece. It’s summer. My family enjoys the vacation. I do too. At least I try. It’s easy enough when you surrounded with people. The nightmares start when you left alone. A set of a 100 push-ups? Sure, why not. A set of 100 crunches? Bring it on, dear. A set of 200 squats? You bet, baby. Writing down every little thing that you ate and ending the note with your tear because you’re feeling guilty? Yaasss, queen.

2013. Found out that if you take this and drink that that you’ll lose weight. Um, I’ll take two, thanks.

I’m sick. I’ve been sick all year. I’ve skipped almost a half of the school year. Why do I have high temperature? Why am I always weak? Me, my mom, the doctors, we are all wondering where it came from. Oh, wait…

Now I look at the photos from 2012-2013 the only thing I see is a normal teen, normal, at least physically. I have tears unconsciously coming to my eyes cuz I remember, I remember looking in the mirror and seeing nothing but a fat, fat girl.

That’s how and why I stopped trusting my eyes.

And they continued to fool me once again.

Now it’s the spring of 2014, the last year before high school, kids enjoying the sense of freedom in the air. I’m in my room. After school. With a bag from MacDonalds filled with 4 full meals. To this day I remember what I would get myself. One burger, one chicken burger, one chicken salad, one chicken roll, 20 nuggets, 2 brownies, big French fries, country fries, sauces, so many sauces, and a 2L bottle of soda. I would turn on Scrubs, lay on my bed, and gorge myself with everything that I bought. I couldn’t even move afterwards. It hurt to move afterwards.

I laugh because if I don’t I will cry.

I used to go onto MacDonalds, Burger King and Subway’s sites to fantasise about the food and plan my next binge. Now I’m proud to say I genuinely don’t want to do this anymore.

I’ve gained 10kg (22lbs). I feel disgusting. Once again I’m restricting myself and failing miserably, I’m restricting myself and failing miserably, I’m restricting myself and failing miserably…

I don’t have anything to live for. I’m not living. Merely existing. A parody of life in a form of me. Repression was always a way to deal with things for me.

August of 2014. One month until high school. One month until the teenagers’ dreams will come true. I’m still at the same weight.

I remember it was the 29th-30th of August. I went to cycle. Two hours, two and a half hours. I came home. I put my bike at its place. I go to the bathroom. I crumble to the floor. My face is shaking. My eyes are closing. My vision is getting blurrier and blurrier every second. I’m on the bathroom floor. Desperately trying to remain conscious.

1st of September of 2014

I’m still the same. The viscous cycles have continued.

2015. Going to MacDonalds is too hard now. So I enjoy the foods that my nearest grocery store can offer. Buns, ramen, cookies, donuts, beans, ice cream, chips, chocolate bars, sodas… and more. Everything and anything. Together or apart. I want it all! I need it all… My classmates noticed I’ve gained weight. They’re polite about it. Don’t poke or make fun of me. I’ve got me to do that. Lucky.

2015. The ninth grade ends. It’s a big thing where I come from. You can choose between going to college or continuing school (10th&11th grades). I don’t want anything. Just leave me alone. I’ll crawl under some rock and die. Leave me at peace.

Somehow I’ve managed to pass my exams. Not all of them were bad. All of them broke me mentally.

I insisted on going backpacking around the world. My mother insisted on me finishing school. Good thing she did. Consider this: I was 15 at the time. Verstehe?

1st of September 2015.

One month until the day that I change school. One month until I can start fresh and new. One month until I meet new people. One month… yet I’m still at the same weight. I fast and fail, I fast and fail.

Spring of 2017. I’m giving up. I can not think about my body any more. Not a second more. I’m tired. Mentally and physically. I give up.

I spent my graduation staring into my phone and hoping it ends soon. My rides to the place of celebration and back home were nice. My city is beautiful at the sunrise.

I haven’t taken a single photo of myself since the spring of 2016. I can not look at the photos of me. They make me wanna vomit. My face, my body, everything makes me wanna vomit. Then let’s not look at myself anymore. So I didn’t.

August of 2017. Is that control? It came and flew away like a butterfly. But I did manage to have a taste of it. I never new what it felt like. It feels nice.

Autumn of 2017. Things are getting better. Very slowly. Extremely slowly. But things are changing. I’m in university now. Studying what I’m genuinely interested in. The binging still continues though. Not as intense. But it’s still present.

Now. February of 2018. I’ve lost 7kg(15lbs). I would be lying if I said that it wasn’t important to me. Yet still. I’m feeling better. I see hope? I think it’s hope. Haven’t had that in a while. It also would be a lie to say that I don’t fast. I do. I also feel more and more control over my head. Binging is minimal now. Soon it will go away completely. I’m feeling alive. For the first time in six years I feel alive. ALIVE. I want to shout from the roof tops I’m that happy. But the work isn’t finished. I do not have a good relationship with food. But I will. One day I will.

I don’t know what I had and I don’t know what I have. I have never went to therapy. Do I regret it? Yes and no. But I would not want anyone to pressure me into it.

This is the most honest I’ve been with myself in all those years.

It hurt going through it so meticulously once again. But I had to set things straight with myself. To remind once again who I was and who I have become. That’s the only way to move forward for me.

07.02.2018

P.S. One day when I’m over it I’m going to show this to my mother and to anyone who will be important to me.

#ana #anorexia #ed #eatingdisorders #binge eating #eating disoder tw #triggerwarning #tw #my story #trying to recover #trying my best

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emperor-lover · 7 years

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Could you do a college au for sungwoon? He's my bias and no one really writes for him 😭 tysm love UR MINHYUn scenarios are so cute they made me soft

aw anon of course!! I can totally relate about not having many things to read about your bias/bias group as well :( and yaasss i’m glad my Minhyun scenarios are having this effect on people hahaha!! I tried my best, hope you enjoy! x

Ha Sungwoon College!AU

first of all, what. a. cutie.

probably the happiest little bean you know at college

he had gone on a gap year after high school so he was one of the older guys in your cohort but his baby face suggested otherwise

literally everyone thought he was one of those young geniuses that had skipped a couple of years of high school

he is still pretty much a genius though

He’s a business and marketing major, and he just absorbs all the information in lectures like a sponge

maybe that’s why his spongebob impression is so superior

he’s such a people’s person and is so warm-hearted

everyone has a soft spot for him

heart of gold, so so friendly, to the point where you were pretty sure he was a real life angel

you barely saw him angry or annoyed but you had seen him upset once before because his best friend Taehyun was going on an exchange to a college overseas for the entire sophomore year and Sungwoon had cried in his room and refused to talk to anyone

you first met Sungwoon during orientation week as a freshman/first year

you had gotten kinda lost and overwhelmed by all the hustle bustle of the students around you and your roommate that you met a couple of hours earlier had disappeared amongst the crowd

all these seniors had leapt at the opportunity to convince you to join their clubs or organisations

which left you drowning in a sea of flyers

you tried to get the campus map out of your bag in attempt to find your way back to your room, but your hands were too full so a few pamphlets slipped out of them

as you went to pick them up, Sungwoon had already reached down and gotten them

you thanked him and he had smiled brightly before passing them back to you

“oh hey, I was thinking of joining that club too!” he had gestured to one of the many fliers you were holding

you hadn’t even had time to look at them yet so you had no idea which one he was referring to

“Maybe I’ll see you there!” he had beamed before heading off back into the crowd

you manage to reunite with your roommate after a little bit more searching and you both decided to head back to the dorm

You’re waiting for the lift to reach the ground floor because you refuse to climb 9 flights of stairs

as the door opens you see a familiar face

“Hey it’s you again!”

Sungwoon is standing there with one of your close high school friends, Hwang Minhyun

Minhyun looks between the two, “Sungwoon, you know y/n too?”

“I bumped into them before! They were holding a pamphlet for the ballad club that we were thinking of joining!”

He turns to look at you properly, “I’m Ha Sungwoon, I’m sure we’ll see each other lots this year y/n!”

You’re a bit taken aback by his positivity but it’s in a good way

Like you’ve never met someone with such a nice and welcoming aura

And it turns out that Minhyun and Sungwoon are roommates in the floor above you in the dorm

so you’d literally bump into them all the time

you’d lost count of how many times you’d now bumped into Sungwoon in the lift

He’d nudged your shoulder teasingly

“y/n, you’re not stalking me by any chance are you?”

“I could say the same to you!

After getting to know him you realised that Sungwoon was someone who was prepared for anything and everything

It started raining suddenly? Sungwoon’s got an extra umbrella

Feeling hungry? He’s got a special pocket in his bag full of snacks that could rival Ong Seongwoo’s.

You got a papercut? Sungwoon’s got a plaster, antiseptic, first aid kit, the whole shebang

The thing with Sungwoon though is that because he’s so nice to everyone it was easy to presume that he wasn’t flirting with yu

he’s just being the nice soul that he is

like you just assumed that he was this friendly to every person out there

so you never realised during lectures together last year, you were the source of his distraction

his eyes would wander over to your face admiring you from a distance

if you finished later than him for the day, he’d always wait for you in the library to walk back to the dorms with you

there was one day where your timetable was so packed that you barely had time to eat and Sungwoon had just pushed his lunch towards you insisting that he was full

it wasn’t only one way though, you had always been his biggest supporter

You’d go to all his singing performances, cheering him on loudly from the audience

you’d let him snooze on your shoulder whenever he hadn’t been getting much sleep which was often

so you were always worrying about his health because Sungwoon was someone who always put others before himself

He’s someone that you truly cherish in your life

You weren’t sure about your feelings for him, but after a long conversation with Minhyun, the two of you deduced that you indeed had a huge ass crush on Sungwoon

Minhyun was so fcking pleased because you had always nagged him about his crushes so now he could tease you about this one

And whenever he saw you and Sungwoon hanging out (which is often), he’d make little sassy remarks

“oh, guess I’m third wheeling again today!”

Fast forward to the start of your Junior year, you and Sungwoon had driven into the city to shop for new university supplies

The two of you have got the music turned all the way up and you’re both singing at the top of your lungs

Sungwoon’s phone starts ringing so he turns down the music and presses the answer button on the car dashboard (PSA never drive while using your phone!)

“SUNGWOOOON, where are you man?”

It’s Yoon Jisung, a senior and the ballad club leader

In the background you hear a commotion and snippets of conversation

You can clearly hear Minhyun’s low voice

“Jisung hyung, tell Sungwoon that he can’t come back today until he asks y/n out.”

Your eyes widen and you just look at Sungwoon who has gone a very bright shade of red

“Oh yeah, are you finally going to ask y/n out this year?!”

“I don’t know what’s stopping him, I’ve already told him that y/n likes him!” Hwang Minhyun, you traitor, how could you leak this info

“Because I swear, if I hear you gush over her again this year like you did for the entirety of the past 2 years of college I will banish you from the club”

“It’s getting hard for us Sungwoon, so we have to intervene.”

“Sungwoon?”

“Did he hang up on us? Oi, Ha Sungwoon, answer us!”

You’re still blinking rapidly at this discovery but it’s clear that Sungwoon is more shocked than you are at the current moment

You cough awkwardly and you can practically imagine all the guys on the other end of the phone freeze

“Uh…Sungwoon, i guess….you’re not alone….uh we’ll just…uh hang up now,,”

the line goes dead and the car ride just continues on in uncomfortable silence

you keep your eyes fixed to your hands that are fiddling in your lap not sure what to say

It’s so silent that it’s almost to the point where you feel like it’s suffocating you until Sungwoon finally speaks

“y/n, I hope this doesn’t change anything between us, but I guess seeing as I just got outed by the guys, I may as well come clean…”

He gives you a shy smile before returning his gaze to the road

You’ve actually never seen Sungwoon look so unsure and insecure before

“I really do like you. So much. But I totally get it if you like me as just a friend, i can imagine it’s probably quite awkward for you right now…”

You’re not sure if you’re imagining it, but you swear his hands are trembling from his nervousness as his hand tightens its grip on the gear stick of the car

Reaching over, you take his hand in yours and squeeze it gently

“Sungwoon, the feeling’s mutual, i really like you as well, and it’s been a long time too.”

And the sigh of relief that you hear from Sungwoon is the cutest thing ever

He squeezes your hand back, and runs his thumb gently across your knuckles

“You don’t know how much I’ve wanted to hear you say that yourself.”

you guys become the cutest campus couple ever

cute level = legendary

just the fact that you both look out for each other and everyone else around you, makes you such a loveable couple

also Minhyun tries to act all smug because he knew all along that you two were the perfect pair and always tries to take credit for your relationship

“Hwang Gallyang strikes again, I should just drop out and be a fortune teller.”

And you and Sungwoon are just so done with him, like pls stop third-wheeling our dates hwang, we know you’re loud and proud about being a clairvoyant

but apart from that, you just have such a peaceful and happy relationship that’s full of a lot of adoration and warm hugs and kisses and whisperings of sweet nothings to each other

cries what a wholesome relationship i cant

hey all~! Hope you enjoyed this college!AU - I have a couple of tests at uni next week so posting will slow down a bit, but I have a few drafts that I’m excited to update and show to you all! Please look forward to them

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mariequitecontrarie · 7 years

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The Birthday Brag

Summary: While Rumple and Belle prepare for Gideon’s first birthday party, Rumple surprises Belle with a special gift. He also brags about Gideon just a little. Based on set spoilers for OUAT episode 7x04.

A/N: Cotton candy fluff from Rumple’s POV. The Gold Family!Verse alters the course of canon after 3A--Nealfire never dies, and he’s raising Henry with Emma and Regina (SwanFireQueen yaasss!) Pushing through writer’s block so if this sucks, please be kind. Thanks to @magnoliatattoo, who makes everything I write better. <3 @still-searching47, I finished it. ON AO3 | Gold Family!Verse

Rumplestiltskin tapped Belle on the shoulder and beckoned her closer with a playful smile.

She turned away from the bunches of white, gold, and blue balloons she was arranging into clusters for Gideon’s birthday party on the front deck of Granny’s Diner and smiled at him. “What?”

“I’d like a private moment with my wife,” he drawled, grabbing her hand and yanking her into his arms. He pulled her behind a an elephant ear plant, its broad leaves shielding them from the street and the prying eyes of people passing by. Belle tilted her head in the way he loved and blinked, the look that told him her brain was at work, trying to figure him out. He lifted her hand to his lips and kissed her knuckles.

“You have me alone,” she teased huskily, sliding her arms around his neck.

Several untethered balloons slipped loose from their ribbons and floated up into the cloudless afternoon sky, the breeze carrying them high above Storybrooke and over the forest canopy. From where he sat strapped in his high chair, one-year-old Gideon stabbed a chubby finger toward the flying balloons and squealed in delight.

Belle watched the balloons float away and pretended to pout. “Now look what you did.”

“I’ll fix it in a moment, I promise,” he said with a chuckle. “First, I have something for you.” From behind his back, he whisked out a gift wrapped in silver and white paper, offering it to her with a small bow. Then he folded his clammy fingers behind his back, eager to see her reaction. He made a fine show of being calm and collected, but giving Belle a present always made him nervous no matter how confident he was in his choice. Although he’d made peace with the darkness inside him, there were still times he questioned himself, moments he felt unworthy of such a wonderful woman’s love.

“For me? Rumple, why?” Belle clasped the unopened package to her heart and beamed, her delight warming him even more than the rays of the early autumn sun.

“Do I need a reason to give my wife a gift?” he countered, arching up onto the balls of his feet. He restrained himself from ripping open the corner of the paper; he couldn’t wait for her to open the surprise.

“No,” she said softly. Eyes shining with emotion, she tore off the paper and it fluttered to the floor, revealing a leather-bound book in rich cerulean and etched with a compass. Reverently, she ran her fingers over the cover, then began to turn the crisp, thick pages with care.

“New York, Paris, Milan, Prague, Glasgow, Tokyo, Washington, D.C.!” she read. Belle shrieked and threw her arms around his neck, peppering his face with kisses. “Are we going to all these places?”

He nodded. “We are. It’s a second honeymoon – a real one, since we never actually made it out of Storybrooke when we married.”

“You mean we never actually left the sorcerer’s mansion. All those hiking trails wasted.” She threw him a sultry wink.

“True. Do you like it?” He gestured at the book, heart pounding as he waited for her answer.

“Like it? I love it!” She clutched the book to her chest once more, pressing it between them as she hugged him tight, and the expectant breath he was holding escaped his lungs in a whoosh of relief.

“It’s a travel diary,” he explained, peeking over her shoulder as Belle leafed through the journal with happy sighs. “We can go all at once, or we can take several shorter trips. Bring Gideon along with us, too, if you wish.”

“Yes – it’s perfect.” Tears gathered in Belle eyes, and she dashed them away with her fingertips. He handed her a freshly pressed handkerchief.

Every several pages he had marked the destinations he had charted for their trip. The book was populated with maps, descriptions of must-see monuments and places, restaurants featuring Belle’s favorite foods, with ample space to record observations and pockets to tuck in pictures.

“I thought you might like to log our travels, write about the places we visit,” he said, easing the book out of her hands. “There’s an inscription as well.”

“The world is a book and those who do not travel read only one page,” she mused. “I can’t think of a more perfect quote. Rumple, this is incredible.”

There was no stopping the grin spreading across his face. This was no ordinary journal and he was eager to show Belle how it worked. “Anywhere you want to go, we simply add it to the book. Name a place.”

“Are you sure?” She pressed her lips together and traced the compass points on the cover with the edge of her nail. “You’ve done so much for me—for us—already.”

“Try me,” he crowed with a flourish. He would take her anywhere she wished to go. As long as they could be together, time and place didn’t matter.

“How about…maybe….if we have time…we could visit the Enchanted Forest?” she asked.

“You really want to go back there?” he asked in wonder. Gold frowned down at Granny’s weather-beaten deck; though he had brought most of his most important artifacts and magical objects to this world with the first curse, at times he longed to return to the Dark Castle. But Belle had been a prisoner in Regina’s castle and a servant in his. Her mother had died in that land at the ogres’ hands. He had tossed her off his estate like trash. Surely most of her recollections of Misthaven were more nightmare than fond memory. “After everything?”

“Back to the place where I fell in love with you?” She cupped his cheek, and he leaned into the sweet, delicate balm of her touch. “Yes, I would like that very much.”

“As you wish,” he said, still in disbelief.

It still confounded him why she wanted to revisit so much sadness, but he brushed away the melancholy. Today was a celebration and left no room for doubts. It was Gideon’s first birthday, and for once in his centuries-long life, Rumplestiltskin was looking forward to a family gathering. As long as his three favorite people—Belle, Baelfire, and the birthday boy were there, not even Hades could spoil his revelry.

Rumplestiltskin had reunited with Baelfire in Neverland, and his son had come to love and accept Belle. And Bae had found his own happiness—he, Emma, and Regina were raising their son, Henry, together. In the past year, Gideon had come along and made their joy complete. The months since Gideon’s birth had been a blur of stinky diapers and laughter; bleary-eyed midnight feedings and sweet, slobbery kisses. Rumple hadn’t truly known magic until he experienced the joy of raising Gideon with Belle. The people he loved were a miracle, the light that conquered his dark existence. He knew the fullness of being part of a family, and it was a headier, more powerful feeling than any magic.

Returning his attention to Belle’s book, he settled his hand over a pair of blank pages, spinning a web of color and light. Images appeared on the paper—the Infinite Forest, the ancient caves where the unicorns bred, the fields where the people of Misthaven declared victory in the final Ogres War. All were places Belle had dreamed of seeing when she’d sat on his table in the Great Hall or by the fire as he sipped his tea. Dreams she’d shared with him. The least he could do was make them come true.

“It’s enchanted,” she whispered, her voice choked with tears. Their eyes locked and held. “Rumple, you’ve made me very happy.”

“Good. Nothing is more important to me than your happiness—yours and Gideon’s.”

As if on cue, their toddler gurgled and pushed a stack of rings off the high chair tray and gave them a owlish stare. “Uh oh,” Gideon said cheerfully, and they both laughed. Throwing toys on the floor was his favorite game, and no matter how many times they stooped to pick them up, he would knock them down again and again, giggling all the while.

“We know. We feel your love every moment of every day.” She hoisted Gideon out of his high chair and settled him on her hip as he gnawed on the ear of his stuffed bear. “Promise me one thing?”

“Yes, sweetheart?”

“When we leave town for our trip, I won’t turn into a tree or anything, will I?”

He bowed. “You have my word.”

“Pa-pa!” Little square hands stretched toward him, begging for more attention. Rumple latched onto one of those fat fingers and pressed it to his nose, inhaling the comforting scent of baby powder and sugar.

Belle jiggled Gideon on her hip, then worried her lower lip as she swung her gaze around the deck. “Do you think we overdid it on the party decor?”

Decorations covered every surface of the party area. Streamers, giant balloons, and a large blue, white, and gold banner declaring HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY GIDEON! Stretched from one end of the patio to the other.

“Not at all.” Rumple shrugged indulgently. He didn’t even know the exact day of his own birth, and vowed his son would never be consigned to such a cruel fate. He would blanket the entire town in ribbon and crepe paper if it would make his boy and Belle happy. Gideon deserved the best childhood—spoiled with everything wonderful and right that Rumplestiltskin never had as a child—and enough love to last one thousand lifetimes.

“Here’s the cake!” Belle clapped her hands when Granny came bustling through the front door of the diner bearing an enormous marble layer cake and setting it in the center of a white and blue tablecloth.

Gold squinted. “Rather large for four people, isn’t it?”

“Not the way you eat sweets,” Belle teased, then smoothed Gideon’s light brown hair, the same shade as hers had been when she was a little girl.

Gold snapped his fingers, producing a Polaroid camera. “Gideon, smile for Papa!” He took a picture and when the machine spit out the glossy white square of paper, they watched the image of mother and son materialize. “Ah, Gideon has his mama’s perfect smile.”

“Magical,” Belle said, inspecting the camera. “You are full of surprises today, Rumple. Let’s finish setting up for the party. Maybe we can take more pictures later when the others arrive?”

“Others?” He cocked a brow. He thought it was just going to be Bae and then three of them, but the huge cake and platters of food Granny and her staff were delivering to the patio suggested otherwise. “How many others?”

“Five…teen.”

“Five-teen. I see,” he teased. “Is that an actual number, Mrs. Gold?”

“Rumple, could you take care of the balloons now?” she asked, changing the subject with a sweet smile.

Another snap of his fingers made several more bunches of balloons appear. “There.”

Gideon threw his stuffed bunny at the new balloons and gave a gummy grin, sporting four shiny white front teeth. “Pa-pa do!”

“He has excellent aim,” Gold told Belle with pride.

Belle rolled her eyes at his bragging, but laughed at their son’s wide-eyed expression. “Maybe you should do magic tricks for the children today,” she suggested.

“Children?” he pressed. “How many ‘others’ did you say were coming?”

“You take my breath away, Mr. Gold,” she purred, winding her free arm around his neck and molding her lips to his.

Gideon squealed and wiggled in Belle’s arms as she pressed closer, her right hand trailing down his chest. Granny, who was still fussing with the cake table, coughed. Rumple snorted. If Belle was attempting to seduce him with Granny looking down her bespectacled nose at them, she must have invited half the town to the party. Hell if he was going to complain. He may be considered a respected member of the community now, but he sometimes missed the days when everyone gave him a wide berth. Made it easier to just not give a damn.

“Not enough empty rooms here at Granny’s?” a woman’s amused voice rang out.

Reluctantly, Gold pulled out of Belle’s enthusiastic embrace; he knew that laugh. Regina Mills had arrived for the party.

“Look, Belle,” he said with an exaggerated wink. “The first of our ‘five-teen’ guests has arrived.”

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“Gold.” Regina nodded. “Nice to see you, such as you are.”

Gold smirked and looked around the deck, empty save he, Belle, and Gideon. “Your Majesty, hello. Didn’t expect to see you here today. We’ve reserved the whole diner this afternoon—inside and out - for a private party.”

“It’s the little imp’s birthday,” Regina cooed, tickling Gideon under the chin until he chortled. “You didn’t think Aunt Gina would miss it.”

“Seeing as you weren’t invited…” He turned to Belle, who was again rearranging the clusters of balloons with studious intensity. He knew the answer, but as long as Belle wasn’t going to confess, he was going to have fun tormenting her. “Were you invited?”

Regina ignored him in favor of fussing over Gideon, pressing kisses to his rosy cheeks. “Ah-goo!” he yelled in approval, brown eyes radiant.

“Don’t you look like the perfect little prince in this outfit?” Regina praised, admiring Gideon’s red and blue plaid jumper with coordinating bow tie. “No matching three-piece suit, today, Gold?”

“The tie and the sleeve garters are on order.”

“I expect to see him looking like a mini mafia boss at Thanksgiving dinner,” Regina challenged.

“You’re on,” he said with a chuckle.

Emma and Henry arrived next, stopping first to greet the Charmings, who had come through the restaurant and out to the deck, Neal Jr. brandishing a plastic sword as he raced around the adults in circles.

Baelfire approached the deck, a pile of brightly wrapped presents in his arms. He kissed Belle’s cheek. “Let me guess…Papa is talking about how gifted my little brother is.”

“He was warming up to that, yes,” Belle admitted.

“Ha! I knew it.”

“My oldest son is remarkable as well,” he said, pulling Bae in for a hug. “Did you know about this?” he whispered, arching an eyebrow gestured toward Regina, Emma, and Snow, who were now chatting with Belle.

“Did I know that the two women I share a house and raise a child with would be here today at my little brother’s first birthday party? Yeah, we might have talked about it.” A grin split his face as he turned to Gideon, who was squirming to get out of the high chair. “Hey, little man! Where’s my baby high-five?”

“Do you have any idea how many people she invited?” Gold asked, sliding the tray aside to get Gideon out.

Neal scratched his head. “Papa, I’m not a communications expert by any stretch, but why don’t you ask Belle?”

“It would be easier to make love to my wife in the middle of Main Street than to get a straight answer out of her today,” he muttered. “She had my vest half unbuttoned when Regina arrived.”

“Oh my gods. Gross. Papa, Belle is practically my mom.” He covered his face. “Let’s make a deal, ok? I don’t talk to you about my sex life and—” Neal shuddered—“you never, ever talk to me about yours. I mean never. Never ever.”

“Fair enough.” He held Gideon out to Bae. “Care to entertain your brother while I introduce myself to these strangers? Who the hell are all these people?”

“Me?” Baelfire shifted from foot to foot, then poked Emma in the ribs, interrupting her conversation with Ruby the Wolf Girl. “Uh, Em? Little help, babe?”

Gideon’s huge brown eyes volleyed between Emma and Bae, and Emma crossed her arms and glared. “So because I’m a woman that makes me some kind of baby expert?”

Neal’s brow furrowed in confusion. “You shopped for the kid.”

“Regina shopped; I wrapped.” Emma frowned, moving her hands to her hips.

“But his hands are sticky and he smells like Cheerios and mashed bananas. You know how I feel about bananas.” Neal fingered the material of his zippered sweatshirt. “This is a new hoodie. Please?”

Gideon squawked and squirmed and kicked his feet in midair, protesting being held under his armpits. Gold shook his head and drew Gideon against his chest, soothing him with a pat on his bottom. Bae and Emma would stand there arguing until sunset, and Gideon would be celebrating his twenty-first birthday before the squabbling ended. “Never mind, I’ll take him with me.”

Gold pinched the bridge of his nose with a sigh. Perhaps he should rethink leaving Gideon in the Swan-Mills-Cassidy household during his and Belle’s second honeymoon – at least until he discussed it with Regina. She, at least, could be trusted to care for Gideon properly.

Fifteen minutes later, the deck was crowded with people, so many that Granny had opened the doors to the restaurant so people could mingle inside. Gold maneuvered his way through the throngs of guests, no easy feat in this crush of people. When he located Belle, she was organizing a game of Pin the Sword on the Ogre for a group of children.

“Quite the party, Mrs. Gold,” he said, handing her a glass of punch.

His wife swung guilt-ridden blue eyes in his direction. “Oh, Rumple. It’s Gideon’s birthday. We have to have our family here.”

Family, indeed. He harrumphed as the dwarves left the buffet line with plates of food piled as high as their heads. “Our intimate family gathering has turned into a town-wide gala. I trust everyone has arrived in time to stuff themselves full of the giant cake and vats of ice cream you ordered.”

“Maybe?” She pressed her lips together as if she’d already said too much, then continued. “I don’t actually know how many guests I invited. All last week people kept stopping me; in the library, on the street, here at the diner. Everyone was talking about Gideon’s birthday and how a first birthday party should be a big deal. There’s no such thing as too much love and when they assumed they were invited, I couldn’t just say no...and no, I’m sorry. I’ve no excuse, have I? I got carried away. ”

“Sweetheart, you wouldn’t be my Belle if you hadn’t welcomed everyone. Someone has to be the warm, kind, generous, intelligent beauty to the cold skinflint of a beast you married. I like to think we balance each other out.”

She latched her hands on her hips. “You know I hate it when you talk about yourself that way. Even in jest, I don’t like it.”

“Fine, I’ll stop. Unless Zelena’s coming. If she’s one of the guests, I’m poisoning the rest of the food and making good on my reputation as a monster.” He was kidding. Mostly.

“Gods, no!” Belle wrung her hands. “I’m generous, not crazy. Besides, she’s out of town with little Robin. Visiting some distant cousin in Oz.”

He lifted an eyebrow. “Dodged a bullet then, did you, sweetheart? Let’s hope she makes it a lengthy stay.”

“Quite.” Belle pretended to wipe her brow and smiled. “She’s just so…”

“Pathetic.” He nodded in understanding.

“Exactly.” Sharing the joke seemed to melt some of the tension in her shoulders. She smiled sheepishly . “Are you terribly angry with me about the size of the party?”

Gold grinned. “No, I’m not angry at all. You know I love to show Gideon off. As a matter of fact…” He brightened. Since all these guest were here, he was going to regale them with evidence of Gideon’s brilliance—whether they wanted to hear it or not. He headed in the direction of his first target: Bonny Prince David.

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Rumplestiltskin unwound multi-colored streamers from the deck railing and flung them into the trash can. With his magic, he could have cleaned up the entire party in a blink of an eye, but Belle insisted they work together and do things the hard way.

“I still can’t believe you made blue cotton candy with edible gold thread.” She laid a sleeping Gideon in the stroller and pushed it into the shade, then wrapped up the leftover birthday cake.

He swiped a bit of frosting off her cheek, pretending to be indignant at her surprise. “I can spin anything, and sugar is no exception.”

She flashed him a look. “But edible gold? For a one-year-old’s birthday party? He’s a baby.”

“Our son is elegant, Belle. It’s a good thing I made it. We had to feed the five-teen people you invited.”

She giggled and swatted him with the plastic baseball bat the Charmings gave Gideon for his birthday. “And what about the enchanted rocking horse who neighs and eats real apples? When you said you had a special birthday present for our boy, I had no idea you had something quite so grand in mind.”

“Marco carved it from a hunk of enchanted tree the Wolf Girl brought back on her last trip to the Enchanted Forest. It’ll suffice until he’s old enough for his own unicorn.”

“Unicorn?” Belle echoed.

"Every young man needs a trusty steed just like every man should have a decent tie." He plucked Gideon’s frosting-drenched bow tie off a table. “But I’m not sure I like this one. A tie should be long and tied in a double Windsor knot.” He lifted his own to prove his point.

She stuck her tongue out at him. “It’s a clip-on from Giselle’s Baby Boutique, Rumple. He’s…”

“Yes, I know. A baby.” He looked at her more closely. Something was different. “Were you wearing that outfit for the entire party?”

Belle looked down at her white eyelet top with a grimace. “No, I was wearing a blue blouse until Gideon threw his cranberry juice at my shirt. He screamed ‘purple’ when it soaked in.”

“Of course he did.” Rumple beamed. He could never hear enough about Gideon’s accomplishments and milestones. Their son, he surmised, inherited the best of each of them: Belle’s intelligence and generosity, and his ingenuity and persuasiveness.

“Oh no!” Belle tossed a pile of paper plates into the trash can.

“What?” He waved a hand, dispensing with the rest of the paper products and making deck floor cleaner than when they arrived.

“I know that face.”

“Belle, can we help it if Gideon is exceptionally advanced?”

She handed him another pile of gifts to put in the car. “We don’t need to apologize for our son’s achievements, but bragging tends to alienate people we care about.”

“All I’m saying is Neal Jr. is a full eleven months older than Gideon and he’s still getting his colors confused. Obviously, he takes after his father,” Rumple murmured. “Gallant, superior hand-eye coordination, but not terribly bright.”

“Rumple…” she protested, but her laugh lines crinkled with merriment. “It was a coincidence. Gideon’s been babbling colors with no rhyme or reason all week. Remember when you wanted him to say Papa, and he couldn’t?”

Gold clucked his tongue and unlocked the car. “He could have said it, he just didn’t want to at the time. He’s not a performing monkey.”

“Right.” Belle rolled her eyes at him for at least the hundredth time today. “Snow said she asked you whether Gideon was learning to name his body parts. Did you really tell her Gideon could teach her third grade class if he was speaking in complete sentences?”

“It’s not as though babysitting dwarves and chasing after princes qualifies her as an educator.” He shrugged and piled Gideon’s birthday loot into the backseat of the Cadillac. “Don’t spoil my fun, sweetheart.”

She came to stand behind him, sliding her arms around his waist and resting her head against his back. “I’m not trying to; merely trying to encourage more realistic expectations.”

He turned to face her. “Gideon Maurice Gold has the lineage of a Savior and the Dark One running through his veins; not to mention that of the bravest of heroes and one of the greatest scholars to ever live,” he boasted, bending to kiss her nose. “Realistic expectations went out the door a long time ago.”

“Well,” she said, her dimples making deep grooves in her flushed cheeks, “when you put it that way…”

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Get To Know Me Tag Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. Thanks @aneverendingreplay for tagging me. And since I have nothing better to do with my time, onwards with the questions LAST: 1. Drink: Water. Like to excess. 2. Phone call: to my sister asking if she wanted anything from the shops 3. Text message: sending a picture of my cat being cute to my mum 4. Song you listened to: There's Mothing Holding Me Back by Shawn Mendez 5. Time you cried: a few days ago from being overtired HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: No 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes and no. Yes because I was drunk but no because I don’t really regret what happened in my life because its made me who I am 8. Been cheated on: No 9. Lost someone special: Not really. I mean in the sense of friendships fading, but other than that no. 10. Been depressed: Yes. But I am glad I went through it because it made me grow as a person and sparked my passion for psychology 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Gotten drunk yes, but never thrown up because I always show the symptoms quickly and therefore get cutoff before I can really get drunk LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: Blue, green and pink IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Yep :) through uni and also @beware-the-hound-of-baskerville @galra-empire 16. Fallen out of love: I haven’t really been in love before so no 17. Laughed until you cried: Of course 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Not this year no 20. Found out who your friends are: Sort of. It's more I just chose to keep in contact with the people who make my life better 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Yep GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Pretty much all of them I have met and talked to at some point in my life, but I’m not close to most of them 23. Do you have any pets: YAASSS. 4 cats - well on my way to being a crazy cat lady 24. Do you want to change your name: I have thought about it, and there are some really pretty names (like Scarlet) but when I think of myself, its weird to think of any name but Kristen 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Well I had a very very very late birthday party. But on my birthday itself I think I went to the lunch and a movie with my family? 26. What time do you wake up: My body naturally wakes me up at 7am every morning. Like clockwork. Sleep-ins are very rare 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Getting my own apartment with my partner and decorating it 29. When was the last time you saw your mom? Like 5 minutes ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish my mum wasn’t always so stressed and relying on me for support 31. What are you listening to right now: Watching How I Met Your Mother for the billionth time 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yep. He was one of my friends when I lived on campus 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Being tired haha 34. Most visited website: Probably my uni student website 35. Mole/s: I mean I have freckles absolutely everyone (thanks scottish heritage) 36. Mark/s: I have this birth mark of sorts that is along my left arm/shoulder that is like slightly more red than the rest of my skin. And I have a small scar on my shoulder from when I had stitches as a kid 37. Childhood dream: Usual - Actor or Musician or Artist 38. Hair color: Strawberry blonde 39. Long or short hair: Long 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Not really 41. What do you like about yourself: my sense of humour and how I don't give up on what I want 42. Piercings: Just two in my ears 43. Blood type: I still don’t know…probably should find that out 44. Nicknames? Usually people just call me by my name, but I was once nicknamed Kiki 45. Relationship status: Single 46. Zodiac: Aries 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: Avatar the Last Airbender 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed and internal nasal surgery to help me breathe/sleep better 52. Hair dyed in different color: Sort of. I used to have black but I have gone back to my natural colour (or as close as I could get to it) 53. Sport: gym junkie and I enjoy running/boxing. Started ice skating as well which I love! 55. Vacation: As in ideal vacation? Probably going to Europe and hitting up all the cute coffee shops and just wandering around the pretty streets getting a feel for the culture 56. Pair of trainers: Nike MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: I love food - but weirdly, I only crave healthy food now. Just thinking about sitting down and eating a tub of ice-cream makes me sick. Absolutely love banana pancakes, chicken and all fruits yum yum 58. Drinking: Water all the time, coffee when I need some energy, and tea when I want to feel fancy and contemplative 62. Want: to live a life full of love and passion 63. Get married: eventually to the right person. But I don't want kids 64. Career: Psychological Research 65. Hugs or kisses: I love hugs!!! Hugs for everyone. And not jut hugs - cuddles ❤️ 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes are so pretty. It's very hard to go wrong with eyes 67. Shorter or taller: taller 68. Older or younger: older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: why not both ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 71. Sensitive or loud: loud 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship. I've done hookups and I like having something more 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker - it means you're willing to take risks HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: yep, several times 75. Drank hard liquor: probably? I mean I went to college for a bit so... 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t wear them (although I wanted to when I was younger for a long time) 77. Turned someone down: yes 78. Sex on the first date: no 79. Broken someone’s heart: I don’t think so? 80. Had your heart broken: no 81. Been arrested: nope 82. Cried when someone died: When my pets or animals on tv die yes 83. Fallen for a friend: yes DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84: Yourself: Yes 85. Miracles: Not really miracles, just that everything happens for a reason even if it doesn't seem like it at the time 86. Love at first sight: no. You can't love someone you know nothing about. Lust at first sight sure 87. Santa Claus: No. Unfortunately the illusion shattered long ago 88. Kiss on the first date: if the mood is right and both people enjoyed the date, then yes OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: I don’t really have a best friend, but Caitlin and Jen are pretty close to me 91. Eye color: Greenish blue 92. Favorite movie: Wonder Women was fucking amazing! I don’t have 20 people I can tag, but @alabamallama @beware-the-hound-of-baskerville @galra-empire @thegirlinthefandom @thehufflepuffchemist96 and anyone else who wants to do it

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keichanz · 7 years

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Tagged by @inu-yaasss-a. Thanks dear!

Er, am I supposed to answer the same questions? Well I am now >> Lol

1. How did you get into fandom? What was your catalyst to finding the tumblr community? I was just browsing channels late one night, landed on adult swim and bam, dog boy was taking up the screen like “look at me I’m hot shit” and I was like “mmm yes bOI YOU ARE” and then I was sucked into the abyss of the Inuyasha fandom. I joined tumblr merely for entrainment purposes, and really had no idea it would take over my life lmao.

2. What’s your favourite part about your favourite fandom? My friends on here and all of the wonderful fanart they share and just aaahhHHH. My friends on here are just so important to me and I would be nothing without them. The Inuyasha fandom is just so...its amazing, full of sweet, kind, beautiful and giving people and it just boggles my mind sometimes how loving this fandom is.

3. If you could spend the day with any fictional character, who would it be and why? Inuyasha. Obviously. Because...well, Inuyasha. XD

4. What fictional character has had the biggest impact on your life or has inspired you the most? Do I really need to answer this? Lmao.

5. Talk about your favourite book (I KNOW IT’S HARD but if you had to pick one). The Raging Quiet by Sheryl Jordan. I own like three copies and I’ve read it about...er...well, more than fifteen times lol. It’s a very heartwarming and sweet story and I can never get tired of it. I highly recommend!

6. Do you have any accomplishments or anything in your life you feel the most proud of? I have two degrees...but other than that my life sucks so no.

7. Tell us about a project you have going on! Or if you don’t have one, maybe something you’ve always wanted to write or draw?

Oh christ. Uhhh. Well, aside from a shitton of unfinished oneshots sitting on my computer....I guess my current project would be Picture Unperfect. ...plus something else I’m currently working on that I plan to surprise my readers with.

8. How do you feel about AU’s? Love ‘em! I have more AU stories than canon because it’s easier to write. I love canon of course, but in aus, you have more freedom with the character’s personalities and such.

9. Do you have any favourite composers or soundtracks? Uhh...I listen to a lot of country? 90′s country really because that’s what I grew up listening to. Brings me back. Also I love Hollywood Undead.

10. In your opinion, what is the best Disney movie to come out since Disney’s Golden Age? EVERY FUCKING DISNEY MOVIE FITE ME

11. Fangirl about something, really go wild! INUYASHA INUYASHA INUYASHA INUYASHA INUYASHA INUYASHA INUYASHA INUYASHA INUYASHA INUYASHA INUYASHA INUYASHA INUYASHA wearingboxerbriefs *dies*

Too lazy to tag. again. bahahaha.

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intrepidmare · 7 years

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My observations watching 🎯 Arrow 5x13 "Spectre Of The Gun"

- this previous sounds ominous. Please that nothing happens to Rene

- yay! OTA alone. So good they're giving us more scene like this.

- stop lying Felicity, would you.

- Thea at last!!! YAASSS!!! So good to see her again

- we're with you Thea. We're with you!!!!!!!!

- That says it all Oliver. Listen to you sister!! You should trust her instincts, FFS!!

- awwwww so cute. So good to see the love between Thea and Lance

- Dragon lady!! That's a awesome nickname for her, Thea. thank you. I'm using it from now on

- yey!!!! so good that Rene has a job, now. Love that. And that guarantees the we'll get more scenes with him and Quentin. Awesome!!

- that's true. No more leaving, ok?

- Oh, fuck!! That's the guy with guns!! double fuck! Adrian was hit? damn i'm so conflicted right now. I know he's vigilante but don't want him dead!

- that was weird, the guy not shooting Oliver when he got the chance. I mean thank God he didn't but weird

- ooohh flashback are about Rene!! Nice, we knew everyone’s past but his. now i know why he helps Lance. He knows how to deal with addicts.

- I know he's not going to die (not yet at least, not until his alter ego is revealed) but ouch!!

- I suspected this. He's a father. Now the question is, where's the girl? Don't tell me she’s dead :/

- Adrian --I mean mean vigilante-- what are you doing? you should be in bed! Listen to your wife and Oliver.

- In this I'm on Curtis and Lance, kinda. MHPO

- dayuuummm Mr.mayor is sooooooooooooooooooo hot!!!!!! Love when Oliver gets like that

- oh my Digg, giving wisdom as always

- the thing is that you're right Curtis, but she's not really in the communicating thing right now

- Poor Rene :'(

- oh triple fuck.

- phew!! He save the day and I swoon. I repeat mayor Queen is extremely hot! I kinda like that this time Oliver resolve the issue as you know Oliver, the mayor

- awww It's awesome that Rene helped Oliver with the ordinance.

- yes!!!!!! good move there, Curtis

Final thoughts: I really, really liked this episode, maybe not the top best but very enjoyable. Highlights: Thea is back, more OTA scene, awesome Oliver's mayoral action, and no dragon lady, except to criticize her.

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degrassinc · 7 years

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DEGRASSI NEXT CLASS S3 RECAP

WARNING: THERE WILL BE SPOILERS

First let me talk about the various issues they went over this season. Depression, Suicide, Abortion, Homosexuality, Religion, and many more. If i forgot anything please add!

I’m going to talk about Maya’s depression / attempted suicide first since that was one of my favorite storylines. First, kudos to Olivia Scriven, she is an amazing actress and I loved the way she portrayed Maya this season. You see Maya is becoming distant from her friends, her family, she stops writing songs, she skips school, and overall just becomes more rebellious. She does befriend one person this season, Saad, who is a Syrian refugee. Saad is a photographer and Maya models for Saad, they mostly take pictures that are very dark that relate to death. When Grace blocked Maya’s number it broke my heart.Oh and also this line really was amazing “I know you want the old Maya back but I don’t think she’s in there” that actually broke my heart. And then when she was telling her mom she needed help. Good job to Maya for taking that first step but she doesn’t listen to the doctor’s advice to go to therapy. When Maya was spending that last day with her mom and Katie it made me so sad and then when she grabbed all those different pills from the medicine cabinet. i was just anxious the whole time. The day of the play is when Maya tries to commit suicide, she goes on to the bus that crashed takes many different pills and puts her headphones on. I actually started crying at this point because I thought that would be it but she does wake up. She then proceeds to go to the roof, I assume it was to jump off but she ends up overdosing on the pills. Zig and Esme find her on the roof and y’all this scene was so emotional omfg. When they were at the hospital and the kids were talking amongst themselves. Someone said (pretty sure it was Grace) “I knew she was sad but I didn’t know she was capable of this” I loved that the Degrassi writers put this in here because in real life a lot of people would be exactly how they were. They would assume that things weren’t actually that bad and so not really look at all the signs. Luckily, Maya ends up being fine.

Okay now I’m going to talk about Lola’s abortion. Lola has sex with Miles and she has been taking birth control the wrong way so she ends up getting pregnant. When she takes the pregnancy test she lies to Frankie and Shay and tells them she isn’t pregnant because she was planning on getting an abortion. When Lola was trying to ask Miles for a ride but he was basically blowing her off (not really his fault because he didn’t know why) it really hurt my heart. Luckily Yael accompanies her to the clinic and she gets the abortion done. Later when Yael and Lola are presenting in class, Lola mirrors her phone to the screen and her searching up where / how to get an abortion pops up. This is when Lola decides to do a video on her getting an abortion. I love that Frankie and Shay were comforting Lola about her decision. When Miles finds out that Lola had an abortion I wish they would’ve talked or something but nothing.

Rasha’s and Zoe’s homoesexuality. Rasha is a new student at Degrassi who is a Syrian refugee. She is living with Goldi who is kind of homophobic. I don’t really want to use that word for Goldi because it’s just ignorance not actual hate. Rasha is scared of coming out since she is living with a conservative muslim family. Oh and y’all I am LIVING for Rasha and Zoe’s relationship, it makes me so happy. Zoe comes out during a speech that she was giving as the student president. When Zoe and Rasha were dancing at Zoe’s moms wedding and Zoe was telling her mom she wasn’t going to pretend to be someone she isn’t I was just like YAASSS

Rasha and Goldi’s religion. Rasha and Goldi are both muslim. Goldi is a more conservative muslim while Rasha is a more liberal muslim. I liked how they showed that not all muslims are the same. Rasha believes that you don’t have to follow all the rules (i dont know if this is the right terminology since I’m not muslim) of the quran to be a good muslim while Goldi believes you have to. Like how Goldi won’t give Winston a high five since you aren’t supposed to touch the other sex , or wearing a hijab. I love the scene where Goldi takes off her hijab and but then she immediately puts it back on because she feels its a part of her. Goldi and Rasha’s talk after was nice. Rasha talking about how she doesnt feel herself with the hijab and Goldi doesn’t feel herself without it.

RELATIONSHIPS!!

Rasha / Zoe - Literally one of my favorite couples now. They are soooo cute. Their dancing scene at Zoe’s moms wedding was amazing and hopefully they stay together

Zig / Esme- Started dating sometime in the summer before S3? I literally thought this was the most random couple but I don’t mind it. Zig was lowkey a douche for slut shaming Esme but they’re back on good terms now

Tristan / Miles- OTP OTP OTP OTP OTP. When Miles was in the hospital and kept telling Tristan “wake up wake up wake up” and Miles started crying like my fucking heart can’t handle this. And when Miles told Tristan “I love you don’t ever doubt that” literally cried so hard when he said that. After the play when Miles told Tristan about him hooking up with Lola I really thought that would be the end of their relationship but Tristan was really forgiving, I was surprised. TRILES IS ENDGAME that’s all I gotta say.

Tiny / Shay- I feel like I’m one of the only ones who don’t care about this relationship that much. I don’t hate it but eh. It is cute how supporting Tiny is of Shay though.

Yael / Hunter- Okay this is another relationship I love but you see during the whole season their relationship is pretty rocky. I think they would be better off as just friends?? They pretty much act like just best friends now not like how an actual couple would act

Lola / Miles- Disgusting. Delete it. Wish it never happened. I do like their friendship though. Lola was one of the only ones who let Miles just talk about his feelings for Tristan.

Zig / Maya- Lowkey still like this relationship?? They didn’t have that much interaction this season but Maya did kiss him once but he rejected her because he’s dating Esme

Frankie / Jonah- RIP Fronah. lol I though this relationship was so random and I just didn’t like the relationship at all. I love Frankie but she was very clingy to Jonah and she’s very immature. I never liked Jonah?? something about him just throws me off. Glad they broke up

Jonah / Grace- So Grace likes Jonah now?? After him and Frankie broke up Grace lowkey asked him out. I don’t like this relationship either. Still not over Degrassi playing w/ our feelings by having Gracevas be a thing for .2 seconds but whatever

Issue I want talked about next season: BIPHOBIA

So Tristan is biphobic and I hate it becuase he’s my favorite character on the show. They’ve shown his biphobia for quite a while now but still haven’t addressed. ITS BEEN LIKE 4 SEASONS WYD DEGRASSI WRITERS!! I know it really couldn’t be addressed this season really since Tristan was in a coma for half of the season and couldn’t communicate much when he was out of the coma. Next season is Lyle’s last one so please don’t let me down degrassi writers. THIS NEEDS TO BE ADDRESSED!!!

Oh and one more thing. I NEED MORE TRISTAN STORYLINES NEXT SEASON!!! ONES THAT DON’T HAVE TO DO WITH TRILES!! I love Triles so much but all they show is Tristan having boyfriend drama and Tristan has been on Degrassi since S11 next generation AND HE DESERVES BETTER.

I said that last thing would be all but can we talk about how great Tristan’s hair looks this season??? Like slay a lil. Okay byyyeee

#degrassi: next class #degrassirecap #degrassi #dnc #dnc spoilers #triles

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WATCH: Khloe K PRAISES Jordyn Woods Mere Months Before Tristan Cheating Scandal!

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And as we are all now well-aware, the comments have ceased but the drama has yet to simmer, all thanks to Sunday’s upcoming Keeping Up With the Kardashians teaser. In the clip, Khloe is seen giving a toast to Kylie praising the success of her cosmetics company and many successful collabs, saying QUOTE, “Kylie, I know how hard you have worked on your company and everything, and you’re so generous to share that with me and Kourtney and Jordyn.”

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Somehow, somewhere, Kris Jenner was whipping up the plotline of this conundrum for six months (AKA a whole HALF of a year), and has left us with nothing but a clip projecting the start of a slow and painful tearing of two best friends, as well as Jordyn’s main source of income.

It’s safe to say the upcoming episode of Keeping Up will be a doozy, so do yourselves a solid and mentally prepare, like yesterday. Until then, I want to hear all your thoughts on the clip and let me know if you’ll be tuning in, so get to talking in the comments below, and you can find me on my socials @emileennisjr. After that, click right over here to check out another new video, and as always, don’t forget to subscribe and hit that bell so you never miss an update. Thanks for tuning in, and I’ll see you next time!

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Lotta GOT commentary i did under cut as I was watching. I think spoilers goes without saying lol - and then I have thoughts/opinions at the end... potentially unpopular, I can’t say I know since I don’t hang around in any particular circle tbh

yoo the wall is destroyed in the new opening

and we go into the winterfell crypts. Okay the new opening in general is hella different from last ones wack

You know i think I still stand by the iron throne getting WRECKED towards the end of the series. I'm probably completely wrong though

Arya seeing Jon, Sandor and Gendry I started crying awwww omg

Everytime I see Dany all I can think is wow can’t wait for her too die FJLFJDSKLDJF like, look, I love Dany but also not

SANSA MY GIRL MY LOVE IM FLSKJFDLKSJFDS

You know what?? Bran being creepy is a fave thing, i like it, he’s just laying out whats going on, thanks bud.

Lady Mormont LAYING IT OUT (about Jon was king and he came back as ?? what??) YAAAASSS

Oh Tyrion’s going to talk to Sansa, you know I completely forgot for like 2 seconds that they were married I’m interested to see where this goes.

ARYA AND JON HUG YAASSS

“She’s the smartest person I’ve ever met” I’m so glad Arya said that about Sansa??? I’m so on Sansa’s side with everything, she IS clever and people underestimate her. Like, Tyrion just said people had underestimated her AND NOW THEY’RE DEAD-- calling it now, everyone who underestimates Sansa is going to die

omg it Theon there to save his sister fjdlksfjsldkjf aaand she’s sending him to Winterfell fjdafsklsdjflksj

I hate the jon & dany ship, i hate the... ‘romance’... urgh bye miss me with that

“The dragons are barely eating” ARE THEY DEPRESSED BECAUSE THEY LOST THEIR SIBLING??? I WOULD BE

JON RIDING RHAEGAL EEEYYYOOOO MY TARG PRINCE I CANT WAIT FOR HIM TO DIE

I wish they knew they were related bECAUSE MY TARGARYENS YAAASSSS

Do the dragons not like them making out, cos i dont either and I’M DYING AT DROGONS RESPONSE IT’S SO INCREDIBLE YAS

ARYA AND SANDOR AND GENDRY I’MMMM AAAHHHH

Sansa is SO DONE and I am SO WITH HER

I mean, Jon is also right, regarding the fact they need allies, but Sansa is also right with the whole political aspect of it. Unfortunately, as much as we wish they wouldn’t put so much weight on it, in the GOT-verse, the politics is important, titles are important, crowns are important. As can be seen, by, ya know, the North being pissed off with what Jon did by giving up his crown

“She’s not her father.” “No, she’s much prettier” is that implying that Dany is personality-wise like the Mad King, the only thing that makes them different is she doesn’t look like him fldskjflskdjflskdjflksj (one very wrong interpretation but alSO IM THERE)

“Did you bend the knee to save the North or because you love her” god I hate heterosexual romances built on nothing urgh and he didn’t answer UUURRRGHHH

Yooo it’s Jorah!!

Oh shit Sam finding out about his family oh dear oh no oh god somebody help him oh no D: WHAT’S SAM GONNA DO

oh damn Bran “it’s time to tell Jon the truth” FDAFHSFSDFH BRAN AND SAM YOU GOTTA... uuuh Bran’s “I’m not his brother” UUUHHHH BRAN FALDKJFLKSDJ (I can’t believe this took me a minute to figure out but yeah I guess Bran is his cousin, and also maybe thinking of the Night’s Watch being brothers - even though Jon died then left - sure. But also, Jon was in a way adopted by Ned Stark so they kinda are siblings cos they grew up that way but okay sure sure, whatever you say Bran)

JON IN THE CRYPTS

aw that Jon and Sam hug fjdaldksfjlskdjfsd am i suddenly shipping it idek

oh snap Jon finding out about the Tarly’s executions

AAHHH SAM’s “You always been [a king]” fjdalksfjdsklajfj MY TARG PRINCE

“You gave up your crown to save your people, would she do the same?” YOOO SAM LAYING OUT TRUTH FDLASJFKDLKAJFDLKJS

Jon, my child, I am so sorry but also YAASS FINALLY FDJLAKFJSDKLAJF

I saw the kid opening his eyes behind Tormund and I was like OH FUCKITY FDAFDSFS

JAIME JAIME JAIME JAIME JAIME JAIME FJDLAFJSLDKJF

OH HE SEES BRAN OH WTF YOU END IT THERE LIKE THAT FDJSLFKSDJFLKJSDFKLJ

Okay, so the immediate response to this episode for me is I LOVE seeing everyone getting back together again and seeing talks/interactions between characters who haven’t interacted for a while. I can’t wait for next episode with that stuff to continue

Also SO GLAD Sam went and told Jon about his parents, and I want to see what he’s going to do with that. I don’t think he’s going to say anything yet, but I do think he’ll keep his distance from Dany??? Though I could be wrong >_> Jon definitely doesn’t WANT to be king, and I’m not sure who would believe them if he says he’s the son of Lyanna and Rhaegar-- I mean, the North probs will at this point but who else would?? I guess it’d kinda be like another Dance of Dragons, with Dany on one side, Jon on the other BUT this time with the White Walkers since they DO have the third dragon and are an immediate threat. But also I don’t imagine that happening??? I’m not sure how to explain it, but it’s like the dragons are fire and the white walkers are ice and we need a balance so - even though I don’t like it - I feel all the dragons have to die too TT_TT

Obviously I have 0 idea how this is gonna go down. I know what I WANT to happen, but it absolutely won’t be what happens so I’m trying to think about what might happen without using my feelings as the basis jsslkdjalskjd. But yeah, politics is important to game of thrones, so if Jon actually tells about his parentage that’s gonna bring a whole new aspect to the war.

And obviously there’s still Cersei, and I LOVE Cersei’s character and I want her to die so badly too, I can’t imagine her making it to the very end but also Jamie’s the one who’s very likely going to kill her going by the prophecy, but they’re obviously nowhere near each other right now so I guess it’s not gonna happen anytime soon, or as soon as I thought it would. I can’t wait to see what happens next episode with Jamie though, like it seems like it could be bad but also he can’t die yet??? RIGHT???? and I need to see the Jamie and Brienne interactions!! AAHH!!

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