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letstalkaboutfandomsbaby · 2 years

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CHUBBY CHASER USHIJIMA PLEASE SUNNY I CAN'T. He sees you out in public and approaches you with his serious face and intimidating frame just to say "you are very beautiful" and offer to pay for whatever it is you're buying. Or if you're friends and mention your ex not being able to pick you up he's like "it would be very easy for me to lift you. Would you like me to?" and he just carries you around for a while until you stop being flustered and ask for him to put you down. He tries not to be pervy about it because he's a respectable young man but he really does go crazy for thigh highs. He daydreams about kissing the tops of them where your thighs pudge up from the band and feeling them press against his ears while he makes you squeal with his tongue. Your tummy is his favorite thing though, he'll stand behind you while you're doing stuff and just rest his hands on your cute tummy and knead it like a cat. Or use it as a pillow while you snuggle and lazily place kisses on it. Wahhh :((( -rosie

NAURRRR NONONO IM CREAMINGGGG 😭 you got me out here thinkin things and writin things :(

CW: chubby fem reader, mentions of body insecurities, male masturbation, smut, this got way too long im sorry sksksk

Omg b-but friend Ushijima 🥺 yall have known each other since high school when you were a manager for his volleyball team. He's always been blunt, telling you that your hair looks nice today or that you look very pretty in that dress, but you always brush it off bc that's just Wakatoshi! He's just bein nice, he's always such a gentleman :) you don't put much thought into his compliments bc he's your friend and you don't wanna ruin that. Besides, what would a big pro volleyball player like him want with a big gal like yourself? Regardless, you like Wakatoshi as a friend, you don't wanna ruin anything but trying to pursue a romantic relationship.

So you stay friends in college, hanging out when your schedules match, usually just chilling at your apartment. You play games or just watch tv, and you're so comfortable around him that you just wear whatever and don't think about the consequences bc it's just Ushi!! It's just your buddy, it's not weird if you walk around without a bra or underwear, wearing a tank top and itty bitty shorts in summer and thigh highs and big sweaters in the winter. You're just dressing comfy, aint nothin else to it

Oh. If only you knew. If only you knew how Ushijima felt and what those skimpy little casual outfits did to him :( he's a gentleman through and through, he was taught to respect women, but god does he wish he could be disrespectful with you :( sees you in the summer, watches your tits bounce as you walk, your ass peeking out from the bottom of your shorts, lewdly sucking a popsicle, not knowing how sexy you look :( then in winter when you where those goddamn thigh highs, the ones that look so soft and inviting, the ones he wants to slip his fingers under as he watches tv with you :( he has to put a pillow on his lap to hide his boner during those cold months :( oh god, but it's even worse when you steal his sweatshirts or hoodies and wear em, your chubby body still so tiny compared to his hulking frame, making you drown in the fabric. You look so cute and innocent, the sleeves falling past your hands, the hem of it stopping mid thigh, giving him the tiniest peek of your squished thighs in those pretty socks. He cant help but imagine you on your back, his old hoodie tucked over your breasts as he bucks into you, soft body jiggling with each thrust :( He may not be able to control himself, may have to sneak off to the bathroom and jerk off real quick so he doesn't do something wrong and push your boundaries :(

Oh no, but what if it all comes to a head when you break up with your boyfriend :( Ushi comes over to comfort you and listen to you rant about how awful he was and how he never put your feelings first and he couldn't even lift you up—

"I could lift you up. It would be very easy for me. Would you like me to show you?"

And you're nervous and try to dissuade him but he's already standing and helping you up from the couch and suddenly he's scooping you up in his arms and carrying you like a princess 🥺 he's not even breaking a sweat, he's not straining or shaking at all, you're like a bag of feathers to him 🥺 oh god but now you can't stop thinkin bout how big and strong he is and how he's always so nice to you and you can feel yourself getting wetter by the second :( gotta tell him to let you down quick or else you'll start moaning :(

It's not long after that when Ushijima asks you out and you're too infatuated with him to say no :( he treats you so much better than your ex, taking you to your favorite places, always putting your needs first, never pushing your boundaries :( such a gentleman, you just wanna thank him for always bein so sweet and takin care of you :( maybe it starts with just kisses but it quickly turns into heated makeout sessions and dry humping and shoving your hands down each other's pants to get each other off :( but he never pushes you to do anything you don't want. This relationship goes at your pace, the last thing he wants to do is rush you

Buuuut... you've never really considered yourself the patient type 👉👈 so you may go a bit fast and get him into bed as soo as possible and dear god, is he hung like a horse 💦 so long and thick, you didn't think you'd ever see such a big cock in real life. Wasn't this stuff reserved for porn and unrealistic dildos?? You're anxious to be filled but what if it's too big?? What if you can't even get the head in?? What if Ushijima is unsatisfied with you and leaves—

But all those worrisome thoughts leave your pretty head once he goes down on you, his head hidden under your skirt, hands squeezing at your sock covered thighs. He makes you cum twice on his tongue before he introduces his fingers, those thick digits scissoring inside you, helping your muscles expand and relax. You've soaked the sheets by the time he's done, and he hasn't even put his cock in you yet :( even with all that prepping, he still has to bully his cock inside, thumbing your clit to try and get you to relax so you stop squeezin him so hard, if you don't let up he's gonna cum with just a few thrusts :(

It takes some work but he finally gets his whole cock inside you 💦 he's so gentle, going slow, giving these long strokes, making sure you're ok :( god, you just want him to ruin you already!! You want him to fuck you like he means it!! You beg him sweetly to go faster, harder, you're a big girl you can take it, cmon 'toshi just let go and let me make you feel good 💕 you're such a vixen but he doesn't give in, keeping the same steady pace until you cum on his cock, forcing him over the edge as well.

And there's soooo much cum 😭 it can't even fit inside, spilling out as he's cumming. As he cleans you up, you wonder if it would stay inside better if your hips were tilted up... maybe with your legs back? A mating press perhaps?? Thoughts swirl through your head but it'll all have to wait till next time bc once Toshi has cleaned the two of you up and gets back in bed with you, he's out like a light sksksks

#ask #smut #ushijima #ushijima wakatoshi #chubby reader #fem reader #chubby fem reader #hi yes i got carried away my bad 🧍‍♀️#rosie 🥀#☀️ asks

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munsonology · 1 year

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so I noticed when I was in my stripping days, the plain looking underwear did better then the lace lingerie.

I feel Eddie is the same way. He appreciates a good lingerie, but something about a simple cotton underwear and bra gets him going. And im talking the cute ones that aren't big ol granny panties, like a bikini or midrise or whatever. He was a penny pincher growing up, Wayne always made sure he had enough, but he cannot imagine spending a lot of money on something he's gonna rip off anyways. (Plus, when yall get really freaky and rough he rips them off, you csn always just go buy another 6 pack somewhere)

First! I support our troops on the front lines at the clubs so thank you for your service 🫡 and thank you for sharing!

I’m super surprised the plain lingerie did better than lace. This is so fascinating! I wonder if the familiarity of seeing everyday style lingerie is the reason. Now that I think about it the girls on youtube show their new outfits and I don’t remember seeing any lace.

And I agree about Eddie liking you in basic pieces. Wayne did the best he could but money was still tight. Eddie wore his clothes and shoes for an extra season or even an extra year before he had to get new things, and only the necessities. So when you get back from a girls day in Indianapolis he’s kinda indifferent to see you dangle a bag from Saks in front of him. And when you take out the fanciest lingerie he’s ever seen his eyes widen more than his bambi eyes ever have before.

When you’re in the bathroom getting ready for bed, he sees the price tag and his heart drops to his stomach. “$200 for underwear?! Baby, what were you thinking?”

You poo into his room, face mask on and your toothbrush hanging out your mouth “I had some extra money from my overtime pay. It’s just as much for you as it is for me.”

“That’s a lot of money for scraps baby…”

“Sexy scraps,” you tease.

He doesn’t wanna say anything else because he sees how your eyes light up having something fancy to wear for him. He’s extra delicate with you when you’re wearing this new set, careful to not rip or stain anything.

But the next week when he sees you with a bag from the local store and there’s a pack of those Sunday-Saturday panties!!!!! and they have little roses on the waistband and a scallop edge!!! It’s fuckin ON!!! He’ll tear your ass all the way up 😭😭 these are his favs because the cotton is so soft on his dick!! Yeah he jerks off with these while you’re getting ready for work just to stuff the cummy panties in your mouth as he fucks you stupid 😭😭😭😭

Unrelated but my dad’s cousin managed a strip club and this wasn’t just any club it was known as being the most scandalous club in the city 😭 it had everything! Prostitution, drugs, fights, at least a few shootings, the police were there like every night!

And his cousin asked him if he wanted to help him out because the owners wanted to turn it around. so my dad picked me up from school (I was around 14 think) to see this club and we went inside and i immediately got sent back to the car because this place was FILTHY. Like used condoms on the floor filthy 🤮

and my dad was like hell nah I’m never coming in here again 😭 And the club closed like a year or 2 later because it was deemed a danger to society!

The one and only time I’ve been to a strip club lmaooo

#eddie munson/reader #eddie munson x female reader #fem reader #eddie munson fem!reader #eddie munson smut #eddie munson fan fiction

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sucrows · 7 months

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knock knock o/ 👉👈 i have... many madara mikejima thoughts. and im still thinking abt mutual obsession with him so uhhhhhh cw unhealthy relationship? we know why we're here... excuse me being annoyingly longwinded orz this is barely sexy. this is just me thinking abt mama im so sorry crow aaaaa

madara mikejima is the guy who would be at your service at all times— no questions just pure devotion. for as long as he is around you, you might as well say you have your own personal assistant. theres so many examples of him doing stuff for others and i will never shut up abt his fs1 where anzu was like hey what if your exclusive outfit was just a loincloth and he was on board purely bc she likes it. HE HAS 0 SHAME IN DOING EVERYTHING YOU SAY. NONE. YOU COULD ASK HIM TO BARK AND HE WILL. when that guy loves someone, he craves them with his entire being and desires nothing more than to be in their life.

he's also not above just. asking for a fwb situation. he wouldn't be so blunt about it, but it'd be a slow coercing. mama isn't above lying about his motives either. maybe he sees you're stressed and hey. let him massage your shoulders. lay down. oh your back is just tense huh? and it escalates until he's just fucking you with reckless abandon. well your stress is gone now so he offers to make this a regular thing. no strings attached and no worries. he just wants to make you relaxed.

here's where it gets messy. mama is also out of town a lot for work. he goes overseas, just touring around. but bc he spends every waking moment he is in town attached to your hip, his absence is so. prominent. and god it feels so awful not seeing him. phone calls arent enough. good morning and goodnight texts are sporadic because he's so busy. you miss having mama around to hold you while you do work.

and it's not great for him either. he's constantly worried about you. he can't get you out of his head. when he finally gets back it's like he's moved heaven and earth buying you various trinkets that reminded him of you (some even extremely rare and valuable since... he just collects those things anyway)

just. intense back and forth of hapoiness being with him every single day to devastating loneliness whenever he leaves. each time he comes back, ofc intense welcome home sex ensues. but it never goes past the fwb stage. any deeper feelings he's harboured are shoved aside and he grows distant when he feels like you want to get even closer. he always wants what he can't have. and he'd rather you not be caught up in whatever bullshit he goes through so he lies to himself saying he's content with meaningless sex and just doing things for you. even when you have consumed his entire thoughts. yet he's unaware that you are much the same. craving him more and more that you wanna get through to him. but HIS FUCKASS LONESOME WAYS MAKES YOU HESITATE. SO YALL JUST GO NOWHERE. AND ITS JUST A "what are we?" LOOP

mf.... madara just will not communicate. he can't go beyond superficial desires and acts of service because it scares him to face the fact these feelings have grown wildly out of control. it scares him because the moment he does, he fears his own self destructive tendencies will take over and he'll just ruin everything. whats more is that imo i think he would still unconsciously do things like distance himself, not speak to you for days even after coming back as like a way for you to grow to resent him. that way if things crumble he can just say oh the signs were there as if he didn't put those flags up himself.

uh yea 💚 thats all. uhm. unrelated i think youre super cool and i hope ya have/had a good day dependin on when you get to this 💚

minty i am going to become the JOKER if you do not stop apologizing for things i actively invited you to do and that is a THREAT /lh

anyways, this is soooo tasty idgaf if it's more angsty than horny i'm eating this up anyways, thank you for the meal 🙏

Madara Mikejima, King of Miscommunication. He adores you and puts you on such a high pedestal that it becomes nearly impossible to convince him to stand by your side as your equal. He believes that you deserve better so much but he's also too selfish to give you up. He's not worthy of you, but neither is anyone else.

He wants the emotional intimacy. He wants the domesticity. He wants everything. Hell, he probably indulges in these things pretty often in a FWB relationship, but he can't ever tie you down. The moment he gets the inclination that you're getting too attached, he runs. When you're truly in a time of need he will always be there for you but otherwise he's as fickle as the wind.

It's a horrendously painful but addicting relationship that neither of you can truly break off

#also thanks for asking about my day! it's uh. been a bit rough in all honesty but i'm still kicking! fun asks like this in my inbox make the #day better <3 #asks #ask.nsfw #ask.thirst #thirst #thirst.madara #nsfw.madara #mintys-musings

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fishy-xp · 2 years

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things i will never get over in dsn

this might be the start of a lot of dsn content from me because i'm rewatching it and it's my first love that's a lie, 2gether is my first love but now dsn and 2gether are in a happy poly relationship

the entire basketball team being in on helping their team member confess to another team member from closing the courts, physically restraining a night guard, rolling a bunch of balls with confessions on them and filming it in peak mood lighting

leo's hands

leo saying he can't separate sex and love he's just so perfect i-

leo buying an entire house just for him and fiat because fiat was uncomfortable after they got caught by our dear holy guacamole auntie, in the wise words of tho - 'what kind of man moves houses because his boyfriend is afraid of the housekeeper?' ahhhh to be rich

aek dresses like a normal son of mafia proper and classy type of beat to shake down an asshole, whilst tho chooses the most tankhun'est patterns to vomit together an outfit and the most kan-esque neck scarf to commit assault causing wounding, i love them I LOVE THEM *rabid noises*

i know people did not like when an slapped leo but i support fictional women's rights but more importantly i support fictional women's wrongs and tbh everyone including leo knew she was the only one who could get him to calm down enough to make things right with fiat. it was also really badass and she's like super fucking hot i'm not okay

SPEAKING OF AN, SHE AND NATSU WERE DEFINITELY DATING RIGHT? LIKE THEY NEVER EXPLICITLY SAID IT BUT NATSU SAID AN LOOKS GREAT TONIGHT AND THAN NAM SAID EVERYONE BUT ME HAS A LOVER AFTERWARDS AND ALSO NAM SAID 'NOT EVERYONE CAN BE LIKE YOUR COUPLE' and they're always talking about each other first and then group the others as a collective SO OBVIOUSLY OUR GIRLBOSSES WERE DATING?????

leo's mum is just perfect. she took in this abandoned child and made him her favourite son and doesn't care about the fact that he's been around as long as he's happy with her actual son now that they're together and she loves to gossip and make fiat feel as comfortable as possible whilst her eldest son is sex-iled and her youngest son is forced to sleep with his brother for the night lmao. and when she was introduced to pobhan, she immediately went make him my son by any means. she is also beautiful, rich and successful triple whammy

leon calls himself 'on'

the fact fiat has to go on his tippy toes to kiss leo *she sobs*, i fully went through dsn and tt:7yol believing fiat was a short king but first is 180+ and ja is just T O L so proportionately first looks like a tater-tot BUT LEO IS THE PERFECT HEIGHT TO GIVE FIAT FOREHEAD KISSES

aek exclusively referring to his baby twin brother as 'little shit'

leo always kissing the back of fiat's hand like the gentleman he is before sex why the fuck am i so single

an during episode 11/12 - mummy? sorry. mummy? sorry. mummy-

the way leo's mum says fiat in the last episode, it's so satisfying to hear

every single time leo says 'ai'fiat' in his glory, deep, sexy, angry, possessive voice ksdjflsdhglsjhfla

this is a tiny thing but i think when leo was shooting the penalty shot (listen basketball was never my sport) for the win, aek and anda were hitting each other's hands and i think they ended up holding hands out of nerves and THAT'S SO CUTE LIKE THIS ENTIRE FRIENDSHIP GROUP IS SO JREOGKERGSDLS

i stand by every fashion choice fiat has made except for the salmon under sweater turtleneck monstronsity from the special ep but it's fine because the red 'show up to a party late and take back your mans' power suit makes me forgive everything

IN CONCLUSION YALL SHOULD WATCH DON'T SAY NO

#stan my dads #please watch so maybe we get a second season #dsn the series #dont say no the series #leofiat

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deancaskiss · 2 years

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do yall still think im hot?

#bex talks #selfie #yall I never buy sexy outfits #im usually not very body confident #but lately ive been feeling myself #i saw this outfit and fell in love #anyway heres me #my face #ignore my face #this is me #i love red and anything sparkly #also im changing my hair color soon so i wont wear this with my red hair #someone come thirst over me lol jk but am i?#the face behind the blog #catch me trying to be cute

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rosemary-writes · 2 years

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The Lost Boys and Halloween costume headcanons

Warnings: swearing

David

No chance in hell. Nope. No thank you, he will gladly pass on that.

No amount of persuasion can convince David to dress up with you. Even if it was something extremely tame, he does not want to. He has a reputation to uphold babe! He can’t tarnish it!

“Maybe in the next 100 years?”

“David, you’re such an asshole.”

You can still take him with you when you find your costume though.

He does know where all of the good shops are and he will gladly take you to those places

He’s actually really good about figuring out what would look good on you.

He’ll hold the costumes up to your frame and tell you about it

“If you didn’t look annoyed, you’d be a very cute roman god.”

“David, I’m tired.”

“Nonsense. You wanted this so you got it >:)”

After a few more hours, you finally settle on a costume.

Both you and David thought it was pretty great so he was more than happy to buy it.

Who were you to refuse?

The moment you both got to your house, David begged you to put it on because he wanted to see how sexy you looked in it.

“After all of the hard work I put into finding you an outfit, the least you can do is show me”

You go to a different room and change so it can be a surprise

When you come out, whoo mama! David loves what he is seeing!

“Give me a spin, kitten.”

To say the least, he thinks you look very sexy.

However, he might not let you out on Halloween night

You're his to look at and his alone.

“If you don’t let me leave the house on Halloween, then you’ll never see me in this again.”

Dwayne

Costumes you say? Well, well, well, don’t mind if he does!

He may seem too dark and mysterious for it but Dwayne is a creative man, so he’ll want to do something creative

He might want to be an album cover with you. Or be a dapper Edwardian couple? He doesn’t know, it’s a team effort and team decision.

You both don’t want to spend too much money on costumes cause what’s the point in buying it if you’re only going to wear it for one night?

What if you did a classic costume?

“Dwayne, we could put bags over our heads so that way no one knows it’s us”

“Yeah, but then it’s all fun and games until you suffocate.”

A few weeks pass and you guys still don’t know what to do

You both still want to dress up but neither one of you can make up your minds

“Wait, dovey, you have spare bed sheets right?”

“Yeah, what’re you thinking of Dwayne?”

He goes to your sheet closet and pulls out two bedsheets. As you’re watching him, he rips two holes into both of them

“Let’s be the classic sheet ghost.”

“Baby those were my only other spare bed sheets :(“

He’ll sew them back up for you, but it’ll be after halloween

Dwayne loves the basic-ness of yall’s outfits. You just don’t see the classic ghost anymore.

On Halloween night you both wear the sheets and walk around different neighborhoods together. Hand in hand of course.

He’s a very happy man

Paul

He is so excited to dress up!

He wouldn’t be able to make up his mind cause one minute he’ll want to be his favorite singer, then the next he’ll want to be another singer, then he’ll want to be something kind of stupid, and he just keeps going and going.

You both won’t need to go to a costume shop because this man has a little area of the cave just for his massive wardrobe. He can’t help it, he just has so many pretty clothes.

Rummaging in the cave might take a few weeks.

One night you two have a talk about it.

“Paul, you like Twisted Sister, why don’t you go as Dee Snider?”

“Cause I kind of want to be Don Dokken now .”

It’ll take him a while to figure it out, but he’ll get there

“What if we were Paul Stanley and Gene Simmons from the Dressed To Kill album?”

“Paul, I don’t own a suit or clown makeup”

Both of you decide to rummage through his little closet space and pull out clothes that you both like so you can narrow it down to a decision.

It definitely takes a few hours because he just has so much shit in that room

Eventually, you guys take a break and go cuddle on the couch together. He decides to get high and you join him in his adventure.

Halfway through the smoke sesh he preaches his brilliant idea

“Babe, what if I went as Dee Snider? Wouldn’t that be amazing?”

The next day, you find articles of clothing that resemble the great man himself and Paul couldn’t be more in love with halloween.

He wants you to dress up too! He can’t be having all the fun!

So, you decide to dress up as a groupie.

Paul also wants you to do his makeup, please and thank you!

“We’re gonna look so smokin’ hot.”

Marko

Dress up? Dress up?

Nah babycakes, he’ll just morph into his little vampire face

It’s easy, it requires no money spending, and plus everyone thinks it’s makeup

“You can be my poor, innocent, little victim.”

“Marko, you’re just saying that as an excuse to put blood on me.”

His ulterior motive is probably some type of little couples costume. He just wants everyone to know that you’re his so they won’t hit on you.

“Y’know, if you were a vampire, you could do the same thing.”

You eagerly ignore his comments. Instead you put together a little fake bloody ensemble of clothes.

On the fateful night of Halloween, a lot of people compliment his face. Little do they know that it’s his actual face from hell.

Someone even complimented you on “the fake vampire bite on your neck.”

Yeah, they didn’t need to know that was real.

Throughout most of the night, Marko keeps you close. He’s not afraid to get a little bold in public. It’s Halloween, the man's hormones are a bit haywire.

Plus, he has his vamp face out and no one suspects a thing. As far as everyone knows, he’s just really good at special effects makeup.

“Man, you humans are so naive.”

Poly! Lost Boys

Group costume? Group costume!!

All of them would love to dress up with you.

Except for David cause he’s too much of a macho man.

It’s going to be really hard for all of you to decide on what you guys want to be

There are so many ideas

Paul: we should be those inflatable things outside of car dealerships

Marko: Yeah, you can do that buddy, I’ll be Luke Skywalker

Dwayne: I wanted to be a domino

How’re you going to figure everything out?

You and David actually stay up together one morning and you confess that all of you guys could have corresponding outfits but they didn’t have to be matching.

When you fell asleep, David told the boys what you had said and they eventually figured it out while you were asleep.

They wanted to be supernatural creatures, even though they were already vampires.

David would be staying as himself because “it counts babe.”

Marko wanted to be a wendigo

Dwayne thought a banshee would be most fitting

And Paul kind of made up his own thing

“Worm on a string can be its own entity.”

They all made their outfits while you bought a simple Angel costume

They all felt indifferent about your choice

David even gave you the nickname Angel for the spiritual night when it was upon you all.

Halloween night would be filled with laughter, sweets, loud music, and the gentlest of touches. All of them wanted you to have an amazing Halloween night.

#the lost boys 1987 #the lost boys #the lost boys paul #the lost boys marko #the lost boys dwayne #the lost boys david #the lost boys x reader #the lost boys imagines #poly lost boys

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nationalharryleague · 3 years

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My top 5 HS looks

COMIN IN HOT WITH NUMBER FIVE

MET GALA AFTER PARTY!!!

This was 1000000% more camp than his look on the red carpet and idk if I’ll ever get over that giant bow tie *chefs kiss* 8/10

NUMBER FOUR

SNL MONOLOUGE!!!! NEED I SAY MORE!!???!!!! THE YELLOW, THE BLUE, THE MIDDLE PART, THE BEING GENERALLY HYSTERICAL. THIS OUTFIT WAS A FUCKING HIT AND THERE IS NO MISSES ABOUT IT!! 8.5/10

NUMBER THREE

DOES THIS COUNT???? I THINK IT COUNTS!!!!! IT WAS JUST SO👏FUCKING👏SEXY👏 A ROBE???? AND JUST A ROBE????? SCREAMS ARROGANT SEXY ASSHOLE AND I AM ABSOLUTELY HERE FOR IT!!!!! 9/10

MY RUNNER UP!!!!

THE FRINGE!!!!!!!! FUCKING FRINGE YALL!!!! THERES ROSES AND MOVEMENT AND SPARKLES AND THE SHRT IS BUTTONED LOW ENOUGH TO SEE BUTTERFLY!!! MEXICO CITY IS THE SUPERIOR TOUR LOOK!!!!! 🕺🕺🕺9.5/10

AND MY TOP H LOOK OF ALL TIME

GUCCI FUCKING CRUISE!!!!! THE WHITE AND THE SUNGLASSES AND THE PURSE!!!! HE LOOKS SO RICH HE COULD BUY MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE AND ITS SEXY AS HELL!!! I WILL NEVER EVER STOP SCREAMING AB ITS SUPERIORITY!!!!! 10000000/10

#I got v excited with this post #pls send me your favorite Harry looks #and whether you agree or disagree with my choices #I have to know!!!!#also I now see that this entire post is in caps #but I am PASSIONATE AB MY CHOICES!!!!

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toshis-puppycat · 4 years

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Dreams Can Come True Sometimes

A/n: so I feel like I'm procrastinating a lot but ya know I just feel like I should also write other things too ya know? Also I blame the gc I'm in for all this Anyways here's some attempt for.me writing some stepdad!Richie lmao. I hope yall enjoy.

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Richie Tozier was the bane of your existance, at first you were so happy for your mother meeting him. Mainly because you knew she was lonely and that she didnt actually like going out for dating. Meeting him was a completely different story though.

When you met him, your mother had invited him over for dinner. Thinking you wouldn't be there, as a just in case you weren't ready to meet him. You were completely fine with it considering that night a guy you'd met also asked to take you out. You said yes, completely hopeful about the entire thing and made sure to look your absolute best. But the whole thing was a bust. He expected you to put out while acting so entitled to you.

"If I'm not being driven home, I'm breaking your goddamn nose." You said to him.

"Fine, fuck like cant you give a guy a break? I was a gentleman to you sweetheart." He said, reluctantly driving you to your home.

"Um no you showed basic human decency then expected me to bend over for you. Fuck that. If that's how you wanna be then I want no part of it." You responded, clearly taking none of his bullshit. Guys like that always pissed you off, acting entitled and getting pissed when you said no. Definitely not someone youd ever want to date seriously.

Him driving you back home was fine, you got out of the car quickly just in case he wanted to try anything and when he drove off immediately after you got out you knew you made the right choice. Seeing the two cars though made you a bit reluctant to go inside, remembering your mom saying she was inviting her boyfriend over.

You walked in as quietly as possible, and sneaked over to your bedroom. You sent a quick text to your mother telling her you came back early but youd be staying in your room and to just pretend you weren't there. She responded with asking if everything was okay, and that she was glad you got home safely. You told her youd talk about it the next day. And then turned your phone off, and changed. Passing out immediately afterwards. However the next day, you walked out of your room to get breakfast and you literally saw the hottest man just cooking in your kitchen.

"What the fuck?" You said aloud, wincing at how loud it actually sounded. He turned around startled, holding a spatula and stared at you.

"Oh uh. Hi. I'm Richie." He said awkwardly, because to be fair it was obvious he stayed the night, and who would walk in to know why he stayed the night?

"Y/n. I didnt know you stayed the night." You said accusingly.

"Uh it just happened. Too much to drink ya know?" He joked.

"No not really. Im not 21 yet." You said with a straight face. Of course you did know but you weren't going to say it when your mom could hear you. He shifted awkwardly and winced at the burning smell behind him. Quickly shifting away from you to salvage the food.

Y/n! You're up!" You heard your mom say, "This is Richie." With a smile on her face. The light in her eyes was back, so you pushed back your distaste. She was happy, so you would be happy for her too.

A year later had you actually living with him. It wasn't terrible, but now he was your step father. A good one at that if you were going to be honest with yourself. The year of getting to know him made you actually like the man. A little too much. Your whole style changed just so you could see his reaction. You discovered the most adorable outfits that still made you look a little older than you really were. When he ended up paying for your college tuition you were incredibly grateful for it, and you think that's when everything started changing in the way you looked at him. He wasn't the hot guy your mom was seeing, he was your stepfather. Your really hot stepfather. When the dreams started you had no idea what to do other than continue having some of the most filthy fantasies youd ever thought of before. Sometimes Richie would sneak into your bedroom in these dreams, and he'd fuck you like you were someone who made a living for it. With you whimpering out to him and him asking you if you liked getting him off the way you were and if you could just hear how wet you were when hed be thrusting in you. Usually youd wake up red faced and have to take a cold shower in order to calm down. Your mother being none the wiser to it. Seeing Richie however made you think and feel as if you had the most filthy little secret. He wouldnt even be doing anything, he'd be content writing out some jokes for his shows and talking to his childhood friends. When you found out he invited them you decided to try and put everything behind you though. Maybe one of them would help you with the pesky problem of your crush by being someone you could actually see.

A week later you found out your mother would be leaving for a business deal. Apparently people really liked the fact she was married to Richie Tozier, and loved the fact someone who was so rich was with your mother. It made you hate it, they never played attention to your mother before she was seeing Richie but it helped pay the bills Richie refused to let your mother and you deal with. Saying he wanted you both to enjoy everything he could possibly offer. You both were incredibly grateful, and you both took advantage of the fact he said it. You would buy the most elaborate cutesy but sexy outfits that your mother never seemed to notice thankfully, and started to call Richie daddy. Which he seemed thrilled with at first but then you could catch the faintest tint of pink on his cheeks. Like he was thinking about you the same way you thought about him every night. The day your mother had to leave you were upset, but grateful. Richies friends were still coming over, and you still had things to do.

Richie was in a really bad space, no scratch that a terrible place. A year ago he met an amazing woman, who just so happened to have a daughter. He would have been fine with it, if you weren't so damn alluring. Your style had changed so much since he had entered your lives. Your mother being so happy you were leaving the shell you made for yourself, and testing out new styles with him paying for every single item. He had no problem with it at first. Until he saw what youd be wearing underneath, it was an accident when he saw. He could swear it on his future grave, but the times after he couldn't say anything for it. The lace, the frilly designs of the bras youd chosen, and the shortest skirts he'd ever seen in his life. When you started calling him daddy he was happy at first too. But after he saw what you wore underneath your pajamas he always felt embarrassed about it or rather incredibly turned on. Thoughts of just bonding with you flew out of his mind, turning into filthy fantasies where youd be in your room bending over somewhere and begging him to fuck you harder. He could feel himself hardening now, but he shooed the thought away. He couldn't focus on that right now. Everyone was going to be coming over. He just prayed that youd behave and not dress the way you usually did now and days.

You were in your bedroom when you heard the commotion downstairs. Excited yells about seeing the great "trashmouth" of their group. You almost rolled your eyes because of course he was a trashmouth when he was younger. It just fit his personality and the jokes he made. You sneaked out of your bedroom and looked towards the entryway, Richie was there with 3 other men. Scratch that three other really attractive men. And you couldn't fucking believe it. That dickbag never fucking mentioned knowing your absolute favorite author. William "Bill" Denbrough was childhood friends with fucking Richie Tozier. You thought maybe the outfit you currently had on was good, but now fuck that. Swimming in the back sounded like a better idea.

"Yeah, I did get married you asshats. Laugh it up." Richie said. "She has a daughter, but I dont think shes here right now-" he couldn't continue his sentence because you ended up walking down the stairs in the most skimpy bikini he'd ever seen in his life. Everyone stopped talking watching you come down the stairs and jumping down the last step and smiling at them.

"Oh! Sorry, I just wanted to go swimming in the back ya know? It's such a good day to just lounge around in the pool." You said, smiling prettily at the group. Bill was the first to break the tension by smiling at you, which prompted the rest of the group to do the same sans Richie.

"Ah no you're right! It is a good day to be lounging at the pool." He said, then he stretched his arm out to you. "Bill Denbrough, and you are?"

You batted your eyes at the him and gave a coy smile. "I'm y/n, Mr. Denbrough. I have to say I'm a huge fan." His eyes lit up, no one would like to say completely that they loved his writing. "I especially like how the endings are, everyone always told me I'd hate the endings but I think even if they were bad they fit the story you made." You said, finally shaking his hand. His face fell a bit, but he brightened again. You did say that the endings fit for the story itself, he couldn't be upset with that.

"I'm Stan, hi." One of the other men said reaching his hand out to you and firmly shaking yours. You felt so fucking small next to all of them now. When Eddie introduced himself he was red faced and seemed to be struggling to talk. You pretended to not notice the reaction and just smiled at the group. Richie was just standing there still shell shocked at the fucking gall you had introducing yourself to his friends like that. When you turned around he could tell Eddie was about to pass out, you might as well have been wearing nothing. He almost scowled, as he quickly ushered the group to the living room and away from you venturing out to the back.

You were back inside a few hours later. The sun finally setting for the day and you felt at ease. Richie looked pissed seeing you in your bathing suit earlier and knowing his best friends were oggling you but youd figured he cooled off enough by now. You sneaked back inside, drying your hair as you closed and locked the screen door.

"So you wanna tell me what the fuck that was?" A voice asked. Oops, you guessed he was still pretty pissed from earlier.

"I dont know what youre talking about. I just introduced myself to your friends and went out to the pool daddy." You responded innocently, turning to face him. "It would be incredibly impolite to ignore guests here."

Richie took a deep breath, his face scrunched up in anger. "Its not funny to do that to my friends. You know they're older than you, they could be your father." He said.

"Yeah but they're not. You're not my father either." You said, looking at him. "I didnt do anything wrong. I introduced myself and then I left so you could spend time with your friends without worrying about me."

"Y/n-" Richie started.

"Richie. It's not my fault your friends want to fuck me." You said, cutting him off. "I dont think I'd say no to it either. Your friends are pretty hot."

Then you were pushed against the wall roughly, hands secured around your waist and a leg shoved roughly between yours. "Don't say things like that y/n." Richie whispered in your ear. "Don't say you want to fuck someone my age y/n."

"But I do want someone your age to fuck me." You said, looking him in the eye. "Why cant you, daddy?" You asked, he groaned.

"Hey Rich! Come on your missing the best part!" You heard Bill yell. Oh, they were still here. How unfortunate. Richie pulled away from you quickly looking around to make sure they wouldn't be walking over. They didn't, and you quickly pulled him down for a frenzy heated kiss. When you pulled away you were both flushed, and your heart was pounding.

"Why not visit me tonight, daddy? I promise I'll be good." You said, batting your eyes at him innocently. He groaned, and nodded his head. Then he left you, quickly grabbing some alcohol he left on a table nearby that you didnt even notice. You smiled and quickly ran to the stairs to hop in the shower. Dreams really do come true sometimes.

It was late when he finally ended up coming to your room. You were half asleep, all dressed up for him and he could've groaned at what you were wearing. A beautiful set of pale pink lingerie with thigh high stockings. You were slightly curled up on your bed and he smiled at how absolutely adorable you looked. He was going to make a move to just leave when you shifted in bed, a quiet whimper came out and your hips moved ever so slightly like you were trying to find some friction somewhere. Any thought he had of leaving before was quickly thrown out the window right after that you let out a quiet moan of his name. A breathy whisper, crying out to him. He placed his hand gently on your face, then moving down until it rested on your chest where he tweaked your nipples, smirking at how you sighed and tried to move closer to him. He moved further down and put his hand under your panties, moving his hand down to your clit and pinched it gently between his fingers. Your hips started moving on their own begging for something more, and he took advantage of that by putting a finger in you, groaning at how you tightened around the digit.

"Daddy please." You whimpered out, finally fully awake from his ministrations as you pulled at his pants, quickly pulling his cock out and putting him in your mouth. His hips jerked and you bobbed your head he put another finger in you, quickly moving his other hand to your clit.

"You're gonna be a good girl for me right babydoll?" Richie asked you, adding another finger inside and feeling you moan around him. "Such a good girl for me." He said, removing his fingers from you, smirking at how you whined, especially when he moved back and saw how you moved your head forward to keep him in your mouth. "No babydoll, come on. You want me to fuck you right, sweetheart?" He asked, you eagerly nodded your head and quickly played at the edge of your bed, you quickly ended up pulling him down for a frenzied kiss, grabbing at the shirt he had on trying to pull him closer. "So eager aren't you babydoll?" He asked, before pulling your panties to the side and slowly sinking into you, groaning. You winced, he was a little bigger than you expected but god did he fill you up. He moved slowly, kissing at your neck and groping at your chest. You whimpered in his mouth. "God I've wanted to fuck you ever since I saw what you were wearing underneath those cute skirts of yours." He groaned. "You know how much I wanted to bend you over? How much I've wanted to see how wet I could make you? Do you even hear yourself right now? God you're just so wet for me. Stay like this for me babydoll? Just stay exactly like this" He asked you, thrusting in quicker and harsher, moving a hand back down pressing it against your clit again. "Come on I know you want to, I can feel how close you are babydoll."

"Daddy." You whimpered out, he wasn't wrong but to be fair you'd never thought you'd ever come this quick from someone fucking you. Guys were always so disappointing before. You felt yourself tighten down, hearing him groan out your name and saying "I knew youd be a good girl for me babydoll." Was what really did you in though. You saw stars and he was moving faster and harder. You heard him chuckle.

"I bet no ones ever made you squirt that quick before." He slowed down, a bit just rocking into you and giving such a cocky smirk to you. "I'm not gonna stop until I cum though baby. You haven't helped me enough."

#richie toizer x reader #smut #IT AU #i was so nervous making this I hope yall like it

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uhtceare-bitch · 4 years

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Shigaraki headcankns bc its 2 am and I Lorve him

- he actually doesn’t mind it when you pick out outfits for him , he likes your style and thinks it’s adorable when you’re actually deeply thinking about outfit for him to wear when y’all are going to get chicken nuggets at 1 am

- ( if you’ve got a bunch of piercings/tattoos , or at least some ) the first time her saw those piercings , they never get out of his head

- TOMURA HAS A PIECING / TATTOO KINK FIT ME

- HE ALSO HAS A KINK FOR STRONG WOMEN WHO PUT HIM IN HIS STUPID ASS BOTTOM PLACE YALL HEAR ME ?!

- decides to get a piercing bc why not lol

- You give him a piercing since he doesn’t wanna pay 60 something for one

- ‘ what if I get a piercing on my dick ?’

- ‘ honey you’ll probably piss yourself , I don’t want piss in my hands ‘

- He loves asking you about your tattoos ,and what they’re meaning is

- You kinda of just have weird , stupid and funny tattoos , so you don’t really know what to say

- ‘ uuuuh is that ... is that a badly drawn dog that says ‘I am god ‘ ?’

- ‘ yes , actually dear , this tattoo means , that dogs are indeed god ‘

- ‘ hot ‘

- HE !! LIKES !! OVERSIZED !! HOODIES !!

- sense you wear a lot of oversized hoodies , he likes to steal your hoodies and you steal his , you two started buying hoodies without thinking about this being for yourselves , it’s for the both of you

- One time in summer he got so mad at his hair who’s gotten so much longer than he wanted , he got up and took toga’s knife and started cutting his hair out of anger

- You then calmly took some scissors and cut it , well you mostly played with his hair , it’s surprisingly very very soft

- ‘ how are you so good at cutting hair ? , it’s not that bad ..’

- ‘ oh nah I just cut my hair a lot when I’m feeling impulsive On a Friday night ‘

- He really likes cuddles , or at least just wants you on top of him , under him , beside him , fucking insides his fucking asshole , doesn’t matter , he loves it when you two cuddle

- Sometimes he’s just playing gaymez so you just get up and sit on his lap while he’s playing , he finds that really comforting , and sometimes he might get a bit uhh distracted 😳😗

- You and Dani once were on a break , smoking and talking some gay shit , and mister.im not jealous no ma’am came over and asked for a cigarette

- You and Dani looked at him and raised your eyebrows

- ‘ you sure crusty ? You wouldn’t like them ‘

- ‘ yeah hun , I don’t think you’ll-‘

- ‘ JUST GIVE ME A DAMN CIGARETTE ‘

- ‘ okay okay ‘

- After a few minutes of telling him how to actually smoke a cigarette , he finally took a drag aaaaaaaand

- ‘ * cough cough cough * damn this so relaxing * cough cough * ‘

- There it is

- After he finished it

- You told him to never do it again , you’re definitely not proud of this habit that you have , it sucks ass

- He tells that he’ll stop if you’d top smoking with Dabi

- Idk if I said this before but uuuuuh HE GETS J E A L O U S

- but not to the point where he wouldn’t let you hang out with others , he just wants all of your attention

- He gets so fucking jealous of Dabi , toga and twice , he knows they all have a cute little crush on you , and he can’t blame them

- But what can he do , he’s the sexy gamer that got the epic gamer female woman

- That’s just how society works

- Not Dabi tho , he just wants to fuck you , you two are actually pretty good friends , and honestly if you were single you would definitely be friends, no best friends with benefits

- Like let’s be real

- Having to remind him every night that you only love him

- Playing games together duh

- He once took you out shopping and you two put on the stupidest outfits and started fucking around the store , and yes you did get kicked out and yes you did steal some of their money , how ? Don’t ask I just said so okay

- You called him crusty jeffrestar when he was shaving his eyebrows , let’s just say if you say it again

- No dick for a week

- Even though you both know he wants last two days , you still didn’t wanna say it bcuz it wasn’t funny anymore

- Yes jokes do die *gasp *

- Likes putting in nail polish , only black though , you once painted them pink , it was oddly cute

- He loves loves lives it when you play with his fingers or give them little kisses

- ( if you have a quirk canceling (?) quirk ) he would never lets go of your hands , he lives to hold them , sometimes when he’s stressed out , he just touches you or asks you to touch him , or just hug him tightly

- It always helps him out

- Actually has no clue what chapstick is , I’m not kidding when you showed it to him , he didn’t like it

- Imma say this , Shiga owns a bunch of meme pages and they are fucking sick

- Really likes playing Minecraft , fallout and do t starve with you

- Sometimes you two would just fall asleep to the sound of music , tangled together in bed , his head on your chest with your hands in his hair

- Well that’s it I guess , shiga may be an annoying stupid ass cunt sometimes but he’s still the softest™️

#shigaraki tomura x reader #shigraki #shigaraki tomura #bnha #mha #mha villians #bnha villians #dabi #toga #x reader #twice #gay #idfk #heeheee

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hangeladavis · 5 years

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A Gift For You On My 30th Birthday

IT’S MY 30TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

This is an accurate portrayal of how I felt this morning when I woke up! 30!!!! WOOOOOOOOOWWWWWW!!!!! I have lots of feels so I made a playlist. Naturally. So here are 30 songs (+1 for good luck) that I love and a little bit about them.

Knockin on Heaven’s Door by Bob Dylan - My mom says that this is the first song that came on the radio when we left the hospital. Imagining that it’s the first song I heard is nice.

I Love Your Smile by Shanice - When I was a baby child, this was my song! Every night when my dad got home from work and walked into our apartment in Queens I would run to him and ask him to play my song and I would sing it. HARD! Mind you I was like 2 or 3 but it didn’t matter.

Fly Like An Eagle by Seal - Can we talk about the Space Jam soundtrack!? It was vibe to my 6 or 7 year old self and it still goes! I feel like this album was the first time I really heard music. And felt it.

I Wanna Be Down by Brandy - Ok so my dad got those Columbia House cds for 1c or whatever and the first one he gave me was Brandy’s self titled album. You couldn’t tell me nothing!!! Hairbrush karaoke on a million!

Bills, Bills, Bills by Destiny’s Child - When “Writings on the Wall” came out, I really tried to convince my friends to do a backyard performance with choreography and everything. They said no but it was then at 9 that I knew I wanted to be an artist, a director specifically.

We Can’t Be Friends by Deborah Cox - Another in the Columbia House cd collection, I played this album out and knew every word. I played it last summer after not listening to it for at least 15 years and still knew every word and every riff.

My All by Mariah Carey - “I’d give my all/ To have/ Just one more night with you” I had no real context for what I was singing but I used to sing this song so hard! I miss classic Mariah.

Kick Your Game by TLC - That Crazy, Sexy, Cool album was so classic and it was hard to pick one song but this was my jam!

I’ll Be There by The Jackson 5 - Now that I am older I question if I really want someone to be there with that much fervor after a breakup but when baby MJ sings “just look over your shoulders honey, oooh!” I feel it in my soul!

Dirty Diana by Michael Jackson - This song sends me. From the very beginning, to the beat drop. And when she grabs the phone from him and tells his baby “He’s not coming back/because he’s sleeping with me!” thats a moment. No one wants to be on the receiving end of that call but Diana gets what she wants.

That’s The Way Love Goes - JANET! Queen of the Whisper Sing! Duchess of Tight Choreo! I was way too young to be singing this song but I blame my dad. It’s a sexy jam and I don’t regret it.

Are You That Somebody by Aaliyah - When I was 10, some friends and I danced to this song at our elementary school. My mom choreographed it, we got matching outfits and we performed it. Another group of girls (who were admittedly more popular) danced to “Maria, Maria” and they wore matching cowboy hats. Naturally, there was a showdown on the playground over who was better. Naturally.

Just a Friend 2002 by Mario - Westbury Middle School! It was the best of times and the worst of times. Mainly the worst of times cuz middle school is hellish and there is nothing you could do to make me want to relive those years. But one of the sweet moments was getting a mixed cd from this boy that had a crush on me and this was the first song. Swoon It worked. We dated for a while. It was cute.

My Life, My Love, My All by Kirk Franklin - This is the first song I ever choreographed and it changed my life. I was 10 years old. I showed my mother the choreo and she said teach me. It was in that moment that she validated my artistry. That’s why can’t nobody tell me nothing. I have been doing this for 20 years!

Healing by Richard Smallwood - My mother choreographed this piece for the church dance ministry, Choresis, at Memorial Presbyterian Church in Roosevelt, NY. It was one of their most popular pieces and it gave my mother the outlet she needed to dive headfirst into her artistry. I learned how to lead, facilitate and hold healing arts-centered space from my mother and the women she danced with. Their labor made me possible.

Air Force Ones by Nelly - Back to Westbury Middle School, this song is to honor the Air Force 1s wearing preteen I was. Ooh girl…

Ready For Love by India.Arie - When this song came out I thought I knew what it meant and sang it as such. Girl. Girl Girl Girl Girl Girl Girl… 15+ years later and the only thing I know is that I don’t know very much at all. Also this song is very hetero and I am indeed very queer. lol

I’ll Write A Song For You by Earth, Wind & Fire - Family road trips were not complete without this song. We still sing this song like it’s our job. I knew we were getting older when my brother Jordan couldn't hit the high notes.

As by Stevie Wonder - This song. Whew. When I was 10, my mother and I were asked to dance to this song at the funeral of a baby that died. We did and afterwards I was tore up. I kept thinking about my baby brother, Aaron, who has just been born and how I would feel if he died. I didn’t listen to this song for years. Until I really listened to the words and thought about a love that transcends space and time. This song inspired me to write a musical based on Stevie Wonder’s music. And it is my favorite song by my favorite singer.

Breathe from In The Heights Musical - Fast forward, my senior year of college my parents gave me tickets for In The Heights for Christmas. My best friend Lana and I sat in the second to last row in this Broadway house and when this song started I wept. I mean completely lost it. Because she was singing my story. I was flunking out of college my senior year and hadn’t told my parents. I had been a top student in high school and graduated #5 in my class. But I didn’t have words to name my anxiety, depression and fear that I had no idea what to do with my life after school. “And what will my parent say?/Can I go in there and say/"I know that I'm letting you down” This song still makes me cry.

I’m Here from The Color Purple Musical - I’ll let the song speak for itself. “I believe I have inside of me /Everything that I need to live a bountiful life/And all the love alive in me/I'll stand as tall as the tallest tree/And I'm thankful for every day that I'm given/Both the easy and hard ones I'm livin'/But most of all, I'm thankful for/Lovin' who I really am

Back That Azz Up - Ha! This is my favorite transition. This song is for my undergrad club days at A&T and the Blu&White fam.

Boogie Oogie Oogie by A Taste of Honey - But I don’t actually club for real because I am a grandma that missed my era. I could dance to disco all night actually.

Seasons of Love from RENT Musical - What can I say? I’m a theatre kid. This is for A&T’s theatre department that taught me so much and made me so much of who and how I am as an artist. And Rest in Peace to the mother of our theatre department, Frankie Day.

Screens by Zoocrü featuring Al Strong - In 2016, I met a woman named Margaret A. Brunson who changed my life. (She has that effect on everyone) The first time we hung out she took me to an Kickstarter kickoff party for a band named Zoocrü. I had never heard of them before but as soon as they started playing I was like Who are these boys? I offered my administrative assistance for their campaign and it turned into more than I ever imagined. That offer is what pushed me into consulting and it’s been a joy to work with artists and creatives. I am grateful that our paths crossed.

Sunday Candy by Donnie Trumpet - My grandmother, my Nanny, Evelyne Marie Laisure Marshall passed away on September 29, 2017. Her living made me possible and her passing changed my life. I talk about grandmas so much because I dont know who I would be without her love. I miss her so much but I find her everywhere; in my red fingernail polish, in my card shuffling, in my baking, in my political analysis, in my care. And yes, in the candy dish in my living room.

F.U.B.U. by Solange - Last year I created a show called “Buy My Soul And Call It Art”. I had no idea what I was doing but my Nanny had passed and my cousin Michael had passed and the Universe was telling me to “do it scared”. This song was featured in the piece because I never wanted anyone to forget who this is for, who this is centering. “All my niggas in the whole wide world…”

I Want You by Erykah Badu - The second show in the trilogy is “Buy My Body And Call It A Ticket” and that show almost killed me. I had to go somewhere deep inside myself and that place is dark and scary and I wasn’t sure that I was gonna make it out. But I did. And what brought me back was this. “I want you.” I want my body. I want my life. I want my love. I want myself.

I Need You To Survive by Hezekiah Walker - Show number 3 (which will be rebooted) is “Buy My Art And Call It Holy”. Though I don’t consider myself a Christian, I cannot separate myself from my Christian upbringing and this is one of my favorite songs. When I sing it I am singing it out to my people. I am singing to you. “I need you/ You need me/We’re all apart of one body”

Never Would Have Made It by Marvin Sapp - Yall there have been times when I wasnt sure if I was gonna make it to 30. Seriously. Depression and anxiety is real. Sometimes it zaps the desire to be right out of me. But I am here. And I am so grateful. Here’s to another day, another week, month, year, decade!

Crazy, Classic, Life by Janelle Monae - Did ya’ll think there wouldnt be some Janelle Monae on here!?! This is my theme song! Let’s ride this thing til the wheels fall off!

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