Letās get real for a second ā¦
I wanted to share with yāall my highschool journey since iām officially done with highschool !! Iāll be receiving my diploma on Saturday!!!!!
Freshman Year
I was shy and naive at the time, I had a huge circle of friends and I was depressed ā¦ When I first entered highschool I had this vision in my head of how it would play out, I was thinking Iād have life long friends and weād go through highschool togetherā¦ but thatās not how it went. I did however meet someone who i had a huge crush on and heās now my boyfriend, at the time i was too shy to tell him how i felt so we remained friends but iām happy we did (yes we got back together lol).. My friends ended up ditching me because my bestie at the time (the leader of the circle) was mad at me because a guy she liked , liked me ā¦ but i NEVER liked him or made him feel like i was interested. It wasnāt fair and i lost all my friends because of it , i fell deeper into my depressionā¦ but i moved schools towards the half way mark of the year. I reconnected with my kindergarten bestie and tons of my good friends from middle school and i had a great rest of the year with them, I was even a lot closer to my teachers . One teacher specifically her name is Mrs.Clark , sheās a rainbow of sunshine and I loved her as my math teacher so much! I definitely have plans in the future to revise that situation so that I can let that pain go in my heart and move on from it emotionally. I havenāt already because I donāt think ab it too much anymore and I want to do it when iām ready.
Sophomore Year
I was weary about going back to the same highschool i originally went to, i missed my friends and felt like i didnāt belong at this school. Despite that going back to school meant i get to see him again . We had one class together and during summer we kinda fell off but I just loved seeing him , heās so funny lol. It didnāt matter tho we didnāt become close this year because i ended up in the hospital maybe a month or two before quarantine and i was with another guy at the time . (fuck him) I found out that I had a brain tumor but it wasnāt life threatening and i wasnāt really worried . (Itās gone now I manifested it away š) But i was unable to attend school and i spent the rest of mt sophomore year in and out of the hospitalā¦. and then quarantine hit ā¦.
Junior Year
THE ABSOLUTE WORST YEAR ! I spent my entire junior year in the house , distant learning ā¦ I was so depressed at this time , I didnāt attend online school at all really. For the first time in my academic career I had Fs and Ds . (Iāve revised this lol) But it was despicable lol I hated online schooling with a passion. All I did was sleep and go to my exās house. (boyfriend at the time) Buttttt guess who I had an online class with ā¦ my boyfriend now lol. We always had one class together throughout highschool which has to be a sign or fate or something magical lol .. junior year sucked moving onnnnn
SEXY SENIORRRRRRR
Now senior year š thatās my nigga right there . I absolutely loved my senior year and thatās mostly thanks to my new found info of the law of assumption and my amazing lover . We reconnected over the summer before school started and ended up dating in June of 2021 š© heās been my rock for almost a year now and our friendship goes back to freshman year š¤š¾ i love DantĆ© with all my being . Anywhooo I didnāt have many friends but I donāt need/want them really . I had amazing teachers that I connected with on personal levels , Mr.Brown !!! AN AMAZING BLACK EDUCATOR YALL !!!!!!!! He deserves an award for best educator at that school okayyyy, heās inspirational, heās funny and most importantly heās real. He understands us and tries his hardest to be there for us . He is definitely the schools Dad ! He was my African American Experience teacher š and my favorite teacher of all time! Iām gonna cry at graduation when I see him for sure š„¹ I know heās proud and heās been an amazing teacher yall , i wish i could take him to college with me man (iām defff manifesting that hehehehe) I made myself so proud this year , I was working pretty hard before i got into the void so iām proud of those efforts and happy to say i donāt have to work hard unless i want to . Itās relieving asf š©š©š© Prom was amazing i had so much fun dancing with my boo and some friends . I even got a dance with Mr.Brown lol he got more rhythm then everybodyyyy š donāt play w himmm ! Overall tho my senior year was everything i originally hoped highschool would be š« Im so happy to be graduated and done! 13 long years of school and NIGGA WE MADE IT !
To All The Class of 2022 :
We FUCKING DID IT !!!! Despite everything we made to the finish line . I hope everyone holds their heads high walking across that stage and even if u donāt want to walk across the stage baby hold ur head high and pat urself on the back ! We get to be adults now live in the real world , create families and lifelong memories . We get to find ourselves and chase our dreams ! Be who we want to be. Our generation is different from anyyyy generation. We are breaking curses and healing trauma . Our kids will be damn proud and i say DAMN PROUD of our sacrifices as a generation. We made it through covid despite not having hope . We are the class of 2022 and weāre here to make our mark on the world !!
I love yāall - Aalena out š«¶š¾
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