#yall i wasnt expecting this at all

[the-gayest-tree-you-ever-did-see]

finally caved and started reading all for the game. two chapters into the foxhole court and what kind of gay fucking shit is this! also did not know there were sports in here

#idk whats going on i thought it was like the raven cycle with magic and shit its called the foxhole court??? no fae???? what the fuck!!! #and i cant understand whats happening with the sports. i didnt get it. i hope i dont need to i just know kevin is top dog of the bad dogs #neil is mid mid except hes got a death wish so they want him carnally??? #ill be reading it super slowly bc im busy but i can feel it slowly turning up the heat on my brain cells as i read. they are burning. #ive got naught but ten #and neil's not neil but he is and he has a bag of secrets he's hiding in someone else's closet like okayyyy go off author fuck whats the #authors name.... nora sakavic FUCK I SHOULDVE KNOWN NEVER TO TRUST A WOMAN NAMED NORA #i dont know...i dont know.... but also the only gay neil i know is the one from dead poets society and its hard to separate the two rn #is the rest of the book going to be like this what did i get myself into. am i mentally prepared #bc i wasnt for trc and it FUCKED! ME! UP! im STILL insane #ugh. ugh. anyway. way gayer than expected. also at one point someone asks ''how safe is safe'' and MY DISAPPOINTMENT #when the answer wasnt safe as life? immeasurable. in fact i had to close the book. went to study accounting. #ACCOUNTING. HELLO?? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME IN HERE??? #the tree speaks #all for the game #aftg #what are yalls tags? #neil josten #the raven cycle #trc

[two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat]

Every bookbinding tutorial i found online: "DO NOT TRY THE COPTIC STITCH AS A BEGINNER ITS TOO ADVANCED"

Me who has only bound one book before and used a completely different method: "ehh it can't be that hard"

2 hours later

.....I was right. Its not that hard.

#its technically slightly wrong cuz i dont have signatures #im just doing one folded piece of paper at a time #which does take longer #but i was expecting that #doing actual signatures would have a. been way too thick cuz im using watercolor paper and getting them to lay flat wouldve been annoying #and also i wouldve had to pay a lot more attention to how the pages were actually laid out #and this project was already kinda overwhelming without that added in #im also combining methods a bit cuz im also gonna glue the spine with wood glue for extra support #and i also dont want the stitching to be visible #every tutorial was also like ''coptic stitch is great for exposed stitching!!!'' like cool story. not why im using it. gonna cover that shit #also finding one that wasnt in video form AND actually showed everything i needed to know was completely impossible apparently #i needed to know how to attach a fresh string when i run out cuz i always struggle with that in any sewing project #and generally need a refresher each time #and all the written ones were just like ''just make sure your string is long enough before hand!!! but not so much that it becomes #tangled!!!'' bitch im making a much thicker book than you. i cannot just use ONE string. it b #absolutely WILL become tangled if i make it long enough to finish the binding in one go. #yall are WEAK #my book is 3 times thicker than yours #i need to know how to attach a fresh string #the video tutorials cover that but i had to fast forward through most of it #im running out of steam for tonight (hence why im here and not working on it) so ill be finishing this tomorrow #was hoping to get this part done over the weekend but i ended up not getting a lot of the writing done on friday as i intended #cuz i ended up having to play tech support for my friend so she could update her sims mods

[slutdge]

anyways is anyone else kinda obsessed with this whole titanic submarine thing rn cause its all ive been thinking about for the last like 24 hours lmao

#like im just watching the video about this submarines construction like... yeah no shit it failed #the passengers had to sign a waiver before they went that said the submarine didnt follow any regulations like 💀 bruh #why are resources being wasted on recovering this submarine when its almost 100% certain theyre all dead #stupid ass rich people that do stupid ass rich people things like this shouldnt have time and tax money wasted on rescuing them #they knew what they signed up for lol you signed up for dumbassery bc yall think life is a movie where nothing bad can ever happen to yall #also that one lady that cried bc she wasnt able to go on one of the earlier expeditions like. #imagine being able to drop $250k casuaply for a ticket and expecting sympathy lol #''im worried ill never see her in person :('' bestie 99.99999999999999999999% of the population will never see the titanic wreck either #this whole thing has really just increased how badly i want to kill the rich by 474737478539%

[coldvampire]

anyway as soon as i pry myself off this couch im gonna share some screenshots of bg3 protags on my sideblog. just gotta like. reach the desk first.

#all i can think about is the shelves im gonna get installed here over the next little bit fdghj #yall dont understand its so hard to keep things clean and brain friendly when you just dont have anywhere to put stuff. #hellish #& then i get overwhelmed and turn into a massive bitch when i try to get it under control fdgh #instead its been like. 2 straight days of dopamine i fucking swear?? my body probably definitely wouldnt let me do this for a living #(my hip is screamingggg dfghgjj) but actually if i could & if i could work in a team then yeah. ykw i enjoy it. #organization go brrrrrrr #i dont think she was expecting me to work that fast either but ive been like a feral animal. skittering over clutter. #finding Spots for Things #okay i lied the flood was actually beneficial in one way to me specifically. #estranged father just forgot a Bunch of tool sets here & ive claimed them now fdghjk #that nail gun is MINE #she suggested i look out for an actual tool chest/bench thing (ykw the ones with wheels and stuff) for everything and i havent been that #excited for anything in months fdgh tools are expensive alright. too bad he took the table saw. #i dont talk much abt my Masc Hobbies as i call them lmao no real reason to but hoooboy i love to Build Things #give me that ikea desk ill have it done in an hour or less every time #maybe trade school is still on the horizon for me gfhj always wanted to Weld Stuff i think id be good at it #as much as i fuckin loathe yard maintenance i was a real garage sooooo bad its not even funny #shame i wasnt just inherently expected to know car stuff tm i feel like i would have loved it too #scarrier to learn on your own later in life especially with a lease vehicle but ill get there eventually #anyway yeah bg3! new mods. new ocs #have not done much with them yet but they Exist and theyre pretty

[taikanyohou]

CUSHCISJFBD EPISODE 2 WAS SO GOOD OH MY GOD OH MY GODDDDDDDD.

#CANNOT BELIEVE THEY ACTUALLY TALKED IT ALL OUT?????? YOOOO I WASNT EXPECTING THAT TO HAPPEN SO SOON????? #ANYWAY YALL ARE GONNA LOVE EP 2. LOVE IT. #my personal weatherman #faiza talks

[the-acid-pear]

I was watching a video on computer viruses and i learnt about ÿ.exe and it honestly REALLY reminded me of Ambyu-Lance's attack.

I wonder if it was intentional, i mean, ILOVEYOU is referenced by virovirokun and while it is a virus the little game you have to play has the objective of saving all your files so it would fit for an antivirus.

#luly talks #deltarune #ambyu lance #it feels too similar to be a coincidence tho like the cactus to imply nits a desert and the road looking the literal same #makes it extremely more dark when you think the ambulances sometimes crash since in the virus that'd mean losing all your files #just in case i checked the wiki because i was full on expecting for my insane epiphany to be just listed under trivia 😭 #but it wasnt so im either very insane or very smart yall will be the judge of that

[blushie14]

Hu-

#yall i cant anymore 💀 #i wasnt expecting that at all i feel tricked #skeppy #badboyhalo #skeppy stream #happy duo #skephalo

[hawthornesbiggestfan]

everybody moved on, I STAYED THERE! (the 2021 discord server i was in)

#i miss them sm #i still wish them happy birthdays #i was one of the most active members too #it was a fandom server #so we all left simply because we found new fandoms #people come and go #but i wasnt expecting THEM to go #i missssss #discord #do yall get me

[todayisafridaynight]

‘you shouldnt play the kiwami games before Y3’ youre wrong but ok. we call that Skill Issue round these parts

#snap chats #FOR ALL INTENTS AND PURPOSES THIS IS A JOKE but if it means you play y3 at all then its not #watching someone play the y3 remaster for the first time and i went to the comments cause i wantd to see people dunk my Game Of All Time #and Soundly And Sagely someone was like ‘dont play the kiwamis before three unless you know what to expect’ #well dear commenter i Did Not know what to expect i simply played the games in order #and now all i do is replay y3 #i know i already talked bout it but fr YIKES when it comes to the transition from YK2 to Y3 #they really set my baby up for failure like hes ugly and clunky so he wasnt gettin far anyway but CMON #why couldnt we save the cia plot for AFTER Y4 huh give my child a fighting chance maybe #i only replay y3 so much because im insane and my standards for taste are hell-deep low #speaking of i really do wanna play it with yall sometime.. but that means i need to actually stream.. #ok shoot me down if i dont stresm this week- i wanna try to do an art stream this week #idk when but if its next sunday and i havent done one we can bully me #for now im sleeping and ill prob regret that promise in the morn but ive been puttin it off too long. time to step up etc etc #ok gn

[maxellminidisc]

It's so frustrating when my parents get all defensive like "We didnt make you feel forgotten as kid when did we do that?!" Instead of just listen and it's like HELLO??? *not a single piece of evidence like photos or videos exist of important growth milestones for me when they do for my other three sisters*

#i dont have ANY graduation photos all 3 of my sisters have them that my mom paid for #we dont have my 1st communion photos which honestly feels worse #cause they actually paid for those but never felt assed to pick up #my sister got a quince and theres huge pictures of her plastered around the house #to be fair i didnt want one but theres no photos of my 15th birthday to at least remember it by #like man....look i know yall love me #but lets not act like i wasnt constantly on the bench so to speak the minute my sister was born #when i graduated all my friends and my sisters got lil celebrations and all I got a 😏 cool good job and thats it #like everything i ever did or accomplished was just expected cause i was the stupid parent pleaser kid

[b0nelessdoodles]

that feel when the ship goes canon 🎉🎉🎉

non-meme version of the smooch and also the rip cause holy shit i love him

#dungeons and dragons #dnd #dnd character #dnd goblin #yall aint understand how much self control i had to exhibit while this scene was playing out like #i knew as the player that tic was likely going to connect dots about his feelings and finally understand that hes in love with kk #but damn dude the moment started to play out and i just went #all right you funky little goblin do what you gotta do #what i wasnt expecting and what he wasnt was that kk was upset with him and man IT WAS SO VALID AND SO GOOD #and he took it so well I was like LETS GO TIC HELL YEAH #and then it just fucking man 🤝ggs dm we rped the shit outta this confession #it just was so smooth and like omg #theyre so silly and so in love im so happy for them #if i had the transcript i would probably go insane and draw the whole thing out #also loved that while this was happening my other character was literally having the worst time of his life #the emotional whiplash was insane

[ilovethecolorpink]

i am so deeply invested in the taylor jenkins reid literary universe because i smile every time a character from one book is mentioned in another

#reading malibu rising. probably the book ive been most excited to read in a WHILE #because i feel like i havent been INVESTED in a book in awhile #well i read far from the tree by robin benway a few weeks ago and was pretty invested in that #but ya idk i just needed something i knew would make me excited to read #something with a STORY u know #i feel like i haven’t updated yall on my reading in forever #after it i read far from the tree and loved it (Cried sooo much too) #then i read the jungle by upton sinclar and was surprised by how much i liked it and how diff it was from what i expected #oh during all this time i was listening to educated by tara westover which was just spectacular and i loved it #truly have such high praise for it like i wanna find a physical copy so i can annotate it and just be able to display it on my shelf #which the other other audiobook ive ever wanted to do the same for was know my name (one of my top books of 2021) so.. that says it all! #then i read nine perfect strangers by liane moriarty which was just fine #my least fav from the 3 ive read tho the only one to make me cry?? the end was sweet idk #idk it was slow to start and i found most of the characters annoying but not annoying enough to dislike fjjejxwkd #actually i also did laugh out loud a couple times too but STILL idk it just wasnt giving what i needed it to give #i need to stop chasing the rush from big little lies she gave me #ok and now on audio i’m reading #the five: the untold lives of the women killed by jack the ripper by hallie rubenhold #liking it so far tho sometimes i find it hard to pay attention #and ive just recently started both notes on a native son by james baldwin and malibu rising by tjr #like less than 30 pages into both 😭 #my reading this summer has been very blah but im hoping to turn that around soon #mine #reading

[charliethemanticore]

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#im so tired of how the world treats trans people #and how i seem to be expected to be constantly up to date on 100% of the terrible shit thats going on #even in countries i do not live in and have no power to influence #im so tired of 'youre trans? but you dont post xyz about it& #like im tired yall #ive got so much other stuff going on in so tired of being expected to fight every fight all the time #but its not even fighting itsnjust doom scrolling and making my quality of life actively worse by triggering preexisting mental health shit #like. i wasnt able to go to the Brisbane protest because i was recovering from covid #but also im disabled and the route was long and hilly so i wouldbt have been able to fo that anyway #but that means that im bad #and in my class dealing with current issues it was just assumed id wanna focus in trans issues #i dont want to spend all my time thinking about how the world wants me dead #thats normal right? #like to not be expected to fight tooth and nail all the time? #like sometimes i wanna enjoy being trans and not have a panic attack or trigger my agoraphobia because thats where the people are #being trans brings me so much joy and im so annoyed that the default setting #is me being expected to consume nothing but negative content about how much the world hates me #i love being trans #its one of the things about me that brings me inherent joy. #so much about my body is broken #i dont want to be reminded that a lot of the world thinks thats one of those things #im tired #i want to be allowed my joy #ive had to stop looking at a friend's social media because everything he shares is miserable #like bro you keep saying youre anxious all the time #how does watching and sharing 80 reels a day about American policy help anyone? #how does what you share to your stories help you or any other trans person? #he doesnt follow me this isnt a vague post this is just a ramble #im sorry im tired. #delete later

[toelessbastard]

banging hands on table I want to see cute CXS ARTTTTTTT BUT ITS ALL S2 SPOILERS

#CXS I WANT U TO KISS. me ON THE FACE #new boy crush unlocked hope he doesnt die!! hahaha. stares directly at his pv. hahahahaa #im devestated. #yall . earthquake ep is ranging throught my brain rn. i wasnt expecting it. #je feels so MUCH all the TIME if u squeeze him his EMOTIONS LEAK OUT HIS EYES #AND THE M O M

[vypridae]

i am gonna be so unhinged and make so much nikolai art

#HIS DUB VOICE. I WASNT REALLY EXPECTING HIM TO SOUND SO NORMAL? #i was expecting more unhinged but ig this is all we've seen of him in the dub for now so ASKJHGASJKFGk #anyway the sheer amount of bsd art ur gonna get from me yall. its gon be INSANE