#yeah I’m not gonna be happy about it

[contactlessdrivethru]

season one begins and ends on a close-up of rebecca because she’s the one who changes the most and goes through the biggest emotional arc of that season. she receives love and kindness and wisdom, from ted, from keeley, from sassy, and she gets better.

season two begins and ends on a close-up of nate because he’s the one who changes the most and goes through the biggest emotional arc of that season. he gets catapulted to a position of power without working out his issues with the team and with himself, and he gets worse.

season three just began with a close-up of ted. where the fuck are we gonna go from here.

#yeah apologies to my followers but i’m beset with thoughts and emotions and i will not be shutting up #god i just know. this season is gonna be rough for me #i just want ted to be genuinely happy and feel good about himself #and oh god he was so deep in his depression this episode #ted lasso #rebecca welton #nate shelley #afc richmond #ted lasso spoilers

[emily-mooon]

60s spy au Nordegrim anyone?

#Neil’s the intel guy and Stacey’s the spy #if anyone wants me to talk about it I will cause I have some ideas sitting in the drafts #I’ve been a bit obsessed with 60s and 70s aesthetics in regards to fashion and stuff #ok bit of a lie I’ve been obsessed with it for awhile now #also 60s music slaps I’m sorry but the kinks and any other cool 60s mod band rock #this was a wip i made like a few days ago I’d say and it came out of wip hell! #for once I finished a wip i stopped working on for a awhile! #background pattern I got from Google and I recoloured it to match #I’m too lazy to even attempt to draw it myself ok? #same applies to the pattern on Stacey’s skirt except this time I’m just really bad at drawing straight lines and checkerboard patterns #last but not least sorry for my kinda garbage handwriting but I thought I was gonna ink it and not just make a fancy sketch #but yeah 60s aus make me happy :] #I really like them and wanna chuck the other Scott Pilgrim characters in funky and fun 60s outfits #scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim comic #scott pilgrim takes off #stacey pilgrim #young neil #neil nordegraf #nordegrim #1960s au

[melon2109]

Ok, so, I’ve seen so many people joke about how funny it is that Murph’s character’s greatest fear is a failing marriage. While I also find this funny, i just can’t help but notice that nobody is bringing up how terrifying that loss of autonomy must be.

Like, image if you went from a random ass frog in a random ass pond with all the normal frog concerns, like the constant fear of death by most things in the word. You have a human level of sentience, but you are forced to live as a frog. Shit. Sucks.

Suddenly, you’re in love. Even more suddenly, that love makes you a human. Not just any kind of human, but ROYALTY. Now, you’re never hungry, because there are feasts laid out just for you. Now, you’re never scared, because there are several people who would DIE for you. Now, you’re never lonely, because there is someone by your side that loved you enough to give you this perfect life. Everything is good….

Suddenly, you can’t look yourself in the eye because they’re on opposite sides of your head. There are talks of a spreading danger that threatens the lands and their people.

Suddenly, you’re throat swells up with air like a balloon. There’s an ever approaching army coming towards you.

Suddenly, you’re tongue elongates and snatches up a fly, making your wife scream. You sleep in your bed alone. The next day you’re nose is gone.

Gerard isn’t just losing his wife. He’s losing everything

#neverafter #brian murphy #prince gerard of greenleigh #frog prince #dimension 20 #Gerard is still a dumbass but he was a frog so I’m gonna give him a bit of leeway #like yeah it makes sense he really doesn’t know or care about shit outside the castle #he’s just happy to have constant food and shelter

[starbuck]

I remember back when The Mountain Goats No Children was a meme on here seeing a post that went “I hope you live, i hope we both live,” and it making me SO angry…

And this was before I had ever even listened to the song (or anything by TMG for that matter), but now, knowing that John wrote the song, and specifically the line “I hope you die, I hope we both die” in response to radio overplay of the sugary sweet I Hope You Dance, I feel even more vindicated, because like.

Yes. Ultimately my overall life philosophy is that I hope we all live… I would hope that goes without saying. But No Children isn’t a life philosophy. It’s about how sometimes everything sucks and you feel like shit and trapped and hopeless and angry and I HOPE YOU DIE, I HOPE WE BOTH DIE!!!!!!!!! And who can’t relate to that? Who has NEVER felt like that in their lives??????

I feel a little silly accusing what was ultimately just a joke meme post of Toxic Positivity, but that was the vibe I was getting from it, which is why it made me mad. As though it was sticking up its nose at a song it clearly had no understanding of and going “well I hope we both LIVE 😇😇” and like. Fuck you lol. It’s okay to feel negative emotions. It’s okay to be angry.

#tmg #the mountain goats #tagging bc i feel strongly about this lol… i’m sure i’m not the first to say this #but like. you know. if negative songs aren’t your thing then that’s cool - i respect that #but they still have a right to exist #it’s like people saying that stories with tragic endings shouldn’t exist… that non-hopeful stories should not exist #they can’t understand how people could get catharsis from that too #and it’s okay to not understand! there are plenty of things people enjoy that i’ll never understand #but that doesn’t mean they shouldn’t exist #or need to be sanitized #idk… my personal experience with No Children is that i avoided listening to it for the LONGEST time bc i thought it’d just be edgy bullshit #but then i FINALLY listened to it and i was like ‘oh yeah - i’ve been there’ #and i’ve been a Mountain Goats fan ever since #bc i really respect and appreciate the way that John doesn’t see negative feelings as the antithesis to healing #there are a lot of artists out there who are like ‘yeah i made a lot of negative songs when i was in a bad place but now i’m getting better #so i’m gonna make happy peppy songs now!’ and like. hey - good for them! more power to them! #but i like the acknowledgment that experiencing those darker feelings doesn’t mean you’re a terrible person or backsliding #it’s okay to just *FEEL* #and it’s okay to sing ‘No Children’ at the top of your lungs in your house all alone #you might even feel BETTER afterwards! #don’t know until you try it!!

[jorvikzelda]

today i had this Vivid memory flash through my mind of kissing my ex boyfriend (this was like 2018) and i felt so viscerally fucking revolted and I gotta say. it is truly impressive that I didn’t realise I’m a lesbian sooner than fucking half a year ago

#z talks #like the misidentifying as ace was Inevitable i think. that was due to repression that realising i didnt like men would not have fixed #(context: id’d as bi ace like. i wanna say 2016/17-2021/22 sometime and then went into ace and Questioning) #remember the time i really solidly settled on being aro because ‘romance has never not felt like a chore and putting on a facade’ #babe no thats because your most recent and also singular long term relationship was with a Man #and thats the only one youre looking back on #its so funny how i dated a guy and it was so thoroughly Meh that i just didnt feel like pursuing anything romantic for a very long time #(A REACTION I HAD NOT HAD AFTER MY PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIPS WITH GIRLS) #And DIDN’T somehow consider that maybe I just Didn’t Like Guys #its nothing i grieve or feel sad about dw its honestly mostly funny to look back on #no wrongs were committed and i dont hold a grudge against the guy it was just me being confused and compheted #(…which is also a weird word to apply because at the time i identified and was out to my friends as a trans guy Binary. #This Was Also Wrong.) #was a weird time man. a truly weird time #anyway. all is well i have now been on 2 dates with a really cute girl and she gave me tulips <3 #as part of a Care Delivery bc i had a Migraine and No Painkillers Or Snacks #get well flowers <333333 #and now i dream of kissing her under the moonlight #With the uh. Hornetposting lately it May seem unlikely but yes I DO interact with real women! Romantically! #They coexist Wonderfully <3 #Anyway. I’m gonna go to bed #Realising that im a lesbian solved all my identity problems including my fucking gender which is just fantastic #I am very happy and whenever I think of being a lesbian it grounds me to reality a little bit stronger and i go yeah. Yeah.

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

You knew my mother was here | Moth Work

Lonan has stopped paddling. The canoe sits in the middle of the lake, lifeless like a bone in the water. He’s turned so Harrison sees him in profile and can’t tell if it’s relieving or worrying to see his face. Lonan’s jaw is taut, like there are words he wants to say but can’t. Filling up the hollow bone. He blinks slowly, like he’s trying to re-centre himself, his chest quivering with breaths meant to steady him. The water laps at the base of the canoe, whirling like his head. Dark hair tangles down his cheeks like the fingers of a poltergeist.

“You knew my mother was here,” Lonan says.

“Yes.”

“How?”

“Research.”

LONAN PORTRAIT TO GRACE (HAUNT?) YOUR DASH!! <3

Excerpt circa 2019.

#this was sooo fun hehee #I meant to draw HB Lonan but it looked more like MW Lonan which is dumb because they are literally the Same Guy only a month apart but #BUT I HAD MY LOGICCCC #anyway <3 #he’s wearing Harrison’s jacket <333 like he does for most of the book lol #lonan ‘I’m not gay’ clark #there are probably things abt this I’ll change but I didn’t want to spend too long making it perfect !!! #but I mean he’s pretty perfect in himself hehe <3 #THIS scene is why moth work was called boys on a boat for a long time #THE OGs KNOW LOL #personally if I saw this man the only words coming out of my mouth would be okay babygirl but maybe that’s just me looool #like sometimes I’m like harrison WHY this man WHY #and then I draw him and I’m like yeah yeah okay #the sketch at one point looked so much like REEVE!!!! so I’m gonna draw over it and make it her lol #anyway did you know that the whole reason moth work even happens is because #Harrison’s worried about Lonan’s add*ction & as a last resort is like #okkkk I can’t help you but maybe your bio mom can???? and Izzy is at the cabin lol #sometimes I forget that was the reason!!!! #anyway kissing him on the cheek #I hope he finds happiness and love!!!!! #art

[jokaarija]

end of the year rant

#what i want from the new year is to finally have friends #idk someone that actually cares about me #i’m tired of being alone #but knowing me i’ll eventually isolate myslef again because who in their right mind would want to be my friend #yeah i have avpd 🙃 #i’m already dreading some things that are gonna happen next year #just hope that in between all of that something good will happen to me too #i’m happy i had my fandoms this year otherwise it was pretty meh #feel like i’m standing in one place not rlly going anywhere with my life #which sucks i mean weren’t these supposed to be the best years of your life lol #anyway nye makes me super anxious so i’ll just enjoy esc250 #manifesting my favorites placing well and why not maybe we’ll have a new winner hehe 👀

[horseshoemybeloved]

hiiii mary i just wanted to say that i hope you're doing ok <333 i have fibromyalgia as well and i totally get that you're taking a break from painting!! don't feel pressured to create content if you don't feel like it, i've been having to tell myself that since i first started art. basically i wish you well, and i hope you start feeling better!!

Aw tysm anon!!!

This morning was rough ( mornings are usually my worst pain wise besides showers, plus the humidity was giving me such sensory issues 😭) but I’m doing better now!

I was finally able to clean under my bed and fix the frame a bit which is great. I made my bed and it’s all cosy lookin now :3 altho moving the mattress around and all that bending over has made me so tired lol. I think I’m just gonna lay here and chill

( also either today or tomorrow I’m getting the board for my suitehearts painting!!! )

#anon #fibro #autism #I’m gonna start tagging talking about those things #I wanna try and like be more open about it ig #and especially with autism #cus I feel like a lot of people have like #tiktok ifyed it and turned it into ‘ when ur so quirky and like things and jump when happy ‘ #which yeah I do that #but also there’s a lot of sucky things that I want to complain about #cus this girly Loves to complain🫶

[finsmultiverse]

Got a shifting reading from ofarcanenature on Etsy and it was such a good and detailed reading that I think will help me a lot, but one of the main things they said was that I need to take a shifting break for at least 21 days and 😭 I know that they’re right and it’ll probably help me a lot but I miss my friends and I wanna shift to see them 🥺

#yeah yeah breaks are good and helpful #but I want to shift NOW #I’m gonna take the break but that doesn’t mean I need to be happy about it #honestly I know I do need to take a break and it’ll help a lot #but stilllllll #reality shifting #shiftblr #reality shifter #shifting realities

[ch3rie-pop]

✨🎊~happy new years!!~🎊✨

~~wishing a very good year and many memories to come to you and everyone! Thank you for being a beautiful and wonderful mutual and hope to carry one more interactions! ~~

WAAAAAA THANK YOU MW

YOU’RE SO SWEET!!! SAME FOR YOU BUD, OHMAIGAAAAAA 💝💕💖💞💘💗💓💖💕💘💞💝💓

#beLOVEd mutuals #MW #cherie’s mail #LOVE LOVE LOVE LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE THE NEW YEARS! #I have a good feeling about this year! #I’M GONNA LOVE THE HELL OUT OF MY MUTUALS!!!!! #YEAAAAAAAHH #hehehehehehehehe sweet artist <333 #I love my myoots #myoot cute #cutie myoot #MYOOTIE #A WORD I INVENTED A WHILE AGO THAT I NEED TO GET PATTENTED/j #hehe yeah ok #bye everyone! #Happy New Year!

[sparrowmoth]

absolutely insane how doing things a lot makes you better at them!!! like wdym I’m good at this now, when did that happen djdjdjfkdfkfs

#personal #I’m feeling very happy about my art rn #it’s a good feeling #the progress I’ve made since lockdown lit a fire under me? unprecedented #but I’m glad something good came of that shit #this makes me feel more motivated to practice other things too #I need to put more time into my Spanish #I am GOING to speak it confidently in a few years #we are MANIFEST #ING #sjdjfjfjfjfjjf #yeah #I’m just hmmmmm <3 #been very stressed lately but this feels nice I’m gonna just marinade myself in it lol

[vessuna]

i haven't watched season 2 nor have i read the manga but i’ve seen bits and pieces and im a little obsessed with the idea of yuji being influenced by sukuna even if its subconscious/not something he notices. like mimicking his mannerisms or the way he speaks or just how he is in general. pov you’re slowly becoming more like the person you hate every day

#i’m eepy i’m not sure if this makes any sense #mobile post // #but if ur sharing a body with/are hosting a curse as awful as sukuna then yeah there’s gonna be some. behavioural effects. i guess? #if i’m talking abt stuff that’s canon/has happened don’t say a word im vv behind cnsnxn. i can be happy later about my gift of prophecy

[pepperpixel]

Hey! Turns out I was lied to about the estimated delivery time of my shockwave, and he actually got here a few days ago and I never even noticed! Luckily somebody in my house grabbed the box but like! Yeah!! He’s here! He didn’t get stolen or anything he’s here! So!!! Here’s… some stupid lil pics I took of him and my soundwave together… cuz.. I wanted. to take stupid lil pics of him and soundwave ghghggg-

#they’re married I don’t care!!! #also… this is a happy accident. the size of this guy!! #i was too lazy to grab a tape measure and actually figure out how tall he was gonna be when I bought him. #I figured he’d be the same size as my soundwave! but!!! he’s not!!!! he’s taller!!!! like a good bit taller! #like! ghghg so that’s cool! I get to have height difference that I like! #I wasn’t expecting to get that but I have! lol #posing these guys is weirdly annoying lol. so. ghghg like an idiot I did the #lovingly gazing into each others eyes pose last… and now I’m too lazy to repose them ghgh #they’re just going to be very gay for right now. that’s fine ghghg #oh yeah this post also featuring lil wooden dude getting pecked in the ass by a crane… #I got lil wooden dude at an art gallery gift shop! and. I think he’s funny so I’m not cutting him out of the pic #I could but I won’t. u all get to view him #pepper words #transformers #shockwave #soundwave #wavewave #but yeah… am I lil embarrassed about the pink lovey dovey edit.. yes. but!! #it’s what I wanted to do… in my heart.. I wanted to make pink lovey dovey edit… both because it’s funny and also because it’s cute! #for both reasons! #so.. it’s whatever ghghg.. I don’t care that it’s a lil embarrassing I had fun making it

[justanotherfanartist]

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#back on my super personal posting bs #last basketball game for the band tonight #augh and misery but at least it’s at Cool Big Semi Circle. Two hour drive at least tho. sigh. #if u from my state you know what I mean. actually wtv it’s obvious idfk Tacoma Dome moment lmaooo #man. last thing of band for the whole year kinda sucks ngl #our band is fucked don’t get me wrong but a part of me still loves it with a lot less cynicism than most of my friends n other band kids do #part of me is like yeah there’s stuff that sucks. but also this is where I’m meant to be and I’m having a good time #the reality is that our director sucks our band sucks nobody practices and we don’t really play well #but in my head #I’m doing well #i practice. a lot. because I like it #All my friends are here #I’m doing what my dad did in Highschool and being like him makes me really happy #which is especially why I’m switching to drumline next year to hopefully be on snare #I’m actually gonna kill myself if I get cymbals i fucking HATE cymbals I will fight my Director on this actually so hard #cus I don’t know shit about percussion #but my dad is a drummer and so is one of my senior friends who is sticking around after they graduate this year #and they’ve both agreed to teach me over the summer #so I’m gonna go fucking crazy hard into practicing so I can do percussion ensemble next year and do drumline too #I’m literally gonna dig in my trenches and fight tooth and nail to get what I want #and I’ve never really done that before #It really feels like I’m determined to prove myself worth of being a snare #not cymbals #not bass #snare #I feel like I was kind of always meant for this; I’ve just been putting it off yknow? #I’m the child of two divorced music majors #my dad is a drummer who was in band his whole life #he loves it. he loves it so much. #my parents moved to New York to chase their dreams and become musicians

[hella1975]

‘you don’t seem too happy tho :(’ cunt I’ll bite you

#THE ACTUAL CHEEK OF HER LET ME CALM DOWN BEFORE I RANT FUCK MEEEEE THIS GIRL THIS GIRLYPOP EVEN #right so I’ve got a mate that I fell out with a couple weeks ago and she’s not confrontational but she IS the type to hold grudges #and express them in like. really petty ways. so like we settled our argument ages ago and I moved on bc i have a life #BUT IT’S OUR OTHER MATE’S BDAY PARTY TODAY AND IM NOT THAT CLOSE WITH THIS MATE BUT THIS GIRL IS HER FLATMATE YEAH #SO EVEN IF THAT MATE DIDNT INVITE ME DIRECTLY THEN THIS OTHER MATE THAT I AM CLOSER WITH WOULD HAVE #bc basically me her and another girl make a trip like we’re very close and it’s a very rigid trio set up #like you CANNOT invite two and not the other yk? guess what she fucking did #i only FOUND OUT ABOUT THIS PARTY BC THE THIRD GIRL IN OUR TRIO VERY CASUALLY WAS LIKE OH WHAT R U GONNA WEAR #AND I WAS LIKE??? TO WHAT??? AND SHE WAS SO BAMBOOZLED BC THATS HOW MUCH OF A GIVEN IT WAS THAT ID BE INVITED #BC MY MATE INVITED HER BUT NOT ME #and I’ve known that since yesterday morning but I was like okayyy okay im saying nothing am I fuck getting aggy bc I didn’t get INVITED #like that’s embarassing I’m staying silent. which I stick to until suddenly 5pm today #my mate that invited the other girl but not me messages me going #‘are you coming?’ GIRL??? AND THEN PROCEEDS TO TRY GASLIGHT ME LIKE ‘I MESSAGED YOU ABOUT IT’ #YOU DID IN FACT NOT #AND I CANT PROVE SHES BEING INNOCENT AND PETTY BC WE FELL OUT AGES AGO BUT IT CERTAINLY FUCKING FEES LIKE IT #and even tho id acc like to have gone to that party I cut my nose off and was like nah im gonna sit this one out it’s just awkward now innit #and she was backtracking by that point bc i think she thought she’d just make me feel marginally uncomfortable and then I’d crawl over #like no bitch!!! and yeah I was a bit mardy on text and she HITS ME WITH THIS #‘are you okay’ ‘yeah you two have fun’ ‘you don’t seem too happy tho?’ YOU FUCKING RECKON??? #furious tbh im scheming over how to retaliate even though i KNOW i shouldnt #petty petty girls grow up pls #hella goes to uni