#yeah good idea I’m running out of emoticons XD

[ludacryst]

Survey Says..

1: How tall or short do you wish you were? I'm 5'3, but I sometimes wish I was shorter because of how cute it can be in a relationship. I've watched too much anime, okay?

2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not) Well, @warpedbelief didn't help me figuring this out because his dragon idea was really cool. However... I'll just stick with cats. I love cats. (I also love dragons..)

3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? Comfortable. Lol. I mostly wear PJs.

4: What was your favorite video game growing up? Final Fantasy series in general. 7 & 9 Specifically. My heart was always with Zelda ALTTP though.

5: What three things/people do you think of most each day: Erwin, Wiggles, PoF (Power of Friendship, so my friends/family.)

6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say? Caution : Speaks her mind far too often. No filter. Bossy af. Does not cave easily.

7: What is your opinion on [insert person/thing here]? I don't know.

8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic] Melancholic.

9: Are you ticklish? .....No...?....(Yes)

10: Are you allergic to anything? Lots of stuff. There's a list uploaded somewhere.

11: What’s your sexuality? Heteronormative Bisexual. I used to call it straight with a twist until I figured out there was an actual term for it. Basically, I'm emotionally attracted to men and commonly see myself in a relationship with men. (My Husband, HI.) However, I have similar attractions physically to women, but have never seen myself in a relationship with one other than physically.

12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa? Cocoa or Tea, but I'll drink any of em.

13: Are you a cat or dog person? Cat. 1000% They're chill just like me... once they're older.

14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson? Elf, probably. I love nature, I hate being allergic to it though.

15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? Nah, I just skim youtube from time to time, no favorite.

16: How tall are you? 5'3.

17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? I'd probably keep it in the realm it's already in. So, I'm Crystal. I go by Crys (Chris) so probably Christina.. or anything that could shorten it to Chris of sorts. It's just me.

18: How much do you weigh? 175-190, depends on if I've ate fast food recently or not. More averaged at 186, but it's jumped a lot the past few months. Goal weight is 125.

19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits? Sure. I don't disbelieve. Had a thing when i was a kid a few times that make me think something exists.. whether or not we know what it is.

20: Do you like space or the ocean more? Space. Stars. I love water don't get me wrong, but I'm more curious about what we can't physically reach.

21: Are you religious? Nah.

22: Pet peeves? Liars, people who try to grind my gears, people saying "I'm going to do it just to spite you." I'm tired of toxicity of people.

23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]? Diurnal. I'm defaulted to Nocturnal, so just eat some edibles and we're in bed by 10pm! :)

24: Favorite constellation? Leo ;)

25: Favorite star? Sirius, it shines the brightest.

26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls? I don't like dolls. They're creepy.

27: Any phobias or fears? Irrational : Dolls, Being around people. Rational : Heights, Closed Spaces t-t

28: Do you think global warming is real? Fucking. Is this seriously a question? Of course it's real.

29: Do you believe in reincarnation? I actually like to. It gives me hope there's something after death.

30: Favorite movie? I'm not sure I have a favorite movie...

31: Do you get scared easily? Nah, but I love a good jump scare.

32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime? Christina - My first doggie, passed away when I was in 4th grade. She was a mini collie~ Alexi - My green/yellow parakeet. Passed away at roughly 2-3 years old. Jiggy - My gray/white beautiful DHS big boi kitty. (2006-2016) Momma - My loving calico who picked me over everyone. ;o;  (2006-2018) Wiggles - Adopted from my family, he's a tyrant! He loves his dad more than me tho... [rude] (2016-???)

33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.] You CC please.

34: What is a color that calms you? Blue. Blue is always relaxing, especially softer/darker blues.

35: Where would you like to travel and/or live? Travel wise, I want to visit a lot of places. Germany, UK, Canada... more specifically Niagara Falls.. Live wise, if I could, I'd live in Canada. However... I just want to live in the midwest, or east, somewhere more affordable in the US.

36: Where were you born? Ohio!

37: What is your eye color? Blue-gray.

38: Introvert or extrovert? 1000% introverted.

39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? I think they're amusing as fuck. I don't believe/follow them 100%. I do like to imagine what it would be like if they were right though. I follow zodiac stuff way more than horoscope.

40: Hugs or kisses? xoxoxo - Preferably hugs, they're for everyone! *HUGS*

41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now? Scotty! ( @warpedbelief )

42: Who is someone you love deeply? @hyphenhero - My husbando.

43: Any piercings you want? I really dunno any more. The only one I've been considering lately is Daith.

44: Do you like tattoos and piercings? I don't dislike tattoos and piercings.

45: Do you smoke or have you ever done so? Cigarettes are disgusting. Be more descriptive of your "smoking." I have marijuana vapes I enjoy.

46: Talk about your crush, if you have one! Well, I married him.

47: What is a sound you really hate? Anything pitchy. My ears have been killing me the past year or so.

48: A sound you really love? Meow.

49: Can you do a backflip? HAHAHA No.

50: Can you do the splits? Almost did them on accident the other day. It really hurt. (No)

51: Favorite actor and/or actress? Do voice actors count? Because then I'm between two. Johnny Yong Bosch and Matt Mercer.

52: Favorite movie? Wasn't this asked already? I don't have one.

53: How are you feeling right now? Tired.

54: What color would you like your hair to be right now? I really want to bleach it blonde again.

55: When did you feel happiest? Maybe when we first moved into our second apartment? The rent was cheaper, it was nice. I miss freedom. Though, I also miss having a full guild of friends and getting along and having fun together.. Man I'm getting old.

56: Something that calms you down? Marijuana primarily. Hugs. Kittens.

57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!] Anxiety, Depression, Memory issues xD Honestly you should just ask if there's stuff NOT wrong with me.

58: What does your URL mean? It's a nickname a friend gave me 11 years ago. Holy crap. It's been 11 years.

59: What three words describe you the most? Sassy, Bratty, Mom-ish.

60: Do you believe in evolution? Yes.

61: What makes you unfollow a blog? Too much spam/boring content. Stuff I'm not interested in. Sometimes inactivity for years.

62: What makes you follow a blog? Stuff I'm interested in typically.

63: Favorite kind of person: People I can just talk to about anything. I like to talk. I don't like to be pestered and felt bad about not responding right away. I enjoy helping people. So I'm mostly a listener. I like to talk about stuff we're mutually interested in. Sometimes I love people I can debate with but not hate after (reasonable debates.) I guess I'm going to be that guy and copy what my friend said.. "Engaging, but not too much that I’m constantly tired. I like doing nothing, but doing nothing with the right person."

64: Favorite animal(s): Cats. All the cats.

65: Name three of your favorite blogs. I don't really actively follow any specific blog in particular! :x

66: Favorite emoticon: :smirk: (use it on discord... though if you played maplestory, it's an F3 equivalent... )

67: Favorite meme: You said that tho?

68: What is your MBTI personality type? INFJ-T

69: What is your star sign? Leo

70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog? No dog, but you'd be damn right to guess I'd train them.

71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most? Any of the fluffy pjs with a thin tank top.

72: Post a selfie or two? https://ludacryst.tumblr.com/tagged/me https://ludacryst.tumblr.com/tagged/wedding

73: Do you have platform shoes? Nah. I don't have heels either.

74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself? My memory is absolutely shit in most situations.  However, in certain and RANDOM AF situations it can be clear as day. If I want to learn/remember something? Forget about it. If I could not care less about something? You'll be damn straight I'll remember it.

75: Can you do a front flip? Lol, no.

76: Do you like birds? Yeah, cept the annoying high pitched ones T_T

77: Do you like to swim? I used to love to. I can't really be in the sun for long any more though.

78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you? Never been Ice Skating! Always wanted to try. I'd probably equally enjoy both.

79: Something you wish didn’t exist: Mosquitoes, Cancer, Violence. On the violence part... It's mostly guns. If we had swordsman style fights - It'd be more interesting.

80: Some thing you wish did exist: Cures to incurables. Cancer, Epilepsy, Autism, etc. (I'm an epilepsy survivor.)

81: Piercings you have? Had an eyebrow piercing, lost it the same month I got it to pink eye.

82: Something you really enjoy doing: Watching television. I miss reading. I have a hard time focusing on reading now.

83: Favorite person to talk to: I have 3! Erwin (@hyphenhero) - My husband~ and my friends Scott (@warpedbelief)  and Brandon.

84: What was your first impression of Tumblr? What the fuck is this and why do people use it? inb4 I replaced wordpress with it.

85: How many followers do you have? I don't really check. My Tumblr is mostly for me... and I just restarted fresh these past few months.

86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? Maybe if I tried. Used to be able to run one in 6.

87: Do your socks always match? Yeah.

88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely? HA, Never could.

89: What are your birthstones? Peridot, Sardonyx, Spinel

90: If you were an animal, which one would you be? Cat? Yes. Spoil me.

91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be? Tulips.

92: A store you hate? Umm.... I don't know if I avoid any stores in particular....

93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day? 1-2. My stomach gets pretty upset.

94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds? Fly. Definitely. I get lost in my own mind enough.

95: Do you like to wear camo? Situationally.

96: Winter or summer? Winter 100%. Hate the heat. Love the snow.

97: How long can you hold your breath for? I don't know. Like 30 seconds maybe?

98: Least favorite person? They who will not be named. It gives them too much attention.

99: Someone you look up to: I used to look up to my mom a lot. Now I'm more-so my own person, I just do what I can to do right by me and my hubby.

100: A store you love? Uhm.. Any cheap store... I don't really have a favorite. I guess amazon for saving me gas?

101: Favorite type of shoes Skechers.

102: Where do you live? California.

103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why? Nah. I love ham too much.

104: What is your favorite mineral or gem? Cubic Zirconia actually. It's so undervalued but so pretty.

105: Do you drink milk? Used to. Not really much any more.

106: Do you like bugs? Sometimes. But not in the house.

107: Do you like spiders? Sure, they get rid of the bad bugs.

108: Something you get paranoid about? Being followed. Bugs crawling on me.

109: Can you draw: Used to be able to. Not any more.

110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked? I don't know, I usually tell people anything they ask lol.

111: A question you hate being asked? Any question I had previously already answered, and they just weren't paying attention. Anything related to me/my own working/schooling.

112: Ever been bitten by a spider? Not that I can remember.

113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach? Yeah, it's really relaxing.

114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days? Cloudy, 100%

115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now: I would like to cuddle Momma right now.. Why you gotta go and make a girl sad for survey thing? (My calico that passed away last year..)

116: Favorite cloud type: Cumulus, Cumulonimbus, and Nimbostratus. Yes I googled them for their names.

117: What color do you wish the sky was? I honestly love the colors the sky is/can be, especially at sunrise and sunset.

118: Do you have freckles? Yes, but you can only see them when I have a tan. So to anyone who hasn't seen me since I was 10, you'd never know I had them.

119: Favorite thing about a person: How they treat people. If they're kind to animals. Eyes. Definitely eyes.

120: Fruits or vegetables? Fruits @_@

121: Something you want to do right now: Play Zelda - BoTW on Hard - but... I'm lazy.

122: Is the ocean or sky prettier? Ocean. But they look best together.

123: Sweet or sour foods? Candies or actual food? Food, sweet. Candies, sour.

124: Bright or dim lights? Dim as you can go without causing me to have seizures over tiny little things.

125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature? I wish. Dragons would rock my world.

126: Something you hate about Tumblr: Yahoo owning it.

127: Something you love about Tumblr: The freedom it USED to have.

128: What do you think about the least? I dunno, I think about it the least... so it won't naturally come to me.

129: What would you want written on your tombstone? Carpe Diem ....heheheh.

130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now? Why would I name them? Again with the attention thing.

131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself? My Epilepsy. It's shown me who really gives a fuck about me, but also it's taken a lot from me.

132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures? No, I hate my teeth.

133: Computer or TV? Computer, it offers more.

134: Do you like roller coasters? Never been on one, definitely want to try.

135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness? Sometimes motion sickness, never got seasick tho.

136: Are your ears lobed or attached? Attatched.

137: Do you believe in karma? I like to believe in Karma, but I really feel like people don't get their just desserts :(

138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are? -5

139: What nicknames do you have/have had? Crys, Crysti, Cryssi, Crysii, Ludacryst, Toxie, Punky, there's probably more but effort.

140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends? I am unsure.

141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink? Yes. More than one therapist.

142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others? Yes.

143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help? Giving.

144: What makes you angry? Lots of little things. Dumb things. Mostly the way medical/doctors are here... Our president... a lot of things really.

145: How many languages do you speak fluently? I can barely manage English, you want me to learn more?!

146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries? I kinda answered this earlier.

147: Are you androgynous? No.

148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: My eye color.

149: Favorite thing about your personality: I'm more willing to let people go if they make my life worse. I used to be terrible at that.

150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person. My Mom, Scooter, Matt Mercer.. (shh)

151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose? ANY ERA WITH KNIGHTS AND KINGDOMS AND WEEEEEEE............ (I like a lot of oldie based shows.)

152: Do you like BuzzFeed? Eh.

153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.] MapleStory. Not even remotely kidding.

154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? Yes. I'm a very touchy person if I trust the person. I prefer hugs on most though. Forehead is pretty sentimental to me.

155: Do you like to play with others’ hair? Sometimes, yeah.

156: What embarrasses you? My teeth, my weight, a lot of things.

157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious: People. Crowds. Planes. Heights. New Doctors.

158: Biggest lie you have ever told: If it's the biggest lie I've ever told, do you think I'm going to out myself on social media?

159: How many people are you following? Fuck if I know... I'm too lazy to check.

160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)? See #159

161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)? See #159

162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)? See #159

163: Last time you cried and why: It's been over a lot of things. My health, my families health, my cat, hurting myself, etc.

164: Do you have long or short hair? Medium?

165: Longest your hair has ever been: Just below my shoulders.

166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religion? Neutral mostly, because you can't prove or disprove a god exists. Just because you haven't seen something does that mean it's not there? Also, just because you believe in something, does it mean that it exists really? I'm agnostic. Though Wicca seems like a more reasonable religion in most aspects (I've dabbled in research, I hope that doesn't offend anyone.)

167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created? Not really. I just care if it's gonna blow up before I die.

168: Do you like to wear makeup? Like? Not usually, it just helps me feel a little better sometimes.

169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds? Nope.

170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully? As much as I could.

#survey says #survey

[vengeancect]

i want to say some very blunt negative statement that’s very hackneyed and riles people up super good but then i realize that i would get no joy from that because i’m incapable of getting joy from anything and the embarassment i’d get from it is pretty much eternal, in fact it already exists just from knowing i got these types of thoughts in me, i have no position to be smug and no one has to give a shit and no one has time for whatever it is that i’m doing, in fact it feels like i’ve spent the past hour more or less paralyzed in this state and i’m seriously dreading the next few hours because i have no idea what i’m going to do and i feel humiliated just thinking of me trying to do something. but anyway yeah i’m fucking idiot because i want to be “more right” than some abstract concept or blob of people that can’t be called right or wrong in any situation, and i know i’m full of shit so i immediately start running a million internal simulations of what it would be like if was ACTUALLY right and had enough hard shocking evidence to just not give a shit about anything, which is stupid because i’m trying to find validation for a thing i know is fucking idiotic and childish and holds no weight, even though it’s subjective and any other person would think i have plenty of REASONS(?) to act the way i act, but no i need to find the perfect timeline in which this insipid smartass fucking statement is 100% justified and character building, except THAT’S stupid because no simulation is an accurate enough mirror of reality and all of them are running on cartoonish hyper-idealized rules that are always going to be convenient to me one way or another, it’s every single depraved thing about my life except it happens in “the cool way”, i’m not sure how else to explain it because there’s no logic behind them. it’s just a thing that happens automatically. i steal context from things but they lose form in the transition to becoming a thought, when i imagine myself in someone else’s position it is instant, my face looks fucking deformed, my hair is stolen from somewhere else, nothing makes it, i don’t even know why i do it if i get no pleasure from it. maybe it’s for the shame itself. i think i’m an incomplete person. there’s huge parts that just don’t exist. i hate having to be around complete, or even worse, developing people. so is my path to just be the MOST incomplete motherfucker there’s ever been? haha i got you, i proved at least SOMEONE or SOMETHING wrong i GUESS, but i can’t even do that because i hate that there is a path in the first place. i wish there was nothing. 

i don’t hate the difference between me and other people, assuming it exists, at least not as much, what i really hate is that i can’t tell if the difference really exists or not or if it’s me trying to differentiate myself from other people like a teenager and failing at it. because when people give me a big fucking grotesque emoticon glasgow smile and say we’re similar, and they have hope, and they’re waiting for me, it implies that they’re on some higher layer of reality than me and they’re just waiting (very patiently and buddy-like) for me to hurry the fuck up and stop splitting hairs. they’re just patient adults waiting for me to figure something out. none of this seems serious (does any of this seems serious?) (none of this is serious) to them. i don’t know maybe. it’s just like having a tantrum and getting it out of my system before love and faith and other pedophile emotions take their hold and i start acting like a really boring cunt online. i guess. sometimes it doesn’t matter whether there’s a difference or not though. yeah what’s the point of this post again? i thought none of this mattered. no matter what i am or what i’m doing, it’s supposed to not matter because i’ve gone through enough i feel like i can comfortably check out of being a person and no one can do anything about it. oh wait, that’s what i WISH were the case. because just deciding something is too rash a decision, too much boasting about what how things ACTUALLY work. but in real life i can see no justification, nothing that gives me a get out of jail free card (P.S. it’s really fucking annoying that i see everything as just an excuse, a reason to do or not do a thing, a get out of jail free card, and most of the time i feel like they’re not good enough so maybe what i want is for something to justify things not mattering, even if they already don’t matter, becayse y’know). i guess i want things to not matter. you know, like whether or not i’m like this or supposed to do this, i mean i’m not going to fucking adapt no matter what happens, right? i’m too dumb for that. but if i just try to do this now, well i just can’t. it doesn’t feel earned enough, even IF i should not give a single shit whether things are earned or not in my internal logic. it’s never as “cool” as i want it to be. everything i do just makes me feel like an asshole. you know, all this outrage at people being normal and supportive, me very clearly taking it as a personal insult on pure instinct, it means i’m a bad person. like let’s be honest. you can read that and say “oh it’s not like that, things aren’t black and white” but how many times have you reblogged or agreed with something that implies those exact things? when you (ironically) split hairs and get all sassy and smug against some invisible group of people who totally have it wrong. i mean i understand everyone does everything in a bubble and bursting those bubbles is a terrible blow to your self-image or whatever, but at some point you just have to admit that i’m for some reason inserting myself into the amorphous groups that you apparently make fun of for no reason and trying to make some kind of gotcha point about it except there’s no gotcha, i’m just trying to make myself look like the most incomplete motherfucker again for no reason. cool. i wish i were dead. well excuse me for that also hackneyed statement

i like how negating death can be, it’s just bam. fuck you. everything gone. no more of your stupid bullshit. i think of dying or killing myself every day. sometimes when i’m specifically spiteful i like to imagine killing myself in front of people. woah dude. life is so easily wasted, it like doesn’t matter bro. fuck. it’s really relieving though. sometimes. i can just remove myself and be safe. no longer susceptible to any words or attempts at anything from anyone. the afterlife question kind of wormed it’s way into my life again, but i’m aware. i was pretty much always going to go to hell. rather just go there already and stop wasting time. i’m not having fun. this ride is too slow. nothing’s better than the idea of finally being “fixed” and not having to subscribe to any fucking bullshit brand of positivity like “dude we’re all messed up and life doesn’t matter but like it’s really beautiful and there’s so much hope and love everywhere” or “haha dude every teenager wants to die” or anything in between. no thank you. please just neatly dispose of me like the worthless malignant parasite i am and forget i was ever here. also i hate how easily identifiable people are to me in these posts. they’re even less concrete than they already seem. this is just random people that have pissed me off with words they haven’t actually SAID 90% of the time that were just unlucky enough to be assimilated into my psychosis ball. the petty teenager personal human aspect always shines through and it’s so disgusting. i have no actual sub-types of people to hate on. i’m just pretending that they exist in order to make my virulent nonsense seem more rooted in anything that’s not impotent anger and tantrum throwing. so i guess i’m very much a normal person in this aspect XD

[pastelbatfandoms]

1: How tall or short do you wish you were? I wish I was at least 5′5″ 2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not) Unicorn! and Michael could have a Dragon and Adrian could have a Dinosaur XD 3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? Not really I like almost all of them. 4: What was your favorite video game growing up? Super Mario Bros and Mortal Kombat. 5: What three things/people do you think of most each day: .... 6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say? 7: What is your opinion on [insert person/thing here]? 8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic] Melancholic I think 9: Are you ticklish? yes 10: Are you allergic to anything? Shrimp 11: What’s your sexuality? Pan 12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa? Cocoa 13: Are you a cat or dog person? Cat 14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson? Elfpire ;) 15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? Not off the top of my head. though there is one that makes great Snowells videos! 16: How tall are you? 5′1″ 17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? 18: How much do you weigh? 130 I think 19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits? yes 20: Do you like space or the ocean more? Space 21: Are you religious? Not really 22: Pet peeves?  23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]? Nocturnal 24: Favorite constellation? Orion 25: Favorite star? idk 26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls? love them! 27: Any phobias or fears? lots lol 28: Do you think global warming is real? YES 29: Do you believe in reincarnation? Yes 30: Favorite movie? Clueless 31: Do you get scared easily? I can 32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime? 2 Birds,1 snake,1 rat,1 rabbit,8 Dogs,7 Cats. 33: Blog rate?  34: What is a color that calms you? not sure 35: Where would you like to travel and/or live? Japan,Disney World,Kansas 36: Where were you born? Tacoma Wa 37: What is your eye color? Brown 38: Introvert or extrovert? Introvert 39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? Yes 40: Hugs or kisses? cuddles 41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now? My Niece Cheryl who’s in Florida. but she’ll be over here soon! 42: Who is someone you love deeply? My Family 43: Any piercings you want? No 44: Do you like tattoos and piercings? yes 45: Do you smoke or have you eiver done so? I used to 46: Talk about your crush, if you have one! 47: What is a sound you really hate? Dogs constantly barking,especially small yippy one’s. 48: A sound you really love? not sure 49: Can you do a backflip? no 50: Can you do the splits? almost 51: Favorite actor and/or actress? Matt Letscher,Tom Cavanagh,Jessica Lange,Emma Roberts. 52: Favorite movie? already answered. 53: How are you feeling right now? 54: What color would you like your hair to be right now? idc 55: When did you feel happiest? when Adrian was born 56: Something that calms you down? 57: Have any mental disorders? Depression,Anxiety,PTSD 58: What does your URL mean? just things I like 59: What three words describe you the most? 60: Do you believe in evolution? I believe we used to be caveman but not that we evolved from Monkeys.  61: What makes you unfollow a blog? depends on my mood. usually if they have a differing opinion then me and are constantly harping on it.  62: What makes you follow a blog? whatever my interest is currently.  63: Favorite kind of person:Nice (not fake nice),same interests as me,doesn’t come on too strong (though I do tend to be friends with those kinds of people too),caring,open minded.  64: Favorite animal(s):The nice,cute,cuddly one’s.  65: Name three of your favorite blogs. 66: Favorite emoticon: no idea I do tend to use XD alot  67: Favorite meme: The Joe Biden one’s. 68: What is your MBTI personality type? INFP 69: What is your star sign? Taurus 70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog? he did in the beginning but we didn’t really feel the need to teach him it.  71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most? currently anything comfortable cause I’m fat and tight clothes are uncomfortable. so t shirts,long skirts,loose tops and Maxi dresses,high waisted Jeans or shorts.  Outfit wise I’ve been wearing My Bray Wyatt Find Me Shirt,Dean Ambrose Hoodie,Black Camo Jeans and Boots,alot. 72: Post a selfie or two? Nah 73: Do you have platform shoes? Yes 74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself? 75: Can you do a front flip? No 76: Do you like birds? sometimes 77: Do you like to swim? No 78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you? I can’t swim and I’ve only been ice skating once. 79: Something you wish didn’t exist: Poverty 80: Some thing you wish did exist: A trade system instead of money. 81: Piercings you have? 2 in each ear 82: Something you really enjoy doing:Shopping 83: Favorite person to talk to: My Bestie 84: What was your first impression of Tumblr? idr 85: How many followers do you have? idk 86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? idk 87: Do your socks always match? No 88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely? No 89: What are your birthstones? Diamond and Pink Sapphire 90: If you were an animal, which one would you be? Cat 91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be? I don’t know Flowers well enough. 92: A store you hate? Abercrombie and F(B)itch 93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day? 1 94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds? Fly 95: Do you like to wear camo? just Jeans 96: Winter or summer? Summer 97: How long can you hold your breath for?... 98: Least favorite person?  99: Someone you look up to:  100: A store you love? Hot Topic I suppose 101: Favorite type of shoes: Boots 102: Where do you live? Washington 103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why? No 104: What is your favorite mineral or gem? Amethyst 105: Do you drink milk? Rarely 106: Do you like bugs? No 107: Do you like spiders? No 108: Something you get paranoid about? 109: Can you draw: Kinda 110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked? 111: A question you hate being asked? this one lol prbly first kiss.  112: Ever been bitten by a spider? yes 113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach? yes 114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days? sunny 115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now:  116: Favorite cloud type: type?? 117: What color do you wish the sky was? idk I like when it turns Pinkish purple 118: Do you have freckles? No 119: Favorite thing about a person: 120: Fruits or vegetables? fruits 121: Something you want to do right now: Watch The new episode of Flash! 122: Is the ocean or sky prettier? ocean 123: Sweet or sour foods? sweet 124: Bright or dim lights? dim 125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature? like a Unicorn or Dragon,yes to both! 126: Something you hate about Tumblr: The Hypocrites.  127: Something you love about Tumblr: The Fan girls lol 128: What do you think about the least? Math prbly  129: What would you want written on your tombstone? Not sure,ask me when I’m depressed :/ 130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now? no one 131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself? My Stubborness 132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures? Not unless I’m really happy.  133: Computer or TV? TV 134: Do you like roller coasters? Some yes 135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness? No 136: Are your ears lobed or attached? attached  137: Do you believe in karma? yes 138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are? without Makeup....6 139: What nicknames do you have/have had? Shelle/Shelly,Shorty,Pockets,Levathia. 140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends? Yes his name was Fred. 141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink? Yes 142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others? idk depends on the person I guess. 143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help? Both. 144: What makes you angry. LOTS of things.  145: How many languages do you speak fluently? one 146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries? ALL 147: Are you androgynous? no 148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: My Ankles 149: Favorite thing about your personality:  150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person. 151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose? The 70′s 152: Do you like BuzzFeed? sure 153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.] Online.  154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? Neither. 155: Do you like to play with others’ hair? If I’m dating them or their family yeah.  156: What embarrasses you?  157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious: Dude I have Anxiety everything makes me anxious!  158: Biggest lie you have ever told:  159: How many people are you following? idk 160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)? 161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)? 162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)? 163: Last time you cried and why: yesterday,I don’t want to get into it.  164: Do you have long or short hair? Long 165: Longest your hair has ever been: to my butt.  166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religion? I have neutral feelings because I don’t think EVERYTHING about it is wrong but I definitely think alot of the followers are. (Especially Catholic) but I do believe in Jesus/God/Satan but in my own way. otherwise I don’t really think of it much.   167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created? yes 168: Do you like to wear makeup? Yes 169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds? Used to.  170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully? yep :P

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I don’t know if the last one ever submitted since I got an error message so just to be safe, I’ll send it again.  You can delete this if you got it anyway.

For the “Leon thing being written upside-down”, it was the same in the Japanese version?  That definitely works more there, but couldn’t the localizers have changed it or something?  Make it so part of the blood was wiped away, or smeared, and it would be harder to tell?  That might have been able to fix up the problem easily enough.  Ah, well.  There are definitely some people who hadn’t picked up on it.  Not because they’re dumb or anything of course, but because they think differently.

I’m going to kind of skim through the second, third, and fourth case because they’re not very interesting to talk about.  It was mostly the mid-game stuff so it would probably be the most boring part of the game if I ever decided to replay DR for whatever reason that might be.  I'm not saying it was bad–in fact, I was very invested in what happened to Chihiro, and the double-murders was a really fun aspect to everything.  

Sakura’s death had the most emotional investment–especially since I had been talking to her a little more on my free time periods, and I like how the ideas for the culprits were flying all over the place, complete with three different confessions.  I thought what happened was kind of obvious but it was still pretty neat, and I liked it.  Hina wanting to kill everyone as punishment for “killing” her best friend was an interesting take too.  I could definitely see where she was coming from.  When Hina confessed, my first thought was that Sakura had gotten Hina to poison her protein drink so Hina’d have “murdered” her, Sakura would write a suicide note, everyone would think it was a suicide, vote Sakura, and Hina would be able to escape the school.  Hina confessed because she wouldn’t be able to handle herself with the knowledge that she’d helped Sakura to kill herself, then killed everyone else in the school in the process.  It wasn’t nearly as dramatic as that, but that would have flown, right?

The gameplay for the trials was as fun, as always.  I like being able to use other people’s statements as truth bullets.  That always manages to spice up the gameplay.  The rhythm mini-game is probably the most fun.  Whenever I’m firing the truth bullets, I usually end up applying Ace Attorney logic to things and that sometimes screws me up.  The Hangman’s Gambit is kind of lame.  I still haven’t forgiven it for calling DID “schizo”.  I get why they couldn’t make the player spell out the entire thing, or DID, but why did they use Hangman’s Gambit for it at all?  I’m going to just say this is something that was really hard to localize/translate and it worked at least a little better in the Japanese version of the game.

I just don’t have much else to say about this portion of the game, except Celeste’s execution was so suiting to her character; it was very elegant, but just as brutal as I expected from this game.  The creators have done such a great job on putting together these creative executions which is…worrying, but I’ll just not think about it and just enjoy them for what they are.

Anyway, I’ve gotten to the first free time period after the fourth trial and I’m pretty sure this is where the game’s story starts to pick up.  Things are moving a lot faster, and there’s a lot more stuff being introduced.  Like the sixteenth student, Sakura hinting that the Mastermind probably did something to us, sneaking into locked areas with Kyoko, etc..  

The sixteenth student was pretty easy to guess (an extra stand in the courtroom “just for decoration”?  Yeah, okay, game) but it’s a neat idea and I really want to know were the game’s going with it.  I don’t have any idea what they might do, but I’m thinking the sixteenth student was the same person who attacked Makoto in the secret room?  On the other hand I’m not sure, because they apparently get killed in chapter five.  I don’t think they’d kill off a character that quickly, would they?  Sayaka and Leon were kind of necessary, and Junko was to demonstrate that anyone could die so don’t mess around with us.  Unless, of course, chapter six is actually the final chapter and “chapter seven” is just an epilogue or something.

Something that was introduced in in between the second and third trials was “The Tragedy”, I think it was?  Talked about something horrible that happened a year ago, and the school had to shut down about it.  It was dropped until we were able to find that nightmare fuel bloody classroom, complete with body outlines.  Interestingly, the blood is red and not pink.  I’ve thought up until now that the artists did the pink blood for artsy reasons, but now that I’ve seen actual red blood, I’m starting to think that’s not the case.  Byakuya brought up how the blood changed color but since it’s been hinting at that the Mastermind might have done something to the students’ memories/bodies, that could just be one of the things he/she did.  Is the students’ blood somehow different than normal blood?  Are these characters already dead or something and stuck in purgatory?  Cyborgs?  Is that why their blood doesn’t look red like blood’s supposed to?  Questions, questions.  If they are in fact altered in some way, the body outlines might be the characters that we’ve seen thus far.  Someone cracked, then went on a rampage, killing what could possibly be some of the characters in the game.  Most specifically, Kyoko, Makoto, and possibly the mystery sixteenth student.  Whatever her name was.  That is, of course, if Kyoko isn’t the sixteenth student herself and is acting in as one of the students that didn’t miraculously survive the slaughter.

That’s all I can remember what I wanted to speculate about, so I’ll talk about the characters next.

I like Makoto a fudge more.  I don’t dislike him, but I don’t really like him, either.  He’s not as dense as he was in the first trial so that’s probably the main reason.  I remember he said that neither of the killers in trial three were entirely innocent, which is a good change of pace from last time.  I can’t really tell if it’s inconsistent writing, or him growing as a character because he hasn’t really changed all that much.  He’s still a little personality-less, but like I said before, I don’t dislike him at all.  The player’s mostly here to experience the ride with him and that’s fine.  The other characters are zany enough to keep me interested so everything won’t get stale.

Kyoko’s interesting, and probably my favorite of the students so far.  She seems to be the female lead next to Makoto.  I don’t have much to say about her.  I’m glad she’s not giving me the answers to everything anymore but still helpful.  I have a star next to her name in my character profile thing so I guess that means I’ve talked to her to the maximum amount?

Genocide Jill’s…fun, I guess?  Seeing her murder victims and how brutal she was to them really makes her a little too psychotic to entirely enjoy the brand of humor she’s supposed to be bringing to the table.  She can still be pretty funny sometimes though.  Her random spouting of a website during a “testimony” was really funny.  Still, though, she’s still pretty entertaining a lot of the time.

Byakuya’s a Grade A Asshole although I’d rather him not die soon because we’re running low on students.  The potential murderer will always have him to kill and not me.

I like Hina.  She has a fun personality.

Hiro’s dumb.  There’s nothing I have to say on him.  He’s just so useless and pointless to the plot.  …But he’s also another person that someone can kill that isn’t me.  I take back what I said about him being pointless.  He still has his uses.

And Monokuma is still the most entertaining character in the game.  I liked the advertisement he shoved in my face during the theater thing.  His emoticons, fourth wall leaning, and sometimes outright fourth wall breaking make him that much more entertaining.  Yeah, I just said it was hard for me to swallow Genocide Jill’s brand of humor because of how psychotic she was, but her brand of psycho is very different than Monokuma’s.  Also, he pulled the Censored for Comedy trope.  How can I not love him forever?

This is as long as I want to go.  I probably made a bunch of typos and run-on sentences so I apologize.  In my defense, it’s late and I want to be able to write all this down before I forget.  Yeesh,  I can only imagine how much I’ll want to talk about everything once I finish the game. XD

Meanwhile… must…resist…from…going…to…TV…Tropes…

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It was the exact same. I’m not sure why they didn’t change it, maybe censorship laws or something...but then again it is the first case, so it’s probably not all too bad to have it easy for the audience. The real mystery comes from figuring out Sayaka’s role in it, in my opinion.

Personally I found case 2 the hardest, and cases 3 and 4 easy to guess the culprit--though Aoi claiming to have killed Sakura did throw me off, and I started wondering whether she had or why. I like the idea you came up with, though, my best was “maybe she was way more gutted over her being the mole than anyone else? and killed her for ‘betraying’ her?” Either way it was still very emotional. Chihiro’s trial still sticks as my favorite though, the little guy was so fascinating and important and had some real depth.

Hangman’s Gambit is a bane on all players, haha. Like I guess they did “schizo” for convenience (since DID would be really easy), but from what I hear it was more accurate in the original Japanese version.

I liked Celeste’s execution a lot, too. Monokuma setting it up to be the grand death she’d love, only to switch out by having her die a common death she’d hate, is very trollish and clever of him. Not to mention the visuals are probably my favorite.

Yep, this is the part of the story where everything really starts rolling towards the climax!

Chapter six is the last chapter. As for the sixteenth student and the masked attacker...that’s one of the grand mysteries of the school!

No, the blood being pink is just a stylistic choice--I think the blood there is red there to signify that it’s dried. They were going to go with all red blood originally, but had to change it to avoid a higher rating. That said...there is something wrong with the students, that Monokuma has done. You’ll find out what eventually :)

Makoto is kind of vanilla, but I like him because genuinely nice, male characters are kind of rare. He is a bit static, but I don’t necessarily think that’s a problem since it lets him be a “normal” point for the audience.

Yep, that’s what it means. And yes, Kyoko’s one of my favs too. I really liked her argument with Makoto in Chapter 4, it was petty and hypocritical and really humanized her. Her mentor/friend relationship with him works really well, and they play off each other’s weakness.

Toko and Jill are also favorites of mine, for reasons I can’t say. But they are a set of the most interesting characters in the game.

Byakuya’s still a giant dick, but I was actually kinda warming up to him at the end, if only because Toko/Jill’s stalking brought some needed levity.

I never took that much of a liking to Aoi, for some reason. She’s sweet, but just didn’t interest me as much as everyone else around her, I guess.

LOL, you’re not alone in your thoughts on Hiro. I was sick to death of him by the time Chapter 5 rolled around, like “YOU’RE alive but Kiyotaka and Chihiro aren’t?!” At least Byakuya contributes to trials.

Monokuma will always be one of the best characters in the franchise. Always.

Again, it’s no problem, and I still love hearing people’s thoughts on it! Seeing everyone’s speculations and guesses is a lot of fun, and it makes me happy to know you’re enjoying this great game so much :)

Resist! It’s worth it! (Especially since TvTropes doesn’t hide spoilers for any of the DR entries except the newest one)

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