#yeah i made this about buckynat

[favvnsongs]

actually yeah no I was gonna watch Netflix in the tub but the htp tag is Right There

#my beloved dumpster omg #im going through the fanlore page about it and 'oh yeah lmao i remember that ♡" #the chin stroking scene and the winterbones of it all from that one Comment rumlow made in.. what was it. civil war? #the occasional melding of buckynat and red room fuckery #the robert redfield looked lowkey like blonde american golden boy steve when he was younger and the Implications asdfghjkl

[nocek]

Hello! You were asking about poster/wall art suggestions for your current wip? What about a Thunderbolts poster? Or a classic Soviet propaganda poster featuring the Red Guardian? Or if you want to go extremely meta, the movie poster for The falcon and the snowman 😁

I really, really enjoy your work, both your BuckyNat-verse and Petvengers are some of my all time favorite fanart. Thank you for your hard work and playful attention to details, it sparks much joy for me and many others 😍

Omg those are some brilliant ideas! I hope you are ok with me posting this instead of just answering because I don't want to lose them.

Because you se get the idea of interior design I'm going for. Not what Bucky or Nat would actually have at home but what would be fun for me to draw for them to have :D So yeah I doubt they would have soviet posters but I'm so going to find some stupid ass poster and redraw it. Well maybe not strictly soviet but something more local.

Because yeah, Yelena is a mastermind of being annoying and besides the vest thing and backup Red Beardian why not stealthy switch some pictures of the wall. Family must be included there and since he is kiiiiinda father in law here XD

And dunno why the Thunderbolts mention made me want to include Kobik. But then the pictures are going to be small so maybe just some small picture with cosmic cube lol.

Yeah I'm starting blabbling. I'm sorry. But thank you <3 I always feel so weird on one hand posting petvengers dumbassery and then this semi realisickishy comic bookisch... also dumbassery. Each time feeling kinda guilty of annoying hypothetical people that like the other thing. That's why I've split the blogs.

Anyway still thank you because it actually means a lot to me to actually hear you like both <3

#text post #nocek blabbles #ask

[missmorwen]

I'm curious what kind of fic you read when you're not writing it yourself, if at all. Do you gravitate towards BuckyNat fics or other ships? Reader inserts? mostly angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, smut? One shots or multi chapter series?

And what do you consider peak years for BuckyNat fandom?

BuckyNat is my OTP so I mostly read them when reading fanfics (I read and listen to published books just as often, but that's not what this ask is about). I read several Karen/Frank when I watched that show and even have a few bookmarked on my AO3 account, but yeah 99% BuckyNat.

I don't do reader inserts and coffeshop/high school/etc AU, but I will absolutely devoure everything else. Smut, fluff, angst, h/c, character study, slice of life, pining, one-shots, multi-chapter. You name it, I will read it. I tend to reread my faves inbetween new ones, unfinished ones included.

As much as I hate to admit it, I think the 2-3 years after catws came out was awesome. So many brilliant content creators and events. Tumblr's porn ban made a lot of them leave (even if their works were perfectly safe for work), as did aiw and Endgame (don't get me started on them). But it seemes like we've hit a second peak recently. While our corner of the fandom isn't as active as it used to be, there's a lot of brilliant content creator, new and old. Like Bucky's undying love for Nat, we're impossible to kill off ;)

#answers #asks

[thenexusofsouls]

Have you seen What If…? I know you said you’re burnt out on MCU content, which is totally valid, but it definitely helped to revitalize some of my Bucky muse! There’s a lot of interesting Nat content there that I’ve definitely been vibing with. Plus, I don’t exactly love where they’re going with Bucky in the main timeline MCU, and the what ifs are definitely interesting. It’s like fanfic, only canon, ahahah.

I get what you’re saying about comics - I only read the BuckyNat stuff, honestly, and even then it’s a whole lot. I’m not sure if you’re a fanfic person, but maybe that could help with the content issue? It’s not canon, but there’s a lot of it out there. I’d be happy to send you some BuckyNat ones I’ve enjoyed.

I love your Wanda! I actually enjoyed DSMoM too, and I have some ideas for that timeline, so I might send a starter over. I feel like an MCU multi makes a lot of sense , and I’d definitely be down for that!

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{i am the caretaker of souls} I actually have not seen a single episode of What If...? but not because I wasn’t interested. It’s just a question of time. Watching series, movies, or reading comics and fanfics are huge time sinks that I can’t afford right now, unfortunately. So that’s why I can’t really spend too much time on them, at least until things get a little better irl for me.

Yeah, as much as my brain would be offended by moving people off their respective blogs and onto only one, it’d be made happy by having all my MCU people in one place. I mean... some of my non-MCU muses have MCU verses and all that, but I’m talking about moving just the actual MCU muses. Well, I’ll think about it over the next couple weeks and weigh my options. Thanks! =)

#{ i am the caretaker of souls } ᵒᵒᶜ

[isohmas]

-do you remember it all? - yeah. i remember everything, natalia. and you were the one good thing in all of it.

sarah ruhl / sarah kay / nancy chen long / margaret atwood /  mai der vang / margaret atwood / carl phillips / james baldwin

#buckynat #winterwidow #natalia romanoff #bucky barnes #its about that shared trauma of memories ripped stolen burnt down distorted misplaced put together all wrong or entirely gone my friends #yeah i made this about buckynat #whatcha gonna do about it!!! #the selection process very much just went like oh this evokes intense pain or the imagery of bearing witness #because bearing witness to each other really is the thing about them huh? #this is self indulgent and some mighty weird way to find back into the months of memory and witness theory readings i did for my thesis #via poetry and ships long dead i guess lmao

[rachaelswrites]

Not Like You

BuckyNat x Daughter!reader

Word Count: 942

Requested By: Anonymous

Hey! I asked u a month ago about if you do nat x bucky’s daughter and you said yes but your requests were closed so since it was open now i’d like to request for nat and bucky having a daughter together who’s a chubby little girl ☺️(i don’t know if you can write for a chubby!reader but if not that’s okay!) and kids at her school tease her a lot telling her she can’t be their daughter and why doesn’t she look like her mom and that she should be embarrassed going out with them so she refused to be seen in public with her parents although her parents didn’t really have problem with media and stuff so they addressed the issue and solve it for their girl:). Feel free to reject the request if you don’t like it

A/N: I changed this a little so it didn’t describe the reader’s looks but still fit the request. Reader is about 8 years old in this

Warnings: Mean kids, let me know if I miss any

Everyone at school knew who your parents were and you didn’t mind it. Sometimes, the older kids at school would ask you what it was like having two Avengers as your parents. All the younger kids thought you were cool for having superhero parents and living in the tower with them and the others. 

Most kids were nice to you but there were a few who liked to pick on you, especially in P.E class. Bucky and Nat never forced you to train or workout with them since they knew you weren’t a fan of it. You weren’t like them and you preferred to sit on the couch and read or spend time in the lab and medbay. 

You didn’t like P.E class because despite having superhero parents, you couldn’t keep up with the other kids. You weren’t as strong as they were and you couldn’t run as long and fast as they could. You tried so many times to skip but your teacher always found you and forced you to participate.

“Hey Y/n,” one of the girls in your class asked, “How many laps did you run today?”

You shrugged and ignored her, hoping she would leave you alone.

“I bet you had the lowest number in the class,” she continued. She noticed you ignoring her and she wanted a reaction out of you so she went for a low blow, “I don’t know how you can be related to your parents. They’re heroes and they save the world but you can’t even run as much as kids in school. They must be really embarrassed of you.”

You wanted to respond back but she had already walked away, leaving you alone with her words still ringing in your head.

~~~~~

Once you got home from school, you stayed in your room and tried to get those words out of your head. It wasn’t strange that you wanted to hide out in your room after school. The tower was always busy this time of day and you preferred the quiet of your room. Bucky and Nat were also busy during this time and they weren’t able to keep you occupied in a way they normally could.

It was nearing dinner and you still hadn’t left your room. You weren’t able to concentrate on the math homework you had or the book you were currently reading so you were laying in your bed, hoping you could fall asleep early.

“Buck go ask Y/n if she wants to go out for dinner. That restaurant she likes is open again,” Nat said to Bucky as he entered the kitchen.

“She in her room?” he asked, already turning back around to follow Nat’s request.

“Yeah,” she said.

Bucky made his way through the hallways and made it to your door. He knocked on your door, “Hey Y/n. Mom and I were wondering if you want to go out for dinner tonight?”

“I don’t want to,” you said back, turning over to face the door.

“You sure?” he asked, “It’s your favorite restaurant.”

“No,” you said. Going out meant people would see you with your parents, and if that girl from school was right. You were an embarrassment to them.

“Okay then,” Bucky said, wondering why you would say no to something like this. He went back into the kitchen to tell Natasha, “She said no.”

“Really? You told her it was her favorite place?” she asked.

“Of course I did,” he said back.

“Well I guess we’re staying in tonight.”

~~~~~

Once dinner was ready, Natasha came and got you. She could tell you weren’t your normal self but chalked it up to being tired. She hoped eating some dinner would give you energy but you stayed sluggish throughout the meal. Her and Bucky both exchanged glances, trying to figure out what was wrong.

“Is everything okay?” Nat finally asked.

You nodded, “Yeah,” you answered. You could tell it wasn’t convincing so you added a little more detail, “I was just wondering if I could start training with you more.”

“Of course you can,” Bucky said, “What made you change your mind?”

You just shrugged which seemed enough to Bucky but not your mom. She knew you better than anyone and could tell when you were holding something back.

“Y/n what’s really going on with you?” she asked, setting her fork down, “Don’t be scared to tell us.”

“It’s nothing,” you said, hoping she would just leave you alone.

“Y/n did something happen at school today?” your dad asked.

“Kinda,” you mumbled, “Some girl just said since I’m your daughter I should be able to run more than the other kids. And she said you’re embarrassed by me,” you explained.

“Sweetheart, that’s not true at all,” your mom said, moving to sit in the chair next to you, “It doesn’t matter what you can do in a P.E class. Your dad and I don’t care about that.”

“What matters is that you are the sweetest and smartest little girl. We love you no matter what you can do,” Bucky said, sitting on the chair on the other side of you.

“But you’re superheroes and I’m not,” you said, trying to hold back your tears.

“So?” your dad said, “You’re our daughter. We love you very much.”

“And we are not embarrassed by you,” your mom added, pulling you to sit on her lap and wrapping her arms around you, “Don’t listen to that girl. It’s ridiculous that she said that to you.”

Bucky leaned over and kissed the top of your head, joining you and your mom in the hug.

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[empyreanwritings]

buckynat: someone was mean to bucky today so reader and nat go TP their house LOL and then they get caught by bucky 🖐🏻😔

Revenge was a dish best served with a side of toilet paper. At least that's what you told Nat when you convinced her to TP the house of the bitch that broke Bucky's heart.

Well - she didn't break it. Thankfully, you and Nat were the only ones who had Bucky's heart cradled in your hands. But you remembered the heartbroken look on his face when the woman at the bar made a nasty comment about his arm. She may have been drunk, but it was inexcusable.

You tracked her down to a neighborhood just outside the city. Tracy Marcinko was going to get what was coming to her.

"Okay, you take the backyard, and I'll handle the front. I also brought cans of silly string to really spice it up," you said as you handed Nat her own bag with the "contraband."

She snorted. "This is childish, you know."

"Hey, I wanted to break her legs, but you said no to that plan."

"True."

Just as she started to walk away, a familiar car skidded to a stop in front of the house. The fact that the headlights were off meant the driver knew they didn't want to be caught here with you. And only one person in the world was smart enough to know you were up to no good right now. Damn it.

You and Nat turned to give Bucky your innocent smiles when he stepped out of the driver's seat. He got one look at the two of you and scoffed.

"What the hell are you two doing?" He sounded like such a dad.

"Wouldn't you like to know, handsome."

Bucky cleared the yard in less than five steps and yanked the bag out of your grip. He knew better than to try that with Nat. He made a comment about flirting not getting you anywhere, but he didn't say anything else as he rifled through your bag.

If he didn't agree with your shenanigans, he didn't say so. He simply handed you the bag back, a small can of the silly string staying in his hand.

"This is so childish," he murmured.

"Yeah," you and Nat said at the same time.

You giggled. "But it's gonna feel so good."

#spooky saturday #buckynat x reader #bucky barnes x reader x natasha romanoff #buckynat imagine #buckynat drabble #bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes imagine #natasha romanoff x reader #natasha romanoff imagine

[tempe-brennans]

in another life, i would be your girl

author's note: this has an unhappy ending. buckynat if you squint. a little bit of rambling (ya girl is sad. it shows. i'm sorry.) but i still like it

summary: bucky's wedding brings up a special kind of regret

The day is beautiful–the sun shines, there’s not a cloud in the sky.

You’re happy for Bucky, really. This kind of day, this kind of happiness, is the least of what he deserves after what he’s gone through.

But you shouldn’t have come. You know that.

You’re not entirely sure why Bucky had sent you an invitation, if you’re honest.

But you know it was him.

And, after everything you put him through, who are you to say no?

You take a seat near the back, hopeful no one will notice you. You’re half convinced that no one will–that you’ll make it undetected–when you lock eyes with Bucky.

Memories flash by, technicolor, and it feels almost like you’re drowning.

You smile–at least you hope you manage one–and nod.

Then, that music starts and Bucky’s eyes slide away from yours, turn towards the bride.

Natasha.

x

The reception is lovely. You’re sure the guests find it beautiful.

But, for you, the photos that seem to cover every available flat surface–the photos of Bucky and Natasha–make your chest ache.

There are pictures of vacations, dates, adventures–all the things you used to have with him. They shouldn’t hurt as much as they do, shouldn’t make your heart feel like it shatters in your chest.

You had done this, after all. You had given him up.

What had you expected him to do? Sit around and wait on you for the rest of his life?

Selfishly, you had almost hoped he would.

You think of those last months–all the days Bucky had spent trying to convince you to want the things he did.

His life had been incredibly violent and then it wasn’t. It had made him want simple things–a wife, a family.

Things you had no desire for.

Eventually, it had become abundantly clear to you that the two of you were different, wanted different things.

You couldn’t keep him. Not when he was so unhappy, so unfulfilled.

He deserved someone that could give him what he wanted.

So you had left.

It had made sense then, and, even now, you know it was the right choice.

There were things that he wanted that you could never give.

It wasn’t right to hold onto him. Not when you knew he’d never leave, never give up on you.

As you watch him spin Natasha around the dance floor, the joy on their faces practically palpable, you think that maybe you made a mistake.

Maybe you could have learned to want marriage–the white dress, the wedding vows. Maybe it wouldn’t have been so bad.

Maybe, for Bucky, you could have caved.

You’ll never know now.

You take a seat at a table in the back, trying desperately to hide. You know Bucky had seen you at the ceremony, you had seen it in his eyes. Now though, you don’t want him to worry about his ex.

You’ll only stay for a little while anyway.

You’ve got no interest in being the bitter ex that causes a scene. All you wanted was to see him–that invitation had taunted you with the promise for weeks–and then you would go.

You look away, their love too much to take in large doses, and focus on the meal in front of you.

It’s the last thing you expect, as you sit eating food that’s just this side of too cold, for Bucky to take the seat next to you.

“I can’t believe you came.”

You nearly choke on the bite of food in your mouth and take a drink of water. “Yeah, well.” You shrug, look at the man at your side. “I heard about the free food.”

Bucky ducks his head, laughing.

“That explains it then.”

You smile. “I thought so.”

“You know,” Bucky looks around, “you didn’t have to sit all the way back here.”

You shake your head. “It’s better like this.” In an attempt to change the subject you say, “I'm happy for you.”

Bucky quirks a brow. “You are?”

“Of course.”

There’s a beat of silence, and you know what he’s thinking. You’ve been thinking the same thing since you’d gotten here today.

“I wanted it to be you, honey,” Bucky murmurs. “You know how badly I wanted it be you.”

You tilt your head, tears beginning to well in your eyes, and smile at the man you've spent so long loving. “In another life, hm?”

“Yeah.” Bucky nods, smiling himself. “In another life.”

He reaches out, wipes away a tear that rolls down your cheek.

“Oh, baby,” he whispers.

Your hand comes up, lays on top of his. For just a moment, you close your eyes, lean in to the touch, and it’s almost like nothing has changed. If you looked around right now, you’d be on his couch, in his apartment.

You’d have never broken his heart. He would have never broken yours.

You open your eyes, turn your head just enough to press a kiss to his palm.

“It’s okay,” you murmur, voice gone thick with tears you can’t shed–not now. “It is.” You smile. “You should go.”

Bucky smiles back. “I love you. Always will, honey. You know that, yeah?”

“I know.” You nod, a jerky thing. Something about the day, the way you know–both of you–that this is the end, makes you tell him the truth. “Me too.”

There’s one last look, and Bucky is gone, walking towards the life he’s chosen–the one he wants.

Natasha.

There’s a sob in your throat, barely contained, that threatens to choke you. With another glance at Bucky, you gather your things and leave for the life you’d chosen.

Alone.

You had known, logically, that he would move on eventually. But, seeing in right in front of you was too much, made it too real.

As you get into your car, prepare to drive away, your heart aches with a pain you had thought was gone.

It aches for Bucky, and a life you could have had.

#bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes #james bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes angst #rebeccawrites

[aemondtragaryen-archived]

003 bucky 💖

How I feel about this character:

I love him so much. It’s the fact that he was not in control of his life for so long that resonates with me and the way he doesn’t feel that he deserves forgiveness let alone happiness. Thinking that if he separates himself from everything that everyone will be better off. It’s how he is still wanting to be a good person and do good things after all his pain that makes me love him. The imperfections are there but he’s just a good person??? And I’m a sucker for a character who has been through actual hell and back but at the end of the day wants to do the right thing, to redeem themself, to help others. Yeah I love him.

Any/all the people I ship romantically with this character:

I don’t really ship him with anyone romantically in the mcu (obviously I love buckynat but that’s the comics!). The closest one I could I see would be SamBucky but the mouse would never let them be in a relationship :/

My favorite non-romantic relationship for this character:

i love his friendship with Sam (honestly more than his friendship with Steve). They made each other much better people and I just love that. They both had a lot of growth in tfatws and I went crazy for it.

My unpopular opinion about this character:

he is not a perfect person (especially in tfatws) and it’s crazy to me when people make him out to be a bad person for how he acts towards Sam in the beginning of the show at least. The PTSD he has at that point of the timeline is mind boggling and I’m happy they didn’t gloss over how he is still struggling to adapt in certain ways in the world he is in and with the PTSD he has to deal with. Making him seem like a terrible friend for how he was acting and ignoring what he has gone through is not okay.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

Really want to see him deal with his trauma on his own terms (aka not going to therapy when it was court mandated). I want to see him heal and I think we got a tiny glimpse of that in tfatws. I’m hoping in Cap 4 we see this further and that he finds happiness again through healing. Again I think that his friendship with Sam helps so much with this. MCU Steve really just wanted Bucky from the 40s, Sam accepts Bucky as he is.

Favorite friendship for this character:

Okay again Sam and Bucky have this amazing friendship! I think they made each other better and more understanding by the end of tfatws and I loved that.

My crossover ship:

my mind is blanking right now! It’s hard for me to ship him (in the 616 at least) with anyone besides nat??? Like I hate to be THAT person but still. Watch someone will come to mind later but not now!!

ask game

#thank u for asking you’re the best #this took me FOREVER to think about #I’m more of a SamBucky person than I let on 👀 #lanie.inbox #mutuals tag

[miwtual]

ohhhhhh 001 - mcu??

fandom: marvel cinematic universe

Favorite character: in terms of the mcu, loki! i think his character development is so cool and im excited to see where it goes from here on out with the variants and stuff :)

Least Favorite character: im so sorry to my tony stark mutuals but its tony stark SKDFL

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): (in no particular order) uhhhh drukkari, buckynat, t'challa/nakia, visnda, and clintasha

Character I find most attractive: if not obvious from my thirstposting about him, probably loki lmao

Character I would marry: ngl idk if i want to marry anyone. like i would say loki but that sounds like a horrible idea JHBSKDFL

Character I would be best friends with: not to bring up loki AGAIN but me and him i think would get along great

a random thought: marvel movies have ruined cinema literally everything nowadays is made to appeal to marvel fans and if u want to understand why movies are the way they are u gotta watch marvel movies and be like. oh yeah thats where they got that from. and its very annoying

An unpopular opinion: the mcu should have stopped after endgame. like at this point the mcu is so Full of things that literally the only people who i think care about it are people like me who have been here since the beginning and that kind of sucks for people who may want to join in the fun but have 110102213212056856515132021321 movies, shows, musicals, podcasts, etc to watch (there arent musicals or podcasts that are mcu-important, that was a joke.................... i think)

My Canon OTP: t'challa and nakia, i just think theyre so sweet <3

My Non-canon OTP: buckynat theyre canon in the mcu to ME OKAY

Most Badass Character: valkryie my beloved. theres so many ladies that could go here tbh but valkyrie's the first to come to mind

Most Epic Villain: loki tbh, like hes just such a fun character and a fun villain. seeing him descend into madness between thor 1 and avengers 1 and get back up from that from the dark world to infinity war made him such an interesting villain-turned-antihero

Pairing I am not a fan of: st*ny, they barely got along long enough to fight thanos lmao what makes u think they'd be bfs

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): sylvie from the loki show, wanda & pietro in general, every single character they have in some way fucked up beyond repair in one way or another

Favourite Friendship: peter and ned 🥺 i want them back so bad

Character I most identify with: bruce, just wants to be left alone and not to be used over and over :(

Character I wish I could be: listen i know i just said i hate tony but if i could have his money i could do so much unlike he does

send me 1, 2, and/or 3!

#kai.answer #ask game #ys 🏒

[missmorwen]

Oh, I would like to know about the unfinished prompts you have lying around ;)

Weeeell, they are from a BuckyNat smut-a-thon, can’t remember which year. Two requests for quickies (in respectively in a alley and in a bathroom at a fancy party) and one for a Dom/sub thing were Nat helps Bucky get out of his head. I started writing them when I got them, but never finished them.

I plan on finishing them at some point, I just need my brain to stop coming up with plot bunnies first, ahem.

You can read a preview of the fluffy/ecstatic alley quickie under the cut:

If Natasha had to be completely honest (and when it came to this particular subject, she was always 100% honest) it was definitely James’ fault. He knew how distracting his ass was in those jeans. If he’d wanted her to focus on something else, like the company of their friends, he should have worn something else.

He was standing where she’d left him by the bar, with a beer in his hand and Sam next to him. She sauntered over to him, intend on showing him just how much she appreciated his ass in those jeans.

Sam smiled and nodded at her when she joined them.

James, on the other hand, kissed the top of her head and murmured a, “Hi,” against her hair as if she’d been gone for longer than the two minutes it had taken for her to pay a visit to the Ladies’.

She looked up at him to find him smiling down at her. There was beer on his breath, but the easy smile was the result of the company. It was so good to see him relaxed like that, she almost forgot her plans. Not for long, though, not with his restless hand running up and down her side. Natasha leaned her head against his shoulder and slipped her hand from his waist to his back pocket.

When she shifted her attention back to Sam, he was watching the two of them with an unimpressed expression.

“The honeymoon stage is supposed to be just that. A stage. As in it ends at some point,” Sam said dryly.

“It’s not just a phase, mom,” James replied, likewise keeping his tone of voice completely flat.

Sam shook his head and walked away without another word. If she hadn’t seen him head over to where Steve and Sharon were seated, she might even have felt bad about it.

Now free to give James her full attention, Natasha turned in his embrace, looked up at his all too blue eyes, and said, “Hey.” She couldn’t stop smiling.

Okay, Sam might have a point.

James didn’t seem to mind her loss of eloquence, though. He pushed a stray lock of hair behind her ear, and said, “Hey yourself.”

Yeah, Sam definitely had a point and should probably arrange an intervention. Like, yesterday.

She was far too old to be gazing starry-eyed at a man in a bar. Yet here she was. Only one thing to do about it. Natasha licked her lips and tilted her head ever so slightly. Small as the gesture was, James read it clear as day, lowered his head, and kissed her.

The drone of conversations and music fell away as he opened his mouth and met her tongue with his. The taste of beer on his breath didn’t mix well with the sharp, clear taste of vodka on hers, but it didn’t matter. What mattered was his lips on hers, his fingers in her hair, and his solid heat under her hands. It stole the air from her lungs.

James’ pupils were blown when he looked down at her. “Is this the part where I tell you to wait for me in the restroom?”

She made a face. “Urgh, no. I was just there. Tiny stall doors and no way to lock the outer door.”

“The alley out back looked clean and there’s no cameras.”

“How do you— Never mind, I forgot for a second that you’re you.” Natasha couldn’t have kept the smile off her face even if she wanted to. Not with him looking at her like that.

He snorted. “Don’t pretend like you haven’t listed and ranked every route out of here.”

“Takes one to know one,” she shot back with a shrug.

“It does, doesn’t it.” Warm fingers, previously occupied by roaming her body, brushed over her face and he cupped the back of her head to pull her into a soft kiss.

Now there was another thing she would never grow tired of – soft lips surrounded by a sandpapery 5 o’clock shadow.

By the time he let her up for air, warmth was curling in the pit of her stomach. “The alley it is.”

#asks #buckynat #prompts #medeafive

[akajustmerry]

Hello! Um... I really hope that this question doesn’t come out as insensitive, but I was just just wondering if you like/hate/dislike Sebastian Stan or just your general thoughts about him. Again, I sincerely apologize if this sounds totally insensitive. You don’t have to answer if it is. I’m just mainly curious is all.

heya! not insensitive at all! 

apparently, i gave the impression with my Winter Soldier post that I didn’t like him which i did not intend at all because it's categorically not true. I love Sebastian Stan’s work a lot! not just as Bucky (which i think he’s a perfect choice for, I just wish MCU!Bucky was more like Bucky in the comics). 

so i was a huge fan of his TV work when I was younger and am excited he’s coming back to TV with TFATWS and Pam and Tommy. i first saw him in NBC Kings when I was a teen where his performance as Jack made a huge impression on me because he was playing a young prince who hadn't quite realised he was gay, but has a homophobic dad who resented him for it, which HAHAAHA very much hit home for me at the time without me realising why sdfjfbfjsdbf. 

Sebastian reminds me a lot of Ryan Gosling (who’s works I also love) and Robert Pattinson in that they all do their best to not be typecast due to their handsome looks by using their Big Franchise Money to work on smaller films and/or with indie filmmakers in interesting roles. I love Sebastian especially in films where he’s directed by women like Destroyer (2018), and We Have Always Lived In A Castle (2018). what can i say?? man thrives under the female gaze!

generally, i think that Sebastian is one of the small handful of MCU actors who use the freedom Marvel money gives them to do interesting roles, hone their craft by doing lots of different work with different creatives, and give their filmography great range. but yeah, i love Sebastian Stan’s work. absolutely!!

I mean idk the dude so the only other thing I can safely say i like about him is how when he’s on marvel press tours his goals seem to be a) roast tom holland b) ship buckynat and c) make Anthony mackie laugh - all of which are goals close to my heart. also, uh, this interview where he speaks Romanian to a Romanian fan...............turns my whole body into [HEART EYES EMOJI].

thanks for asking! x

#sebastian stan #anon

[lamburrito]

hello, if it's no problem I was wondering if you could write a buckynat fic and kiss prompt no. 2, thank you :)

Hey, sorry it took so long but I hope you like this short fic I came up with!

Words: 370

Prompt: Forehead kiss

Established relationship, fluff

The first time Bucky noticed the pain, not that it was hard to, was in the morning. But only moments later he was called onto a mission, so he chose to ignore it. The adrenalin of the fight helped,but as soon as he was back home and just wanted to relax, the pain in his mouth region came back. Worse than before. He even got a headache now. 

He cursed. Ignoring it like this was near impossible. But maybe if he waited just a little bit longer the pain would go away? Then he wouldn't need to see a medic and everything would be fine. 

Nothing was fine. 

It was already evening, Nat was home now too. They were sitting at the dinner table.

Bucky hadn´t told his girlfriend about the pain, but the way she looked at him, it was clear she knew something was wrong. 

Maybe it was because of the way Bucky was chewing his food very slowly and carefully, since one wrong bite made pain shoot through his whole face. 

Finally Nat apparently had enough and asked “James, what's wrong?”

“Nothing” was the muttered answer. 

Natasha raised an eyebrow, making Bucky grimace.

“Don´t lie to me” she said, “Not when it's so obvious.”

James sighed. “I may be a little bit in pain.”

Nat´s face softened. “Do you need to see a medic? Did you get hurt on the mission today?” she questioned. 

Bucky shook his head. “No…. It´s...uhm, I think it´s tooth pain.”

“Oh, so you need to see a dentist.”

“No!” Bucky quickly exclaimed, causing Natasha to look at him surprised. He grimaced again and added:”I mean, let's wait for a day or two, maybe it goes away by itself?” 

“James,” Nat said slowly, “are you afraid of dentists?” 

“Nobody likes dentists.” Bucky stated, not looking at his girlfriend. 

“Probably true. Yet it's still better to go there than being in pain longer than necessary.” she replied.

“Yeah, you are probably right.” Bucky sighed again, “But I won't enjoy it.”

This made Natasha chuckle. She leaned forward and kissed James' forehead, making him smile. 

“Don´t worry, I come with you, so you don't have to go through it alone.”

#winterwidow #buckynat #bucky barnes x natasha romanoff #marvel

[alirhi]

I don't even know where half of this came from XD

Here's another chunk of that weird BuckyNat fic. I really should probably give it a title at some point... maybe.

Anyway, just so we're clear here... Warnings! 18+ There is smut in this one! sorta lazy smut lol I stalled out and cut partway through, but it's there. (sorry. I haven't written explicit sex in years) Also some angst and a random Stucky reference that kinda wrote itself in there

Down here...

As Bucky set her down, sprawled across her bed, the full implications of what he'd said finally sank in and she stopped him with a hand on his chest, pushing him back. "I never said I would have sex with you."

"That's true," he agreed with a smirk, grabbing her wrist and pressing a wet, open-mouthed kiss over the vein. "You didn't. And I didn't ask. So..." Never taking his eyes off of hers, he nipped her wrist and purred, "Do you wanna have sex with me?"

Charming. Bastard. She felt his tongue against her skin and had to hold her breath to stop herself from whimpering. There were so many reasons this would be a bad idea; they weren't blood-related, but they were supposed to be siblings, Bucky was a wounded soldier who'd just gotten home from an overseas field hospital, they didn't even really know each other... But then his lips were on hers and his tongue was sliding into her mouth and all of the logical, sane responses she could have come up with were just gone. All Natasha wanted was for the painfully gorgeous man on top of her to keep touching her.

"Fuck me, Bucky," she whispered, clinging to him as his metal hand slowly drifted, feather-light, down her body.

He chuckled, nipping her neck, and promised in a low rumble that set her body on fire, "We'll get there, doll. Eventually."

Nat grabbed his hand, pulling up up to her face. She nipped at one shiny steel fingertip and then pressed his palm to her cheek, nuzzling it. "Can you feel anything?"

"Not really," he admitted, stroking her cheek with his thumb. "There are pressure sensors that let me know when I'm touching something or how hard I'm gripping, but..." He freed his left hand from her grip and used it to brace himself up while he brought the other up to brush his thumb over her lips. When she bit him, he smiled. "It's not like this; not like real human contact."

His hand trailed down, sliding over her breasts, down her torso, to settle between her legs. "If I wanna feel your warmth, your skin, how deliciously wet you are..." One finger slipped effortlessly inside her, then a second as Bucky mumbled, "Left hand is useless."

Moaning softly as she felt his fingers curl and scissor inside her, Nat bucked her hips up and ran one hand up and down the hard metal arm still bracing him up over her. "I still think it's kinda hot." His thumb brushed over her clit and she whimpered. "Bucky...!"

"Hmmm?" The smirk on his face made her want to cry; he was so beautiful, and on the surface so perfectly in control... But there was a shadow behind those piercing blue eyes that told her he wasn't even fully there in the room with her. Something was on his mind, something that made him hold himself back even as he kept pushing her forward.

It was hard to think clearly enough to truly read him - fuuuuck he was good with his fingers! - but by the time he moved down and buried his face between her legs, one thought finally made its way to the surface: He was deflecting. Whatever it was, it was eating at him but he didn't want to talk about it, so he was using sex to keep his inquisitive stepsister from asking.

"Bucky, do you even want me?"

He stopped and looked up at her, licking his wet lips absently. The look of confusion that crossed his gorgeous face made her wonder for a split second if she'd read him wrong, but then it faded to a sort of vaguely amused resignation and he nodded, pressing a kiss to the tender flesh just below her navel. "Yes. Yeah, I really do."

That was good enough for the moment. With a little half-smile, she tugged him up for a kiss and whispered against his lips, "Then be here with me." Whatever was bugging him, she'd get it out of him after.

Bucky struggled, though he did his best not to let Nat see it. He had the most unsettling feeling that she could see right through him, but mercifully, she didn't stop him again. They had a minor scare when they heard the front door open and realized they'd lost track of time, but Bucky hastily clamped his metal hand over Nat's mouth and waited. Their parents' voices got lower as they came up the stairs, and he just barely heard his mother musing aloud to her husband, "They must already be asleep."

A door closed down the hall, cutting off their barely-audible conversation, and both Bucky and Natasha heaved sighs of relief. Figuring it was best not to push their luck, he started to pull out, but Nat stopped him with both long legs wrapped tight around his waist. With a grin he could just barely see in the dark, she whispered, "You're not going anywhere."

He glanced at the door, straining to hear every tiny sound, any indication that they were about to be caught. There was nothing. The looming threat of it was oddly exciting; smirking, he leaned down and murmured against her ear, "Think you can stay quiet for me, sweetheart?"

Her hand closed around his left wrist and squeezed as her lips brushed his ear and she purred, "I think you can make me."

It took him about half a second to figure out what she meant, and then his metal hand closed around her throat. He made sure to keep his grip light, to avoid actually hurting her, but every time she failed to keep her voice down as he pounded her into the mattress, he squeezed just a little harder for a second.

He had to bury his face between her breasts to muffle his own groans as he came deep inside her a few minutes later.

"Oh, fuck..." Nat's voice was raspy from the abuse her throat had taken as Bucky collapsed beside her and she immediately curled into him. "That was... fuck, Bucky, that was amazing!"

"You liked that?" Even as he held her close, metal arm curling around her protectively, he gaped at her. He'd thought he was psychotic, getting off on controlling her like that, but... she liked it, too?

"Pretty sure the last two times I came were just from you choking me," she half-joked, nuzzling his chest. "So... yeah."

"Good to know, I guess."

"Hey..." She was just as tired as he was; with a little grunt from the effort of moving, she rocked up onto her elbow and stared down at him. "What's wrong?"

Bucky rolled his eyes. "You're interrogating me now?"

"Tactically, it makes sense. You're as vulnerable as you're ever getting." She smiled and kissed his cheek. "But no, I'm not interrogating you. I care. What's wrong?"

"You are going to make a terrifyingly good spy, Nat. Jesus..."

"That's the goal. Now talk to me."

"I'm broken." He didn't even have to look at her; he could feel her perplexed, curious stare. Keeping his gaze locked firmly on the ceiling, he told her flatly, "I could have stayed overseas. I was supposed to. Not to fight, but to help in the lab, with the..." He lifted his hand and waved it a little so she'd know what he meant. "With the tech. But I couldn't take being there after..." Jaw tightening, he trailed off and turned his face away from her.

Nat didn't let him. With a gentle hand on his jaw, she forced him to face her again, though she couldn't make him look directly at her. "You're not broken, Bucky. You've been through Hell. I wouldn't want to stay, either. As cool as the new bionic arm thing is, it's gotta-"

"That's not why." Shrugging, Bucky glanced at his hand and added, "I mean, yeah, it's taking a lot of getting used to, but the arm's not why..."

She winced, sitting up and folding his metal hand between both of her own. "You lost someone." The pain he was radiating, so strong it was clearly visible on his face even in the dark, told her she was right long before he reluctantly nodded. "Who?"

"...His name was Steve," he told her after a long moment, voice thick with grief and tears he fought not to shed. "He saved my life over there, twice... And he died in my arms."

"Oh." Well. She'd read that situation a bit wrong, hadn't she? "I'm sorry, I thought... Well, it doesn't matter. Bucky, I'm so sorry. That's awful."

"You thought right, Nat," was his gruff reply as he sat up and started scanning the shadows for his clothes. "I was - am - in love with him."

Natasha sat back on her heels, stunned. Unsure what to do or say, all that came out as she flicked the light on for him was a soft, confused, "Oh."

#fanfiction #mcu #au #buckynat #stepcest #smut #18+ #stucky #angst

[booksinsteadofdrugs]

my thoughts on captain america: civil war (2016)

wow i haven't watched this movie in a while everyone looks so different

okay yeah, start the movie with bucky being tortured why not, it's not like i feel bad enough for him already

seb... babe i love you but who made you say отвечач instead of отвечать (okay okay, i'm just joking i know it's a small pronouncation mistake)

steve&nat teaching wanda how to watch her back during a mission is so cute (also wow, my queen has come a long way since this movie)

"he's cute go on pet him" SAM STOP PQJDOWBDIW

i feel like rumlow could've been used more in these movies why did they just kill him off like that

"who's the homeless person on the couch" i love howard

"if that's true you'll be a great man someday" and he did become a great man howard, he did, indeed

tony feels guilty about sokovia, wanda feels guilty about lagos and bucky feels guilty about his past. give them a break marvel

zemo switching into his own accent as soon as he got the hydra agent tied up lmao

"compromise where you can, and where you can't, don't. even if everyone is telling you that something wrong is something right. even when the whole world is telling you to move, it is your duty to plant yourself like a tree and say no. you move." sharon believed that with her whole heart and look what they did to her now I'M MAD

"staying together is more important than how we stay together" and she gave her life for them at the end no matter how much she didn't want to go

THE KING HAS ARRIVED (we miss you chadwick)

''we have orders to shoot on sight" meanwhile bucky: oooh lemme get some plums

ok so caramel chocolate bars are bucky's favourite, that's good to know

awww bucky couldn't even control his strength in this movie (throwing people off the stairs, hitting them with bricks, punching the shit out of them) and now he is barely even using his metal arm bc he's scared of killing people AWW MY BABY

i swear to god if sam wasn't there to save these two's asses all the time *eye roll*

oOOHHH THE CHASING SCENE WAS SO GOOD

when bucky grabbed that motorcycle we all felt something right?

i remembered how much it broke my heart when rhodey said "congratulations sam, you're a criminal"

vision cooking for wanda is still the cutest thing in this movie

"so you like cats" SAM

the fact that they were so scared of bucky that they had to put him in an extremely protected capsule thing... THE POWER HE HOLDS

"pregnant?" "uh, definitely not" and a few years later we see morgan wearing her mother's helmet WHY AM I MAKING MYSELF CRY

i love how steve was actually about to sign the accords until tony mentioned wanda

i forgot how much i wanted to punch zemo in this movie, he was literally so desperate to find bucky that he had to turn 7 billion people against him

"let's talk about your home, not romania, certainly not brooklyn no" well, we have some news for you zemo

the look on bucky's face when he sees the notebook and how he immediately starts screaming after hearing "рассвет" hurts my soul

BUCKYNAT BUCKYNAT BUCKYNAT

sebastian looked so ripped in this movie holy moly

wtf he really is like a death machine he could've easily killed steve in that helicopter scene

OH I FORGOT THIS WAS TOM'S FIRST APPEARANCE IN THE MCU WTF

"it's so hard for me to believe she is someone's aunt", "we come in all shapes and sizes you know" AUNT MAY I ADORE YOU

"i retire for like what 5 minutes and it all goes to shit" well he's not wrong

"move or you will be moved" ayo always steals the show with one line (tfaws spoilers guess?)

the scene that started it all guys "can you move your seat up" "no"

"thinks for thanking of me" SCOTT LANG IS A TREASURE ALRIGHT

"suit up" YEAH AND DON'T THINK ABOUT THE CONSEQUENCES SHARON WILL PAY FOR BRINGING YOUR TOYS

when the craziest thing happened in the mcu was spidey joining the avengers ah good old times

the airport fight was sooo good omg

i love t'challa is just like ''just lemme kill barnes i don't care about your white nonsense"

"i didn't kill your father" "then why did you run?" UHMMM I DON'T KNOW SIR MAYBE BECAUSE YOU'RE ALWAYS TRYING TO CHOKE HIM BEFORE HE HAS A CHANCE TO EXPLAIN HIMSELF??

scott's "hohoho" will never not be funny for me

this movie got me so hyped up for a possible buckynat storyline dude i'm still mad, they had such potential

peter getting scared of tony approaching him shows how hard their job actually is i feel so bad for them

vision accidentally shooting rhodey OH MY HEART CAN'T TAKE THIS

and wtf did sam do tony for fucks sake

zemo calling the hotel from moscow so they can find the body in the bathtub lsndjsbdjs he's such a diva

avengers getting treated like criminals is still pissing me the fuck off

"you better go get a bad cop cause you're gonna have to go mark furhman on my ass to get information out of me" OKAY MY FAV SAM WILSON LINE

zemo killing all the winter soldiers instead of waking them up is a great way to show his ideology actually

"there's a bit of green in the blue of your eyes" well that sounds poetic

i don't know which is worse: seeing tony watching his mom killed, or the amount of guilt bucky must've felt in that moment, or the way tony managed to keep his cool until he realized steve acted like he didn't know the entire time AGH IT HURTS

"i remember all of them" and that look on his face SEBASTIAN STOP

the fight between steve&tony&bucky was actually one of the best scenes in the mcu in my opinion, especially when bucky's arm gets destroyed (seriously tho, watching the way he pushes tony into the wall, trying to rip off the arc reactor with his metal arm and the fury in his eyes agh i love this scene)

aww zemo deleting the voice message of his wife before attempting to kill himself broke my heart

i remember crying in the cinema watching steve and tony beat the shit out of each other... my friend who's never seen any of the mcu movies before was looking at me like i was an alien

bucky still trying to protect steve by gripping tony's foot i- HE LOVES STEVE SO MUCH

oh when tony lifted his hand to protect his face with that terried look, he thought steve was gonna finish him

i!!! wanna!!! die!!!

"are you tony stank?" stan lee we miss you, you beautiful man♡

"i've been on my own since i was 18" having multiple illnesses, and probably mental ones as well, steve only had bucky on his side. he was the only one who always got his back, making sure he was okay, always protecting him. so he knew he had to do the same. bucky was the best friend he ever had.

soo, this gave me enough trauma for today. i think i'm gonna go cry until the next episode of tfaws.

#captain america civil war #steve rogers #bucky barnes #tony stark #sam wilson #natasha romanoff #the avengers #mcu #wanda maximoff #clint barton #vision #peter parker #tfaws spoilers #james rhodes #marvel #captain america #the falcon #winter soldier #black widow #iron man #hawkeye #scarlet witch #war machine #antman #spiderman

[nevermindirah]

is book of nile your favorite ship?

Favorite ship in Old Guard fandom? ABSOLUTELY

Favorite ship of all time?

Yeah. I thought about it, and yeah.

The shocking volume of fanworks I’ve produced about these two in the past (checks watch) half-year is definitely in part because of quarantine (are we still gonna call it quarantine even though that means 40 days and it’s been over a year??) but when it comes down to it it’s because Nile is my character I relate to (affectionate) and Booker is my character I relate to (derogatory) and their backgrounds and hangups and flaws and possibilities and chemistry are so tailor-made for me that my OTPs of past fandoms (Sam/Steve, Matt/Mohinder, Remus/Sirius, Buffy/Spike) can’t compare.

I’ve always been a multishipper and I’ll happily read fic where Booker and his first wife are still happily married and Nile meets non-betrayers closer to her own age who make her blissfully happy. And I’m in the midst of writing a fic where Nile and Sam are cousins and the action happens when Nile is barely giving Booker the time of day and Sam dumped Steve’s ass due to Steve’s post-Civil War AU nonsense. (Unfortunately this means Sarah Wilson is also Nile’s cousin, because otherwise I am here for that pairing.)

(It occurs to me that in this post I made yesterday I didn’t mention Nile/Dizzy or Nile/Jay and that’s because for personal reasons I am beyond pissed at Nile’s squad for being upset that she survived. But in the right AU, yes please! Nile/Dizzy as exes on sort-of good terms is a personal fave of mine in no-powers AUs and if I were into reader insert it would be me/Jay all day long)

But I think one of the reasons Book of Nile has grabbed me so deeply is this pairing feels like the post-therapy evolution of Buffy/Spike. I was a teenager when Buffy was on the air and I was in an abusive household and the idea of everyone telling you you’re bad but you want to be good but you have to fight really hard to be good just did something for me at a time when I didn’t have enough access to therapy yet to understand that those two had chemistry like lightning largely because they were reenacting their traumas on each other. And here come Booker and Nile, who’ve both made some very bad choices, Nile worse than Booker if you ask the people of Afghanistan, but they both want to do good and they’re both fighting to be ok and get better and they happen to meet each other at life-defining turning points for both of them. Am I the only one? I’d love to hear from other BoN shippers who were into Spuffy once upon a time.

(PS I’ve always ESPECIALLY been a multishipper in Cap fandom and I equally adore SamSteve and SamBucky and Stucky and Steggy and BuckyNat and SamNat and if there’s ever a Peggy comes to the future AU where she gets with Sam I would like to see it)

#fandom friends #book of nile #btvs #how do i even tag this #us imperialism #tagging just in case