i dont want to sleep
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Splatoon 4 Ideas (very rough)
Splatoon 4’s could be set in Octarion society, and the hero mode/single player campaign could be another rouge-like/rouge-lite where it’s octarion military training, and the paid DLC could be about the trade agreement the Octarions and Salmonids have (or just the generalized contact between Octarions and Salmonids). this DLC would also be a completely new type of genre as well like Side Order idk what it’d be (as i don’t know genres whatsoever) but Splatoon seems to be experimenting with genres other than multiplayer-shooter. the player character would still be canonically fem (as all the others have been) because octoling military seems to be fully female (from Marina’s Dev Diary pieces you get after completing Octo Shot), but, like the other single player campaigns, you can be a masc character. idk how the multiplayer part of Splatoon would fit in this scenario (or how inklings would…) but i still think it’d be a cool idea. Maybe like the original Splatoon 1, but, like, the opposite (no playable inklings in this scenario, only octolings)
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Agent 4 still hasn’t been in a fucking single player campaign since their debut in Splatoon 2 and im sad. yes, they got a mention in Side Order, yes, Parallel Canon seems to be modeled off Agent 4 (if you have Splatoon 2 data), BUT THEY ARENT ACTUALLY IN THE GAME THEMSELVES! so, what about they re-debut in Splatoon 4! who cares about the multiplayer part of Splatoon as i can’t be bothered to think about it, but what about the story of Splatoon 4? i feel we need to continue whatever Li’l Judd has going on with that newly acquired headpiece after finishing Splatoon 3’s campaign, plus, because Octavio seems to be.. a good guy now? and because octoling are merging with inkling society i feel like octarions shouldn’t be the big bad anymore. Splatoon 3’s campaign does mention octarions in a bad way/talks bad about them, which, when your playing as an octoling.. doesn’t feel right, plus with Marina in Side Order trying to help more octolings adjust and merge with inkling society, octolings and octarions as the bad guys just isn’t exactly.. right.. anymore. but, you know who’s an odd grey area in Splatoons universe? Salmonids! yes, Splatoon 3’s campaign has your character work alongside “Little Buddy”, a salmonid, but look at the new Salmon Run stage 😭 it’s quite literally a colosseum, it has paintings of inklings being “killed” by Cohozuna, it has spectators, it has a cage with food in it (probably the reward for winning), it has rusted shackles (my personal theory is that it’s for captured inklings [octolings too?]), plus we got King Salmonids, PLUS BIG RUN! in the sunken scrolls it’s said that these Big Runs can flatten and overwhelm entire towns (if i remember correctly)! what we experience in Big Runs is nowhere near what Salmonids are actually capable of! what better single player campaign to include Agent 4 in other than a Salmonid based one? Salmon Run debuted in Splatoon 2 and we got a bit more of information about Salmonids from Splatoon 3.. surely this is building to something bigger, yeah? plus the single player could be another rouge-like/rouge-lite, but bigger! but longer! Splatoon seems to be experimenting with other genres other than shooter and that IS COOL!!
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Rewatching Ninjago
(With no context other than the episode)
Possession 1-2
Museum security man talking to a statue: put up all your hands lord Garmadon! Thats right, ninjago wont be seeing the likes of you anymore. Good riddance.
This is the worst way to start a season right when I just saw Garmadon die.
Security man: is anyone there?!?! I know spinjitzu! Im legally required to say ive unlocked my true potential!!!
HFNSIFNDJNRNS
The ninja are so happy and calm and found family-like i think im gonna cry
THERES TOO MUCH FUN BANTER FOR ME TO TYPE DOWN 😭
Ik this is weird and maybe a bit mean but now that Garmadons gone Kai and Lloyd seem a lot closer. I feel like now someone needs to step in as a parental/sibling figure for him and I think thats sweet
Kai: Luckily I had my sister to watch over me. Don’t worry big shot, ill watch over you from now on
Love them.
Ooooooo Wus tea shop. Doesnt that have a few mini episodes?
It was so funny how Wu kept dodging Nya as she tried to help him carry the stuff
Zane: that appears to be work attire. Not ninja suits.
Wu: very observent Zane 😌
Wu's genuinely very sweet at times
Istg if they call for the green ninja and then arrest him immediately im gonna be so pissed
BFNDJFNSN WHY DID THE SECURITYS MANS VOICE CHANGE SO DRASTICALLY
wait.
Morro, Come on. give the boy a break.
Lloyd as hes being surrounded by morro and the security guard is a safe distance away with the armor: QUICK! GIVE ME THE ARMOR.
Not your best thought process Lloyd.
Guards 1: if you could choose to be any ninja, who would you be?
Guard 2: Kai! Hes the main one right?
Guard 1: no thats Lloyd, hes-
Thats actually so funny
Jay: take, take the flyer. WHY WONT YOU TAKE THE FLYER.
Bdisnfjdjsntne
Kai: no ones listening to us
Jay: it's like they think im carrying a communicable disease!
Maybe because your screaming in their faces.
Jay and Kai: our powers arent working!
Cole (holding a car): what do you mean your powers arent working- oh no.
ZANES ROBOTIC SCREAMING IS SO FUNNY 😭
Zane (crashes through the floor)
Kai: I think he broke the sound barrier 😀
Guys ik hes made of titanium but you didnt even TRY to catch him
Wu: You used your powers!?!?!
Jay: yeah- I know, we’re horrible students. BUT WHAT HAPPENED TO OUR POWERS
Morro speaking through Lloyd: I want to speak with your master…
Jay: whoa, Lloyds gone through puberty
Bfjsnfjsnr yes Jay thats exactly what happened
Morros elemental power is actually incredibly strong
Kai (gets absolutely bodied and slammed against the ground)
Little girl: get up! You have to! Ninja never quit 😠
Real sweet, but you have to understand that throw would have killed and broken the bones of so many other ppl
Its nice that they showed Misako saving the costumers i liked that
The ninja: (failing and failing again to defeat morro and getting brutally beat)
Nya: (topples a shelf onto him)
shes so great
Kai: im not leaving Lloyd! I promised to look after him.
(promptly gets punched in the gut by the same ‘lloyd’)
Goddammit
This is making me sad
Can you imagine your little brother have this completely other person possess him and attack you
Lloyd: Kai.. help me…
Dont do this to me 🥲
Its hilarious how the subtitles butcher Morros name any opportunity it gets
Jay: let me get this straight. Your just telling us now that you had a pupil before us, and now his cursed spirit has possessed Lloyd, all so that he can get your staff!?!?!?
See, Jay gets it.
Wu doesn’t tell them shit
Cole and Jay: why do you get to choose and pick the easy task!
Zane: because im the intelligent one :)
Its canon that autopilot on the bounty is just an inflatable darreth
Im sorry, when did Morro control electricity?
I mean i guess its fair since the first season Jay was able to use wind.
Okay but that move nya did was so cool
Zane. you fell through concrete. how is it that a box is the thing that knocks you unconscious.
Okay but WHY is the first spinjitzu masters tomb so important. What is morro gonna do? Bring his grandfather back from the dead?
Oooo even Zanes falcon is titanium
Wu storytime! Its been a while
Oh yeaaaah, i remember morro was adopted and ate out of trashcans when he was a kid
Morro was so sweet
He literally did nothing wrong
Why did wu tell him he might be the green ninja that was just straight up getting his hopes up
He couldnt have waited to try the golden weapons first before opening his mouth
Ok what wtf did Morro do to get cursed to the forbidden realm
Like who did he cross and WHY
Wu: you have to find the tomb. Or else….
Jay: or else what???
Wu: unspeakable curses will fall upon us
Unspeakable? Unspeakable as in terrible or as in you dont fucking know 🤨
The way Kai doesnt even care about the curse and just wants to get Lloyd back
Ok but istg if Morro drank alcohol at the bar in Lloyds body im gonna kill him
Bar guy: youre a little young to be at a place like this. Especially if you dont have friends.
Why are all these adult men surrounding this child they supposedly don’t recognize like what are you gonna do? Beat him up?
Kai had a nightmare about not saving Lloyd :(
I know ronin but I DONT know that the ninja knew him beforehand. When did they meet him before?
Okay so background characters DO recognize Lloyd
I guess it makes sense honestly, for some ppl to recognize him and for some not to. To some, Lloyds probably just looks a little sickly and dyed his hair black. To others theyre probably like ‘is that the green ninja???’ ‘Nah the green ninja has blonde hair thats just some dude.’
The Cole, Jay, And Zane dynamic has been strong these past two seasons. Love them.
Okay i get it guys it makes sense for Zane to lead bc of, ya know, everything. But cut Kai some slack hes trying his best 😭
What do you mean shes not ready Wu, Nya is perfectly capable.
Nya: (faints)
nvm…
So excited for her water ninja arc tho
Cole: i wonder why the tombs so important
Me too cole. Me too.
Also it took you this long to ask that.
Wait why are they riding yaks again, cant they summon their dragons….
The excuse before was that they couldnt control their fear but now theyre having the time of their lives so what gives 🤨
OH BECAUSE THEY DONT HAVE THEIR POWERS
I'm stupid
Cole: He turned my yak into a ghost! NO ONE turns my yak into a ghost!
Dont worry Cole youll be twinning soon :D
Ok if water kills ghosts then whatever tf Morro drank at the bar was not water
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Okay so I’m watching clips from the dethronement arc (I say clips one video is over half an hour lol) but so far c!dreams reasoning for dethroning c!george seems to be to keep George safe? Like obviously he could be lying and trying to get what he wants (not completely out of character tbh) but he straight up says “people keep trying to kill you because you’re king and you’re close to me” which is odd coming from c!dream. And c!george is upset about this because he thinks Dream should just always be there to protect him
idk I’m just wondering what you think of this cause I think it’s super interesting
Yeah no you're right nonnie i believe dethronment to be an entirely selfless decision on dreams part, the recent event that had caused this was eret paying off technoblade to assassinate george. This obviously scared dream shitless and he really truly was just trying to protect george here
But. Well. George... well. He doesnt respond well to his personal freedoms being messed with, talked over and having his decisions made for him. Also keep in mind that being knight and king is the only thing that's connecting them anymore when dream is so busy meddling in all these affairs now, thumbs in a lot of pies. (At the time, dream had been making big game preparations for the disc finale)
To note: when george says "why arent you there to protect me?" Dream doesnt deny that this is his job, or that he shouldnt be, he simply says "I cant be everywhere at once"--- he would if he could. he would if he could. And this is one of the ways hes trying to do that, taking George out of the line of fire because he believes george doesnt care about the crown (this is true!) but he misunderstands the significance.
If they had talked this out maybe it would have gone differently, if they hadnt been in public it could have gone differently.
But yeah basically george throws a conniption fit to make dream look like an idiot and runs off fake crying
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sorry guys im gay vampire posting again but hear me out
what if nandermo’s happy ending is in both of them choosing mortality and growing old together??
consider this; guillermo’s plan throughout the entire series is to become a vampire, its showed that he had a fixation on vampires since child hood, plus being nandors familiar for 15 years (and leaving him multiple times for anyone who promises to turn him faster), then as a last ditch effort going to someone he knows will do it (derek). he is so dedicated to this that even despite finding out he is genetically a vampire hunter, knowing his family hates vampires and he might not be able to see them again if he turns (which we know is gonna be hard for him considering he seems to be relatevely close with them at least enough to put together a dinner party and to give them money the second he gets some) so if guillermo comes back to the house as a vamp nandor- who had been kinda been keeping guillermo there by hanging the prospect of becoming a vampire over him like a cat- is going to freak the fuck out for 2 reasons:
1. he wanted to be the one to turn guillermo, on his home soil (though he will probably never admit it again)
2. guillermo doesnt need anything from him anymore
im sure theres also a few other things that the vamps would have an issue with like “who the FUCK turned him" and “vampires never turn familiars especially ones that arent their own” (since it seems like familiar poaching and taking familiars from their masters for consumption or otherwise is pretty taboo) but i think that derek being the one to do it makes both of those kinda obsolete (it also seems like the vamps are a lot less dedicated to vampire culture rules after their whole council arc and killing vampires thing in s3). but whats probably gonna throw nandor for a loop is that guillermo is gonna come back. we all know he will weather its to pick up his things or say goodbye or decide he wants to stick around after all at some point he will and nandor will open the door and have the most horrified look when he finds out. nandor has been on the pursuit of love and happiness for as long as we’ve seen him. hes tired of immortal life and misses the thrill of living. you see this with the human camp thing, with trying to find a wife and deciding that was too hard to he used jinn magic to resurect his old wives but then that wasn’t good enough so he enchanted the shit out of his chosen zombie wife to make her a shell of her former self and then seeing how happy guillermo and freddie are decides to turn marwa into a clone of freddie? this man is desprate. its clear that nandor doesn’t enjoy the vampire lifestyle anymore, its boring sitting in the house all day and hunting at night, enter guilliermo- van halen vampire hunter, beat the shit out of you in a fight multiple times, never know if hes gonna be there the next day, de la cruz. guilliermo makes immortality exciting to nandor, but now that guillermo has no use for nandor anymore he probably will leave right? do everything he wants to now that he’s a vampire. nandor is freaking the fuck out and has (1) jinn wish left...
so every time this show has a path that i think “yeah that makes sense” the vampires tend to to the complete opposite path. nandor has a lack of understanding for other’s feelings but in recent seasons its gotten better, however it would still make perfect sense that nandor would use this wish incredibly selfishly- but hes gonna fuck up. It would make absolute sense for mr. the relentless to try and wish guillermo a human again so he could have him as a familiar and turn him the way he wanted to turn him but maybe hes going to wish for something a little less specific, maybe “i wish guillermo would stay and not leave” or something like that because this is the happiest hes seen guillermo! hes thriving as a vamp and its all hes wanted for as long as they’ve known eachother. Heres the thing, I think that the spell is going to make nandor a human- a human in need of a familiar.
hijinks ensue: guillermo (who actually had no idea what to do now that he is a vampire, the whole dedicating your life to getting something and now that you have it what is there to do?) decides to take nandor as a familliar and effectively switches roles with him (i think collin is indifferent, lazlo is amused, and nadja is just confused- plus vampire rules they dont wanna turn him since he’s TECHNICALLY a familliar + its really fucking funny). he promises to make nandor a vampire again and he fully intends on it- but hes gonna have some revenge labor first. something happens and guillermo has to save nandor AGAIN from something or other (maybe nandor, sick of guillermo treating him the way he treated guillermo, decides to reverse uno on him and leaves, maybe he goes out to find a vamp who remembers and will turn him but gets himself into trouble with some creatures who probably want to eat him)- and i think this might be where they realize they kinda need eachother. guillermo asks nandor if he wants to be turned back, and nandor really thinks about it. on one hand he misses being powerful as a vampire, having the strength and skill to defeat anyone and his coffin and such- but he also tried a cheezeburger for the first time! he ran from monsters, cooked and cleaned, felt his heart beat and his brow sweat and he felt alive! on the other hand, guillermo is realizing that being a vampire isnt all that he thought it would be. he misses food and the sun more than he thought he would, he misses his family who would try to kill him the first time he saw them. he thought he would see the world or find a community but the thing thats made him the happiest is showing nandor how to be a human. nandor refuses, or at least asks to wait a bit longer so he can try more things as a human- and guillermo agrees, promising to wait eternity for him.
sorry for the brain vomit hope this makes sense to somebody
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i wanna start off by telling u i am sorry!! i wanna tell u about all this crazy shit in my head, and want to open up and want to talk about my feelings but no matter what, i just cant make out the right words...? like it feels like cant properly put my thoughts and emotions into words i guess??
all i want to do right now is cry and scream and let it all out because its killing me inside. i cant take it anymore. i feel weird. i dont want to do anything. i always feel tired. i dont have any energy. a part of me broken. something is def weighing on my heart. i just feel so fucking suffocated. i feel like i am so far behind in life that i will never catch up. everyone is doing so many things with their lives. and i am just here. i really dont think i can do this its getting dark again. and im afraid. im too tired to carry on. i want MYSELF back bro is that too much to ask for? i deffff know its getting bad because even sleep and music dont help and i feel sick all the time and i just want to disappear. i really feel like there is no happy ending for me . thats why getting through the days is hard rayen i honestly from the bottom of my heart know its all for nothing. u guys are waiting for me to get over it, to finally do something with my life, and i know u guys are getting impatient. but what u guys dont know is that im already gone. i dont like who i am. there is nothing good about me. i am sick of wasting my time. i am worn out. i so fucking tired. the anxiety consumes me at times i feel like i cant breathe i cant think straight intrusive thoughts of self distraction consume my mind i am sooo fucking sick of this version of myself!!!!! im fucking tired of the poor choices i keep making. i truly believe i have hit rock bottom. this is the humblest i have ever been because my ego has nothing to be proud of. i know i knowww it is important to be gentle with myself but its also crucial to be honest. im not taking care of myself. im doing drugs, im on social media all day. i either dont eat healthy, or i dont eat at all. i dont exercise. i watch things that arent positive and go to sleep and wake up late. i am sick to my stomach as i write this. i just want to go up from here because i cant live this way anymore. i dont wanna live this way anymore. but like if you never felt like the way i do right now... the drained , depression . WORTHLESS feeling ... then u cant say shit about me "getting better starts with yourself bs" LIKE UH ? YEAH I HATE MYSELF AND DONT GIVE A FUCKKKKK ABOUT NUN SO WTF DOES THAT EVEN MEAN??? like i honestly didnt even think i would be alive at my age i thought i wouldve been dead by 20 so u can only imagine how lost i feel lol. i dont know what to do with my life and i feel like im just wasting away most days. and i dont fucking know how to fix it. maybe this is my time for me and im supposed to be enjoying it for exactly what it is? like i dunno i just know i always fucking ruin EVERYTHINGGGG . i casually sabotage all my positive relationships with negative delusions because my life doesnt feel real unless something dramatic and destructive is constantly occurring. i really want to kill whats inside of my head. i hate living like this day after day. i just want my pain to end bro . i see how everyone looks at me like i’m a burden, how they fake concern only to switch up at me the next second. i don’t want to be this way, im so lost and alone and i just don’t see the point anymore. this is the loneliest i have ever felt. i don't have a shoulder to cry on when im sad, i have got legit no one to go to. i have noooo tears left to cry dude. my heart hurts so much. my insides are burning. i dont know how to help myself. i legitimately try and i make it worse. i wanna scream all this hurt and pain out. can i just lose my memory just so i can take a break from feeling this way? im not sure how long i can handle this alone anymore all honesty .
AND i wouldnt say im "addicted" to drugs and alcohol (JUST YET lol) butttt what i hate about liking them is that once you know how that high feels and the break from reality you get from everything you will FOREVER know how good it felt and thats the problem. u can be days, months, years of being clean. but i know when you quit its gonna be hard years down the road. i would take it alllll back and not start doing any of it. it turns from "just one time trying it" to "i promise this is the last time" but all honestly i dont know how to stop or be normal in this world sober anymore.
and to sum it alllll up i just want / need someone who can hug me and tell me that im not as worthless as i think i am i feel so fucking empty sometimes and its so exhausting to feel nothing and everything at the same time.
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tw: bouta get religious on yall hoes but ykw might aswell say cause ima bout to drop a fucking bOmb oh yeah and mention of suicide
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HOMOSEXUALITY IS NOT A SINNNNNNNNNN idc that they apparently wrote it in the bible i dont care i dont care i dont CARE
why would basic human nature and love be a sin???? it doesnt make sense. the basic action of loving who you love should not be penalized. I think they were lying
i also heard that it wasnt origianlly in the bibles and that a bunch of pedo priests had someone change the "man shall not llie with boy" to "man shall not lie with man" uhm yeah i guess dont like- q u o t e me on that but thats what i hearrrrddddd
but even if it was explicitly written in the bible I still dont think homosexuality is a sin becausueeeeee
suicides a sin right? and being unhappy isnt good? and you should love yourself?? right??? ISNT THAT WHAT JESUS FUCKING S A I D ??????
so- if deciding to embrace your homosexuality is gonna ultimately save you from killing yourself and harming yourself, then WHY would it be a sin? if doing one sin is going to protect yourself from multiple sins, then i dont think it should be considered a sin at all
and also, all the other sins seem so different. theyre something you can control
having premarital sex? you can control that. not having premarital sex isnt going to tear you limb from limb
NOT m*rdering someone isnt going to destroy you as a human
NOT harming yourself is actually good for you
controlling your jealousy is healthy
theres so many other things too
but- suddenly a man loving a man is... gross? innapporpriate?? sinful??? it just doesnt make sense
In Christianity, apparently we're all sinners and we sin every day. But what makes the difference is wether you pray and ask for forgiveness, or you go on living your life blindly full of sin and terrible what nots you know.
you can repent and ask for forgiveness for things like harming yourself or others or other sins, and then you can in good coincious never do those things again and feel good about yourself and the repenting is honest
but what about being queer? youre going ot repent and repent becuase youre worried about going to heaven but then you keep being a hOmOsExUaL and then at one point the repenting just isnt the same, it gets like- not valid yk cause Jesus is gonna see you and be like- nah not this kid again bruhhh
but theres so many queer people who are religious or who would like to be saved or have that security that there is a higher power that loves them unconditionally-
you could do EVERYTHING right but still be gay and then you try and FIX yourself but its not WORKING and then you arent being kind to yourself anymore and its a shit show
so like why would jesus say something so blasphemous- idk man idk it just doesnt seem right to me
anyways im not even that religous who knows maybe time will tell but- JESUS ISNT HOMOPHOBIC AND ALL THOSE CHRISTIANS WHO TRY TO CONVERT YOU- THATS THE SIN!!!! CONVERSION IS THE SIN 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬
i dont think Jesus was homophobic i think he welcomes gay and trans and all queer people into Heaven
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obligatory chastity concept
Okay maybe he shouldnt have been jacking off at work. He is willing to admit that, completely and totally willing. But if they had just asked him- well he wouldnt have stopped. He would have thrown a fit about it, actually. But nevertheless they didnt need to go as far as caging him.
uuuuuuuuuuuuuh m/m like vaguely in the sense that the characters are two men, chastity, they fight and theres normal quinton levels of dubcon. i assume you understand how things work around here. im not editing this you get content and then you say ohh cool content :) and i go thank you. that is how this works.
He’s sitting in his lab, transcribing video archivals in the dark when the knock comes. Daniels always fucking knocks like that, like a cop pounding at the door. Completely unnecessary, the door doesnt even lock. But Quinton swivels around in his chair to face Daniels, ready for another lecture about his keycards or not propping open exits for smoke breaks.
Instead, he see’s that grin security always has when theyre sent to fuck with him. Its not just a grin, its the posture too. They come in ready for a fight, which is fair, given how often he gives them one. But its not a good sign when they come in ready.
“Spoons, ‘fore you sputter out something and make me hurt you, just know things are different today.” In his stupid idiot fucking fake southern drawl, hes checked the records, they dont talk like that in Southern Wisconsin where Mr.Daniels was born.
This tangent is killed in its tracked when Daniels pulls out some oddly shaped clear plastic out of a paper bag stamped with their internal pharmacies logo.
A chastity cage, like in porn. Like a real one, with the little metal diary lock and everything. Dots are immediately connected, and he sends a lamp flying at Daniels center of mass before trying to rush past the larger man.
The lamp does nothing against a man in armor and just crashes to the ground loudly. He only gets about one step past Daniels before his jacket collar, and a good amount of his hair, is grabbed and thrown backwards and towards the ground.
He’s not nearly quick enough and within about 40 seconds he’s been placed back onto the office chair, this time with his hands ziptied behind his back.
“As I was saying, Spoons.” Stupid fuck is barely doing the accent anymore, faker. “This is a high priority task, someone above your boss really wants your balls. But they’re settling for this. And whether or not they get their way eventually, depends on my reporting. Got it?”
He knows this is bullshit. Noone cares that much about him, they wouldnt bother neutering him like a dog, dealing with the hormones for the next 7 years would be too much work. He’s being fucked with. Occultics probably crowdfunded twenty bucks for a cheap chastity cage and a pack of smokes for Daniels.
He’s being stared at expectantly, like when they need visual or verbal sign of consent, and he would just like to get back to work so he can file an HR report, so he nods twice up and down.
Bad move in retrospect, but so are most of his moves. Daniels kneel’s infront of Quinton, first taking a second to further restrain him, adding thick zip ties at the ankles and near the elbow of the arm. Okay, yeah. They want some kind of compromising pictures of him. Worse pictures can exist than being restrained to a chair.
His scrub bottoms start getting pulled away from him, and thats when he kicks back into gear. “What ar- you arent doing that!” Of course he tries to kick out or move away, but seeing as how he is freshly restrained, kind of a moot effort. Daniels doesnt bother speaking to him, and even worse frankly, turns and walks away to the far side of the lab.
He returns with gloves on, and alcohol wipes, which scares Quinton immensely before realizing there is absolutely no way they would allow security personnel to do impromptu penis surgery. He just doesnt want Quintons penis germs on his hands, a very strange line to draw in the sand.
His underwear doesnt even get pulled down, Daniels just, with a surprising gentleness, pulls his entire package through the slit in the front. If Quinton was a religious man, he would have thanked god for how soft his penis was. Actually, if he was a religious man he would not be in this situation, which is besides the point.
Alcohol wipes on genitals is not a fun experience. Everything is very sensitive and it stings and gets cold and just overall, not great. He isn’t ready for it, and yelps when the cold wipe first touches him. Daniels, to his credit, seems to be regretting his original attitude when faced with the reality of wiping off your coworkers dick, and goes quickly.
Which leaves only the uh, jacketing? Chastisizing? Is there a verb for this sort of thing? Of his dick. And as much as he would like to make a last ditch effort to evade this especially egregious overstep into his personal life, he knows at this point if he fights more he’s getting sedated, and he would really appreciate keeping one aspect of his pride intact.
The cold of the plastic and his unimpressive size when soft, thankfully, makes the actual attachment process go quickly. He still fills the cage, don’t they have to measure for these? How did they know his dick size? Who ordered this even? He busies himself with these questions and looks very firmly to the far left as Daniels adjusts the cage, ensuring its correct placement before clicking the small lock into place.
And thats it. Daniels uses a small tool on his keyring to pop the zipties holding Quinton and just leaves, closing the lab door behind him. Quinton is up the second he can physically stand, pulling up his pants to regain a small shred of dignity, and then sitting back down, there isn’t really anything else for him to do but that. i got bored of writing this and this is all you get. bye
discussion questions
-does quinton like or dislike being put in chastity
-what is the implied sexuality of Daniels
-do you remember from other stories how large quintons penis is erect? How large do you think his unerect penis is?
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i wish to know about kylin infiniteverse. tell me just like, fun facts or how she feels about her mom, anything!
EHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEEHGEHEHEGEGHEH ohhhh man. she has so much, going on, she has so many issues. just stemming from how dysfunctional her family is and how weird her childhood was just because what if you were raised and your moms like hey. murder is ok. sometimes people need to be killed for the greater good. and your other moms like ummmm but shes not saying anything else. and your first moms like btw your uncle will disagree but thats because hes a BITCH and you cant trust him. and then your mom has this? person who works for her thats like yeah your mom is right about everything. but as time passes theyre like hey i think... maybe i was wrong and before you can really question it your mom is like yeah theyre gone now. and im correct murder is good its for the greater good people will try to tell you that our beliefs are wrong but im the only correct one ok? and your other mom is quiet all the time and your moms clearly dont like each other and its kinda fucking with you because youre like theyre supposed to like each other arent they? why do they seem to hate each other? and everything is just kind of terrible because you miss your best friend and your world may or may not be a lie. you really need therapy. but your little cousin starts living with you! and youre like i think i want to be, what my friend was for me. and i want to look out for her because they dont really have anyone else anymore and i just want things to be ok for us. and then you die and when you come back the logic of the world is like you arent supposed to come back so you have to possess this stupid little skinny bitch kid to stick around. and so you wake up and years have passed and your moms got a divorce and theres something wrong with your cousin and sometimes you sit there and youre like i wonder what wouldve happened if i just 2ent to public school like a normal kid
drunk rant aside i just love her. she loves everyone in her life she loves her family and anim and shes really struggling to grasp that My Mom Might Not Be A Good Person but if shes not a good person, am *i* a good person? was my idol a good person? is it too late for me? and i think. things wouldve been so much different for her if zora wasnt just Like That
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Okay so autism rant; first things first I'm undiagnosed, will try to see a good psychiatrist because so far its been hard being diagnosed for anything because I have shit loads of trauma and its hard to detect anything just in case its been trauma induced. Though i do have the instinct since very long i dont see the world like neurotypical people do and have shit lots of trouble adapting. I considered adhd, ocd, borderline...but the thing that regroups really most of my "symptoms" is autism and while talking to actually autistic people I found that I relate to a lot of things. Took the aspic test too went up to 145. Idk whatever.
My mom says I wasnt that way as a kid and since its something that you are since childhood it would be weird but she also thinks I might be HPI which from what I understand is really close to autism in many ways.
My theory is that maybe if I "wasn't like that" as a kid its because I was like that, but never learned how to mask. I grew up in a hippie household, between countryside and travels in India and my mom was so fucking sweet and encouraging towards everything. I was allowed my place to play and invent and to believe - she wanted my to really be a kid fully and I believed in fairies and a lot of things hardcore and she encouraged it and still does. I wanted to be a writer (still do) and never once did she tell me it wasnt possible or anything. I felt I was different at school, not really understanding the "we're friends and then we arent anymore" part of childhood and having had incredibly deep friendships for that age; I always preferred one on one time even then and felt a bit weird in groups. But I hung out a lot with adults, friends of my mom's and I created a lot and was allowed to express myself, even when I was crying or angry. So i never learned how to mask maybe because it didn't occur to my mom to tell me to stop doing certain things and on the contrary she encouraged me to be me because to her just being highly sensitive especially to nature and being expressive and HERE a lot (i was a very active kid) was okay I just was me. And then I started middle school and that was completely wtf. New social codes, now having good grades wasn't cool and I was bullied and then there was the popular girl things and the sexual harrasment (weird middle school). And then I went through high school in the city. And then adulting. And I only feel at ease and myself, truly, in nature bc i dont have to conform.
I have no idea how to conform it hurts me deeply to do so. Had an apprenticeship in animation for kids, worked 9am - 6pm the people forming us were treating us like shit and we, the apprentices all agreed on that but it seemed so easy for the others to just go along and fake it they were like "well we dont have a choice and its over soon so whatever" when personnally I couldnt eat, had panic attacks almost every evening, vomited in the morning.... i'm good at face keeping, like I can cry and the next moment act like im really happy and eager but it terribly hurts me to do so it tires me and while my smile expands my brain is shooting fucking explosions and I hate it.
So yeah. If I'm autistic I just didn't learn how to mask as a kid and when I try to even when necessary it kills me and I can't maintain it long term anyway. Its like with exams at university. I can be efficient as fuck but I'm not good at playing like its easy like I'll be hyper snappy and sometimes rude and tired and cant keep up with basic shit like eating or teeth brushing. The only job/shit life shit where you have to mask i felt a bit at ease with was last year in an animation center for kids cause the colleages were super sweet and there was this thing like the boss told us - we have kids we're very responsible and we show nothing if we're distressed in front of kids and parents but together we can take a time together at the end of the day to debrief and let go and if we're having a rough day we can say it arriving in the morning and help each other during the day. That shit was honest and real and i feel fucking lucky i experienced that.
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well, here we are again.
welcome back.
youre gonna withhold a lot more information today, huh?
yeah.
im not sure if that means youre more sensible than usual, or less.
well, we're here again, right?
yeah. i didnt get my hopes up, but a bit of progress wouldve been nice.
fair.
your fingers are gonna get real cold real fast.
i dont mind.
of course you dont.
...
...
im not going to get angry at you today.
good.
youre not worth it.
.
im trying to think of something today that i havent said before. its hard.
i dont know what im doing.
see, i think maybe you do. although, maybe if you honestly believe that you have no idea whats going on, that makes it better.
i dont want to have this argument again.
then why did you bring it up?
this isnt them, anymore. they arent even a part of this.
so whats the purpose of having us talk to each other?
fuck if i know. just a way to kill time, i guess.
advanced procrastination.
exactly.
hes cold. hes moving to the silo.
i think i was supposed to say that.
what does it matter? neither of us are him anymore.
he needs help.
no, he needs to get his head out of his ass.
see, we can still disagree.
if we stop talking then at least he can put his hands in his pockets.
does he want us to?
who gives a damn. im still going to act in his best interest, even if he refuses to listen to me.
fair enough. cya later.
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i really do care for him. i care for him soso deeply. in my dreams i imagine him caring for me too, and him always wanting whats best for me. when i woke up this morning i noticed that somehow in my sleep i made my pillows lay perfectly next to me (instead of under my head) to mimic someone laying next to me. it made me happy when i was still dilericous... when i fully came-to, though, i was disappointed but also shocked. how was i able to do that in my sleep?
im fearful that my intentions here arent pure. maybe i do want him but only because i want someone to love me. i know hes bad for me, and i know that i deserve more. my parents only showed me toxic love as well, so its just what im used to. im scared i only want him because i want the chaos.
a friend said today after i told (what i thought was) a lighthearted story, "honestly--and i dont mean this in a mean way--your life seems so depressing and like you want to kill yourself"
what i wanted to say was, "yeah, and ive tried. and ive always wanted to try again, but theres still people that rely on me, so i cant"
instead i just didnt say anything. its the same friend that tells me to kill myself whenever i kill him enough times in a shooter game. he's the same friend that made a gc of me and everyone that knows me (associated with him) abt how no one likes me.
yeah, i guess ive had a more-depressing-than-normal life, but it could be worse. a part of me thinks i shouldnt kill myself because i have no reason to. its not as bad as it can be, so why would i do it?
im melodramatic.
if im being honest, its probably not even that bad to some people. its normal for my mom to call me names and my dad to---... i mean, at least my mom doesnt hit me, and at least my dad doesnt assault me.
for shit parents, they still arent that bad. i mean, they still provide for me when they dont have to. they still pick me up and take me places when they dont have to.
i dont understand why. . why do they do that?
why did they have to tesch me such a complicated form of love.
why did they have to teach me thats love?
its not love. love is not calling someone a slur when youre mad. love is not telling someone to die or kill themselves because they made you upset. love is not making people do things when you know it makes them uncomfortable to "teach them a lesson"
they show me the love they know, and i honestly feel bad for them, too. they had a rough childhood, but they shouldve worked through it (or at least started) before they had kids.
but still, if none of it turned out the way it did, i may have never met you, apple. so, maybe it turning out this way was for the best. im glad i know you. even if we dont talk to each other very much anymore, and maybe we eventually dont talk at all.... getting to say i knew you, apple, is something ill never take for granted.
its 3am. i had such a rough day at work yesterday. im so tired. all i want to do is cry and scream. im so frustrated, and its not even for good reason. this new coworker of mine is going to make me quit my job. i cannot handle them at all.
thank god i go to counseling on thursday. theres so much i need to say, but none of it has value
i truly feel like im a nobody.
(oh, btw i was right abt her not texting me back abt hanging out w me. yay!!! i have so many people that care about me!!!!!)
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I just found your account and as a devoted zanark simp for almost 3 years now i MUST talk about him or else i will explode and die.
I would love to hear any headcanons you might have for him🙏
Also your art is absolutely adorable!!
HELLO MY FELLOW ZANARK FAN vigorously shakes ur hand 🤝🤝🤝
i think youve probably seen a bit of that here and there on my blog already but um if were talking about my favorite hcs when it comes to zanark... i read a pixiv comic once where it turned out as a result of his upbringing and the kind of childhood he had as an outcast who was always alone + then going to prison zanark never learned how to read and write and its something i like a lot 🥺 i try to casually incorporate that into everything i do w him... (i think the same thing probably goes for a lot of second stage children who had to fend for themselves since they were very young...!! who would have taught them..? though they might have learned while in feida later from other kids!! obviously that wouldnt apply to zanark though!!)
erm i always wonder what kind of relationship he has with zanark domain and i just dont think it would make sense for him to see them as friends or even just sort of part of His Gang cuz hes a loner so ive been assuming theyre actually fellow mugen prisoners who were offered a lighter sentence or other such things for helping him out against raimon after omega 3.0 got sent to loser baby jail so far. most of them really respect his strength so there arent any issues abt his attitude mostly but like yeah i just cant see him respect them enough to be his friends or even associates lawl theyre like his fans to me. lord zanark fanclub pal pack and all that
also i think he doesnt care to learn most peoples names because its funny to me and hes just that self centered. he knows raimon as a unit and nishiki personally by name but like thats it. not his full name though which really annoys nishiki because hes got this whole thing about having the same name as sakamoto ryouma and that was when he saved his life and stuff he should KNOW this.
OH WAIT i do actually have actual hcs about him and shit. i just checked my notes. i like to think hes not completely bullshitting everyone when he calls himself a nameless nobody from nowhere (this rolls off the tongue way better than what he literally says in jp you have to admit) so imo he did actually grow up on the streets (see first paragraph) after being abandoned (and specifically abandoned i dont think hes an orphan i think his parents left him behind like fei cuz he was freaky lol) and he really did not have a name until he got caught by el dorado and they had to put a name on his file and zanark avalonic was just what he thought of in the moment. but it slaps so hes allowed to do his bit about being nameless with a name. if i thought of something that good i would also add it to my catchphrase even if it makes it not make sense anymore.
and i also thought about his crimes before and personally what i think is. its mostly stuff like stealing and property damage, maybe specifically the theft of a timecraft and unlicensed time travelling + modifications to the time route as separate heavier offenses, and i wont rule out some fisticuffs and injuries to other people but its definitely not something Huge like killing people. i think he mostly is considered That dangerous a criminal bc of his attitude and of course his being a second stage child and not because he did some Massive Awful crime or something. but thats also kind of related to what i think about el dorado and second stage children which isnt necessarily what canon suggests near the end... but well thats a whole other subject. all this to say that i DID ponder his crimes for a while.
UM I WILL STOP THERE LAWL thank you so much for liking my art and finding it cute <3 i know his design and voice dont help his case but it was really upsetting for me to find out that some people dont even seem to realize he is a child 😭 calling him a grown ass man and whatnot so im making it my lifes mission to draw him looking ever so slightly more his age🥴
btw heres my favorite pic of him from baku gaidenshuu. CHOMP
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Zf3yrEvTHU
Watch it again and see who starts the fight.
Steve prokoves Jonathan by pushing him a couple of times and insults him and his family, yes.
But the one who starts to full blown fight is Jonathan. He is the one who punches Steve in the face. I am not sure why people keep downplaying or trying to make it seem like it wasnt the case?
People say Steve had it coming because he insulted Jonathan and his family and Im like. Yes. he did. And he provoked Jonathan but Jonathan was the one who outright punched Steve in the face.
And listen what Nancy says there. She says 'ignore Steve' and insists on leaving but Jonathan doesnt. He falls to Steve's provocation and punches him in the face. That's how the fight starts.
And yeah Steve obviously fights back. But then you see him stop and he doesnt fight anymore but Jonathan keeps hitting him even after the police came. And the police tries to stop Jonathan even but he tries to get to Steve again.
Honestly it is obvious Jonathan is the one who started the full blown fight by punching Steve in the face. He could have just walked away like Nancy said but he didnt. He wanted to punch Steve instead and fell to his provocation.
So the writers can be considered inconsistent because that Angela scene comes off as ridiculous due to inconsistent narrative.
Unless both scenes were supposed to come off as BAD. And yeah obviously sure. But the way the narrative portrays the both situations arent the same. They made it seem like El smacking Angela was more of a shocking thing than ever. So I would argue it falls to inconsistent writing.
It is not entirely similar but I would argue that Mike pushing Troy is bad too then bc what if he was hurt when Mike made him fall? Should we judge which comeback is better based on the fact that how hurt the bully is? or is it because of the action itself and the narrative choices that portray the each situation?
Honestly I think the Angela scene is inconsisent
Yeah I watched the Jon/Steve fight before I answered your question earlier (if that was you?) and I know what happened, I just don't agree with you. I see Steve hitting him from behind five times while he tries to walk away so I really don't get how you're calling Jonathan the instigator. he escalated it sure, he hit Steve definitely, but as for starting the whole thing, absolutely not.
I agree the writing is inconsistent though, I honestly wasn't sure how the writers meant for me to feel about the Angela thing. it seemed to be treated in a more shocking way but that was maybe mostly because of the other stuff it stirred up for El. I'm not really sure what her ultimate reaction even is to the actual incident. defiant? remorseful? Idk, she never thought about Angela again. granted she was busy saving the world and stuff.
I know the narrative purpose of her hitting Angela was for her to think "uh oh I hit this girl so I probably also killed all those kids" and jump into her whole monster identity journey, but I guess I'm surprised El never got triggered before considering she actually has knowingly killed a bunch of people, some of them in a way pretty similar to Vecna, and totally stood by it because it was self defense. so why the Angela incident was what suddenly rocked her world idk, because it seems like El would consider that yet another instance where she was defending herself
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hey uh… sorry for being gone so long i had a LOT of shit to do and im very weak so sacrificing my sleeping hours is unadvisable and detrimental to me. so i have a plan to read in a lot and then queue the posts to 1 every three days or so, to try and keep some consistency… idk if itll work well though, so well see.
also! i have the rest of the books, so i dont have an excuse not to finish this anymore. lets see how it goes. hopefully i dont abandon this.
anyway.
chapter 10, according to my calculations, around the first quarter of the way through.
we start out with our darling mare, here, thinking about how theres nuance to the red/silver division and shes right in the middle of it, which is a great way for me to bring up something that ive wondered and i think i havent rambled about yet.
is mare really the first red that differs from the norm, like, ever? because that sounds unlikely. theres mentions of other kingdoms in this book, and even then, kingdoms are usually big. whos to say there arent any other powerful reds hiding because they knew as soon as they found out, theyd be persecuted for being different, even if they arent at fault. or hell, how about a silver with no powers? has that ever happened? i bet their families would try to hide their existence from the rest of the world or outright execute them. i dont know which ones worse. maybe theyd be disowned and sent to live with the reds. all of these are great book worthy ideas as well.
i have the feeling that there might be more reds out there with powers too, and the story will head that way. for all i know the scarlet guard could be precisely this! maybe a new generation is born with powers through evolution, because it hasnt been explained yet if in this universe theres always been reds and silvers or if this was the product of evolution or even of genetic alterations. theres so much to talk about here, like, what if a silver and a red have kids? what are they like? are they powerful reds or powerless silvers? only reds or silvers? can they even have children together? is mare secretly the product of one such union? who knows. not me, thats for sure.
mare attempts to get into character here. also- is mareena pronounced as mare-ena or marina? cals joke about mare being a good nickname hint towards the former, but who knows, maybe this is a heavily debated topic in the fandom. whats the general consensus, here? comments are appreciated. well, back on the story, mareena seems to be a cold unimpressionable girl, for mare.
people are talking about her, and tiberias (is it ty-berias or tee-berias?) and elara stand above everyone else. as our girl here said “To look powerful is to be powerful.”
cal is seems displeased and maven absolutely pissed. damn. these two seem interesting, but i sense their dynamic is gonna be one of those “noble and kind older brother, resentful and selfish younger brother” which hm. i dont know if i like that. but i dont wanna be cynical, maybe this will better than just that.
“At least I won’t have to deal with a good liar.”
is anyone else smelling that? its the wonderful scent of a good roast.
king tiberias anounces this queenstrial brought more than a future queen and tells us more about her “origin story” , where we learn that ethan titanos was killed by lakelander spies. i dont recall who they were though… >:/
the king and queen make a big show to, as mare kindly puts “slip a Red girl into a crown without anyone noticing”, which yeah, you gotta take measures because people are sure to complain about it. im sure they still will even with this whole sob story.
props to miss aveyard for writing future queen evangeline as having horrible fashion, pretty accurate to irl rich people. what the fuck is a “dress of interlocked metal rings”??? im picturing it and it sucks, sorry.
hdjfkgk ofc the king says he will “atone for [his] ignorance” bitch you people hate reds, stop clowning.
evangeline punching air mentally rn. girl just wanted that calore ass (its funny bc calore means hot get it. get i-)
maven proposes as scripted and mare has a short moment of consideration. who would she have chosen if things were different? kilorn, obviously. i want to point out maven seems to be kinder but idk it could be his act.
cal gives his gentle king™ speech and obviously chooses evangeline. also this girls has some azula vibes im telling you. maybe that is her whole thing. i just hope hes bullies her brother too because fucking ptolemus??
she radiates the same evilness as queen elara, but i wish she could be like a subversion of that trope. evil step-mom and now evil technically-step-sister. what if they become besties instead. would be wild right.
on another not im still wondering if shes genuinely into cal or if shes more of power-hungry #girlboss. maybe its both.
nvm evangeline fucking hates her i dont think this is anything short of a potential slowass burn friendship. mare also hates evangeline. sigh. i know this was written back in 2015 but i can dream.
as expected, they bring back the scarlet guard issue. something something we want to breed the most powerful children possible to keep our power over the reds and other kingdom, especially now that there are some rebellious reds out there against us.
damn i wish we could see what farley was up to. lowkey really liked her.
maven speaks to her reassuring- cool, nice to seem him warm up -but mares too preoccupied feeling guilty about having a great feast while her family likely wont be having a good meal. holy shit gisa was supposed to work to get them out from the stilts… they are probably worse off now. they dont even know that she is supposedly never going back home. her guilt is completely understandable.
oh- she was getting drunk to cope- yeah probably for the best that maven stepped in. also he apparently was a dick because he wanted to choose his wife. i mean, kinda understandable. and hes not one of the worst people mares had the displeasure to face so far. ill stay on alert for any potential friendship.
he didnt even have a girl in mind but he still wouldve liked to have that choice- i kinda resonate with this so he gets extra points. but obviously mares irritated because she doesnt get the luxury of choice. or anything, really. she never has. understandable, girl, vent all that shit before it consumes you. but also. maybe. not. in public.
aw damn, maven is the unseen brother, hes jealous but also… lonely. i think. yeah, poor kid. i mean hes still rich though.
lets talk about that though. mare rolling her eyes out at every person here complaining is such a mood. yeah their all rich and privileged what have you got to complain about bitch. but yeeeees i knooooow that they have their other, non-money-related problems. its just kinda funny. this girl has suffered hunger, trauma and constant distress and shes listening to a prince complain about not getting to choose who his wife will be.
ok thats it for now. ill try to read more often, or at least have some chapters queued.
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Fearplay concept
classic set up of tiny!hero locked in battle with giant!villain. maybe this is their first encounter and they're feeling confident, or maybe this is their 80th fight this week and they're used to the groove, but the tiny is just laying it on thick with their quips and jokes during the game of cat and mouse. it comes to a point where they're borderline flirting with the giant and being a general tease, just as a way to goad/annoy the villain while easing the tension of their own shoulders.
it's all well and good until they're actually caught, like completely pinned on the ground by a hand while the giant looms over them with a grin. this was clearly never part of the tiny's plan and they're 100% shit outta luck in this situation. no back up, no weapons, nothing but extremely nervous rambling consisting of weird compliments as a means of trying to sway the giant into not killing them with a literal snap of their fingers.
the good news is all that flirting actually worked
the bad news is all that flirting actually worked
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